#I love torturing my blorbos

[springtime-offrd]

[le-very-weird-goat-09]

Another random NY hc that I came up with (basically me rambling bout stupid stuff again):

(⚠️TW⚠️ abuse, and the slitting of throats)

So it’s basically canon that England is an abusive piece of sh*t, like we’ve all confirmed this. And Ben has that neck scar, so I was thinking "How did the states get those scars?" And then my brain clicked and said "NY’s scar definitely had something to do with England."

And now today I decided: "Y’know what? Fvck it I’m giving NY some sort of vocal issues, perhaps damage to his vocal cords/larynx." Then there’s the "How did it happen?". So ofc im like- Oh yeah I still need to find out what England did to give NY that neck scar.

So then I put all the pieces together and:

Basically im thinking two things:

-1. New York was protecting another colony or some other person that England was yelling at, and England grabbed him by the neck, dragged him away, and sl!t his throat, around the area where NY’s larynx (which is basically your voice box) is. It didn’t kill NY, but that’s only cuz Massachusetts found him and patched him up, though after that NY couldn’t speak very well because his vocal cords were damaged.

-2. OR: During the Revolutionary War, when England held NY captive for seven years, he would torture and beat NY to get "information" that York didn’t have. And uh- once the beating got pretty violent (as if it wasnt already-) because England was drunk and ended up doing some serious damage to NY’s neck/voice box area.

So um nowadays, York can’t speak very loudly without physically straining his voice to be loud, and his voice cracks when he does that. His yells/screams are quieter, his voice is quieter, and even his laughter is kinda quiet (which honestly makes it more adorable-).

Sometimes, he’ll be arguing with another state and it’ll get heated and he’ll raise his voice, only to have it crack a bit. Some states feel bad, some feel scared, or others just tease him about it (they usually mean it to be affectionate in a way, but NY acts like it doesn’t hurt him, when in fact it does. A lot.)

He was definitely the kid in school that would always be told to "Speak up" and "Talk louder" when reading. And he would strain his voice to be louder, but it would crack and he would be embarrassed when the class would chuckle about it. Only a few times has he run out of class because of it.

Ok- this part is kinda cute tbh. His laugh, which is very rare btw, is kinda quiet as well. See he’s got this soft squeaky-hiccupy high pitched fox laugh that’s really cute as it as, but it is somehow more adorable when it’s quiet, even though the reason for its quietness is very depressing. He definitely gets affectionately teased for it because nobody would expect a strong stoic moody NE state like New York to be able to sound so cute and sweet. There’s plenty of "Aww~ Who knew the big bad NY could have such an adorable laugh?~" or "Aww~ You should laugh more!~" teases.

Please feel free to add on to this :)

[mockingspider]

Ghostflower week day 4: angst/fluff

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Summary: Gwen apologizes to Miles for hurting him. But it doesn’t all go according to plan.

tags: @ghostflowerweek2023

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It’s all over now, at least for most people. Spot was defeated, but Gwen still had to do something, which she was dreading.

She had to apologize to Miles.

She knew where he was, or at least had a pretty good idea of where he could be. So she didn't hesitate going there.

And just like Gwen expected, Miles was at the Williamsburg Bank Building. Gwen slowly walked up to him. Miles' spider-senses alerted him and he looked behind him. He saw Gwen approaching him, but he didn't want to see her. Not right now.

“You betrayed me, Gwen. I am upset. I really thought I could trust you.” Those words hit Gwen hard, really hard. She felt the tears rolling down her face. “You were the person I could trust the most, and this is what you do?”

Miles turned away, and Gwen felt hurt. “You have every right to be upset, Miles. What I did was really fucked up. And I can understand if you don't ever wanna see me again.” Gwen stopped talking for a second, trying to stop herself from crying. “I just wanted you to know that I care about you. And I would do fucking anything to take back what I did.”

“I wanted to visit you, you're the reason I wanted to join the society-”

“I know you're lying. I'm not the only reason.” Miles now felt tears in his eyes as well. “Just get away from me.”

“Miles, please!” Gwen was now desperate to try and fix this. She couldn't lose another friend because of something she did. “Didn't you hear me? Please, go away now!”

