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@thefaeriescafe | March 18th, 1942. (The day following the announcements of the third military draft lottery). Some mild inspiration from this picture!

There were always quieter days at work, but the mood today was somber. A year ago, everyone had known that America would enter the war and that it was, at that point, mostly a matter of time. But that wasn't true anymore.
The latest lottery had been announced last night, and Vivian had never found herself seeking out Clarence's hand more than to see if his number had been on the list. It hadn't. But that hadn't been true for everyone. They'd walked past people crying on the subway, and those who simply stared ahead with vacant eyes.
"They're going to ask questions about us soon," Vivian calls through the propped-open door between the washroom and the living room. She leans towards the mirror, pinning a hair roller in place. It's the usual shape of their nights. She prepares for bed, and then Clarence does.
"They already do," he says, voice growing closer. She catches his eyes in the mirror as he comes to lean against the doorway. And it's true, they do: about the fact that she works and has no plans to stop even once the war is over, that they don't have children, or own a house, or any of the other great number of things that make them just so subtly unlike the other couples.
"About children" she elaborates.
He grimaces. "You don't want children,"
She sticks another roller into her hair. "No," she agrees. "And you don't want them with me," but they both know that what they really want isn't an option. It was why they ever got married in the first place. She thinks the only reason they've managed to avoid more pressure thus far is because they had still been newly married enough, but it would be their fifth anniversary soon.
Clarence tries to laugh, bitter as it might be, and nods in acknowledgement of the truth of it all.
"They'll probably listen for a while yet about worries of ending up like our parents." Like her own father, she doesn't add, who came back in nothing but flesh. Now is hardly the time to have children, so soon to when everyone thinks they'll need to ration. But after the war... she'll be older then, but not so old as for it to still be unreasonable and they'll need a better excuse.
And there is, perhaps, a comfort in discussing the future like this. She doesn't want him to die in the war, as much a farce as the marriage might be. And the last day... they've come closer to the risk than has felt real since the day he had to register.
He seems to catch onto the concern before she needs to say it. "We need something they won't question,"
Vivian nods.
"Fear of being widowed?"
"Only so long as the war lasts."
"Notoriety?" This time, Vivian turns to look at him directly, and the sigh says it all. "The assistant and a daytime television star? We're hardly the most notable couple in New York," whatever dreams they both might have to the contrary.
They both fall into silence for a long minute while Vivian finishes preparing her hair for tomorrow.
"Infertility," she says a moment later, and Clarence's eyes light up.
"We play it off as a tragedy," he says.
"A mutual desire that just isn't to be," she adds.
"No one asks anything past it," he says, and a split second later. "But now that you're done, it's my turn with the washroom now."
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An hour later, when there's nothing left illuminating their apartment but a lamp, she touches his shoulder gently. "For what it's worth, I am sorry I can't give it to you."
He catches her wrist before she can move away, leaning his head against it. "Don't be. How could I ever play the handsome heart-throb if I'm living the role of the exhausted father?"
"The same way you always have," Vivian answers. "You're a good actor,"
Clarence laughs, and it's just enough to lighten the mournful air. "Ah, Vi, if only you were the person running it all. Maybe then the world would see my true vision. You're the best wife I could have asked for."

