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daisyfloyd · 1 year

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Oh, yes. Hurt, pain. If you saw this drawing I posted some time ago, this is... something.

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Charlie stayed silent, waiting for an answer to his question, and the clear nostalgia in David’s eyes made him curious as to what the answer could be. David thought about the story behind that picture, that evening they’d spent walking the ancient streets of Pompeii, hand in hand. It’d been an adventure, one they had embarked on together, one that had spawned countless anecdotes that’d still be recounted years later. He knew he had more pictures from that occasion hidden somewhere, remembrances from those days when they lived in blissful ignorance of just how badly their relationship would end. Pictures he would revisit, if it weren’t so painful to close the photo album and come back to reality each time.

‘He was… an old friend of mine.’

#Because I like pain when it comes to writing #So here have this pain #I mean this fic #pink floyd #pink floyd fanfic #roger waters #david gilmour #watermour #watermour fanfic #ao3 works #1990s #1997

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hinamie · 2 months

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I don't want to regret the way I lived

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #fanart #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #nobara kugisaki #nanami kento #choso kamo #junpei yoshino #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES #'did you sleep hina' no #ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD #i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew #also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To #he is implied through th dialogue #side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way #pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me #not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap

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burningblake · 3 months

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I'm sure we'll become great friends in the valley, Chuckles.

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that-ineffable-devil · 4 months

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There are a lot of reasons we need Dead Boy Detectives S2. A LOT.

But what I need, desperately, is Charles Rowland's Season of Perpetual Bisexual Panic.

You know, to balance out Edwin Payne's Season of Perpetual Gay Panic.

#i'm just saying #they have paralleled and mirrored each other so much already #and bisexuals need this representation because we all out here panicking #dead boy detectives #dead boy detective agency #dbda #dead boy detective netflix #charles rowland #edwin payne #edwin paine #renew dead boy detectives

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 28 days

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Lan Wangji goes to Lotus Pier (No relation to the AU of the same name)

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#poorly drawn mdzs #better drawn mdzs #mdzs #lan wangji #wei wuxian #Another split type comic because I decided to be ambitious.#This flashback is currently beating my ass. There are so many timeskips within the flashback! My flow and pacing are wheezing!#I loved how this scene starts with the crowd's point of view. The observations and gossip add a lot.#And it helps reposition us to what the external perspective is on these two. Namely that 'they don't get along.'#Tensions are known! Even here in Nouveau Lotus Pier.#Ah...Lan Wangji never got a chance to see the Lotus Pier of Wei Wuxian's childhood and adolescence...did he?#It's not the same. He's not the same. Call them by the same name and people will know what you mean...#...but the first version - the one with the fond memories - is gone for good.#It's sort of interesting isn't it? How names can hold so much power and still be hollow?#We often get stuck over past versions of things. Be it ourselves or other people or places.#Change is scary but the truth is nothing ever stays the same. It's always moving. You're always moving.#It's okay to mourn the past. Maybe it's people you lost or the person you hoped to be. Let yourself feel the grief.#And then? Then you grow around that pain and keep on going. If you feel like you can't - remember you don't have to do it alone.#A side note: Listening to the tossing flowers extra is so essential for this scene. It's cute and gives us more of [redacted]#What's [redacted]? You'll see in the next comic!

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cozylittleartblog · 2 months

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i would like to share this VERY handy tutorial on drawing cars by the ever-immaculate EtheringtonBrothers (twitter, instagram)

#tutorial #cars #etheringtonbrothers #knight rider #transformers #resources #tagging the two fandoms i can think of who might need this the most lmfao #thank you EB i would never be able to draw kitt without you o7 coupled with my gmod references of a kitt car model too of course #please check out their accounts they have so so so many good tutorials. absolutely phenomenal tutorials. on like Everything ever #i know cars are THE biggest pain in the ass to draw ever so here's where i learned it 👉👉#you still gotta do a bit of thinking but its amazing how much even just this one trick can do for you. it carries HARD

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fakakta-art · 2 months

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digitizing some sketches i made for my etsy and a completely unrelated song, because i like to add songs :)

#jason todd #tim drake #dc #my art #red hood #red robin #im gonna color this. and do a bunch more. but i havent posted any art in foreverrrr so here is a sketch lol #trying to stick to adding a song to every post. idk if anyone listens to them but im doing it #listening to a lot of queer girl punk. i have Thoughts for Steph. this will come later tho #yes jason is reading gtn btw. because its a fantastic book and i feel he would very much enjoy it #this is ur sign to read it if you like tortured evil lesbians and horror and mystery and sooo much pain and yearning and a truly insane plo

