#He desserves so much

[beatrixdabaffoon]

Pupper boyo

Sweet boy, baby, baby boy 💕

Genshin made me realize I either Like tall buff ass boyos or lil cute twinks, no in between✨

[trafficlightchild]

“Do you miss it? / I miss knowing who I’m suppose to be” Hunter whoever you are is amazing

[haveyouseenthisskeleton]

since im feeling like shit because of allergies, i got a question.

how would the skellies react to an s/o with horrible allergies to pollen. as soon as they come across a flower while on a walk they sneeze, ect, ect.

Undertale Sans - You send him as a sentry to scan where you must go to avoid flowers. He always has your meds in his pockets in case you need it and he's ready to take action in case you have a crisis. He jokes about it to distract you.

Undertale Papyrus - He carries you above his head when he spots flowers so you stay far away from them. The first few times are quite surprising, but it's working so it's fair.

Underswap Sans - He always has your meds and Honey's meds in his pocket to act quickly when it's happening. He then runs to the nearest store to give you a break from the allergy.

Underswap Papyrus - You're both crying and sneezing, and fighting for the meds because you only take one just in case but you're two and you're both struggling now. He has bad allergies too.

Underfell Sans - He doesn't really help. First, he's bad at that, and second, he keeps forgetting and brings flowers home every months or so as gifts. And he feels so bad he caused you allergies... He brings you flowers to apologize... Please forgive him, he's an idiot.

Underfell Papyrus - All these years everyone told him to stop walking on Asgore's golden flowers Underground or he would get in trouble. FINALLY! His time as come! He's jumping and crushing every flower he can find, laughing like a maniac. He's free! FREE! No one will ever tell him to not walk on flowers! You are concerned.

Horrortale Sans - You made him paranoid. He now growls at every flower you're crossing path with and he's attacking if the flower stares at him for too long. You tried to explain to him flowers can't stare at him. ... Or can they? You're not sure, he's reacting weirdly every time you say that.

Horrortale Papyrus - That's fine, he's good with hands and he creates a ton of artificial flowers to replace all the flowers in the house. You're sad he threw away the flowers but it's fine! They're at Toriel's place now, leaving a new life. You're allergic to Toriel now, but it's ok, she only tried to poison you twice for refusing to see her and Papyrus stopped her every time :D

Swapfell Sans - He sighs, then lectures you about how you keep forgetting your meds home and that he has to think about everything in this house before throwing your meds at your face. How would you survive without him? Clearly, he is extraordinary and desserves a reward this instant.

Swapfell Papyrus - He doesn't judge, he's allergic to a clean organized living space, he understands. That's why he's going to let you recover cleaning the house or Nox will kill the both of you. You are so done with him.

Fellswap Gold Sans - He gives you your meds. At the end of a pole. He's holding with gloves. Above gloves. Above gloves. Above more gloves. He's also wearing three masks and an antiradiactive suit. Yeah, he's not touching human viruses. Ew. You try to tell him you're not sick, he doesn't believe you. Walk three meters behind him please.

Fellswap Gold Papyrus - He thinks you're going to die every time it's happening and he's overreacting, running to the hospital to get help because you clearly can't breathe, look at that! If pollen didn't blind you, you swear you would stop him, but you can't look at 10 cm right now with how much your eyes are crying. Someone stop Coffee please...

[copias-sewer-rat]

Hello! Here to bother you with a new ask (when you have the time of course!) May I please request the different Papas reacting to their s/o (reader) telling them that they grew up without a father? I.e reader has trust/abandonment issues.

(This is also VERY true for me, and I still find it hard to deal with sometimes 🥺)

I’m so sorry it took me so long to do this and that it isn’t even that long! It has been a hectic week with work and trying to get my comic done (and also with the last Ghost ritual), so I hope you enjoy this tiny thing at least:

Papas comforting a reader when told they grew without a father [GN] I. Primo

- Primo did have a father, but sometimes he wished he didn’t have one.

- During his childhood, Nihil was either pressuring him to be the very best or fucking around, so he was pretty much useless as a father figure.

- However, when you tell him about your childhood and how you grew up without a father he listens.

- He doesn’t bring his own childhood into the picture. He knows that you need comfort, not someone making the situation about them.

- So he just listens until you are finished venting. You had been pretty emotional lately regarding that subject.

- When you finish speaking, Primo tells you that he is sorry that you didn’t have that love as a child. He hugs you then, promising to give you all the love that you missed on tenfold.

- He will do whatever be can to make you feel loved and taken care for.

II. Secondo

- Primo basically raised him.

- When he was born Nihil didn’t give two shits about being a father.

- Not that he ever cared with Primo, but with Secondo even less.

- When you start explaining the reason behind your current mood, his mood changes as well. He was happy to see you after a long day, wanting nothing but to spend time with you talking and having fun, but now he is worried about you.

-He sees so much of his pain in you and he doesn’t want that, he wants nothing more than for you to be happy.

-Like Primo he will listen as you let your feeling unravel, he is next to you all the time, touching you gently so you know he is there, that he cares.

-When you are finished he will ask if you need space or if you want company and a distraction.

-If you ask for a distraction he will let you choose whichever activity you want to do: videogames, puzzles, cooking… You name it.

-He will be happy to be by your side to remind you that you are your own person and that he will always love you no matter what.

