#And I’m embarace that

[hazelcephalopod]

Barbie and genders. (Half shit post)

Barbie-land has infinite genders but we will narrow that to five-ish categories.

gender #1 is Barbie. Of course. gender #2 is Ken. gender #3 is Weird Barbie. gender #4 is Sideline of Barbie with names other than Barbie or Ken. Which may or may not be related to-

gender #5, Discontinued. Like Sideline (and maybe Weird Barbie who knows right?) has mane genders like little ducks under and umbrella.

Because of course some can be multiple. For instance, Alan, and Midge, are they 4 or 5? Well probably they are both actually.

Is this secretly a post about how I projected various genders most especially inflicting non-binary genders into Barbie-land? Maybe. But let’s move on. Because I have a better question to pose to everyone.

Could there in fact be another? Probably in Barbie-land itself, but perhaps in that strange place between Barbie-land and the IRL, there be a place for all those half formed concepts that were never realized? The fabled 6th category of Barbie-land genders, Rejected Pitch.

[obeymematches]

So I'm not sure if this one counts as a HC, but I was wondering what self-care tips you think the Obey Me! characters would have! Maybe it's a poor prompt so feel free to skip this one, haha. :'D Alternatively, maybe what they would do to cheer up an MC who had a bad day? As a general reminder you are incredibly awesome and your writing is amazing and I always love seeing when you've posted something new!! <3 If you want any character drawings lemme know!

hello bestie if you are reading this, don't stop🩷🩷🩷

it's been years (litetally 😅 you sent me this ask in 2021, sorry for not replying sooner 😅) but i been in the mood lately to write some more again :D ((i'm so rusty though))

i absolutely loved your idea + ngl i've been re-reading your message a lot, makes me feel so nostalgic 😅🩷 I hope life's been treating you well eversince <3 hit me up if you wanna catch up 😃

Okay so first I do the self-care stuff and later i'll do the other prompt 😁

Self-care routine / tips of The Boys!

Lucifer: • His way of self-care is listening to soft piano music in the evening, next to a fireplace. He is glad to invite you! • I feel like he also cares about what he eats, trying to keep it as healthy as can be. I feel like he loves to treat himself with some good quality fish? • Appearance-wise I think he doesn’t really care as much as he wishes he could, he keeps his hair and nails nice and clean but that’s like… very basic hygene stuff.

Mammon: • His self care routine includes ordering packages at 1.24AM. • Just the excitemenet of new stuff arriving soon puts him in a better mood! • He also cares about appearance as his side job is being a model. He is not afraid to use more expensive lotions, shampoo, etc. It has to be expensive but doesn't have to be quality if you get what I mean. • Him and Asmo brush their teeth most often (up to 2 times a day) • I’m 100% sure he would love the feeling of driving aimlessly at night with his favourite music on!

Leviathan: • I feel like he is the one who needs advice on this topic. • Yes he orders stuff sometimes but he is conscious about it, it was a well thought-out decision he made. Him deserving it wasn’t really the intention. • I think sometimes he takes a long bath, by long I mean about 2 hours, and that’s pretty much it for a month.

Satan: • He learned the most from Asmo; he is very well avare of how many lotions, masks, oils, creams there are and he tried a lot of them. • His favourite are hand creams, which he uses every day. • Sometimes he puts on a face mask with Asmo but to be fair it happens like 4 times a year so it doesn’t actually do much to him. • Otherwise I think he also enjoys a rocking chair on the porch, perhaps in the garden (not where all the bugs are though!) with an enjoyable book and some non-sparkling beverage.

Asmodeus: • His list is basically endless, so just a list of some he does every day / often: • Has to wash his hair 3 times a week, uses shampoo, balm, oil and is very strict about how to dry it. • Has a lotion specific to each part of his body, except his face because you can’t have enough variety of face-serums. • Takes long baths but careful! Too long is just as bad as too short!! • Likes to sunbathe in moderation on Dia’s beach • Having his daily beauty sleep no matter what • Goes shopping on the regular

Beelzebub: • Best bet is him making his comfort food and offering you some • Works out a lot of course, a heathy body is a must! • I feel like he is also into reading personal growth books? Like how to be a better person, how to be more in-touch with you emotions, how to heal from this and that • His place of self-care also includes your embarace. Pls just cuddle with him. That’s enough of selfcare itself.

Belphie: • Ah…about self-care… • Well I guess some extra sleep counts as such? • Loves to chill under the stars, very quiet and very peaceful place to be at. It really does calm his mind • Honsetly I think he is even worse than Leviathan • Please make him brush his teeth and comb his hair • Can change a lot if you influence him though!

Diavolo:

His tips are so extravagant you can't really try them alone...

Like ah! Just go on a cruise! Have a wellness weekend by yourself! Try some rare dishes!

Thank you bby i appreciate

He does take care of his skin and body and also his mental state through working out, quality lotions and self-help books, articles.

Barbatos:

Definitely bakes when feeling like he needs self-care right now!

He is more of a spa kind of guy, though obviosly he rarely gets the chance to enjoy such things.

Honestly he functions on the bare minimum, pls help him

Simeon:

Also well-read regarding self-conscious stuff so if you need advice on it please reach out to him! As a teacher he is going to be able to explain it easily.

Not much into appearance somehow?? Like yeeeah nail, hair, teeth always nice and neat but doesn't go the extra mile.

He'd be into coloring books to help him be in a relaxed kind of state! Though that is something only Luke knows about.

Solomon:

This man is a mess regarding self-care to be frank.

I mean he usually does as he wants, that's not the issue here. He just doesn't really treat himself as priority?

Okay he does care about the basics but sometimes he skips a day or two. He genuinely forgets to brush teeth for example.

More into the spiritual kind of self-care, mental state, personality, you get it.

[geo-winchester]

Poe Dameron with Solo reader and 22 and 43 from the list please!!!!

TO THE MOON AND BACK

A/N: hi lovely anon, thank you so much for you request, I missed writing about Poe so thanks for making me write about him, I hope this is what you expect and that you love it!!

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The night you met Poe is a night you’ll never forget, the cantina was full that day, and after you spent most of the day catching Rathtars, you tried to relax with your father and Chewie, you made your way to the bar and order your drink, it was a few minutes later when you felt someone by your side, when you look up, you saw a man, with black curls, soft eyes and with a little smile at you.

-hey- you finally said.

-Hey- he said -I’m sorry if I look like a freak.

