#“i don't know what he's saying but i sure do love that rythm”

[flowery-laser-blasts]

Thanks (and blame) @selfox for reminding me that I still haven't finished Hatofulboyfriend... I pushed that game far back in the depths of my mind but here it is, back again. Template by Bunni89

[jestaar]

A scenario with yan! housewardens, where their darling goes up to them because they’re all hot and bothered and they can't handle their desire and they need their yandere to "help" them with it. Yanderes do not know how their darling got into such a state {of course they never spilled anything afrodisiac-like into their drink or cursed them with succubus spells... or did?..}

So what would yanderes do? Would they graciously help their darling or would they overstim the hell out of them {out of pure love of course! and as a punishment for being so stubborn before} or would they be mean and make their darling beg for it?

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Characters: Riddle Rosehearts, Leona Kingscholar, Azul Ashengrotto, Kalim Al-Asim, Vil Schoenheit, Idia Shroud, Malleus Draconia

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Warnings: yandere themes, smut, everyone being delusional, bad humor attempts, darling written as fem

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You were walking into ramshackle dorm after classes. You felt lightheaded and more sensetive to touch then usual. You chose to ignore your state (at least while Grimm was around) and do more important chores. But your horniness started becoming unbearable as the time passed. In the night, while Grimm was asleep and ghosts nowhere to be seen, you finally get to take care of yourself. But what is that? A strange glowing symbol appearet on your abdomen and it seems that your fingers are not enough to satisfy you. Thoughts about certain someone who could fill that emptiness inside you started crossing your mind. It was uncomfortable and emdarassing thinking that way about him. But who if not him can you trust with pleasuring you? You wash your hands, put back on your pajamas, exhale and march to his room

Riddle Rosehearts

° he is so embarrassed with showing affecton so you have to make a first move

° but you don't want to be affectionate with him??? You avoid his affections towards you at all costs and ignoring all hints he is giving you, so how can you two take a step further in your relationship when you act like that? {you don't have a relationship, at least not that you aggreed to any}

° he decides to give you a little push (a few drops of special afrodisiac won't hurt, but surely will guide you to the right decision)

°and oh how happy he was to find you at his doorstep that night! Of course he tried not to show it, but the way he smiled at you gave him away

°he slipped an afrodisiac in your drink that he prepared himself for you {not that you know about it, you wold've refused it if you did}

°and now he's almost shaming you for your imprudence (how could you not notice something like this in your drink? that's why you shounldn't accept gifts from anyone that is not him)

°that's his way of teasing, really

°and he is also mad at you for refusing his attention (why are you playing hard to get? He knows that you love him)

°after he's done with talking he will actually help you out, just torture you a bit in the process

"I will not let you cum until you say you love me. You have to learn your lesson after all..."

°he just wants all your love and attention for himself, is that too much to ask for?

°he will edge you with his fingers for hours, until you give up entierly and the only thing on your mind will be him {and his dick}

°you will be a sobbing crying mess in his arms when he decides to finally ease your sufferings

°he is so happy to have your eyes only on him now, it's not even funny

°he is not experienced, but he is very much willing to make you his properly (he waited for this for so long, he never been more ready in his life, he never been more happy in his life)

°he will be thrusting sloppily and maybe too out of rythm, but you would be already too far gone to care

°will probably hancuff you to his bed and just lay there hugging your body untill he falls asleep (finallyfinallyfinally)

Leona Kingscholar

°from the very first moment he laid his eyes on you he knew that he should have you no matter what

°but you never showed any interest in him, maybe feared him even. you never understood him {and you never really tried, you could care less about him, you just wanted to go home} . It's always like this. Guess it's just the fate of a second-born prince. But he's fine, he is used to it, he can handle it, he's a gangsta {he was never, in fact, gangsta}

°you were something he craved with his whole being, and yet another thing he could never have

°and day by day his obsession grew. And so did his frustration.

°he sent so many gifts, anything that he thought will catch your eye, so many letters {that ended up in the trashcan unread and unopened}, so many flowers {hat had the same fate as letters} {He never signed anything, but you knew who they're from, you knew} heck, he even tried to approach you himself but you just kept getting away from him (just like everything else)

°so he came up with this gem of idea: let you feel the crave similar to his. And he casted a succubus spell on you. Only he can get rid of it. (Only he can help you. You don't need anyone else. Look only at him. Talk only to him. Worship him. Desire him as much as he desires you. Maybe that will make you understand him and his love for you)

°once you knock on his door in the middle of the night he's alredy standing in front of you, waiting for an explanation for interrupting his sleep (he's been waiting for your arrival for so long, finally he will have you all for himself. He is so glad, so glad)

°after you explane your situation to him, he smirks (smirks, God, he smirks at you, the audacity of this lion) and invites you in

°you get the chance to sit on his bed but only for a moment. He is on top of you pinning your hands at she sides of your head and placing his knee between your thights

°he would kiss you first(oh God, he waited so long for this, so long) and then he would move to your ear and tell you how stubborn you were all this time

°he is mad and he will not even try to hide it, instead he will make you beg for him. Beg for him to touch you, to look at you, to fuck you already. And he will listen to your pleas as a gracious king he is

°no no, he won't prep you. You should alredy be wet and ready for him by the time he decides to start with you

°his thrusts are harsh and mean, bullying your walls with their frequency. But he just can't get enough of you

°he wants you to only remember his name when he's done with you (he only has eyes for you so it's only natural that you should look only at him)

°good luck walking next morning {oh, walking where? Didin't I tell you? You're staying with him forever}

Azul Ashegrotto

°he is so flustered whenever you're near him, he forgets how to breathe, let alone how to talk

°but he is always watching, he has eyes everywhere, you know (you are just so perfect, he can't help but look)

°you can never be alone, it's always him or the tweels somewhere in the crowd around you (he has to watch you, has to watch)

°he tried to hide his obsession, tried to court you "normally" - leaving flowers on your desk or doorstep everyday, sometimes even leaving letters asking things about your day or comforting you when something unpleasant happened to you {he never signed them, you never knew it was him, but the thought of having a secret friend was comforting to you}, getting rid of your bullies - he is a gentleman after all (why don't you pay attention to him? why don't you love him? is he not enough?)

°but his obsession grew and his patience grew thinner. His letters very soon changed from comforting to unsetteling and subtle eyes in the crowds turned into some unnotisable eyes watching your every move, every step, watching you every second of the day and then instead of bullies started disappearing your friends

°but you still tried to run away from him (he loves you, he loves you, how don't you understand that???)

°and then tweels suggested him giving an afrodisiac to you, as it will bring you to him with no trouble

°and so, as you were in Monstro Lounge, he brought you a cup of tea

"for special guests" he said (oh, you don't know what's awaiting you, you don't know)

°when you were knocking at his door he was already waiting (he was so nervous, so nervous!)

°he told you to come in almost immideatly

°he was trying to keep his cool, but it was so hard with you so close to him and in such a state because of him! {he just wants to think you love him, he can't stand the thought of you feeling otherwise}

°he will graciously help you out, but you wold have to sign a contract first! Don't worry about the price, asking for your heart isn't too much, is it?

°he will take you in his human form first, he's anxious that you will get scared by his octo form

°he is inexperienced, yet he has passion to make you his

°his thrusts are sloppy but he stimulates you with his hands too, he just wants you to feel the best with him (so you won't even think of going to someone else, not that you have a choice)

Kalim Al-Asim

°he is unbelievably obsessed with you

°since the moment you first talked to him, he knew he was in love

°and since than he tried to court you: parades in your honor, expensive gifts, parties where you were the main guest... And along with his heart he was willing to give you his trust. He never doubted a single thing you did, to him or others. to him you couldn't do no wrong (but other people? what if they hurt you? what if they poison you? what if they betray you like they betrayed him? he will not let this happen to you)

°but you never really answered to his affections, you tried to avoid him (you don't trust him, he understands... you must be scared of something. he hates whoever made you not trust him)

°and Jamil had enough of Kalim's sufferings

°so now you are under the effects of afrodisiac. When did you drink it? You won't remember. People never remember what they did when they were hypnotised

°and now you are running to Kalim for help (of course because he will never turn down your request, because he will always be there for you)

°you don't even need to knock on the door, he already waits for you outside his room, readily guiding you in

°he aggreed to help you a bit too fast after you explained your situation {not that you mind}

°he takes good care of you, first prepping you with his fingers while telling you that he understands why you were uneasy around him at first, that he is glad that you trust him enough to ask for his help (he is so happy, so happy you finally trust him)

°he will be slow and gentle with you (he is so happy that he has finally gained your trust, that he can show you how much he loves you, that he can protect you from things he been through)

°you have no escape now, he loves you and you love him {he is delusional, they're all delusional}

Vil Shoenheit

°in that sea of ugly potatoes you were the most gorgeous thing he ever laid his eyes upon (he had to have you, had)

°but why don't you notice him? (is he not beautiful enough? is he not enough for you?)

°he gives his all to self-improvement, he shows off before you, like a peacock, trying to get you to look at him. it doesn't work (he's not good enough. not. good. enough.)

°he tries to send you gifts, flowers, but you reject them every time (you reject him)

°he obsesses over his looks (not enough, not good enough), over you (perfection, absolute perfection. why won't you look at him?)

°he is upset that he can't get you to pay attention to him, he goes insane {like he wasn't before}

°he has to get you to himself (he is fairest one of all, after all)

°and so he puts a succubus curse on you

°when you come to his room, he is prepairing - he has to look better than he ever did (you were not expecting him to be awake, he needs his beauty sleep)

°he lets you come in {he sees what a mess you already are, he is proud of his work}

°he patiently listens to your explanation

°of course he would help you, but first he has to prep you! {more like training you before you take him}

°he will finger you torturingly slow, making you look at his beautiful face only (yes, look, look, never move your eyes away from him)

°after he decides that it was enough, he will make you ride him (finally, finally you're his)

°will clean you up afterwards, 10/10

Idia Shroud

°you never seen him in person, you probably don't even know he exists, but he looks at you every day

°you don't even suspect it, his cameras give him ability to stalk you without being caught (it's not stalking, he's just admiring you and making ure you're safe)

°(he wants to feel your warmth, wants to hear you saying that you love him, like in his favorite otome games) but unlike game characres you didin't have any fanart or fanfics, so then cameras became not enough

°he started arriving at school more. you never acknowleged his existence (he is hurt, but he understands that you will never look at some loser otaku like him)

°but everyone seems to forget one tiny detail: he's not just an otaku

°he tries to approach you through Ortho, he tries to text you (why do you never reply?), he buys you merch from your favorite games and shows (how does he know about them?)

