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cathymee · 2 years

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i did not just dream up an analog horror plot TWICE and just forget about the big details a few hours after waking up

#IDK IF THIS ANALOG HORROR EXISTS I'M TRYING TO SEARCH IT UP #AND I KNOW I'VE DREAMT ABOUT THIS LIKE A YEAR AGO. I REMEMBER THE VAGUE DETAILS THEY'RE FAMILIAR TO ME #GOING INSANE GOING FERAL WHAT DO I DO #they have the same ending too with the three main characters flying and shit lmfaoo what is going onnn #OKAY so it's like. a game. a group of friends stopped by on different locations cuz it's kinda an adventure game??#but one prominent loc is a hotel!! they stay there and the room numbers keep changing and weird shit starts to happen #i just KNOW this but i 👏 can't 👏 remember 👏#there are shapeshifters involved sjdhdjd but fuckin. i cannot remember i just remember the feeling of being terrified #THIS IS JUST SOO FAMILIAR i swear this is like an existing analog horror oh my GODD

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noahmrshall · 6 months

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I'M SO OBSESSED WITH THEIR RELATIONSHIP SERIOUSLY, THEY ARE MADE FOR MEEEEEE, GIVE ME HEAVEN'S SECRET 3!!!!!!

#romance club #heaven's secret #rc malbonte #malbonte #SOMETHING SOMETHING NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES SHE CANNOT HATE HIM #HE'S ALWAYS DOING INSANE SHIT FOR HIS GOOD AND NOT CARING ABOUT THE WORLD BUT ALSO PRIORITIZING THE //ONLY// PERSON HE LOVES #LIKE I WILL PUT THE ENTIRE WORLD AT RISKY BUT YOU'LL BE OK #I WILL NEVER LET ANYTHING HAPPEN TO U #HE'S SO?????? HE MAKES ME GO FERAL

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ropes3amthoughts · 2 months

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Fanart for my own fanfiction that I may or may not finish idk. I have no idea what happened to the quality and I couldn’t figure out how to fix it so it’s just really blurry now 😭

#playing with my toys #would you believe me if I said this wasn’t intended to be Labru and I just like to put them in situations #I just like to play and have fun #basically what happens in the fanfic is Kabru is like oh shit I turned into a vampire who’s gonna kill vampires now #then he’s like I bet I can convince Laios he knows a lot about the supernatural and he’d probably be really good at killing them #then he’s all like Laios I’m a vampire and Laios is all like huh why aren’t you like killing people then and then Kabru’s like I’m not feral #so I’m still sane and I don’t pose any danger to humans and then Laios is like what no way that’s so cool can you bite me pretty please #and Kabru at first is like nuh uh bevause he’s got his morals and all that but then he’s like wait a minute maybe this can help convince him #and so he’s like ok I will and then he bites him and he’s like WOW&@39:&;&:99: like crazy nuts in a trance meanwhile Laios is like I thought #it would be way easier if he tilted his head more to the right but if he’s doing it like that then I guess not #then Kabru snaps out of the trance and he’s like wtf I was totally out of it that’s so weird and probably dangerous oh man I’m freaking out #and Laios is all like wow that was so cool I learned so much stuff :D and then he nearly passes out because he’s lightheaded as hell #Kabru is all like hell nah he needs to leave I feel like I’m going insane and I don’t want him to be here if I go feral or anything #then Laios gets vampire aftercare (bandaids on his neck + orange juice + cookies) and Kabru is like ok you’re all good now bye #and then Laios is like ok bye and then Kabru goes back to his room and freaks out some more because he’s worried he’s losing his humanity #yeah basically it’s like vampire shenanigans and Laios is like :D and Kabru is like I’m going to go insane and I need to die.#delicious in dungeon #dungeon meshi #kabru #kabru dungeon meshi #kabru of utaya #kabru dunmeshi #laios dunmeshi #laios dungeon meshi #laios touden #my art #doodles #digital art #rope/spider post #rope/spider art

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possamble · 5 months

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realizing im kind of a weirdo about laios and marcille