III. Terzo

-Terzo was also raised by his brothers, but he also wanted the approval of Nihil when he was a child.

-Tiny Terzo (not that he ever got big) was a people pleaser. He still is, but he manages to keep a balance.

-It took a lot of effort and a long talk with his brother for him to value himself.

-When you go to him with your confesion he just hugs you immediately.

-He wants to drain all your pain with his love.

-Terzo won’t let you think about any other thing that it isn’t him or your comfort.

-He will prepare you a relaxing bath, dinner, entertainment, he will give you a massage and wrap you in the most comfortable blanket, telling sweet nothings until you fall asleep in his arms.

IV. Copia

-Copia holds the most resentment towards Nihil. He knows that he is his father but chooses to ignore that fact. He actually has no father.

-When you tell him that you grew up without a father something inside of him breaks.

-He will cry with you for a bit, both of you holding each other through your pain.

-After a well desserved crying session he will make everything he can to make you feel good.

-He will put all his rats on top of you to make you giggle.

-He will cook your favourite comfort dish.

-He will act goofier and sillier than ususal, making voices for his rats and enacting a big dramatic performance with them.

-In the end you fall asleep together, holding each other, promissing to never let go.

[aftongiulien]

referring to this event.

your beauty never ever scared me (mary on a cross, ghost) with jack the ripper from shuumatsu no valkyrie.

i think we all saw it coming...

–🍒

Yeah yeahhhh, Mary on a cross Is a vibe,that rappresents jack, and Life eternal as well.

I Hope you like It, Sorry to have made you wait so much.

TW: mention of Blood, minor spoiler about jack's Backstory. Setting Canon/fanon

Your beauty never ever scared me~

Jack the ripper, the most famous searial killer in the humanity history now has been called up by the eldest valkiria Brunhilde,to save humanity, you were hiding behind Brunhilde as she called him,.

Holkk Is suppose to be his voulund b,but obviously She's whiny very whiny, you knew that very well.

As jack walk in he ran straight towords you and kissed your Hand, that made you blush so hard,

Jack spoke softly, holding your Hand " my my my~, what such a pretty lady we have here, May i know your name darling~?" Your blush now was as clear as the sun in vhalalla, and your color showed jack you were very embarassed yet Happy , " i-it's y/n, and yours?" Jack chuckled, takeing off his hat and giveing a bow," oh my,you have a wonderful name my lady, my name Is Jack, jack the ripper" there It goes, you were in love, comepletly in love at First sight With him, as you prepared to speak, Brunhilde interrupted " y/n Is not your voulund jack, holkk Is, since we don't have much Time to.talk i suggest you to hurry up and voulund, mh y/n please go to the other room, i'll wait for you there"

You Walked out sadly looking as you caught a glance of jack sending you a Kiss, that man really knew how to make someone love him.

Now a while After, you were watching the match, as much as you loved your Brother Hercules, you knew of he loved humanity that much he would have done something to help, instead of fighting It.

Looking at home determinated was jack to win you felt a weight in your chest, the fear, fear of loseing him and your sister.

Once the time came, Hercules Lost, and jack won, you could see the pain in his eyes, you could see he was Human too,.

Besides you was Anne his step Mothe, Who told you what Mary did to jack, the only feeling you bad for her was disgust ,pure disgust , how could She use her child like that?.. After all She desserved what Jack did yo her.

You ran Quickly to the Door of the arena, waiting for him.

He calmly Walked throught the arena and the Rain of trash the people trew at him, he was hurt he was Human, he was in pain.

The pain in his Eyes was Heart breaking,he was coverd in Blood and bruises, his beautiful eterechromia finally showed, he was beautiful,

You were Quick ti grab him and take him to the hospital, as you waited, you saw the look of disgust and embaress on his face,the look of his insecureties,his Hand shamefully covering his Eyes, the tears Rolling down her face" i am a Monster... I've killer the only One Who actually saw something good in me!... I'm a joke of nature my lady"

Your hands slowly caressing his face as you hold him tight to your chest.

" no you're not,.. you're not a Monster, you're a Hero... Hercules knew that It was going to happen... You've saved humanity jack please don't talk about yourself"

Jack have you a soft smile and gently Kiss your nose, before speaking" but still... Do you like someon like me? So different.. so stupid... So an embaressment".

You looked jack right in his Eyes before speaking " jack my dear, your beauty never ever scared me"

These Words were enough for Jack to kiss you and never ever let you go,

Cause he knew you were the One , you were his everything. You've saved a broken soul like his,

[sitp-recs]

HP Rec Fest, Day 25

Merry Christmas everyone! I wrote this post for @hprecfest in a rush yesterday so I won’t be making a long intro but I’m so happy to be reccing these authors! I reckon OO is pretty popular - although this fic in particular remains somewhat a hidden gem - and Rilla is a rare pair master, everything they write is so good I could honestly rec anything from their catalogue but I’m going with a refreshing het ship today 🌝

Day 25) a fic rated T:

Drarry

The Snitch-Maker by Omi_Ohmy (T, 21k)

Draco is content with his Snitches, with the tap tap tap of his hammer, and the tiny gears and sharp scent of metal in his workshop - until one day Harry Potter appears, asking for help to solve a rash of Snitch-tampering in the Quidditch world.

