millones // jay (ENHYPEN)
pairing: secretary!jay x CEO!fem!reader
genre: fluff, smut, crack at some point idk, office!au // warning: older reader; Jay calls reader “Boss”; a bunch of 4th gen K-Pop idols make an appearance (as staff); hyung-line makes another appearance; making out; protected sex; office sex; fingering; unprotected sex; creampie // wc: ~9.8k
previous chapters:
part 1 - carmesí
part 2 - mi reina
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summary: this is PART THREE of the secretary!Jay series, read the two parts before continuing! in this part, you carefully cruise through your working days while keeping your relationship with your personal assistant a secret.
author’s note: when I first wrote carmesí I never intended it to have a sequel, let alone a third part! ideas just kept coming and with the help of my readers and anons (who kept asking for more and sending me hard thoughts through my ask box), I actually cooked this one up in a couple of days.
there are still a lot of unanswered questions by the end but I am pretty proud of how the last scene turned out. if you choose a happy, open ending then I hope you're satisfied with this part.
if not, I already am working on the next part and I do know the type of conflict to insert in their lives (angst, anybody?). oh, and you can check more of my work here.
enjoy! the title millones is another one of Camilo's songs, by the way.
taglist: @duolingofanaccount @hee-pster @jaylaxies @aminatalks @thots4hee
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All the lights were turned on in your walk-in closet. It was early in the morning and you were trying to find the perfect outfit for the day. You usually do this at night, but you spent hours and hours tangled up in bed with Jay, and you nearly had to drag him and kick him out of your place so Mr. Lee wouldn’t ask questions when he picks you up in the morning and find Jay already with you.
You looked at the weather app in your phone and saw that it was going to be fairly sunny and hot. You sighed and opted for a dark-green ribbed turtleneck, obviously sleeveless since you did not want to sweat too much. You then took your short sleeve ivory blazer that you reserved just for the casual walks on a summer night. Pairing it with black palazzo pants, you thought it was still office-appropriate, and then you realized you’re the boss so technically you could dress however the fuck you want.
As you walked across your apartment lobby, you saw your Benz pull up just in time. You thought you were late for having to take more time with your outfit, but the only thing you missed that morning was your daily chat with your doorman. He opened the door for you and smiled.
“Love the casual look, Miss,” he said, nodding at your outfit.
You smiled back and winked at him and opened the door to your car, noticing Jay had opened it from the inside.
“Morning, Boss,” he said as you slid in. “I didn’t know we’re going casual today,” Jay unlocked his iPad to check the day. It was Monday and definitely not casual Friday.
“Show me today’s schedule,” you said, completely ignoring the comment on your outfit.
Jay talked you through the agendas of your day while typing in the notes app the stuff he really wanted to ask you.
Are you covering up the hickeys? Did I leave too many?
“Yes, I think you need to be more careful with this next time,” you said, pretending to point on the iPad screen as you glanced at Mr. Lee.
“Right, sorry, Boss,” Jay cleared his throat. You looked at him and he winked. It took everything in you not to blush and laugh.
When you arrived at the office, you went straight to the largest meeting room, finding your staff already there waiting for you. You weren’t late, they were just smart enough to be there five minutes before you arrived.
“Good morning, Boss,” Yeonjun, the loudest in the group, shouted from his seat.
You almost flinched from how loud he spoke and smiled calmly as you walked to your seat, the farthest from the door. “Morning, everyone.”
The other staff quickly sipped their morning coffee, or tea, and some were still chewing the snacks they got from the bar. When it comes to morning meetings, you insisted that they store munchies in the snack bar and serve fresh pots of coffee and tea so the staff do not need to worry about getting breakfast and arriving late.
You smiled as you looked at your staff sitting around you, some were still swallowing and wiping off their mouths. Jay sat across you, all the way on the other side of the long table because that was always his spot, to make sure everyone else is paying attention.
“Can we start?” You asked, like a teacher trying to get the attention of her rowdy students.
On the other side of the room, Jay gulped. Hearing you say those words reminded him of when you sucked the life out of him in your office. The first of many sinful rendezvous with you.
“Yes, Miss,” said Beomgyu, also one of your feistier staffs. Him and Yeonjun should be awarded loudest employees of the month.
You went over the most important issues to cover, starting with recaps of the previous month, having each of your representative of the team present their results. You would glance at Jay and see that he was diligently taking notes so you wouldn’t have to, and when Jay saw you look at him, he made sure to send you a wink, aware that all the other eyes were focused on the person presenting.
“And that’s all from my team, Miss,” Beomgyu ended his presentation with a dramatic bow. The room erupted in applause and random shouting, Yeonjun wildly slamming the table and Soobin throwing a crumpled up tissue to Beomgyu’s face.
Jay tapped his empty coffee cup on the table to tell the whole room to keep it down. You smiled as you made the last notes on your iPad.
“And now for the welcoming party theme for our new interns,” you put your iPad down and leaned in towards the table with your elbows propping you up. “Somebody give me ideas because I don’t have any.”
“Miss, I was thinking that we could make it a little livelier and hype by just adding a DJ,” Yeji said as she raised her hand. “And like, have a dance floor, but keeping it classy and not like a complete house party or anything.”
“Noted,” you approved of Yeji’s idea straightaway, you were planning on making it fun for your interns anyway.
“Oh my God,” Keeho suddenly spoke. Sumin and Theo who were sitting next to him turned their heads towards him. “Costume party.”
There was an audible gasp in the room and you couldn’t tell if your staff was completely repulsed by the idea or that they think it’s genius.
“Miss,” Jiung chimed in with a lower voice, having being the one sitting the closest to you. “Can we have a costume party? It sounds fun.”
You looked at the rest of the people and they were all looking at you full of hope, some even putting on their best puppy eyes. You looked at Jay and he was just smirking, doodling on his iPad.
