#SO THAT 10MINS OF QUESTIONS WAS JUST ME TALKING

[swaggypsyduck]

CALL ME MESSI THE WAY I JUST CARRIED THIS 7 PERSON PRESENTATION

[yuyu1024]

Lettuce

Pairings: Mingyu × y/n

Genre/tags: non idol, dating

Warning: 🔞 fluff but still smut, pet names (babes, baby, love, honey, sweetheart etc.), cursing, unportected/protected sex (always be safe), kinks (size, breeding, tits, etc), mention of small age gap, mention of low self-esteem/confidence and insecurities

~~~ [lmk if i miss anything]

Words: 2.6k

Disclaimers:

- this story is just made up

- english is not my first language, please be nice 😊

A/N: been away. I didnt know if I should post this or delete but then... I dont want effort to go to waste so.. 😅 i hope this is an okay one.

Have a nice day.

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"Are you still waiting for your ride home?"

You look at the group of girls standing a few feet away from you. They are from the department across your office.

"Is your boyfriend late?" She adds a follow up question

You smile, "I am." You cautiously answer.

They are not your friends so you are not comfortable to share more than that. And also they are known to be the gossipers in the officr so, any details about your personal life would be the next topic for the next few weeks if you share anything with them.

"It's already late... are you sure he's still coming?" One girl asks.

Luckily, the bus arrives just in time for them to hurry in. No time for you to even chat with them anymore.

"Thank goodness..." you sigh feeling relieved.

*pings*

🐶: sorry, im late. 😭

🐶: i helped an old lady cross the street.

🐶: didn't know she would ask me to also help her get boxes of soju in her shop.

🐶: she admitted to pretending to struggle crossing the street so she can ask anyone to help her and his son 🙃 and then made me buy a whole bunch of lettuce.

🐶: like a whoke bunch😶

🐶: you like lettuce right babe?😚

You smile as you read your boyfriend's text. You don't know if its you imagining him pouting because he feels sorry he made you wait or its because he felt used and scammed.

💖: you're so silly.

💖: its still a good deed so its okay 😊

🐶: but i am 10mins late.

🐶: i cant let my princess wait for me.

💖: i can wait. As long as its you... ♥️

You see him read the message and then not reply.

"Hello stranger..."

You got startled when Mingyu embraces you from behind and kissed you on the cheek.

"Yah! You scared me." You slap his arm

"Sorry..." he giggles and kissed you again. This time on the lips.

"Stop..." you say, blushing. "We are outside."

"So...?" He grins and then puts his arm around you. "We are a couple. Who the fuck cares?"

You roll your eyes. "You know people judge..."

"No... they are just jealous because I am dating a wonderful woman..."

You shake your head. "No... they are not jealous because of me..." you push him away. Forcing a laugh. "Probably because you look good in that double denim look."

Here you go again with your self pity and self judging. You always do this. 'This' notion that you are way below over any other girl and that you are just lucky Mingyu is your boyfriend. You always make an effort to put yourself down without even noticing that Mingyu does not like it.

He fucking loves you. Inside and out. From head to toe. From front to back. He even loves it when you are not at your best behavior nor position. He just... loves you. Period.

But on your end, even with a million reassurance, you always doubt yourself for him.

***

Arriving at his apartment, the first thing you did was announce that you are going to take a shower. You didn't even looked at him when you said it. You're not mad at him or whatever. You are just guilty and feel sorry for being down out of the blue. You didn't even talked that much during the ride home.

"Hey..." he takes you by your arm and pulls you close for an embrace. He kissed the top of your head and then forehead. "Take your time... I'm going to cook dinner."

You smile with no teeth showing. "Okay..." your voice sounding almost a whisper.

"Anything in particular you want? We have meat, fish and vegetables... like a lot of lettuce..." referring to the whole plastic the old lady sell him. "You want something with soup or fried? Ramyun or pasta?"

"Hmm... I like pasta... and a salad on a side?"

"Okay... as you wish my princess..."

The whole apartment smells like a five star restaurant. The fragrance is to die for and makes your mouth water. When you got out of the bedroom, hair still damp, you got suprised by how extravagant Mingyu arranged the dining area. Fancy plates, lit candles, wine glasses and a bottle of his favorite red win. All of a sudden, iy felt like you entered an Italian restaurant wearing your baby pink pajamas and hello kitty slippers.

"Hi, babe." Mingyu is a ray of sunshine while putting on a few more finishing touches on the table. "Ready to eat?"

"Aww..." your heart is aching with pure joy. He is the sweetest man alive.

You stumble your way to him, caused by your own feet. He managed to catch you giggling with you. You look silly but he find it cute. And then as your eyes met he immediately captures your lips for a kiss. Small pecks that got deeper and more seductive. The kisses are loud that it echoes and bounce off the walls of the apartment. He can't also stop touching every curve of your body. From your hips, to your ass and to your tits. He even lifted your shirt so he can access your bra and yank one side down exposing you boob.

"M-mingyu...." you giggle as you try to pull away from the kiss. He does not want to let you go. He keeps on chasing your pink lips whenever a gap starts to build in betweem his. "We need to eat... the food will get cold..."

He didn't answer. He leans lower so he could give love on your exposed bud. He suck it first before he lets his tongue lick it and make your squirm.

"M-mingyu..." you inhale. "The food...?"

He finally lets you go, smiling. "Fine." He chased one more kiss. "But after we eat..." and another one. "I'd like to go straight to dessert." And another one. "You know I love my dessert." He says, bitting his lower lip while grinning like a mad dog.

"You're crazy!" You pinch his nose.

"Crazy over you..." he growls and suddenly picks you up off the floor. He puts your legs around his waist and you automatically hang your arms over his shoulder to hold on.

"Yah!"

"I can't wait. I think I want to begin our dinner with dessert first." His eyes is filled with desire and he is ready to wreck you.

Kicking the door open to your bedroom, Mingyu lays you down gently but in a hurry at the same time. He is on a mission. He is not going to make love to you. He will FUCK your brains out tonight. You know that look in his eyes.

"No condoms... I need to feel you... skin to skin..." he pulls his shirt off and throws it, hitting the wall, then begins to unbuckle his belt and pants. "And I'll like to fill you up until it leaks out of your pussy." He adds, grinning

"Oh God..." you try to get a hold of yourself. Not ready for what is coming

He pushes down his pants and underwear in one go. His length springs free and is up, steady and hard. It's tip glistening with pre cum.

"Turn around..."

You do as he says and go on fours on top of the bed. He pulls your pants down, revealing a bare and wet pussy ready to be torn.

"No panties huh..."

You blush. "Well... I know we'll have sex today... I just didn't know its going to be this soon..."

Mingyu hovers on your back, hand sliding up and down your curves. "Do you want me to stop and just go on with dinner?"

You lower your heard, embarassed, even though he's not seeing how turned on and red you are. "No... I would never say no to you..." after a few breaths in you look back, cheeks red and warm. "You know sex with you is my only addiction."

"Fuck yeah it is..." he says proudly and satisfied

He eases himself in, slowly but deliciously. He skipped prepping you. He can't wait anymore. His dick is aching and wanting to feel your walls.

"I'll be a little rough to you today, babe." He smacks your ass and a moan escapes your lips. "I didn't like what you did earlier..."

"Ughhh!" He slams strong and consistent. It's driving you insane how he could hit the very back of your cervix. Actually he could hit every thing inside you. Thats how long and thick he is. "W-hat... what did... I do?" You arch your back and pushed your upper body up so he can embrace you and touch your body as he thrust your brains out.

"You know..." he grunts as he adjusts and tries to go deeper, even though he is already at the deep end of your insides. "I don't like it... when you don't appreciate yourself..." he inhales and exhales as he feels you clench and make it tighter. "Fuck! Babe!" He kisses the curves of your neck and bites on your shoulder when he feels the tightness thats make it fucking sensational for him

You ubotton your top to give him access to your chest. You didn't unhook your bra though. You just pulled the ladies out and the bra helps give them a push up.

"You are beautiful... sexy... and a wonderful woman..." he pushes your hair out of his way so he can kiss your neck. "Love yourself... the way I love you."

He then pulls out, almost making you cry and beg. But them makes you turn around to face him.

"Can you?" He asks with the most loving eyes

You crash your lips to his. Pushing your tongue in him. You didn't stop until you hear a moany cry from your boyfriend. His brows then creases when you playfully bite his lower lip. "I want to..."

"But what?" He carries you off the bed and pins you to the wall, beside the window of your bedroom. Your one leg touching the ground while the other is hooked over his forearm. "Answer me, babe."

