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I’ve seen headcanons that Papa V is transmasc.
I read a fanfic last night where V was a trans woman.
I’ve read theories that gender doesn’t apply to V to begin with due to being a vampire or even half-ghoul.
And I just have one thing to say…
You‘re ALL correct.
#seriously#I am HERE FOR THIS#I’ve been coming to terms with being enby#idk I’ve been having a weird sense of secondhand euphoria at seeing trans and other NB/GNC people have fun with their theories#its difficult to explain#either way keep going ghesties#ghost#the band ghost#ghost headcanons#the band ghost headcanons#papa v perpetua
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#old art i will just randomly throw here after years#hollow knight oc#Oc for a friend#Oc was named Clover#Clovers Egg was tiny.#really tiny#and got neraly destroyed#So Splinter decided to exist to snatch it.#Because 'EGG'#Weird Void#Weird Magic#The Void is sort of... an ocean of Souls that are kinda dormant most of the time here.#But Pale King woke some.#Its difficult to explain#Pale King accidentally let the Void and its souls think that he wanted a blessing. And... a lot of children.#Blessing= making the eggs 'alive' and... viable? is that the right word??#because... really... mixing Bug and Plant DNA?? q-q#The Void is kinda the Endboss in that AU. Every Loop more of the Void awoke (but it can never not make the eggs viable).#The Void is really Angry#Its souls too...#But they are still not fully on the whole 'lets rise till the whole world is drowning' thing the Void as entity on itself has going on.#I'm kinda stupid at explanations... so short thing.#The Void is an Ocean of Souls (and is also the birthplace of new ones funnily enough)#The Void is also an entity that holds all those souls. In some of my writings I also call it 'Old Blood'.#Because it got trapped in an Ocean of old 'Blood' When the first bug civilization got stupid and summoned patrt of the concept of death.#It is sort of still part of death and also kinda not.#The Void/Old Blood really likes the abilities it got. And is really angry when people abuse these.#Don't make magical babies with your plant-spouse and and entity that is sort of a part of the Concept of Death folks.#Even if you are a god#Its is going to make that gigantic ocean of blackend blood angry & you are so going to have worse things happen to you than a painful death
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Gourmand why are you like this. How can you make living things out of the blue fruit you ate 3 minutes ago. How do you make a living breathing fucking snail? You can't even eat it, and yet you can spit it out, how the hell does that work? Put that thing back!!! Why is it alive??
And how can you make a goddamn neuron from an overseer and. What was this.... Hold on
AND KARMA FLOWER. And how can you make an overseer from neuron+ANYTHING!!!!! FROM ANYTHING!!!!!!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!!
#/lh#does anyone have any headcanons on how gourmand can do this? how they can make octopuses noodleflies and so on?#because i have a very difficult time explaining this#i know its just a gameplay mechanic and you dont need to overthink it but i dont care#rw#akso the grey scug is nightcat but i still havent really thought about their design yet so i just gave them green stars. thatll do#pmpwbrrs#rain world#okay ill put th main tags#rw gourmand#rw nightcat#emetophobia#emetophobia tw
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man. there comes a point where derap keeps admitting to doing things like vodwatching his teammate, "accidentally" having peoples streams open Just long enough to see a funny moment he can talk abt on stream, intentionally seeking out lifesteal spoilers, or using replay mod to see things he isn't supposed to know abt like the focus swords during the spawn war that it becomes incredibly difficult to trust anything he says or to continue giving him the benefit of the doubt
bc if he will admit to doing stuff like That fully on stream then how can it be trusted that he isn't cheating in other ways? like idk maybe its not that serious to anyone else but there's a reason the rules are the way that they are and even IF he claimed to not use the information he has on the server itself, his decisions and thought processes and everything are all still very much being influenced bc he has information he should not have :(
#lifesteal spoilers#crit#im sorry if im being a complainer its js like#weh#he always toes the line of cheating like this has been an issue since the spawn wars back in november at least#when he used replay mod to check the focus inventory and find evidence that he can use to confirm his theory. i didnt like it#but it wasnt Technically against the rules so it was like okay whatever#but then he kept doing things and admitting to things that similarly arent Technically against the rules but its like. cmon dude.#or even admitting to things that Are breaking the rules but explained off or framed in a way so it isnt that bad#it gets so annoying and like difficult to trust in what he says and in his intentions yk#maybe im js being silly idk like sorry if its a non issue and im overreacting LOL#i feel like im overthinking as i type this all
