#Reflection on Existence
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"Entranced (Contemplation in the Cosmos)" by Nestor
This black and white ink drawing portrays an aged man with a beard lost in deep contemplation within a futuristic spaceship setting. The subtle hints of sadness on his face are contrasted against the vastness of space, where the Milky Way is barely visible in the background. The artwork evokes feelings of isolation and reflection, inviting viewers to ponder the human experience amidst the cosmos.
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#DarkArt, #HandDrawn, #InkDrawing, #FuturisticArt, #SpaceArt, #Contemplation, #Isolation, #CosmicArt, #MilkyWay, #HumanExperience, #PhilosophicalArt, #ArtByNestor, #BlackAndWhiteArt, #EmotionalArt, #SurrealArt
#Black and White Ink Drawing#Futuristic Spaceship#Contemplative Man#Bearded Man#Space Art#Milky Way#Deep Reflection#Human Isolation#Cosmic Themes#Emotional Art#Sci-Fi Art#Space Exploration#Lost in Thought#Ink Drawing#Hand-Drawn Art#Art By Nestor#Surreal Art#Futuristic Themes#Isolation in Space#Human Experience#Sadness in Art#Reflection on Existence#Outer Space#Sci-Fi Illustration#Gothic Themes#Intricate Detail#Visual Storytelling#Galactic Art#Space Journey#Abstract Space Art
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I can't keep being fundamentally changed as a person by animated movies, it's just not sustainable.
#animation#animated film#animated movies#across the spiderverse#across the spider-verse#spiderverse#puss in boots#puss in boots the last wish#puss in boots 2#nimona#nimona film#yes i'm posting this specifically because i just watched nimona and am feeling all kinds of things but really these are all PEAK TIER#the fact they have ALL been released within 7 months of each other...like...woah we are thriving right now#stylised animation with its own unique style reflecting the movie i love you forever kissing you on the mouth#films that make me ferally rip up any and all art blocks to shreds#and that's just the animation side of things#i won't get started on the plots. they also make me want to bounce off of walls#hugging all these close to my chest#as well as all the other great animated movies that exist because animation wins all catergories for me always#(let's not forget anime movies either; y'all are beautiful too! keeping 2d animation alive and i'm so here for it)
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fionna and cake drawings before and after watching the episodes so far. it’s nostalgic and somehow cathartic and poignant and relatable and—it just started
#i’m part of the demographic where i was a kid when adventure time started and now watching fionna and cake as an adult makes me emotional#because did they keep us in mind when writing fionna and her attitude towards life#the dissatisfaction#the hoping for something more#something more magical than this dreary life filled with working to live and living to work#it’s so reflective of how life feels for me and perhaps many of us#and also Simon’s episode was so sad but so well thought out#exploring his feelings after the events of the adventure time finale is something I’m glad we get to see#there were already so many layers to his character in AT but now it feels like we get to dive deeper#I also felt emotional hearing Rebecca Sugar singing and writing a song that encapsulates his feelings so well#😭 it’s been awhile seeing her work exist alongside these characters#and all of these emotions get stronger because I remember AT being the one to inspire me to be a storyboard artist#when I was younger I used to follow many of the board artists here in tumblr and would get so inspired by them#to create simple but powerful boards that can capture the feelings of characters so well#Rebecca Sugar’s songs for the AT characters inspired me so much too#I’m sorry this is long I’m just feeling so many things experiencing all of this again as an adult#my art#fanart#adventure time#fionna and cake#fionna the human#cake the cat#simon petrikov
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My less popular opinion (and what I believe to be implied by the art in Lost Days) is that rather than waking up in a fully grown body Jason didn’t actually complete his puberty until after his Lazarus pit dip while he was on his murder tour. Imagine you’re tied up in a basement in Berlin getting interrogated by a teenager and his voice is cracking the entire time and if you laugh he’s going to shoot you