He slams back in you. Stronger and much deeper. Which confused you coz how? Its not like your cervix can expand. But thats what it felt when he slammed you. It didn't hurt. It felt insane actually. Insanely goodm

"You are kind... sweet... caring... hardworking... knows what you like and dislike... respectful..."

You are catching your breathe in your throat. Its like you are choking from excess pleasure. You try to speak but you can't let go of the high. So instead of speaking, you just shook your head.

"You don't agree?" He asks. Mingyu looks at you with his puppy eyes and showered you with kisses. Then he kept repeating all the good qualities you have as a person and even physically.

He really is telling you every bits about you. Everything that he loves and dislike but accepts coz it is you. It is part of you. He really do love you.

"What can I do... to reassure you?"

You put your hand over his mouth. Not to shut him down but to hush him for a second. Just for a moment until you get it all out for him.

"Fuck me!" You cry as you can't help but  cry more of his name. You are so close to your orgasm. "Nggghhhh...!"

You shut your eyes ready to explode but then Mingyu pulls away from your hand, takes you back in bed to finish, when he suddenly says the two words you didn't expect him to say while he's fucking your brains out

"Marry me..." he says.

Your eyes opens, looks at him in pure shock and bliss. "W-wha..." you can't finish your words. He was hammering you. You can't answer. "Mingyu!" You moan his name so loud when your world spun around.

"I love you." He grunts as he see you melt and when he pushed into you a few more times, he finally begins release himself you. All the warmth and every drop of him in you. "Fuck!" He exhales, dropping his body on you but not his weight. "I love you..." he says again. "So much..." he kisses your shoulder and then your cheek. "So... what do you say?" He smirks

"Suddenly?" You look at him, confused.

"Hmmm..." he scrunches his nose, still wearing the smile on his lips. "Not really..."

He then gets up, pulling out of you, which felt like you got more naked than what you are now. More exposed.

"Wait lemma clean you first."

He runs into the bathroom and takes a towel to wipe you clean. Just clean enough to be presentable but not totally wipe his seeds off you. He wants that in there.

And then he runs out of the room.

"Where are you going? Babe?" You are confused. Why is your man running outside the bedroom ass naked

Giggling as you see him comeback in and carrying the plastic bag of lettuce.

"Huh? What's that for?" You sit up and wrap the thin white blanket to your body.

"I lied. Well... we still going to have salads and all..." he is mumbling. "This should be over dinner... but... I could not help myself earlier so..."

"Mingyu... what is going on...?"

Laughing but still trying to pull a serious face. "It was true that an old lady sold me this but... as I was helping her she took the paper bag the came wit this... and I panicked." He sits down beside you. "I didn't want to put it in my jacket or pocket coz... it will be obvious... and when we walk and your cold you always put your hand in my jacket's pockst so..."

"Mingyu!" You grab his face and kissed him. To make him focus. "Just say it..." you are giggling now too.

"Okay..." a soft smile spreads to his lips. "I know... you may think... I'm still young and naive."

"No you're not..."

"Yeah but... still... anyways..." he nervously laughs. "Like I said... you are an amazing woman. Anyman who you choose to love will be the luckiest. And thankfully its me..." he then goes down to his one knee and pulls out a black box from the plastic of lettuce. "I said I didn't like what you did earlier... you looking down at yourself... but that does mean I hate you or mad at you for it... I just say that because I care.. I want you to feel... assured and happy." He opens the box and shows the most brightest ring you ever saw in your life. "If I have to always reassure you for the rest of our lives... I don't fucking care. I am up for it. I love you and I can't live a day without you." Pulling out the ring and taking your hand. "Please marry me... I will serve you and love you forever..."

You watch him put the ring on your finger.

"So...?" He looks at you with doe eyes

Letting go of the blanket covering your body, you launch yourself to him, making you guys fall on the floor. "I love you Kim Mingyu..." you say first before kissing him. "Forever is not a bad idea..." you kiss him again. "Of course I will accept."

"Sorry if I proposed to you after sex... at diner would've been fantastic"

"Don't say sorry... I do love your way..." you get up from embracing him. "It brings back to how we started."

He sits back up. "Right."

Then you stare at your ring. "Who could've guessed that... I will be marrying the guy I met and fucked at a friend's birthday?"

[strawberriianime]

School Life

you knew you where the sugar honey ice tea, and nobody had to tell you that. you where entering your junior year of college and you just knew this was going to be a great year.

baseline tw: reader is 21! age gap with Toji. Geto & Gojo in this story are 24 (let’s say there gettin their masters okie!), Nanami is 23, Choso is 25, and Sukuna is 21.

Part 1/? ex!boyfriend sukuna x reader

this parts cw: hinted cheating in the past, descriptions of body parts, sukunas is a little needy, unprotected sex, minor groping, hooking up with ex, creampies, oral sex, squirting, spanking, sukuna talks dirtyyyyy.

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Stretching your limbs oh so freely, you hit snooze on your alarm. 6:30am giving you just enough time to get yourself ready for the day. You slipped on your bedroom slippers, making way to your bathroom. Grabbing the toothpaste, you where quick to brush your teeth. Skincare, Hair and Makeup following shortly after. Taking a step over to your closet you wanted your outfit to be perfect! This year is going to be the highlight of your life and you mean it. Picking out a cute mini skirt, graphic tee, ricks & your jewelry. You doused yourself in the perfect amount of perfume of course after your moisturized your skin. You grabbed your shoulder bag and took a couple flicks in the mirror saving them to post later. Making your way to the door, you made sure to lock your apartment up (you have valuables in there!) and made your to JJTI.

The walk there wasn’t too far, it was maybe a good 10min with light traffic today. Luckily you had been gotten familiar with the school, so you know your way around pretty well. Today you only had 2 classes just to your luck which means you could take a gooooood nap when you get home. Scrolling through your insta timeline you bumped into someone dropping your phone and causing you to fall onto your butt.

“Hey you might want to keep your head up a beautiful face like that should be show off to the world.” a smooth voice rang out. Looking up you where met with a set of icy blue eyes.

Before you could react, you felt someone picking you up from the ground. You turned to be met with another tall handsome guy. dear Lord this school must be SWIMMING with sexy men this year???? or maybe i’m dreaming ???

“Uh thank you i’m sorry for running into you.” you said dusting the little specks of dirt that stuck to your legs.

“Missed a spot” you felt a rough hand brush whatever dirt was on your behind.

“thank you??” it came out more as a question.

“Hey you take cute pictures, how come i’ve never seen you around?” the one with white hair spoke making you notice he was scrolling through you phone.

“You can’t just go through people phones without their permission!” you snatched your phone back making sure to lock it and place it deep within you bag.

“you might to be careful launching at people like that one more wrong move and your whole ass would’ve been out.” the other guy chuckled crossing his arms.

“do you two just get a kick out of bothering people?” you huffed fixing your skirt once more.

“only if they’re really cute like you” the white haired one teased making you take a deep breath.

“whatever i’m going to be late to class so excuse me” you brushed passed them making your way to the center of the school. Taking you phone from out of your bag you checked the time, shit! you where late!! ugh this was not a good look.

Just to your luck you where able to slide into your class silently yet swiftly enough not to draw any attention to your self. Pulling out your class materials you begin taking notes only for your phone to ding.

690-367-1793: lame asf Sotaru.

690-802-6199: hey there cutie remember me? 😏

sukuna 🫠: hey baby, can we talk later?

Instagram: 2 new followers! @s.gojo @s.geto

Tch, he wants to talk?? For what??

You: for what…

sukuna 🫠: to talk duh

you: boy about what

sukuna: let me pull up 😒

you: mmmmh, come after 2.

Putting your phone up, you continued taking notes. Classes for the day went by smoothly, and you where ready to go home. You decided to catch up some messages, and scroll down your media.

690-802-6199: cutie you should be out of class now because we are for the day~ 👀

690-802-6199: let’s meet up this weekend!🥂

690-367-1793: Satoru ur gonna creep her out 😒

690-802-6199: Nu uh 🖕

You: Nah, he’s rigth how tf did you get my #?

690-802-6199: when you dropped your phone you where clearly so distracted that you didn’t see me putting our numbers in 🤣

You: mmcht, anyways.

690-367-1793: so how about introductions, since i’m the only rational person here… i’m Geto

690-802-6199: you can call me Gojo 😋

You: K. Im __.

“Ah just in time.” You where so into your phone you didn’t notice that Sukuna was standing right at your door.

“You scared the shit outta me!” you hit his chest taking your keys and unlocking your door. Pushing the door open, you allowed him to come inside making sure to lock the door behind. He was oh too familiar with your apartment as he sat down on the couch.

