#a touch of depression
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I'm so tired of feeling like this.
#actually mentally ill#depressing shit#mental health#sorry for being depressing#anxi4ty#cw vent#i cant take this shit anymore#im going to kms#im losing it#ready to kms#depressing life#kill my life#why am i like this#i wanna kms#kms#i want to kms#what is wrong with me#i hate this#what the fuck#i dont get it#i hate everything#i dont care anymore#fuck everything#mentally fucked#i have no mouth and i must scream#woke up feeling more lost and out of touch with myself.. my surroundings and my partner all in the span of a night.. what the hell..#mentally exhausted#im a horrible person#mentally unstable#bed rotting
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Because this is absolutely the kind of petty rules-lawyering thing Rus would do.
Painted over this because I couldn't unsee it.

#undertale#swapfell#swapfell papyrus#sf!papyrus#rus#mutt#papyrus#I've never done one of these Paint Over An Image things#but it was pretty fun#and uh... a little personal update I'm hiding in the tags because I don't want to make a full post#life has gotten difficult again in that I'm suddenly and unexpectedly out of a job#the layoff really blindsided me and I'm still coming to grips so it's a weird time#the upside is I suddenly have a lot more free time to write and draw in between applying for new jobs#but stress/anxiety/depression are going to make it real touch and go about how productive I am#I'm doing a bit each day if I can though#Got the comic more or less drafted and the next story chapter is coming together#hoping to have that out by the end of the month#wish me luck
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workin man (orc)
#ollie#he carries the same lethargic boredom as that one black jaguar drinking video that i ofc cannot find bc the internet is shit and useless lo#anyway wanna touch on ollies ''''''''''''real job'''''''''''' as a metal worker more To Cope#he has a special board he uses just to get to work with thicker sandpaper layer probably#me 🤝 ollie working and being sweaty all the time then being too tired to do what we actually enjoy and going into a depression spiral#oc#original character#my art#monster oc#monster#monster boy#half orc#tiefling#demon#demon oc#half demon#muscle#muscular#orc
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need a giant to lie down on top of me. while putting all their weight on me. i wouldnt die im more powerful than that. but weighted blankets and layers arent enough for me. i need to be compressed like a jpeg. like a sandwich in a panini press. i want to look up and just see a wall of giant flattening me and i get to take a nap under their chest. id give anything.
#im fairly averse to physical touch but ive been Yearning lately :/#in a brain funk and a health funk and man. i just wanna be small and sad and under a giant hand#gently squish me til im no longer a trainwreck of illness and depression#sorry these tags got whiny dndkdjd i havent been a person in like two weeks
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gob forbids a character goes through grief falls into depression and then reacts badly after some random people came to him telling him his daughter's soul is alive and was put into an animatronic body, the random people being robots and including the killer of his daughter in his eyes and comprehension, that apparently is now her adoptive dad just because he can, and even better they're all taking her away from him (he has no idea how much away they're taking her) and gets treated like the scum of earth for falling intro depression and addictions after losing his beloved daughter, god forbids he wants revenge and god forbids he's in a terrible mental state, cause surely no human would ever get mad and desperate for their kid dying and coming back and then taken away by the killer himself
surely
#yes this is tsams episode rant#yes this is about elias winter#i will never understand why characters going through grief and depression are treated and made like the bad guys#what kind of mental health representation is this#idc is a silly show atp why touch serious topics in the first place and then treat it like it's not that big of a deal#anyway#not using main tags cause i don't wanna#if this gets reblogged with main tags that's not on me
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trying to get back in the drawing groove 🌸
#fem!nanami#my art#nanami kento#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#daylight savings seasonal depression kicking my entire ass#its been over a week since i touched my ipad ough
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happy birthday to the god of time 🥳
#couldnt help but think about dave turning 29 and being like... my days (with karkat) are limited#like ya he loves his friends but he and they are all gods#daves thoughts -> he will have forever to celebrate bdays with them but only a few years left with karkat in the grand scheme of things#sorry i love just adding a touch of millennial depression to these 90s kids#post-game au ig#anyway dw about dave karkat always knows what to do/say#homestuck#dave strider#karkat vantas#davekat#happy birthday dave#hsfanart#my art
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Day 11 - Me, Myself and I
Better late than never! Took a week off while sketching the days I missed and getting sick accidentally
#fanart#my art#isat spoilers#two hats spoilers#act 5 spoilers#isat siffrin#isat loop#isat mal du pays#artists on tumblr#Siffrin#Loop#mal du pays#in stars and time#I drew the sketch for this last Saturday amd only NOW I post it#Mal du pays were a headache to draw#And I actually had terrible headache yesterday#Worried too much amd got sick welp#But my family visited today so I had some good time actually#I finally figured Touch day sketch this week#And got collapse/black hole too#Listening to Eva ost rn I have some ideas for sketches inspired by them in my head#Listening to that one depressing song while posting is fun actually#isatober#Added id!#with id
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Hey just wanted to say how much I adore the Raven and The Snake! It kept me sane during some hard times last year screaming at Seb distracted me from my real problems LOL! In fact I love it so much I would love to print the fic and turn it into a book for my own personal enjoyment of course, would it be okay with you if I did that and posted the final product on Twitter? I'd tag you of course! Don't know if it's a dumb question but I wanted to check. Anyways love your work you are SUPER talented!