°but you just refuse to even look at him

°and thats how you ended up with afrodisiac in your energy drink

°you were hesitant to ask him for help, but you did anyway

°he was giggling. That alone was terryfying considering your state but his grin made it worse

°he will tie you up and tell you how your tsundere act gets to him already

°he will put a vibrator in you, sit in front and enjoy the view {he will make dirty comments about you enjoying being watched but still basically drool all over you}

°after he had his fun he will clean the mess you made of yourself {no, it was him} with his tongue, and only then he will let you ride him (you're so impatient, he wanted to watch you more)

°he is actually taking photos of you when you lose your mind on top of him

Malleus Draconia

°when he first met you, he thought it was a blessing (you were a blessing)

°he wanted to spend every moment of his eternity with you

°(you are supposed to be his, only his) he hates when you pay attention to anyone other than him

°he wants you to have eyes only for him, for you to only love him

°but you always seek for the company of others and not his (why do you always run away? you can't be scared of him)

°he scares you, his insanity scares you

°and here Lillia gives him the best {it is, in fact, not} dating advice ever - put a succubus spell on you

°and thats right what Malleus did. (because you are just too shy to make a move. yes, thats why you never stay in the same room with him alone, you are just too shy. thats why he has to help you)

°you wanted to knock on his door but it opened by itself right away, inviting you in. In the room sat Malleus in all his almost naked glory

°you told him about your situation and he was smiling. smiling (he is so excited, so happy)

°he aggreed to help you a little too ethusisthically

°you only managed to blink and you both were already fully naked

°he sat you on top of him, putting his dick in. no, you weren't going to ride him. when he pushed himself fully in, he wrapped both his hands around your body and held you down on his length

°he was now telling you how happy he is to have you finally all to himself and that he is gonna make sure you both enjoy every second of this

°it's been a few hours. you've been cockwarming him for several hours. at first he talked, but now you were begging for him to fuck you or at least let you move. he was enjoying it a little bit too much

°and finally he decided to fuck you. but it won't be just one round. he wants to see you lose your mind on his cock (to see you lose your mind over him), to hear you scream and moan his name, to see you pass out from how good you feel

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First writing attempt, let's gooo

I apologize for any possible mistakes, english is not my native language

[fortheb0ys]

PHILLIP GRAVES × TOP MALE READER

I want to spend the rest of my life fucking and sucking Graves😫👍Not proofread and kinda sucks cause I wrote this sleepy. FEM & MINORS DNI!!

Graves was your little bitch. He knew it. You knew it.

His men probably now know it by the way he was moaning like a whore grinding against both your clothed cocks together.

"Come on, Y/N. L-let me take it."

"You sure there? Looks like you could cum right here."

"I w-want it inside." Graves whimpers, feeling himself come undone.

"What's the magic word, sir?" You grab his hip, making him stop his movements. Graves tries to wriggle to try and get some friction but your grip was too strong.

"P-please, Y/N. I want you to cum in my ass." Graves felt his cheeks reddening, embarrassed at the sound of his own voice.

Your baby amused you. He was the captain of your team and but it seems like he would be the one calling you 'sir'.

"Well, since you asked nicely, I guess I'll give you what you." You say while patting Graves' hip to signal him to left his weight off for a moment while you take off both yours and his pants and underwear.

Graves moans as his erect cock touches the cold air.

You fall back onto Graves' desk chair, making him settle into your lap. You begin searching his bottom drawer for your secret lube but Graves' hand grabs your wrist tightly, stopping you.

"I'm ready. P-promise."

"Sir, we gotta prep you. I didn't wanna hurt you, sweetheart."

"No, really. I'm ready."

Graves reaches behind himself to pull out a dark green buttplug that was hidden between his perfect ass.

"Oh, you weren't lying. And staying on brand I see." You say as a large smile adorned your face.

"Yup. I played with myself this morning and was hoping we'd get a little fun time." Graves matches you smile, happy he'd finally get his ass stuffed with your cock and not just a plug.

"My smart commander is always prepared, isn't he?"

"Yep-yep. Y/N's smart boy."

You pull out the plug. Graves let's out a moan. He tightens to feel the drag of the toy against his walls.

At this point Graves was shaking like a leaf. Overwhelmed and coming undone. Only you, his precious little soldier could make him like that.

"Hurry, Y/N! That's an order." Graves commands as you position the tip of your cock at his entrance

"Sir, yes, sir." And without any further wait you slam into Graves, your balls touching his ass. A loud gasp is knocked exit his mouth and his eyes begin to tear up.

You didn't give him any time to adjust before you began thrusting in and out. With each motion, Graves moans turned into whimpers. The sheets began to run wet with sweat.

Graves is deep in pleasure, some much so he can't keep his eyes open. Tears were clouding his vision. Squeezing them tight as he focuses on you deep inside him.

"No, keep them open. I wanna see those baby blues."

Your thumb push to open his eyelids. Even more tears spill out. You smirk as his eyes roll back. God was he breathtaking. Eyes too clear for a man like him.

"Look at you, sir. You're so pretty around my cock."

At your words, Graves let a moans. He was always a slut for praise. He was so used to giving it but receiving it was a treat. So it was no surprise to you when you first found out it was his kink. He wanted to close his eyes again but wanted to be a good boy.

"Yep-yep. 'M pretty boy." Graves choked out. He felt completely drunk without even taking alcohol. Everything phased out of his mind but you.

No war. No pain.

Just you and him.

Your thrust were never consistent. Just sloppy and fast. Graves tight heat was always enough to throw off your rythm. Your inconsistencies added to the pleasure as Graves was never sure when you'd thrust so he didn't know when to expect it.

The sound of your balls hitting Graves' ass and both his and yours moans filled his office.

"God, sir. You're so fucking loud. But you don't care do you. You'd love for them to fuck you too, right?"

Your thrust become relentless, feeling that you were close to coming undone. By the way Graves was having a hard time forming words it seems him was too.

" 'M not sure if t-they'll take me seriously if they do."

"Nah, they would. Hell, they'll go the extra mile on missions in hopes you'd let them fuck this tight ass and gag you with their cocks."

"Oh my f-fucking God. P-please."

"Would you like that, sir? Your beloved men lining up to fuck you like a slut. You'd take them so well. Such a good reward for following your orders without question."

"Y-yes, please yes."

With that fantasy ingrained in his mind, Graves was so close to cumming. His walls tighten around you telling you so. Getting the message you grab his dick and start jacking him off, trying but failing to match with your trusts.

"S-so full."

"Now just think we can get someone to fuck you. Think about how even more filled you'd be. Can you take more than one cock, sir?"

"F-fuck yeah. God, it'd feel so good."

Graves places his hand on his belly, the imprint of your cock prominent. He loved the fullness you gave him and just another cock would give him such a pleasurable pain. He squeezes suddenly and sends a shock down your spine.

"Y/N, 'm close." Graves whimpers.

"Same. Let go for me, sir."

With that Graves paints his chest and your fist white with you cumming as well. The two of you lay there panting, trying to collect yourselves. You rest your forehead against Graves whispering that he's done well. He closes his eyes as gave him kisses between your words.

"God, that was good." He finally says, his voice hoarse.

"You're always good." You bring your hand and lick up Graves' cum, tasting his delicious mess.

"You serious about what you said? That'd they still respect me?"

"Hell yeah." You assure him again with a confident smile.

"Call them up." Graves smirks just thinking of the fun that awaits them.

[venomous-ragno]

If there's one thing I now know about this fandom, it's that y'all are thirsty asf but parched of content, so here it is:

König NSFW headcannons.

I take requests btw ;)

Tags: CoD König, König x reader, gn!reader, nswf / lemon, you sit on his face, blowjob, cowgirl, pretty much just pure filth, probably forgot smth but eh

Warning: NSFW ahead, minors dni, not proofread yadda yadda

Gif by @shadow-01

• Sex is no casual affair to him. It's not something that's just done and over with, it's not a moment he'd share with someone whose face he wouldn't remember after. It's more than just physically intimate. Especially for someone like him, who can just forget about the world's troubles and give in to the touch of his lover.

• König is very much a giver. He's not that experienced in relationships, given his nature and work - but he's attentive and a quick learner, an eager learner.

• Having carried heavy equipment and guns for days on end, you'd have to do close to nothing if the mere unhoned strength of his thrusts is enough to take you over the edge. Anything else though? He needs guidance on.

• This man will not ask nor beg you to sit on his face, he'll place you there before you realise what's happening. He wouldn't let you go even if you do. Squirm as much as you like, any moan or twitch of your thighs will only spur him on.

• Look at how confident he gets, knowing he's the one that has you breathless and shivering. Go on, don't be shy and moan how good he's making you feel. Scratch his back, bite him, leave your marks - there's no better feeling than waking up the next morning and proudly looking at them in the mirror.

• It's gonna take some convincing and reassuring words to let you please him. Your leg already hooked over his shoulder, his response comes slow, but how could he say no to you? He'll watch you take him in awe; you look so beautiful to him, and inbetween coarse moans, it may just slip out.

• He's an open book without even realising: His jaw clenches as he makes sure to keep the hair out of your face, and you can perfectly see what gets him closer to coming undone.

• Pleasing him is a rugged road at first. König makes sure to pause inbetween, asking if you're alright, can you even breathe when you take him like that? Trust that your patience will be well worth it.

• He doesn't mind being the dominating one in bed, but also loves watching you have your fun as you ride him. His gaze turns so intense it may make you shy, his hands on your hips, squeezing, keeping that rythm going. You're getting tired? Say no more, this man will flip you faster than you can blink.

• Cares more about your needs than his own. A habit he picked up when you started dating, that is now deeply ingrained; he checks if you've cum before he thinks about his own pleasure, which may just lead him to overstimulating you.

