#am i secretly a masochist

[suiana]

Sometimes I feel like I see a lot of mean darling (no offense to the mean people out there, do whatever you like with your pathetic yanderes)

but what do you think of a darling that’s super nice and friendly but then one day someone says something stupid (like a homophobe or smtn lmao 💀) and they just immediately say “Kill yourself” with no hesitation, then when people tell them they can’t say that they just say “whatttt I’m just saying what we’re all thinking”? You don’t have to answer, I just really am going insane because I’m too scared to write this myself 😭

i like ur idea anon

(yandere! tsundere x gn! sweet reader) (reader is secretly very unhinged)

"ugh you're so- i hate you! you don't deserve to-"

"kill yourself."

the tsundere, who is your classmate, immediately shuts up, staring at you as his mouth drops wider and wider by the second. what did you just say? are his ears working right? there's no way you could've said that haha...

"what? could you repeat that?"

"i said, kill yourself."

your tsundere classmate and you maintain eye contact, standing in silence as the weight of your words sinks in. the reality that you had just cursed at him comes crashing down on him like a ton of bricks and all he can do is stare at you like a dumb fish. and the fact that you don't have your usual cheery smile and aura is adding to the shock factor.

like seriously?

did you just seriously tell him to kill himself?

...

did you get possessed?

hit your head on something?

or maybe you were threatened to act like this?

the tsundere puts aside his pride for a second, walking up to you and observing your face with a careful expression. hm... you look okay...

"h-hey are you okay? you can't just say that you know-"

"I'm just saying what's been on my mind."

the tsundere is even more shocked now. flabbergasted even. what happened to the sweet and friendly darling he knew?! who is this person?!

"who-"

"I'm the person you've always tormented. i just couldn't handle you acting like you hate me anymore that's why i said that."

you shrug at him before going back to being all happy and cheerful.

"anyways remember to do the homework! it's due tomorrow! bye bye!"

you then skip out of the classroom, humming a merry tune as you leave your classmate alone with his thoughts. he stares at the spot you once stood at, completely stoned as his brain lags and he tries to compute what just happened.

there's no way you actually said that... kill himself? are you serious?

but somehow, he can't help but feel even more attracted to you. huh...

maybe he's a masochist.

[rissararity]

Grumpy Alpha Logan x feminine sunshine omega

(Unprotected P/v sex, slight breeding fetish, omegaverse, no knotting cause I'm not into that part, spitting in mouth, choking, Primal play, both degradation and praise sprinkled about. Dom Logan. Cumflation/belly bulge, slight Sadist/Masochist. NO daddy kink! Just a primal, attitude checking fuck)

Word count: 3,466

“Do we need to talk about anything?” Logan asked, stepping into the darkened kitchen to see the omega that had been largely ignoring all the alphas lately and sassing back more than usual.

She got some water from the refrigerator door and glared at him, “I’m fine. Leave me alone.”

He raised his brows, slowly stepping closer as she drank her water. This was pretty much the first time he’d seen her all day, and it was actually the following day; the glowing clock showing 12:07AM.

“I’m your overseer, weather you like it or not. Watch your tone.” He growled.

“I’m not a baby, Logan. I was nice about it before but let me tell you in no uncertain terms,” rage bubbled into her voice as she set the glass down and squared her shoulders. “I am fine! You don’t have to follow me around. So do me a favor and FUCK OFF!”

Immediately, her heart sank as he was in her face in a second. She tried to hide the fact that he knocked some of the wind out of her sails.

His irritation filled pheromones swarmed her senses a moment later and her body reacted the way it needed to in order to ensure she got what she needed from Alpha.

Let’s play. Her inner omega purred.

“Look here, Missy,” Logan grabbed Lina’s jaw in his hand, forcing her to meet his eyes that darkened with anger, “This attitude of yours needs to stop. You don’t want me to have to remind you of your manners the old fashioned way.” He growled, not missing the flick of excitement in her eyes.

He cocked his head, typical alpha arrogance filling his expression. “Or do you?”

She gave him a daring look before shoving away from him and wrenching her face away.

“Have it your way, Pidge.” A delighted yelp came from her as his calloused hands grabbed her hips and tossed her almost carelessly to the floor.

Before she could react he was shoving her face down and hips up. Logan leaned over her a bit, caging her underneath him and shoving his hardening length against her panty covered warmth.

The force of his thrust pushed her cheek into the cool marble, her breath fogging it a little with each gasp.