-Don’t worry, I have it worse, at least your….

-Handsome- you laugh.

-I was going to say sorry- you couldn’t help but giggle when you noticed his blush -I’m sorry I shouldn't have been laughing.

-I’ll forgive you if you tell me your name.

-Yn…

-Nice to meet you Yn, I’m Poe- he said as he shook your hand -I know I just met you like 20 seconds ago but I feel like I met you for 20 years.

-Oh god- Han said behind him, Poe’s colors faded away when he saw who was talking -Please tell that wasn’t your punch line, because I have to tell you, that it was pathetic- he then looked at you -you’re ok, kid?

-Yes dad- you said -I’ll be there in a minute- he nodded.

-Try not to flirt with anyone else on your way, you know that Chewie doesn't like it- you rolled your eyes.

-I thought it was you who doesn’t like it when I date someone- he shrugged.

-I don’t want my little girl to get hurt, right kid- he said tooling Poe’s shoulder -If someone tries something with her, they have to come through me and my friend over there- he said pointing at Chewie, you saw the panic in Poe’s eyes.

-Dad!- you said, making him look at you -go, I’ll be there in a sec- he nodded and left -I’m so sorry about that, I’ll understand if you want to leave- he thought for a moment.

-Nah I’m not that easy to get rid off darling- he said before he got close to you -but I’ll see you later.

-Alligator- this time he starts to giggle when he notices your blush.

-I’m glad I’m not the only one who embaraces himself- he said with a wink.

The other memory that was pressed in your brain was the day the republic was destroyed. You were talking with your parents when one of the lieutenant informed you that Poe’s X-wing just landed. When Poe got out of his X-wing, he smirked as he made his way to you. 

-Were you waiting for me?- he asked you, you shrugged -You’re hurting me baby- he said. 

-Well, last time My husband went on a mission, he was missing for a week- you said, he smirked. 

-Are you talking about that husband who is handsome?- you nod -And it’s the best pilot of the resistance?

-Second best one- you said. -Your wife is the best one- you said, making him smirk. 

-Oh yeah?- he said as he got close to you, you nod with a smile -God you're lucky I love you -he said before he kissed you -have I told you how much I love you?- you shook your head -To the moon and back- you smiled.

-Oh god- your father said with an annoying gaze -You´re still having those pathetic phases. 

-Dad- you said. 

-I know i know, be nice to the idiot- he said rolling his eyes -I just came here to tell you that we have a meeting- he said before he leaves. 

-Do you think he’s going to like me someday?- you shrugged. 

-Hey you said you love me to the moon and back but you've been on the moon, sooo…

-Oh shit, no, I love you more than that- you start to giggle. 

-I’m starting to understand why my dad likes to tease you- he rolled his eyes, he was about to answer but bb-8 came to you and the two of you were  happy to see him again, a few seconds later another man came to Poe and hugged him, he keep saying about another girl and that they need to save her, Poe looks at you before you nod -Come on swift, lets go to the meeting and told them all this. 

-We’re right behind you- he said, Finn looked at him confused. 

-What just happened? Who is she?- Poe smiles. 

-Come on finn, I’ll explain it later. 

Now everything you lived with Poe seem so distance, as most of the soldiers were getting ready for the battle of Exogol, the two of you were sitting on the floor of your room, none of you knew what to say or do, you were just staring at the wall, suddenly he put an arm around you.

-You know I feel kind of bad being here as the rest of the world is stress- he said -but I could spend all my life here and I wouldn’t mind- you smile at him, he start to hum a song you immediately recognized -Can I go where you go?- he softly sang. 

-Do you really think this could work?- you asked, he  thought for a second. 

-I hope so- he said as he took your hand.

-Me too, I’ll hate to raise our kid in a war- he nodded until he realized what you said. 

-Wait, what?- he said, surprised. 

-Surprised- you said a little nervous, you could see that he was still in shock -please say something, I’m freaking out a little, I mean we’re about to go on a battle, maybe the last one and I’m scared to loose you…- he shut you up with a kiss -You’re not mad?-

-Why would I be, I mean yes I get why your freaking out but god, since I met you, I knew I want this, you and me, having our family, and growing old together, specially the last part- he hugged you -So promise me you’ll be careful out there.

-I’ll promise if you promise it too- he nods -and please come back to me. 

-Always- he said before he kissed you -stars, we’re having a baby- he said excitedly and kissed your forehead -I love you.

-To the moon and back?

-To the moon and back- he said with a smile -I also love you little moon- he whispered to your belly -by the way I’m your dad- you couldn’t help but giggle -come on darling let’s win this war.

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[smoltr01]

bunkbed [wip]

decided to work on a lil piece for myself this weekend :)

growth is kinda a slippery slope, once u start u kinda can’t stop. been exploring some feels & following them back to the initial experience from childhood & pushing that into my art lately.

I used to have this reoccurring nightmare that started when I was 3 of finding my brother crying on the top bunk of his bunkbed & his pj shirt was bright red. there was a screw sticking out of his stomach & blood was just pooling everywhere. I jus remember this overwhelming feeling of being scared & crying my eyes out. anxiety over loss has been w me for a long time. kinda been interesting lately to observe how it comes on & noticing what I need to push through it. loss can present itself in many forms, even with growth. identity with self/ego has to be let go of in order to embarace new & that’s tricky & takes a bit to perfect. there’s comfort in the known & growth is painful & frustrating, but the outcome it’s always worth the effort. a lot of my homies been hella workn on themselves these past few years & it’s been so humbling & sick to see & experience as I’m pursuing my own dream self. just simply a happy goose ✨

[uwudontask]

Tips For Visiting Thailand

So… I have heard you want to visit Thailand. That's a great Idea! But it’s not that simple. Thai culture can be quite complicated and unless you want to look like a fool, you need some professional and truthful advice(which you are not going to find here), which is why I’m dedicating this post for some tips that will definitely come in handy for your next trip to Thailand.

As i have stated previously, Thai culture can be quite complicated. Due to Thailands religious nature, many things are seen as impolite or even rude. For example, in Thai culture, pointing your feet at somebody’s head is seen as very rude, or even touching somebody’s head is viewed as extremely discourteous especially if you do it to men.