[thequietkid-moonie]

Saw you write for corpse bride, im not sure if requests are open since your bio and pinned say different things but if they are could I get something for Victor? Im a sucker for friends to lovers so maybe something with that? 👀

Friends to Loves w/ Victor Van Dort

[ HEADCANONS ] [ Corpse Bride ]

OMFG thank you so much for requesting this!! I love so much the movie and finally writing for it is so amazing!!! Waaaahhh hope you like it as much as I did!!

Also, so sorry for confusing you, it was totally my bad, I totally forgot to change the one of the bio but thanks for checking both, I apreciate it a lot!! 🖤

Getting to be Victor's friend could be either pretty easy or pretty difficult, he normally doesn't go out of his house and when he does is mostly with his parents, it could be that you two met because your families are friends or because you two agree somewhere

He could be pretty awkward and clumsy at first due not really knowing what to say but wanting to give a good impresion, but at the time pass he will start to feel more comfortable and will start to express more himself

He would prefer if you don't meet his parents right away (and actually prefer to avoid it as long as posible), not that he is embarrased of you but he is afraid for his mother reaction, and even if she takes it well is probably that will say something embarrassing about him and he doesn't want to scare away his probably only friend

Is more likely that Victor will accept you the way you are without much problems, not matter if you are more the shy or energetic type he just wants for you to feel free to be yourself (since you do the same for him, is only right in his mind and even if you would criticize him he prefers to just let you be). If you are more the shy or introvert type he tries to talk more and motivate you to do diferent things together as friends (even when is something new for him) but if you are more the energetic and extrovert type he tries to follow your lead and your rythm, he may complain a bit sometimes for being too much but he just get uses to it over time

It doesn't have to pass much time for Victor to fall in love but that doesn't make it less meaningful, his feeling grows faster that he can notice so it would take him a while to know what he is feeling, and when he does it will take him a little bit of time to accept it mainly because he is really nervous about the whole thing, he doesn't know if he will be enough for you or even if you will ever like him that way

Even before him realicing his feelings it start to be a little bit obvious, since, even if he had already got used to having you around he is more nervous and clumsy around you again, just like he was when you just met, but this time he tries to brush it off by laughing at it, as well he start to trip on his words and sometimes speaks before thinking (more than he used to). While having a crush Victor is stuck between being really nervous and completely comfortable around you

He isn't exactly planning to confess his feelings for you but there are moments where you two are talking in a more serious manner and he just start to talk from his heart and his true feeling slips a little (if he realice it in time he will try to apologize or cover it up). He will only confess if and when he is sure of his feelings for you and that are reciprocated because he doesn't want to risk your friendship, he wouldn't mind too much never telling you his true feelings if he knows you don't like him back

If you are the one confessing then it will take him by surprise, it actually take him a moment to fully process what you have said and is probably that he asks you if it is real, he will be all blushy and flustered, even triping on his words but at the end he manage to express his feelings for you too

It would take him a while for Victor to accept that this is for real and that he is in a relasionship with you and yet he couldn't be happier for it, he tries to be the best boyfriend, the one that you deserve, unfortunately his insecurities sometimes push him a little to much and make him think that you deserve better than him

It would take him a while to get used to being in a relasionship but once he does he will be actually pretty open with you and tries to have a lot romantic and meaningful gestures with you

[moonlight-tmd]

Prowlbee dancing based off this scene?

Hmm that's very interesting.

I suppose they would do something like a competitive tango or something similar where they'll both try to be the better dancer. I had just the right idea a while back where I found a very cool tune on youtube- a soundtrack named "Angelica" from "Pirates of the Carribean: On Stranger Tides".

The before dating shenanigans with these 2 are just too good to resist so this is yet again the setting for this- i guess Sari, Bee and Bulkhead were having yet another fun time either dancing to Just Dance game or just casually dancing to the music they played and Prowl started complaining about the sound.

Bee took charge in arguing with him per usual and at some point he accused Prowl of being a horrible dancer in such a way that made Prowl want to prove otherwise. Bee challaged Prowl to dance with him and the fool accepted. He expected bee to throw on some pop music to sync dance to like always but he didn't expect a latino tango music to start playing

"With all the flips and twirls you do in combat surely you'll know how to dance to this, don't you?" Bee was far too cocky and Prowl bit the bait without thinking. They started dancing.

At first it was calm, some occasional twirls and transitions between poses but then the rythm quickened. And let me tell ya, they were going at it. One moment Prowl was leading the next he was trying to catch up to Bee and vice versa. Some of the moves didn't even look like tango but well synced combat. Unltimately tho, Bee took the lead for good and brought Prowl on a fast paced adventure- they were close then far then close again, Prowl's pedes has trouble keeping up with Bee's, the way he pulled him aroudn almsot made him look like he glided. As the song neared its climax Bee spun him around so fast and did a astonishing dip pose just as the final note played from the speaker.

Everyone clapped, even Optimus and Ratched who came out to see what the commotion was about. Prowl was... wow. He honestly did not expect Bee to be such a good dancer. The passion and the way Bee held him- looked at him during the dance clouded his mind. He was snapped from the dazed state when he heard Bee say something to him.

" I- uhh-" Prowl tried to come up with something to reply to whatever Bee said but Bee seemed to take that as an answer. "I take it you're impressed by me, heheheh.~" He teased in such a tone Prowl could barely get his thoughts together.

Theeeeen he went straight into continuing their little dance party with some obnoxious pop and electronica music and just like that, the charm poofed into thin air. Prowl, annoyed yet again, decided to just go back into his room and try to block the sound out with his earmuffs that Sari got him.

Bulkhead knew what Bee was onto and so did everyone else,... except Bee himself it seemed. Prowl was also very clueless despite obvious signs. They watched them dance around each other metaphorically for so long and now they were doing it literally and still didn't get the memo! At this point someone would just have to tell them...

Well, they were pretty much right about everything. One thing is that Bee actually knew what he was doing and somehow persuaded/paid Blitzwing to teach him how to dance good. The 'con might be a bad guy but he sure knows how to move the frame to impress someone. He might not be aware of being in love with Prowl but he sure as hell wants him to like him and be impressed. And Prowl did think about their dance whenever he heard similar music so I suppose it worked just fine!

[genderqueer-miharu]

Remember that Harrow cover i reblogged a few days ago? Well i checked Kingsleigh channel to see if they had any other Milgram covers and, to my delight, not only did they have covers for every song in trial one but after listening to all of them i've come to the conclusion that they might just have the BEST Milgram covers i've heard. Not only do the lyrics flow SO SO well with the beat and rythm of the song but their choice of lyrics is absolutely AMAZING. The way they adapted all the songs fit so well with all the characters and their mentalities like they REALLY understand these characters these songs have fantastic lyrics. These ones in particular are my favorites:

Bring It On: I think because of the frantic nature of the song many covers are not able to make the lyrics flow that well with the song, but this one does that SO well. And again the lyrics they chose are absolute bangers and it fits with the tone of the original.

Throw Down: This one's great because the lyrics they chose REALLY made me question if they watched Triage while making it (they didn't this was uploaded last year) because seriously it's like they Knew. Like just look at these lyrics

"Ah tick tock tick tock tick tock you know, all my reasons stay but you don't. They'll keep holding on if stop"

""Throw down" the thread connecting you with me it's in your breath, the seconds while you're still living/"Throw down" the calling that i can't take back, for every lie i say, comes hope and can that be the same?"

(Thay "calling" line specifically really hits hard aftet Triage because of the cut phone line noises in the song)

"Hey, remember what it feels like? If what i want comes at a price, then i'll give through sacrifice"

And my personal favorite part

""Throw down" all ethics are a delusion. But my guilt is still the same when morning comes/"Throw down" emotions that are colorless. Should i be scared of death when i have nothing of me left?"

Just...ough. They're really really good

Half: I think because Kazui is such a hard character to grasp, a cover of his song in english that fits with his character can be really hard. But they did it they managed to make a cover that fits Kazui so well and it highlighted certain things from the original song that i never noticed. Such as these lyrics:

"And though one day your heart could change, i know it never will. So i will, to love you still. You ever heard a lie so sincere?"

"But if hiding this in every kiss is called unhappiness. Then i vow, I won't allow, A single word to ever reach you"

I love this one because it made realize oh he's not lamenting that a single word won't reach his wife he's making sure that's the case. Also the entire final bridge of the song is fantastic

"How did I think that we could always stay the same? We'd laugh hand in hand, making up dumb names And if I Could pick the coward's thing to I'd take the fiction over truth"

"What I gave up didn't matter anyhow So many years ago why's it coming back now? And if I Could pick the coward's thing to do I'd take the fiction over truth"

The fiction over truth, simply amazing. Also i love that in the description they jokingly called this song "Am i lamenting or am i resenting" like yeah that really sums up Kazui really well

Harrow: Ok so remember how i mentioned two days ago that i wanted Kotoko to get Undead Alice as her cover this trial? Well this cover was the main reason i came to that conlusion. It honestly gave a very different perspective on her character and it showed me a side of her i didn't even consider. It's because of this cover that i realized what many lyrics in the song actually meant, i'll compare them:

Cover

"Now that I'm prowling through the haze and Crawling through this maze I Can't go back to who i was

Feeling myself fading Burdens i've taken Weigh me down but drive my soul to go on

The evil out there I'm sickened to the core Pick a poison that i've done before"

Original

"Becoming light-headed again, it all becomes crazy

The normalcy sought for, Fading away, Everytime death comes The soul moves forward

I hate all the evils in this world, I feel like I’m about to break The surrounding net covered with poison"

Cover

"Now when a soul is too far gone you do what you got to Put it out of misery

"I'll never do it again" "I didn't mean to do it!" Even when I catch them I just can't win"

Original

"Shall we replace the poor soul, and the miserable delusion

“I didn’t mean to offend”, “I won’t do it again” How many wins in a row?"

Like comparing these lyrics i realized that "the normalcy sought for" and the "poor soul" Kotoko is talking about isn't refering to another person or the evils she's trying to get, they're refering to herself. She's lost herself and abandoned what the concept of justice meant for her in order to catch the people she's hunting, and the "pick a poison" line in the cover drives home the point of her using the bad things she's done before to complete her goal.