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What's Anatomist up to lately? (I miss my bae)

They are mainly working, occasionally getting annoyed at how evolution makes things more difficult for them to work on
it's reference to the recurrent laryngeal nerve. The fun thing about it is that it's the nerve that innervates the muscles in the larynx, but it detours around the aorta on its way from the brain to the voice box. This is especially noticeable in larger animals where the heart and the voice box are far apart. For example, in giraffes, the structures are only a few centimeters apart, but the nerve can get 5 meters long because it travels all the way down to the chest and then loops back up. This is a result of how structures evolved from fish (with no necks) to large animals (with large necks). Evolution can't just "unplug" the nerve and optimize it, so next best thing is to gradually adjust over time
animation of the process | bit more info about it
#i love how this ask was phrased#sorry for disappearing again im very much not over or done with those critters#i meant to catch up on the asks but its taking a moment#and im working on comic for one just need more time so its actually presentable#a depressive episode from beginning of year been getting worse so thats been fun#makes everything more difficult#even walking home for two hours isnt doing much anymore but its spring so the willow cats are back#and propagation of measurement errors for raport is some kind of a tool made especially for torment#wym it needs derivatives of errors then a secret third one that were just supposed to assume i guess#i wish he actually explained how to do it instead of getting mad at us for not learning it before the class even started#like obviosly if you failed 74% of students that means the material isnt clear#but anyways#lifes ben fun#don't go into engineering kids#toh#the owl house#toh archivists#the archivist#toh collectors#toh fanart#owl house#the collector#toh collector#regulart#ask#toh the collector#the collector toh#collector toh#toh comic#toh the archivists
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hmm... im sure someones made a good guide out there somewhere, but i personally havent used any but thats not a good answer, so another place to start is to use a real game as a ref! this is the sims 2 ds:
most of the detailed textures are only used for the player sims hair/face/clothing you can see by the jagged edges of this sims vest that its still a little lower than the faces texture (this is probably because the body has more clothing variations than the face and they needed to save memory)
static parts of the environment have a higher res, because they can tile/repeat the textures. this game has a million variations on bed/chair textures, so they're notably lower res this is a ripped texture of most(?) of the things used to make an area in the game (image credit) :
the desert background here is just a 2d image, relatively low res because the player will never be able to reach it
i guess this is just a long winded way of saying "things that arent that important or the player will generally be lower poly + less detailed" but i hope it helps a little
#its hard to explain bc its difficult to set rules unless you try to set the entire environment to the same style rules //#i mostly went into textures here bc ds games are much lower textured than psx or similar most of the time //#i need to actually learn more abt ds stuff sdkfhsdjh im mostly just eyeballing this instead of knowing much abt it //#long post#scopophobia#gif#not my art#sims 2 ds#tutorial#...ok not really but how do i tag this//#newbiealliance#image heavy
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oh yeah i finished sacred and terrible air and i regret to announce that the distressingly erotic autopsy scene in disco elysium was not an isolated incident
#gore text cw#disco elysium#i guess#my overall review of sacred and terrible air is; EXTREMELY difficult to parse and DESPERATELY needs an editor#theres some great prose in there and some really neat ideas but the pacing is INCOMPREHENSIBLE#the worldbuilding is also never once explained theres no joyce messier figure to tell you What The Hap Is Fuckening#so if you havent already played the game it would be COMPLETE gibberish#but theres some gorgeous prose and the worldbuilding is THERE pretty much exactly as it is in de#its extremely impresive but desperately needed editing#its also a lot darker & grittier than de no real jokes or light moments#i wouldnt say dont read it but i would say dont go in lightly#and dont read it if you havent played the game first to get the lay of the land
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Sometimes watching Community is like "Abed's just like me fr 😃" and sometimes it's "Abed's just like me fr ☹️"
#inspired by the fact that my therapist said i can send her show or movie scenes to explain how im feeling#and im slightly debating on sending her a scene from Community#the one in contemporary american poultry where talks how connecting to people is difficult#idk if I'll actually do it bc thats terrifying but its an idea in my brain#sorry for oversharing on tumblr dot com again#Abed nadir#nbc community#community