#possramble #ignore this im just babbling but #the thing is that like. i don't ship laios and marcille together. their relationship is so so important to me in that laios comphets himsel #and THINKS that he might be in love with her but he isn't and that's my insane obsession #platonic soulmates for real but they're so sweet together that i fully expect them to be shipped together #like i get it. that's almost the appeal for me. if dungeon meshi were any other series there'd be an epilogue where they get married #convention dictates that they're meant to be together as the male protagonist and his beloved female deuteragonist #but dungeon meshi DOESNT do that and i love it so fucking much they're the comphet besties ever for my strange little brain #like if i ever did an arranged marriage au it would absolutely be laios and marcille having a platonic political marriage and then just #the most insane mutual pining with marcille and falin while laios and marcille struggle their way into becoming best friends #the imagery of the king and his beautiful court mage being tender to each other and everyone thinking they're in love is like catnip to me #like yeah they'd be like that and have no idea people think they should be together and the subversion makes me so obsessed #the more people ship them romantically. the more i enjoy their platonic dynamic it's like some sort of weird comphet fetishism idk #people think they're in love and im outside the window like YES... YES!!!#but also the second i see stuff of them kissing on the mouth or fucking im like oh god no i went too deep in here i gotta get out #don't wanna see that. i'll go feral over the idea of laios and marcille being arm-in-arm like king and queen but they would not fuck.#i want marcille to be his default comphet beard and dance partner/plus one at official royal events but they're not kissing.#she's there on his arm because he's scared of the other noble women tryna get him and being a baby about it #and people see them muttering to each other and laughing and generally being very sweet and think that they're dating but they're not.#she's actually covered in hickies from falin underneath her dress and is gonna get dragon dicked right after the party is over #like she's in her bedroom and falin's helping her take her ridiculous dress off while listening to her complain about politics #and falin is the person she goes home to the person she falls asleep to and wakes up with #they're a triad of utter devotion to each other but only farcille's side of the triangle is romantic #it's almost like an open secret because they're not trying to hide it at all but people assume and are surprised to find out #like people are so right about her relationship with the toudens but with the siblings' roles switched #love of her life & irreplaceable life companion. does anyone get it #anyway. i don't know what's wrong with me #it bothers me that they're not the undisputed most popular het ship for marcille on ao3 #it's unnatural. marcille being paired with any other man should be a fringe case.

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always-a-joyful-note · 3 months

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Some game self inserts do their job being good player inserts and being as unobtrusive and removed from the narrative as they possibly can while still getting most of the credit for the work. And then there are the player inserts where you're not projecting on them, they are projecting on you and you cannot escape now, you are part of the narrative, what do you mean this isn't what you wanted?

#fandom spamdom #note's notes #i am mostly thinking about tsumugi and anzu #so....#idolish7 #enstars #ensemble stars #but there are probably others ive missed #because let me tell you some of these player stand ins are legitimately insane #what do you mean you think microwaving steak is a good idea tsumugi???#and anzu you and your cringe naming sense and being called a god by your old school??????#also both of you ladies need to SLEEP and take a vacation your lives are being shortened as we speak #to be honest i think anzu has gotten more feral since joining yumenosaki and es #but tsumugi is exactly the same and then you realise she was never normal in the first place #she is the :D emoji and it is a threat and a promise #theres also genshin with the traveller who is a mix #but they kinda seem to be the passive type EXCEPT when it comes to their twin - which is a whole other thing to go feral over

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echthr0s · 2 months

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Still haven't finished Dawntrail. Half a month left on my sub, so I should probably get on that (I say, having spent 10 hours blazing through the latest Season in D3 for the past couple of days instead). I just miss the previous story so goddamn much and it's ruining my ability to judge this expansion on its own merits. I mean... Wuk Lamat is adorable. I do like Fantasy Central America so far, it's lovely. But I don't care. I'm waiting so very patiently for something to happen that will make me sit up and care, that will haunt me doggedly so I have to keep playing to find out what happens. Everything's so different now. Like Dayir and Ishan, my beloved now-retired WoLs, I don't feel like a part of this story anymore.

I'm trying to console myself with tenuous threads to story elements I care about -- for example, the idea that the character going on this New World adventure is a Halmarut shard -- but frankly I don't think any character of mine would do any of this stuff. I mean, the sidequest-y stuff, maybe. Sure, let's play Eorzean Anthropologist or whatever. But politics is rarely even remotely interesting to me, and this rite-of-succession thing just isn't compelling on that front. I just don't care.

Hopefully I'll finish this expansion before my sub runs out -- gonna try my best, anyway -- and hopefully I'll find that thing that will make me sit up and care, because I don't want to be bored with FFXIV. Not after all it's done for me.