I have a soft spot for this fic since I revisit it a lot and I’m pretty sure I’ve recced it before, but I’m doing it again bc it desserves way more love and appreciation! such a gorgeous and delicate, almost poetic, comfort read - I adore the quiet pacing and organic slow burn, soft, patient and mature. the odd jobs are really interesting (I am obsessed with the engineering behind snitches! 🤯) and fit both Harry and Draco like a glove; it’s so lovely to see them being passionate and comfortable in their own skin when it comes to work. finally, this is a gorgeous and sensitive portrayal of disabled Harry that shows how he navigates and comes to term with his own limitations. it is done in such a smooth, gentle and non-dramatic way, just like their romance. my heart ❤️

Rare pair

Spring Street by rillalicious (Harry/Pansy, T, 25k)

Harry's been undercover for eight years, on a case that's going nowhere fast. Then Pansy Parkinson is kidnapped, and everything changes.

I’ve been wanting to rec a het pair since the fest started and this is the perfect excuse! I know most people don’t care much for Hansy since they’re both so obviously queer in fandomland but I was immediately sold thanks to gorgeous art pieces (here and here) and this fic explores their dynamics exactly how I imagined. I love that it’s a case fic too, the plot keeps on giving and it’s so fun to uncover. if you’re a fan of noir-esque mysteries you’re gonna love this: it has a compelling narrative, amazing characterization (love seeing Moody here!), perfect pacing and a sexy and intriguing atmosphere that got me hooked. a great homage to the noir genre!

[v1ll1anousblackhat]

M̸i̸n̸d̸ y̸o̸u̸ a̸l̸l̸ t̸h̸i̸s̸ f̸i̸c̸ i̸s̸ g̸o̸n̸n̸a̸ g̸e̸t̸...e̸x̸p̸l̸o̸s̸i̸v̸e̸ 🌚

E̸n̸j̸o̸y̸, y̸o̸u̸ s̸u̸i̸c̸i̸d̸a̸l̸ m̸a̸n̸i̸a̸c̸ 🧨🩸😋 (Fanfic my best bud Tai wanted me to write)

"S̸o̸ l̸i̸g̸h̸t̸ e̸m̸ u̸p̸ u̸p̸ u̸p̸ u̸p̸!"

Monday, The worst day of the week. Tai got up out of bed. "Fuckkkk Ion wanna do this shit bruuuu I did my time" Tais edgy ass wanted to scream in a pillow she dreaded school so damn much she wanted to...blow it up 😏🧨 Tai got outta bed used the bathroom blah blah blah she got dressed, drank coffee, blck eyeliner usual emo kid shit....she got her bag and walked to school.... 15 minutes later she was hella lage to first period but she usually is she doesnt wanna be there so early anyway..."Great Mr BJs class. Kms" Tai walked in class. Mr Johnson eyed her and greeted her "Goodmorning, Tai." Tai rolled her eyes and sat on her desk slouthing her bacm and fidgeting with her pencil as the teacher explained the assighment Tai heard boys whispering making fun of her "CuT mY lIfe InTo PieAceS" "EmOo GuuRrrlll" "Yo SuIcIdE SqUaD" Tai couldnt handle it and put her earbuds on full blast theu were all gonna read a boring and useless story anyway so she didnt care. She was researching some rare illness she discovered instead of dking the assnighment and the teacher noticed and obv got mad so he slipped her a detrention slip. She was so tired of dealing with teachers, annoying kids always giving her shit it was this day she was gonna let something ignite.

-R̸e̸c̸e̸s̸s̸- Tai was hanging with her two buddies. Toby and Alan. Now Toby and Alan don't go to school because their run away psychotic hathetmen that meet her at the desolate area of her school.... anyways.... "Yo guys...I got an idea" The two Hatchet men looked at her "W-whats up Tai-?" Toby asked. "Lets fucking explode the school with fire works and gasoline and light the prison up. Im at my goddamn limit." The two looked at eachother and smiled mischievously "Hell...yes...we love that idea!" Tai smiled and explained the plan.

It was 5th period the period before lunch and tai decided to skip and escape all together. She called up her two buds and they all walked to the nearest mini mart to grab some fireworks. Toby already had Gas and lighters/Matches (ofc he did ...) so saved Tai her money. They surrlunf the school with gasoline being carful not to gey caught toby tracing the halls with gas as Tai traced the entrane with gas, Alan traced the outside of the classes full of gas. Then they ignited the fire works and they blew the hell up following like dominos the entire school blew in flames. It was like one big star of disaster. Tai didnt feel remourse no...she laughed her ass off the entire time. This was the best thing in her lifetime. Screams of so many people were heard Toby and Alan stokd there..mercyless... Tai realized how many people she killed... "Holy shit...wellllll....mosttttt of them desserved it. Asswholes." Tai hugged her two hatchet welding friends and "BOOM" The entire school in smitherines... "uhjh yeah lets go before the cops show up-" Alan said "Uhhh yeah fuck this" Toby spoke back and the 3 musketeers sprinted to all hell away from the skull as police lights were surrounding the school luckily enough they escaped and hung out for the day to celebrate Tai's accompolishment. They were in town by the mall outside the mall Alan spotted Ri & Evan