These lyrics really make the theme of her storyline being revenge even more clear. And the final bridge of the song as well

Cover

"When I was young HARROW HARROW Why can't I let it go? All of this weight, all of this hate If not for them what can hope for?

The moon is full HARROW HARROW I bare my fangs into a grin and I know how I can win"

Original

"Newly born “HARROW” “HARROW” It’s ok to dislike, right? Losing it, losing it, What should I hope for

Goodnight “HARROW” “HARROW” Laugh and I can get to like myself"

The lyrics here made me realize that throughout the song she expresses her doubts with what she's doing. She's using the things the people she deems as "evil" have done in her favor to get what she wants. She believes this is the only thing she can do but doesn't want to admit to herself that she's the same as those people if she uses the same methods they have, so she covers it under the excuse of this being "justice" and tells herself that this is for the better of everyone and that she's actually helping all those poor weak victims who can't protect themselves. She can't admit that she's doing this out of a sense of self-satisfaction and to make herself feel better, so she uses "justice", a concept that she considers corrupt and dead, and uses it in her favor, to disguise what she's doing as being the "right" thing to do, which is represented by the wolf's skin seen at the beggining of Harrow coming back to life once Kotoko looks at the audience.

Kinda similar to how Mahiru fogave Kotoko for what she did by thinking: "Kotoko was doing what she believed in and what she thought was right for her so if i admit that what she did was wrong it'll be like admitting that what i believe in and what i was doing was also wrong", Kotoko probably thinks: "If i admit that what i'm doing is for myself and my own satisfaction and not for justice and to protect other people then it'll be like admitting that i'm the same as those people who do evil". She's killed and buried any doubts she may have had with all her vigilante work because she doesn't want to deny herself, she won't allow to doubt herself anymore because if she does then everything she has dedicated a big part of her life will seem meaningless.

Which why i believe Undead Alice would fit her really well especially in this trial. Especially as a follow up to Anti Beat, which imo touched more on Kotoko's doubts and frustrations with what she was doing, and Undead Alice could showcase her slowly convincing herself more and more that she's in the right and that she shouldn't doubt so much.

"“Live by feeding on me, since you can’t die even if you want to” Everyone except us is crazy, even though your echo can be heard by everyone

Every time I ask for ideas to hurt myself, I breathe in happiness and breath out poison The ideal junkie, doesn’t it feel good that only the two of us are normal?"

She's using ideas and methods that she considers bad and corrupt under when other people use them but she's using them in her favor as well, and she can't admit that what she's doing is wrong, so these things are ok if she uses them against those who do evil. But even if she revives that dead wolf skin, it was still the same wolf to begin with.

"The disease that makes me want to hide wanting to see you, an overflow of a LOW mood because I can’t see you

They ended up becoming close, this is torture Starting to hate the butterflies, please die before I kill you"

"The instincts of being good, and the fat of being bad, They ended up becoming close, this is torture Superficial actions have become a habit, I’m dead before I kill myself"

These two lines could highlight her contradicting stances. Her need to deliver justice clashes with the methods she's using, so she kills all these doubts so that they don't weigh her down, which is also highlighted with the main bridge of the song

"It’s ok to live for yourself, It’s ok to cheat a little It’s ok to break it, it’s ok to be scared

Let’s bury this cowardly love here, Let’s stop and forget this

It’s easier to hate But it’s ok that you chain me down with your love"

It's ok if she uses underhanded methods to get what she wants, it's ok if she uses the same methods the people she's trying to hunt have used, she's doing it for a good cause after all right?

Right...but even with all of this and with how much i may dislike Kotoko, this next part of the song could especially highlight a part of her that she doesn't really show much

Undead Alice

"I thought we would be able to keep dreaming together, just like this But what did your smiling face look like again?

It’s an illusion to think that everything will go back to how it was after saying bye bye

This is pretty painful, slice open the chest and crush the heart"

Harrow (Kingsleigh cover)

"Now that I'm prowling through the haze and Crawling through this maze I Can't go back to who i was

Feeling myself fading Burdens i've taken Weigh me down but drive my soul to go on"

Harrow

"Becoming light-headed again, it all becomes crazy

The normalcy sought for, Fading away, Everytime death comes The soul moves forward"

She's dedicated so much of herself to this hunt and her justice that it seems she's lost herself. Thinking about this more i am reminded of the Clock Over Orquestra collab comics. Which i think is important because that's the only time we ever see Kotoko genuinely smiling. For once when she's not thinking about her ideas of justice or her plans for revenge she's having fun, she's doing something she likes: excersising, and she's genuinely having a good time, and it just makes me think that...maybe this the side of herself Kotoko lost. She's killed and buried all her doubts about what she was doing, and using them to fuel her hunt. Her "normalcy" has faded away the moment she decided to revive that wolf. Now she can't go back to who she was, even if she misses how she was, she's killed that part, she's buried that other her, she's done all of this for her goals, and if she doesn't achieve them then all the she's discarded, all the time, her morals, her regret, her self, all of that...would've been for nothing.

Anywayyyyys it's kinda weird how long this got but um. Yeah. Please go listen to Kingsleigh's covers

[inkbutterflyuniverse]

I was so excited for this new season that I was almost disappointed that there were only one episode, I thought there would began with two...

But anyway, I liked this episode and I have a lot of things to say !

First : Portwell, they are sooooo cute, like really. But I agree with Carlos and Kourt, it's too cute. If it's like this in every episode, I might end vomiting rainbows 😂

Second : I really loved that HSM/Camp Rock mashup, it was very cool!!

Third : Ricky. I need to talk about him. The more the series progress, the less I like him... I hope he will be better this season.

So, about Ricky, when they said he was with Lily I was like "yeah, predictable, I hope he will break with her soon". I'm happy he found the harness and didn't let her come up with some lame excuse! He finally took a good decision! His song was nice, but I don't know why it didn't hook me that much... I thought the rythm was very similar to Let You Go... But I will listen to it again to have a real opinion on this song!

Not sure what to think about his arrival to the camp. He was really like "hey it's me! You didn't see that coming, ah!", plus, as a Portwell stan I didn't like seeing him ruining their moment. I hope they won't break up because of him because I'm already pissed by him, just because of this and the trailer.

In the trailer, he said he didn't even know the names of the male characters in Frozen. You can't try at the audition without knowing anything. He did that with HSM at first, and fir Beauty and the Beast he got the role just because Miss Jen knew him. I hope that he won't be Kristoff with Gina as Anna.

Fourth: I liked the discussion between Miss Jen and Nini, it showed that both of them are in a situation they don't appreciate, but because it's for their loved one, they accept it. For Miss Jen, I think this trip with Mr Bowen will make them realize that liking each other is not enough, and they have too many differences to be together.

For Nini, I don't know if this trip will bring her the spark she's searching for... I just wants her to be happy, after the year she had!

Fifth: I had to talk about the new characters: I absolutely love Maddox/Gadget, she seems very fun! I think Jet is this kid who is because if his parents but will appreciate the camp! For Dewey Wood, I feel bad for him, the joke that EJ made wasn't mean, but I feel like it's something they do every year and he just don't like it. It was bold of him to let a kid direct the show, but it's not like he had other options!

About Corbin, I wasn't expecting him to stay at the camp because he was a guest, but I understand why they misunderstood this! I'm excited to see him again and I NEED THIS DOCUMENTARY TO BE A REAL THING. It would be very cool to have this at an add-on for the series!!

My global review is that I liked this episode, it was a great begining for season 3 ! I can't wait to see the next episode, next week!

[firelordgrantham]

MIA in LO s2

everyone correct me if I'm wrong, but since the time skip, I'm pretty sure we didn't see (or hear of) yet:

Thetis. Did Hera kill her or something after the trial revealed to everyone that she was sleeping with Zeus and that she was the one to have started the whole anti-Persephone thing? I mean obviously I wish her to suffer the consequences of her actions, but I wouldn't be surprised if Zeus, like... fired her for a while and then called her back as soon as Hera was asleep.

Eros. We learned that Aphrodite got married, and everyone supposes it's with Hephaitsuoss (idkhowtowritehisnameTM) because it makes sense myth-wise. I doubt he remade his life like Storge, not only because he knows about Apollo (and Apollo is rising) but also because he just discovered that Ampelus was Psyche and since the mortal realm and Olympus are separated, I think it would make sense he helps her hide or they both went into hiding to avoid 1) Apollo taking it on them that they stabbed/impaled/shot him multiple time and 2) that Psyche is sent back to the mortal realm.

On Psyche's subject, she must be thirty-something now? I mean she grows at a mortal's rythm.

Aphrodite and Heph... tech-god. I'm putting them together because there's like a 90% chance they got married from the clues we were given along the way. I think Hera blessed their mariage or something before she went into slumber, because if Zeus had forced Aphrodite to marry Heph' for political reasons, 1) Ares would have mentionned it instead of just saying that she left him and got married and admit it was his fault for leading her on, and 2) what could Heph have done to deserve that? He is on Hades' and Hera's side more than on Zeus as far as we know.

Demeter. Everyone wants to know if the slumber reached her in the mortal realm but we can only make theories. As for myself I think she is in a coma and bleeding ichor (since I don't think Zeus would be able to alter the nature of a deity of the same level as him to the point of changing their biology entirely) which would make the mortals care for her in hope of a reward when she wakes. But since it is also possible there is no godly intervention ever since the realms were separated, it might happen that she is (slumbering or not) the target of mortals wanting revenge on the gods for abandonning them.

Semele???? She was Zeus' girlfriend and in the myths, she is Dyonisus' mother, so my best theory on the subject is she was pregnant before the schism, but no one knew, and then since Zeus didn't go back to the mortal realm before a year later (for the evaluation of Perse) and probably forgot about her in the mean time, it's possible she had a pregnancy without true-godly-form-type complications, but was shunned away from her home for getting pregnant out of wedlocks, went to Eleusis, and was taken care of by Demeter, who apparently is accomplished in taking care of hearts broken by Zeus and children resulting from it. I don't think Demeter would do it knowingly, but it's possible she doesn't know before the birth that the kid is a demi-god (because no perception powers in human form). To join my slumber theory to this one, it's possible Demeter took care of Semele and Dyonisus, then Semele took care of her in return when she fell into slumber?

