#always wip 🗿

[inkxhan]

[ mermaid AU ] OMG this is so real (in my head)

[aphroditelovesu]

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✿.｡Welcome to my blog! My name is Larissa, but feel free to call me Lari or Lady L, which is how you know me. I'm Brazilian 🇧🇷 and I was born on October 15th. English is not my first language. My pronouns are she/her and I am bisexual 💖💜💙. I am Libra ♎️ and INTP.

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⤷✿.Here I've gathered all my series, masterlists and some additional things to make them easier to find. Enjoy my blog, dear reader.

© aphroditelovesu, 2022. all rights reserved. do not translate or repost my work without my permission. you are free to use my edits, but I only ask that you credit me.

⤷♡.+ disclaimer: some of my works may have nsfw content in addition to the yandere genre. if you are sensitive to these topics, I recommend not reading.

⤷♡.+ genre: yandere/dark!au.

⤷♡.+ Requests are OPEN. Asks and concepts are open.

⤷♡.+ character ai: aphroditelovesu.

⤷♡.+ Rules and Fandoms List;

⤷♡.+ Emoji Prompt List + Prompts List;

⤷♡.+ Wips; 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6; 7; 8;

⤷♡.+ Commissions;

‘‘Love you so bad, love you so bad, mold a pretty lie for you.’‘ ˚˖੭ Fake Love, BTS.

⤷♡.+ BTS; 💜

⤷♡.+ BLACKPINK; 🖤

⤷♡.+ ITZY; 🧡

⤷♡.+ Stray Kids; 💙

➷ EXO: Yandere Baekhyun (Romantic), Yandere Suho (Romantic).

➷ TWICE: Imagine as Classmates.

⤷♡.+ Greek Mythology; ⚡

⤷♡.+ Egyptian Mythology; 𓂀

⤷♡.+ Historical Characters; 📜

➷ The Lost Queen | Yandere!Alexander the Great ❝You woke up near a military camp without remembering how and why you got there, you didn't understand why they were dressed like ancient Greeks, all you knew was that you weren't safe and you needed to get out of that place as soon as possible. Too bad for you that you found yourself attracting unwanted attention from the Macedonian King and he won't let you go so easily.❞ The Lost Queen Series Masterlist

⤷♡.+ The Vampire Diaries + The Originals; 🧛

⤷♡.+ House of the Dragon; 🐉

⤷♡.+ Game of Thrones; ❄️

⤷♡.+ The Sandman; ⌛

⤷♡.+ Outlander; 🗿

⤷♡.+ Wednesday; 🎻

⤷♡.+ Brooklyn Nine-Nine; 👮‍♂️

⤷♡.+ Bridgerton; 🐝

⤷♡.+ Shadow and Bone; ☠️

⤷♡.+ Outer Banks; 💰

⤷♡.+ K-Dramas; ❤️

⤷♡.+ Reign; 👑

⤷♡.+ The Tudors; 🗡️

⤷♡.+ Hannibal; 🍽

➷ The Bloody Viscount | Yandere!Anthony Bridgerton ❝You had fallen in love with Viscount Bridgerton and he had fallen in love with you. The marriage seemed perfect, but then why did Anthony Bridgerton always come home late and bloodstained?❞ Prologue; Chapter 1; Chapter 2; ➷ The Shadow of the Golden Dragon | Yandere!ASOIAF/HOTD/GOT ❝You have always been an avid reader and your greatest passion was delving into the pages of "A Song of Ice and Fire" by George R.R. Martin. You knew every character, every twist and every detail of the Seven Kingdoms as if they were part of your own life. But what you never imagined is that an unexpected encounter with a mysterious antique book seller would change your life forever.❞ The Shadow of the Golden Dragon Masterlist

⤷♡.+ Percy Jackson; 🌊

⤷♡.+ Harry Potter; 🔮

⤷♡.+ A Court of Thorns and Roses; 🌹

⤷♡.+ A Song of Ice and Fire; 🔥

‘‘We were born to be alone but why we still looking for love?’‘ ˚˖੭ Lovesick Girls, BLACKPINK.