Sadly, Thailand isn't only famous for its hospitality and love for tourists, but it's also prominent(can I even use this word?) for their scams which you will usually encounter in taxis or other services such as cleaning, tuk-tuks, money exchange, small shops and more. Even though there really isn't a way to escape getting scammed, i would advise you to please remember to count the money you've been given and take everything with a grain of salt

One of the first things you will need to make a good impression on Thai people, and possibly save yourself some time or even money, is learn some basic Thai words. Now, I'm not going to sit here and embarace my whole bloodline trying to teach you how to properly say thank you in Thai, but you should definitely search up some essential words and phrases such as, hello, bye, how are you doing?, how much is this? or even go a step further and learn some longer sentences which will for sure make your experience in Thailand much better.

Perhaps one of Thailand's most famous traits is it's unique and delicious food, so here is a list of some Thai dishes you should try:

∙ Pad Kra Pao Moo (Minced Pork Stir-Fried with Chilli and Thai Basil)

∙ Tom Kha Gai (Coconut Soup with Chicken)

∙ Khao Pad (Fried Rice)

∙ Pad Thai (Thai Fried Noodles)

∙ Moo Satay (Pork Satay)

∙ Tom Yum Goong (Sweet and Sour Soup with Prawns)

∙ Khao Niew Mamuang (Mango with Sticky Rice)

∙ Kai Yad Sai (Stuffed Thai Omelet)

∙ Khao Soi (Curried Noodle Soup)

∙ Pad See Ew (Fried Flat Noodle with Soy Sauce) and many more.

On a more serious note though, there is another very important thing that everybody must follow when visiting Thailand. Laws. When it comes to laws, Thailand can be quite strict and to some, pretty unfair. So here are some laws you should keep in mind:

You must be over 20 to drink alcohol, not 18.

It is also illegal to buy alcohol between 12pm and 11am and also between 2pm and 5pm.

You must have your passport at all times(apparently).

It is illegal to deface any member of the royal family in any way(this includes stepping on a coin)

Don't spit gum on the ground

Possession of drugs is strictly prohibited and can even result in a death penalty.

So there you go, everything you need to know for you next trip to Thailand.

[arvinsescape]

Can you write something where Tom and the reader are at Tom's family, and they haven't been doing anything, cuz they don't wanna do it while his family is there, so when everyone go out, Tom and the reader says they just wanna stay back at the house while the others go out.

Nikki comes back, cuz she forgot her phone or something, and then she walks in on them making out on the couch, and she says something like "first of all, go to your room, not the couch, secondly, you better make some grandchildren" and they get really embaraced.

A/N: Thank you so much for your patience, I was going to reply last week but my laptop broke on me so I had to wait for my new one! Hope you enjoy!!

Warnings: Language, suggestive content but nothing to bad.

To say you and Tom had grown frustrated would be an understatement, the sexual tension between the two of you could be cut with a knife. You were visiting his parents for the week and you’d taken it upon yourselves to not do anything in the bedroom department in fear that you’d either be heard or get caught.

Tom loved his family massively but they were starting to irritate him with how much they just wouldn’t leave the two of you alone, you were five days into not having had any sort of sex and he was hoping that his family would decide to go out for the day. He’d been hoping this for the last two days with no such luck, but today it would seem that luck was on his side.

“Tom, Y/N, we are gonna head out for the day, we all have a lot of errands to run. Want to come?” Nikki asked as she sat with the two of you on the couch.

“No mum, we’re good. Gonna chill out here I think.” Tom answered before you could open your mouth. You knew exactly what he was thinking, he’d almost cracked last night but you’d been adamant that you wait it out for the next two days.

“Tom, we are only here for another two days.” You laughed, the innocent kiss you’d shared before bed had turned heated very quickly.

“Yeah, I know. I’m just struggling at the minute, I really wanna take you.” Tom groaned and you grinned.

“You will be able to, in like two days.” You laughed again.

“That’s ages away!” Tom groaned, falling flat on his back on the bed.

“Tom, we have literally gone months without doing anything.” You laughed.

“That’s different, you’re not there to tempt me.” Tom laughed.

“You’re so dramatic.”

“I am an actor, drama is my field.” He grinned.

“Okay, no problem.” Nikki said as she sipped her morning brew.

Tom was growing antsy as he waited for his family to make a move, it seemed everything they did was just being dragged out and he found himself biting his tongue as not to yell at them to hurry up, he felt guilty for a second until he thought about why he was so antsy.

“Right, we’re off, see you in a few hours.” Nikki said as she put her coat on. Tom muttering a ‘finally’ under his breath. You waved goodbye as they all left and as soon as you heard the car pull from the drive Tom was all over you.

His lips caught yours in a feverish kiss and you hummed into it. It didn’t take him long to have you on your back as he climbed on top of you.

“Fucking hell, I’ve been thinking about fucking you for so many days that now I don’t know what I want to do with you first.” He said as he bit your collarbone, earning a moan from you in response.

You heard a faint buzz from the kitchen, assuming it was Tom’s phone, you ignored it, way to wrapped up in Tom’s lips that were trailing kisses up your neck. You were so wrapped up in each other as he kissed your lips again that neither of you heard the car pull up in the driveway or the door open.

“Shit! Sorry.” You heard Nikki fumble as Tom jumped off you, you both looked like a rabbit caught in headlights, faces flushed. None of you knew what to say as Nikki made her way into the kitchen.

“Forgot my phone.” She said as she waved it in your direction. Tom nodded as you tried to hide your embarrassment as you stuffed your head into his shoulder. “Right well I’m off now, we’ll be back in a few hours. So first of all, please will you go to your room Tom? This is the family couch.” She laughed as Tom huffed.

“Secondly, you better make me some beautiful grandchildren.” She teased and Tom groaned.

“Mum!”

“What? You’ve been together for ages, about time you made me a grandma.” She defended as she made her way back out of the house. You felt like you could combust from embarrassment as Tom coaxed your head from his shoulder.

“That was awkward.” You groaned as Tom laughed and kissed your forehead.

“Yeah, definitely a mood killer. We’ll definitely wait until we get home, don’t think I could take another awkward interaction like that with my family.” He laughed as you nodded in response.

[blisschi]

Happy 300 followers Bliss!

For the drabble game could I request “hold me and never let go” with Venti? I’m not sure if you write for him, and if you don’t, Xiao would also be nice!

Hello! 🌷🌿🍃

I am totally willing to try writing for every character, as long as I can find a little bit of informations about them! Venti was quite a challenge, but I like him a lot so once I got an idea, I just couldn't stop writing!

As you can see,, I took a little break yesterday but I hope it's alright! Lately.. days seem to be very depressing.