#*spinning the prize wheel until it lands on me (Vivian Price)#thefaeriescafe#this was such a fascinating thing to write!#Some fun historical facts I get to lampshade#rationing started in may of 1942 in America#and I realized that she and Clarence were married A LONG TIME!!!#I sort of... forgot that#and it's fun because he's a whole NPC that just... Does Not Exist for Vox#*roll camera (meme responses)
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#i don't believe that people for serious reasons sort their books any way but by author#and then obviously by release date/series within that#i am being told that i am being JUDGY#also if you sort your books any other way HOW DO YOU FIND THEM#i really need to know#polls#can't believe i forgot to include genre in here
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mydei having a library is absolutely heartbreaking symbolism. it's a running gag that the kremnoan language doesn't have many words; there's no word for flee, no word for fear, even no word for love. i know the library was his family's, but still -- it is such a distinct symbol of how mydei wants to break kremnoan tradition. how he openly rejects the idea that violence is the only valid form of communication. how he always dismisses the baseless rumours surrounding his abilities, proving that he values truth over glory. we see mydei try to talk his people into reason. we see him apologize to tribbie for being rude. we even see him (begrudgingly) admit to phainon that he knows how to interpret poetry. time and time again, mydei chooses language -- and truth -- over violence. so when he invites phainon to visit his library in the next life, he's not just expressing hope -- he's asking phainon to remember him by what he really believes in. even if i become the avatar of strife, he's saying, even if you have to kill me one day -- in the next life, please see me as the person i've tried to become.
mydei knows the power of a name, perhaps because his language has so few of them. and that makes it doubly ironic that he personally has so many titles: son of gorgo. the patricidal crown prince. kingslayer. godslayer. the undying. but as krateros points out, the name he prefers is the one he uses with the chrysos heirs. and although mydei doesn't talk much, all his actions seem to say the same thing.
remember me as mydei, not mydeimos.
#hsr spoilers#hsr 3.1 spoilers#AHHHHHHHHHh mydei#this is sort of a preamble to a longer post honestly#i have so so so much more to say#especially concerning how phainon interacts w mydei#but uh. uhhh. yeah#dude 3.1 quest killed me#had me sobbing at like 5am#also how his character stories are based on extracts from texts in the library#yeah. man.#hoyo was cooking#how have all your mydei pulls been#i'm not pulling for him bc i have to save T-T#but. know that i would if i had the funds#please tell me about your mydei pulls so i can live vicariously through you#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr mydei#LITERALLY TWEAKED SO HARD I FORGOT MY TAGS. OOPS
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weewoo 🚨
#prowl#jazz#jazzprowl#prowljazz#transformers#tf one#tf one jazz#tf one prowl#transformers one#maccadam#sure getting tcogs and being able to transform is cool#but consider#learning what doorwings do for the first time...#(this is not what they are supposed to do)#anyway hi guys here's some new tf art#after one million years#i kind of forgot how to draw robots so#this is sort of a warmup#probably more pj art is on the way because yes i have been reading MOMU and yes it is amazing#my art#illustration
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#forgot to set the timer for a week. ah well. short lived seafood poll#ive gotten food poisoning from salmon twice and i still love it somehow#i love oysters and all sorts of mollusc and shellfish and raw fish and cephalopods too. gimme
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Me when the boyfriend that doesn’t know he is my boyfriend breaks up with me unknowingly so to marry his alleged 6 month pregnant girlfriend instead of becoming Batman and Robin with me holding hands while saving the world to complete my 360 vision or something
#god I forgot how boyfriend Yafya was what a loser me too king I’ll drink to that for you king#looser horse has feeling for his himbo Komodo dragon partner because of his 360 vision or smth idk some sort of lgbtq metaphor me think#Beastars trully the gift that keeps on giving skskks#yafya#gosha#beastars spoilers#Beastars
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🌗 moonpaw
#moonpaw#warrior cats#mine#ok this whole thing was originally supposed to be like “i dropped my camera in the woods & it photgraphed a feral chimera cat”#sort of concept... anyways the camera flash is supposed to show her pupils refracting the light in different ways but i totally forgot to#give any context. its late sorry if this is confusing. i hope she gets a crazy name
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art trade from last year i forgor to share - had soooo much fun with this character