#Late puberty Jason truthers rise#Egon calling up Talia like ‘did you send me a middle schooler what is this’. ‘He’s technically high school aged actually’#he would’ve been like 18 when he finally regained consciousness but the way he’s drawn could easily be mistaken for 15#I know people love the body dysmorphia angst of Jason waking up big but I offer you this: Jason wakes up looking basically the same to a#world that has moved on without him and is unrecognizable. His death/injuries stunted him he existed for years in a state of suspension#while the world passed him by. He was on pause while everyone kept moving on and he didn’t get unpaused until the Lazarus pit and he has#to scramble to catch up. He’s actually 18 but the last thing he remembers is being 15 and his body reflects this state#and then once his mind is finally back online puberty hits him like a truck. Just look at the difference between how Jason is drawn#immediately after his dip in the Lazarus pit vs the end of lost days when his training arc is over#It implies it could’ve been multiple years but in order to fit with the timeline of other comics I personally don’t think it#would’ve been that long. I think he just sprouted up like a weed#Jason Todd#dc#I think Jason is technically still growing by the time he’s red hood. In my personal mindscape he doesn’t reach his peak buffness/height#he’s like 21 and he’s 19 in utrh#Sorry for my 1538283th post about red hood lost days I’m obsessed with his little fucked up coming of age story#Red hood lost days
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I just hate time-travel-erase-your-memory because that makes me think of identity issues of like 'am I even me at that point'
- Anthony Burch
sorry Anthony but that exact thing is my bread and butter
art by @when-sanpape-arts
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#jodie foster#glenn close dndads#nick close#glenn close#morgan freeman dndads#nicholas foster#older sister au#stevie close/stephanie foster#the red shading for jodie nicky and stevie but not morgan glenn and nick#glenns goodbye i love you hand is something i should elaborate on bc im obsessed#im so obsessed with this piece you have no idea#dndads oc#did i also spend waaaaay too long looking for that anthony quote bc i knew it existed somewhere? maybe#alexa play reflection from mulan#Spotify
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Did a redesign of Connor’s mystery wife! She’s gotta be my oldest OC, I literally designed her like a week after I got into AC back in February 2019. I know @ramshackledtrickster has posted her a bunch, but I wanted to share her on here too :3
Her name is Tekonwenaharake! That’s more of a placeholder name, really, since there’s a living Mohawk person with the name, but I don’t wanna just refer to her as “T” or “Connor’s wife,” so I’ll be tagging her like this if I post her more!
These drawings came about because I was playing around with drawing her more historically accurate. Eventually, I found a happy medium between her original design and historical records from the time (paintings, clothes, etc.). I really loved how this turned out and I hope you guys do too!
Also fun fact: I always try to make her look like an older version of Io:nhiòte since I imagine she looks a lot like her mom. I imagine even the earrings were gifts to Io:nhiòte that she then wears in the AC Reflections comic!
#assassin’s creed#connor kenway#ratonhnhaké:ton#ac3#ac fanart#art#my art#connor’s mystery wife#tekonwenaharake#technically she’s not an OC because the character DOES exist this is just a potential design for her#also when I got into ac I didn’t know there were other designs of her already so if there’s overlap. I’m so sorry 😭#TEKON GOT ME THROUGH HIGH SCHOOL GANG I STG#she’s so mother (literally)#I love the line in reflections that’s like ‘your mother always knows’#that’s very her core#this is a very simplified version of the patterns n stuff too I know they’re not accurate but I did try to replicate the diamond patterns#anyways hope yall like it!!#I used to be embarrassed abt posting her I literally have like 6 years of drawings of her#but I decided fuck it we ball cringe is dead
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Your reflection, your bitter deception / Setting you free A Series of Small Offerings - IV/6 - day38
#not the most original thing ever but i had this idea of escaping your self through a mirror as it shatters#because your reflection no longer exists so cannot hold you back or something#i don't know it wasn't really a fleshed out idea just somehow made sense in my head for the lyrics#a series of small offerings#man i missed putting that tag under posts so much#i know it is a bit sloppy but i don't care it felt good to do it#sleep token#sleep token fanart#vessel fanart#levynn tries to draw#vessel#vessel i#sleep token i#i sleep token
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Was there every any hope for Dream and Nightmare?