"Yo Wassup Ri!" Tai fist bumped her best friend who wasnt at her highschool today..? "Yo you didnt go to school?" Ri smiled and looked at Evan the two in sync "Fuckkkk noooo!" "Dude, Tai me and Evan skipped and decided to just go to the mall and stay here half of the day HAHA "Yeah it's pretty fucking fun!" Evan said with that evil smirk on his face. "Welll... in that case can we join ya?" Ri nodded and held Tai's arm "yeah obviously you mofoooo" then the group of misfits fucked around in either hottopic or spencers Tai and ri stole a few belts and shirts while Even was being immature asf in the back of the spencers but Toby laughed his ass off (yo if you dk wha I mean by bck of a spencer's lmk) Alan was standing besidd Toby giggling a bit. Yeah...its true this school semester did end with a BANG 🧨😏🎆🎇

[cherryskeletoncake]

Omg "From the start" is such a Techza song it literally captures everything I headcanon about them kwndisjdus

And I feel like "Love like you" (I've never seen the steven universe series but I like the songs) is also something that I imagine Techno dedicating to Phil especially the part that says "I wish that I knew, what makes you think I'm so special"

"Love like you" is such a good song for techza!! It gives me "imortals who have known eachother dearly for eons, they would die and kill for eachother without a blink. And yet, one (or both) are unable to speak of their true love for eachother becouse it would also mean that they might return those feelings. Witch might be worse because that means that they themself are someone deserving of such love. And that's a much harder pill to swollow"

And it fits techno and philza so well because even though they both are such capable caracters they still struggle with the whole "self love" and "i desserve good things too" part. I headcanon that phil might actually struggle a bit more than techno with this. Mostly because i feel like philza hides his own feelings more (both from himself and others) witch leads to him having more sudden 'oustburst'. Man is a alcohol bottle on fire wating to exsplode. (And in qsmp we get to see how long he actually holds gruges and remembers things people have done against and for him. I love the sides of him we get there. Exstremely bird man)

meanwhile techno *knows* he deserves good things and that his feelings are valid. But the world have constantly thrown his kindness back at him with some kind of 'betrayal'. (Like tommy in the dream smp. Or arlusfinch in the trial against the antartic empire (witch lmao, are two widly different examples)) but phil has never thrown it back like that. In fact philza's strong and unvavering loyalty to techno is one of the majoir points as to why techno has such trust in philza too.

I just.. them!!!

Sorry anon, i didn't mean to begin ranting at u.

[freddyfazbears-kinhelp]

cryiing child timeliine question answerrs if youre interrested.

1. lizziie was nice enough. shhe just wanted to bbe around dad though, sso she was mosttly distant. miike was scary annd dauntiing at the time, but lookiing back i jusst feel frrustrated and annoyed. dad wass.. he mostlyy ignored me. sometiimes hed give me finished protootypes of toys with and trreated them like giifts. he diid make them himself, but he didnnt like them very much. thhe ones he liked went right to the priize shelves att fredbears. i ddont remember mom.

2. i ddidnt like fredbears much. wwasnt really scared of the aniimatronics untiil mike would tell horrorr stories about thhem. wwith my nightmares on ttop of that, i jjust wanted to avoiid it as much as possiible. the fredbbear and friiends show was niice though.

3. i wwas friends wiith charlie. i dont reallly remember anybodyy else. but charlie wwas nice. shee wasnt weiird about me cryiing. neiither was uncle henrry. i liiked it at theiir house.

4. the frredbear plushiie was one of the prototyype toys fromm dad. i ddont know why he diidnt put it on the shelves. it lookedd good and kiids loved fredbear. it was reallly soft.

5. he desserved it. if he wannts to “always ccome back,” thhen he can do iit again, and agaiin, and againn.

6. ii met charlie before anyoone died. the other mmissing kids i was intrroduced to by charlie. they were fairly niice. too manyy of them, thhough. they didnt deserrve that.

7. chharlie helped. mosst of them movedd on, thankfullyy. charliie knew she couldnnt stop me, sso she set up safeety barriers to keep him from gettiing out somehow. also helped repliicate things fromm his memmories and ourss - the missiing kids and their aniimatronics, sstuff like that. i starrted it alone, thoughh. i wwas really stubborn at firstt.

8. old man consequuences.. he was a chharacter for sure. i diid meet him. never gott a chance to tell who exactlyy he wass though. i thiink he was being secretiive. thatss fine. i diidnt let him know who i was, eiither.

9. i ddont remember muchh about possessing gollden freddy. i was definitely “cconnected” to them, but ii wasnt tethered byy any means. i ccould roam freely arouund wherever i wwas. i couldd go further, but leaving the place whhere golden was felt wrrong, and besiides. i lliked bothering mike. ppayback. sometimes ii left during thhe day though. onne of the freddys locations had a lake nearby wwith frogs i liiked to visit. and nno, i couldnt movee golden. well, a liittle bit. but thhey didnt have an enddo, so iit would take a llot more energy tto move theem than if theyy had an enndo.

that's very interesting! thank you for sharing :)

[amlying2u]

Nobody gets Fugo like I do. He’s so special and so reasonable. He is my little man. He needs therapy and all that. His stand isn’t left out of many fights bc it’s overpowered it’s left out bc it’s A. Very dangerous to have out around his team and B. Because it is a direct reflection of his trauma and mental health. It is sooooo so charecter for Fugo to have a melee stand that can’t control itself and has an obsession with staying clean. Do you understand how ‼️ that is!!?!?? He is so like a guy who desserves better and he knew he was going to survive if he split from the group, and he still very much so cared for them but could bring himself to follow them. Anyways he definitely lost at the end of the day bc he got no closure but like. 💔

[eddieheart]

BIG BROTHER

(Part 2)

Fandom: Stranger Things

Pairings: NONE

Words: 706

Description: Max wakes up

Part 1:

Billy fumbled with the wrench in his hand, the car above him creaked gently. It was on a jack and Billy laid calmly underneath it, unbothered by the noise. His hand shook relentlessly, he tried to stop the shaking as he worked.

