#AND TURNING CHEMICALS INTO OTHER CHEMICALS

[falinscloaca]

prev i am now so angry that physics/chemistry isn’t doing better. its like if math had a baby with every bad part of science. sucks doodoo dogshit

[artaelyn]

I'm so cringe but I am on top of the world about it.

Bonus:

[frnkiebby]

https://www.etsy.com/listing/1424870442/this-smells-like-frank-mcr-scented-soy?click_key=c3d6fe28d35eef950c305befcb306e1b5556581e%3A1424870442&click_sum=bd93cf9b&ga_order=most_relevant&ga_search_type=all&ga_view_type=gallery&ga_search_query=my+chemical+romance&ref=sr_gallery-2-4&organic_search_click=1&cns=1&content_source=aed75c412464990df13f6599a81663ced245c3c6%253A1424870442 “ buys you this candle “

*is mildly concerned*

apple, yes. harvest spice, yes. New Jersey?

listen i love NJ for MCR and Frank and the music scene but other than that i avoid it like the plague. i don’t know anyone in NY and New England who has much of anything good to say about NJ. aside from Frank and MCR. and the music.

[hells-greatestdad]

// hyperfixation so strong I forgot I was a mod on an aromantic forum

[blueshykitsune-blog]

Anyone on Tumblr got a good guide for long lasting scars?

Specifically for a variety of different type of skin tones.

Or even like explanations on scar colors?

Like dark colored scars versus light colored.

Preferably about those ghat last years if not for life?

(I'm trying to figure out the best way to make my character look a bit accurate in plushie form.)

[botanical-bunnie]

Blesses you with the rabbit lesbians 

All the doodles in relation to the rabbit lesbians because I am obsessed at this point 

(ignore the fact that I kept drawing Jacky’s ears way to short this was before I made her ref)

Homophobic jog man found at the side of the road with 2nd degree burns, more at 10

Jericho had never seen Mega Evolution before this point (she is losing her god damned mind)

[hungry-hobbits]

im reblogging stuff about the man who laughs cos i watched it 2 days ago and cant stop thinking about it but my hot take is that you have to be genuinely stupid to consider this to be a horror movie in any sense other than a horror about the microaggressions a disabled person has to go through

[chillllii]

when the audhd is fun until you become "i really really really have to give my input/side/idea and i dont give a fuck who's talking or what everyone was initially talking about" and before this site's illiteracy kicks in i'm certain we're all guilty of this to some extent

[hobbinch]

What mutual was asking for that post that's being weird about nitrogen narcosis and acting like its a Big Mystery? It was on my dash so I have a link but dont remember who was talking about it

[auntie-histamine]

so TIL death obsession/existential obsession is a thing that can happen with ocd

and since I'm very certain I have some kind of low grade ocd, ironically probably brought on by the trauma of losing a parent early in life

well, knowing this is kind of comforting

[triceratopsgirlypop]

My body: I'm so tired and hungry and thirsty this bitch has been on their phone for ten hours straight someone help me please

My brain: I got this bro *sends the everyone hates you chemicals sends the everyone hates you chemicals sends the everyone hates you chemicals sends the everyone hates you chemicals sends the everyone hates you chemicals*

[outeremissary]

I always think I never had any particular interest in albums rather than individual songs (product of iTunes), but when I go back to relisten to stuff I remember from childhood I think that's maybe not true. I was always picking up music as individual 99 cent songs after hearing something on the radio, but my parents bought things as albums (like normal adults) and there were a lot of artists they enjoyed who I listened to as albums. Especially artists where they only had the one album for a given artist. Anyway today I'm remembering how obsessed I was with We Are the Night by The Chemical Brothers in middle school.

[mikeysgerard]

The first Baby of 2023

excuse me sir i love you

[keeps-ache]

keep getting the urge to find a suspicious glowing substance and just chow down .-.