THemis? Pregnant during the trial and on a maternity leave. Nerdier than me will probably tell me who her child could be, but it means, if I'm right about Semele giving birth too, that even if we lost the Aphres family and Hebe to adulthood, we might have cute little (demi-)gods again.

All of Eros and Storge's siblings. Storge apparently is some kind of cosmetologist? or just helping a friend with make up and such, which is totally something Eros would do. If Eros is in hiding as I suspect, did they take over his duty? But also, if the mortal realm is closed, could they take over his work? And do mortals continue to reproduce without love, or did Eros just take care of the regulation side, making more people fall in love when necessary to generations renewal, but not everyone needing him to fall in love? I mean he did have an awful lot of free time in the beginning and we only saw him work once (with Psyche).

the Erynies. They were at the trial, they are underworld deities, and one of them has a crush on Hades. I don't think we saw them asleep. Maybe there is some kind of hidden resistance to Kronos, like Hecate (??) and some other chtonic deities?

the Fates. I think if there is a group of people able to resist Kronos, it's them.

Echo? Zeus took her in to keep an eye on Hera. When she desobeyed, then shut him off to go find Tree-Daphne, then when Hera fell asleep, did it change something to her employment? I wouldn't put it past Zeus to have pettily fired her over Heph's visit.

Hades' dogs and Storge's hamsters???

Other deities we never saw/heard about but I think now would be a neat time to see them appear:

Iris, messenger of the gods and godess of the rainbow. Since Hermes went to the Underworld, I could see Zeus getting Iris to come to Olympus and take over his work.

Triton, son of Poseidon and Amphitrite, and most probably the green lil blorbo we saw hanging with his parents all throughout the story. Having a... what, 12, 14? years old god who only ever knew his father as asleep and bleeding, and the realms as shut, could provide some emotionnal shock value for the reader when it opens again or if his only memories of life out of the ocean are related to his blue uncle or somethign?

[oru-tree]

hmmm I want to talk about stuff I've been watching, but I've forgotten already what I wanted to talk about, lets see...

This anime season I'm watching:

Shy, Frieren and I favor the villainess

(no pictures from here on because Im lazy)

Cartoons I'm watching:

Star trek lower decks

Toku I'm watching:

King Ohger, Ultraman Blazar

More in depth thoughts under cut, but I think I'm going to do a post of its own about the villainess anime that is slighly more spoilery

Shy:

I think its cute, its like a mix of super hero and magical girl,like in universe they are heroes, but it has a lot of magical girl characteristics imo, uhh what more can I say about it, it looks good so far, I like Teru.

Frieren:

My fav out of the three so far, it follows the life of an elf with a really long lifespan and her life, I like that kind of stuff, it deals with mortality and life, idk, I like stories that are about that. Frieren is good, it's not actiony though, if you like that kind of stuff, its a calm series (so far, I dont think that will change)

I favor the villainess:

Ok, I feel this is the one I have the most to talk about but I think I will do so in another post, I have a lot to talk about because its also the one I have most issues with hah, for starters, it is an isekai, the mc was an adult in her previous life but its presented more like a "dont think too much about it" kind of way, I'm watching it because a couple of seasons ago there was another series of the like that I was curious about but unfortunately i didnt find funny in it, I have to find things funny to find the romance in there you know, and this one seemed more silly so it was like sure I'll give it a shot, as of episode two I still have some issues with it but I read some of the manga and something happened in it that surprised me enough that now I'm considering keeping up with it.

Lower decks:

I've kept with this one since the beginning maybe? I remember watching it because I wanted another space cartoon show after final space got cancelled, this one took a while to find its voice but over time I think it has kept improving, I'm having fun watching it, so far I've had my issues with each season but the next one they do something that I feel sort of acknowledges that kind of stuff and attempts to correct it, I read that it is getting a 5th season but its unclear if its getting more about it, tbh I think thats a good run for a cartoon series these days but I like it !! let it have more episodes, I want to see each combination of the characters have adventures together, oh this is a star trek cartoon btw, but I dont think you need a lot of star trek knowledge to enjoy it, I dont know much about star trek and I've been having fun :)

King Ohger:

I've been having fun with this one too! I think it took me a bit longer to get warmed up to it than when I was watching donbrothers but it's still nice imo, I like being able to call them bugs, I like watching the bug show every week, this is an universe where bugs are real, the characters are fun, I know I'm keeping things very vague but I dont know what to talk about regarding the series besides "I like it :)" uhh, theres a nonbinary character and I love them because they are good and funny and love moffun (this is moffun, moffun is good)

I think my main criticism of it is that I feel it takes a while to uh, feel like it is going? To find it's own rythm? Also the action scenes sometimes are a bit confusing due to relying too much on the cgi and maybe the fight scenes are not the best, but yeah

Ultraman Blazar:

I think Blazar is cute, it is much more slow paced than the other toku shows I've been watching, when I say I think blazar is cute I dont mean the series but the character of ultraman blazar, he is like a creature to me, every episode I await to see what he will do, the characters themselves in the show are good too, but blazar is my fav, I don't know what else to say

Look at him

[dreamingsushi]

The Longest Promise - Episode 6

There, let's move on a little bit on this series, now that I'm completely done with Eternal Love. I'm still waiting for stuff to happen yet in this drama, I think it might take a while, according to the rythm so far.

Chongming pays a visit to Zhu Yan. He tells her to go grab a some lamp if she really wants to learn the reviving spell. I'm not sure if that's a trap. Probably right? Because he's adamant that she's going to cause Shi Ying's death.

Xue Lu takes away the little wooden bird Shi Yu gave to Xue Ying. She says she's having a relationship with a man. Xueying doesn't dare saying that she received this from the prince, since they have to hide their relationship.

Zhu Yan tries to grab the lamp. As soon as she touches it, a swarm of magic butterflies come to attack her. Even so, she keeps holding on to the lamp. She has a vision of Shi Ying as a child and she runs after him to try and save him. Chongming tries to drug Shi Ying to sleep, but he's acting weird and Shi Ying notices he's hiding something from him. Then he discovers that Zhu Yan's there, almost dying. He saves her, which allows her to grab the lamp. She brings it to Shi Ying and he tells her that he duped her on purpose, so she would never come back. He's not her friend. She swears that she will never come back, even if she dies.

When Zhu Yan gets back to her room, her maid tells her that Xueying is in trouble. She rushes over to help her friend. She blames the man for not deserving her friend when he's not stepping up to protect her. She says that then they'll just remain single the two of them together. She's about to take Xueying away when Shi Yu confesses that he's the one who gave her the bird. Things turn out differently than Xuelu expected, as the father is pretty happy to have his daughter married to the prince. However, once the meeting's over, Da Siming tells him not to be in a rush to marry off his daughter, since Shi Yu might not inherit the throne, implying that the man cultivating in his cave is the legitimate heir.

Also, I really hate when they do that to voices. I can't understand a word. It also feels really cheap too, when they're modified to that point. Anyways. The masked people all looking for the blood of a king. Something like that.

Back hom, Zhu Yan is too upset and she doesn't want to eat anything. They send Zhi Yuan in (the dude that bought her a gift) last episode). He convinces her to talk about what happened and takes her out to have dinner and change her mind. It works pretty well.

And that is all for this episode! I feel like nothing really happened. When is the story going to truly begin? So far, I still have no idea what's the whole plot line. I read the summary of this series, but I have learnt the hard way that they are most of the time inaccurate. So I don't know what to think anymore. Please improve.

[emcscared-whumps]

Questions divisible by 5 for the wip thing? 👀

From this post!

Oh man, testing my math skills I see ;) *cracks knuckles* Let's do this thing!

05 - How long have you been working on your WIP?

I first created Pete in May of 2017 for a group roleplay, and I started building his backstory almost immediately. I have been continuously working on it in tiny crumbs over those years-- through the latter half of highschool, and through my shitty first job.

In years, that is almost 6 :)

10 - Share a song that makes you think of your WIP

I have a few songs that make me think of specific characters an arcs.

Dawn by Echo Black and Danny Blu (YouTube) makes me think of Pete's relationship with Ewrancore, the world in which Shifting Phases is set

Struck by the Rain (Rythm Heaven) (YouTube) makes me think of Timmy and Pete pining for each other even though the song itself is about heartbreak ^-^' It's full of vibes though, and the pining vibes are sad, so it's a fit ^-^ (which has a happy ending instead of the sad one in the lyrics). I copy pasted the lyrics into my notes document, and coloured the lyrics so it's a duet :3 maybe one day when I learn, I'll make an animatic :)

This Spotify playlist encompasses both canon Shifting Phases, and the AU Eclipse Descending, as well as various other lore specific and character specific tidbits.

15 - A little bit about your antagonist?

Hmm... What haven't I already said about Johnstone... Well, he has goals and convictions, and an iffy set of morals. A lot of his colleagues are unsure whether he hunts demons/belunae for the good of humanity, or for his own sadistic pleasure.

Johnstone is also a sore loser, and will stop at nothing to get what he wants when he wants.

He makes a pretty dangerous villain, though I'm not sure how compelling he is. That's okay, we have Kate for a compelling antagonist so I don't really care :)

(I do, however, enjoy the effects Johnstone has on all the other characters).

If you want to read more about him, he has a profile here!

20 - Share a song that makes you think of your antagonist

I think I've had a similar ask in the past, but there are a rare few songs that evoke character vibes at all, and Johnstone is rarely at the forefront of my mind, or even Kate, especially when I'm listening to music, which is usually when I'm driving. The easiest background thoughts to maintain while focused on the road are Pete thoughts, so, I have a few for him, and not many for Johnstone.

If there was one that I would choose, it would be Be Prepared (The Lion King) (YouTube link, clip of the scene) because Johnstone has a lot of ambition, a small group of people he's in charge of, and a hunger for power even at his hunters' expenses.

25 - Easiest character to write?

It's 100% Pete.