🍃Hold me and never let go🍃

Pairing: Venti x GN! Reader

Warnings: None ♡

Notes: I hope you like it! 🌸🌱

You looked up into the sky as Venti let go of another dandelion, letting it to be carried by the wind.

You loved moments like this, when your partner just spent time with you. When he held you, being close to you and humming pleasant melodies as you enjoy the refreshing breeze of the wind. Both of you often sat together near the Windrise, moments after sunrise, when all beings came to life after the night time.

Evenings with Venti could be haotic, as you often accompanied him in Angel's Share, somehow making it out without paying.. but mornings were surely your favourite part of the day.

You looked at the dandelion and smiled lightly.

"It must be nice.. to be free like those flowers."

Venti looked at you surprised, not really knowing what you mean. Both of you were living in the city of freedom afterall, right?

"It must be lovely to let go of all your worries and.. just drift where the wind leads you.." You added after a while, your gaze still following the dandelion.

Venti smiled lightly and looked up at the sky, just like you did.

"I wish freedom for all living creatures in Mondstadt.. No exceptions." He hummed, his smile widening as he felt your arms wrap around him carefully. "There's no need for them to worry about the present, nor the future."

"What about the past?" You asked, looking up at him. His gaze moved from the sky to your face and, with a chuckle, he kissed the tip of your nose.

"Let go of the past and don't let it burden you."

You became silent for a while, closing your eyes and letting your thoughts drown you.

"Everything comes to an end one day.. Venti.. When I'll have to go-" He put a finger to your lips and looked at you seriously - the look on his face you rarely experienced.

"There are things you should never forget. I shall never let go of the most valuable treasure in my life."

You blushed lightly, soft smile appearing on your face as you pushed your head into his shoulder, embarassed.

He chuckled at your actions and wrapped his arms around you, embracing you just like the wind embraces both of your beings.

"Hold me and never let go.."

Wind carries everything in it's embarace, even after it's long forgotten by the others.

[dreamii-yume]

Is giving Malleus birthday crumbs requests okay? If not please ignore. And if yes : how about a scenario where we give Malleus a gift for his birthday and also a hug since he is touch starved. Malleus could be a bit greedy and want more... You can make it as spicy as you want👀.

Love your works! Keep it up!!❤️❤️

“Um...Malleus, isn’t it about time...?” You called out, lips twitching to the side. However, the only response you got from the horned fellow was a tighter embarace down your waistline. You hitched a breath and laughed nervously, despite feeling your soul leaving at that moment. “O-Ow...! Okay, okay, I’m guessing that’s a no then? Haha...”

You breathe out, your hands fist Malleus’ sleeves tight, ultimately guilty of wrinkling his suit. You felt his hands wrapped around you more, pulling you closer as he buried his face right on the crook of your neck. He doesn’t look like he was going to let go anytime soon, you have no choice but to close your eyes instead. You felt like an idiot for asking.

Well...It’s not about when he’ll let go though, it’s about how you can even get out in the first place. It’s not exactly uncomfortable, but having yourself sat on his lap in a reverse position, facing him with his cock buried deep inside you like this...It wasn’t how you planned to spend your night with him but whatever, you guessed

You shifted in your position, which was a huge risk considering every movement would just send an electric shock throughout your body. You’ve been like this ever since Malleus made this silly little request of his...Well, “silly” is what you initially thought about it, thinking that he might’ve been joking but now, it’s become an understatement. It was very rare for him to make a request of you, and given that it was indeed his birthday, you were just too weak to refuse such a...lewd request.

So, suffice to say, here you were, with his cock— one of his cock to be exact, poking at the entrance of your womb. Malleus actually wanted two of them in there, but you just don’t think you have enough experience to do that, you’ll probably die before it go all in if you’re being honest here. He gave you a pout at first, but he eventually settled on one, his other length had to make do with rubbing against your clit for now. You actually thanked him for that, by the way, but it doesn’t make your situation any less strange at this point.

You don’t know how long you’ve been like this or when Malleus would finally stop using you as a cockwarmer and just fuck you normally. God, you sound like an utter whore with that sentence, maybe it was because of the pressure and frustrations seeping out of you that made you this willing to do just about anything right now? You can’t help it, your voice was too shaky with how stuffed your pussy felt, you were leaking and you felt sensitive all over. You do know that it hasn’t been too long at least, but goddamn, had it felt like hours had already passed by, you were practically dying of second-hand embarrassment.

You glanced at Malleus, attempting to communicate with him but any attempt of doing so, such as tapping him on the shoulder was solely ignored. Cheeky bastard...For someone who doesn’t understand how birthdays work, he was definitely getting ahead of himself by taking advantage of his “Birthday Boy” card. Still, you can’t exactly blame him for it, in fact, you even went as far as to wrap your arms around him. The least you can do is enjoy the moment, this was a rather soft side of him anyways.

“Oh my~ How shameless! You two lovebirds certainly know how to spend a steamy birthday night together~!” You flinched as soon as you heard that familiar eccentric voice. You turned your head around, face burning at the thought of someone had actually caught you both like this. Malleus, however, just lifted his head up to see his supervisor, Lilia, looking a like a teenage girl at the sight. “Now, this is what I’m talking about when it comes to youth! Ah, how nice~”

“L-Lilia-senpai, i-it’s not what you think, I...!” You immediately tried to justify yourself, not wanting the older fae to look at you as if you just flunged yourself towards his son shamelessly. “M-Malleus just...!”

However, Lilia just playfully winked at you. “Oh, there’s no need for explanation, Darling~! Why do you look so embarrassed about it~?” He squealed, his teasing tone of voice does not make the situation any better. “Malleus was the one who thought about it, right? I know because he’s been talking about it nonstop for days now, you know!”

“H-He was...!?” You exclaimed, looking at Malleus who looked away with another one of his pout. Somehow, you felt his dick twitched inside of you, it almost made you moan out loud.

“I know right~!? That’s why, it’s fine. Truth to be told, I’m actually thankful.” Lilia said with a grateful smile, crossing his arms. This would’ve been a touching moment if it weren’t for your current position, somehow the awkwardness just seeps through. But still, you would be lying if you say that it didn’t warm your heart. “Thank you for accepting Malleus’ request, (Y/N). He may not express it much, but he’s incredibly happy right now. Of course, I feel just as glad.”