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merry xmas! im drinking rum with aleks and listening to some really old techno. i blurted everything about ouro and all the tough things surrounding, and its future, and i got so excited i yelled and yodeled into the dead and dark forest. it's been such. such a good christmas. 2025 got nothing on me. we live we die and we fucking live again. hold my hand. giggle with me. have some zacapa. i love you
#!!!!!!!#when the end of year actually feels like the exhale of a breath you've held for years? i mean. this feels almost too good to be true#not to say im not struggling. but its hard to acknowledge that when everything feels like this. like hope. like homecoming.#a force majeure of optimism but still. grounded? real? yeah. real. more real than anything has felt in years and years#i wish you a lovely holiday whether you celebrate or not#and i wish. i wish upon a thousand stars and the black matter in between that i can be present for the creativity that is a physical thing#an anchor in my body. an anvil. something i just yearn to make real and place in someone elses hands#i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try#ouro got me this far (even if you had to wait for the story- the story gave me what i needed to just. change what needed to be changed befo#e I tell it to you. i truly don't know how to explain it. im just shaking your shoulders and rattling trees and telling the cosmos thank yo#!!!!! augh difficult to explain can't do it#im smiling angelically at you while man o to is playing on the speakers. and there are stars in the sky and good company beside me.#hope tonight treats you kindly#happy holidays<3
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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NOOOOOO WHY YOU SUPPORT PALESTINE? UNFOLLOW
ok and? good riddance.
#i shouldnt have to explain why genocide is bad#its not that difficult to grasp actually#free palestine
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Are demons born demons or humans that died and turn into demons or is it just a mix of both?
(And also Julie is best girl)
Oh! Thats simple, think of demons as just another race. Demons are born demons. While demons can mingle with other races too and create hybrids, you cant turn a human born human into a demon
Basically you cant change a person's natural race, human or mythic because the only kind that can turn you from a human are vampires and usually only humans get turned into vampires. Usually. Normally--
#there's only two types of monsters that can make a person change their race in this au#welcome home#welcome home au#welcome home hvh au#asks#mmmm its very difficult to explain with just words
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Words are not enough. I need ugly pictures to vent.
#art#ai art#anti ai art#it's sooo difficult to explain just how furious ai art makes me#especially when people say “ohhh it's just so much EaSiEr with AI thoo”#SHUT UP SHUT UP#ART IS NOT ABOUT EASE OR CONVENIENCE#IF I HAVE AN IDEA I WANT TO WORK ON IT#I DONT WANT STOLEN DATA TO DO THE WORK FOR ME#if i have an idea and but its created by other artists work then it doesn't matter how good my idea was#that idea isnt mINE anymore#ai art has no space in the creative field#vent art#hilarious that this classifies as vent art but that's what it was#digital art
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We're trying, gang, we're trying
#wiltedlemon#wilteddoodles#grian fanart#watcher grian fanart#watcher grian#avian grian#partially#its in my head but its difficult to explain
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Tonight's doodles yay
YES those are will wood references thank you for noticing
#i would love to try to explain why i draw my favorite characters annoyed with me but its too difficult for my brain rn#clopin jump scare woooooo im still obsessed (if you couldn't tell)#YES i know i kinda yassafy him YES I'm sorry#maudiemoods art tag#clopin trouillefou#shoulder angel/demon au#sundrop#moondrop#i guess bc they're at the beginning
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computer, get this guy some chapstick
#anyway this is my john :3#I hate his stupid ass face#someone get him a tube of that navy blue nivea stuff STAT#his facial hair is so fucking wiry it pmo so bad why is it so hard to make him look good for photos#<- WHICH I CAN APPRECIATE BTW#i love this stupid greasy man#if he wasn't the way he is idk if we'd be here rn so like yk#but also at the same time I can recognize how its significantly more difficult to get good photos of my john than it is with my arthur#my john's facial hair is so insane im not gonna explain what I did and im STILL not even sure if I like it#maybe I just spend too much time looking at him and I need to do something else for a while#(I need to touch grass)#also if you have read this far into my tags... *gives u a sticker* ily <3#and you also get to know that when I took this photo my John only had two darts and a raspberry in his provisions inventory#idk what I was doing last time I loaded up this save slot bc I ALWAYS have stacks and stacks of food on my arthur??#so like- idk what my john has been doing while ive been gone but thats how I found him#which is fitting#red dead redemption 2#john marston#video game photography#red dead photography#paisley.txt
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