“I did ask you for ideas and since you all seem on board with this then let’s make it happen,” you stood up and walked towards the huge whiteboard. Jay instinctively stood up too, thinking you were going to write something so he rushed to your side.
“We need ground rules, though,” you said, and Jay picked up a marker and started writing. “I don’t want you to go overboard and come dressed up like a team mascot, so no costumes like that. Let’s stick to occupations.”
Some of your staff were already murmuring to each other, telling them what they were going to dress as.
“Think of it as Halloween, but nothing too inappropriate, please, this is an office environment, not a frat house.”
Jay jotted down everything you said and your employees nodded at you. After a short session of Q&A, you wrapped up the meeting and sent everyone away, except for Yeji and Keeho. You talked to them privately to make sure they took care of everything for the party, and Jay was beside you silently taking notes.
“Got it,” Keeho said, gesturing an OK sign with his fingers. “By the way, loving your outfit today, Miss. Did you opt for a turtleneck to cover your hickeys?”
Jay froze as he was writing the last of his notes. Yeji immediately elbowed Keeho in the chest and started apologizing for him. The interaction amused you so much that you laughed, and the three other people around you thought you had lost it.
“First of all, you didn’t have to hit him like that, Yeji. Second, yes, Keeho, I’m covering it up but don’t you dare gossip about it.”
Yeji still had her hand covering her mouth from the shock, but being her curious self, she couldn’t help but ask.
“So you’re dating someone, Miss?” She asked. Her eyes were sparkling and her high ponytail made her overall face look even cuter.
Before you could even answer, Keeho smiled and started clapping dramatically. “Look, Park, even your boss is getting more action than you.”
You almost completely forgot about Jay’s presence because of how silent he was. You turned to look at him, your eyes wide and expectant of what was going to come out of his mouth.
“You know what, Keeho--”
“Now, now,” you stepped in, stopping the conversation from getting out of hand. “Meeting’s over. You guys can talk about this later.”
“Sorry, Miss!” Yeji stood and bowed politely to you, slapping Keeho’s arm to make him do the same. You smiled as you watch them leave. And then you turned to see Jay, his ears completely red and his face looking like he had just seen a ghost.
“Fuck,” he muttered, letting his body slump to the desk. “How are you so calm?” He asked, looking at you in wonder.
“I’m not,” you reached for his hand and pressed in on your chest, making him feel your heartbeat. “I just hide it well.”
Jay carefully pulled his hand away, not wanting to feel even more flustered than he was. You chuckled and stood up, patting him on the back before leaving the meeting room.
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It was the day of the welcoming party for the interns and you were determined to make a uniform out of the clothing items that you already own. You didn’t want to compromise style, so you decided to pair your navy pencil skirt with a matching navy cropped blazer. You had a sleeveless button-up that was covered in white and blue stripes, and out of the smaller scarves you owned you picked a yellow one to contrast your outfit. You wore your hair up in a classic bun and finally checked your fit in the mirror. You were going to work as a flight attendant.
Mr. Lee picked you up alone, saying that Jay had last minute errands to run. You didn’t bother asking him, thinking that he’d manage to get to work on time anyway. You arrived a lot earlier than usual, and you saw most of your employees had arrived too. One was dressed as a fireman, a postman, a police officer, a zookeeper, and many other occupations. You were really impressed by their dedication until you spot Beomgyu in the corner, standing up as he saw you.
“Morning, Miss!” he exclaimed, saluting you for no reason.
“And what are you supposed to be?” You asked, eyeing his comfortable fit—a light blue pullover with some plaid flannel pants.
“I am unemployed,” Beomgyu said with a straight face. The other staff started giggling.
You snorted, shaking your head. “Keep slacking and you will be.”
“Miss, oh my God,” Ryujin walked up towards you. She was dressed as a paramedic. “You nail the Barden Bella look.”
“Barden what?” You tilted your head, confused.
“Barden Bella!” Keeho chimed in, dressed as a zookeeper. “You know, Pitch Perfect.”
Theo and Jiung started singing the I Saw the Sign song and even did the whole choreo with Keeho. The other staff just laughed, some ignoring as they began their work, checking that it was already 9AM.
“What? No,” you looked at yourself and pulled the edge of your blazer. “I’m part of the cabin crew. I’m a flight attendant.”
“And there’s your pilot!” Yeonjun shouted, tilting his chin to whoever was behind you.
You turned around to find Jay, smirking as he fixed the buttons on his jacket. There he was, hair slicked back, wearing the full uniform of a pilot, even with the hat tucked in one arm.
“They texted each other to match, bet,” Beomgyu nudged Yeonjun’s arm.
“Stop it that’s so cute,” Yeji, dressed as a waitress, and who was standing behind the two, inserted herself into the conversation.
“I can hear you,” you raised your voice, although you kept your gaze on Jay. “All of you.”
You noticed Jay’s tie being a little wonky so when he walked up to you, you immediately brought your hands up to fix it. It took everything for everyone to stay quiet, what with Jay’s cocky smile plastered on his face and all. Ryujin was pinching Yeji’s arm and Yeji smacked Beomgyu’s shoulder a little too hard, making him wince.
“You know I don’t tolerate messy,” you eyed the rest of your staff who immediately threw their teasing smiles away. “Stay neat and presentable until the party, then you can let loose.”
“Yes, Miss!” Your staff yelled in unison and you almost felt like you were back in a classroom.
You gave them a nod before turning on your heel and heading to your office. Jay tailed you right after.
“Want me to go through your schedule today, Boss?” Jay asked as he closed the door behind him, watching you head over straight to your desk.
Turning on your computer and keeping your eyes on the screen, you nodded. Jay took his iPad out of his briefcase—yes, he did bring a briefcase to complete the pilot look—and began to recite your agenda. You took your blazer off and hung it on your chair, and Jay paused for a second, taking in the view of you in a sleeveless button-up.