The omega gave her all into wiggling out and wrestling against his strength but it was effortless on his part. He actually seemed amused at her attempts to throw herself around.

The entire time no scent of fear rose from her. Only the gradual increase of how wet she became as she experienced his strength firsthand.

“Are you about finished?” he asked when she stopped to catch her breath, sitting up on his knees, keeping his lap flush with her backside. He seized both of her wrists, pinning them swiftly to her back before she could register that she’d been free for a second there. “Lay still, Pidge.”

They both knew she didn’t want to escape. Not really.

It was part of the dance between alpha and omega that was as old as humans themselves. One now considered inappropriate, crude and worse by most…yet Lina reveled in their game.

She loved the dominant pressure he exuded over her, how big he was in every sense of the word, how his own arousal pheromones joined hers in a symphony.

At last, she shuffled her knees impatiently in a primitive dance to give enthusiastic consent despite her act of being outraged by being mounted. She barred her teeth as he adjusted himself with one hand, then froze up as she heard a single claw come out.

“Don’t move. Be a good girl.” His command hit like a soul soother rather than an order since Lina was secretly very happy to obey.

She held her breath to be as still as possible while he easily shredded her panties.

He gave her wrists a carefully measured but plenty firm squeeze to silently remind her to stay still. She huffed in acceptance, cheeks blazing when he backed away to scent her in the most intimate way possible.

Though she was shy, her body responded by sending more slick his way. She started to shake her hips again but froze as Logan gave an irritated growl that made her clit throb.

Lina hadn’t taken an alpha by choice in years, and she didn’t want to lose her chance with him. Of course, Logan was too far into his hind brain to stop now regardless.

Her body gave off more of her intoxicating aroma for his enhanced senses to revel in as means to apologize. A purr came from his chest just before he leaned in for a taste.

“F-fuck!” she moaned, eyes fluttering back as she felt his facial hair adding an extra spark to her pleasure.

He paused, “Soon. I’m not finished with you yet.” Hunger tinged his voice, making her thighs clench. “Such a good girl, aren’t you?”

“I’m a good girl.” She agreed, trying to refrain from shoving herself back against his mouth, knowing he was baiting her. She whimpered, flinching when his resulting snicker of amusement puffed air on her sensitive core.

Ego stroked, the alpha leaned back in and ate her out while she panted in pleasure.

She was more than ready by the time he popped his cock in and firmly slid all the way to the base. Both groaned in unison as her stomach boasted a bulge that could only be one thing.

Logan climbed over her and wrapped one arm around her torso, a dangerous growl from him went straight to her clit as he stretched her wider to accommodate him.

Lina whined and whimpered as she embraced the slight sting. She’d obviously taken alpha’s before but this one was bigger than any of the others. Hell, he was the biggest alpha she'd seen in person all around.

Her inner omega adored this fact.

She knew this could be a challenge but when his growl turned into a cool purr, “You’re taking me so well…that’s my good girl.” Her determination grew even stronger and she wiggled her hips a little to reassure him that she was okay and still wanted this.

Lina couldn’t see the flash of relief in his smoldering brown eyes before he slowly pushed in the last couple inches, shivering when he felt the tip lightly hit a wall.

She grunted a little as her stomach was forced to distend in a way only omegas were built for-the reason some alphas stayed single and hoped for an omega and the reason betas died on surgical tables trying to be able to accommodate the larger alphas they coveted.

With much preparation or careful movement in the alpha’s part, they could safely fuck either designation but this felt so natural – given the circumstances that had gotten them here.

They both wanted this to hurt a bit since it was intended as a display of dominance and to “fix” her attitude, honestly she was enjoying it. It’s different with a partner that actually cares about you, even if he tried to hide it. She just met Logan and trusted him more than she'd trusted anyone but an omega in a long time.

So really she trusted him to hurt her safely.

And he did, eagerly pounding into her with enough force to push her forward a little on the floor with each thrust.

He cupped the lump in her belly he knew was his cock and grunted at the increased pressure. “Mmm, please L-Logan!”

An arrogant growl ripped from his throat as he curled his body around her as much as he could as if someone would try to take her from him.

She felt his muscles coil around her and pushed back against him as her hindbrain made her chirp in approval for her partner.

Her inner omega knew biologically speaking that Logan was her favorite alpha I.E the most compatible one thus far, and her body wanted to make sure he knew that-to encourage him to accept her again.