“...Also, forgive him if he gets a little too rough that you might not be able to walk for days, okay~?” Lilia added in with a cheerful smile, making you choke in your own breath. That definitely sounded more like a warning, rather than a heart-felt speech! “My poor Malleus is just quite the touch-starved individual, you see~”

“A~and that’s my cue to leave! I got my lines out pretty good right there if I could say so myself~” Lines!?

“W-Wait, Lilia-senpai, what do you mean-“ Your attempt of interrogating your senior a bit further ended with a cut as your very own Tsunotarou had finally moved after a long time. You gasped at the way his cock managed to slip in even further, triggering your pleasure buttons. He laid you down on the table nearby, careful not to let himself disconnect from your sex. You paled at how he hovered above you, his hands slammed down on each side of your head. Your intuition kicked in and you felt as if it’s not going to be a good one. “M-Malleus...?”

“Oh, look how eager he is~! I’m sure no one but you can calm him down now, (Y/N)! Seriously, you’re so perfect for each other!” You turned your head upwards to see Lilia’s head just popping out of the doorway, his hands ready to close the door for the two of you. “Bye-bye~! I’ll leave you two in peace now~ Make those sweet, sweet love~!”

“L-Li—!” With his tongue sticking out, Lilia waved before slamming the door shut for the two of you. Your eye twitched. “What the fu—!”

“I believe you can do it now.” You trailed off from calling out for Lilia as you heard Malleus spoke and looked down at him.

“Eh?”

With that, you froze a you widened your eyes, instantly paling at the sight of him holding his other stiff cock near your stuffed cunt. Malleus only looked back at you with such a seductive expression that you would’ve found attractive given in any other situation. He licked his lips in the process, staring at your sprawled out form. He couldn’t possibly mean—!? “I’ve been inside you for a while now, there must be more space for another one, right?” Then, he smiled, a smile that looked innocent at first glance but looking clearly, it closely resembles Lilia’s. It was not a good thing. But then, it was also only at this moment that realization striked you...

“I’d have to thank you for this delicacy, (Y/N). I’ll be indulging myself with you from now on~”

...That yup, this was definitely planned.

Lilia’s one of those parents, after all.

[honeymilkj]

Ateez || freckled s/o ♡

written by someone with a lot of freckles herself!

warning: tooth aching fluff uuugh.

✿hongjoong ✿

your angel kisses brought out your features so well, he tells you all the time

he knows that freckles are rare, and he finds them pretty fascinating

he likes to rub his thumbs along your arms and knuckles and admire the random spots

when you go out & ur freckles get more pigmented he just loves it

he thinks they look like little stars on ur face

✿seonghwa ✿

honestly i don’t know if he would think too much about them

but still loves them ofc

really really embaraces all of you, never excluding your freckles !!

kisses the little strawberry marks on your collar and neck before smooching your speckled lips

his favorite place to kiss you is on your nose, he thinks your beauty spots look so cute there

✿yunho ✿

he’s just such a love bug in general

he would smother his s/o anyway, but he thinks your freckles are so stinkin cute

doing things soft things 24/7 like lifting u up and kissing all over your face

calls you his little strawberry when he gets u flustered

then literally treats you like you are one

‘i’m gonna eat you!’

‘aHH’ kiss kiss kiss

✿yeosang ✿

thinks your freckles are soo pretty

if you’re insecure about them he will rant

but would where you’re coming from, at times he’s felt a bit insecure because of his birthmark

he likes them cause they’re rare to have

he believes they make you more unique

sometimes he’ll lazily trace his finger on the spots on ur arm

✿san ✿

ofc he will be soft bc of your freckles come on

i think he likes the little ones he has on his neck, so i already see him loving yours a lottt

you find him gazing a lot

‘uh- what? why are you looking at me?’

‘i was counting the freckles on ur face and you made me lose count. also yr really pretty. c:’

he always counts your freckles!!

but always loses count

u always hear a faint ‘1..2..3.. did i count that one already?’

✿mingi ✿

when u first met ur freckles either weren’t dark enough to notice or u covered them with makeup

so when he saw u without makeup he goes ö

falls in love all over again

squishes ur face and says shit like “you have sprinkles on ur face :D”

cute ass

when u cover them up he never fusses of course, but will make a fake pout like :C

✿wooyoung ✿

he loves them

he fucking loves them

swear he could eat you up

one of wooyoung’s favorite things ever are the little freckles on your lips

when u guys have conversations he often goes back and forth between looking at your eyes & down to your lips

shit makes you stutter like crazy uuujsjaajs

same as san, he tries to count, but fails

✿jongho✿

same as seonghwa, he doesn’t think too much about them at first

but falls for them along with everything else

sometimes he’ll find himself admiring and gazes over them in adoration

he’s not always a kissy person, but sometimes he’ll absolutely smother u & tries to kiss every single freckle

again, it’s kinda rare but really cute

fake pouts like mingi when they’re covered

“it’s okay, they’re still there” huff

[arcadialedger]

Why I love Astrid’s character design— a meta

*please note that this post mostly focuses on Astrid’s HTTYD 1 design

I love Astrid Hoffersons character design and personally find it very unique. Now, that may sound strange to, some. After all, Astrid is just your standard, stick thin female in animation.

Well, actually she’s not.

I. Different Body Type

Now, I’m not saying that Astrid is incredible body type representation, by any means. She’s still a stick thin character. She at least, however, represents a body type than the standard Disney Princess figure.

Albeit, still a thin body type. But it’s a step forward.

Astrid does not have the graceful, feminine curves of your standard princess. She is lanky and sinewy— built like a volleyball player (as stayed in the HTTYD 1 art book). She is built entirely different from the standard animated female— more lean.

II. Age Appropiate Character Design

More importantly though, is that she ACTUALLY LOOKS HER AGE.

This is something which I have long praised the HTTYD films for— 15 year old characters who actually look 15. After years of supposedly 16 year old Disney princesses who look like they’re in their 20s it is.... beyond refreshing. And on this merit alone, the HTTYD character designs get major points in my book.

III. Face Shape

As someone with a wider face shape myself, I have always appreciated Astrid’s round baby face— so hilariously commented on by Ruffnut in HTTYD 3.

This is a far cry from the defined cheekbones and perfect heart shaped faces of most ladies in animation, and is a seriously important form is representation. MANY TEENS ARE SELF CONSCIOUS ABOUT HAVING A BABY FACE.

And this remains true. Throughout every single one of her designs. She just has a broad face shape.

And don’t get me started on how it looks in her armour, especially with the helmet.