“And what’s at 3PM?” You asked, eyes still glued to your screen.
Not hearing a response, you called for him. “Park?”
Jay licked his lips before he continued. “A conference call, Boss.”
“And after that?”
“Done.”
“Okay,” you clicked several times on your mouse and started typing something. Jay made his way to your mini bar and got you a glass of cold water.
“Am I crazy or are you purposefully avoiding eye contact with me?” Jay asked as he set a coaster on your table before putting the glass of water on it.
“Smart boy,” you muttered.
“Okay, what did I do wrong?” Jay moved to the front of your desk and rested his hands on the edge, leaning in.
You took a deep breath, stopped typing, and leaned back on your chair. “Can you please not do that?”
“Do what?” Jay was genuinely oblivious.
“You with your pilot uniform and your hair slicked back,” you started gesturing your hand to him. “It’s too much for me.”
“You don’t like it?” He asked, eyes turning puppy-like.
“No, no, that’s the problem,” you brought your hands to cover your mouth. “I like it a little too much,” your voice trailed off at the end, almost making the last word sound like a whimper.
And Jay’s cocky smile was back on his face. He started making his way over to your chair, keeping his smile. You scoffed and pushed your chair backwards with your feet, away from him.
“Park,” you warned him. “Don’t even.”
To your surprise he knelt to the ground, putting his hands on both your thighs. You brought a hand to your forehead, gently massaging it because you know if you didn’t you were going to get a headache.
“Just so you know,” Jay spoke, calmly. “Your outfit is also doing things to me.”
Jay gently put his hand behind your leg and raised it, planting a kiss near your ankle. You thought he was going crazy, but maybe you were.
“Nice Chanel shoes,” he said, winking at you.
After leaning in to kiss your knee, not forgetting to give your thighs a squeeze, Jay stood up and walked out of your office like nothing happened. You began to regret why you approved of your staff’s idea of a costume party. Or maybe you should actually be thanking them.
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The day went by in a manner that was somewhat chaotic—your staff got way too into their characters to the point they were actually roleplaying. Whenever the office got a little too quiet, someone would speak up and do something related to their fake job, and you had to call on Jay several times to handle the crowd. It did not completely irritate you, though, knowing that your employees are reliable and they still get their jobs done at the end of the day.
When it was time for the party, the whole staff gathered at the annex, and you told them you were going to arrive a bit late because of a schedule that got pushed back. Jay offered to stay back with you, but you insisted that you could do without him and instructed him to go take care of the interns.
You walk out of your office, into your staff’s area and found Beomgyu searching for something in the drawers.
“Why aren’t you at the party?” You asked, making him flinch and almost hit his head on the desk.
“Oh, Miss,” he stood up straight and found what he was looking for. “I was looking for nametags for the interns.”
The two of you then headed to the annex together, Beomgyu initiating hilarious and unnecessary small talk that made you laugh. As you rode the elevator down, you caught the reflection of you both and immediately think you looked like his mother, about to take him to a sleepover.
“Here you go, you little rascals!” Beomgyu shouted, not bothering to usher you in, running towards the group of interns that was gathering in the center of the room.
The annex was decorated in a way that made it seem like a legit party. No one would think that it was part of the office building, and your team had really outdone themselves with the finger food spread and the DJ. You scanned the room and found Jay standing by the wall, talking to a couple of new faces that you presumed to be some of your interns.
Your other staff noticed your arrival and immediately ushered the interns to greet you. The nametag Beomgyu brought for them proved to be useful, making it easier for you to memorize their names and faces. Jay decided to lay low and just observe the whole party from a corner, partly because that way he can relax and just admire you without anyone asking questions.
It was mostly a lot of chatter and music, and some dancing initiated by your staff. You noticed one of your interns, named Intak, who was dressed as a fireman, completely destroy the dance floor with his moves and initiating a little dance battle to steal the spotlight. You moved to the open bar and leaned on it, holding your drink. You then spot an intern walking towards you.
“Hi, Miss,” he said with a sunny smile plastered on his face.
You smiled back as you glanced at his nametag. “Hi, Sunoo. You’re dressed as a barista?”
Sunoo nodded enthusiastically. “Can I just say that it’s so awesome for you to do this? I’ve heard stories from my older friends who just got a job and their workplace is nothing like this.”
“Thank you,” you raised your glass to Sunoo. “I do hope you like it here. What division are you?”
“HR,” Sunoo replied, still keeping his smile.
You eyed Beomgyu, head of your HR division, who was now doing breakdancing moves going against Intak. Literally broken, you thought. You then sighed as you looked back at Sunoo.
“You’re in good hands,” you winked. Sunoo just laughed at your comment.
As Sunoo continued to talk to you, you fixed his collar that was folded the wrong way, and you swore he almost blushed at the gesture. After sending him off to socialize with the other staff, you hopped on the bar stool and crossed your legs, observing the fun that was unfolding in front of you.
You caught someone approaching you through your peripheral vision and from the shade of his clothes, you already knew it was Jay. He slid to stand beside you, facing the bar instead of the dance floor, waiting for his drink to be made.
“I thought you only do that to me,” he said, sulking.
You glanced at him. “Sorry?”
“You fixed that interns collar,” Jay continued, turning around as soon as he got his drink in his hands. “And to think that I was special, having you fix my tie in front of everyone else.”
Your mouth was agape, slightly speechless at this new side of Jay. “I fix everyone’s outfit if it’s not neat and you know that.”
Jay shrugged before taking a sip. “I should put on a messy tie more often then.”
You were about to respond to him when you suddenly hear the DJ play one of your all-time favorite songs.
“You said you hated the ocean but you’re surfing now…”
You gasped loudly and Jay almost thought he hurt you in some way.
“What?”
