#10/10 perfection

[where-our-stories-start]

[sherlocking-out-loud]

[xin-zhan-xxx]

I feel like Haruhi and Kyoya would’ve made a badass power couple tbh but that’s just me

[sunshine-dragon]

The new music artwork is so beautiful 😭❤️

[sidetongue]

little teeeefs

[youreonyourownkid]

it’s the way that there’s no better imagined opening to the eras tour

[emzalot]

Omega with butterfly clips in her hair

[ylly-3]

[classical-vanity]

[cyberneticfirstaid]

Got a new drawing tablet!!!!

[boowhumps]

|WHUMPRIL 2023|

|Day 4 ~ Ache|

(@whumpril)

⚠TW⚠

- Swearing

- Mentions of Needles

- Hospital Setting

- Mention of Suicide Attempt

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Fuck, hospitals suck.

The bare white walls, the everlasting smell of sanitizer, the bright lights that blind you every morning. The nurses that constantly drug you.

Ok.. Maybe that last part is just something that happens to me.. But still.. I hate it here.

The worst part was the pain. It's not like I haven't experienced pain before..but it's never been this bad. The pain won't go away unless I'm drugged off my ass.

If I had known that my "accident" would lead to permanent pain all over my body I would have approached death differently.

I heard the doctor talking with Kaiden.. Something about pain.. chronic pain I think it was..

Well yeah, I hate chronic pain.

I groan as I bury my head into the cold pillow in a sad attempt to escape the pain. A small part of me was glad it had lessened. For the past week I had to be drugged since my screaming wasn't so.. pleasant.

It was still bad, but not enough to make me scream. It sometimes hurt really bad again, but I wouldn't dare open my mouth. I'd rather deal with pain than to be drugged like an aggressive animal.

My head stays buried in the pillow as I hear a click and the door to my room open.

The footsteps trail over to the chair next to my bed, and I raise my head to see Kaiden back.

"Still in pain?" He asks as he smooths the hair out of my face.

I mumble an incoherent response to which he sighs.

"I figured. We can always tell the doctor.. Get you some pain meds-"

"No.." I whine like a pathetic child.

Kaiden looks at me concerned. "Alright, I hear you. No meds. But if it gets worse again.. I'm saying something."

I shove my head back into the pillow. Kaiden was fucking stubborn. I wish he would just drop the caring act. We broke up for a reason-

Wait.. Does he know we broke up?

Fuckkk.. I never really told him.. I just thought he would get the signal.

Whatever, that's an issue for later. Right now I'm more focused on seeming ok so I don't get drugged.

I try my best to keep my breathing normal, but I must be shit at it because Kaiden speaks up.

"It's getting worse, isn't it?"

I shake my head frantically. If they drug me again I swear to god-

"Mayeb a massage would help? It would relax your muscles at least."

That.. Surprisingly sounded great.

I shake my head up and down frantically, anything was better than meds.

Kaiden smiles a bit. "Ok, lay on your back. I'll be gentle, but if it hurts let me know."

I say nothing, I just adjust my body and let him work. Kaiden was always gentle.. I guess that's why I liked him. He could never hurt a fly-

I mean.. Yeah he kinda hurt me but I was burdening him.. I kinda deserved it.

And no, I'm not saying that because I hate myself, I'm saying that because it's the truth.

The massage was great, it helped ease my tension and helped a bit with the pain. My pain levels had gone down to manageable, aka something that I could handle with no issue.

The massage also made me really tired.. To the point where I was surprised I could still keep my eyelids open.

Nothing good lasts forever though, because the door suddenly opening scared the sleep out of me.

My least favorite nurse walks in, carrying a needle-

Wait, no. They are not about to drug me.

...morals Karyme.. morals

The nurse with the needle got closer.

..morals..

And closer.

Oh god..

And closer-

...

You know what, fuck morals. This is war.

As I am ready to fight tooth and nail, Kaiden speaks up again.

"I don't think that's necessary, she's not in pain."

Oh thank god, my savior.

"She'll sleep better with the meds."

"No, it's alright. I'm sure falling asleep on her own account will work just fine, thanks anyways."

I stifle a laugh because I have never heard Kaiden so passive aggressive in my life.

The nurse hesitate and leaves the room looking a bit defeated.

Ha! Karyme, 1. Nurses, 6.

...

Yeahhh.. That scoreboard is kinda sad.

Either way, no drugs for me. Victory is mine.

And Kaiden's too, I guess.

Speaking of him, his eyes are staring right at me.

"You looked like you were about to slaughter that nurse."

I look at him blankly.

He laughs a bit. "I know, getting drugged seems horrible. You escaped today, let's see how tomorrow plays out."

He stops for a second as he pulls the blanket up to cover me more.

"It's bedtime for you now, try to rest a bit."

I look at him again.

"I'll be fine, the couch is surprisingly comfy. Just close your eyes.. Get some rest, ok?"

I shake my head and close my eyes.

Sleep comes to me easily that night. No dreams. No nightmares. Just calm and silence.

Perfectly peaceful.

[theeminentlyimpractical]

The Guardian out here asking the real questions.

[killtheratwithameatcleaver]

my computer class teacher really put thought into this example

[tatakaeeren]

Choso | Jujutsu Kaisen Season 2 Ep. 13 "Red Scale"

[i-drew-artz]

A good show can change your life!

[pi-slices]

10 Years, Every Day! - 240405

As of today, it has been exactly 10 years since I started creating and sharing a 3D animated GIF artwork every single day!

I originally began learning 3D and making GIFs after being inspired by many of the digital artists I had started to find on Tumblr back in 2013. When I decided to start making a GIF every day in April 2014, with very little prior art experience, I never could have imagined that I would still be here doing it 10 years later.

I'm incredibly grateful for everyone who has stuck around and supported my work in any way over the last decade. Likewise, I also have to thank everyone I've had the chance to work or collaborate with over the duration of this project! This has been a huge learning experience, and I am very proud of how far things have come.

To the best of my knowledge, I am the first artist to complete 10 years of daily GIFs, but I have to give major props to the other artists that I know of who paved the way and passed this milestone before me in their respective mediums: @songadaymann / @catswilleatyou / @beeple / @graebor / @rawandrendered

With that being said, after a lot of contemplation, I have decided that today will mark the completion of my daily GIF project. I have no plans to stop creating and sharing my art, but after 10 years of pushing to have an animation done every single day, it's time for a change of pace.

There are still so many things I want to learn, and now feels like the right time to give myself the room to explore and give it a try.

Thank you again for the support. I'm excited to see what the future holds.

- pi