She is a beautiful and confident woman, even with her wider baby face!

IV. Unique style

And lastly, Astrid simply has a unique style. Her costuming and hair is a brilliant mix of feminity and functionality— a warrior who isn’t afraid to embrace her beauty and feminine side. This design perfectly reflects the character of Astrid herself.

In HTTYD 1, she’s seen as beautiful, but she’s not conventionally feminine. She wears thick leggings under her skirt, which is studded with skulls. Her outfit consists of very muted colors.

She has choppy bangs, which get into her eyes

Overall, It’s a bit punkish, and an entirely different style than your typical Disney Princess. And even as Astrid grows and embaraces her feminity, she still maintains these unique qualities in her style and personality. It shifts with maturity, but it’s still her, and still different.

So there you have it. That is why I adore Astrid Hofferson’s character design. Overall, I prefer Dreamworks character design and find that they put more nuance and thought into their characters, forming a diverse array of designs.

[adaodinson]

Would she?

Okay so I´m like obsessed with Pedro Pascal so I wanted to make my first fic about one of his characters. This will be a story of more parts but I wanna see how it goes and how things work here.

I´ll leave the translations to the Spanish words and phrases at the end of each phrase.

And also, I would appreciate feedback, this is the first fic I’ve ever posted and I’m new here so I’m a bit nervous but I’m also excited.

Relationship: Marcus Moreno x Fem Mexican reader (it is in English and most of the dialogues are too, her being Mexican is more about the story)

Summary: You recently moved in to the house in front of the Moreno´s, you are freaking out over how beautiful that man across the street is but don´t know what to do to get his attention, that´s until his amazing girl Missy becomes friends with you and realizes how stupid you and Marcus are when it comes to feelings.

Warnings: Age gap, reader is Mexican, there aren’t real warnings.

Part 1

Part 2

Your parents and brother had insisted on helping you unpack your things in the new apartment, and as much as you adored them for wanting to help, one of the reasons why you decided to accept the scholarship and move out from Mexico was to get time for yourself and to be able to adapt to your new apartment in your own way. You wanted your place to expose your style, and you knew your parents and brother would try to impose their own ideas.

The second all the boxes where inside your new apartment, you told them you would invite them out for dinner as a thank you. Partly because you did want to thank them, and also because they were leaving tomorrow and that would give you a chance to unpack and settle everything yourself.

The four of you had spent a couple of weeks of vacation there while your things arrived, and now you really needed your alone time.

You managed to convince them to go out for dinner, and while you were all getting inside your car, you saw him for the first time. He was inside his kitchen, but you could see him thanks to the window. Thank God for windows, you thought. He was battling against what seemed to be a mixer, and he was the most beautiful man you had ever seen. He was clearly struggling; he had a funny smirk in his face that made him look insanely cute. His hair was dark brown and was covered in soft curls, his skin was tanned and he had beautiful brown eyes that you felt could devour your soul with one simple look. His hands seemed huge in comparison to the mixer he was holding. He was wearing a black t-shirt that marked his back muscles in a way that melted you.

-Uy si te volteara a ver el vato llamaría a la policía por la loca que se le queda viendo eh- (Oh if he turned around and saw you he would call the police for harassment eh) Your brother said with a smirk in his face and you just hit him in the shoulder feeling the embarrassment cover your face in a bright red.

-Alégrate que mama no te vió viéndolo porque ella misma iría a darle tú número- (Be glad mom didn´t see you staring at him because she would go give him your number herself) Okay this time you did laugh out loud. You totally saw your mom doing that and messing with you about it for the rest of your life.

-Ay ya déjame y súbete al coche- (Come on, leave me alone and get in the car already) You answered with a little laugh. You all got in the car and left to find a good restaurant.

Your mom and dad finally let you go from the strong hug they had you in. -¡Cuídate y hagas lo que hagas, no te hagas narco, ni stripper y no te embaraces me oyes! (Take care of yourself and whatever you do, just don´t become a drug dealer, a striper or get pregnant you hear me!) Your mom shouted out as she walked over to the gate at the airport. Your brother and dad couldn´t hold back the laughter as you looked at her shaking your head. -No le hagas caso a tu madre, sólo sí cuídate y contesta el teléfono- (Don´t listen to your mother, just do take care and answer your phone). Your dad said softly as he kissed your forehead. Your brother wasn´t a huger so you just said your goodbyes and watched them leave with a mixed emotion of excitement and fear. You returned to your apartment, had some breakfast and finally started unpacking everything. You played music while working (as you always did) and ended up singing your heart out while doing it. You thought you had a pretty voice, not the best one of course, but pretty enough. The loud music covered your singing though, and with how shy you were when it came to that matter you were thankful for it. It took you a long time but you had finally arranged all the furniture, now you just needed to put the rest of your things on their place, but that would be a task for tomorrow, you were hungry and tired.

Meanwhile, on the other side of the street…

Marcus and his daughter had noticed the moving truck since it arrived, they had been expecting to see who would move to the house in front of theirs. Missy seemed excited that it was a young woman, she thought you could eventually become good friends despite the age gap between you. But on the other hand, Marcus was freaking out. The first time he saw you he literally spitted his coffee and thanked God Missy wasn´t there to see him. You weren´t the traditional definition of beauty, but of course he knew the stereotypes and definitios of beauty were ridiculous. In his eyes (and he knew that in the eyes of literally anyone) you were absolutely gorgeous, you had a chubby complexity that marked your curves beautifully, and your face, God your face had the most gentle but strong look he had ever seen in someone, he immediately felt attracted to you.

He had noticed other women before, but since his wife passed away, he had never thought of making a move. But when he saw you the first thing that came into his mind was how the hell he would get to talk to you. Obviously, Missy had noticed the way he looked at you, and since she had decided she wanted to try being friends with you, why not help her foolish father to get to know you too.

They had the doubt if your parents and brother were also moving in with you, but when they saw the amount and type of furniture that you took inside, they knew it would only be you. They confirmed this the day your family left because they saw their bags when you put them on the back of your car.

Missy had been thinking about the excuse she could use to go and talk to you, and the day you had finished unpacking everything, she came up with the perfect idea.

-Dad!- she called out for him knowing he was upstairs.

-Yeah sweetie?!- He asked.

-Do you know the name of that song that the new neighbor is playing?- She asked knowing he wouldn´t know.