YES YES YES??? OMG PLSSS I WOULD DIE!!!!!!!
IM HONOURED YOU LIKED IT ENOUGH TO WANT TO BIND IT!!! AND PLS, TAG ME EVERYWHERE WHEN/IF YOU DO IT😭😭 ive considered commissioning someone to bind it myself just to have as a memento bc im the author, but omg the fact that someone else would wanna do it too......im glad sebs dumbassery (and lets be real, clora's too. if not MOSTLY cloras) could distract you from your irl problems by yelling at those two idiots🥰🥰 THANK YOU AGAIN IM HONOURED ARGHHH🧎♀️💖💖
LMFAOOO THE WAY I THOUGHT THIS WAS ANON HATE AT FIRST LMAOOO i mean i guess it kinda could still be considered it??? but i love your love for clora BAHAH bc you are so right, let seb drown, this aint about him✋😔...to satiate you heres a wip of her ive had for a while, and maybe ill finally finish it soon JUST FOR YOU🫵🫵💖
#i have so many ongoing wips tho sometimes im tempted to make a poll of what i should work on LMAO#i have a 3 page modern AU comic of how they get together#and a depressing 2 page comic of seb in azkaban hallucinating clora#and also a yandere seb and clora pic#and then just a bunch of other random cute stuff and some moments from my fic#i wanna do a comic of their first makeout session in cloras room bc i love seb in that scene...asking if he can touch her and stuff....#also them the morning after when clora kisses him awake and sebs like 'waking the sleeping princess with a kiss is supposed to be my job'#but for now ..........im gonna go play video games instead👉👉#ask
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its just constantly grating how people in fan spaces are uncomfortable engaging with experiences different from their own, especially because a lot of fandoms are made up of queer white young adults that ends up influencing everythinggg. all coworkers are found family now because this is a fandom filled with teenagers who have never worked a job and dont understand what a "coworker" is. there's an epidemic of "x media is ACTUALLY a metaphor about xyz" which sounds fine but it always ends up making everything about the experiences of queer white young adults. you get "your best american girl isnt about race its actually about being nonbinary". or when warriors fans tried to claim brambleclaw's identity struggles were a queer narrative when like, yes the half-clan mixed race metaphor is very clunky and often horribly written but like, come on everything has to cater to peoples exact lived experience. its okay to hate sparkpelt because i hate my mommy and need to project that onto warrior cats. and nightheart is trans because he changed his name and if you try to call out the misogyny in his writing you're transphobic. its like how every character gets headcanoned as having autism or depression or anxiety but never anything cluster-b. characters get reduced to funny incorrect quote tropes and nothing more. look at whats happening in that batman webtoon its dreadful. sometimes things wont be personally relatable the human experince is wide and varied and somethings things will be about experiences you haven't lived and you can just enjoy that without having to force it into a perfect mold so you can easily consume it. not everything is about you. IDK!