A phone rang off in the distance of the garage, it echoed throughout the building. A voice called out from the back.

"Hey Billy! It's for you!" Who would be calling him at work? He quickly pushed himself out from under the car and ran over to the landline.

He gave a curt nod to Munson in thanks and grabbed the phone from his hands. He placed the phone next to his ear.

"Hello?" He said, casually glancing back at Eddie as he spoke.

"Billy?" A soft voice asked. His eyes widened and he held the phone in a death grip.

"Max? What? Are you okay? What's going on?" His voice was frantic as a bolt of panic shot through him. Max was awake.

"I-I don't know what's going on. The nurse called you for me, I-I'm scared Billy. I can't see and I can't feel my leg and I'm scared, I'm really scared." The sound of her cries filled the receiver.

"Look Maxie I'm at work but I'm gonna get there as fast as I can okay? Okay?" He had a white knuckle grip on the phone.

"O-okay." She stutter out in between sniffles. Billy hung up the phone and marched off.

"Hey Munson, I gotta go, my sister... she needs me. I gotta go I-I uh, can you cover for me or something, just let the boss know what's going on." His voice was rushed and panicky.

"Yeah, of course. Go go." He waved the younger boy off with his hands and watched as billy walked away.

——

Arriving at the hospital was in a panic, Billy rushed off to his sister's room and burst through the door. It was empty, save for Max, he rushed forward and placed a gentle hand on her face.

"Hey, Maxie it's me, Billy. I'm here, it's okay. It's okay." He hushed her softly as tears fell from her eyes.

——

"What?!" She screamed, body jerking forward. Billy subconsciously put his hands in a surrender position and sighed.

"I know it's a lot to take in, I'm so sorry Maxie, I'm so fucking sorry." He placed a gentle hand on hers.

She's cried so much today, it ripped Billy's heart into pieces.

"My leg, I don't have my leg anymore." Billy tightened his grip on the younger girl's hand and blinked away tears.

"How about... how about I call your friends and ask them to come over?" Her face immediately softened and she nodded softly.

Sighing to himself Billy patted her cheek and stood.

"I'll go call 'em, I'll be right back." He gently let go of her and walked over to the nurses desk, plastering on the best smile he could he asked for the phone.

——

They got there in record time, everyone shuffling into the room wildly. All smiles and cheers for Max and side ways glances and glares for Billy. He didn't mind though, because even though Max couldn't see, Billy could and he could see the wag her face lit up when they walked in.

It's not like he didn't desserve it either, the glaring and the mean looks. He was an asshole, to them, to Max, to everyone. But now that Neil was gone he didn't have an excuse to be that way, he was finally stepping up.

Billy tried to leave as Max's friends came in but she wouldn't let him. Grabbing onto his hand tightly, grip never faltering, she kept him in the room with her.

“I cant skateboard anymore.” Voice cracking as she spoke, Max reached her other hand out to her friends. A small timid looking girl grabbed her hand tightly ans spoke to Max as though she could see.

“Wheelie-chair skatepark?” She asked softly.

Max burst into laughter and griped both their hands tightly. The curly haired boy, Dustin, joined in too.

“Yeah! El’s right! We can totally take you to the skatepark! It’ll be awesome!” Max’s eyes watered slightly as she nodded.

@buggylad

[ryuby]

✨Al Haitham✨

T’was ´bout time I pay a tribute to this gorgeous character who desserves so much the huge amount of memes he get involved in, isn’t it?

The second, third and fourth pics stem from KumaQi.

Who wouldn’t want to kiss him seriously, especially on the last pic? Absolutely nobody.

*Ryuby*

[haveyouseenthisskeleton]

a short and simple, but devilish request.

S/O cheats, and skeleton finds out.

Be careful about Horrortale Papyrus/Willow, the answer talks about self hate :)

Undertale Sans - He confronts you right in the middle of the street, as you're kissing the other person. You try to stay something, he says very coldly that he doesn't want to hear any of your apoligies and storms out. He ghosts you after that, not answering any of your call. When you go to see Papyrus, Papyrus silently tells you that you did enough and to leave his brother alone. That's a direct dealbreaker for him.

Undertale Papyrus - He's still smiling and tries to tell you he is fine, but he's crying, and he is very agitated, and refuses to look you in the eyes. He wants to understand, but at the same time he really doesn't, and he tries to keep cool with this, trying to see the best of the situation even if there's not a lot of good he sees right now. He's hurt, but he can forgive. Just not now. He needs time to proceed.

Underswap Sans - He stays silent as he took you in the act, and storms out. He feels so stupid he ever trusted you in the first place. Humans are clearly only good at destroying everything. He feels sick. If you dare to come to his house after this, he will tell you eyes in eyes everything he thinks about your bullshit and to never come back again.