“Ah!” she yelped, rolling her hips back as he nipped at her neck, tongue soothing the pain as soon as he caused it. This didn’t last as he had to force himself to stop that before he slipped up.

After a while, repeated force on her neck from this position was getting uncomfortable, she made a slight sound of genuine pain and Logan froze at once, shoulders heaving as he looked down at her face. Sweat glistened on their bodies from the dull light under the kitchen counter.

“M-my neck…”

He nodded, and in a blur of flesh was sitting her on a towel on the counter. Lina let her alpha position her how he wanted; legs spread obscenely wide while she sat on the edge.

Logan's thumb found her clit as soon as he pushed back inside, both of them moaning in tandem.

He kissed her neck, careful to stay away from her mating glands, and nuzzled the soreness away while grinding into her.

“Please alpha…” she begged, uncaring of how uncouth she was being. Logan actually loved it, especially with the bow in her hair peaking slightly over the top of her head.

His eyes zeroed in on their joining, watching the juice glisten on his thick cock with each retreat. The alpha’s nostrils flared as he tried to inhale their mixed scents, extra sensitive nose trying to commit it to memory

His pheromones were a drug to the omega who eagerly let him use her to fuck out the frustration she’d caused him with her attitude lately.

Logan grunted over her shoulder, slowing and going for strength over speed. If she hadn’t been a mutant, his force would have broken her pelvis.

She whimpered a little at the pain, but it was nothing she couldn’t handle. “You need to remember your place here, my little whore.” He slammed once more before pulling most of the way out and holding position.

Lina gave an irritated growl and tried to grab his hip to get him the rest of the way. “No.”

Her blood froze as Logan commanded her, hand slowly fell back to her side. His calloused hand gripped her jaw, making her meet his eyes that burned with lust.

“Now!” She demanded, growing frustrated at the lack of pleasure and forced to kick her legs in a little tantrum as her hindbrain took over.

Her body released more pheromones and slick to try to entice her partner to continue.

His grip tightened to be a bit painful as his eyes hardened, though no actual rage came off him.

“You wanna try that again, Bub?” His voice was low and dangerous, challenging her to keep pushing it. Her now neglected clit throbbed in response, a sign she still felt safe.

Logan watched his omega weigh her options and made an effort not to smirk as defiance solidified in her steel colored eyes.

“I said now.” She hissed impatiently, glancing down at where his tip was just barely inside.

The air grew tense as they played their game again, communicating through eye contact for a few long moments. When she refused to back down, he clicked his tongue.

“You really gotta learn sometime, Princess.”

Just as she opened her mouth to ask, she was -firmly but carefully – dragged to her knees in front of him. Yet when she tried to take him in her mouth he stepped away, taunting dick bouncing against his hair covered abs.

Her whine brought an arrogant smile to his lips for a moment. “So needy for me. But you don’t deserve any more of my cock after that, do you?” he crossed his arms over his broad chest, watching her wide eyes admire them then back to his eyes.

“I do! I’m a good girl. Please!” she begged, blinking up at him, her body tensed at the loss of his touch and she couldn’t help but shift a bit uncomfortably.

“Had to open that big mouth of yours.” He made a show of raising his eyebrows as he got an idea. A long finger tapped his chin, “That’s what got you into this situation, that’s what’s gonna get you out of it.”

Open her mouth for what, if not his cock? No one ever wanted it for anything else.

Noticing her confusion but willingness to comply, he explained. “Alpha wants to spit in your mouth, Sweet Pea. When I’m satisfied, I’ll fill you with so much cum you’ll bloat like a rutted bitch.” He purred the second sentence.

Her cheeks burned with desire as she considered this a fair trade.

“Yes, Alpha. Anything for you. Please.” Her legs shook as she sat on her knees the way that felt natural.

Hearing his designation fall from her lips like that was music to his ears, she looked so beautiful when she opened her mouth for him, eyes full of want and lust.

A purr sounded in his chest as he popped his thumb into her mouth, watching her automatically begin to suck on it while looking at his face.

After only a few seconds he pulled his lips up in a sneer and rubbed her own saliva on her cheek. “Fuckin’ slut.” But the aroused Alpha scent in the air grew even more intense.

His tone made her insides churn with desire. She wanted to beg for his cum but knew he’d only make her wait longer.

Her alpha set his terms, and her hindbrain accepted them.

His large hand easily framed her jaw, gripping it in a way that hurt just the right amount. Lina opened again, looking almost hopeful to receive any gift from her partner.