#oh its a metaphor for being too scared#to truly want to know yourself..#like personal fun headacanons are fine... relating to media is fine.. but when people claim thats the ONLY valid interpreation its like#come on. hey man come onnnn#sorry dont cancel me for this one im being a hater im being a hater again and theyre going to cancel me and its fine#yes this is fueled by plane crash blues rage. why does everyone act like its JUST a metaphor for depression... ITS ABOUT A PLANE CRASH!!!#and if you cant personally relate to that fine but its not like “oh the plane crashing is a metaphor for a breakup” ITS NOT!!#MY CAR JUST TOUCHED ANOTHER AND EVERYONE GOT HURT!!!! IT SAYS IT IN THE SONG!!#and related to my rehearsal s2 finale rage going online and everyones saying no dude its about how if the FAA finds out youre mentally ill#this is a real thing that affects real people its not a quirky cute metaphor and if you relate to it that way then great#but dont act like thats the secret “real” meaning. AUGH
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me when i should be studying
#girlhood#girl blogging#girlblogging#this is what makes us girls#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#lana is god#im just a girl#daddy's good girl#sleeping beauty#study motivation#study inspiration#lana del ray aesthetic#life rn#depressing life#touch deprived#depressing shit#tumblr girls#hell is a teenage girl#older man younger girl#sadgirl#i need sleep#sleepy girl#sleepy#i hate it here#lazyday
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Johnny just laying on top of V with his face in his chest.
#just feeling v scratch his scalp#hes def touching v's hips in the softest and most loving way ever#theyre definitely wearing each other's clothes too#is this... me conjuring up domestic ass scenarios for them??#mayhaps#just imagining them curled up in bed together during early morning#with orange light peeking through the window#their legs tangled together all comfortablely#just aughhhhh#making shit up in my head to quell how depressing the game is#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk#silverv#johnny silverhand#cbp2077#johnny x v#johnny x male v
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Rex: Fox, what's wrong? Fox: The stress of imperial bureaucracy, and the emperors blatant disregard of my special mug, has caused me to fall into a depression... Cody: Depression? isn't that just a fancy word for feeling bummed out? Fox: Cody, you ignorant slut! Rex in the background: We'll buy you a new mug, Fox!
Palpatine: Cackles maniacally from his throne room.
#office meme#star wars#commander fox#coruscant guard#commander cody#captain rex#palpatine#depression warning#i can not stress this enough#do not touch Fox's special mug!#its all he got left
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Kiss of Death.
#yay nosebleeds yay burning yay#uhhh yeah this is the depressing bit of this au: they can’t touch each other because Mav’ll freeze and Ice’ll burn😔#and here they are sacrificing themselves for their love - even if it’s the first and last time they get to kiss each other#ms tg#ms art#icemav#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#top gun fanart#top gun#top gun 1986#ms eqau
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horse_ebooks "everything happens so much" tweet dot jpeg
#🐉#just received news that an old contact i lost touch with has died. in the grip of a manic depressive cycle thats making me question my#reality. and i have to go to work!
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Zuko was a child when he met Agni. Then, the spirits started coming to him. Eyes hidden in the hallways, voices pleading for help, for recognition, for remembrance.
Zuko could see Agni. He could see the broken remains of a Great Spirit and the empty smiles of amnesiac ghosts.
And they could see him in return.
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla fanart#atla art#atla fanfic#prince zuko#New Gods AU#zuko fanart#zuko art#lu ten#uncle iroh#Eventual ZK#zutara#zutara au#zutara fanfiction#zuko fanfic#agni#Spirit Touched! Zuko#Agni is a character in this don't yell at me#This was such a blast to write. I honestly love this AU so much and can't wait to see what you guys think of it#Bit of a warning tho#It's pretty heavy#Deals with depression and mental health issues and...stuff#Word of advice! The first chapter truly comes to life after a second read.#The cover is a panel from a comic I'm working on~#Which is the reason it took me so long to post this tbh. Wasn't sure if I wanted to tease The Perfect Prince or leave it as a surprise.#But here we are and there it is. So.#The Perfect Prince#Listen. Lu Ten is the most wholesome turtleduck ever and if anything happens to him I'll murder everyone in this fansite and then myself.
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