⤷♡.+ Attack on Titan; ⚔️

⤷♡.+ Naruto; 🍥

⤷♡.+ Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug and Cat Noir; 🐞

⤷♡.+ One Piece; 👒

⤷♡.+ How To Train Your Dragon; 🐲

⤷♡.+ Death Note; 📓

‘‘Don’t you know that you’re toxic?’’ ˚˖੭ Toxic, Britney Spears.

⤷♡.+ Marvel; ۞

‘‘I wish you would love me again, no, I don't want nobody else.’’ ˚˖੭ Love Me Again, V.

⤷♡.+ Love Letters; 💕

⤷♡.+ Love Letters II; 💕

⤷♡.+ Kinktober 2023; 🎃

➷ A Black Rose | Yandere!Ian Daerier ❝A cruel and narcissistic reaper falls in love with the woman he was supposed to take the life of.❞ Oneshot;

[gach-artblog]

I love your hsr doodles theyre always so fun and creative. Praying for argenti/ratio/robin interactions in the future!!

(here's a WIP of what I'm making for the RAR trio! (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠))

Manifesting RAR interaction in the future!! 🗿🌹🐦 👏👏👏 I see that hoyo is already milking Argenti since he just appears so much in recent versions, I hope they will let our beloved knight in shining armor interact with Ratio and Robin too! Especially Robin + Argenti is like the purest form of positivity and perfection, I love them so much they are my most favorite characters in HSR.

And thank you for loving my silly doodles!

I don't even know what possessed me when making doodles though lol

[hayakawalove]

*rolls down window*

Suguru rubbing your clit to help you fall asleep.

-🗿

YOU CANT JUST SAY THATT

I have a WIP that’s sort of similar. But he would. He just thinks you’re so adorable. Tossing and turning, a puffy pout on your lips. When he asks what’s wrong, you don’t know why he asks this because he ALWAYS knows what’s wrong, you tell him you can’t sleep. He asks if you need help and obviously you say yes. He has you lay down on your side with your back against his chest. His hands are just so large on your body. Suguru tells you to close your eyes and ‘relax for me baby’. His hand strokes your legs until he slips it inside your pants. The heat is comfortable, so you press yourself into it. He can’t help but coo at you because of how sweet you are. He never goes fast, only ever rubbing gentle circles against your clit. He can feel how you’re beginning to drip for him, but he doesn’t say anything. It isnt really about that anyway. It isnt a race. If you fall asleep before cumming, that’s okay. But if you do cum its soft, quiet moans falling from your lips as your hips grind against his finger. When he tries to remove his hand you frown and tell him to keep it there.

It just fits so perfectly with him because Suguru only ever wants to help you

[dollyyun]

OMG YOURE GONNA POST DKP HEESEUNG TOMORROW RIGHTYTG I CANT WAITTTSBJSSHJSSJ CAUSE YOU ALWAYS WRITE MASTERPIECE

you're gonna be thrilled to know that i'll be posting some time later in a while. i'm currently proofreading the entire part! and bby plsss😭as much as i appreciate your compliment, what i write is borderline decent🗿but i hope my future wips will change that🥹

[stellrn]

“What kind of a life would I have lived if I didn't choose to board the Express... No, there is no such possibility.”

(‼️Warning from Mun‼️- You CANNOT imagine how long this shit is, so only if you are ready for your fingers to hurt from scrolling…press ‘keep reading’, brave one. I’ll meet you at the end.)

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🔆ᴺᴼᵂ ᴾᴸᴬᵞᴵᴺᴳ : Rules are made to be broken! 🔆 What you can expect/rules (that are NOT made to be broken):- ✩ Shipping Friendly as long as it’s not an illegal one and I’m comfortable with it. Example for illegal ships include pedophilloic ships etc etc.

✩ mostly one liners/semi lit rp

✩ May add my own personal head cannons of Stelle. But still the same old in-game trash can loving raccoon-like stelle we all know.

✩ DNI if you’re: racist, lgbtqia+phobic: including transmeds, exclusionists, terfs and illegitimate sexualities/pronouns, anti-semitic, xenophobic/Islamophobic, ableist, pedophilloic, sexist/misogynistic and all basic DNI criteria.

✩ No explicit smut content but will rp fluff, romance, angst, gore, drinking/alcohol topics etc.

✩ There is a real person who controls this account, so I may take time to respond to you/your muse/asks.