Could they have stayed in their universe, stayed together, stayed happy?
Maybe. But somehow, I can't see it, at least not after the village comes into the picture. They might have been able to stay in their own little bubble forever, but as soon as that outside force exists, the clock starts ticking.
It was Nightmare who couldn't take it anymore. But it could have easily been Dream. Either way, it was only a matter of time. I don't think there was any avoiding it, not really. Not in their situation, not with who they are.
Nightmare. The scapegoat, the dark one, the moon, the night. Tied to his brother by his very name, because even though he wasn't a nightmare, he's Dream's opposite, and that is all he was ever seen as by others. The dark to Dream's light, the negativity to Dream's positivity. Always defined by his brother, even before he was hurt for merely existing. Did he ever really get to be his own person?
And Dream, the golden one, the perfect one, the kind one, the sun. Always so helpful and positive. Always in demand, because who doesn't want to be happy? Their happiness is his responsibility. So he smiles, he helps, he conceals all the stress and sadness and anger and grief. He can't be seen with negative emotions, he can't effect others with his own feelings, he can't let his own feelings or needs or self matter when there's always other people who need him. So he keeps up that sunshine mask, keeps all the clouds and rain and storms locked in the dark where nobody can see them.
You can't maintain masks like that under enough built-up pressure. Eventually, something breaks.
Maybe they still had a chance. Broken things can heal, after all. Maybe they could have helped each other, grown, figured out a way to make things better.
Or maybe they were doomed from the start.
All I know is that if one didn't break, the other would have eventually.
#babble#rant#ramble#undertale#undertale au#dreamtale#dreamtale brothers#dream#nightmare#dreamtale dream#dreamtale nightmare#also have i mentioned how i actually kind of love that nightmare. the moon-coded one. is so defined by his brother?#the moon reflects the sun's light#light can exist without shadows but shadows are cast by light#darkness is a lack of light but light is not a lack of darkness#and from the very moment they were named#dream got to be his own person#while nightmare was just his opposite. his shadow. his dark reflection.#and i think that a lot of nightmare's struggle is essentially trying to escape that#rose's rambles
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*stares at disciple SQQ falling into the abyss au*
oh you are so "SY-is-SJ" coded. You are so "fell into the abyss and suddenly remembered that oh i've been Shen Jiu this whole time, not just Shen Yuan. we are one and the same". you are so 'crumbling under the weight of the system and being in the abyss and the despair of never really being free and having suffered in both lives' built. you are so 'scrambling to come to terms with your existence and battling with which life is really yours, only to realize that they both are'. You are primed for going off the rails.
I'm so normal about this guys. i promise.
#svsss#mxtx svsss#svsss au#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villian self saving system#scum villian#svsss role reversal au#IF I MAKE IT SY-IS-SJ THERE'S NO STOPPING ME FROM MAKING THIS AU QIJIU. LIKE IT MUST BE QIJIU IF I GO THAT ROUTE.#grinding my teeth. grips you by the shoulders tightly#the angst of YQY finding out SQQ fell into the endless abyss and falling into a despair that he couldnt save him AGAIN. him trying to go#through hell and high water trying to get him back. him and LBH are losing their shit. also the idea that YQY existed in SY's world too#not as an older brother but as a close childhood friend who was there for him for years up until their HS years where something happened#that caused a falling out. but YQY keeps trying to rekindle that friendship and never can in that world bc SY dies before they can reconnec#SQQ realizing that he misses YQY like a limb and thinking that if he sees him again he'll demand answers for his supposed abandonment but#also he just wants to hug him. just once. and then maybe punch him. not in that order. its the doomed soulmates guys. its the reconnection#obsessed obsessed obsessed. like HMMMM. SQQ knows YQY's fate from the book and the idea makes him so nauseous he has to sit down#bingqiu is fantastic but ALSO. QIJIU. 'SY-is-SJ' is decidedly perhaps my favorite trope for the time being if only for the pure and utter#self-hatred SY and SJ are going to inflict on each other. its about the mental breakdown guys. especially with chronically ill SY.#SJ hating SY for being sick. for being a shut in. they are a reflection of each other they ARE each other and they hate themselves#holding back from going off the rails about 'SY-is-SJ' au combined with him falling into the abyss#'no light no light' by florence and the machines is this au guys. ive decided it now
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I may just be insane about this but does this feel like foreshadowing to anyone else. In this scene we see her trying to replicate the skill of someone else (her mother) and failing to achieve the same results that they would. That feels really specific and it's driving me insane.
