#Compulsive

[pratchettquotes]

"You're out late, Mr. Dibbler," he said, politely.

"Ah, Mr. Worde. Times is hard in the hot sausage trade," said Dibbler.

"Can't make both ends meat, eh?" said William. He couldn't have stopped himself for a hundred dollars and a cart load of figs.

Terry Pratchett, The Truth

[ocd--culture--is]

ocd culture is making conspiracy theories about yourself

[deerdollhouse]

Genuinely wished I didn't obsess over some things. Like people's blogs and opinions. I hate it and makes me feel like a freak. I can't control it too, idk why my brain constantly wants to check on them. It's torment, real torment

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

Glinda really had an entire musical number expounding on the theme of "success in life is not about being highly qualified or even competent, but manipulating people's superficial perception of you." and then she went into POLITICS. truly the #girlboss representation the world has earned

[vivi-en]

I just did my first open mic! 🥰

I shared a poem that I wrote in 2018:

I know we wish it were easier.

Self control, just say no.

Our fingertips graze our lips. 

Ruminating thoughts, caught.

Time spent, concentrated.

We can't just leave it like this. 

I'm lost in these moments where

these idle hands have lost their purpose.

Settling in all the wrong places,

just feeling for these spaces.

We peel through the layers.

Constantly searching for any edge 

and despite the stinging, cutting pain,

we force ourselves to succumb

to this catatonic state.

Such a raw, ruthless rouge.

Was it worth it? In this moment of forever? 

This isn't what we wanted. 

We should have been more tender.

Honestly, I'm not surprised,

it's happened again and again.

But when it's time to start anew, 

hands clasped tight, just right.

There's nothing more we have left to do. 

[somesecretpie]

Greetings bugs and worms!

This comic is a little different than what I usually do but I worked real hard on it—Maybe I'll make more infographic stuff in the future this ended up being fun. Hope you learned something new :)

If you are still curious and want to learn more about OCD, you can visit the International OCD Foundation's website. I also recommend this amazing TED ED video "Starving The Monster", which was my first introduction to the disorder and this video by John Green about his own experience with OCD.

The IOCDF's website can also help you find support groups, therapy, and has lots of online guides and resources as well if you or a loved one is struggling with the disorder. It is very comprehensive!

Reblog to teach your followers about OCD

(But also not reblogging doesn't make you evil, silly goose)

[thelovebudllc]

GoodTherapy | Understanding Obsessive Compulsive Disorder...

OCD is often misunderstood in popular culture. It is commonly simplified and portrayed in media as obsession with cleanliness or order i.e. handwashing or arranging objects on a specific way, but there is a much more nuanced spectrum that OCD can manifest itself. What is OCD? Technically speaking, OCD is characterized by recurrent and persistent unwanted thoughts, images, or bodily sensations…

[lissaturn]

Minha relação com o meu corpo

[Alerta de gatilho, trantorno alimentar/depressão/autoimagem]

Não sei como iniciar isso, mas penso que seria interessante externalizar a minha angústia e compartilhar como eu lido com a minha autoimagem.

Me recordo que seja desde os meus 16 anos que tenho uma percepção exagerada do meu corpo, sempre foi de grande desejo ter um corpo exageradamente magro, tenho 1,67 de altura e prefiro não falar qual o meu peso atual, minha meta é chegar aos 58kg (peso que tinha em 2021 quando tinha 18 anos)

Atualmente me vejo obcecada com essa ideia e de quanto eu me sinto mal por não estar como eu desejo, desde que comecei com essa ideia eu conto calorias, limito a quantidade de refeições por dia, faço caminhadas diárias e um pouco de musculação (não curto muito esse último) faço automedicação para perda de apetite, acelerar o metabolismo e eliminar gordura (não irei citar os nomes dos medicamentos) cortei açúcar e o máximo de carbo que podia, comer parece algo punitivo para mim, e quanto mais eu me restringir mais compulsiva eu me torno. Isso me faz me sentir cada vez mais longe do meu objetivo, estou estagnada na balança, as minhas roupas parecem ridículas no meu corpo, eu choro quando me olho no espelho, me sinto frustada por não ter o corpo que eu quero, eu me sinto mal quando saio na rua e vejo as pessoas olhando para mim, tenho vergonha de quem eu sou fisicamente, sinto que tudo o que tenho e as minhas qualidades são insignificantes diante disso.

Ultimamente eu tenho focado mais na minha saúde mental, terapia semanalmente, medicamentos em dia e acompanhamento com o nutricionista que está me orientando a uma relação melhor com a comida. Eu espero conseguir chegar ao meu objetivo de uma maneira saudável, é difícil evitar gatilhos quando se está rodeado de influências e pressão estética, quando nem todos entendem a dor e a mente de uma pessoa com transtornos alimentares.

[johniac]

SciTech Chronicles. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .Jan 26, 2025

[kentonralphtoews]

[stylistic-nightmare]

Malevolent Creation - Compulsive

[megabrianhibbertuniverse]

Compulsive Dance Beat.

Music for Film, TV, Radio and Online Media.

Website        http://otsm.co.uk/

Audition/Download  44.1kHz Wave       https://soundcloud.com/otsm/albums/

Show Reels  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1PrmouvkeJo

Info               https://news.prsformusic.com/1V6T-6JEA2-F8CDKXQF1A/cr.aspx

[baddogmari]

my range of emotions go from “it’s scary how much i feel” to “it’s scary how much i don’t feel”

[housegoblin]

let's get burgers 48 "air conditioner"

[girlsloveupdates]

everyone wants toxic yuri and complex female characters until the yuri is toxic and the female characters are complex :(