He's my fav, I love him, my favourite kind of whumpee who suffers my favourite whump... Because I love him so much and am completely obsessed by him, he is incredibly easy for me to write. The only tricky part is his accent mixing with his stutter, but really, it's not too hard to write, just time consuming because I have to do so many flow checks lol

30 - Do any of the names in your WIP have significance?

Yes actually, but only really one. When I first started making the characters for Shifting Phases back in 2017, I didn't really care about name meanings, and I used a fairly generic name generator because I just didn't know what else was available. Found some cute, simple names, but ultimately, nothing with much significance.

However, I only recently decided on Johnstone's first name recently, I think within the past two years, and I was more conscious of eanings relating to backstory. So, Johnstone's first name Sorrel does have a meaning. It means "redish brown hair."

Johnstone does not have reddish brown hair. But do you know who does?

Pete.

A fun fact about Johnstone was that his mother was a clairvoyant belunae. Whether she knew or told her partner, Sorrel's father, is not something I know yet, but I'd say it was unlikely.

Her abilities weren't particularly strong, so she often dreamed true rather than having waking visions. One night, while carrying her child, she had a true dream about a young man with reddish brown hair being very important to her unborn child, she could tell in the dream that her son was going to great lengths to bring him back into his life.

Unfortunately, a lot of the context didn't filter through because her ability was fairly weak, but she decided to name her son Sorrel for the man with reddish brown hair in his future. She thought it was kind of romantic and beautiful...

Seeing the way he grew up, arrogant and cruel, I wonder what she came to think of her vision... :) I wonder if she had subsequent, distressing visions

35 - What are some of the themes of your WIP?

Whump. Whump is the whole theme XDD

On a deeper level than that, a theme which also encompasses where a fair few of the character arcs end up is trust, friendship, acceptance, and love (platonic and familial).

[vogueinnie]

𝐖𝐇𝐎'𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐅𝐀𝐕𝐄 ?

       ━ WARNINGS ; threesome, oral (m. & f.) deepthroating, facefucking, breath play, rimming (jeongin), cum swallowing, they call reader “dumb”, orgasm denial      ━ WORD COUNT ; 1k   ━ NOTE ; requested (🌧anon)  i hope you enjoy it!! ♡︎

all the members went on holidays except from seungmin and jeongin that just wanted to stay at the dorm to chill. but today was one of those days where, even if they were on vacation, they were going to the practice room to improve more and more. but the moment you saw them come back from their dance practice you knew something went bad. you were laying on the sofa, watching TV, looking at them being angry for no reasons. or at least... you didn’t know why.

“is everything ok...?” you asked with a little voice, not sure about the fact that they will even answer you.

“does it look like everything is fine, Y/N ? or are you that dumb ?” seungmin says, and you bite your lips, he never called you names except during your sex sessions.

the three of you were bold, young, savage and in search of new experiences, it was common for you to explore your sensuality and sexuality together.

you shake your head, ashamed of your own stupid question. of course, it wasn’t fine. they looked so angry at each others, and even at you, but what could have happened?

“which one do you prefer to suck ?” you open up your eyes widely at jeongin’s question. so they argued about... that ? you laugh softly but whine the moment he grips your hair tightly in his veiny hand. “do you think it’s fun ?” automatically you shake your head, again, looking at him straight in the eyes. you were now sitting on the sofa with the two boy standing in front of you. “answer.”

“t-the both of you... i have no preference, i... just love to suck seungmin and you.”

you can hear seungmin clicks his tongue in annoyance with a sigh, whispering a little dumb which makes you squeeze your thighs together due to the sudden heat you’re feeling. “then proove it.”

you nod your head slowly, palming their two clothed cocks with shaking but excited hands. your hair was still in the blond haired boy’s hand and he gripped it even more when he feels the frictions you were giving to the two of them. you start to take off their pants but you were interrupted by jeongin. he pulls on your hair to lead your body as he wishes ; you’re now lying upside down on the sofa, your eyes see their body backwards and your spreaded legs rest on the back of the sofa. “you're not even able to give us a proper answer and you think you’re gonna fuck your mouth with our cocks ? no pretty, we’re gonna fuck that dumb mouth of yours.”

there was something so exciting in the way they looked at you like a prey. you were at their mercy, they don't waste time to undress you and you felt even more vulnerable under their eyes. your desire starts to grow inside your core and you can even feel your heart beats against your intimate and wet lips. you notice the fact they were naked only when you felt seungmin’s dick at the edge of your lips, and then you open you mouth as wide as possible, relaxing your throat as much as you can.

and they weren’t kidding when they said they’re gonna fuck your mouth.

the rythm was so fast, he was hitting the back of your throat at every thrusts, not even giving you the time to adjust at his length. your moans crashed against his skin and your tongue swirled around him. it was hurtful yet so delicious, he oppened up your throat so well your mind felt dizzy and totally blank for seconds.

you didn’t even have the time to catch your breath that jeongin’s cock was already in the deepest part of your mouth. your hands were desperately hanging on the sofa as they take turn fucking your mouth with nothing but wildness. the black haired boy has his hand around your filled throat, depriving yourself of your breath for a few seconds.

“fuck... look at her, i bet she likes that uh ?” you nod as much as you can and you can feel the drools leaking to your forehead, your mascara was as ruined as your pink lipstick but you didn’t even complained. they didn’t even touch you once but your wetness can tell them how excited you were from being used. “she’s so fucking wet i can’t believe how much she likes that.”

seungmin laughs at his own observation, and you found himself behind the sofa, leaning his head over your throbbing core. one lick is all it takes for you to let your tears runs down your ruined cheeks, squirming under his touch. you can feel yourself so hot that it was painfully good. his tongue play with your swollen clit, and yours starts to play against jeongin’s hole as he just sits on your face. you trace every nerves with the tips of your tongue, making him moan as two of his fingers just joined seungmin’s lips around your womanhood. your legs were shaking against seungmin shoulders, your pussy clenching around nothing cause jeongin wouldn’t stop teasing your entrance with only the tips of his digits while seungmin keeps on eating your folds as if he was starved. growls and groans escaping their mouths.

you felt the knot in your stomach tightens as you starts to buck your hips against them, still giving your best to pleasure jeongin. breathing was difficult but the pleasure was worth it.

until you felt nothing.

“dumb bitches aren’t allowed to cum, don’t you know that ?” jeongin whispers with a little machiavelic grin and they both stands up again in front of your fucked up figure. your face was ruined in tears, your body was shaking from your ruined orgasm and you mind was ruined by the frustration. in fact, you were ruined.

after only a few light wrists thrusts you can feel their thick white cums covering your dripping face. trying your best to gather your last strength, you stick out your tongue to receive their fluids on it, closing your eyes to appreciate their tastes on it. catching your breath was still difficult for you but after a few strokes in your hair you manage to open up your eyelids to see them kneeling beside you with soft and reassuring smiles.

“so...who’s your fave ?”

[sizzlingpatrolfox]

Nj name drop jk on purpose yet jm didnt give a reaction. If it was older jm he would have either acknowledged the fact w smth like 'ah yes jungkookie is dancing hard' for ex or would say smth like 'oh he didnt tell me' in case he didnt know. I know we cant know things for sure unless we see them all together but there are so many patterns that are just not the same anymore. Also it's so bizarre how they talked like most dont know what the other does except for some of them. Nj and jm seem almost always to be in the same closeness yet nj looked like he really didnt know abt jm's vocal lessons. And i think jk probably wanted to do a lot of individual stuff without sharing it w some of them and I find that if that has been the case it would hurt jm to see jk not share thibgs with him. Also bts' family agenda has worn off cuz even if they must have wanted to have individual time away from each other they feel so disconnected and even i, someone who never bought into that agenda, wouldnt have expected them to be 'strangers' to this extent.

I don't think he "name dropped JK on purpose"; Jimin said that he took lessons and Namjoon said "I heard JK took dance lessons", he was just following the conversation.

I understand what you mean by patterns but also, a lot of conditions about BTS have changed, and so patterns will change according to the conditions and rythms of their personal and worklives. Maybe these are the new "patterns" and it doesn't have to mean that they're in a bad place, maybe this is the "new normal", you know what I mean?

I also happen to think that there's a lot Jimin doesn't say about Jungkook, so I didn't think this was weird. I mean, they went to the beach in LA and Jimin never said he went with JK or Taehyung, or both. It was never a bad thing, tho this time it might feel like it is because of how much time has passed since they've last publicly interacted + the slight paranoia that JK has caused with his song reccs. And because admittedly, we all kind of just expect for Jimin to always say something about JK, since Jimin talks so much about him. He pretty much constantly "name drops" JK himself. Didn't he even talk about JK in like Vogue or GQ? T_T

Yeah, it really isn't the first time they've talked like they don't know what the other members are up to. Even jikook have talked together like they were just catching up after some time. I mean last year Jimin didn't know that JK did that drawing for Hobi's birthday and he was asking about it on vlive. Sometimes those conversations are kind of performative, too, just so the fans can know what everyone's been up to. But it's really hard to say when they're doing it for the fans and when they actually didn't know about each other.

Their family agenda has been wearing off since like 2018, I'm afraid. They can try to keep up appearances but in the end it just shows. I still laugh at how bighit ran to release a statement about JK's first appartment in October 2018. Before that there had been news about Jin, Hoseok, Namjoon, Yoongi, I think even Tae buying their own places and the company didn't say anything but suddenly it was JK and bighit was like "We don't confirm this" LMAO I'm sorry but it was hilarious. The little one can't possibly be leaving the family house, can he?? If he leaves what's left for the rest? Empty nest realness.

They're friends. They love each other. But they also need to branch out and keep up other friendships and relationships and their own hobbies. They used to do everything together, used to work lots of hours together. Now, for different reasons, they even work less hours together. I don't think they're purposefully staying away from each other, but I guess it's natural to do so when you've spent the past 10 years surrounded by the same 6 guys and now you have more free time to do other stuff and meet other people (this kind of applies to jikook but it also kinda doesn't, because I do have other "expectations" about them if they're actually dating, but that's another topic). It's clear tho that they aren't the most attached, I mean no one mentioned visiting Jimin after he got out from the hospital... If my friend had just had surgery and she's home now, I'm gonna be the second person after her mother to go see her. And I know my friends would do the same if I went into surgery. But none of them said or showed anything about visiting Jimin, most probably they didn't. I mean, Hobi posts pictures of a toilet brush and he wouldn't say anything about visiting his friend after surgery? I've been saying they never actually developed attachment to each other. Maybe that's why all of them are single 😒

Some of them still get together to have drinks just because they want to and not because they're working and I think that's amazing. I think that's companionship. I think it's actually incredible that Jimin and Tae still want to and can talk for two hours on the phone after not seeing each other for a few days. I just think it's beautiful when people talk to people. (I also love that Jimin is a phone-call type of guy btw I think he's said this before). Things have changed for sure, and yeah they hurt, as much as I can rationalize this or that, it still hurts.

