#YOU THOUGHT I WAS DEAD

[bunnibeezness]

Look at them

OTP

Lamia (he/they) belongs to my partner @catboygirljoker

i think they should kiss a bunch

[belowsamssounds]

I’m like anti-silly adverse when it comes to gaming like

I REALLY fucking need some sort of anti-meta that isn’t just bad or actively hinders your team but still is stupid and goofy and has some level of skill attatched

for example- the entirety of tf2

Terraria yo-yos only

Paladins- speed terminus

OW- boop Lucio

and the like

this problem leads to me to a way of filtering out games where I can’t unleash my inner silliness and goofball nature against those who shall not be able to withhold against it

[stil-lindigo]

lead balloon (the tumblr post that saved me)

if this comic resonated with you, it would mean the world to me if you donated to this palestinian family's escape fund.

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no creative notes because this isn't that kind of comic.

I know I don’t owe any of you anything but I still felt compelled to write about my long term absence. And I feel far enough away from the dangerous spot I was in to be able to make this comic. I have a therapist now, and she agreed that making this could be a very cathartic gesture, and the start of properly leaving these thoughts behind me. I am still, at seemingly random times, blindsided by fleeting desires to kill myself. They’re always passing urges, but it’s disarming, and uncomfortable. I worry sometimes that my brain’s spent so long thinking only about suicide that it’s forgotten how to think about anything else. Like, now that I've opened that door for myself, I'll never be able to fully shut it again. But I’m trying my best to encourage my mind in other directions. We'll see how that goes.

I am still donating all proceeds from my store to Palestinian causes. So far, I've donated over $15K, not including donations coming from my own pocket or the fundraising streams which jointly raised around $10K. In the time since I made my initial post about where this money would be going, the focus has shifted from aid organisations to directly donating to escape funds.

If you'd like to do the same, you can look at Operation Olive Branch, which hosts hundreds of Palestinian escape funds or donate to Safebow, which has helped facilitate the safe crossing and securing of important medical procedures for over 150 at-risk palestinians since the beginning of the genocide.

[quietbots]

My updated life

18/07/2024 22:06

it's nearly a year later again, breaking the sunday format because I always forget and don't think I should restrict my want to update on here. I've changed a whole bunch again it's honestly strange reading all these old posts because I remember writing every one and my previous one talking about how new things slow your life down I'm not quite sure about that one, how I stand right now I feel as if inconvince and ultimately just deciding to slow your life down does than anything else could. I am feeling not too bad I've had my ups and downs and going steady. I may use this blog for collating things I like but not sure I might not be back here for another yeah hahahah, I love you future, present and past levi I hope you're doing well. mwahh

[prodigal-sunlight]

I know the popular theory is that Caine’s line about struggling to keep track of who’s real and who’s an NPC is foreshadowing that one of the cast is secretly an NPC

But consider the alternative

[ciderjacks]

dad issues

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(I think they were all fundamentally affected by what they saw and just collectively decided not to share the upsetting details)

[paxopalotls]

The fanfictions are infecting me with brainrot oh my god have some au doodles before I explode

[newttxt]

crisis of disbelief

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Vanessa definitely thought Abby died..

[rwsdarw]

this was fun

[ruporas]

need to exist in your warmth (id in alt)

[hamletthedane]

Still laughing at Brian May offhandedly writing the greatest understatement in the history of academia in his astrophysics doctoral dissertation:

Ah, yes - “various pressures.” Like being one of the greatest guitarists ever and playing/writing/singing for the most legendary rock band of all time.

Those various pressures.

[idnwtdta]

I literally feel dead in a living body

[lotus-pear]

mourning black and the death of ideals

[fear0phobia]

I noticed that in ep 4, when they watch the woman jump off the lighthouse, edwin and crystal have a similar reaction and niko and charles have a similar reaction. what does it mean? idk I just think it's interesting

[hamletisintown]

Team seafoam let's goooooo!!!