✩ If I want the RP to end, I will say so and the same goes for you! If you also want to conclude the RP, just say so and I will gladly stop.

✩ It will be up to me to decide if I want to RP with you (if you have send me an in-character ask etc etc.) and if I’m comfortable with where the RP is going. And vice versa.

✩ Also, I don’t want to be the only one carrying the plot of the story and the role play. Please don’t respond me with anything that I don’t have an answer to as the RP will die sooner rather than later. I would request you to be more engaging with the RP conversation.

✩ Please remember mun =/= muse.

✩ Mun messages will be shown with Mun-

✩ Anons are more than welcome! You can make yourself known on this blog with your own tag! But, I will only reply if I’m comfortable with your message.

✩ Not really spoiler-free.

✩ WIP account

🔆This account is NOT affiliated with Hoyoverse.

🔆Current anons:- We got more anons, trailblazers, visitors on the express, let’s go! -🕳️ anon

-🪡 anon

-🎸 anon

-🎎 anon

-🌸🥞 anon

-💧anon

-🦅👁️ anon

-🍳 nonnie

-⛓️💎 anon

-🔆 anon

*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊ 🔆Of course behind the scenes is any ordinary person Valerie; She/her, 18+ and currently existing. I also go by Xyn (pronounced as shin) or Zenny.

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•.,¸¸,.•´¯“𝖳𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝗏𝗈𝗒𝖺𝗀𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗃𝗎𝗌𝗍 𝖻𝖾𝗀𝗎𝗇.”¯•.,¸¸,.•´

💫Tags💫

#Trailblazing beyond🌟: General Tag

#The Golden Trash🌟: Self

#Precious trash!🦝: Reblogs

#Queue-ing for…Trash?🦝: Queued

#The main character appears!‼️: Anon asks

#Crippling anxiety 😟: Other in-character asks

#Akivili, the coolest aeon💫: Roleplaying with Astral Express Members

#Cold Dragon Young 🐉 : Roleplaying with Dan Heng/ Dan Heng Imbibitor Lunae. #March 8th ❄️ :Roleplaying with March 7th

#Miss Himeko 🚂: Roleplaying with Himeko

#Mr. Yang 👓: Roleplaying with Welt Yang.

#Not the Simulated Universe…🗿: Roleplaying with Herta’s Space Station Characters/characters met in Herta’s Space Station

#This is wild(fire)🤨: Roleplaying with Belobog Characters/characters met in Belobog

#No Trash Cans… 😭: Roleplaying with the Xianzhou Loufu characters/characters met in the Xianzhou Loufu

#Dreamscapes or Nightmares?🌌: Roleplaying with Penacony characters/characters met in Penacony

#”Destined” to encounter❓:Roleplaying with the Stellaron Hunters

#M-mother..? 🕷️🕸️ : Roleplaying with Kafka

#Video-game lover 👾🎮: Roleplaying with Silver Wolf

#Baldie 🗡️🥀 : Roleplaying with Blade

🌟-Ask box is always open because I don’t have anything better to do, well most of the time anyway. Even Trailblazing gets tiring sometimes.

(Mun- This is a role play account for Stelle, the female trailblazer. I love raccoons and trash cans if you know what I’m referring to. Happy trailblazing! Also, I hope your fingers don’t hurt.) *ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊˚*ੈ✩‧₊

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[nasstyssanktuss]

🗿Välkommen välkommen🗿

♡26 year old androgynous trans man,homosexual and drag artist.

🇸🇪Swedish🇸🇪

👹 autistic👹

🩶Paul Gray is my comfort person and I may or may not be projecting.

🪦My personal aesthetics are in the my aesthetic-tag and my fashion style in the my fashion-tag.

🥜INFJ

✨️Hyperfixes: Slipknot,morbidity,Japan,drag and my wip Sid and Paul "cosplay" (or whatever you'd call it :')

pfp made by @mwah-so-kissed

I am cringe and I am free and my DM's are always open.

