happy 1st anniversary to one of the most stressful days of my entire life btw. wake up. watch Ruby Rose in RWBY get literally tortured in what has to be one of the most chilling scenes in all animated shows ever and eventually choose to die. attempt to recover for a few hours. 9pm hits. watch Luz Noceda in ToH Also Literally Die via crumbling away into dust. like????
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I'm once again thinking about the missed opportunities to have Klaus and Kol bond more. Part of Klaus' whole motivation as a vampire is to get his werewolf part back and to finally be stronger than Mikael (sort of, I'm simplifying) both of which can be obtained by breaking his curse. But Kol? Kol is the only other original that can relate to having a fundamental part of themself ripped away from them. Klaus might not have known he was a werewolf until he killed, but he likely still had a connection he couldn't explain, as evident by him going to watch the wolves transform. And something he'd never been able to explain was now gone. He might only be able to realise the connection afterwards through its absence.
Kol though. Kol had grown up with magic, a connection to nature and the world around him in a way the rest of his siblings supposedly didn't have. And then he gets turned. And not only has his baby brother died, his father has just murdered him and the rest of his siblings after forcing them to drink human blood, which he'll later learn. Now, not only does he have to deal with the grief of Henrik's death and also his own but also the loss of his magic. A loss that's likely only worsened by Kol being a self-proclaimed child prodigy.
Kol is pretty much the only one who could understand what Klaus is going through with the binding of his wolf. We know Kol searched for ways to get his magic back/carry on practicing magic in the same way that Klaus was looking for ways to break his curse. While Klaus likely could still feel his wolf there despite being bound, Kol has no access to his magic anymore. I just think they should've been able to bond or connect over their shared loss of an intrinsic aspect of their selves at the hands of their parents
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zay pines after danny so much it hurts. and danny’s always hooking up with girls in front of him, so shouldn’t he do the same? how come zay can never seal the deal and take anyone home with him, do these girls know something he doesn’t? and sure danny may or may not be bi, zay has suspicions but he doesn’t know how to ask what’s a joke and what’s for real. but one thing’s for sure and that’s that danny will never see him in that way, they’re not like that, they’ll never be like that, and marq needs to stop bullying him about his crush because it isn’t a crush because zay is straight but danny’s always so— and they always— but they’ll never—
yeah.
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my day gets little better everytime I see you in my dash btw 🫂🫂
that is the loveliest thing ive ever heard 😭🫂
I am just as happy to see your name pop up <3
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me, seeing three posts about a recent rise in aphobia in the span of two days:
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i dont rlly have a big following here at all but i do appreciate anyone who interacts with my stuff immensely and suddenly felt the need to say it. ive been going through some stuffTM and its been a whole ass time and im still reeling tbh. it has been a hell of a time but tumblr still feels like such a cozy comfy place .. i forever long to connect more with people here but never know how. anyway idk where this post is going but haii hi im still here forever just a little funny in the head rn :3
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Beast Wars giving me emotional whiplash tonight like, here's a new character he's a fucked up immortal rage fueled CRAB TANK :D oh also! We're going to kill your FAVORITE CHARACTER D: but dont worry! Have this adorable fucked up mutated protoform that the Crab Tank immediately develops a soft spot for :D
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My therapist I've been seeing for over 2 years diagnosed me with complex ptsd and I feel so weird about it because I'm like me ?? Trauma?? Don't know her !!!! Never happened!!
She's said she's thought this for a while and after I saw a psych who diagnosed me it just settled it for her like "ok finally". She's also already been telling me I've been through trauma even if I don't believe it.
Still!! Really having a hard time accepting this like...what. what. My life has been Totally Fine don't know what she's talking about!!!
Anyway I feel so weird and I'm rambling but idk what else to do with these feelings tbh
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