Gwen felt more tears roll down her face. She didn't know what to say anymore, but she was extremely desperate to try and fix this. She couldn't lose Miles, she loved him too much for that.

“Miles I just-”

“Gwen, I don't wanna speak to you.”

“Please, just-”

“I'm done with you Gwen! You can’t just betray me like that and expect me to-”

“Miles, I love you! Please…”

Miles' eyes widened a bit. This entire time Gwen felt the same way about him. “I felt the same way. Now I don't know how I feel about it.”

Gwen felt like she deserved that, she did hurt him after all. “I'll leave you alone now. But if you ever wanna talk about it, or visit anyone, Hobie made you a watch.” She said, giving him a box.

With that, Gwen put her hood and mask back on and swung across Brooklyn, waiting to get to a spot far away from Miles. She didn't feel ready to leave Earth-1610 yet, she just needed to be there for one more time in case things won't be good again. She sat on a rooftop somewhere, observing 1610's New York for maybe the last time.

Gwen wasn't going to try and hold it all in anymore, she let her tears fall, she let herself cry. She was so disappointed in herself. The only friend she had, she lost. It's like she couldn't keep friends because she would be the one to get them out of her life again. Gwen killed her best friend, now she has lost another close friend because she choose a fucked up society over him, one that thinks it's okay to let someone die, just because a story is supposed to go that way.

But then again, Gwen Stacy was never meant to fall in love. If she falls in love, she falls to her death. It's always been like that.

In every other universe, Gwen Stacy falls for Spider-Man.

And in every other universe, it doesn't end well.

Even in this one...

[horrorhumorandcoffee]

my version of dustbelief paps cuz the concept of cringe cannot stop me

[spirirsstuff]

sooooo guess who was working on their wip and is very happy with it :] (also connor is narrating because blorbo)

“Shoot.” I took a longer drag. The woman looked at me. She didn’t seem to like that I was smoking, or the fact that I was over the caution tape, but she had more important things to worry about. Like this fucking tree or something.

After a while, the woman left, her eyes still teary. I sat beside the tree, finally alone.

“I love you.”

I looked around. Up. Nobody there. To the sides. Nobody there. I looked around the back of the tree. Nobody there. What the fuck? It couldn’t be the woman. It was a guy’s voice. And it sounded like it came from up higher, but close.

“Uh, what now…?” I asked, skeptical. Was someone there? Was I hallucinating? Pot does that… I think. Sometimes. Maybe? God damn it.

“Oh, um, hi! Um, this is, well, not, um… hi…?”

“Who are you? Where are you?” I asked, looking around again.

“Oh, I’m, um, behind you. Did I, um, scare you? I didn’t mean to, I’m so sorry, I swear!”

I looked behind me. A tree. I sighed. I’m hearing things. Of fucking course.

“Look, whoever you are? I didn’t come here to be fucked with. I came here to get high off my mind and be alone. So quit your bullshit and leave me alone.”

The voice seemed to soften. “Oh, I’m, um, I’m sorry. I’ll… I’ll leave you alone.”

The voice didn’t speak again for the rest of the night. And I started feeling really guilty. But I ignored the guilt for the moment. Because I was high and didn’t care about some mystery voice.

After maybe a couple hours or so, I walked home again, not bothering to take a shower or take off the clothes I had on. I just went up the stairs, kicked off my boots, and laid in my bed.

The next morning, I couldn’t help but think about what had happened. Who was that voice? It almost sounded vaguely familiar. Like I had heard it somewhere before, but I couldn’t tell from where.

[martadimitrescu]

Marta does this

As if I couldn’t make Marta's story any sadder, I've decided that when she reaches low health during the second phase of her boss fight, Mutated Marta will roll onto her back and pray for Mother Miranda's mercy. Half of her knows it isn't going to happen, and yet the other half still hopes. This two headed wolf is another victim of Miranda's abandonment.