#my art#anthro#furry#deer#need to experiment more......i remember having a blast layering the different heads in that last image#i carry on looking back at my old stuff and being like ohhh forgot to post that. was too scared to post that. never finished that#i've not been sharing much art this year which is dumb as hell when i'm trying to make money off it#I will change this…..doesn’t help that my personal work is all in wip hell and I cannot finish anything#whatever it will sort itself out i just gotta believe#also just got back from a food festival and I’m dying after the biggest portion of loaded fries I am likely to experience in my life#wish me luck!#illustration
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u & ur partner draw each other challenge 🤪
this was supposed to be a little sketch but hmm i realized during this, i need to work on my coloring 😵���💫 it never ends LOL ANATOMY PERSPECTIVE COLORS i feel like i can maybeeee paint a lil better but non-painty coloring is HARD DAM i put this pic thru like 3 filters on my phone cuz the og kinda sucked LMFAO my fault 😮💨 i would draw sukuna soo pretty like a bishie bl protag HEH 😏 and i think sukuna would be pretty good at drawing too i made that up in my head in canon he alr recites poetry so its similar methinks. he would draw u lovely in yamato-e style LMFAOIWJEJSJSJ aaaand check out the creamy crunchy cameo

crunchy is def a mamas boy he loves me but i think creamy might like sukuna more,,, i think she likes men LOL she sort of likes my bf n my dad so 🤔 closeup of bishie bl protag sukuna:

ugh the lips... 👁️👄👁️ i love him byealul
#.........#이 지랄같은 ���생#i hijacked this tag to include all my recent me x chara art HEH#my cats r bigger rhan that i kinda fucked up the scale lol#and the mug lmfao i made that too small hahaha scale idk her 🤷🏻♀️#ALSO THE MUG & GLASS!!! THATS PART OF MY VINTAGE CORELLE FOREVER YOURS SET#U KNO WITH THE LEAD PAINT LMFAO FUCK#i have rhe plates b bowls too lmfao rip totally forgot abt lead paint when i bought those 👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻👎🏻 they r rly cute tho 😭😭😭😭😭#i was trying to do more anatomy studies w this i had sm diagrams of muscles n body builder ref pics open lol but idek if i got the shit#right ahhh also it looks kinda. stiff w all the muscle details like this was a study sort of so ok whatever but nxt time i think#gonna make it less detailed / ripped looking.. what kind of workouts was he doing in the heian era to GET SO BUFF I WANNA KNO#alulu art
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#sketch#resident evil#leon kennedy#chris redfield#chreon#i forgot to post it here#some sort of mcr chreon au lol#cuz my bestie likes Gerard Way sm...
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santos creates a new group chat, names it ⛔👑💊⛔ and proceeds to send dozens of innocent looking pics she snaps of kingdon together, in various situations, always with the caption: “langdon who is going to be divorced (in...?)” and several ellipsis come to life as everyone types back with a random timeframe.
it starts a trend. the others follow santos’ lead and start doing the same, playing private eye whenever the flow is calm. it's harmless fun. in the beginning, it's just a joke. really, it is. after a while, it's still a joke. mostly. but then... then langdon actually does separate from his wife. and, eventually, does get divorced. and then dana gets added to the group chat - no one comes clean, but santos is suspecting perlah, and she's known to have a nose for this shit. and that's when the bets start for real.
collins isn't in the group chat - she rejects the invite - but gets regular updates from dana. the pic saga continues, but the default caption changes to: “langdon who is going to remarry.” robby is blissfully unaware of the group chat but he's also been the live slug reaction meme personified the whole time, so there's that.
📱 garcia once sends a screen recording of langdon's phone - that she presumably sent herself first - of his home screen/lock screen that pans from his kids and dog to mel at a park;
🧋 shen once catches them at this new coffee shop downtown, mid bickering, as an annoying langdon attempts to get an annoyed mel to try something other than her usual order;
🎥 mckay goes to the movies with her dad and harrison one fine evening just to see them with mel's sister becca buying tickets and popcorn;
🌙 mohan once forwards what looks suspiciously like a surveillance type of photo abbot sent her of the two of them on the hospital rooftop, at night, gazing at the stars, shoulder to shoulder;
🩺 whitaker once sends a series of hurried blurry shots of them smiling stupidly at eachother as they jog around, in and out of patient rooms during a slower shift;
👀 javadi, as usual, forgets to turn on the flash, so no one really understands the intricacies of the ritual, but they're standing supremely and unnecessarily close as they talk while maintaining intense eye contact;
🧥 donnie clocks them whip quick at the ambulance bay this one time when langdon is insisting on giving mel his jacket because it got cold and she left hers inside her locker and there's no time to go get it before the patient arrives, mel!