[freakynct]

warnings: 90s au, kinda toxic relationship, public sex, unprotected sex and hair pulling

the blazing summer heat of 95' had just arrived and not even your shorts and crop top could save you from melting under it. you had heard on the radio how this was the hottest summer since the decade had started and even if you loved the sun and being able to go to the public pool with your friends, there was so much you could take. the big fan beside your tv was on full blast, swaying away your hair and cooling you down as you struggled with your vcr. you cursed loudly at it as you pressed the buttons but nothing was working and the show had already started.

"need help with that?" you turned around to be met with your older sister's new fling, jaehyun. he had spent almost everyday at your house since your parents left to go visit your grandma a week ago and even if that's a thing a boyfriend would do, your sister still insisted that they were just having sex. in your opinion jaehyun was just way too shameless. walking around the kitchen in the morning in his underwear while you were forced to look at his toned body while you shoved rice krispies inside your mouth, constantly giving you flirty looks, brushing over your thigh when you were sitting down on the couch and your sister was too distracted crying over forrest gump for the fifth time and of course, now that you were forced to wear the least amount of clothing possible he couldn't take his eyes off you, more specifically your legs.

"i just can't get the stupid vcr to start recording friends and the episode already started." you responded annoyed and still slamming at the buttons in hopes that it would magically start working.

"let me see." jaehyun came closer, sitting down on the floor next to you, so close that your thighs were touching and you could feel the little hairs on his leg brushing against your skin. you didn't know why you started to fill tingles inside your stomach from it but you decided it was best to just ignore it. he took the cassette out of the vcr and checked if there was any problems with it first before blowing inside of the vcr and returning to put the vhs inside. he pressed one button and there it was, working like nothing ever happened and you got internely mad at how easy it was for him. in your head you were pretty sure that the vcr had some kind of personal problem with you.

"there you go, i guess it was just a little bit dirty." he smiled down at you and you wouldn't be rude to the point of not reciprocating, giving him a small smile back and a little "thank you". you kept sitting on the floor in front of the small square tv because it was the only place in the living room that the wind from the fan could reach and you rested your back on the coffee table behind you, laughing at some joke that was said on the sitcom. only after a few seconds you noticed that jaehyun was also still sitting on the floor in front of you, his eyes glued to you and your body squirmed from the intense gaze that he had on. 

but now that you were a little bit more distant from him, you were able to observe the white shorts he adorned, with a leopard print belt around his waist and a red tank top that showed off his perfectly toned and strong arms and legs. you could tell he had used some gel on his hair but it was still a bit messy, with a few strands falling over his forehead and this look was almost just as good as when he wore nothing but his boxers. 

"like what you see?" his voice interrupted your thoughts and you realized that you had been staring at him for longer than you intended. you shook your head and moved your body up a little, getting more comfortable in your seat, looking back at the glitchy tv.

"i could ask you the same thing." you talked back at him and heard him chuckle and suddenly he was moving closer to you again, your eyes slightly widening as he sat next to you, moving an arm to rest on top of the coffee table and around your back.

"in my case i do like what i see." he was so close to you that you were able to feel his breathing against your face and you looked at him from the corner of your eye.

"where's my sister?" you asked out of nervousness and you felt his body relax next to you, running his fingers through his hair and sighing deeply, changing his whole demeanor and acting as if he wasn't just flirting with you.

"she's listening to mariah carey in her room and i'm not into that kind of music so..." he shrugged his shoulders and moved his eyes from the tv to you, once again. "and you're a much better company anyway." you couldn't help but look at him as he said those words, a puzzled expression on your face.

"me?" you raised an eyebrow still confused as to why he was saying those things, i mean, at the end of the day it was your sister he was having sex with.

"yeah. you act hella moody around me but i know you like me." he smirked as his thumb caressed your chin and your reflex was to swerve away from his touch.

"as if!" you shot him a disgusted look and he laughed, leaning closer to you and starting to run his fingers up your bare thigh, causing your body to shiver and tense up.

"c'mon, stop lying. you know you want it just as much as i do." his voice was so calm and sweet, an obvious contrast to how hard and loud your heart was beating in your chest. "or are you gonna tell me you don't feel anything when i'm standing this close to you? hm?" your eyes slowly looked up at him, a little sparkle being evident on them, and you noticed how close his face was to yours at this point. you also realized how beautiful his eyes were and you felt like you were starting to drown in them, so much that you didn't even notice his lips approaching yours until jaehyun was brushing them against yours, so soft and sweet before capturing you in a deep kiss, suddenly releasing all of the tension in your body at once. he sighed deeply against your mouth from how long he had been waiting to do this and his hand settled on your hip, pulling you closer to him until you were sitting on top of him, legs straddling his lap. 

jaehyun was kissing you so intensely that you had to break it to gasp for air and he took the opportunity to attack your neck, leaving open mouthed kisses all over the surface of your skin while your fingers played with the hair at the nape of his neck. "w-what about my sister?" you suddenly felt a sense of guilt inside you and you knew that in a way this was wrong and she could walk in at any moment.

"she's not my girlfriend." he left one last kiss on your neck before bringing his head up to look at you. "and she has her headphones on, she won't hear anything over mariah's high notes." you felt the urge to chuckle but jaehyun didn't even give you time for that, immediately pressing his lips against yours, his tongue asking for passage and you granted it to him, moving your tongue against his. his hands were quick to remove your top and throwing it somewhere on the floor, your bra following the same path soon after. he caressed your breasts and you sighed against his mouth, your hips starting to move and grind down on his lap which consequently made a small groan escape between his lips as he tightened his grip on your hips. 

after a while of kissing and of feeling your lips getting numb and swollen, jaehyun finally broke the kiss, tugging at the waistband of your shorts. "take this off for me, baby." you wanted time to process what he had just called you but your body was telling you to hurry up so you got up and slided your shorts down as jaehyun observed from under you, taking off his tank top as well, showing off his toned abs that you had seen before but was still impressed by.

you sat back down, with your thin white panties still on, and your fingers worked on unbuckling his belt while his hands grabbed at your face, pulling you in for another deep and sloppy kiss. his hand reached inside his shorts and took his cock out, slowly stroking himself as he moved your panties to the side and lined the tip with your entrance. you gripped his shoulders tightly, looking over him to check if the coast was still clear and your sister wasn't creeping down the stairs to find you fucking her fling.  but your thoughts were brushed away as soon as jaehyun started sliding inside you, your eyes fluttering shut and letting out a small whine at the feeling of his cock stretching you out and you remembered you had only been with one other guy before so maybe you should have given jaehyun a heads up not to push so quickly inside you but there was no time for that as he was already completely in you and you heard him groan against the skin of your neck.

"you're so fucking tight." he gasped as you slowly started moving on top of him with the help of his hands that guided your hips in a perfect rythm. one of his hands came up to tug at your hair, pulling your head slightly back so he could devour your neck while you softly moaned his name. you knew it had to be quick, you thought you might just die if your sister walked in on you two and maybe you should've choosen a better place to have sex than on the living room floor but you were both young and the hormones couldn't wait. the heat of your bodies mixing up with the heat of the summer day was uncomfortable but being close to him wasn't and you decided to ignore the amount of sweat and stickiness that was starting to form on your bodies.

you slowly felt the feeling in your stomach intensifying and you could feel his cock twitching inside you, which just made you press your body even closer to his. you felt him start thrusting up into you to help you out as your legs started to get worned out and it didn't take long until your nails were digging into the back of his shoulders as your orgasm washed all over you causing your body to jerk forward and shake against him, trying your best to hold your loud moans inside you, only letting escape small little whimpers. 

you felt the grip that jaehyun had on your hair tighten and even though it hurt a little, it felt better when he shot his warm liquid inside you and it was such an incredibly attractive sight to see him throw his head back and softly moan while his orgasm hit him. but because you weren't exactly the luckiest person in the world you started to hear commotion upstairs and you quickly got off jaehyun's lap, not having time to clean up before you had to put your shorts and top on again as jaehyun did the same thing and it was just in time as your sister walked down the stairs and towards you and you could swear your heart almost jumped out of your mouth.

"why were you taking so long?" she stood next to jaehyun and he looked up at her smiling, getting up and wrapping his arm around her waist.

"we were watching friends." he came up with an excuse as you looked at the tv and remembered why you were there in the first place. 

"well c'mon. you're not here to babysit my sister and i wanna show you some new tapes i got." she quickly grabbed his hand and started pulling him away before jaehyun turned his head around and gave you one last smirk, walking off to your sister's bedroom.

you sighed in relief as she hadn't noticed anything weird going on but you knew the next few days would be a challenge, having to walk around each other like nothing ever happened and even if you told yourself that it couldn't happen again, you knew that it would.

[mellie1409]

Practice day

Knock knock knock

'Y/N, it's time to wake up you hear Jin say.

As usually, he leaves the door open on a crack, through which the early morning sun rays sneak in paired with the sound of people talking in raspy morning voices.

It had been a month already since you moved in with BTS and you still didn't get used to wake up in a foreign house full with silly and loving laughters 24/7.

As you stood up to open the curtains, you stretched your back, sore from what had been weeks full of intensive dance training, to try and lift your dance level up to the rest of the group's.

You opened the window and took a deep breath in of fresh air. 'Another day, another practice and a day less to debut! '  you told yourself. Then headed to the bathroom to put on your lenses and get dressed for practice.

As the boys knew you weren't a morning person and, on the same way some people didn't liked being talked to before their morning coffee, you said you didn't like being talked to before having your contacts on as you "couldn't hear if you couldn't see".