#what's that cyberpunk ass place called? heritage lost? i'm hoping that has something #this does feel a lot like shb when we had to go to all these places and do all this grunt work before the Real Shit started going down #but shb's Real Shit was like... menacingly hanging over our heads the whole time. also emet-selch's annoying ass was there <3 #anyway i guess i *like* dawntrail well enough like it's not *bad* or anything. but this lukewarm ''like'' is Not Enough for me #i need to be insane. otherwise what's the point. why pay $35 + $12 i barely have to be like ''that was fine''#the other day i was even like ''man. i miss being called 'warrior of light'...'' bruh i HATED being called warrior of light.#but now i'm like ''hey......... :(''#this is so weird. i'm pretty sure i blazed through shb and ew in like 6 days TOPS #now i'm like ''oh shit. i forgor'' what do you MEAN i fucking forgor??? where is the FERALNESS #ffxiv

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primordial0riginator · 3 months

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Me, the only Ares and Nyx shipper on planet earth: 😏

#shut up alli #i mean in general too not just in this game specifically #i have my reasons #mainly being that of Ares being an often mischaracterized god and Nyx scares Ares’ fuck ass dad Zeus lmao #I will defend Ares with my LIFE he is not a bad god. not as bad as some of the other ones anyway #his parents hate him but it’s literally Zeus and Hera idgaf what they think #I know the general assumption is to portray him as evil feral man but I simply do not agree #I do think of course he is chaotic and a hothead but I just don’t think the man who killed his kid’s rapist is that bad idk #he’s also celebrated by women btw. he’s good to women #so when people make him off to be a sleazy creep it drives me insane he has NEVER been shown to assault anybody #idk everyone kinda clowned on him in written stuff about him and somehow the stuff showing his positive traits were mostly lost #which means everyone who does interpretations of him in modern media always does the same goddamn thing for him #makes me saddddd Ares you were done dirty #Hades so far has had a fine interpretation of Ares imo though. I like this fella and the way he counts the amount of enemies you killed #anyway I think Ares and Nyx should kiss. he deserves a dark beautiful women who doesn’t care that he kills ppl #I do think Ares and Aphrodite are cute btw I get the whole sybolism of love x war so no shade to it #butttt I also like playing with mythological beings like dolls hehe #anyway I’m autistic bye I have to go the store

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fandoms-of-erlik · 4 months

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I am going to bite the next person who comes to me with that "soft Bucciarati" shit.

The man isn't soft. Isn't naive. He's kind.

Kindness is something you have to keep choosing. It's not innate.

He's a person who has seen so much evil that he chooses to fight it by being kind. By being the person he wants to see in the world around him. He. ain't. soft.

#so he wouldn't have fucking cried over some characters death in a fucking movie in front of his fucking subordinates #this is about a fic yes #i closed one fic after he cried over abbachios alcoholism and in the very next one he cries over a goddamn movie #i had to close the computer entirely #i am going to go feral what is it with y'all and making him cry over any damn thing #do y'all really think a man who grew up in the mafia still carries the ability to cry #jesus goddamn #bruno bucciarati #yknow im on the brink of insanity when the tags are longer than the motherfucking post itself

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1c3-c0ld-r3x1c · 4 months

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TW: vent, depression, $h (THIS IS FICTION, NOT REAL) I am so tired of fighting. OVER HALF MY FUCKING LIFE IVE JUST JUST JUST JUST JUST BEEN DEPRESSED AND ITS SO WEIRD BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO DIE BUT I WANT TO LIVE AND IT HURTS I JUST WANNA GET AWAY WHY I ALWAYS MAKE MISTAKES WHY DOES IT TAKE SO LONG TO BE HAPPY JUST BE HAPPY I GOT SO MUCH WORSE THAN I ALMOST EVER WAS, WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY IT HURTS THERE'S A PAIN IN MY CHEST I SERIOUSLY THOUGHT IT'D GET BETTER. I CVT I CVT I CVT EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART AND I CANT DO THIS I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE OH WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY I CANT EVEN CRY, I'M SO BROKEN, I CANT CRY AND NOBODY WILL EVEN LIKE THIS POST BECAUSE NOBODY CARES NOBODY CARES ABOUT MY STUPID FEELINGS WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY CVT CVT CVT CVT. NOBODY WILL HELP BECAUSE NOBODY CARES. WHY DID I FUCK MY LIFE OVER I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT IDK WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THESE EMOTIONS OTHER THAN CVT ITS SO HARD ITS SO HARD ITS SO HARD ITS SO HARD MY THERAPIST SAID I WILL PROBABLY HAVE TO GO TO PSICHATRY VERY SOON. I ALREADY WENT THERE I AM PRETTY YOUNG AND I WENT THERE WHEN I WAS ONLY 11 WHY BC I KILLED MYSELF ALMOST SUICIDE ATTEMPT AT SCHOOL AND I AM SO DEAD INSIDE. I ALMOST FELT ALRIGHT AND THEN I RUINED IT ALL AGAIN, I RUINED IT ALL I HAD BUILT