“That’s my song,” you said, clutching your heart as if something grand and romantic had just happened and not just a song playing through the speakers.
Jay exhaled and rolled his eyes, relieved but also surprised at your exaggerated reaction.
“Couldn’t ever imagine even having doubts, but, not everything works out…”
Some of your staff, who were aware that Camila Cabello is one of your favorite artists, started cheering and calling for you.
“I know this is your song, Miss!” Yeji shouted, gesturing you to come over.
Keeho jogged over to you and even went so far to grab you by your hand. “Miss, you can thank me later, come on.”
And then from the other side of the room Sunoo was shrieking, excited to see you join the dancefloor because it was his favorite song too.
Unsure whether to stop you or push you, Jay just stood there at the bar with the drink in his hand as he witnessed Keeho dragging you to the center of the room.
“You could be casually dating, damn it’s all changing so fast…”
As soon as the chorus dropped you immediately copied the dance moves from that one performance you’ve watched a thousand times. Surprisingly, some of your employees know the choreo too and they joined you the second you started dancing.
Jay’s jaw dropped as he watched the scene in front of him basically turn into an organized flash mob, like something out of a Bollywood movie. It wasn’t, but the staff were just so good at improvising and following you as the center.
“I was barely standing but now I’m dancing, he’s all over me. Ba-da bam bam bam bam~~”
The crowd went wild as you continued shimmying to the song, and poor Jay was so flustered that he couldn’t help but to loosen the very tie you fixed for him that morning. The only thing he could do after that was just watch you, completely transfixed and also questioning if you really were the same person he works under.
After perfectly lip-syncing and just freestyling to the whole song, your staff cheered for you and, as you expected, Beomgyu and Yeonjun were being the loudest. They were overjoyed that you decided to actually join in the fun for once because usually you were the type to stand on the sides and keep an eye on everyone.
“Thank you,” you squeezed Keeho’s shoulder and he just winked at you, happy that he was right.
You walked back to the bar and found Jay looking at you in a manner that was different. He had this stupid, confused smirk on his lips and his tie was a mess. You could even see beads of sweat on his temple if you squinted enough.
“Are you okay?” You asked him out of concern.
“Who are you?” He asked you back, enchanted.
You covered your mouth with both your hands as you usually do when you want to hide yourself blushing.
“Do you think they will notice,” Jay leaned in to you to speak closer to your ear, “...if we slip out?”
You made a quick count of the people in the room and noticed some of your staff were gone anyway. Before the party, you had already told your team that you weren’t going to stay until it ends, and they were used to seeing you leave early most of the time.
“I don’t think so,” you said, keeping your eye on the crowd.
“Good,” Jay finished his drink and fixed his jacket. “I’ll see you in your office.”
Jay swiftly made his way out of the room without another question for you, and after waiting for a couple of minutes you excused yourself and left too.
You were glad that the day is over because you thought you couldn’t spend another second seeing Jay in his pilot uniform. You began to think if that was the reason he didn’t pick you up with Mr. Lee that morning, or if somehow he just knew you were going to dress as a flight attendant, and that he intentionally matched with you.
Whatever the reason, you were caught off guard when you entered your office and felt your hand being pulled in. Jay shut the door behind you and made sure to lock it right away before reaching for your waist and pulling you into a passionate kiss.
Your arms instinctively slither around his shoulders as he grabbed you tighter, pressing his lips into yours a little harder, even grunting when you decided to lick his lower lip to enter his mouth. His hands traveled down to your ass, squeezing it while his tongue fights for dominance against yours.
He pulled back and you could see him breathing heavily, his breath hot against your face as he rested his forehead on yours. You caressed his cheek and he snuggled into your touch, kissing the palm of your hand.
“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
Your eyebrows furrowed. “Sorry?”
“I don’t think I can be gentle with you tonight.”
Your breath was shaky as you heard him say those words. You tilted your head to kiss his lips.
“I don’t mind,” you said, before kissing him again.
Jay immediately picked you up and walked to your desk, making you sit on top of it. You took off your blazer and untied the scarf around your neck in an instant, while Jay cleared the stuff on your desk to make space. You reached into your top drawer to get out the box of condoms that Jay conveniently stored for you, and as you sat back up you saw him about to take his jacket off.
“No,” you said, immediately halting his actions. “Keep your uniform on.”
Smirking, Jay leaned in to kiss your lips while he hastily unbuttoned your shirt. The moment it was off, he didn’t waste a second to unclasp your bra, his fingers finding it the moment he touched your back. You pulled your bra off and dropped it to the ground. Leaning back and propping yourself with your palms, you raised your eyebrows to Jay.
“There,” you said, with a smile. “Easy access.”
“Fuck,” Jay muttered before diving in to bury his face in your breasts. You chuckled at the action and started stroking his hair, humming when you feel his tongue swirling around your nipple. Jay devoured you, leaving sloppy kisses and love marks around your breasts, not caring how bad the bruises will look the next morning.
You can feel yourself dripping underneath your skirt and your panties, so you didn’t wait for him to undress you. Keeping himself occupied on your breasts and your neck, you moved to rid yourself of your lower garments. When you were about to take your shoes off, Jay gripped your wrist with one hand.
“Leave it on,” his voice husky. “Take everything else off except your shoes.”
You obliged and immediately spread your legs wide open for him. He exhaled at the sight, brushing his hair back and keeping his eyes on your wet cunt.
“All for me?” he asked, looking back at you.
Smiling, you reached under his jacket and pulled him closer to you by his belt. Leaning in to speak right in his ear, you started unbuckling his pants.
“All for you,” you said, unbuttoning his jacket but keeping it on and pulling the belt off. “Sir.”
Jay grunted before smashing his lips into yours and you yelped at the sudden force he had against you. His hands were scrambling to get his dick out and you helped him put on the condom that you took out earlier. Setting your hands around his neck, you moved your hips closer as he aligned himself to enter you.