Today, you decided to wear comfy clothes as it would be a busy day and you quickly put your hair up in a messy bun before going out of the bathroom.

You walked trough the corridor heading to the living room, but before getting there you stopped by Yoongi's room. The door was open and you saw he had been working on his music equipment on a new song. He had been working on new music whole nights since August D-2 came out.

You saw he had fallen back at sleep after Jin had woken everyone up, so you walked up to him and shook his shoulder. 'Yoongi, we need to leave in 10 minutes, Sejin is already here' you say softly.

Yoongi opens one eye to look up at you before closing it again. 'That means I still have 5 minutes of sleep, please Y/Nssi, don't tell Jin I'm still sleeping. ' he answered in a soft murmur.

Of course you wouldn't say anything after he so sweetly had asked, so when you walked in the living room ready to pack your breakfast and Jin asked you where Yoongi was, you simply answered: 'he is still saving some files from last's night work'.

Jin decided to believe you as he finished packing the 4 maknaes breakfasts with Jimin's help. On the meanwhile J-Hope approached you with a very sleepy look but fully clothed and ready to leave. He handed you a banana milk as you shook your head.

'Thanks Hobi but I have singing lessons this morning and I want my voice to be clear and fresh. ' you try to argue.

He simply looks at you and say: 'Y/Nssi, we all know you get nauseous in the car when you don't eat anything and the last thing you want is to miss a practice day right before debut right? Plus, it came right from the fridge, so I'm sure your throat will feel refreshed ' he says while putting a silly face on.

You let out a dramatic sigh but quickly take the banana milk and drinking it all at once as you were truly thirsty. J-Hope just looked at you and shook his head while laughing.

At that moment Namjoon runs into the room, with a concerned face. 'Guys, Sejin is waiting for us, but I can't find my left shoe... ' And that was the queue for the whole group to start a search expedition for Namjoon's shoe.

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In the car the ride is silent, everyone still too tired from waking up early to talk. But this silence is interrupted by Jin.

'Sugassi, did you get to save the files on time before leaving?' He asks with a funny voice.

Of course, Suga didn't know that was the excuse you had given Jin for his lateness. So his answer was just: 'Huh? Which files?'

And like that everyone started laughing and the silence was broken and interrupted with all class of chattering while the manager, Sejin, drove around Seoul, with a smile on his face.

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First thing you had to do today was a singing lesson with you vocal teacher. You went to the studio to find Ms. Kim Sungeun already there. As you were a foreigner, she allowed you to call her by her name, but, in front of other people, you had to keep the formalities.

'Sungeun, good morning!' you chirp happily.

'My my, you are so happy today! I see you haven't forgotten about what day it is today' she says smiling.

Of course you hadn't, tonight you would be recording you favorite song of the playlist: louder than bombs. You had been waiting so long, and today finally was the day.

With the excitement that kept you jumping up and down you started practicing.

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You were about 1'5 hours in and you had gotten to the adlibs part of the song. These were improvisations you had to make around the main vocals to make the song have more melodies. Because you were knew to the world of singing, Sungeun had prepared some adlibs for you to try out.

You were shy at first, but Sungeun kept encouraging you to sing louder and louder until your inner voice came out. You continued like that for 5 more minutes.

Right as you were on one of the highs the door opened at once, a surprised face appearing in the opening. You look startled at Jungkook as Sungeun turns off the music.

'Are you the one signing Y/N?' he asks. You nod shyly as his face lits up. 'WOW I didn't know you could do that!!! I mean I knew you are and exceptional singer, but this is more than that Y/N, this is inborn talent!!!! '

You let out a shy but happy 'thank you' as you start to blush. At that moment, Jungkook steps in and closes the door.

'Let's try to harmonise to this song' he says while getting a enthusiastic nod from Sungeun.

And like that, the most fun vocal lesson of your life continued. Harmonizing with Jungkook to the rythm of Louder than bombs.

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After that you have Korean lesson with a different teacher, as you were fluent, but still missed some nuances of the Korean language.

When you finished the lesson you walked to the end of the corridor. There was a small kitchen and dining room where the groups had to cook in if they didn't want to go to the cantine in the first floor.

You sat on the only round table in the left corner of the room and took out your Korean books. Your teacher had given you a lot of homework and you knew you would be staying up until late already today, so you didn't want to add up homework to the mix. So you chose to study instead of eating.

Ironic isn't it? You thought to youself. 'I thought I had gotten out of studying when I chose for the idol life and yet here we are. Studying my ass off to be able to achieve my dream. ' You laugh innerly at yourself before starting to make the exercises the teacher had given you.

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3rd person pov

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What Y/N hadn't realized was that making homework in a comfortable sofa after being sleep deprived wasn't the best idea. Before she could even realize it, she had fallen asleep, lying on the sofa, invisible for anyone that came in, except for her feet.

And that's what exactly happened. The TXT members that had just finished their dance practice and had some spare time to eat walked noisily in the room. No one noticed Y/N until Yeonjun stopped at once in his track.

The others members looked at him surprised asking why he had stopped so suddenly. But he shushed them at the same time he pointed at your sleeping figure, or shall we say, shoes? Once they were aware of the situation they lowered their volume as they made their way to the small kitchen to the right.

It took not long until the air of the room was filled with the smell of ramen being cooked and melted cheese on top of it. And this was enough for Y/N to wake up with a rumbling stomach. She looked confused around her and we she realized the TXT members were there, eating while standing so the wouldn't get her books dirty, she quickly stood up and started tidying up the table.

'I'm so sorry, I didn't realize you guys were here and that I had fallen asleep' she said in an apologetic tone.

'Don't worry' Hyuning Kai says happily while sitting down next to you with a  full bowl of instant ramen. 'We understand how hard it so to be about to debut. ' he continues while shrugging.

One by one, the other members start sitting around the table until only Soobin is standing up. Looking around to see why it's taking him so long, a smile suddenly appears on Beomgyu's face.

Soobin has prepared two ramen cups, one for himself and one for Y/N. As he walks up to the table  being careful not to spill the how contents in the paper cups, he says: 'Here you go, Y/N. I thought you would be hungry as you haven't eaten and you need to stay strong before debut. Forget about the diets, no one is going to say anything, right boys? '

They all quickly shake their heads, agreeing with their leader. So you happily enjoy the cup of ramen Soobin had prepared you while having some fun talks with the other TXT members.

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When you finish eating, you say goodbye to TXT and head off to the dance practice room.

Today you would be practicing the dance to Dyonisus, as you had been doing for the past few days.

When you came in, all the boys were there already. You fastly bowed as an apology for being late, but Jimin quickly sneaked you in before anyone could realize you were late.

'Y/N! I hadn't realized you were here! ' Taehyung says while looking at you together with Namjoon.

'She's pretty quiet today, right Y/Nssi?' Jimin lies.

You get to choose the warm up song as always. And as always you choose the same song you had been obsessed with since the first dance practice you had had together: Daddy from PSY.

Of course the first time the boys saw you doing the dance, they were quite surprised as you had always been pretty shy while dancing and the song's dance was quite explicit. But it took Taehyung no time in joining you. And this time it was no different, everyone becoming hiped up. Flying pulls and jumpers announcing that you were all well warmed up.

The practice started and it was going very good. To the happiness of a strict J-Hope and Sungdeuk, no one messed up and you got to rehearsing the end of the song quicker than any other day.

But then, it happened. You were all supposed to step on top of a table for the ending. Right as you were about to do it for the 12th time, you legs gave up and you fell on your butt. Collective laughter filled the room as you, more embarrassed than hurt, accepted J-Hope's help to get up.

It was quickly decided that it had been enough practice for the day as well as that the table would be lower to accommodate your shorter stature.

As you were cooling off, you couldn't help but blush at the recent memory of you falling of the table. Taehyung saw you and came to give you a comforting hug telling you it had also happened to Jimin a lot, because of his short legs. Of course, the latter heard this and started chasing Taehyung around the room trying to playfully hit him and scold him. You laughed and completely forgot about the incident as you got your things and watched the Tom and Jerry game they were playing.

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Last thing of the day before heading off was recording your part of the song of Louder than bombs. As you enter Namjoon's studio, you start to get nervous. This is your first full vocal song and the first time you will be doing adlibs. Namjoon notices and gives you a reassuring smile while setting everything up.

You go into the room that is connected to the studio by a glass door and stand in front of the microphone.

In the beginning, you feel anxious and your voice isn't full. But as Namjoon's patience never ends you start to grow confident and your inner voice starts to come out.

You sing the song with your full heart and it isn't until Namjoon has come into the recording room and is hugging you, that you realize you had been crying. This is a very special song to you, the mening being it always hit your sensible spot, so it wasn't strange that singing it triggered such a reaction in you.

As you sobbed uncontrollably into Namjoon's chest, the tiredness and hunger of the day getting to you, Namjoon spoke softly: 'It's okay, it has also happened to the best of us. No need to worry. You are just tired probably and this is quite an emotional song. Why don't we stop for today? Hmm? '

'But the adlibs... ' you say while sniffing.

'Don't worry about them, we can record them tomorrow. Why don't we order some take out and eat it here only the two of us? ' he says cheerly.

You of course don't mind being with the other members, but sometimes it got tiring having to show that you were good, that you were the best and that's why you had been chosen to debut with the biggest boyband of the world. Being able to show your vulnerable side to Namjoon felt good, and you didn't mind being able to do so some more time.

'That sounds like a great idea' you answer with a soft smile  having fully stopped crying by now, the thought of food helping to your emotional state.

After having ordered some fried chicken (that will totally skip the diet you you were supposed to follow, but never did as you were a rebel), you sat down on Namjoon's studio's sofa, waiting for the delivery to come.

Namjoon looked at you and spoke up: 'Y/N, I know you are under a lot of pressure joining us into this crazy journey. But please, let us take care of you. You are after all the maknae and our little sister. So don't worry about trying to show us you are worth it, just do your best for yourself. '

This took away all your worries of the past few weeks that hadn't let you sleep well, worried about you daily performance in front of them, the mask you had set up to always show your happy side and never you worries. And as you ate the chicken that had finally arrived, you told Namjoon about all your worries and problems.