E V E R Y S I N G L E T I M E . its always him. ALWAYS. HOW MENTALLY INSANE AM I????? EVERY TIME. I DO AN MBTI THING. HES THE HIGHEST COMPATIBILITY. (i just learned about that LOLSJHABJAS). SOULMATE TEST. ITS HIM. I DO THE SIGNS LIKE THE ASTROLOGY ONES I THINK THEYRE CALLED?? I GET HIM. HOW DO I STOP THIS I JUST WANT RANPO FOR ONCE- (i mean.............i don't necessarily mind getting him.....BUT COULD IT BE ANYONE WHO ISNT DAZAI OR HIM FOR ONCE?????) DO I JUST??? GIVE IN TO NIKOLAI????????????
I feel healed it doesn't matter how broken I am . My pieces of grief and despair just disappears
.Your eyes remind me of my favorite season autumn , when the leaves begin to change colors and everything feels cozy . When the smell of baked cinnamon cookies fills the air . When the weather feels fresh and the wind breezes slightly through your hair .Your laughter reminds me of my youth , when everything was rainbows and butterflies. Your smell reminds me of when you walk down a forest and it has rained that fresh home feeling smell . And lastly your little imperfections . like when you get nervous you play with your hands , or when you lie you become red . Those little cute imperfections make you perfect , not for everyone but for me .