[deathdxnces]

irelia having to kill at 11 to survive after her entire family was murdered irelia growing up not only during times of war but in the middle of the resistance irelia desperately fighting for her people and her land after she had just turned 14 because either they fought back noxus or they died there was no other option irelia having to lead the resistance after a miraculous victory despite being so young and having no experience with all that irelia and everything else she was forced to witness and deal with as a result because she was their leader and she had to be strong no matter how heavy that got or how terrible the things she had to see from the carnage caused by the noxians to their use of chemical weapons and child soldiers irelia and the fact that even if swain hadn't called back the noxian troops she had already driven them back and it was a matter of time until they were defeated but that was only after two more years of war irelia and the fact she was probably 15/barely 16 when it was over but it wasn't really over if there was still people to help and things to recover and leftover noxians to deal with irelia and the fact that after growing up like that there is no possibly going back because she was exposed to so much violence and had to take part on it too and came to enjoy it as much as she came to feel guilty for each perceived failure when she disappointed or had to harm any of the people she swore to protect

irelia and the fact she had a blissfully happy childhood with a loving family who adored her and each other irelia and the fact her passions and dreams were art-related and that she wanted to do something beautiful and meaningful like the teacher she so admired irelia and the fact as a child she learned to follow karma and harm no one under any circumstance irelia and the fact she was so hopeful and filled with joy and openly caring before the war changed her irrevocably. but also irelia and the fact her love for beauty and art never ceased to exist, and that while happiness might have been replaced by grief and rage abd melancholy she is still capable of caring so deeply and being so kind and gentle and tender despite the violence she's also capable of

from 11 to 17ish she was either trying to survive or actively fighting for ionia. there's no way that didn't shape who she is to a fundamental level. there's no way violence wouldn't long since have stopped making her recoil and been instead embraced, when it was the only way of surviving (when it was the only way she dealt with her grief and anger, too; how do you see people in the enemies who made you suffer like that, who destroyed your land like that, who you had to kill since you were a child or they'd kill you instead? how do you stop seeing them as monsters rather than people after that?).

she's capable of great love and compassion, her kindness extends to her people regardless of how they feel about her, she deeply cares and is undyingly loyal to anyone who comes close enough to claim a place in her heart. she can be soft and gentle and laugh and be silly, but that's so rare after everything she went through and everything she had to be for others. and i think a lot about how, during the war, what she became was fitting; acceptable, welcomed even - but years after it ended, with ionia so intent on going back to the old ways and people so intent on forgetting about the war, she feels so displaced. there's no room for what she was forced to become among the people who led her to become that by putting her front and center to fight a war when she was a child. many of them certainly see a hero (and isn't that tiresome, too, when she just wants to be seen and accepted and loved as a person?), but surely she's lost the shine to many others who don't want the reminders of war and believe going back to their peaceful way of life is the best. because she can't do it. there's no going back for her. war made her what she is, and to a point i think she struggles with existing without it.

[your--isgayrights]

The problem with dissection/the process of "understanding" in general is that going too far in abstracting something defeats the initial purpose of abstracting it and brings you back to the beginning which is the reality you were abstracting from and the thing is that the ☯️ is a visual translation of the fact that the furthest human thought can go without losing meaning in the process of "meaning making" is to draw dichotomy which is very similar to the fact of all or nothing data bridges that numerous sensory inputs have to trigger in a certain threshold of "difference" in order to trigger an action potential that conducts one sensation to another to create the physical pattern of a person making a "meaning" of something and while a computer trying to replicate that process would use 1s and zeroes because that was the most simplified/abstracted visual symbol of difference a person closer to our point in time could come up with, someone millenia ago observing the same process of the mind and meaning making abstracted it to the point of the dark 陰 and the light 陽 when the sun rises over the hill. Imagination is a physical process where patterns initially generated by simple chain reactions between sensory stimuli and behavioral responses that alter future sensory stimuli being reconnected and combined to create distinct, new patterns that then become a part of that concrete sensory data and perpetuate variation to a point where initial stimulus loses relevance. Everything created by humans can be understood by other humans because the functionality of our understanding has largely remained consistent over a long period of time, the variations in our attachments between symbols and internal stimuli occur at a much faster rate than variations in the physical makeup of our understanding process. The probability of that understanding, however, will be affected by variations at different levels of the process. Variety in stimulus/lived experiences/input data can cause difference in understanding, attachment of different external behavioral responses to distinct internal processes can cause difference in understanding and the pathway of understanding connecting similar input data of the senses to similar output data of actions can be variable while producing the same outwardly visible results. Given such disparate probabilities, isn't it really a miracle then when two human beings are able to understand one another?