Underswap Papyrus - He's heartbroken. That's the worst betrayal you can do to him. You hear his soul cracks. Honey silently apologizes and teleports away. Blue finds him later on the verge of falling down for good in the couch. Honey is really linked to his S/O, both emotionally and physically as he has a very strong sense of empathy. That almost killed him. Though maybe you forgot a little too much how Blue can be protective of his brother. Blue is coming for your butt and he will not hesitate to put your entire face in the shit.

Underfell Sans - He giggles darkly. You try to say something, his eye lights disappear and he just says "d o n ' t." He doesn't want to hear anything from you. He thought you were different from other humans, but you're like them. He feels so stupid he trusted a human in the first place. He learned his lesson.

Underfell Papyrus - The first time he lowers his guard for good, thinking he's finally safe and that nothing bad can happen anymore, you're doing that to him. His fists are clenched as you're trying to justify yourself. He takes the ring he brought before going home and throws it at your feet. He keeps the brave face until he goes back to his home, and then he breaks everything, screaming in rage. He never had been this hurt before. He's not taking it well at all.

Horrortale Sans - He was just happy to see you, but you didn't see him and then you kissed that guy right in front of him. His smile slowly disappears into a frown as he's trying to proceed what he's seeing right now. Nah... Nah, he must be hallucinating again, that's probably just his paranoia speaking. You would never do something like that to him. Right? He goes to walk through the hallucination, but then he bumps into you and he realises it's not. It's real. You're panicking, asking him what he's doing there and since where he's here but he's not listening to you anymore. He's breathing heavily, hyperventilating. No, no, that's wrong, you can't do that to him. He's just hallucinating. Please be a hallucination. He's begging you. When eventually it clicks in his head you're cheating on him, he teleports out of here, back to his room. He curls up in his bed and has the panic attack he's holding for some minutes now. When you run home, only a very glacial Willow opens the door, asking you if you're proud of yourself and that you're not welcome in this house anymore. He slams the door at your face.

Horrortale Papyrus - That's a harsh return to reality. He's not even mad. Of course you would prefer someone normal to him. Someone not broken, not disabled, not ugly like he is. He desserves it all, right? That's what happened to monsters like him. He killed people. He doesn't desserve to be happy. This is all his fault. Maybe that's for the best. Oak finds him breaking everything in his room and tearing his clothes apart. He will also convince him to go talk to someone. He knows his brother is really hurt, but they're on the Surface! He refuses to let Willow fall down after all that happened. It will be a long road to recovery. For once, Oak is the one who believes he can do a little better than this. He's the greatest guy, he can't give up. Oh, yeah, and when you're coming back, Oak tries to kill you. You better run.

Swapfell Sans - He feels numb, unable to do anything. All thoughts are gone and he is just staring in shock, hands shaking. He should stop looking, but he can't. He just can't believe it. His soul hurts so much. It's like he's burning alive. He goes home, lays in the couch, and stays there for hours, just doing anything. Rus is kinda worried when he finds him like this, completely apathic and disoriented. He's not sure what to do so he's calling you. You know right away he saw you when he gives you a tired stare. He doesn't want to hear what you have to say. He doesn't care. He just doesn't care. You're not existing anymore. Nothing matters. Rus will have to intervene eventually as Nox slowly lets himself starve. That can't keep going like this.

Swapfell Papyrus - Oh well. That's fine. He's used to it by now, nothing ever last with him. He thought it would be different this time, but... Well, he's just disappointed. He will move on quickly. It's actually not the first time this happens to him. He knows how to deal with this better now. He's proud of him because he doesn't even touch alcohol this time. He gets better at this, even if it's never a good experience.

Fellswap Gold Sans - He reacts by instinct. That man kiss you, so he must be assaulting you. He attacks without thinking, killing him in one hit. When you start to scream in horror, and then screams and hits HIM like he just murdered your kids, he's starting to realise the guy was more than it looks like. It takes some minutes for Wine to realise you're cheating on him. He smiles creepily, stiff, and turns around. Well he's not feeling bad. Do what you want, he regrets nothing. He won't forgive you though. Not like you want to see him again anyway.

Fellswap Gold Papyrus - Coffee is inconsolable, hugging his brother and telling him everything he saw. He didn't have the courage to confront you, he just ran away like a coward, overwhelmed. Wine is petting his back gently, trying to calm him down. That's the moment you choose to come home like nothing happened. Coffee looks at you in horror, devastated you dare to come back here after everything. Wine... Wine is looking through your soul, radiating with anger and threat. You apologizes and leaves. The next day, only your corpse is find in an alley, covered in bones.

[doloresabernathypiplup]

Westworld 4x08 : Que sera sera

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They fail. They completely fail. Like, they suceed to get the best failure, but it's still a fail : the world that OG Dolores wanted, where humans and hosts could coexist, can't happen anymore. Or it can but only in the Sublime. Or maybe not ?

-First, Maeve isn't back ?! Like, okay, it's logical : ot would be giving too much credit to Charlores to hope she brought her back, and anyway, if Maeve was back, it would probably to die in this episode. It's better if she comes back in next season. I think they need characters in the real world actually, Caleb and Frankie are still there. But if the last episode was really the last we see of Maeve, I would be really disappointed : look at how the deaths of OG Dolores in season 3, Bernard and Charlores were sacralised, with music and emotion, concluding well their characters arcs, and tell that if she really dies, Maeve, who is an as much important character than them, doesn't desserve the same treatment and not being shot in the head by surprise.