-Nope, sorry-

-Okay, I´ll just go and ask her. I´ll take some of the cookies we made yesterday to welcome her to the street too!- Missy tried to low her tone as she spoke, knowing her dad wouldn´t hear what she had said and that he was too absent-minded at the time to ask her again.

-Sure!- He said with a hint of doubt in his voice.

Missy smiled to herself and after grabbing a plate filled with homemade cookies she went to your door and rang the bell.

You had been listening to music the whole day as you finished unpacking, and you had just a few moments ago when you heard the doorbell. You paused the music, checked your breath and your face in the mirror and went for the door. A kind-looking young girl was outside holding a plate with a big smile in her face.

-Hi! I´m Missy, your across the street neighbor- She quickly said. You smiled widely trying to ignore the growing idea that this could mean the gorgeous looking man you had seen before wasn´t single.

-Hi Missy, that´s a pretty name- You said and then gave her your own name.

-It´s nice to meet you, I wanted to come here and welcome you with these cookies and ask you one thing-

-Oh thank you so much, that’s so sweet. And of course, ask-

-Well, I heard some of the songs you have been playing and I really liked the last three so I wanted to ask you for their names- You were insanely happy that she had taken all the trouble of going there to welcome you and to show genuine interest in your songs.

-Of course!- You wrote down on a piece of paper the names of the songs and handed it to her.

-Thank you! And one last thing, my dad and I wanted to invite you to come over for dinner tomorrow, just so we could give you a more proper welcome- You were impressed at how mature Missy was, she seemed to be around 11 years old and yet she was acting like a grown up.

-I would love to, thank you so much. Let me bring dessert- You said, wanting to ask if it was only her and her dad, but you knew what it could mean if it was so you held back, you would find out eventually.

-Great! And yes, it´s just me and my dad- She said happily, handed you the plate with cookies and turned around walking back to her house.

You were in a bit of a shock. How did she know what you wanted to ask? But you didn´t let your mind around that question for too long, you were smiling like a fool and felt insanely happy. Jesus, you would go to that amazing young girl´s house tomorrow to get to know her better, and well, you would get to see that man. God that man…

You woke from your daydream as you noticed you were still outside smiling like a complete idiot. You got back in and did a dumb happy dance as you closed the door. You couldn´t help yourself.

Missy laughed out loud when she saw the movement in the window as she opened the door.

-Dad were you really at the window looking at me talk to our pretty neighbor? How old are you?- She said not being able to hold back more laughter. He looked at her with a smirk.

-I just wanted to make sure she wasn´t an alien that wanted to eat you- He answered, noticing an amused looked in his daughter´s eyes.

-What?- He asked laughing a bit.

-So you don´t deny it- Okay now he was straight up lost. But Missy quickly helped him understand.

-You don´t deny she´s pretty- That caught him off guard.

-Well… I mean, I guess she is I just… ugh- He tried to create a complete sentence, but she had him. Missy just laughed and gave him a soft hug before speaking again.

-By the way- She told him your name and his eyes sparkled as he repeated it wanting to see how it fit in his lips.

-And I invited her over in the name of the both of us for dinner tomorrow-

-You did what?!-

-What? You said you would like to meet her and that she deserved a warm welcome, so I figured why not. Plus, I already invited her and she said that she would bring dessert so…

-Just because I´m an amazing father and because she does deserve a warm welcome I´m not going to punish you, but don´t think for one second I´m gonna let this go when you come to me to tell me you like someone-

-So you like her huh- She said with a sassy and funny tone.

-Just go put your pajamas on- He answered trying to hide the redness that was now covering his face.

-Fine, but if after we get to know her better you still like her I´m gonna ask her out for your if I have to-

-What did you say?- He asked trying to sound as serious as he could but not being able to hide the surprise and amusement his daughter was causing him.

-Oh you heard me- she answered, finally going to her room.

A part of Marcus was laughing, but the other was terrified. On one hand, how the hell would he manage to ask you out if he did like you, and if he didn´t find a way to do that, would Missy really do what she threatened? Of course she would, she was as stubborn as her mother and just like her, she wanted him to be happy. He let out a sigh and walked over to his room to get ready for bed.

[theaidanturnercult]

Now that Aidan has talked about his marriage himself, I feel comfortable enough to say WOW HE REALLY EMBARACED ROSS POLDARK AND HAD A LITTLE QUICKIE WEDDING TELLING NONE OF HIS EXTENDED FAMILY UNTIL AFTER 😂

I’m so happy for him, my god he’s all grown up. Do you guys remember when he was little baby Mitchell. Look how far he’s come.

[nakamotoyutaswifey]

mad | yuta

Y u t a 

ring

My phone rings loudly while I'm at the club. I was drunk, by myself, after my best friend went home.

“hello?” I answer the phone, a bit dizzy.

“WHERE ARE YOU?!” yuta screams into the phone.

“you’ve been gone all evening, without telling me-“ he gets cut off, by a males voice approaching me.

“who is that?” I hear yuta’s voice, grow angrier.

“It’s Lucas, my childhood friend” I mumble into the phone.

“Lucas? Who’s Lucas, I’m coming to pick you up right now, don’t go anywhere.” Yuta says angrily, cutting the phone call.

I look at Lucas with a frantic expression.

“I think he’s mad..” I say holding my phone close to my chest.

“Y/N” I hear a familiar voice yelling from the other side of the club.

Without a chance for me to make out the voice, he grabs my hand and drags me out. Everyone was staring at us.

Lucas mouths me a “sorry.”

Before I got dragged out till nobody was in sight,and I only heard mumbles from inside the club, and it’s just me and yuta in the parking lot, alone.

He tells me to get into the car, we drive home in complete silence.

I looked out the window the whole time, to avoid any eye contact.

Yuta pulls into the driveway, but before I can open the car door, and run into the house, and lock myself in my room, Yuta speaks.

I restrain myself from leaving the car.

“who was that y/n..?” he says with a sorrowful expression on his face.

I felt bad, I felt like I had hurt him. I never wanted to hurt him, he was the only person I loved, and I never wanted to lose him.

“Yuta..” I grab his hand, but he pulls away.

“He’s just my friend, Lucas. We’ve known eachother since we were kids and decided to meet again…”

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about him,” I say, lowering my head down on the verge of tears.

“I’m sorry, I hurt you. I love you so much, and I don’t want to

lose you, ever..” a tear falling from my eye, others following after it.

Yuta finally looks at me, we make eye contact.

“ I’m sorry too y/n” He says with an apologetic expression. 

He wraps his hands around me, pulling me into his warm embarace.