[glamsmine]

-Armin-(wip/unnamed)

Summary:

It was one of those more complicated questions he always had at the back of his mind whenever he was faced with death, whether it be the close calls he had or witnessing his comrades get annihilated by the titans in his cadet days. Even after the paths were revealed, he still had the grim and peculiar question hanging over his head. Did the afterlife exist? Any form of it, didn’t matter what kind. Was reincarnation just one of those things that humanity clung to out of their own fear of death? Or was there some credibility to those accounts and stories, fables really…..Armin thought he knew most of what there was to the outside world after he was faced with the dark reality of having to intentionally murder innocents by the harbor. The paths were eradicated and his dreams crushed in the midst of his fight against the new world’s king, or should he just refer to him as Eren? Did it really matter? He didn’t give a shit anymore, because he’s dead. Turns out dying wasn’t all that it cracked out to be.

Hell? He expected that much. Heaven? Not for him, too much blood on his hands for any kind of god to allow. Rebirth? He wanted to laugh at the mere thought of it. But reincarnation? Time traveling? A turn of the universe’s clock? That was the best he could describe it. At least for now. With how crazy and unbelievable things became in his final year, he could give reviving? reincarnating? being thrown back in time? a pass. What did not make sense, was how he ended up in a completely different body from his own. Now, that. THAT….was where things got complicated.

Summary for the Armin fic I’m working on…🗿if y’all have any name/title suggestions then pls comment bc i honestly can’t come up with anything😭

This will be an Armin centric fic too lmao(i love him rawr) I actually was going to add more but I didn’t want to make this a whole page and felt like this would be enough without giving away too much of the plot. Fic name suggestions are greatly appreciated and feel free to drop some constructive criticism for any grammar or anything I messed up🗿 I just wanted to post the summary somewhere because I can’t create the fic on ao3 until I have the first chapter completed(almost there💪🏽)lmao.

Btw it will have slight Eremin and main Jearmin. Silly scenarios will ensue💖

[the-missann]

WIP List game

Thanks to @cypriathus for tagging me!

Honestly, my WIP list is a little too long so if I put all of them, I'd be putting my entire follower list and run out before I'm even a little bit done 🗿. Though I always wanna talk about my stories, but I get in my head saying "no one cares" so if I get an ask it'll make me feel less like that :)

RULES: post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

I'll just put the ones I'm currently working on:

Kingdom of Bumalia

The Demonic Repentance

The Makings of a Love Story

Tales That Were Lived

Dark Moon

The Moon, Rabbit, and Wolf

Secrets of a Teenage Man

A Fourth Dimension Reality

Same Breeds (temp title)

One of Malevolence

I have all my stories occupying space in my brain at all times so ask away~

As usual, with my tags, there's no need to participate, no pressure. Just do it if you want and have fun 🍂

@kitsuimiko @xlciaz @jgmartin @tzipor-feather-blog @lyutenw @snarkelf @vinylandvalium @risingshards @reysfictionalworlds @arijensineink.

[littlemochabunni]

I don’t know what is in the air today but I’ve taken like three naps and I’m still tired 🗿

Because the month (and my day honestly) disappeared I’ll probably still try to finish the wips I had intended for my first kinktober into the regular good stuff or y’know just give y’all a little more ghostface for thanksgiving szn 🌚

Always know that my thirsty little slut box— I mean inbox is open 🥹💦

[inkxhan]

i want to draw him more handsome grrrrrrrrr

[aphroditelovesu]

(no longer updated)

masterlists || rules and fandoms list || wip’s list || prompt’s lists || love letters || disclaimer: some of my works may have nsfw content in addition to the yandere genre. if you are sensitive to these topics, I recommend not reading.

© aphroditelovesu, 2022. all rights reserved. do not translate or repost my work without my permission. you are free to use my edits, but I only ask that you credit me.

⤷ genre: yandere/dark au.

✿.｡ requests are CLOSED/asks and concept are always open.彡 rules and fandoms 彡 emoji prompt list 彡 prompts list 彡 kinktober 2023 masterlist 彡 wip’s list: I, II, III, IV, V ✿.｡