“I’m gonna take a quick shower, stay right there.” you pointed at him. Making way to your bedroom you quickly discarded your clothes changing into a pair of shorts paired with a pink tank top. He was sitting scrolling on his phone when you sat down next to him getting his attention.

“So, talk.” you faced him scratching your head slightly.

“I wanted to talk about us.” he said boldly.

“Us? What do you mean us? There is no us.” you asked crossing your arms.

“Come on baby, I missed you.” He scooted closer rubbing his warm hands along your leg. Sukuna knew you had a weak spot for him, he was your first boyfriend when you got to college.

“Baby, I know you missed me. I miss us together.” he got even closer, running higher up your leg.

“Sukuna, you know we’re not going to get back together.” you sighed against his touch his warm hands making his way up to your shorts.

“Come onnn, let’s work some things out. I’m sorry for all the shit in the past.” he said making you squint your eyes.

“Just let me make you feel good” his lips ghosted over yours before placing a soft kiss on your lips. Although your mind was telling you fuck him, you really wanted to fuck him.

He deepened the kiss pushing his tongue into your mouth, warm tongue circling your own. He stood up, yanking your body up pulling your body close into his own. Your hands traced his tone chest, as his own made their way to your ass. Palming the plushness, he tapped your ass twice a signal that was oh so familiar from the many nights you two spent together. You jumped causing him to catch your thighs allowing him to deepen the kiss even more.

“Let’s go to the bedroom” he breaks the kiss momentarily to make his way to your use to be shared bedroom. Placing you gently on the bed, he begins peppering kisses along your neck intentionally trying to leaves lingering marks so others can ask about them.

He runs his hands up your curves caressing each part of your body before stopping at your breast. He removes your pink talk allowing your perky breast to bounce free, a mouth watering sight. He fondles both breast in his hands making sure to pinch and twist at the hardening buds begging to be nibbled on. He lowers his mouth to one of your nipples sucking on it, rolling the bud along his warm tongue. He’s quick to rotate to your other nipple giving it just as much attention sucking in the perky bud like a baby looking for milk.

With a pop, he’s making his way down your body leaving kisses along your stomach all the way down to your shorts. He’s quick to discard your shorts leaving you in your cream lace panties, a favorite of his. He places soft kisses around your area, taking his index finger teasing the damp spot that had formed in your panties. Using his teeth, he rolls your panties down your legs as your quick to shake them off. He kisses up your leg before stopping at your warmth. He uses his hands to push your legs open, rubbing a finger up and down your slick gathering the juices that once held your folds together.

“Baby girl you’re nice and wet for me” he said rubbing at your clit causing a slight moan to escape your throat. Using two of his fingers he circles them at your entrance before slowing pushing them inside making you arch your back off the bed. He begins thrusting them in and out, causing a slight squelching sound to fill the room.

“Soaking wet just like I remembered. Now let me get a taste.” he’s quick to use your thighs as leverage before pulling you into his face making you grip at the pink strands of hair. If Sukana couldn’t do anything else, he could definitely eat pussy.

He’s sucking roughly at your clit, lapping at your folds as if it’s his last meal on earth. He grips your thighs extra tight as he’s focusing on satisfying you, tongue thrusting in and out out of your hole begging to be stuffed. He knows your on the verge of coming once you’re gripping his hair as well as your legs quivering on both sides of his face.

“I want you to cum on my face baby, I want to taste every last drop don’t hold back.” he mumbles into your cunt lapping at it with more speed.

“Ah-fuck!” your back arches off your bed, fingers deep into his beautiful pink locks. You try to catch your breath however Sukuna is still lapping at your heat just shy of overstimulating you. He lets your legs go, smirking licking his lips slowly.

“Can’t nobody eat your pussy the way I do.” You felt his hardness poking at your entrance, slightly pushing at your opening.

“Uh not so fast do you gotta condom?” you push at his chest slightly.

“Come on baby you know I like to fuck you raw” (use condoms kids this is fan fiction!!!!!!) he says smugly before sinking himself fully into you.

“Ugh-fuck you’re lucky I’m in the mood” you sigh out feeling the familiar stretch of him stretching you out.

“Fuck I missed this pussy, so wet and so tight” he groans with one hand on your headboard pulling out and slamming back into you. Pussy so good he gotta take a quick break in it. You spread your legs wider allowing him more room to thrust into you. His thrust are moderate, deep and hard.

“Sukuna….more” you whine out clawing at his chest. Begging to get more of him to fill you out.

“My baby want it rough?” he stops his thrust looking down at your needy eyes. You nod your head, seeing that familiar smirk once more.

He’s quick to throw your legs over his shoulder, allowing himself to sink much deeper into you. He leans in to kiss you as he begin pulling out only to thrust back into you. The kiss is passionate (almost like you two are back together again), your legs shaking once more as the new founded feeling was almost too much to handle. His body is pressed into yours leaving you no wiggle room. He’s thrusting at such a speed that your legs fall from his shoulders, only to end up wrapped around his waist pulling him in even deeper.

“Fuck baby, you know I like when you do that.” his dick twitches inside of your indicating he was near his release. You’re holding him tight, nails scratching at his toned back. At this point he’s in deep, i’m talking deeper than the ocean.

“Ugh you’re fucking me so good” you moan throwing your head back allowing him room to lick and suck at your neck.

“Yea baby you like this dick, this the best dick you ever had huh?” he’s smug about it, kissing at your neck taking one hand and rubbing at your clit eagerly.

You didn’t want to say it because Sukuna has a huge ego but you can’t lie it was the best dick you ever had. “Mmhhhh yea the best.” you whine feeling your orgasm build up.

“Fuck i’m about to cum” he’s pumping into at a more steady pace still rubbing at your clit, he knows your body overly well so he knows your about to cum too.

“Fuck…fuck….fuck-ahh”

“Mmmhhn fuck nut on this dick”

Your eyes roll back feeling his warm cum fill you up, chest heaving his exhausting. He doesn’t pull out just yet, but lays on his back pulling you into him hand running up and down your side. You both are catching your breathing the room is silent, but a comfortable silence.

“Quick.” you tease to break the silence.

“Well, if you knew what it felt like to be in some good pussy you’ll understand.”

“And that’s just the starter now flip over.” he’s quick to have you on you knees. Honestly you thought this was going to be a one round thing, but hey.

You flipped over now propped on your hands and knees, Sukuna still never pulled out making your extra sensitive. He gripped your hair roughly, pulling you back into him as he began thrusting roughly.

“Fuck Sukuna!” it’s almost too much to handle but you know you can take it.

“Make sure to keep that back arched mmkay” he smirks gripping you hair tightly as your tried to maintain the arch, hands digging into your white sheets. He takes his free hand and begins slapping your ass quite roughly, causing a loud SMACK to rumble through your home definitely leaving a bruise. He decides to let go of your hair, and roughly pushing your back down to get back into position.

“Didn’t I say keep your back arched? Tch can’t even do that.”

“Mmmh throw that ass back”

You kept a steady pace, making sure to match his jagged thrust ass jiggling with every thrust causing you to bite your lip. Rocking your hips you felt another harsh sting on your ass turning around to see the pink haired culprit smirking once more. He removes his hands from the headboard to rest tightly in your hips. He begin moving your body along his dick as he fucks roughly into you.

“You like it when I beat this pussy up?” he said thrust getting more sloppy by the second. When you don’t respond he’s quick to slap your ass again.

“Fuck-mmhah yeah!” you grip the sheets feeling your release build up once more.

“Now who’s pussy is this?” he’s quick with that one. This time he doesn’t give you a chance to reply. “Ah baby you’re clenching on me…..and so fucking wet. You’re tight as hell as if we didn’t just fuck!”

“Even when we’re not together this pussy is still mine <3” with that final statement you’re quick to feel your orgasm once more but this time it feels more…wet? His orgasm came as well filling you up with even more cum than before. Looking down at your bedding you noticed it’s soaked.

“Oh baby I made you squirt.” he pulls out of you cum oozing from your hole.

“You relax i’ll clean it up.” he’s quick to get you your robe. You roll over to check your phone to see missed text messages. Hmm from Gojo and Geto..

[void-galaxy-shenanigans]

So I did an important, but with some frustrating strings attached and at a financial cost.

I asked for accommodations at work.

It is day six. I am brand new. But I guess I’ve made enough of a good impression because they were willing to ask questions and discuss.

We have sensory processing disorder (auDHD). They used to play music on a Bluetooth speaker, but since then they now don’t let us have music after we open (10:45a).

So the day before yesterday I decided fuck it and had an earbud in the whole shift. It made me functional, kept us grounded, and actually made me faster and more effective. No major burns, only dropped one thing instead of multiple...overall a better shift.

The shift lead that day just...didn’t care, because I was working & I was getting faster & more effective as the day went on.

I came in to work today already overstimmed, so I used an earbud again.

