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Pier 39 is all decked out for the Holidays 😍

📍Pier 39 San Francisco, CA

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I need a hot fuckin' shower.

Help.

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I hate always being last in line for self care and always getting asked "why?" when I say it's time.

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Otaku Beeb 🐉

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I just want to be in a place where my trauma doesn't effect me anymore.

Does it exist?

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Barefoot Baby A enjoying the botanical garden in the most comfortable way 💕

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What kind of ancestor will you become?

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my ugly, but yummy avocado toast

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What's you least favorite chore?

Mine is laundry.

I love cleaning bathrooms, dishes, mopping, vacuuming. LOVE making beds. Whatever else really.

But I hate laundry and I put it off until it's over flowing & crazy. I think it's because with all other chores, you start and don't stop until you're done. With laundry there are so many breaks. I forget I'm even doing it or lose my motivation by the time it's ready to fold and put away.

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Lazy Sunday

I woke up, cleaned the kitchen and the toy room.

Chocolate chip pancakes and berries for breakfast.

Made the coffee way too strong, in a good way.

Laying on the floor with Baby A watching Yo Gabba Gabba.

L is playing Minecraft with his cousin online.

B is snuggled in the flower bed, belly full watching Mr. Bean.

Lazy Sunday

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"One day I'll miss them not wanting to sleep in my bed anymore."

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▫Baby A▫

Wear the babies 🤲🏼

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Picnic at the Nature Conservancy

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📍The Nature Conservancy, Hereford, AZ

The Nature Conservancy is a perfect spot for exploration and learning. I took the kids this morning before it got too hot. We played nature bingo, locating some plants and birds. We practiced quiet feet as a family of deer crept across the path we took up the mountain. It was 5$ and the pass for a week after you buy it. It was a good little hike along a creek with SO much wildlife to see and identify. I'm definitely coming back with activities planned!

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OMG, I MET A FRIEND.

Not just any friend, what will likely be my BEST friend.

If you've been following me, you know this, but for some of you newcomers you have to understand that I'm super weird and socially awkward. I've been a sahm for about 5 years, we practice attachment so I'm with my kids 24/7. Literally, they sleep in my bed.

I haven't had a social life, and the friends I did have back home drifted away because our lives didn't really relate anymore. Besides the occasional smoke sesh here & there with my childless buddies, I haven't had someone I can hangout with regularly and without sacrifice for 4 years.

Me & the kids were at one of our regular parks, I was just wandering around wearing Baby A. She just approached me out of nowhere, a young mom just like me, she had her 2 step kids and was pushing her biological baby in a stroller. We just hit it off, instant conversation and we're laughing and joking around. We both were planning on leaving soon, so we exchanged numbers and went on our way.

We've been texting for a couple weeks now, and we are freakishly similar! Our parenting styles, views on contreversial topics, and hobbies. I feel like I'm geeking about a new love interest. She lives a literal 15 minute walk away from me & gave me info for a mmj friendly doctor nearby that gives out mmj recs, which is amazing!

Last night, I wore Baby A to walk to her house and we walked to Dairy Queen together and just talked. It was so refreshing. I have a friend! A real friends that is almost my age, has kids, and doesn't think I'm a nut for my parenting choices.

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Green eyes, I'd run away with you 👽

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Hubs came home from work early 😍🥰

I'm putting Baby A down for a nap as I type. I'm gonna pack some snacks and take the older boys to the pool. Since I'm leaving A here with hubs I'll be able to swim. 😎😁

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Just keep scooting little fella 😭🥰