Me looking at pictures of Ghibli food while eating burned to black stale bread with tasteless cheese 😞
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I'm in a writing rut.
Send me a writing prompt in my Ask box
I won't promise I'll do all of them, but maybe something will knock something loose and I'll get inspired
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i prommy im working on the wip wednesday asks! it got sooo hot yesterday my brain was melting so i couldn't fucking make myself write. i'm working on them tho. some might have to wait till friday?
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I feel like I just need to take my brain out... plop it in a baby tub and scrub it down with some soap and warm water, and then hose out my cranium like the underside of a lawn mower.
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I can't even think about my favorite characters or OCs getting old and having kids bc the thought of the passage of times gives me so much anxiety and depression. They are all immortalized in a very specific time frame where everything only happens here forever.
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lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)
if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.
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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.
I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.
I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.
If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.
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I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them
People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human
“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”
“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”
“Yeah!!”
“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”
“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“
“How illogical”
“That’s what I’m saying!!!”
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On an additional note, they took a picture after the egg hunt and just posted it and I know I was glowing with a victorious smile holding my choccy bunny when they took it but cheeses crust I look bad when I smile. My already round face gets rounder and my cheeks block all of my eyes almost, squishing them into my face and my lips are so thin they get lost, and and and
I'm just a Worse Moonface Emoji. Just a fleshy pink ball of mishapen dough with hair growing out of it.
I must have developed a resting bitch face as a defence mechanism or something.
I should smile as rarely as humanly possible, and never for pictures, because it makes me hideous. And then they tell me strangers are intimidated by me not smiling and by looking so serious. Then I try to smile at strangers more and remember how ugly it makes me or catch a glimpse in a reflection and it becomes perfectly reasonable why noone wants to approach me even, let alone know me or love me or desire me carnally.
I may have won the coveted chocolate bunny but I think the event also documented that I'm decidedly unattractive and unfuckable.
And to think I had thoughts of downloading them tinders again. I should stick with the plan of dying alone, I think.
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Child: I have these mental conditions that directly affect the way I experience the world and make things harder.
Parent: It's okay I support you!
Child: *shows actual signs of the condition and struggles to do things*
Parent: *gets mad*
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what's stressing you out? Do I need to fight anybody?
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You need to fight me cause I procrastinated everything and now I'm struggling to get shit in order. Like I need to take my college placement test, register for classes, get my license, get another job, ect ect. It's just so much and some stuff is a matter of playing the waiting game and also my life doesn't feel real. Like I wake up and I don't feel real, I don't feel like an actual person and it makes it harder to get shit done when you feel like it doesn't exist :D
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shout out to my folks with insomnia & depression & delayed sleep phase disorder & sleep apnea & disabilities & other sleep disorders diagnosed, undiagnosed, and just my plain old night owls & night shift workers!! we r so fucking cool & exist every day in a society not made for us at all. and NONE of us are lazy bums or bad people for staying up late & sleeping in till noon or two or whatever whenever you get up!! no matter what anyone says!! you’re incredible and i love you!!!
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What state do you live in (don't say depression)
drat…
michigan
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Happy Easter
I hope everyday ate lots of eggs today
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