🍮 jesse gets a good one of them at the cafeteria around lunch time, eating spoonfuls out if the same pudding cup in the background, with ellis front and center hooking a thumb over her shoulder at them with a knowing smirk;
💤 princess finds them in the break room after a rush, sitting on the couch, sharing ear buds, langdon's head on mel's shoulder, and mel staring at him as he slept instead of at her opened lava lamp app;
🚗 perlah once discreetly records scant seconds of them leaving together in langdon's car at the end of a shift from hell, langdon carrying mel's things and opening the door for her to groggily climb in, then turning the phone to get her own deadpan expression on camera;
🖥️ dana doesn't take any pictures because she's too busy being in charge of both the betting poll, the official excel file with all the pertinent names, dates, and amounts, as well as the photo album they're going to print and gift them with at the wedding, whenever the hell that ends up being.
#kingdon#im going to start posting all these bits because im sort of afraid my notes app is reaching maximum capacity#they have not left my brain one second from the moment i first saw them together in episode one is this a disease#mel king#frank langdon#the pitt#j's post its#EDIT: OH NO I FORGOT MATEO#melissa king#pitt crew#melfrank#mel x frank#frank x mel#frankmel#melangdon#langdonmel#mel x langdon#langdon x mel
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small world
#wanted to do a sort of inverse to small world's original vibe. i want to showcase just how little silver's world has been till now#silver didn't visit the castle. he didn't go to primary school. he lived in the middle of nowhere. i dont think he went out into BV much#so his entire world prior to NRC was roughly 8 people. only diasom and sebek's family. homeschooled KING it makes me emotional#NRC mustve been such a culture shock. so many people from so many places and so much new to experience!!! i love him!!!#i wanted to do like a companion piece of a flat plane and buildings from all over TW to show the rest of the world but not enough energy#these geometric buildings are ANNOYING theyre satisfying as finished sets but i am NOT drawing more of them#i send you all nothing but love. silver sweep. ive been very lucky to experience such kindness in my 2.5 yrs here i cant wait to draw more#rumbling like a car. id like to draw his lab vignette again. its my fav story. i want to draw a beyootiful tapestry-style piece. i . sighs#twst is so ripe for artistic experimentation ive never been so inspired by a piece of media. i want to draw everything for my boy#twst#twst silver#twstファンアート#silver vanrouge#suntails#also something w intentional complimentary colors. shocking ik but i dont think ive done one of those for twst itd be tasty#i have an idea for one w him containing his dream world a lil abstractly. SIGHS. im a silver girlie first and Anything else second#im at the point where i cant see myself drawing twst pieces without him in it. its been almost a year since a non-silver piece#AND I FORGOT I HAVE TO DRAW AT LEAST ONE BDAY PIECE!!! i already have a comp idea for one. shaking like a LEAF
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As a Homicipher enjoyer and CRK fan, I adore you AU.
May I please humbly request content regarding one of the other Beasts or one of the other Ancients in this AU? Specifically White Lily, because I immediately think she'd have her flower theme and her own garden and stuff and am curious to see your wonderful ideas!
Please feed me this delicious content-
Ms. lily knows almost every place in the other world ! Even if a place/room changes, they can still make their way to their destination without any problem.