[boinkyverse]

(sorry for the completely random not-posting, but here’s the first character intro lol)

CHARACTER NAME;; 2006/[DATA EXPUNGED]

PRONOUNS;; She/They/It

AGE;; 18

CHARACTER IMPORTANCE?;; Technically represents the real me in the universe, but is still their own seperate character from me

BACKSTORY;;

2006 was the ruler of the boinkyverse for some time, until [DATA EXPUNGED].

(you’ll find out more as this continues on lol)

CHARACTER APPEARANCE;; (CW FOR [healed] BURN WOUNDS)

[favesgrave]

i’m not hopping off the blurr angst train now i’m writing something with his cube trauma

[vasharen]

So I wrote power called Shadow Stepping, and I know it's *technically* already a thing, but teleportation through shadows is where the comparison starts and ends for this.

Summery: it's a waking nightmare and living hell with no escape, but at least you can teleport.

Description: it's a power with several facets listed as follows: Dark Vision, Portal Creation, Pocket Dimension, Time Travel, Space Travel, Teleportation, Near Omniscient Awareness, and Light Immortality.

Longer explanation: Shadow Steppers can travel between shadows via a pocket dimension called Nin'Dashla or "The Sea of Howling Stars", located on the edge of the Universal Slipstream laying on top of the Time Field like the outermost bark on a tree branch, and as a result the dimension not only connects to every shadow across space, but also across time. Given that this is a realm outside of the physical universe, it has no true physicality as its merely a nexus point where the shadows on flat surfaces in the physical world reach through to it as glowing gateways. Outside of Nin'Dashla, Shadow Steppers see shadows as radiant, the darker the shadow the brighter the glow, and they see shadows on flat surfaces as glowing windows that look into a vast space of void filled with all the "Pretty" parts of space you always see in astronomy textbooks. When near a shadow in the physical world, Shadow Steppers can hear nearby shadows and the things around them directly proportional in distance to how dark the shadow around them is, and inside Nin'Dashla, they aren't limited by distance, hearing everything everywhere at every point on the timeline all simultaneously. Being the only beings with the capacity to leave the Time Field Barrier without all processes of life immediately ceasing, they are a universal constant and cannot age into death. Technically they can die at any point, but they will still always exist somewhere else and killing them only kills that one instance of them, leaving any others completely unharmed and intact.

[prozac-shaped-urn]

I AM CRACKING THE FUCK UP

I KNOW PRECISELY WHERE I'M TAKING GERRI AND DEB TO GO FISHING

AND THEY AIN'T READY FOR IT

These will be their faces when they get there. And it won't be because of the pristine water and trees around them...

I am an evil gremlin. A curse to these women. Binding, torturing and gagging their 1% privileged expectations.

[tavina-writes]

still supremely disappointed that Jiang Cheng did NOT have a sexy torture dungeon. What a sad miserable time!

All the antis promised me he'd have a super sexy torture dungeon where he tortures poor innocent demonic cultivators to death, and I gotta say, this was a disappointing find to discover there was no torture dungeon.

Or dungeon at all.

[nonokoko-draws]

It really be like this sometimes

[chacharealsmooth07]

:)

[bokettochild]

hey when legend randomly gets hit hard with feeling of depression what is his immediate reaction

just an innocent ask nothing more

and by depression I just mean the sudden like big sad of i can't even do this anymore please- I just want to sleep-

anyways yeah just an innocent cute lil ask

His immediate reaction is "crap not again" quickly followed by stuffing it down and telling himself "I'll cry about that later" and then he just never does, because when later comes he is physically unable to cry. In general he can't actually cry. I speak as someone with the same affliction, it just doesn't happen even if he's not stopping himself.

I think Legend tends to muscle his way through whatever thing is overwhelming him until the end of the day, at which point he just curls up on his bedroll as tightly as possible to burrow away and just.... feel. He can't fix the things that trigger his depression, and while answers are usually there, they require burdening someone else, a big no-no, so he just stews until he falls asleep or just sits up overthinking until he's choking on sobs that won't come.

And come the next day he's just the same as any other day, because that's an issue for another day and when there's the security and safety to actually sort it out (AKA never)

[whumporpass]

Arrowverse Barry Allen?

[spirirsstuff]

got a bad idea might draw it