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suffarustuffaru · 1 year

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Just wanted to say thank you for the ottosuba posting you've done lately. The English speaking fandom is absolutely barren with Otto content, let alone ottosuba content. So to have someone as awesome about it as you post via Tumblr posts, fanfic, fanart, etc. on a good(-ish) website like Tumblr is like finding a diamond in the rough. Anyhow, looking forward to any future ottosuba content from you!

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anon you made my day fr these are very high compliments T^T <3 i appreciate it a lot pfft a part of me is always like "I CANT REVEAL HOW MUCH MY BRAIN IS ROTTING OVER THESE CHARACTERS..." bc i get a little embarassed a little shy bc what if i am posting the same things too much...??? but then i simultaneously go "lol my blog my rules anyway im gonna make a gazillion billion content *clicks post*" which is how all the otto and ottosuba content gets churned out alsdflj. especially bc - like you said - the english speaking fandom is a BARREN DESERT when it comes to otto and ottosuba content T^TT ive been thinking about it lately bc they seem to be a lot more popular in the japanese speaking fandom i think, but theres next to Nothing with the english speaking fandom :o interesting difference there.

but regardless :o yeah i keep making otto and ottosuba content bc i am in Desperate need of it... its a desert and i gotta feed myself too HAH theyve always been interesting to me but in the years ive been into rezero that Interest has skyrocketed bc of all the interesting developments pfft (and also the lack of english fancontent for them HAH). i just think theyre so underrated in the english fandom.... thank you for liking my stuff anon <3 :DD

#ask #also you made me remember that ive been otto(suba) posting in like so many mediums lajdfljsl #i ended up sneaking a bit of meta into these tags oops aljsdfljsf but.#also i just think otto and ottosubas feralness is super interesting and my taste in characters totally isnt predictable (i say this as a p #five shuake fan also. cries.) but also like. people in the english speaking side of the fandom dismiss otto a lot which is interesting to m #like its u know that typical fandom tendency to sometimes only see characters for how they look on the surface. and its also interesting b #ive also been seeing a few people like. almost kind of miss how toxic ottos being in arc 8??? and also ottos general. subaru obsession #things yeah. like why do people miss this stuff??? he literally says his reason for being / existence is to oppose subaru??? what sane #person does that lajdslfjsldfj what sane person is so ride or die theyd rather leave a whole country + their bffs daughter figure to die??#what sane person manipulates all their friends in order to save them??? understandable motive but literally insane lajsdlfjsld #yeah so anyway im super curious on why english vs japanese fandom have different attitudes towards otto and ottosuba HAH #being an emilia otto AND astrea fan is so weird bc people are so kind with the astreas usually and then being an emilia fan means suffering #through all the sexism and then being an otto fan is just going “YOU GUYS WERE FOOLED BY HIS SOFT BOY AESTHETICS???” and begging people to #remember that he cares about subaru. but that goes for many emilia camp members treatment in fanon.#and also yeah being a fan of almost any character in this fandom is suffering i think alsjdfljsd #granted i was also fooled by the soft boy aesthetics but that was way back when okay. i know now. hes my silly fucked up little guy now HAH

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its-no-biggie · 1 year

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man normally when i watch/rewatch a show i have a lot of thoughts about, i get on here and type a whole essay about whatever makes me insane about it. but for the past couple days i've been rewatching banana fish and i have truly nothing to say. not because i'm less insane about it, more like i can't single out any specific thing to talk about. all i can do is just. gesture at the entire show- it's so frighteningly to my taste. the tender devotion, the high stakes action, the HEAVY angst..... i can't even pitch this show to people, i just start describing shit that happens in it. it speaks for itself. the girls that get it, get it

#banana fish #bfish #this does not express how insane i'm feeling in the slightest #but no matter what i say it won't do it justice #like. ash and eiji's relationship. the drug conspiracy. every major character death. ash's backstory #<- all things i'm individually going feral about and they're all happening at once. alongside gang politics and gun fights #like idk how else to explain it. thats EVERYTHING I COULD ASK FOR IN A SHOW.#RAGHHH NO WORDS JUST. HGRGRRHRRHHRG EATS YOU EATS YOU EATS YOU