Like, we see this come back again in the aftermath of the trial. Diana has repeatedly voiced her admiration for Wolfgang's ability to speak and inspire those around him in the darkest of times, saying she wished she could do the same. We see her pour her heart out and give her own speech to inspire the others-- except the reaction that she receives is cold and miserable, far from the newly kindled warmth and hope Wolfgang was able to create every time.
Diana is a chameleon. Her whole thing is to reflect, to replicate and to adapt. Do you think that this small scene where she tries to make a butterfly out of her hairclips-- a butterfly, an animal associated with transformation and change-- and the end result looking nothing like what she wanted it to be is a metaphor for her future character arc? She has declared that she wants to follow in Wolfgang's footsteps, wants to become something new, but do you think that by the end she ends up being the furthest thing from him? Do you think that by the end she will be left distorted, fundamentally wrong? Do you think that if she could see what she will become in the future, the only emotion that she can muster is horror as she gazes at a stranger that's supposed to be herself? That by the end, she won't be able to recognise herself, because there's no "her" left anymore?
#project eden's garden#p:eg#p:eg spoilers#diana venicia#wolfgang akire#it makes me think of her in the imitation artwork#the way she is more “normal” than everyone else. that she's smiley and friendly and colourful but her eyes are completely vacant. glassy#everyone else's ranges from horrifying to morbidly cryptic to depressing yet they all feel infinitely more “real” than she does#they say the eyes are the window to the soul yet hers are mirrors that only reflect the people in her sight#and in one you can see her face. expression hardened and determined with purple eyes similar to wolfgang.#and then the one where you see diana look at her imitation self covering her mouth in horror at what she sees when she looks into its eyes#and it's so unbelievably similar to when she watched wolfgang get electrocuted to death#and it feels to me like it's emphasising how his death will be her spiral into losing herself entirely failing to be like him#which makes sense. because she has an idealised image of who wolfgang was#wolfgang was someone who was also scared. who also struggled. who had his own insecurities and fears and secrets#wolfgang had parts about himself he hated and tried to be a better person than he thought he was presently#and he has an idealised image of his own mum. dedicated his life to be like HER#she chases after an idealised picture modelled after another idealised picture unaware that the standard she's pursuing never existed#diana corruption arc i can feel it#i can see her character going downhill mentally from here and honestly i'd love that but i would be upset cuz she deserves better#but i feel like her story will be one of transformation gone horribly wrong#which makes her such an interesting antagonist and contrast to how damon's development will likely go#anywho just rambling here in the tags don't mind me much#i just really like diana and i don't rant about her enough XD#momento rambles
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deeply amused by the brand of fujoshi that revels in being oh so above the depraved m/f hetship yet turns every single one of their m/m pairings into an exact replica of the heterosexual dynamic, complete with a physically larger top who protects and provides and a more emotional and delicate, recipient-of-care malewife (heavy on the wife)
#let the record reflect that i understand feminine gay men exist and these dynamics may be present in healthy irl gay relationships#and it's FINE#and it is your g-d given right to avoid straight ships on principle. but seeing that attitude come from people#whose ideal ship dynamic is clearly somewhere inbetween 'sitcom wife x sitcom husband' and 'colleen hoover novel'#that does give me pause
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part of a sadness
#just thinking about how simon’s world is reflected in fionna’s#not just the characters but feelings too#just that deep melancholy#fionna mirrors that albeit the sadness is caused by a different reason#YET THEY’RE THE SAME TOO!#the feeling of being stuck…and that feeling of longing for something (or someone)#questioning ‘will it ever get better’#they resonate with me so much#this is all based on the hints we get that fionna and cake exist in Simon’s mind and how cake literally escaped from it in the last episode#it just got me thinking and i got emotional and#yeah#my art#adventure time#at#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#fionna the human#fionna campbell#simon petrikov#cake the cat#adventure time fionna and cake#adventure time fanart
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Batman "I don't like working with others, I don't trust them, and I won't sacrifice Gotham to help out unless it's absolutely dire."