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nova-rpv · 11 months

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his ass is not listening‼️‼️

drawing without backgroung under cut

#sth #sonic fanart #sonic the hedgehog #im trying so hard to make backgrounds #this one was a pain in the ass #and idk if it was worth it #but yk what? whatever. here you have #nov.aart

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corpsentry · 2 months

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a glass sun 1/2

#my art #my stuff #this is really fucking long so im gonna have to break it up into multiple reblogs #(howling) WAUGHHHHHHH #i love aishang by xiaoshiguniang #i love to implicate my alma mater in my art about being gay in the shittiest most conservative corner of singaporean society #by some terrible trick of fate i ended up in the conservative chinese christian cishet circuit from primary school to end of hs #obviously i am not most of these things but there i was. Depressed #and there i was after that at Liberal Arts College. the 4 years i spent there were a clusterfuck #but like a good and outrageous and lively clusterfuck #and i graduated in may this year and when i came back it was for the first time in 10 months. it was like. what da hell #like i love being here in specific ways but there is also the pain of being seen as something you're not constantly #can i blame them? i ask myself this every day. for most of my ex classmates and relatives i Am the only not cis person they know #idk my lottery number was bad this corner of society really is that bad #and so its like. idk dawg anyway i aint offering solutions but u get it like it fucks with your head to be misgendered either which way 24/#but to leave them behind would be to leave the only people who knew me for the first 19 years behind. and thats a lot of my life #i am 23!!!!!! ough #anyway. whatever. if u liked it i have a ko-fi #reblogos appreciated

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avoiltaire · 4 months

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KAISHIN !! got scammed, thought we were going to movie 27 but it was js a compilation of past eps <3

#procreate doesn't have liquify??#done on my wife bestie's ipad & procreate #bc she was bugging me to do sth with it #kaishin #kaito kid #magic kaito 1412 #kaito 1412 #detco #detective conan #detective conan fanart #shinichi kudo #kaito kuroba #slapped the AI disturbance thing so thats why they look mud textured here LOL #procreate art #procreate #my ass hasnt practiced nor done art in ages bc ive been studying #heart pain

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sunlit-mess · 4 months

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consumed by the inevitable

#messyr #you know- I kept thinking: One day. The cage will be open but I feel like I'll stay. Because if I run- I'd wind up dead from their bullet #so I just- tend to- follow as much as I want to rebel and put sense into this fuckass household. I hate seeing the others in pain as well #and it hurts more that it feels like I can NEVER be the one to break this cycle of abuse- when I knew from the start- when I knew too much #but here I am ending up like the rest of them- helpless and unable to do jackshit about the situation. I cant say or do anything at all!#I dont want to end up like them- if anything I want to BREATHE- i want all of us to LIVE without this pain that has existed for generations #I want to help so bad no matter how much I know I am unloved.#no matter how much hate i carry- no matter how much burden- Underneath it all- I'm devoted to them- that's how fucked up I am #i know i'll never be enough. I know how often I think of death and wish it.#But I have a dream to achieve and I am not planning to die until I reach it. Not yet. If pain is where I strive best then so be it.#doodle #vent art #artists on tumblr #bpd #toxic behavior #learned helplessness

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superhell · 2 years

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house md is wild because house tells wilson that he’ll sacrifice many things but never himself and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he sacrifices himself for wilson. and then he

#also like. this is the guy who said that 'people dont change' for the majority of his life and then when wilson is dying hes like 'i can cha #nge' its that he doesn't talk about his feelings and he cannot bear to show weakness until it seems that he is losing wilson and then #he will literally say anything to keep him its that he is shown repeatedly to be a vicodin addict and that hes destroyed relationships over #his pain and his need for vicodin but he'll give wilson his own pills and go without to make sure wilson has enough meds its that he is #old and cynical and his beliefs about humanity have been written in stone and his walls are topped with turrets and barbed wire but the gate #s fucking open for wilson time and again and wilson is the exception to the rules time and again its. so fucked up #wilson is quite literally his anchor in humanity wilson is his achilles heel wilson is his entire support system the foundations of gregory #house's life have been built around one james evan wilson from the moment he saw that twink throw a bottle into a mirror. am i making sense #here. do these words mean anything #house #wilson #hilson #house md #hatecrimes md #house is a very very carefully constructed facade and wilson is a fucking sledgehammer.

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probablyanalienindisguise · 6 months

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