(I intentionally used an earbud in our right ear, which has about 10% hearing remaining after trauma (both blasted music and physical-harm trauma). I can’t really hear out of it anyway. And these are entirely wireless (Bluetooth), small earbuds, so not super obvious and customers won’t notice (and didn’t notice yesterday). It’s not a matter of the earbud being too obvious or physically dangerous.)

But this shift lead told me to take my earbud out, and that I wasn’t allowed to have music due to safety concerns.

I work in a kitchen on a hot grill, and need to hear safety announcements (hot, cold, corner, behind you, etc.) as well as line alerts (for food when they run low/out). I understand that I need to hear that, & it could be a safety concern for some people. But I noticed yesterday I heard them better and processed way easier with music. So I protested, told her I worked better with it, but she kept arguing & telling me to take it out.

I pulled her into the back so I could hear better (quieter) and think/talk easier, and explained that it’s for a disability (not ‘just because’), and that when I had it yesterday, music made me way more effective and faster—and also able to process better what people said to me, which improves my safety. I also admitted I was already overstimmed and don’t think I can work today without it.

She said they don’t allow earbuds/headphones due to safety concerns, but also said she’d talk to higher-up managers (inbetween/corporate) about making an exception, which...is more than I expected after having to argue for 10mins.

She checked the handbook but it said nothing, so she told me to sit out in the lobby and that she’d let our lower tier/closest corporate person call her back to discuss more. Luckily she didn’t make me clock out at this point, so I just sat down to wait.

15mins later she came back and said that the higher ups talked to their disability advocate (¿they have one??) and agreed to send me the paperwork to accommodate music on the line.

But that also means I was sent home and I can’t work the rest of this week...cutting me down to 13½ hours instead of 28¾, making this paycheck around 31½ hours instead of 47 total (I don’t get a full 2 week paycheck yet because pay period is next Friday and I just started). That cuts my paycheck by ~$250, when I’m already struggling to get by and desperately need to replace multiple things, feed myself, and feed my cat...and pay rent too.

I’ll give them a little credit: this is fast food, and this is the first job who even escalated questions and decided to send me paperwork to allow an accommodation, let alone on day 6.

But I am so stressed about the money loss and the process of getting this done.

However,,, this is also the first time I got the courage to ask for an exception/accommodation of any kind. Normally I let myself suffer and let my performance tank until they inevitably fire me or cut my hours to make me quit. So I did a good this time. It just...sucks that it basically has consequences. I’m not allowed to work until the paperwork is filed and approved.

This is all a part of the journey I guess. I finally have the self-respect to ask. But that also means waiting to be sent paperwork and to hear back whether they’re gonna make an exception or not (AKA whether I’m gonna collapse out of this job in 3 to 6 months or not, because this accommodation would make or break my ability to sustain/maintain working fast food again).

I am disabled. This body is disabled. I can’t really accommodate the physical disabilities as well (struggling to stand for long periods of time / chronic pain), but if I can at least accommodate the mental ones...that’s something.

(before anyone asks, explicitly stating these— referenced & implied disabilities here: D.I.D., ADHD + bipolar, autism, sensory processing disorder, POTS, & chronic pain // disabilities I’m asking for accommodations for: ADHD/autism (sensory processing delays/overstim), & probably also PTSD because I already had to tell them yesterday about that (not sure about D.I.D. yet; bipolar is medicated; physical stuff is nigh impossible in fast food).)

(I won’t/can’t say which corporation I now work for; I don’t want to get in trouble for posting about them on social media or have them accuse me of acting as a spokesperson when I’m not. Too risky.)

~Nico

[toiletbulges]

So a couple of years ago I had the urge for a mega dump. I knew this particular public toilet had 2 stalls and was in a quiet area so was never used, so I rushed down the stairs to the toilets but greeted by 2 shut half doors. I just stood there listening to these 2 blokes talking. After 10mins of waiting, i was farting loudly and got to the point I actually asked if one was almost finished as i really need to go.

One of the blokes said "im really sorry mate I'm still full", followed by the sound of shit falling. but the other one looked at me, smiled and started wiping standing up.. He was joking about the smell that he was leaving me. I said it didn't matter as I was going to add to it which made him laugh. I was so desperate i already had my belt undone and jeans already pulled slightly with briefs on show! He couldn't get the toilet to flush and apologised but i said it didn't matter. He came out only wearing a t-shirt and tattered boxers as i rushed inside with my jeans on the floor and briefs half way down and without even shutting the door fully my arse touched the seat. He pushed it shut for me and the stood outside his friends stall as I was loudly shitting and grunting. He looked over my door and laughed saying lucky he was able to give me his seat

His friend was still shitting loudly. They started asking me questions and telling me about their homeless/clothing situation. I told them i had been homeless and knew their situation about shitting with no privacy and lack of clothing. At this point my 2nd wave hit and it was loud! The bloke looked over the door and actually asked if I was OK because of the sound and smell. I looked up and just said thanks but i was worried the toilet was getting full and it would touch my balls!.

At this point the bloke started farting and put his hand on his stomach. He said "oh damn, i wasnt really finished, but i felt sorry for you" I actually said back "you should have finished before giving me the seat" He laughed and said "Don't worry about it" " He then lent over the his friend stall and said" we need to swap now" "but it's still falling" he replied "I Don't care my boxers will be full now stand up" He actually open his friends door while his mate quickly left, with his briefs still round his ankles. His mate exploded on the toilet. I went to get some paper but there wasnt any left. I asked if there was any to spare in the other toilet. His mate shuffled over and grabbed some from his mates stall and actually opened the door to hand it to me. I stood to wipe and looked into the full toilet and laughed. His mate had to pass me more paper as it was a mess. The whole time the door was open with his mate standing there looking slightly worried as his need for a seat was getting worse, with his hand on his stomach and farting, even bent over slightly.I could see his briefs had mega skidmarks in them! I finished wiping quickly and left the stall. He quickly shuffled into the stall and didnt even shut the door as he filled the already full toilet again. The door of the otherr toilet was open as well.His friend was just sitting there with his boxers bunched at his feet. He looked up and said must have been something we ate earlier. I washed my hands, thanked him for giving up his seat. He laughed as he grunted out more shit as i walked out the room!

So i carried on shopping and had something to eat. This triggered my stomach, i went to the shopping centre toilets but they was full with a queue so i quickly started heading home as i knew i would pass the other toilets. I quickly approached the toilets and could already hear talking. I walked and was greeted with both blokes still sitting on the toilets. They laughed when they saw me. The bloke who took my original toilet said "don't worry im just about finished and you can take this seat" I stood in front of them both while he was wiping and the other was still farting! I had my hand on my stomach and was farting which they both noticed. He finished wiping, and let me take the toilet! We carried on talking as i filled the toilet, which was almost full to the brim as still didnt flush! The other bloke started wiping and passing me a massive wad of toilet roll to wipe with.

[lunarsun12]

Not So Innocent San

Masterlist

Author Note: The pirates are back! Ahhh I’m so excited, my favourite is Shaboom in their new album. Happy Reading!

It all started 3 days ago, when Wooyoung gir blamed for everything including leaving the dishes out and sneaking out. Which he 100% didn’t he learnt his lesson from him and Yunho club adventure (Refer to The Club In Ateez Masterlist).

Then it lead to everyone in the family getting blamed, all claiming San told everything. The suspicious part Yeosang didn’t get blamed not even once.

What is the real intention of San action? Did Yeosang made him do it?

Back At Ateez Kids Chat

Today 1:00 am

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: San!! We all knew you have pulling all those stupid pranks and blamed it on all us…well except Yeosang

Yunho🐶: For once, I agree with Wooyoung! I have to deep the clean the kitchen due to someone smoothie disaster!!

Mingi🦄: I feel bad for Wooyoung, he got the worst end of the stick

San🗻: I pull no pranks! It is clearly all of you did it except for my yeosangie of course

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: Since when you and Yeosang are close!! He stealing my spot!!

San🗻: You should have thought twice, for ever letting Toby go!!

Yeosang🍗: What with all the noise? Ahem wooyoung, keep your feet glued to the ground

Jongho🍎: i couldn’t sleep! As Eomma gave me talk again and then Appa came along. Started to be cringe with Eomma. My eyes needs bleaching from that

Yeosang🍗: I understand for Wooyoung and Jongho. But why yunho and Mingi…? They don’t cause anything

Yunho🐶: Yeah!! San, I have been nothing but nice. Wait mingi what have you done?

Mingi🦄: Ermmm, I may not have posted something about San….

Jongho🍎: Spill Mingi!!

Mingi🦄: I may not have posted of video of him hugging Shiba one time…and the internet called him aegi San…

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: My trick worked, half asleep mingi is the best!!