*Has an extensive network of vigilantes in Gotham and elsewhere, is on 85 different Justice League Rosters, would die for half of them*
Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man *fighting every hero he ever meets*
"Weird that no-one likes me, don't know what their fucking problem is, I should fight them"
#batman#spider-man#i always think its so fucking funny when every justice league adaption goes 'he isnt a team player' like#he's been in so many different variations of the justice league its not even funny#autumn could start late and this man would have a team assembled#meanwhile mr friendly neighborhood over here has probably engaged in fisticuffs with every marvel character in existence#because they rightfully looked at him funny#one of my favorite panels in his avengers run is him throwing wolverine out of an UnBreakable window because he called mj dimwitted#also that superman/spider-man crossover where peter broke his hands trying to punch him into submission#i was gonna say this man would punch his own reflection if it looked at him funny but considering the clone saga exists#he basically has
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a very normal and not at all possessed child
#gravity falls#dipper pines#bill cipher#bipper#neno edits#i think looking back on bipper highlights how much bill pushes his expressions#i feel like while there's a bunch of cool gijinka designs not many drawings of them really reflects that?#he makes their eyes go pretty oval too#also teeth#gotta have super detailed teeth#anyway man i wish they had wendy and soos reacting to 'dipper' randomly going 'but how can you stop me.... if you don't exist'#and laughing maniacally for five minutes#bipper: ....i was thinking of something funny I heard earlier#wendy and stan do get weirded out by him at the theatre (while soos is oblivious) but they dont say anything#i feel like the whole 'their eyes look normal mostly and you have to examine it closely to tell if its bill or not' thing gets forgotten to
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ᜊ : WELCOME TO FAIRYHAOS’...
hello beloved whimsies! we're finally nearing the end of another year, and just like we did in 2023, it's time to review everything that happened in 2024 ^^ here in this post i'll go back over some general stats, some "top (x)" categories, and also a shoutout to all the lovely people i've met here on tumblr <3
but first, the general stats!
the fairyhaos account was opened 603 days ago (as of new year's eve)
crazily, we have a total of 4382 followers already - which is 1505 in just this year,
and the total number of moots has risen to over 40 !
in 2024, ive written 34 works (+1 for tubatu!!),
created 21 gifsets (+2 for zb1!!),
made 3.6k+ posts in general,
received 325 posts in my tracked tag #useryenas (thanku guys so much for that)
and wracked up 62.7k+ notes in this year alone!
(which brings the total note count to 169.8k... LITERALLY INSANE)
statistics-wise, this year has been absolutely incredible, despite how inactive i've been, so thank you everyone!!
now, how about the top post stats?
total word count in 2024: ~87,000 words!!!
top fic of 2024: no such thing as too perfect // jww (2,300 notes)
top fic of all time: 04:15am // csc (4,514 notes)
fav fic from 2024: all mother nature's fault // hjs
top gif from 2024: joshua | arena x barrie (407 notes)
top gif of all time: gyuseokshu | babygirls (658 notes)
fav gif from 2024: yujin | prettiest person in the world
this is all absolutely amazing, but genuinely, this wouldn't have been possible without the support and love i've received from all of you: moots, followers, and everyone else who has been so, so kind.