-Clementine, Clementine, Clementine...can someone explain me the point of this character : like, she's first a host in the park, then Wyatt's pawn, then Charlotte Hale's pawn, then Maeve's friend but truly this time, then Charlores's pawn, and she's finally free, only to be an obstacle in Caleb and Frankie's way and only the years she spent with Charlores seem to count. Her relationship with Maeve doesn't even count, and actually it's correct because they were friends only in lifes imposed by humans. She's just a plot device actually ? If it's that, fine, but I don't understand why there's so much focus on her.

-NOOOOO STUBBS ! I know that Bernard said he wasn't going to survive, but i hoped that, maybe, Bernard lied because he was the one who was going to die and he couldn't say it to Stubbs. Well, maybe Stubbs' pearl hasn't been destroyed, if Charlores survived because William didn't shoot her precisely on the center of her head, Stubbs shouldn't be dead because Clementine opened his head by his eye. But Bernard said it was the end for him...but he said the same to Maeve and I think the writers need characters in the real world, so let's see in next season.

-Let's talk a little about Frankie and Caleb's surviving : it's useless. Like, if the real world is really meant to be abandoned, we actually don't care to know if Frankie is going to survive, the only important thing is to know if Charlores is going to stop William. We could see the last scene, so we would know that Frankie got a "happy ending", but spending so much time on them ? And the point of not seeing Caleb dying ? I think, before collapsing, he's the one who'll bring Maeve back next season. And I think that these characters, who stayed in the real world, have still a role to play for the last test, and for the new world. Dolores judged the Sublime as a golden cage in season 2, so I don't think it is the next world.

-Charlores has been my favourite character this season : her tragic (and, well, desserved) end is, in my opinion, as suceed as OG Dolores' end at the end of season 3. After trying to build the best world for her kind while not even knowing what is good for her, she realized how she messed up everything, creating a world in which extinction is the only possible ending, and she accepts to play her last role, to do the last thing she can do for her kind, before ending her life because she's not the one who can build the world she wanted. That's really the version of Dolores who got the most tragic story. I especially love the moment where she told host!William that he's not William, even if he imitated him and lived in his body, because that's the same for her : even if she imitated Charlotte Hale and lived in her body, she still is more Dolores than Hale, and we can see it in this episode.

-And Christina...I don't understand. Like, I understand how she was in the world, I understand that she got a travel to consciousness like Dolores did in season 1, speaking to herself with characters of her own creation before understanding it was her own voice. But I don't understand...is she OG Dolores ? The fact that she had her own travel to consciousness, different of OG Dolores' own travel, and reached a different conclusion (while OG Dolores concluded that humanity should be destroyed, and even of she redeemed herself after, it was too late because she had created Charlores and doomed the world, Christina, despite of Teddy's instances, actually her own instances, wants to gives humanity a last chance, a last test, which gives hope for the future) implies that she is not OG Dolores, but another version who started at the beginning and followed a new path, but the facts that Charlores called her Dolores and that Christina said she remembered everything implies that she is OG Dolores. But in this case, how ? OG Dolores' data were erased. Is Christina's pearl OG Dolores's pearl ? I feel like we don't get answers. But Christina has a new game...I think it's fidelity test, and it connects the dots with the season 2 post-credits scene : if William can "change his code", then everyone can.

-You could think that I'm complaining about this episode, but I really enjoyed it, and I enjoyed all the season. The situation of season 2 inversed with the hosts reacting to the humans becoming crazy was great and fun, this season is actually the first which made me ship Dolores and Teddy (wait, it wasn't actually Teddy, did I ship selfcest ?), the fight between Charlores and the man in Black was great, the scenes between Frankie and Caleb were touching. But. This season feels more like a defeat in order to prepare the victory at the end of the show, in season 5. And I really want to see it. So please HBO, renew Westworld for a fifth season.

[heironymus-lex]

small thoughts about RE8 Mercenaries bc it seems to be the least talked about game mode but ive played a lot of it and you should try it:

it's fun to explore levels we've already seen from a new perspective in this mode, mowing down enemies and racking up combos is satisfying and a little addictive. You can perfect every level with practice and kill every enemy in a single combo, I find it much more enjoyable with the melee characters than the ranged characters, though.

I like that Heisenberg smokes between combos, im surprised I haven't seen more of his fans hyped about this, very sexy detail. I like how excited he gets when you kill miranda in the bloody village, he desserved to get his shot at her. He is the best character to play mercenaries as, it goes from an above average rail shooter to a very satisfying hack and slash with his hammer. I wish he would be nicer to moreau when he fights him, though. I find it very difficult to kill moreau in mercenaries, and in general, he desserved better.

Dimitresque is very fun to play as, her special moves are very silly and campy, and I love the sheer delight she gets from massacering enemies. it's satisfying to stred through enemies on lower difficulties, but on hard she feels underpowered which kind of betrays her character. if you look down you can see her boobs, by the way, in case you wanted that.

Chris is a really boring addition to me, when you only have him and Ethan to play as he's a welcome change of pace, but he's made totally obsolete by Heisenberg. I'm sure he's fun for fans of the Resident Evil series as a whole though, I'm only a devotee of RE8.