Yunho🐶: One day wooyoung, karma will get to you!! We were completely innocent

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: Karma already got to me!! I have to deal with 100 million chores

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: We digress, San stop with the prank!! We have gone through enough because of you

San🗻: Mmmmm…how about no ^_^

Jongho🍎: I hate it when he put that smiley face on! Also quick question? Why isn’t Yeosang ropped into this??

San🗻: Yeosang is never wrong in my eyes

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: That what he used to say to me!!

Yunho🐶: This is suspicious…Yeosang was looking after Toby. Technically it is Yeosang fault

Yeosang🍗: No it wasn’t!! It is wooyoung who let it out the crucial part

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: There’s more to it…you must have blackmailed San!! To do all this

Yeosang🍗: Why would I need him, when I can easily take you all down with Yunho + Mingi

Yunho🐶: You so sweet! You added Mingi

Yeosang🍗: You two come in a package…sadly…

Jongho🍎: Guys! Let’s sleep! San is not gonna stop, we just need to suffer until he is satisfied

The Next Morning…

Back At Ateez Chat

6:00am

Seonghwa🌸: WHO STOLE THAT EXPENSIVE CAKE! NO NO IM GONNA GET KILLED BY SOOBIN KIDS

San🗻: I pretty sure, I saw Yeosang eating it earlier!

Seonghwa🌸: YEOSANG! YOU GET YOUR BUTT HERE!!

1 hour later…

Yeosang🍗: Huh? There is cake? When? Give me cake!!

Seonghwa🌸: San said you stole it!! Yeosang you supposed to be the responsible one!

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: Looks like San yeosangie got betrayed…

Yunho🐶: Maybe Yeosang isn’t behind this!

Yeosang🍗: It wasn’t me!! I was sleeping all day until you barged in!

Jongho🍎: It’s san! He did it!! He has been blaming everything on us!!

Seonghwa🌸: San is innocent! He always does the right thing

Mingi🦄: Eomma, have look at this!

10mins later…

Seonghwa🌸: WHAT IT WAS SAN ALL ALONG! He even tried to blame on Hongjong as well!!

Yunho🐶: Mingi, where did you get all this?

Mingi🦄: I remembered Eomma baby camera and decided to check

Jongho🍎: You said…you took it down Eomma…

Seonghwa🌸: Ooops, I forgot I will do it later later. Let me go find San!!

San🗻: You don’t need to find me! I am with Appa. You know how he feels when getting woken up..

Seonghwa🌸: When did you get so smart!! Why are you doing this?

San���: REVENGE!!!

Hongjong🏴‍☠️: San isn’t with me! Also stop doing these revenges or else you won’t ever get your Appa time

San🗻: I’m sorry…I just wanted to prove a point. That I am not pushover…I will behave better

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: One word from Appa…he immediately apologised…

San🗻: Wooyoungie, I will forgive you! Being with Yeosang is really boring. All he does ignores me

Wooyoung🐈‍⬛: THANK YOU APPA!! San come one let’s plot something

Seonghwa🌸: This isn’t fair! One word from Hongjong, the kids behave! Give me you power!!

[candy8448]

Ahh so i was too tired to write up my thoughts on frnech after playing dnd so here are my french and history thoughts together

Gcse masterlist

French

Im doing higher (one of the 14 in the year group doing it) and bro, it was way too easy, ussually listening and reading are my worst out of the four exams and i struggle so kuch but this was perfectly fine??? And im terrified the grade boundries will go up because of how easy it was

In listening, i dont know if i heard iit right but i think one of the people with a masculine sounding voice said the masculine version of the person i married (mon marrie) and i was there screaming happily in my head from surprise.

Also one of the questions was "these people are talking abiut when they proposed to their parents" and i read it wrong and for a few seconds i was like 0.0 but no.

Reading was also weirdly easy

I liked the one where the app was called something like simple/nice (simple/sympa) and the review was hating on it and ended on "it is not simple and iis not nice >:(" i just found it funny

The question where you see if a or b or bith said the thing is one i always despise the most, as well as the gapfill, so i left that till last. I had like 20 mins left so i was planning on just zoning out for 10 to mentally prepare myself for it then do it, but the invigilator said if we are all done we can finish 10mins early so ii rushed and di it and it was strangly simple

(I didnt understand what the question with the baby falling out the window was about but then my friend told me and i was like 0.0)

History medicine through time was today. We were so so so lucky with the questions, i think i answered them all perfectly and could possibly get top marks!! I was writing till the last second because of how much i could have written about.

Also i usually only get 2 marks for each source because i can never understand what exactly my teacher wants from me, i follow the layout he does but i never seem to get it right, but i left that question till ladt cuz it takes so long for just 4 marks and bro, it just suddenly clicked when i needed it most and im confident i finally got 8/8 for that question

I use green highligters and pens for notes because i love green, and in every exam with a highlighter i happen to get green and it is as if the invigilators know my favorite colour is green

I dunno why but the real exams feel so much easier than all the mocks and practices so im terrified that the grade boundries are gonna skyrocket

[mikomikono]

hi miko! im here with a fic writing question… i was thinking about how to make smut good bc recently i feel like whenever i get to the smut part of the fic im writing i get super bored, like im just rehashing whatever ive been writing in every smut scene ive done for years. you and endles came to mind bc i always find your guys nsfw scenes really compelling, and great, and unique. while also being hot and fun (very important w smut!!) so i wanted to ask if you had any tips for keeping things exciting or fresh when you are tackling those scenes! especially because you guys have experience writing the same characters many times over and manage to be so creative and distinct with every scene ive read from you. so, i guess, penny for your thoughts, if you feel like it! (sorry for sending this only to you and asking for both your opinions, it was the simplest 😭. if u want to answer yourself only thats fine haha)

❤️

Heyyyy oh my god I never expected to become someone ppl would come to for writing advice, what an honour 💖 also, I hope you don't mind me answering publicly, bc I feel like this is something a lit of writers struggle with! I will put it under a cut tho, bc I ended up writing quite a bit oops

So. Smut. It's kinda funny you should ask me about that, bc the first proper sex scene I ever wrote was last year for Steamship Sexcapades (bc I am not counting that one feeble attempt at 19 that was so cringe that I hid it away and didn't even think about trying again for like 8 yrs) but I suppose after writing *checks The Canon word count* a lot since then means something :DD

Here's the thing: I also feel like I'm rehashing things. Constantly. There's only so many ways you can say "cock in hole ➡️ thrust" before you're gonna have to repeat some phrases. And honestly, I feel like I repeat phrases remarkably often! But in a way that's all writing! (or that's how I stop myself from getting too depressed about it lol) The readers don't notice! Usually. And as long as you don't use the exact same wording every single time.

Ok, so here's a few tips on what I, personally, think you need to make a good sex scene:

Don't be afraid of the words. Y'know, the first time I wrote "half-hard cock" I (allegedly) had to take a 10min break and texted a friend that I was not going to be able to do this. But after a while you sort of get used to it and the words that seemed embarrassing stop being that, and become just... Words. And you also shouldn't shy away from more "cringe" words! Sometimes its fun to be a little cringe!

Related, you should try to love the words. But that's just good general writing advice, I feel.

Describe the emotions. Most people feel... something towards those they are intimate with, and that should be true in erotica too. It should be especially true in erotica, I think! Even if it's a one night stand, strangers who met in the club 5mins ago, whatever... You want the characters to feel.

Don't forget the physical. This is a thing that might seem a bit... weird. Like, you're writing sex, how could it not be physical? But what I mean is that you shouldn't forget to describe how it feels to the people involved, most notably your POV character. It's very easy to get lost in describing what they're doing and completely forget to get into the actual feeling. You're not writing a sex manual! And I have read fics where half way through I realise that's what it sounds like.

It's never just about the sex. Even if you think it is, it's not. It's about the connection, the narrative, the characterisation... It's about showing something that you can only show through the kind of vulnerable intimacy that sex scenes provide. Even if it's a oneshot pwp, it still has something to say. Maybe that something is wanting to get your rocks off, but also we're talking about fanfiction... We don't read and write that just to get off. It's always about the characters.

Rehashing is fine, actually. As I said, there's only so many ways to describe certain things, and so many ways you can have sex. Except that's not really true, because the secret to keeping it fresh is mixing it up! You can change positions, you can change who's the top/bottom, you can add foreplay (you should) and then change what kind of foreplay you wanna have! You can look into kinks! You can change locations! (I know we've done that a lot) You can add or remove any number of things to make each individual encounter different! And that's the key: repetition is fine, so long as you don't use the exact same everything every time. Case in point, there is a tumblr post which I would link except I'm on mobile, that is titled sth like "list of vocal sounds for smut", which has a list of, well, sounds/verbs (moan, groan, hiss, whimper, whisper etc) and adjectives that could be paired with them (hoarse, needy, quiet, throaty, desperate, wanton etc). The point is, that the best way to keep from sounding repetitive is to mix and match the words so that even if you say "groan" five times in 5k words, it's a different kind of groan every time. The same applies to sex acts! Do you have any idea how much cock Ryunosuke has sucked during The Canon? A lot. But it doesn't feel repetitive (hopefully) because everything else around it is switched up.