⤷ BTS :  💜

⤷ BLACKPINK : 🖤

⤷ ITZY : 🧡

⤷ Stray Kids : 💙

‘‘Love you so bad, love you so bad, mold a pretty lie for you.’‘

⤷ Greek Mythology : ⚡

⤷ Egyptian Mythology : 𓂀

⤷ Historical Characters : 📜

‘‘We are the lovesick girls, you can’t just end this love on your own.’‘

⤷ The Vampire Diaries/The Originals : ��

⤷ House of the Dragon : 🐉

⤷ Game of Thrones : ❄️

⤷ The Sandman : ⌛

⤷ Outlander : 🗿

⤷ Wednesday : 🎻

⤷ Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir : 🐞

⤷ Brooklyn Nine-Nine : 👮‍♂️

⤷ Bridgerton : 🐝

⤷ Shadow and Bone : ☠️

⤷ Outer Banks : 💰

‘‘Yeah, we were born to be alone but why we still looking for love?’‘

⤷ Percy Jackson : 🌊

⤷ Harry Potter : 🔮

⤷ A Court of Thorns and Roses : 🌹

⤷ A Song of Ice and Fire : 🔥

‘‘Love it’s so mad, love it’s so mad, trying to erase myself and make me your doll.’‘

⤷ Attack On Titan : 🗡

‘‘I’m the one I should love in this world.’‘

⤷ Marvel : ۞

‘‘I finally realized so I love me, not so perfect but so beautiful.’‘

‘‘Dearest (Y/N),

We are very happy to hear that you are back with us. It's been so long since we could hold you that we even forgot the feeling. We missed you during your absence and were almost worried to death when we learned of your disappearance. You almost had us dead! Don't ever do it again or you'll see the consequences and you know they won't be good. Or will they be? Only time will tell.

For now, we'll just leave you this letter as a reminder. But don't worry, you have a lot of letters to read and more will follow. We will send them with all the passion of a writer completely in love with its muse.

With love,

Your yanderes completely in love with you.’’

⤷ Love Letters : 💕

⤷ Love Letters II : 💕

‘‘Don’t you know that you’re toxic?’’

Thank you all so much for the kind comments and for supporting my writing despite my english not being the best. I love you all! ❤️ All the best to you guys and stay hydrated!!

₊˚.✦*:･there a̶r̶e̶✧乀✿one of☆˚˖੭ those days•.꒰˖days whe̶n̶ I✧ৎ⋆s u d d e n t l y feel♡.*⊱all a̶l̶o̶n̶e̶❛ ━ :❘❘↴when i feel˘.+*✦like I d̶o̶n̶'̶t̶ !¡❞♕‵̤ belong anywhere.:✧°whenever t̶h̶o̶s̶e̶ days°⊹come, you+tell⋆̥˚̣̣̣͙❞me❀⊰｡how p̶r̶e̶c̶i̶o̶u̶s̶ i am▾₊˚i become a.✩*⊹very special me₊˚.*:you make m̶e̶˘.+*feel s p e c i a l¸*.❀

⤷ cited songs: Fake Love ;; Lovesick Girls ;; Epiphany ;; Toxic ;; Feel Special

[chelleztjs18]

I've been decent! And life's been pretty hectic for me too 😅, gotten a lot of work over these past few weeks, so I've been mainly focused on that.

How are you? Ouu and what're your thoughts on Oklahoma so far? Is your house as creepy as I'm led to believe it is haha?

(I know I'm a few days late, but I hope you're feeling better lately!)

N yeah time does really move fast.. which makes it difficult to juggle the things I have to do and things I want to do before the days are up. And my health is honestly the main thing I forget about ironically enough, but I'm trying to work on that :)

My writing has kinda been.. put on pause? I guess you could say- Kinda had to slow down with it or otherwise I'd most likely get no work done at all 😭. But it's been good when I do get the chance to write, working on my millions of wips is always fun haha

Only a few more chapters of lost in assistance.. sad to see it go

- 🗿 <3

Hiiiii 🗿

How are you? Oh my God so sorry for the very very late reply. I have been busy, I hv been sick on n off too. I also been having a huge writers block and my mind seems cant multi task with this huge writer blocks..

I hope you are doing well? How is college and your writing?

Oklahoma, let me say it it' not like California for sure.lol. The city where I live is pretty small and definitely fits my imagination about where a serial killer lives or an injured superhero who hides here. lol.

I'm still adjusting with such changes actually. Sometimes I'm bored here, sometimes I love the quite.. The weather is like a bipolar bitch that can give you a hot humid burning slap in the face or a cold shoulder. hahaha. My allergies are worse here. Pollen are everywhere but I love the house that I live now. It's smaller but more hommie (Not sure the right way to spell it but im sure you know what you meant.)