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l3xixx · 3 months

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my friend doesn't like dr gameplays

guys help i told my friend to watch danganronpa, but the gameplay but she started watching the anime from episode two so i told her to watch the gameplay of goodbye despair and told her the order of the videogames and the animes and she got angry and started to read the story on wikipedia. she doesn't see my text😭 my danganronpa hyperfixation is something to avoid

#danganronpa #help me what do i do #gay #i need help #im going insane #im going feral #im going crazy

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valstarsandgalaxies · 4 months

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EVERY INCH OF ME IS FULL OF PAIN OH YOU SHOULD HAVE COME OVER

#my roman empire #this song makes me go insane #everytime i hear this i wanna crawl out of my skin #jeff buckley #lover you should've come over #jeff buckley what did you do to us?#I'm going feral #Spotify

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kimjunnoodle · 10 months

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i know it won’t fix me but God Almighty if i don’t babygirlify a grown man, the horrors will consume me

#my period came back after ?!? 2 years on hrt #i’m going insane the pain is too much #@ all period havers i love you ur all so strong and brave but i can’t do this #i want someone to hit me w a frying pan until i cease #OR #i can jangle my favorite quirked up white bit in my head like a fucking tambourine until i’m healed #he’s jiggling like keys in my head and rotating like a low quality jpg #… i m going to take some medication real quick. i just read what i typed and no sane person thinks this way #NO! SANITY WAS NEVER AN OPTION IM FERAL

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rusted-phone-calls · 2 years

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I am sitting under my desk with bits of glitter everywhere squeezing the fluffiest alpaca stuffed animal ever trying not screaming at the Sokeefe confession scene

#THIS. THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR SINCE I WAS ELEVEN.#i WILLnot hesitate to cry if situation calls for it #my hands are shaking quite literally. the confession SPEECH i am INSANE #chokes and freaking dies #if my parents look over right now they will see me going feral oh god #you do not understand how much this means to me hfddhbjasdfhdshaf #OKAY OKAY OKAY IM OKAY IM NORMAL IM CALM #beauty and grace........... peace on the planet earth...and elflat as well....#NATURE IS HEALING SOKEEFE FINALLY YES. YESYESYSEYES #kotlc #.im sorry. not #kotlc spoilers #stellarlune spoilers #sokeefe #brain. is not working except. thoughts about sokeefe.#chis tmr sokeefe my saviour you will be with me #i am. actually going to cry.

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stunie · 3 months

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Who are your TR favorites so far?

rindou!! i have a selfship comm for him coming soon >:) & also a lil smut drabble for him that i need to edit <33

but i loved him as soon as he popped up in the anime bc he was so silly ??? like what r u doing u goof he looks so confused in these screenies i have of him!! i was giggling every time he popped up in the anime / manga 🥺 and he’s got lil fangs and he’s into lifting ??! i saw this thing where his mind heard ‘train together’ and he jumped straight to ‘oh bench press competition ?’ (pic below!!)

but hmm i don’t think i have any other favorites rn tbh!! i like mikey a lot but i feel like his character is so complex that i can’t like him until i understand him better ?? i would never write for him bc i don’t wanna butcher his character. but also when i met wakasa in the manga, i liked him too !! except ive only seen like a couple panels of him so i dont have a good grasp on his character either he’s just sooooo insanely pretty 😭

#i like rindou but ume is my number 1 always #i like mikey i do go feral #for his edits / fan art #and his lil figurines r so cute #i just idk i get so nervous #i will def EAT up writing w wakasa as u may have seen #OHHH #i thought izana was my fav the first time i saw him #i really love his character a lot #but i feel the same way about him as i do w mikey #he’s very complex #i would have to learn more about him before i go insane about him #but he’s cute i like him a lot!#ALSO RINDOU’S POSE IN THE OFFICIAL ART #HES LIKE arrrrrrr w his lil hands #do yk what i’m referring to it’s that one art #he’s like grrrr #i don’t wanna google it and find it rn #sorry nonnie here i go again with the essays 😭#i’ll stop here #🦢— mail !#i’m not home rn so if something i said makes zero sense it’s bc i keep getting pulled from my train of thought #also thank u for asking!!! i love talking <333 #do u have a favorite nonnie

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