And perhaps most importantly: you gotta be at least a little horny for it yourself. I get it, man, writing smut is weird. You sit in front of your computer, staring at the monitor like "hmm is it better to use the word cock or dick or member?" And like... That's not very sexy. But! But!!! At the end of the day you gotta write something that makes you excited! Otherwise what's the point? Why are you writing if it doesn't fulfill you on some level??

Anyway, that's just my thoughts on the matter. If you want more specific help with writing, you can always DM me, I don't mind~

Also, endles says she is too mentally exhausted to properly answer, but she seconds everything I said, especially the point about loving the words. Actually she really wants to say sth about that, so I'm paraphrasing her for the rest of this:

You, as a writer, should love language. You should love the neat little things that language can do and seek out new things to try every time. It's a journey of discovery! Just like sex is always a new journey, even if it's the same characters and the same sex acts, every individual time is a chance to find something new. Let yourself have fun! Write something really stupid and work from that. The way I create scenes by writing jokes, even for serious scenes, because sex at the core is kinda funny. You're standing naked (at least partially) in front of this other naked person and it makes you feel a bit funny.

Also concrete advice: pick a list of 5-10 words you want to use. They can be anything, verbs, nouns, adjectives, as long as you really, really vibe with them, because they make you happy, as long as they're not words you already use a lot. They can also all relate to the same theme if you want! And then find a way to put all those words in.

[aromantic-everyday]

aight so this is the specific question i was talking about [i'll put an initial next to some people to use as their name]

so a year ago or smth around that i was with my friends in a camping, we were like 7 in total. one night we were talking about our life and personal lore, basically gossiping, so i decided to explain i was aroace (the aro part is more important in case there was a doubt, that's why i'm telling this here)

so i explained everything, and i acted like a wikipedia ofc, also telling them all the story about how i realized it. at first, they seemed supportive, which was cool, but there were some odd things already.

one of them [M] told me repetitively if i was sure, which was weird, and also implied it may be a phase (with some weird example about a lesbian they new that now is straight), another [J] went to sleep all of a sudden and seemed very sad for some reason and other things that also were odd

until then, i didn't give it any importance, tbh i even saw it as quite successful. the problem came the next day.

in the afternoon, all of them, except J and me, decided to go out for icecream, and they also acted really strange when i asked things like where exactly would they go or if i could just go with them without buying anything, kinda implying they wanted me to stay with J in the camping

the thing is that i was suspicious already, so, against what J wanted, i checked if they were around and they were waiting in a distant corner (when they had left 10min ago and the ice cream place was relatively near) and when i approached them to ask what was going on they made an excuse and left in a hurry, i know this because it was obvious in the way they talked that they were making it up

so i was left with J alone, where they started giving giving hints about having to talk about something. at this point, i was already freaking out because i already knew what was going to happen

J told me they liked me romantically, and i told them what i had said the previous day. this was very very VERY uncomfortable for me, because after that, i was not only asked by J if i was sure about my orientation at least 8 times, but i also had to act as a life coach for them because they were sad, which i wouldn't mind if i it was in any other moment. for context, the previous night i told them i had problems with romantic situations and was very uncomfortable in them, as i had left a romantic relationship a month ago or so in which i had been trying to survive for almost 6 months (i didn't like romantically the person but got in the relationship because they asked and i didn't want to lose them).

after that, they suddenly and magically appeared, confirming me that they had just left me by myself when i needed them.

cool

i was left alone, crying in a corner, everyone paying attention to J's heartbreak, no one caring if i was fine. but i already expected that

cool

but the coolest thing comes ahead

a few months later i discovered through kinda my closest friend [N], M's partner, that they and other one had been the night before the confession helping J and encouraging them to tell me everything because "there still could be a chance" and other statements like that that only encouraged J to do what they did and, more importantly, how they did it

i felt kinda betrayed because it was their idea also to leave me alone with J, and they were like my best friend

when i asked N why did they do it, and said that it had been uncomfortable for me and that their actions hurted me, N just took all the importance out of the situation, saying that they had to help J because you have to help a bro with this things, whatever

but it was shocking for me that they disregarded totally my feelings about the situation and only took into account J's, and even when i told N about it, they kept doing it

i just want to know if i have the right to be angry about this because J was also sad, and maybe i am exaggerating (not the story, but my feelings)

idk i'm not bothered about them telling me about it, i am more bothered about how they did it, i just feel like if i said i was gay it would have been easier(J is the the opposite sex)

i have never told the group about how i felt, just N and, later, my bff (who understood me more than N)

so that's the cool situation, sorry for writting so much, i just didn't want to skip any details of the main thing (there were other things that they did that were also very uncomfortable for me but the text would be longer and i don't want to be bothersome)

thank you for your time :D

Aromantic!

(Oh damn. Ok so I think yeah you have the right to be mad because it seems like they aren't respecting your boundaries and also pushing your feelings aside for someone else's romantic feelings, like they treat it like it's more important somehow)

[seonghwa-potatos]

Money can’t buy everything.

summary: Graduation was all you needed to graduate and Taehyung the only smart one in your class that could help. One quick study session would be good enough you say, but money isn’t what he wants, your session could turn around into a steamy session quickly or will you just not graduate?

pairing: dom!tutor!taehyung x sub!reader

warnings: dirty talk, pet names, etc

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“Taehyung” you say .He turns looking at you. “Yeah” he questions. “Um ,I know you usually don't tutor people, but I really want to graduate this year,I can even pay you” I express with concern.He looks at me as if he’s irritated, but he then says “fine” turning and walking away. As he walks farther you yell “so that's a YES?” He continues walking, putting his headphones in.

Later

Historys in session

Sitting by Taehyung, you keep looking at him and your work.

“Earlier was a yes” he says looking me in my eyes. Then going back to his work.

We both sit there in silence.20 mins later the bell rings, everyone gets up and packs leaving the room.I catch up to Taehyung tapping on his shoulder.

”Umm so when are we studying?” you say

“Follow me”

Walking through the halls “So where are we going” you say.All that is heard is others talking, “Umm, Hello?” you say.

Opening the doors leading to the outside you both head to his car.

He opens the door and says, “get in” getting into the car he hops in and starts the car. “Look I'm not much of a talker okay,…not trying to be a dick “He says turning towards me.You couldn't hear a word he said, because you never noticed how beautiful he was till now. His eyes left you an unforgettable memorization of the color brown. His nose, lips complemented his face well.Seeing the whole picture you wondered how you never noticed how beautiful he was till now.” We’re going to my place” he says turning the car on and driving

10mins later.

His House

His house was no joke like everyone said, my house compared to his is about 3 times bigger.One day I would like to get a house this size, but for now all you needed was to graduate.

“You coming” he says turning around

“Oh, yeah” you follow him up towards his room.

Going into his room you see a room that is rich. There's two guitars, posters of some bands, and he has like 15 suits in one of his closets with a king size blue bed.”So are we gonna study or you wanna keep looking at my room” he says you chuckle a bit “yeah, my bad” you say sitting besides him

40 mins past

“So that was all to it, man I must be dumb or the teacher” you say laughing

“It's probably the teacher, Mr Jinwoo, He’s only there to get a paycheck, he doesn't care” he says shaking his head

“I wish the school looked more into the teachers, So I wouldn't struggle so much” you say

“You can always come back if you need help again, I don't mind if it's you” he says and then you notice you guys are a little too close. You could feel his breath almost, backing up you laugh awkwardly rubbing the back of your neck flustered a bit.”Well I should get going, Here's your money” you hand it out to him , but he doesn't take it. “Here take it” you say

“I don't want your money” He says holding my hand.He looks up at me as if I knew what he was about to ask next.Getting up, he walks towards you “You see I already have money, why would I need more” you take a step back “th- then what do you want” you say hitting your back onto the wall. Chest to chest he puts himself down to your height. “You” he says smirking

“Me?” you laughing nervously “Why me” you say “Well I did tutor you right” he says placing his hand above you onto the wall.”Now look at me” you don't look up, nervously you just look down.He then places his other hand on you chin lifting your chin to look into his eyes.He kisses you giving you a little peck.You feel the blood rush to your cheeks.”No need to be flustered now”He says kissing onto your neck he then places his hand onto your waist moving you towards his bed as he kisses your collarbone.Pushing you onto the bed he removes your shirt.”Y/N…I saw how you looked at me in the car, so you don't gotta be in denial” he says bringing the blush back to your face,You move your hands onto your face flustered that he caught you. Grabbing your hands he says “Now that I caught you, you don't know how to act?” he says smirking going down as he kisses your stomach removing your bra leading him to remove your pants slowly. Breathing heavily you see his bulge.Sitting halfway up you grab onto his pants “I can help you with that.” you say looking at him.He nods looking away.Sliding his cock out you grab onto it.Wrapping your hand around his cock you jerk him off pressing your thumb onto his tip he loses it.He tosses you back onto the bed throwing his glasses to the side.You see his face all sweaty and hot.Removing your underwear he grabs your hips placing you onto him. He uses his hand and fingers you “You're wet already” he says smirking. “Tae I would have never guessed you, you would be this way.” you say heavily out of breath. “Well, for you, I will be” he says as he pulls his finger out putting his cock onto your entrance he puts it in slowly.Taking his time so your comfortable.Tae, you moan out

He picks his paste up causing you to moan loudly.He covers your mouth. “Wait” you guys pause,There’s a knock at the downstairs door. Eventually you hear the door open and then you guys hear footsteps.You both get up in a hurry putting your clothes back on as fast as you can “I think its my mom, she said she was coming back around this time, but I forgot, sorry” he says.Hearing the footsteps leading up, we run sitting back to the table with are books.The door opens and its his mom “Hi, who are you?” she says with a smile.

