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Charlie did not let Adam stop her (speaking) right there.

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I hate it when the stranger that looks enough like my imaginary boyfriend, CAN AND HAS SEEN ME, and looks at me ... LIKE I'M JUST ANOTHER REGULAR NORMAL PERSON! Like, I'll forgive, because I think that specific person might've been too old for me, but the next one who is "boyfriend pretty", BETTER get a crush on me and walk up to me and ask for my number - THAT'S WHAT'S SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN! THAT (or online but preferably IRL), IS HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO GET A BOYFRIEND!

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I used Beelzebub in an animash where I collabed with my tween brother and also explain several queer terms, full story:

Okay so like, my brother (a tween), wanted to make an animash thing with me - like, after I showed him animash video things, so after some time of trying to find an appropriate song we both wanted to make a video out of (WHILE he was impatient), we settled on "Never Been In Love" by Will Jay, and he didn't allow me to use Dixie from The Fox And The Hound 2 because he saw her in so many of my kid-friendly animash videos and said I used her too much and forbade me/said he didn't want me to use her for this one (I think his sass comes from having ME as a sibling), so I considered, and decided to use, Beelzebub from Helluva Boss. I told him at first (and throughout the process), that Beelzebub was from an adult show, and also a few times said he therefore, like, couldn't watch it or something, but he knows I really emphasize things needing to be kid-friendly (I think even our mom and his dad, might too), so he takes it seriously and is not actually interested in adult things, besides cursing, the middle finger, and also the fact that he will consume any horror media he comes across, I guess - in fact, he's so uninterested in adult things compared to me, that HE'S NOT EVEN BEING WEIRD ABOUT ADULTS - CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?! Anyways, I skipped over what I'd deem, as like, inappropriate, and had the scenepack on mute (which I also have on mute if it's just me, honestly), and he honestly didn't see anything more inappropriate, than those "howling growling salivating heavy-breathing" type of scenes that are for some reason in kid's media that every adult excuses as aesthetic or romantic attraction - and yes he knows alcohol exists and that he's not supposed to drink it, but it's not like he was focused on the punch-like drinks, he just had some good criticisms, like:

- What Beelzebub's hair (then also stomach), was made of ... I said it was supposed to look like lava lamp. He agreed and thought it looked like lava lamp.

- What happened to the dogs (hellhounds). I said she forced them to drink too much, and about the swimming ones, I said they were thrown in but could swim/were fine.

- He also asked if Beelzebub is a good swimmer, since I mentioned wanting to maybe add her swimming scenes. I said she probably is, because she can sing under water.

- He asked if she had wings. I said "yes, she has wings".

- He also asked why she did the things she did (as in, why she made hellhounds drink or something), I said "... because she's mean and she just does that", or "because she's mean", or "because she's mean and she just shoves people into drinks in this adult show", stuff like that, and I definitely said "see?! She's so mean she's making this dog eat this cake", or something.

I honestly prefer how I portrayed her in the video and for my bro and how I saw her, which somehow made her prettier. Also, somehow whatever I said, makes more sense than official Hellaverse lore, because then at least I acknowledge, that she is mean because she shoves people into food and that's how things are.

Anyways, he also asked about why she hates the dogs, I said she didn't, and that she just shoves people into food because that's what she does/because she's mean.

But anyways, he found it fun to make - like, the video, and thought about starting a channel together, and now, I was there, thinking about my brand, thinking about privacy, and also about the fact that I wanna make my OWN videos, which would be 13+, which I told him. And no he wasn't interested in Beelzebub after the video or anything, LOL - well, regardless, he wants to make another, and also I had to show and search up flags, because his classmate (prone to being mean or getting things wrong/lying - even said the n-slur at least once - am worrying a lot about his home life), had said, that some flag meant you hate or don't love girls, which was a flag in some fighting/gun-related Roblox game ... my brother has had crushes on girls, so I honestly understand nothing - he has nothing against girls, even ... and I'm being confused, because I seriously mean he had equipped the flag/skin or whatever - or, well, actually, fully decked out his character in that one specific game ... even HE doesn't know why he believes his classmate.