I have followed some writing blog here, have I followed you by anychance? You still havent give me enough clue of who you are, but it's okay.lol. the curiosity give me the thrills.

I posted new series called Half Love, also a mini series called Ten Days. I posted ch, 63 of Lost in Assistance, this chapter is how I test the water on writing dark fic. I have been dying to write dark wanda or dark nat fic. So i practiced writing it through this ch. 63 as I wrote it dark-ish. I dont know if you read the fics I just mentioned..so curious what you think about them.

Anyway, I just want to say, I remember you, you came in my mind..I didn't forget about you, I was just busy. and when I reply to you, I want to focus on it since sometimes my reply to you is a long reply just like this one.haha. I'm looking forward to read your reply. Talk soon!

Cheerio!

[hayakawalove]

HI LEGEND

im a lurker from ao3 and obsessed with your works and even more obsessed finding ur tumblr,,,your characterization of suguru makes the world go round ok. he’s everything to me these days, thank you for blessing us with your wonderful writing<3. Everything about suguru is so warm and fuzzy and so good to his sweet baby 🥹.

(cw: dissociation) i feel like he would be so good to his angel that struggles w dissociation and keeps her grounded. always giving squeezes, notices the signs when it happens. he’d help you through it and be so comforting :( the way i would ugly sob if it happened fucking too LSDKSK. I hope all is well and giving you a big hug!

-🗿 anon

HELLO

This ask made me so happy! Hello lurker from archive of our own,, WAHH I’m so glad you like my work that really makes my week honestly. AND SUGURU,, yeah he means so much to me IDJXODJDOKDKD IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE MY CHARACTERIZATION OF HIM to Me I think he is a very soft boy, even in canon when he defected he still did it out of love,, i love writing him honestly. I also really like writing Gojo too though. I think I like writing Suguru because it makes me Flustered but I like writing Gojo cause I feel like our sense of humor is very similar. AND THANK YOU FOR BLESSING ME BY READING! Yes yes I concur he really is so sweet to his baby. In my Heart and Soul I just know he would melt for you and do anything for you. I think his love is very. Devotion based. He would devote his life to you, and that’s so sexy of him.

AND. You have no idea how I reacted to the second half of your ask, well I mean all of it but like. You are in my Head. I’ve actually thought about that at length with all my blorbos, but he takes up the biggest residence for that idea. I actually have one or two WIPs with poly satosugu where they care for you during a mental health episode, I don’t think any of them are dissociation but. I’ve never posted them just because it almost feels Too vulnerable,, but I struggle with dissociation. Like. Very badly. KDJKFDKKDKDJDJ I think the thing with Suguru is he would be so good for you during bad mental health episodes, cause he knows what it feels like. He’d be able to notice all the small details. But yes dissociation is a very interesting topic for him. I think Suguru as a whole is a very Grounded character, and I mean we kinda see that in the show how he keeps Gojo’s feet on the ground. You’re so right though he would absolutely try to keep you Here. And he wouldn’t make you feel weird about it. I feel like when I’m dissociating I feel. Crazy KNDKDKDKDK but I think he would be very in tune and calm and treat you Normally, except he always has a hand on you and helps you do grounding exercises. Maybe stands in front of you so you can See him while he holds your face :(( he also would step up. I think he’s dominant generally speaking but I think if he noticed you dissociating he would automatically do all the talking if other people were around and guide you places.

I HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU TOO I AM SENDING YOU A BIG HUG WITH CHOCOLATE AND MAYBE A TEDDY BEAR

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Hi Eff! Your blog is probably one of my favourites on tumblr. It's really interesting hearing about your story writing processes and how you also share with us your wonderful ideas and characters. I was wondering what has been your process with writing if? I'm currently trying to come up with a new idea since I have lost quite a bit of interest on my other wip and have decided to shelf it for now. How do you come up with such creative ideas? Honestly I've been trying to come up with something for months but like my two braincells can't seem to come up with anything. Any tips would be appreciated. Also I would like to thank you for running this blog for so many years despite some rude anons you have gotten. (looking at you SJM and TWC fanpeople 🗿). It's really fun to read your blog and you seem like a genuinely kind person, and your writing style from what I have seen along with your characters are great. I wish you all the best with your wips and everything else. Please do continue sharing with us your wip processes and ideas, they're honestly really interesting and fun to read. Sorry for the long ask lmao, but hope you have a great day. 💕

Hey Nonny! No need to apologize for this kind and sweet message! <3 It's made my evening for sure and I'm glad you enjoy the blog, I think running it been a positive experience overall even if I've made mistakes and/or stepped in doo-doo every now and then.