#the only places that ms lily dont know is the beasts territories ! even if they stumbled in it they wont take the risk of being obliterated#erm..ms. lily is ranked second in terms of liking you (too much) ! The first ranked is mr eyes ofc !#also ms lily plants lilies here and there at some parts of the other world because those makes them...sane. aside from you ofc#ms lily can see through the lilies btw#mr vanilla and ms lily are probably the only two who smells nice#alli answers#crk x reader#crk x you#white lily cookie x reader#white lily x reader#pure vanilla cookie x reader#pure vanilla x reader#ms lily (HXCRK)#mr vanilla (HXCRK)#homicipher x crk#im so glad you choose white lily cuz she sort of plays a huge role in the au#First encounter with ms lily !#I FORGOT THE TITLE ALLI IS SO SORRY
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#sir crocodile#dracule mihawk#buggy the clown#cross guild#my art#one piece#crochawk#dump of dumb stuff#i was looking at the old patrick bateman mihawk and ended up drawing axe wielding mihawk again#idk why#im just anxiety coping drawing#i wasnt going to post this but i forgot i scheduled it... omg#anyway im trying to be more free with drawing now and not caring so much#more like how i drew 2-3 yrs ago#if its weird and ugly then its weird and ugly#i also want to draw blackbeard but hes so hard to draw this way. still trying to figure it out#also please imagine crocodile standing with axehawk. i desperately wanted to draw crocodile with him but didnt#theyre axe murdering couple in crime#i took the last ones outfit from the shining#i try to draw lineart directly without a rough sketch stage. its sort of meditative#i'm gonna axe you one last time...
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Pre-Iliad Dashboard simulator

⬜️ iphy-the-princess-deactivated12990415
Eeeee!!! Guess who’s getting married to swift-footed Achilles??!!!
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💪 bestofgreeks
hurts being the only competent Greek warrior but someone’s gotta do it
#aristos achaeon #suck it agamemnon #im so hot #trojan war
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🪢 ilovemywife
I’m so strong for putting up with the other kings of Greece. #Except my bestie o-my-gods-just-let-me-die-omedes the only real one #if I have to hear agamemnon refuse to acknowledge the gods’ help one more time #he has so much hubris #could never be me
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🖕o-my-gods-just-let-me-die-omedes
why do people find Odysseus charming? He’s literally just lying about everything??
🖕o-my-gods-just-let-me-die-omedes
I get it
#i would legit die for him #hes the best of all of us ok?? 245 notes

👁️ pleaseimaprophetiswear
PLEASE SOMEONE LISTEN TO ME
🗡️ agamemnon
yes?
👁️ pleaseimaprophetiswear
SOMEBODY ELSE
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👑 prettiest-girl-ever-derogatory
Day 57 in Troy: living my best life, my new “husband” was away today thank the Gods. I heard there’s going to be a war over me. Love the sentiment but it’s a little much y’know?
#my husband is so nice but he’s so dramatic #hes pooled together all the armies in Greece to come together #no hector hate in the reblogs ok? #hes actually pretty ok #we make fun of paris together
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🏹 paris-not-the-city
Ok poll to prove I’m not crazy
No nuance option bc I wasn’t given one
#not my fault #its clearly aphrodite #olympian gods #i didn’t know kidnapping the queen of sparta would have consequences
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✨ queen-clytemnestra
im going to kill my husband. with an axe
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#Idk#Take of this as you will#It’s a really under appreciated part of the trojan war#But I love it#mostly for diomedes my favorite guy#But the others too#Iphigenia#achilles#odysseus#diomedes#cassandra#agamemnon#paris of troy#clytemnestra#greek mythology#the Iliad#sort of#thd odyssey#Even less so#P-14f#dashboard simulator#Omg stop I forgot to tag#helen of sparta
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Me everytime because this fandom is hell:
#batman#batfamily#batfam#talia al ghul#bruce wayne#dick grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#anti batcest#not taggig the weirdos#if never had to sort like this in any other fandom but still#sometimes glad Cass is underrated#ao3#wait i forgot sl*de#jumpscare
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