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#Youre Gonna Live Forever In Me
damnitanay · 2 months
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i miss caring for you. i miss being cared by you. being loved by you. miss you being mad at me. i miss every little detail about you. "when two people love each other and still cant make it work, thats the real tragedy". i wish it never happened. i wish i wasnt such a fuck up. i wish i couldve been better for you when there was still time. im sorry for scarring you. i hope youre well, taking good care of yourself and making good use of that amazeballs brain of yours. a year later and not a day goes by without thinking about you. i miss you.
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dumplingsjinson · 17 days
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"My body is yours," Character B whispers, staring up at Character A, lids hooded; Character A's breath catches in their throat on the inhale, blinking slowly down at Character B. "I'm yours," they add. "It's yours to do whatever you please."
"Yeah?" Character A questions, almost breathless as they lean down, feeling Character B's breath ghosting their lips.
"Yeah," Character B confirms. "All yours," they say, leaning up to press their lips against Character A's.
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Join my Discord server: Steaming Dumplings Nation
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tanzdoesthings · 9 months
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i had a convo about pebbles being a shrimp and sitting like a digital artist and.
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ye-xiu · 13 days
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will i ever feel genuine joy about life again more often than once every six months or is this just it. like is this just going to be that for now.
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arataka-reigen · 5 months
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Like, we know TwiYor is gonna be endgame, but Do We Know TwiYor is Gonna be Endgame?
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amrv-5 · 2 months
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survived Badly (argh) but going to work on fic for as long as I continue to enjoy doing so then switch over -- see if I can find somewhere to watch The 400 Blows and probably cry forever and dehydrate and feel soooo sad and then feel better after. Thank you French New Wave
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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months
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#shout out to my nana for saying my dad spends money like water#my dad who struggles with the idea of spending money bc of obsessive compilation thoughts but is making an effort#bc whats the point of saving up all your life just to die. nana? my dad whose wife is literally dying of cancer and is beginning to circle#the drain so hes deciding he wants to start spending his retirement money now while shes still alive. u old witch. Jesus christ. my mum#isnt gonna live forever. shes getting her bladder removed in February i think. imo ill just b happy if she lives past the end of my 5year#program. like holy fuck. i mean. its not really nanas fault. she probably has 0cd and probably has 0cpd. but like this is y u wanna try to#get better. so you dont grow into a miserable old fuck whose family hates u bc ur awful and killing ur husband thru ur illness. just saying#as someone whose can see their own behaviors mirrored in her. this is y i cant go on like this lol#hopefully i hit my rock bottom last year. ugh. i just wish i could sleep. when im not super depressed i cant seem to get a normal amount of#sleep and im exhausted all afternoon. im awake at night and early in the morning. it makes me nauseous too. insomnia i guess#but ive always slept rather little. maybe it was compulsive and now im just old and cant take it#hate it. wish it would stop but at least i dont feel like dying anymore i guess. im guessing the meds r exacerbating thr sleep issues if not#causing it. ugh symptom management i guess#unrelated
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our-destiny · 2 years
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Thinking about Mc and Solomon being soulmates, two souls that were always destined to be together, made for each other. That in all the timelines Barbatos can see, you're always together, with each other to the very end. Like two puzzle pieces you fit together perfectly, balancing each other out, where one struggles the other is there to lend them a hand, so much trust and love between you two, no judgment, only understanding and sympathy. And the way you look at each other, gaze full of adoration, Solomon looking at you and treating you as if you are his sun, his moon and his stars, as if you're his life source. You staring at him in class as if he was made by the gods, with no flaws. And the way he touches you as if you were glass, soft caresses and loving holds, his arms wrapped securely around you as if protecting you from the rest of the world. The way you would cup his face and kiss his jaw so tenderly, making him feel loved and like he's important in this world <33
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vivid-vices · 29 days
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y'know out of all of the fucked up things i've been called over the years, none of them really bother me anymore because generic mean words get repetitive at some point but i have a feeling "demon with the face of an angel" is gonna stick with me for a while
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pepprs · 1 year
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turned off automatic updates for this stupid app. i am protecting my peace ♥️
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thedragonemperess · 15 days
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I need the & Juliet soundtrack injected directly into my veins and if that doesn't work I need it lazered into the forefront of my brain
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OH GOD THE SET IT OFF CONCERT IS IN LIKE 5 DAYS. OH MY GOD
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love-songs-for-emma · 1 month
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am i going to single-handedly create a fandom about jay holt from the video game "as dusk falls"? i just fuckin might
#i Cant stop thinking about him. ive literally been dreaming about him. i Need to help him. please#hes just a fuckin kid!!! (18?? 19??) hes a TEEN and his family is FUCKED and its not his FAULT#none of this was his fault. he deserves so much fuckin BETTER#also i thought i didnt care about vanessa but then shes got dead brother trauma hi hello hiiiiii#and now jay does too#fuck my LIFE#ive never been one for self-inserts but actually me jay and vanessa hang out regularly in a tree house we built#we laugh and shoot the shit and talk about what losing our brothers have done/are doing to our psyche#as dusk falls#jay holt#vanessa dorland#new hyperfix u say ? this one will be brief hopefully. bc the game is fucking. unfinished. stupid ass cliffhanger ass bjtch ass#plus im rewriting canon so jay has a good young life. no timeskip for MEEE#maria is literally just rambling. hi#.txt#the only fic ive ever written/outlined was about alana bloom from nbc's hannibal & she Deserved a rewrite#but maybe i need to indulge in writing jay holt's better reality TOO#theres a quote. hang on. a quote from a beloved piece of media. why cant i recall what its from rn#but theyre talking about different timelines n shish and one of them says ''maybe this *is* your best reality'' and its SO sad. fuck#is it hannibal. i feel like its always hanniba#no but also i feel like its not???#its like ''this is your best life. youre not getting a better one''#what the eff is that. im gonna be stuck on this forever#EDIT: IT IS FROM FUCKING HANNIBAL. BUT ITS GODDAMN FREDRICK CHILTON OF ALL PEOPLE WHO SAYS IT#''The optimist believes we live in the best of all possible worlds; the pessimist fears this is true.#This is your best possible world Will. Not getting a better one''#fucking CHRIST chilton#lines that go HARD
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spookykestrel · 2 months
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The worst part about not going to college is there not being an easy time to move out
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we-are-inevitable · 2 years
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how about we stop forcing the "racetrack higgins-esque" role onto Ben Tyler Cook and realize that
he's not JUST race anymore
he's not going to exclusively take on race-like roles
his portrayal of your favorite blorbo in ONE piece of media doesn't mean you can ignore the actions of his character in another
and he's a talented actor capable of so much more than his fans seem to want from him
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yvningshowers · 2 years
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every once in a while I remember that Katsuki can be read as victory over the self and I need to lie down on grass for 45 years
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