His hand was on your back and the other propping himself up on the desk. When he slid into you, you gasped and gripped his shoulders tighter, wrapping your legs around his waist to secure his position. You tilted his chin up, kissing him nonstop as he stretched your walls, not moving until you give him the go.
You started grinding your hips and he took it as the signal. At first he was slow, generously giving you the time to adjust to his size, but then you feel him hit the spot and you moaned loudly. Immediately after, you shut your own mouth with your hand, worried that someone might come up to your floor and hear you.
“I’m sorry but you’re gonna have to keep it down,” Jay spoke to you softly. “We don’t want anyone to catch us, do we?”
Jay started thrusting in and out of you, and it became unbearable for you to keep your mouth shut. Instead of loud moans and breathy chants of his name, like what you would usually do when Jay was fucking you at your place, you resorted to muffled whimpers and short gasps. Jay kept his pace as he kissed you, his hands busy massaging your sides and groping your ass, holding you with a force that was definitely the opposite of gentle.
“A-ah,” you sighed, head resting on his shoulder. “Jay…”
From the corner of your eyes, you can see your Chanel shoes dangling at your feet as Jay ruthlessly continues to thrust into you. He kept his grunts and moans contained by sucking on your neck and biting on your shoulder when it gets too much even for him. His thrusts became faster but also sloppier, and he was biting your neck harder. The pleasure mixed with pain made you cum around his cock, him following you just seconds after. When he pulled out, you can see your own wetness staining your desk, and the two of you slowly began to catch your breath.
Jay took off the condom and discarded it, immediately putting his pants back on but taking off his jacket because of how hot it got. He saw you glistening in sweat, naked except for the shoes on your feet.
“God, I really want to take a picture of you right now,” he said, scrambling to find his phone in his jacket. “May I?”
You looked down to see the bruises on your breasts starting to form, and when you ran your fingers up your neck you could feel the faint bite marks that he left. You looked at Jay and saw that he was still waiting for your permission, and when you nodded he started taking pictures several times as you moved your hands around your body.
“Fuck, you’re so hot,” Jay threw his phone to the sofa before lunging into you again, initiating yet another make out session.
When you were finally done dancing with each other’s lips, Jay quickly gathered your clothes for you. He helped you dress up, and while he was buttoning your shirt for you, he tilted his head.
“I forgot. Who came up with the idea of a costume party?” He asked calmly.
“Keeho,” you stated, remembering the meeting clearly.
He looked at you as he finished helping you dress. Jay tied your scarf around your neck so it would strategically cover the new hickeys, while you fixed his tie again to look more presentable.
“Yeah, maybe I should treat him to dinner or something,” you said after seconds of silence. Jay burst out laughing, resting his head on your shoulder.
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It was a lovely afternoon, you and Jay were on your way back from a meeting at a building that was walking distance to your office. Since you needed to do your steps, you were the one who suggested walking to and from the meeting, and Jay only agreed because you were wearing your sneakers. Both of you were holding half-full cups of latte that you got from the meeting, and as you walked you discussed what happened.
“I think a staff meeting is necessary to address this,” you said as you avoided a student who was walking in your path. “Can you schedule one for tomorrow?”
“Of course,” Jay quickly made a note on his phone before putting it back in his pocket.
You reached a zebra cross and a lot of people were waiting to cross the road. Among the crowd, you spot a lady in a wheelchair patiently waiting for the light to turn green. When it did, everyone else started walking including you.
“Oh, right, Hwiyoung was asking for you earlier before lunch,” you spoke as you were in the middle of crossing the road. “Park?”
Not hearing a response, you turned around just as you crossed the road and you found Jay running back to the other side. The girl in the wheelchair somehow got her wheels stuck, and she was not even halfway across the road while the green crossing light was about to turn red. Jay quickly pulled her wheelchair back to the starting point just as the lights for the cars turned green.
“I’m so sorry,” said the girl to Jay. “I’m pretty heavy. It must have been hard for you.”
Jay shook his head reassuringly and smiled. “No, don’t worry about it. I work out a lot. I’ll help you cross the road when it turns green again.”
It took a while until it was the pedestrians’ turn to cross the road. You waited until Jay reached you, still pushing the girl in the wheelchair. The girl noticed you and realized that you were waiting for him.
“I’m sorry,” the girl apologized again and you felt horrible. “Your husband is very kind for helping me.”
For a split second you wondered what made the girl think you and Jay were married, and while you were thinking, Jay was sure that you would deny the status, so he was prepared to step in.
“Oh, I’m--”
“He is very kind. Thank you for saying that,” you smiled at the girl. “Where are you headed?”
“To the bus stop over there,” the girl pointed.
Jay looked at you questionably and you just nodded, signaling him to keep pushing her wheelchair.
“We’ll walk you there,” you stated, starting to walk slowly.
“Oh, I don’t want to keep you,” the girl was waving her hands shyly, thinking she had caused an inconvenience.
“Relax, we’re also going that way,” you gently patted her shoulder, letting her know that everything was okay.
Jay carefully pushed the wheelchair and initiated conversation too. “Are you a university student?” He asked, raising his voice a bit.
“Yes, I just got out of class, I’m on my way home,” she answered. Soon after, you all reached the bus stop and you insisted to wait until she got on her bus before leaving. She thanked you both about three more times before she left, and once the bus disappeared you turned around to the actual direction of your office.
Jay caught up to walk beside you. “You didn’t correct her,” he said, almost sounding like a question.
“Was there a need?” You asked back, looking up at him. The absence of your heels made your height gap bigger.
Jay almost froze from the certainty in your face, flashing back to how the girl called him your husband, and the way you lied saying that you were going to the same direction as her.
The girl thought I was your husband and you didn’t correct her.