I'm biased, but I think The Duke would have been a much more interesting choice for a mercenaries playable character. Slower movement in exchange for massive damage capacity, weilding weapons that ethan has sold to him maybe, food based power-ups, teleportation based special moves? I think he would bring a lot of whimsy to the gameplay, it's always fun to have a jolly and jovial chatecter absolutely pulverising enemies. The problem with this though is that doing so would require revealing more about Duke, and part of his intrigue is how vague and liminal he is. His characterization also spills into his environments, all his elaborate shop setups add a lot to his character design and I'm not sure how well he would work in other environments that are not his own. His isolation from the rest of the game makes him a great comfort to players any I wonder if that would be ruined by throwing him into the action. I just know he could kick ass given the opportunity. It's probably just a game mechanic and not necessarily reflective of in-game lore, especially since mercenaries is extended universe gameplay, but I think it's telling of his secret strength that even the lords can't attack him in his merchant room. Maybe when I get SSS on all the stages this will be my reward. I want to be able to see his boobs like we get to see dimitresque's, its only fair. I would also like to petition for Capcom to let him have his full range of animations when he's in his merchant room, if you wait around too long he gets trapped in an endless loop of burning himself with his cigar! Poor baby!

[jeglaerenorsk]

So after so long being uncertain.... Places to stay is booked, ferry is booked, car is ready, of course not packed 😂, and we are going in about 27 hours..

Denmark, Germany, Austria, Switzerland and Italy and maybe a day trip to Croatia and Slovenia.

But I'm now, late at night, back emotional 😢😔. Sad someone I knew died, sad and upset that I still get upset over my ex that I loved/love so much, sad and upset about my daughter not having a good dad and that she will probably get heartbroken by him, and of course what started all the feelings to come back, my grandmother who has continously talked shit to me and behind my back about having a baby before my sister, out of wedlock, that I still hope of magic to happen with the dad (that he will be a great dad and fix his attitude to life) and everything I want to do pregnant and as a mom she is against and finds faults with, and she screamed at me in the kitchen because it was awful that I wanted to know if it's a girl or boy. And what did she asked my mom?!!!!!!!

Does my mom know the gender?

Like she got my grandfather to yell at my mom for 10 minutes about how bad job my mom did raising me and how bad it is that I want to find out and get things ready for baby coming. She screamed at me in the kitchen and has for months said her opinion saying she doesn't understand why I need to know. Fine, well I want to and I can so I will. (I didn't answer like this of course).

And she has the nerve to come asking my mom what is the gender. And on top of it. My mom didn't know why she asked but I do. My aunt fucking told her. My aunt told my grandmother and my grandmother tests my mom to see if my mom is loyal and honest and then makes me out to be disrespectful to the family for not listening to them in first place and then not telling!!!!!!

Like i get upset with my mom because she is playing to not stand up for me. And my grandmother is trying to find anything to be disappointed and upset about. But does she asks me???? No. Because to me it's horrible thing to know. And of course her belowed boys, if I don't know then perhaps it be a boy 😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑😑.

Like I hate it.

Of course I would have joy if it was a boy too. But being raised in a family that differenciates between men and women and boys and girls. It sucks. It sucks you have a good idea, opinion, thought but not allowed to share because a man didn't ask you and men wants only to listen to men. Like I hate it. I was smarter, stronger than the boys, and won of course but that important to try to ignore because it hurts a man's/, boy's ego. But if a girl hurt herself or is hurt she needs to get it together because no one wants to or needs to see that.

But I can promise you I have seen men in all ages with broken egos and how they are allowed to take it out. And if a boy cries, it's okay and we will ignore. But a girl - we say we will ignore but talk about how weak and what a failure she is in behaving as a good girl.

So yeah I'm sad and angry and upset. And I know not smart with my health, my pregnancy nor my mental health and my dream to finish school. I risk loosing vacation and school if I don't get this together and rest.

Rest and let go. But I'm upset.

And also I'm upset that I had to go through so much mistreatment and how much I have tried to be good. Like that has been so much of my identity and my goal to one day be so good that I desserve love from my family.

And looking through photos on snap of how much I tried to be the best I could be to finally be loved or accepted or supported and nothing I do is ever enough. And again with this whole baby *should be boy if I need to have the baby *. Like a boy gets-doesn't work to get anything in our family - a girl is a slave throughout life. But I know that's a champion. She will be a champion. Even if it was a boy I would raise him as a champion.

I appreciate that I have learned hard Labour and work ethic. I don't like raising a child and how I was raised, to not sleep or eat until I succeed that or that task that isn't life or death. Because I was a child!!! A child isn't supposed to do all that.

And all of this, it's wrong wording to say breaks my heart because experiencing it, did. Thinking of it just makes me so frustrated and upset.

The mental abuse. I realise more and more, that it was enormous. I always said that it was not so bad because I survived dad and his abuse and I could handle the other family fine. But no. I don't handle it fine anymore. Not that I don't know how to be a good girl/good woman/submissive/wife. Because I do. But I'm tired of never being enough. Never being good enough.

I have had plenty of ppl telling me what a good wife I will be one day and how I'm this and this, but I know if you tell my grandmother, she will agree it's good I can clean and cook, but do I cook and present ready to same time every day? Did I clean after I used every glass, oh. I didn't. *Well, I guess we can't have hope for all girls*...

Like I'm just soooo nsorflflflfkflfodeo, I want to be free. I want to escape. I want family and support and love and appreciation and security!!!

But Im what I got and what my daughter has, and we need sleep. And I need to stop thinking about this