So anyways, I told him there is NOT a flag for that, his classmate is most likely lying, and he couldn't fine the game (he had logged in on a different account - I don't know but whatever), but I explained what being biromantic is, anyway.

Later turned out that flag might've been aceflux, so I tried to find out how to explain SEX-UALITY (we don't know at what age to explain what sex is, but at least he's for whatever reason this year said our mom and his dad had sex - I never needed to hear that from him but okay - he thought it was funny), and hey, he knows about being aro and that there's a spectrum (because I used the Never Been In Love song as an opportunity), and that I'M aromantic - I also said I'm asexual (not the exact word though), as I decided to explain SEX-UALITY, as wanting to kiss someone. So I said that, like, aceflux is like sometimes you wanna kiss people and sometimes you don't - (I TRIED) - and said that I never wanna kiss people nor get a partner :D -

Also he only cringed for like a few seconds at me explaining what biromantic is, but I think he accepted it or something, so yeah.

Anyways, events in order:

- I make video with Beelzebub

- I explain being aromantic + le spectrum

- My lil' bro says he's making a playlist of songs on his phone, including Shreksophone (I don't even know if he's allowed to do that, but okay - I showed him Shreksophone by the way - anyways, he likes meme songs so that's what he watches on YouTube I guess - well besides gaming and horror and crafts)

- I tell him about bi and stuff

- We don't find what flag it was he saw

- We find out it could be aceflux and I try to explain things

- We watch our video and show it to our mom and I was super nervous and she said she didn't recognize the fox, and I'm scared to explain where the fox is from, but also, no idea why she thinks she would recognize the fox, when, like, I haven't even shown her much of MY animash - and sure, HAVE shown her other's in the PAST, but STILL

- My bro wants to make more animash

- I have separately than this, made a rant about how it's NOT a bad thing I included Beelzebub in our animash

Also I tried to talk about the contents of Rainbow Factory and animations of it, but my mom seems fine with it, and I doubt she's oblivious - my brother is just interested, not even, like, super sad or scared - I still don't have permission to show him a My Little Pony toy horror series, for some reason, even though I've literally watched it through, but okay.

Anyways, do send animash ideas, I guess - and yes I mentioned "or more genders" for the explanation of "bi", and he didn't question it. I'm actually the reason he has a positive association with furries - well, I'M one, so yeah. And hopefully the song, and me explaining some song lyrics, or symbolism or something in my song, and what aro is, and having to make him spell lyrics, helped him.

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Person: Describe your life in one word.

Me:

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I'm being angsty about my peers again, and some shithead who blocked me reblogged a squish's post, but at least I had an addiction dream - like, yet again one that acknowledged my addiction and how bad it is ... now I just gotta get over that feeling within 10 minutes or I might keep feeling addiction urges, for like the rest of the day. All of this just happens sometimes.

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Nutella, here's your reminder to give me something (digitally of course), for my birthday.

Thx everyone for 50+ likes on my Paimon post :D

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I don't like the ageism that often happens in the Hellaverse critical community, but also, I've read about some things Hellaverse fan-teens have done, and like, yeah, that's just normal teenagers - well in MY experience.

When I was younger (rip me trying to start this off without indicating myself as either a teen or young adult), teens used to throw cards across the room, chase each other, commit property damage at least once a day (I'm NOT being dramatic), and one guy was running his shoe with a pencil in class. The boys who swore they were straight, would pretend to love girls and lead them on via text, and get their faces close to each other and stare into each other's eyes and joke about being gay and try to shove a broomstick up the other's asshole, and also of course they would joke about rape, a few used to do small damage to my desk whenever I came back from class and shine a light into my eye (the former happened once a week - it was some teenage boys from some other class though), and just stuff like that.