Logan gathered some saliva and let it slowly stretch through a foot of air and into her waiting mouth. He held her eyes while he did this, dick painfully hard but the game was too good.

When he’d passed it all to her, his grip on her jaw shifted to push more on her cheeks so he could see the indents of his fingers inside as he inspected her.

“Swallow, thank me and ask for more.”

He gently caressed her sore jaw that was already healing the slight bruises before his very eyes. Alpha and omega healing made her heal almost as fast as him – once the pressure was removed.

Logan's command rubbed her brain as her inner omega danced with joy that this alpha was pleased with her.

He very much enjoyed having a partner that could take it; needed one, really.

Part of him wanted to praise her but he wanted to play this game a little longer.

“And call me Wolverine, for now.” He added.

His cock jumped a little as she made a show of swallowing his gift then opened to prove it. “Thank you, Wolverine. Please, please can I have more? I’ll be a good girl from now on.” She blinked up at him with a look of pure obedience only an omega could pull off.

FUCK.

Arrogance filled him as his alpha ego was stroked. He wore a superior look on his face and met her eyes hard while he spit directly into her mouth, noticing a little trail that connected them before it broke and fell onto her chin.

A smirk coiled at his lips while his thumb smeared it before dipping into her mouth for his pile and rubbing it down her lower lip and onto her chin.

“Be a good girl and swallow for me.”

She did, hoping she earned her reward.

He groaned at her immediate acceptance, eyes softening a bit. “Atta girl, Pidge.”

The mage’s eyes rolled back as he raked his fingers through her hair, fingertips leaving sparks dancing across her scalp as he praised her in the most ancient of ways. A chirp of joy as a reaction surprised Logan for a fraction of a second but he quickly did it twice more for her just to watch.

To appreciate how she knit her dark brows in primitive response to the non sexual pleasure. To appreciate how she subconsciously pushed her head into his hand to accept his praise. To appreciate how his spit glistened on her skin when she bit her lip.

He could feel how happy she was with this, inner alpha wanting this omega to be open to him again.

Her body relaxed a little as excitement fluttered in her belly, slick long since having reached her knees by way of her inner thighs.

If it had been a beta that smelled like this, he’d of railed her within an inch of her life long ago. Most betas he took to his bed weren’t the submissive type as hate/angry sex seemed to be the closest to what he truly wanted in the bedroom, in a beta’s eyes.

While it was, without a doubt, more than even most omegas were okay with…it was far from hate sex for them.

The desire to draw out an omegas pleasure alongside his own gave him the strength to enjoy the moment a bit more before-

Logan immediately shoved Lina off her knees and to her back, one of his hands slyly protecting the back of her head as he followed her down.

Supporting himself on one arm, he reached down with the other and shoved two fingers into her, rubbing her clit with his thumb in slow torturous circles.

The omega writhed beneath him, lifting her hips to encourage him but he blatantly ignored it and kept his leisurely pace.

“Such a good little whore for your first time being my spit cup. You deserve a reward, Princess.”

“…Alpha…” she whined, actually sweating as her body cried for him.

Logan grinned, “I wonder what the pretty little whore wants for her reward. Beg for it.”

She knew exactly what she wanted, as did he but he wanted to hear her say it.

“Please, Wolverine, I need your cock. I’ll be good for you from now on! Please, please!”

Only a growl answered her and not a second later, she gasped as she slid across the floor a bit from the force of him slamming back into her.

She panted and begged, curling her arms and legs around his hairy, sculpted body while he gave into his feral desires.

It didn’t take long for a string of curse words roll through his lips as his arms locked her in place beneath him. She could feel each burst as he gave her what she’d needed more than anything in that moment.

He painted her pussy white, claws extending as he did so and scraping the marble floor. Her reactionary orgasm hit like a ton of bricks, moan rendered a strangled cry as Logan covered her mouth.

He grunted as she bit his palm to keep quiet, eyes rolling as his hips locked in the forward position.

At last, her body slumped into the floor as he peeled her limbs off him and slowly pulled out.

A warm, syrupy growl fell from his lips as he watched his thick, creamy load follow him out as she was uncorked.

Then a purr while he carefully used his fingers to push it back in, ignoring her shutter.

“Time to go to bed, Pidge. You’ve had a long night.” He murmured, wishing they could go another round. Wishing he could stay inside her and keep her filled with him.

But that isn’t what this was, and he didn’t want to overstep. Besides, he could sense that his partner was spent and in need of care.