“Stop blushing, Park,” you muttered, smiling and picking up your pace to leave him behind you.
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When it came to the weekends, you either preferred staying at home or not being at home at all for the whole two days, and there was no in between. Since you had scheduled for another monthly video call with Isa and Yoon, you were now snug in your pajamas—a square-neck grey tee and a pair of cat-patterned shorts.
“Hi girls, oh my God,” you adjusted the camera on your computer screen. “Isa, we just started and you’re already munching snacks?”
“It is snack time where I am at, Unnie,” Isa said with her mouth full, chewing on what seemed to be chocolate chip cookies.
“Okay, latest gossip, let’s go,” Yoon said, tying her hair up in a ponytail.
You started the call at sunset and went on to talk for hours until you hear your front door open. You stretched your back and your neck to see who it was and immediately smiled when the figure walked towards you.
“Unnie, what is it?” Yoon asked, noticing that you were distracted.
“Oh my God, is it Jay?” Isa moved her face closer to her screen, trying to get a better look.
Jay was carrying a backpack as he walked towards your desk, taking off his snapback and setting his bag on the floor. You reached out your hand to him, not wanting to leave your chair and he held your hand to kiss it.
“Jay! Jaaaay!” Isa started frantically calling your boyfriend. “We want to see you!”
You winced because Isa basically screamed in your ear, completely forgetting that you were wearing your earphones.
“The girls want to see you,” you said, looking up to Jay, and he melted seeing the way you looked—eyes wide, hair up in a messy bun, cozy in your pajamas. You took off and unplugged your earphones so Jay could hear your friends.
“Hi,” he said, squeezing into the frame as he placed his head beside yours. “Nice to meet you.”
Isa’s eyes disappeared as she smiled so wide, in love at the view. Yoon waved and smiled too before going back to her poker face, aggressively taking screenshots of you and Jay.
“Hurt her and we will hurt you,” Yoon said, holding up a pen like it was a knife.
“Noted,” Jay responded, staying as professional as he could while your two girlfriends just gushed over how cute the two of you look together. After answering a couple of questions, Jay decided to wash up, not forgetting to lean in to kiss your shoulder before leaving.
“I mean if he was that attractive I don’t know how you went for three years not wanting to sleep with him,” Isa said in a hushed voice, afraid that Jay was still near you.
You closed your eyes and shook your head. “Might I remind you that you both have boyfriends?”
“Oh my God,” Yoon stared at her screen in disbelief. “None of us are single. This never happens. This is good, right?”
Yoon and Isa start discussing couple things to do when eventually the three of you reunite, and you turned your head to see if Jay had left the room. You couldn’t find him, so you assumed he was gone.
“Girls, listen,” you said, not lowering your voice down. “I really like him and I want you both to like him too. He’s everything that I need and even if I don’t need anything, I still want him.”
“Wow,” Yoon covered her mouth with one hand. “You never say that about anyone.”
“I know,” Isa chimed in. “Unnie, if he really makes you happy then of course we’re happy for you too.”
“I am,” you paused for a second before continuing. “I always thought that relationships should be about making the same effort. But with him everything feels easy. It’s effortless.”
By this point Isa was almost crying and Yoon looked at you with such an affectionate expression, almost like she was your mother.
Having heard everything from behind your bedroom door, though it was never his intention to eavesdrop, Jay felt like his heart was full, and he stepped into your bathroom with a huge grin on his face.
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It was your first time in Seattle for an international conference. You were invited as a panel speaker, and normally for work like this you would bring more than one assistant with you. However, Jay took the liberty to not bring Hwiyoung along, stating that he was very capable of handling the schedule alone and that Hwiyoung would probably prefer having the weekend off.
“Did he look at you funny?” You asked as you got off the cab, entering the hotel lobby with Jay by your side.
“I mean, Hwiyoung isn’t the type to ask a lot of questions, so,” Jay shrugged, carrying his duffel bag on his shoulder and your cabin-size suitcase on his hand.
You gave Jay another look and he merely widened his eyes.
“What? If you’re asking me if he knows, I don’t think he does,” Jay lowered his voice as the lobby seemed to have a much quieter ambience compared to the outside. The two of you made your way to the front desk. Jay set your suitcase beside him and greeted the staff. “Hi, we have a reservation under Miss L/N.”
You walked around the lobby, waiting for Jay to get the keys and when he did, he was frowning, holding two keys in one hand.
“You booked two rooms?” He asked you, already gesturing for you to head to the elevators.
“Well, obviously,” you answered. “It’s what I told Hwiyoung to do.”
Jay sighed as he held the elevator door open for you. “You get the suite and I’m in a freaking room for singles.”
“Take the win, Park,” you gently took your suitcase away from his hand. “You deserve a good night’s sleep after working so hard.”
Jay clicked his tongue and the elevator dinged. “Who needs sleep when I could be having sex with you?”
Jay’s question was asked exactly as the door opened, and an old couple was there staring at the two of you. Obviously they overheard what Jay had said, judging from their shocked faces.
Your reflex was to smile sweetly, taking Jay’s arm in your hand and snuggling into him.
“Please excuse my husband,” you said to the old couple as you dragged Jay with you, walking past them and carefully observing them until they disappeared into the elevator.
Once the coast was clear you smacked Jay’s shoulder, and Jay just cackled, his laugh echoing throughout the corridor.
“What do we do with my room?” Jay asked you, holding up his key.
“What do you mean? Go sleep in it,” you unlocked the door to your suite and pushed the door, making your way inside.
Jay cocked his head. “What do you mean go sleep in it?”
You looked at Jay as you dragged your suitcase all the way in, ready to unpack.
“Boss,” Jay called for you.
You just smiled as you neatly unpacked all of your skincare and clothes on to your vanity.
“Y/N~” Jay called you by your name this time, added with a touch of adorable sulkiness.
