Most of my mental illness can be traced back to the fact that there’s a part of me that thinks I’m not good enough and what I really fear is that everyone thinks so too.
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The fan art of Chrissy and Eddie (in the style of Winnie the Pooh) that I worked on yesterday felt therapeutic. I experienced a wonderful sense of euphoria that I haven’t felt in a while. I felt as if I was healing something inside of me.
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Yall ever watch sovereign citizen videos just to feel smarter about yourself
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hey mrs. akaashi how’s the weather over there
meet me at our spot?
“mrs akaashi”
LET ME AT HIM. PLEASE. PLEASDEEEEEEEEEE
why do you do this to me. i was legit scratching my brain trying to think of something to put in my ask that would make you freak and then you just drop two NUCLEAR BOMBS like nothing happened. i hate you ree of tumblr.com/aozui formerly zumicho formerly froyoya
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Not really familiar with tumblr so I apologize if this should've been a message or something, but just wanted to say I love your blog and your fics so so much. Like obviously the writing quality and world building and perfect balance of humor and angst is phenomenal, but just your vibe as a person is very comforting. (This is a long way of just saying I use your blog and fics as escapism loll)
And I know you've mentioned a couple times that you tag your posts so people who don't want the info dump of asoh don't have to read it, but on the flip side there are so many of us who ADORE and scramble for every new tidbit about that world. So thank you very much for everything 🩵🩵🩵
(Also I hope you're doing better, there's no time limit on grief but with time it gets easier to continue on)
Oh 🥹 thank you so much for this lovely ask. It’s so very kind of you. I’m so happy that the shitposts and fics I create here bring others some even small amount of joy. It makes me feel useful.
Writing has been a good escape for me the last few days. Also answering all of these asks about ASOH has been so fun! I love sharing all of the tidbits that didn’t fit into certain scenes or that haven’t been published fully yet. So thank you 💜
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Tumblr was recommending your rat photos to me, so I went to check out your blog. I'm really sorry to hear about your partner, I hope you're okay, and that they reconsider. :(
I am not sure how to answer if I’m okay, my feelings are deeply hurt but that will heal, trying to maneuver this new world without much normalcy at all is very difficult but doable. Do you like rats? Was the blog a success in that way for you? It’s okay if not lol!
I think that him ending things might be what’s for the best, but moving through the motions of grief and regret and guilt and all the other emotions I’m going through is very difficult right now.
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//ooc: hey, I’ve got personal stuff going on so I might not be as active on here. I’ll still try to post bc this app is a safe space for me but if it takes me a while don’t think I’m ignoring or forgot//
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maybe i should be on my main account more. i kind of neglect it. how’s everyone doing. you can answer or don’t i don’t care it just turned midnight . hi
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Hello!!! For the Shades of Red ask game: crimson, cherry and scarlet (i literally just forgor what they were uh). I hope you are having a good day <3
crimson: if you could have only one photo or poster on your wall, what would it be?
This is tough. I don’t have any posters on my wall rn, they got lost in the process of moving, but I do have a bunch of pictures. If I had to pick one I’d do one of my sister and me both glaring at the camera just cause it makes me happy
cherry: thoughts on mainstream music?
I think it’s not as evil as a lot of people think it is. I personally don’t listen to that much mainstream music other than Olivia Rodrigo and Katy Perry and prolly a couple others I can’t remember, just cause I listen to gay girl music which tends to not be too mainstream. But I’m not a hater.
scarlet: think of your favourite genre. what kind of media in that genre do you prefer - books, films, or tv series?
My favorite genre is either horror or sci fi. With sci fi I prefer books just cause I like the explanation. With horror I prefer showing to telling, so I really like horror movies (exceptions being Mike Flanagans work) just cause they aren’t burdened with explanation
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Idk I’m really feeling the hockey doesn’t love me tonight. Which like. Hockey has never loved me. If I waited for it to love me first I wouldn’t be a fan. Man does it suck though having the league itself rub it in. “Hockey is for everyone” are you sure NHL? Are you really fucking sure?
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Sometimes some shit just kinda happens that makes you reflect on your own mortality.
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Thank you to everyone who responded to my post about my sister yesterday. I really appreciate the kind words and support <3
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