‘I love him so much’ Is what goes through my head, while we’re hugging.

“I love you” he whispers into my ear, pulling himself back.

“I love you too” I smile.

He then gives a sly smirk, and pushes me back, and kisses me.

[cals-sunflower]

the night we met (l.h)

summary: strangers who grow a relationship when they meet each other at their lowest point.

-

“are you okay?” you picked your head up and turned it to the direction the voice came from. a tall guy with brown curly hair whose face carried the same weighted sadness as yours. same red puffy eyes, slightly rosy cheeks and nose from the cold air. “hello?”

you cleared your throat and looked down at your hands, “oh sorry, i’m just really going through it right now,” he nods before hesitantly sitting down on the bench next to you. “penny for your thought?”

“i don’t want to burden you. i think i do that enough to people,” the lump in your throat was hard to swallow as the salty tears made there way back into your eyes. “if it helps i could share my problems first then you could go next. they say talking to complete strangers is easier than talk to someone you know,” he makes you chuckle a bit. you appreciated his kindness and it couldn’t hurt to talk, right?

“they also say don’t talk to strangers cause ya know, stranger danger but i’d like that,” you glanced at him with a small smile with him returning the favor.

you guys spilled everything to each other. crying about your worries, problems, fears and everything in between. somehow the more you talked to him, the more you felt like you knew him your whole life. a comforting feeling you hadn’t felt in a long time.

“hey what time is it?” you lifted your head off of his shoulder. “oh wow, it’s like 3 in the morning. we’ve been talking so long and i still don’t know your name,” a chuckle was shared between the two of you.

“well stranger, i’m y/n. and you are?” you stuck out your hand and grasped your hand shaking it. “i’m luke. i think the mcdonald’s is open a couple of blocks from here, wanna get something to eat?”

“yeah, let’s go stranger,” he grabbed your hand to pull you up grinning.

-

a year later and you guys had been inseparable. glued to the hip if you will. he introduced you to his friends and you were quick to join the friend group.

“y/n, you made it!” michael pulled you into an embarace. “of course, i’d make it. wouldn’t miss your party for the world,” you smiled at him, “where’s lu-“ before you could even finish your sentence he wraps his arms around you kissing the top of your head.

“hey cutie, i missed you.”

“you seen me like last week dork but i missed you too,” michael had already walked away leaving the two of you alone. “you look really pretty.”

“me? luke look at you, you’re really pretty.”

“not gonna argue with you princess. c’mon let’s dance, yeah?” you let him guide you to the ‘dance floor’ which was really just michael’s living room but nevertheless it was perfect. a slow song played as you leaned your head on his chest letting him rock the two of you back and forth.

“i’ve never told you this but that night we met a year ago, you saved me. i was in a really bad state and you saved me luke,” you whispered to him. it felt like the right moment to tell him.

“darling, you saved me too. i’m so thankful to have you in my life right now. you make me happy,” he pulls back a little to gently grab your chin so you guys make eye contact, “is it okay if i kiss you right now?” wordless you nodded leaning more into him.

“i’ve been wanting to do that but i didn’t know if you felt the same,” you guys both smiled. “good thing i do feel the same, right?” you pecked his lips once more before laying your head back on his chest. nothing else in the world mattered right now, just you and him finally confessing feelings that have probably been there since the beginning.

“now, i gotta take you on an official date to really seal the deal. the ones i took you on before don’t count,” he quietly laughed. “i’m so glad i wasn’t the only one who called our hangouts dates. literally thought i was crazy.”

“nah, you’re not crazy but you are super cute.”

“says you luke, i will argue all day if i have to. we both know you’re the cuter one,” you looked up at him with a pout and he kissed your forehead. “oh shut up, i love you gorgeous.”

“i love you too luke,” connecting your lips again not caring that your friends silently cheering you guys on in the background. you had finally ended up with the only person you wanted.

[thistherapylife]

do you have any advice on asking my therapist about her politics? I'm a queer teenager living in a very republican area, and I'm worried she might react badly or out me to my parents if I come out to her. (my parents wouldn't kick me out or anything, but it wouldn't be a fun conversation)

You are going to get difference answers here and I’m someone who feels out of the mainstream regarding this issue

For LBGTQI+ kids and teens, I feel like it’s fine to ask. Your therapist might not answer but it’s a straight up safety issues. Therapist is political, and despite how much a certain subset wants that to not be true - it is. You aren’t trying to dig for personal info but to create a safer therapy space. If you approach it like that you may get more traction.

If you don’t get anything from therapist- this is what I did. As a little baby queer, I ask about what my therapist thought about gay people or would watch reactions when I shared stories about me that were “about friends.” I asked about where she went to school and if she had a particular speciality she liked. I knew the school she went to was where all my adopted gay uncles went to (not at the same time as her) so I knew the school was supportive and inclusive.

As an adult, I’ll look up a prospective therapist not just with licensing board but also a quick google. Any public fb/Instagram/etc are fair game for me to look at if they are connecting it to their name. Many folks has social media for their practices that’s more robust than just a website. Most folks have some combination of website/LinkedIn/practice social media/psychologytoday (🤮) or other directory site that you can look at. Don’t interact with them/don’t try to get into private fb or Instagram accounts. Don’t be an asshole about it (I don’t actually think YOU writer of this ask would but I’m sure someone would be like “but you said stalk your therapist.” I did not say that).

This part is probably make some folks mad but I’m speaking from my experience - if she listened as specifically as a “Christian counselor/therapist” - I would very very cautious about disclosing anything regarding sexuality. There are amazing therapists who are embaracing and validating of everyone’s experiences who are also Christian but I don’t know a single one who is like that who calls themselves a Christian counselor.

Don’t try and get into private accounts or stalk folks but do some basic research, ask some questions, give some hypotheticals,

[l0st-l0v3r]

This past week has been rough. This time of year 2 years ago was super traumatic for me.

I can’t help but get these rushes of memories and flashbacks both good and bad.

I try to push them away but they wait for an empty crevasse in my mind to slip back into. I try to accept it, embarace it. But then the dark just overtakes the light and I’m consumed.

I try to drown it away with tequila and gin and vodka.. I try to smoke it out burning some flower but nothing seems to work.

So I lay here.

Feeling everything over, and over again.

People say don’t live in the past .. but what if you don’t have a choice? My past can overpower my present when I am weak and I.. I am loosing my grip. I am lost. I think I’ll always be lost.