“Oh, this is-” Taehyung is cut off “ She can speak for herself Tae”

“Im Y/N” you smile nervously

“Well I brought dinner you guys come and eat.she says closing the door.

Getting each other situated you and him head downstairs.Sitting side by side you begin to eat. “So you guys go to the same school?”she says, cutting into her steak looking down.”Yea were in history, and math together”He says placing his hand onto my thigh, rubbing onto my thigh he moves his hand closer and closer.”You, know Taehyung has never brought someone over here before” she says looking at me. “Oh wow r-really” you say nervously as Tae presses onto your clit. “Well we’ve gotten closer over time, and decided to study together…she needed help to pass a test so I just helped her.” he says smirking as he moves his fingers up and down into you.”Wow, that's really nice of you Tae, no offense son but Im proud”she says smiling.Swatting his hands away you button your pants back up. “S-sorry where's the bathroom” you say getting up she points down the hall saying make a left them, first door on the right.

MeanWhile Taehyung

“Ima go check on her, She wasn't feeling well earlier.” he says getting up from the table

“Okay, Son, well Ima go to your grandma’s and see how she's doing.Make sure to take her home, when you're done”She says winking and leaving out the door.

He just laughs it off while she closes the front door locking it.

Walking down the hall he opens the bathroom door and sees you getting off by yourself.

“Who said you could do that” he says cocking his head to the side.Grabbing you he pushes you out of the bathroom pinning you to the wall.”Your mom Tae” you say worriedly “Shes not here don't worry”he says.He then whispers in your ear “Ima fuck you on the kitchen table to where you wont be able to walk” he says as he kisses your neck making you moan softly. You both hit onto the walls .You look and you see your red lipstick on his face.He looked so hot and then you knew you wanted it, you were yearning for it.”Tae fuck me right here” you moan heavily out of breath.”Be a good girl and be patient for me” he says and pushing you onto the kitchen table.Facing the table you say “fuck me hard Tae” he shushes you “Earlier I said I was gonna fuck you till you can't stand, so dont worry about that sweetheart.”He grabs my hair wrapping it around his arm as he puts his cock in me.He thrust in and out.He lets go of my hair grabbing onto my waist if a fast motion he thrust making me moan his name out.”Tae” you say heavily out of breath.Moaning was the only thing you did because he was fucking you senseless.He picks you up and you wrap your legs around his torso.”Look at me while I fuck you” he says as you bring your head back up.He thrusts making your back arch.You look away knowing his eye contact made it hard for you.He sets you down and pulls you into a room .A room with a big ass mirror. He throws you onto the bed. “T-tae w-wait” you say knowing what he’s about to do. “He flips you over having you face the mirror.Locking in your arms behind him he puts his cock in grabbing your hair making you look up he says “Now I can see what faces you make for me” He says looking at me through the mirror. He pounds you,over and over and whispers “Do that face for me again”He says hot and heavily.”T-that face you do, makes me want to pound you harder and harder”he says, so he pounds you making immeasurable pleasure for you.Eventually you feel so much pleasure the moment of ecstasy hits you. Tae is the only thing you moan as your legs shake uncontrollably.You both cum at the same time laying next to each other for a minute and you both say “Study session tomorrow?” You both laugh holding each other.

[l8tof1]

girl what are your thoughts on the new cover and video!!👀😌

i’m confused by the cover photo choice tbh but I know nothing about these things so 🤷‍♀️

love this one the most:

also enjoyed the BTS video (HAND AND JEWELRY CONTENT. also him kinda DANCING CONTENT?????) and the fan question video too because u know. 10mins of him talking through all of his tried and true anecdotes while looking cute and happy in a bright lil sweater? i’ll take it! (= i’ll rewatch it 20x)

obsessed with the way they bothered fake typing out his super long answers for some reason lmao. just show me his face hELLO??

some of the hints he gave in the article about his plans for the next 2 years and after racing have me so hyped ngl!

[damiemontclair]

For the ask a reader meme: A1, B5, B6, C2, C9 and D10 😎

Hello Tyu! o/

A1 - When did you start reading fanfiction?

That is a very good question and my best guess would be ~2014? I know I got on ao3 in 2015 and I was reading on DA before that so.

B5 - Which story have you read more than any other? How many times?

Ok first of all, rude. I am a chronic re-reader and I have 2+k bookmarks and almost 500 pages in my history (since 2019), how am I supposed to answer this? Second of all... There's a bunch of fics I've re-read 5+ times, I couldn't say which exactly was the one I read the most? And ao3 doesn't exactly offer a handy way to check so. This one will have to remain a mystery.

As a treat, I can give you my most recent re-read tho: Rest in Peace Vagabond (What have you seen?) by Cer1dwen (Fandom: Bleach. Re-read count: 2).

B6 - What is your favourite story trope? Why?

.... Well there are multiple more or less specific answers I could give here but at the end of the day, it all boils down to hurt/comfort. And I try not to examine the why too closely, lest I discover things about myself I'd prefer not to know

C2 - What word or expression always makes you cringe when you read it?

Well Tyu... You know me. The list is long. But since I have recently been dipping my toes in anime fandoms again, the amount of [hair colour]ette has been really testing my patience. In fact, the number of ways people will bend over backwards to avoid saying a characters name or repeating their pronouns is truly amazing....

C9 - What show did you really try to watch, but you just couldn't?

Ooof.... Theres a fair number of shows that would qualify, but the most notable one is unfortunately the one piece anime. I couldn't make it through the first 10min. I am too picky about art/animation style and one piece was just Not It for me. No matter how much people around me praise its plot and worldbuilding. (Also. Game of thrones. Couldn't get into it at all, and I really tried since I was in school and everyone 'cool' was talking about it. (I was distinctly not cool. I was the loser in the corner with my book. It wasn't the worst place to be, in hindsight. Nobody bothered me 😂))

D10 - What is one story idea you really want to read but no one has written yet?

The one that lives rent free in my head, thanks for reminding me 🤣🤣🤣

Jokes aside tho... I wanted to read some Xie Lian amnesia picking up on his 'who this'-moment in the communication array after his 3rd ascension bc it really gives you places to go with an amnesia fic where XL doesn't remember his past beyond maybe a century or two (at the most) but I couldn't find any. Big sad. Will have to write it myself. :(

[happygaytimes]

Right I’m having a rant bc it’s the middle of the night and I can’t sleep and I’m pissed off.

So basically my mate started dating this girl a few years ago and the whole relationship (abt 2 years) she was v jealous of me and his ‘relationship’ she spent the whole time accusing me of trying to steal him away. Now she knew i like girls, me and him were basically siblings, we have been friends since we were like 8 etc etc.

So this was neither here nor there when we were in high school. She’d just come and sit between us at lunch n shit. But at our high school prom she started acting v childish and strange. She wouldn’t let us get a photo together. Wouldn’t let him sit at the table with our friend group, any time I tried to talk to him she’d come over and start kissing him and wouldn’t let him drink at all. Which all pissed me off but whatever.

Now about a month after they both moved away for uni (to the same city) he came home to help me out with a project and we decided to go to the pub after. She saw this on my story and called him bawling her eyes out saying he was clearly off sleeping with me, so I took his phone and told her to grow the fuck up and hung up. Later that night I posted on my story a video of me and him drunk in the train station singing theatre songs (we done drama together) and she snapped me going ballistic saying I was singing love songs to him (Gaston from beauty and the beast) then blocked me on all socials.