“Park,” you glared at him. “We’re here for work.”
“I fuck you in your office all the time, what’s the difference?”
You put one hand over your mouth, speechless at how bold Jay has gotten. Taking a deep breath, you walked over to him, hands awkwardly clasped together.
“If you’re here with me, in this room,” you took your blazer off and revealed the almost see-through tank top you were wearing underneath. “I worry we might not be getting enough time to work.”
“Does it matter?” Jay tilted his head, keeping his eyes on yours. “You’re the boss, you know.”
“Which is why you’re supposed to do exactly as I say,” you clapped your hands together, smiling.
“Damn it,” Jay muttered, realizing he had set himself up.
You chuckled, moving in to caress Jay’s face. “Get some rest. I know you didn’t sleep preparing everything for this trip. Once you’re caught up on your hours of sleep, come over.”
It was then that Jay realized you weren’t getting tired of him or trying to get rid of him. He instantly felt bad. Pouting, he took your hand on his face, brought it to his lips and kissed the back of your hand.
“I will back after my beauty sleep!” Jay exclaimed, walking out of your suite.
“Dork,” you whispered to yourself, shaking your head as Jay closed the door behind him.
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Jay knocked on your door literally two minutes after you texted him that you were hungry. You agreed to let him take you to a good place that he knew, because he’s always good at it—trying out new places and making lists of the food that are worth it—and he does it no matter where he goes. So when you found yourselves waiting outside for a table, you really could not complain.
While waiting in line, you two talked about some work issues, as well as other trivial things in your life. Jay asked you about your family’s cats, the strays you adopted and reluctantly left to live with your parents because of how busy you had gotten, and in turn you also asked about his parents.
Jay also brought up how his flat mates wanted to see you again, noting how weird it was. You happily agreed to watch them play basketball the next time the schedule comes up. After a lengthy conversation, you glanced at the watch on your wrist.
“If this is taking too long, we can always go somewhere else?” Jay looked at you, his hands in his pockets as he stands beside you.
You shook your head. “You said this place is good. I don’t mind waiting,” you said as you finished reapplying the tinted lip balm on your lips. As you were about to put it back in your bag, you dropped it.
Jay’s reflexes were usually better than yours. He would pick up drinks that were accidentally knocked over before it spills, or even stop a door from slamming in your face. But this time, you were quicker. You squatted down to reach your lip balm, and in the process, you grab Jay’s thigh for balance. You immediately realize what you’ve done, though, and as Jay froze, you look up at him.
“Oh, my bad,” you muttered, quickly standing up and putting your lip balm back in your purse. Jay’s eyes did not leave your perfectly manicured hands.
“Park, table for two?”
You turned to the young waitress and smiled, immediately following her inside. However, Jay was still standing outside.
“Park!” You called out to him. “Get your ass here, I’m starving.”
Fuck, Jay thought to himself. This is going to be a long night.
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Jay managed to keep himself composed, and keep it in the whole night, until it was time for you to return to the hotel. The event starts the next day, and you were eager to read up on your materials. Jay had everything prepared for your session as a panel speaker, and he didn’t want to seem like he did not have anything to do, so he invited himself to read with you in your suite.
It had been a while since you both sat in comfortable silence. Choosing to sit on the loveseat that faced the window, your glasses were perched on your nose as you held up your journal, looking at your scribbles and highlights of your speech. Jay was lying down comfortably with his head on your lap, holding up his iPad and going through several documents that the office had sent him.
You started mindlessly stroking Jay’s hair with your fingers, and he groaned as he melted into your touch. You chuckled at his reaction and continued to do so, noticing that he started closing his eyes and lowering his iPad to his stomach.
“God,” he muttered. “Please don’t stop.”
“If this is the reaction I get just by stroking your hair,” you paused, “…what will it be like if I stroke somewhere else?”
“Am I hearing this right?” Jay opened his eyes and looked at you. You looked away because you hated him seeing you from this angle. “Is my boss teasing me right now?”
You shook your head and continued running your fingers through his hair. He sighed and changed his position, lying down sideways with his face buried into your stomach. You found it ticklish, so you adjusted your position, but he kept you in place by placing a firm hand on your arm.
“You make me feel so good,” he mumbled into your belly. The vibrations it sent caused you to giggle and lightly pinch him on the cheek. “I could die like this, happily.”
He then decided to get up, sitting up straight before turning sideways, placing one arm on your side and his face closing in to yours. You kissed him first, knowing well it was what he was going to do, and he smiled into the kiss as he reciprocates all of your advances.
“I still need to read,” you sighed when he pulled away. He paused for several seconds before he stood up.
You were surprised that it was that easy to make him stop. Usually it would take a lot of sulking, pouting, and whining of your name. But then you noticed Jay had his own ideas.
“Alright you can read,” Jay took his t-shirt off, leaving himself in just his black jeans. “I’ll keep you company.”
You let out a sigh as he sat beside you, arms stretched out to your shoulder. Just seconds after you got back to reading, he effortlessly moved to grab you by your waist, sit you back on his lap and made you lean on his chest.
“Jay,” you whined, eyes glued to your journal. “What are you doing?”
“Watching you multitask,” he said, moving your hair to one side and kissing your neck. “Keep going.”
“If I knew being with me would be distracting you so much, I really should have brought Hwiyoung instead.”
Jay’s lips stopped kissing you and froze right at that spot between your neck and shoulder. He then bit you lightly and you winced.
“That will be your loss, to be honest,” Jay whispered in your ear. “We both know I’m very good at my job.”
Jay started massaging your tits, eliciting soft sighs from your lips. He really was making you feel good and as much as your mind wanted to deny it, your body couldn’t. He moved his hands under your shirt and pinched your nipples, gently pulling on them and alternating between squeezing and softly grazing your boobs. You closed your eyes for a second to focus on the warmth of his touch against your skin.