Now, for your question about writing IF, aka interactive fiction (which I assume is your main question, sorry if I misunderstood). I don't actually have a process yet, since this is pretty much my first time ever attempting anything like this. This means that I'm entirely the wrong person to approach, unfortunately, but I can share what I've learned so far and hope that it's helpful in some way!

Rambling under the cut.

Fundamentally, writing an IF is very different from writing a novel, and I'm a planner-type writer who needs outlines and a pretty firm grip on my world and characters, especially my protagonist, whom I always try to make the most interesting person in the story for obvious reasons.

With an IF, you don't have that level of control. You have to, to some degree, give up a bit of your authorial power over the narrative and give it to the player. But I would say that this also gives you the freedom to explore different paths that your characters and your world can take. For me, this means that I'll have to write different versions of the same characters depending on what path the player chooses to pursue, which can be treated as a sort of character study but on a more involved level. For example, I have one character that serves as the main antagonist in every route but his own, where he in turn becomes the love interest. This means I have to figure out a way for him to both be a convincing villain and a romantic partner, in a way that's faithful to his character fundamentally.

I tend to prefer IFs with a more limited scope and fewer customization choices where the author's intent is more clear and the experience is more guided and linear, it usually makes for a more interesting story and feels a bit more gratifying than just having a vast, expansive world and generic characters that you can customize to the tiniest degree but which ultimately has little to no impact on the story at all. This is also my justification for writing such an IF, where I still get to be in charge for most of the time while offering controlled narrative options.

Obviously, you'll always be in charge ultimately, and you should write what you want to write instead of forcing yourself to give the hypothetical player choices that you don't feel are as interesting as the others. I think it's better to have a strong artistic vision that limits the player's input than to give the player the power over nearly every thing that happens in the story and end up losing a lot of that strong storytelling and emotional impact.

(Now, I'm not saying you can't have both, but it's a lot more difficult and not something I myself personally think I could, or would want to, handle.)

As for how I come up with things? I don't. I let other people come up with things and then twist them around to something I like even more. Good artists borrow, great artists steal. I'm not calling myself a great artists, because I'm not, but the idea is that you take something that exists and make it yours. I've played TWC and liked it at first, but then realized I was disappointed by many aspects of it. I also really love vampires in general, and lately I've been enjoying What We Do in the Shadows. So I got the idea to write my own IF where you can romance vampires who are a bit goofy and weird and lovable, who also follow some of the more traditional vampiric lore that I personally find compelling and feel is often ignored by modern vampire literature because it's not "sexy" enough for vampires to have silly weaknesses.

So I've got the baseline idea to write a vampire-centric IF from TWC, the tone and character inspiration from WWDITS, and my own love for vampire lore to inspire the worldbuilding. This idea is a conglomerate of existing media. It's not original at all, but it tickles my pickle and makes me happy to write it, which is the point of creation methinks.

I also tend to approach most of my writing ideas like this, where I find something I think I can improve upon and/or do better, something I love and want to emulate, and something I don't see enough of and want to add to. That might be a good starting point for you, maybe?

Another thing that convinced me to try writing an IF in the first place is the fact that I'm fundamentally a romance writer, and a lot of my stories involve romance to some degree. But the bad thing about writing romance is that you have to pick one story only, and for me it also means that I only write the romance between two characters (I'm not polyamorous nor do I write it, though I might try one day, who knows). Writing an IF means I get to explore different characters and how they would exist in a romantic relationship without having to come up with new worlds for them to exist in or write sequels or prequels or side-stories. I can just write it and it'll be just as canon and valid as the others. I don't have to pick a favorite to write about, and can instead leave that choice to someone else. And this is just ... fun? Like, it's fun to write this stuff, for me. So I wanna do it more.

So just grab some ideas you like from elsewhere, stitch them together in a fun way that makes you excited to make it exist, and go for it!

Hope you got something useful from this answer, and good luck! <3

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