Anyway they broke up like a month later bc he realised she was being super manipulative etc and I’ve not heard from her since. But she anyway she must have a burner account bc my friends started sending me ss of her posts a while back saying she looked to be copying me a bit. (For contest she’s a v femme K-pop stan, MUA, long blonde hair, lives in dresses type girl. And I’m a more androgynous metal/rock type person with short split dye hair who lives in band T’s n cargos)

So it started off a bit strange but I didn’t question it, she started wearing maiden and Metallica tops while admitting she doesn’t like the bands. Then she started copying my hobbies and always posting like 10mins after me. But tonight it’s gone a bit too far, I posted a selfie of me in graphic liner and eye shadow that matched my split dye (red and very dark, almost black, purple) with a maiden top and the caption “headache hours”. And who’d guess it, an hour later a picture of her with the exact same makeup, colours n all, a Metallica top and the caption “my head hurts”.

Idk what to do at this point. It’s obvious she still thinks he likes me and is trying to win him back but he has no interest and if I say anything to her she’ll know our mutual friends have been showing me her posts. But it’s getting a bit fucking creepy now.

[oda-princess]

I had a nice little -not so nice or little- college interview today.

Like waiting for 2 hrs in the lobby wasn't doing enough to fan my anxiety, my laptop, Wi-Fi and audio started acting up exactly when it was my turn (talk about trashy luck lol 🥲) . Although they mercifully gave me a few minutes to fix my issues, my interview was cut short by nearly 10mins bcoz of it.

Also, why do the interview panelists always phrase their questions like they just wanna say 'I'm not sure you can do this, are you?' Plssssss I just wanna be able to earn a decent living 😭😭😭😭

Anyways, it was a stressful afternoon today. So to kinda reward myself for getting through it ..... I may or may not have spent the last 4 hrs making picrew art of my mc and favorite ikesen boys

[icharchivist]

I kinda can't stop thinking about Noa finding out his older sister, meeting her children and being like happy and all

But then, by extension he meets Lucifer, which is fine and nice experience, BUT he also meets Belial, Lucilius and Beelzebub and all their drama because of that.

Unfortunately I don't remember more about Noa, I just know he is really pretty and has history with Rackam and yet I still wonder about that

Honestly, it can be both canon and youtuber au or something else

Noa is one of my fav chara and especially my fav from the Main Story plotline, i genuinely cry everytime he has content, so this was done For Me and For Me Specifically.

Honestly him being established to have been created by the same astral as Cosmos does fuck me up because from what we know of Noa, he was pretty much active during the Astral occupation. At the time he followed his duty very closely and he was made to push people to make ships, and so it translated to how he used to basically guard slaves and push them to work. Until Noa gained enough free will to realize just how fucked up the situation was, and gave the slaves a way to escape.

(we learn all of that in his Grand FE when we discovers that a group of ex-slave that had escaped got stranded in an island in the Grim Basin, and had since then created a whole religion around Noa, whom they call a firm God, who yet decided to save them all. Noa is greatly uncomfortable with all of that and tries to tell them to give up on the cult but Rackam joins in the convo to talk about all the good things Noa has brought and all. It's legit just 10mins of Rackam going "heres why Noa is amazing and you shouldn't *worship him* but if you're going to appreciate him appreciate him for who he is now rather than how his masters forced him to be at the time").

This is a huge part of why Noa keeps a low profile and doesn't meddle with humans much. He feels extremely guilty for his involvement in the Astral occupation, and now he only wants to inspire people without actually acting much on them.

Meeting Rackam changed a lot of things because Rackam immediately was taken with affection for Noa and promised him that they'll meet again and travel together and nothing could tear them apart, except he made this promise on "You're Forced To Keep All The Promises You Make Here By Magic" Island, so Noa got really affectionate with Rackam and especially want to stay by his side and support him in his dream to be a great Skyfarer, if only by making sure the Grandcypher will always be up to Rackam's standards.

If anything it tells us that Cosmos's creator, who created her at the time Lucilius's made the archangels, was also involved as a colonizer during the Astral occupation.

It's also interesting to think about that due to the fact that, by all account, Noa was up until now considered one of the first "War time Primals" who broke free from his purpose in order to carry on his own free will. now it raises the question, was he created thousands of years before and therefore it's why by the war he could break free? or would eventually his creator have affected the way he could eventually evolve from it? Would the fact Cosmos probably would have a specific relationship with him due to their shared creator means eventually she could have affected his desire to break free during the war, leading her to then meet up with Lucifer? Or is it the opposite, and Noa breaking free from his purpose because it was making him miserable, influenced Cosmos to join Lucifer after the war because she knew it was possible for the Primals to move on?

It also does bring a dynamic concerning their masters, that is different. Cosmos carried the will of the Astral who created her so much so she couldn't break free from her purpose until we "killed" her. but Noa did break free and did keep a low profile before his master even left the Skyrealm. They have a different implied relationship to the Astral who created them.

And while i don't have the details of the FE, Noa being the one who manages to influence everything in order to bring Cosmos back, this time to give her an opportunity to grow as herself away from the impulse of their Astral? feels poetic in a sense.

SO YEAH i actually feel strongly about that addition as a major Noa girly.

As to how it would influence canon or AUs, i need to think a little more about it, for now i'm gathering like, the canon infos we have and how to connect them before going into AU dynamic.

In the Youtuber AU i feel like it could eventually set Noa up as a little more distant to the core family because he's the one who rebelled hundred of years ago, and while he doesn't begrudge Cosmos for not breaking free, he can't exactly be here unless she is ready to move on as well. He's the runaway kid that probably had influence over Cosmos but mostly just had to break free and do his own thing.

Also in a modern AU i feel like Noa could work as a mechanic of some kind, especially specialized in boats, but anything can do.

But the whole thing about Noa is that he likes to keep a low profile, he doesn't want to be on the fullfront because he genuinely resents the time he was pushed to be the one giving orders. So i actually feel like Noa would not actually want to have a Youtube chanel of any kind.

I feel like he could appear in Rackam's videos once in a while though like, Rackam is doing some mechanic videos and Noa hangs out in the background, and he just smiles cryptically and doesn't specifically talk a lot, he keeps a low profile and all of that.

So for the audience it could be jarring when one day, after Cosmos and her family properly separated themselves from their creator, Noa appears quickly in one of the video. Maybe he comes to check in on Yuni, or make sure Cosmos is alright and stable. He doesn't want to stay too long, especially not in front of the camera.

But now people are just "who the FUCK is he". he's the local Youtube Cryptid.

As for how he would meet the rest of the wmtsb gang i don't know how to connect it all just yet. we'll get there. Eventually.

That's my take so far.

Anyway stan Noa.

[dokyeomini]

ok so what i remember from the firing

- the ceo came to the floor and told me they (him and the coo, who's also his wife) need to speak to me in 10min

- they ask me some boring questions as an introduction and then ask about this work ability thing and ask me to explain it

- i explain that i am legally entitled to 7 extra vacation days

- they ask me to confirm that i do in fact have partial work ability and i wasn't just asking out of curiosity (i thought i was clear enough on wednesday apparently he didn't quite get it)

- at some point they start to talk abt the concerns they have related to my performance:

-- first thing the coo (my direct boss) points out is that my communication is not clear. i ask for examples, she says she has to ask me to repeat what i just said sometimes because I'm not speaking loudly enough and sometimes bc i am not clear abt stuff like? if i say these numbers don't seem to match i don't specify anything further (like i am supposed to pose it as a question eg these numbers don't match and i see an issue in it, what should i do?)

-- something she pointed out was that i had said that i hadn't received training for a process but she checked with the person who trained me and apparently i did. i admitted it was my mistake i must have forgot (we were shown most things only once in the 2 days). she said she saw an issue in it because i should have said i don't remember if i got training (true i should have said im not sure but how am i supposed to remember something.. that i forgot?) anyways i get that point I actually feel bad about that

- idk what was next at some point i started crying

- they assured me they think im a responsible and capable person who is self aware of their weaknesses and they're sad that im not a good fit for this position because it's very demanding and it might further damage my mental health (earlier i did day thta it wasn't a physical issue but i didn't specify any further so idk what assumptions they made)

- also the coo said that they wish they could support me in my career and that i might do well in a position that has more supervision

- blah blah bhal they ask me if i wanna continue the 15 days from today when they've notified me(if they send this confirmation today i'll be assured they did not care enough abt me before to send me the contract on time.......... busy my ass)

- me and the woman chatted for a while after hes husband left she said she really liked me yada yada invited me to have lunch with her whenever said i took the feedback really well and didn't get defensive (i was still crying. actually angry crying half the time but whatever)