He then moved his left hand downwards, boldly going straight under your panties to run a finger between your folds. You flinched a little, containing your moan as you can feel the movements of his hand making you wetter. If you weren’t turned on before, you definitely are now. Jay didn’t stop kissing your shoulder, but now he brought his other hand to your chin to tilt your head sideways and kiss your lips.
“Let me make you feel good,” he whispered, nibbling on your bottom lip. You whimpered and nodded, and Jay swiftly took your journal out of your hand, setting it aside.
He continued playing with your dripping cunt, now wet enough for him to slide his fingers into. You leaned your head back on his shoulder, spreading your legs wider and letting him hold them open. At first he put in one finger as he squeezed your thigh, caressing you and whispering sweet nothings right in your ear. You squirmed and he inserted another finger, kissing your cheek and calling you beautiful. You brought one hand up to his head, locking your fingers in his hair because you knew how much he loved it, and in response he added in a third finger.
It was impressive, and almost admirable, how easy it was for Jay to turn you into putty. You didn’t mind submitting to him, knowing well that he was always going to take extreme care of you. So when he started moving his fingers faster, thrusting them in and out of you, you let him know how good he was doing by making melodic moans.
Feeling the familiar knot in your stomach, you grab his wrist, noticing how it flexed as he continues to finger you. You went on to squirm and whimper, letting him know that you were as close as you could be. You then came on his hand, drenching it and making him groan as he gently pulled away, a string of your wetness still connecting his fingers and your cunt.
As you were still catching your breath, Jay carefully moved his hands towards your lips.
“Taste that for me, please?”
You obliged again, putting the same fingers he had in your cunt just seconds earlier in your mouth. He kept it there firmly, letting you softly suck your own juice clean. His eyes rolled back seeing you like this and he groaned, resting his forehead on your shoulder.
You could feel his hard on against your ass and you were determined to make him feel as good as you did. You stood up, undressing completely, having him watch you the whole time as he swallowed, wetting his throat. Then, you kneel before him, helping him take his jeans off so he can be naked too. Once he was, you rested your cheek on his thigh, gently stroking his rock-hard dick while he caressed your face, tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear.
You move to straddle him, and he instinctively placed both his hands on your waist. He was about to reach into the back pocket of his jeans to get the condom he conveniently stored there, which you were aware of, and you stopped him. Jay tilted his head as he looked at you in question.
“I want to feel you,” you purred, cupping his face with one hand. He let you devour his lips as you held his dick against your folds, slowly sinking down on him. He lets out a shaky breath and you kept your lips connected, wanting to be aware of everything that he was feeling for you, swallowing his grunts and gasps.
He flexed his thighs as you started grinding on him, and his grip on your waist tightened. Your movements were slow and sensual, and as his mouth was agape from how blessed he was feeling, you moved your lips to kiss him around his face, making sure not to leave any surface unattended. You pressed your tits to his chest and he moved down from your lips to give them attention.
Sucking and nibbling on your boobs, you bury your hands in his head again, stroking his hair in a way that mimics his gentle ministrations of his tongue on you, all while your hips move in unison. You didn’t bother picking up the pace because this was just how you liked it. Jay wasn’t in a rush either, so he let you ride him for as long as you wanted, not forgetting to run his hands around every curve of your body.
“I’m close,” Jay muttered under his breath, feeling like he should let you know. He was about to pull out when you stopped him, shaking your head as you look into his eyes.
“Cum inside me.”
Jay had always been careful and considerate, and you were pretty strict with your rules ever since the two of you started fucking each other. Jay knew you trust him with your work life, and he was happy to carry the burden with him, but seeing how now, you’re showing how you really trust him with everything else made his eyes soften.
He nodded once and you pulled him into a kiss. It only took him two more strokes to finally come, and your walls clenched around him, milking his cock as you feel the warmth fill you inside. You were breathing heavily, your forehead pressed against his as you processed the whole feeling. Jay brought his hand up to stroke your cheek, kissing your chin and letting you sit on him for a moment.
He didn’t know exactly when he started to feel so sure about you. Your relationship accelerated way too fast physically, so as he cruised through it he took the time to really understand the emotions he was experiencing around you. Your carefree but also careful demeanor made him feel at ease, and one day he just happened to accept the fact that he was in love with you. He made it a mission to show it to you in every possible way.
“I love you.”
Jay’s train of thoughts were put to a halt as he heard the three words leave your mouth. His eyes searched for yours and when they were locked, he couldn’t say anything back.
You chuckled at the sheer shock on his face. You licked your lips and brushed his hair back, your thumb grazing over his cheek.
“I love you, Jay,” you restated. “You didn’t hear me wrong.”
“I love you too,” Jay finally replied. “Fuck, I really do. I fucking love you.”
You giggled when he leaned in to brush his nose against yours before kissing your lips softly. Both your lips were swollen and red but you couldn’t think of doing anything better.
“I love you more,” you challenged him, melting in his arms as he hugged you tight, all while he was still inside of you.
Jay shook his head quickly, pulling back to look at your face again. “I loved you first.”
You sighed in defeat, not wanting to continue the banter. You eventually stretched your legs to hop off of him, as gentle as possible, and when you did you swore you could see Jay blush as he saw drips of his cum travel down your thigh.
“Do you think I should wear the crimson red suit or beige look tomorrow?” You asked, already making your way to the bathroom.
If he was honest, his heart was still beating so fast it could explode, and he was still processing the fact that you both had just confirmed your strong feelings for each other. He started thinking about how things were going to be in the near future—how to tell the whole office, how to introduce you to his parents, how to, if you’re up for it, propose to you. But he was able to answer you within seconds, not wanting to make you wait or repeat yourself.
“Crimson red,” he answered. The color of your lipstick. The color of his chin after you first made out with him in your office. The color of his intense feelings for you.
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