so finally, here are my thanks!
first port of call is of course, my most beloved writer moots who i've known since day 1! thank you to @blue-jisungs for being so bright and friendly, to @weird-bookworm for being the biggest, kindest supporter i could ask for, to @etherealyoungk for being so lovely all the time, to @icyminghao, @hannyoontify, @wheeboo, @slytherinshua, @haecien, @wollycobbl3-blr @gyuswhore @arafilez @eternalgyu @idubiluv @wonwoonlight @odxrilove @leejungchans @joonsytip @mirxzii @trblsvt @reikaryu for just being so sweet and so fun and making me grateful every day that i found you. i talk to u all with varying degrees of frequency, but still, i love you all so much. thank you!
and ofc, there are my incredibly talented cc moots who have been w me since last year :( our main content may be different, but i'm so thankful to have known u all bc you're all the friendliest, most talented people in the world! to @sugurugetos for always being so kind since day one, to @vcrnons for being the sweetest, to the always friendly @soonhoonsol, to @meowonhao @h-ao @seokmins @joshuas, thank you for being here because you brighten up my dash, without a fail, all the time!
then to all the moots i made this year, hello and thank you!! thank you to @chwedout for being so silly and kind, to @96z for your loveliness and being the caratblr glue, to @jeonwon-wonwoo for being the kindest soul ever, to @planetkiimchi and @eoieopda for being fun and sweet and so, so nice. and of course, thanks to @pookiez, @p1harmonie @rosieposie @y-eontan @fabulaee, because we even though the only interaction we have is reblogging the same stuff and me putting things in your tracked tags, i love seeing you on my dash and you make my day so much better, genuinely. <3
it feels strange to put this in, but i also want to thank the people who i follow, even if they don't follow me back: because i love your posts, and i think it's important that i say it! you all form a key part of my experience here, so thank you: @jeonghanic @soobinies @lee-sanghyeok @yeonjune @db2k @hoshingi @wnjunhui @renjunniez @myungjaehyun !!
but there's no way i'm forgetting everyone else!
to @melodicrabbit @caratsandpotatoes and @minhui896, whose rbs i always look forward to whenever i post; to @chocoreads and @k1eev for being excited about yeoubi since the start, thank you so much. to the people who tagged me in their fic recs post, thank you too!!!
to 🍒 anon, vernon anon, glasses shua anon, 😼 anon, and any other named anons ive forgotten, thank you for popping into my inbox and making my day. to any unnamed anons, or anons who appeared once and then left, or those who came back without an emoji: i see you, and thank you for interacting with me!
and then to anyone who i haven't called out—all of my lovely supporters, beloved yena's fairies, thank you! i see you all, and i'm so grateful for all your love and i'll look to repay it in kind with much more content to be released next year. 2024 has been a busy year, both personally and for fairyhaos, and i'm where i am right now because of all of you.
happy new year everyone, and i hope you're all nothing but happy and healthy in 2025 💗
#fairyhaos.txt#ive been waiting ALL YEARRR to make this post bc the end of year reviews are the most fun#ive grown so kuch this year as a writer and a person and to see it reflected backbto me feels incredible#and of course. my most favourite thing. thanking the people i love <3#i love you all soso much and words camnot express how much joy you ALLL bring me just by existing ^^#thank you everuone and happy new year!!!!!#friends <3
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Superbat sun and moon theme but it's in the way that Clark is Bruce's moon and Bruce is Clark's sun...
Hear me out... Listen—
#I probably should not be posting this at 5AM but I had so many thoughts...#It's in the way Clark doesn't burn and reflect light into Bruce life akin to the moon glow in the dark sky#It's in the way that Bruce existence and their friendship so fundamentally important to Clark's life akin to a sun +#(so intensely intertwined once meet and are part of the closest + important people in Clark's life) (( a man with superman heart come on))#Anyways.#superbat#venus rambling#superman#batman#clark kent#bruce wayne
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