Not all teenagers are like that, and being like "fucking teenagers no one should listen to", is a shitty reaction, and what Hellaverse fan-teens do is not okay, but honestly: teens are just pieces of shit sometimes - like, not all, but I mean that most teens are either gonna do some bad stuff in relation to the Hellaverse, or just bad stuff in general - I don't know, my point is, that I have bad experiences, and I'm not surprised, though I wouldn't hate on all teens or say they're not worth listening to, or anything.

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To be honest, this post can be interpreted as "of course they fucking did 🙄" - like, yes, you're right, of course you fucking did.

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There was this post about how Miranda Priestly would allegedly not approve of Velvette's outfits, and that reminds me of this one scene from The Devil Wears Prada:

This is the dress Velvette approved of:

I found the images online when searching for the dresses. Didn't take too long, luckily.

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My passive-aggressive Stolass headcanon, is that he has office siren and "hot CEO" fantasies - like I just personally especially hate that, because I like offices, and then ESPECIALLY ESPECIALLY, after I got a friend who's an office worker.

I also think that Stolass will turn up to an office, dressed like an office siren - and just fyi, you don't need to have worked or stepped foot inside an office to know stuff about work an offices (Stolass is just here to seduce random people), and that he'd "accidentally" bend down and stuff like that.

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I've been sad I didn't get a hot girl summer, even for YEARS before I knew it was a thing, and this June, I'm having a "nothing is hot, I am sweating due to the weather, platonically attractive" frenchfurrygender summer, so yeah.

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To be honest, the person DID just reblog from someone with THIS username:

As in, someone with "facist" in the username. What the feck? Also, the transphobes in the comments can go fight my teenaged ghost boy (he won't take their shit). Honestly, my brain partially doesn't even take those Temu-girlbloggers seriously, because it's hard to comprehend that such literal human waste exists. Also, that meme is funny, and I have indeed made something like that in my head - like, SO TRUE, I also think about that when people say men can't have periods or something.

Hello everyone it’s official a transphobe has had the nerve to comment on my page specifically this post

This is what they said

This is their tumblr, it is truly sad that someone who also appears to be apart of the lgbtq community would post this. As a trans man I can tell you I am not a woman, so dont fucking post stuff like this on my page, you must be extremely bored with your life to comment something like this especially during pride month, people like you are the reason I’m I’m therapy. @femc4l-l0ser I cannot believe you would comment something like this on my page you sound like a horrible person. Dont you dare comment any bigoted or transphobic views on my page again. Trans men are men that’s it.

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Lucifer's point: I am cool and am a #BadBoss and you get to be nepo baby.

Alastor's point: Your relatives don't have to be your family and you don't have to carry burdens alone. I will lie about how I have believed in you, yet also point out my qualities such as being funny, which is specifically stuff you personally agree with. I will say I see you as a daughter which is not depending on circumstances, in the song, but rather your personality, and my fantasy sequence visuals will focus on us together.

(Seriously, how is there even a competition when the winner is THAT clear? At least give Lucifer ACTUAL points, and NOT make him obnoxious while singing them).

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Okay, so, sometimes I can't tell if something is a joke, and I do hate posts where people brag about being better than oneself or whatever, but, like, as a naturally skinny person, if you brag not just about your looks or other things, but brag about being skinnier, I just wanna say:

🎶Shut the fuck uuup!🎶

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Back when I watched the pilot, before I knew stuff, I seriously thought that the Hazbin Hotel sinners there, all died in modern times.

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I dreamt of someone drawing an Alastor sketch or whatever it was called, for me, because I mentioned being a Hellaverse critic and wrote about Alastor, among other things, or something. I got sad when I woke up. Does anyone wanna draw Alastor for me?

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Not really a real criticism, but as someone who can watch the Brain Power lyric video (including the one made to be even worse for the eyes), I for whatever reason, struggle to look at Vivziepop's old drawings - like, I can physically see them, it's not a problem with my body, it's just EMOTIONALLY not easy - and again, I like color and whatever else, so it's not like I have a problem with THAT (and when I designed a ponysona for myself when I was a tween, her coat was neon hot pink).