“I’ll say she has! And I gotta say, didn’t take you for a call me by my superhero name type, but it is actually kinda hot.” they both look over at Wade, their beta friend that somehow managed to break into The Avenger’s tower whenever he damn well pleased.

Logan growled, trying to cover the omega who was still too fucked out to care. “Get the fuck outta here you perv, I’ll pluck your fuckin eyes out.”

Wade shrugged and pushed off the wall he’s been leaning on. “I was just dropping by to visit my friend Mistress Black Widow and heard the commotion! Also a little jealous you never tried this with me.” He paused, “Can’t talk too much with a mouth full of cock,” he glanced down at Lina’s blissful expression, “Might take a lot of saliva to shut me up though, better weigh your options but I’m good with either.”

Blushing slightly, Logan hissed at him “Get the fuck out Wade.”

The command hit him but visibly rolled off as he shook out one shoulder a little. “Whatever you say, Wolverine.” He mocked, quickly darting for the doorway just as Logan swiped, claws out.

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Got a little fic for this I'm writing for fun, but I'm ovulating and you gotta strike while the iron is hot!

And yes, Logan and Lina are temporarily staying with The Avengers for plot reasons and bc I don't know much about Xmen

I've been reading so much Logan lately and wanted to throw my hat in the ring. First time writing a lover like Alpha Logan but I think I did pretty well for a first shot.

Thanks for reading!

Reblogs are always appreciated! Submitting this under the a/b/o prompt @mercurial-chuckles

[thebearme]

Any tf2 headcanons?

I was hoarding this ask for when I have alot of hcs but I now realize that that was an awful idea becuz now there too much going on in my brain. So I'll tell you the ones I can remember rn.

(btw this is gonna be a mess of silly and sad contention into a blender, so sorry for any whiplash)

Everyones business last name is TF2. It's canon, Ms Pauling said so.

Scout and Ms Pauling have one thing in common, they're simps for women out of their league and it's sad.

My current idea of the plot is that Ms Pauling is now the new administrator and the mercs are still working for her but now instead of a war they are now a Hire-A-Merc organization. Why, so they can pay the blood pact that the old administrator got them in from Abraham Lincoln.

The team is a merge for BLU and RED team members.

BLU: Scout, Medic, Soldier, Engineer | RED: Heavy, Demo, Spy, Sniper, Pyro

Engie has an gaming channel.

Engie is a little person. (you can't convince otherwise LOOK AT HIM)

Engie does his own surgery, not that he doesn't trust Medic. He just doesn't trust Medic. He has more trust that in his drunken state he could chop his arm off cleaner than Medic because of his god complex.

Engie says trans rights.

Engie has two moods: Wholesome bumpkin or manic "i am better than all of you".

Medic and Heavy are married. (but to be fair thats just canon)

Medic never had a medical license but he did go to school... for animal care.

Medic has a Doctor of Veterinary Medicine degree and lied ALOT to military when he got drafted to get out safely.

He got a nazi skeleton and dead parents out of that.

Medic burn his documents so now the only people that knows is the people he tells like Heavy.

Medic only have two reasons for being here- 1) to experiment on everyone. 2) Heavy

Medic eats like a cat eating a dragon fruit. And so does Archimedes.

Medic is the definition of "no rules no boundaries he doesn't flinch at torture and sells blood for money. He's your new best friend."

Medic is slowly going more insane with time and can't tell if it's because he sold his soul to the devil or because someone is secretly fucking with him. (it's Spy)

Heavy met Medic before joining the team.

Heavy has a cooking channel.

He's a masochist. (he has too if he's with Medic.)

Heavy will kill Soldier before he starts having kids with Zhanna. He's still not ok with him.

Heavy has lots of cute moles on him. (Medic makes sure to kiss each one and make sure they're not lethal.)

While Im at it Heavy family is cursed to fall in-love with insane men.

Pyro-vision is just Pyro going through a heat stroke.

Pyro is the leader of the hate spy club.

Pyro has kids that live in the ocean with his mermaid wife. Don't ask how, it's Pyro.

Engie and Scout are the only ones that understand what Pyro is saying completely.

Engie adopted Pyro unofficially but that's his son right there.

Soldier and Zhanna are gonna have twins.

Soldier and Demo had kiss once- with their socks on.

Medic did a blood test on Soldier and he actually is not 100% American, he doesn't know and everyone intends it to stay that way.

Soldier and Scout actually know each other from before getting hired by BLU. They were comrade in the 100,000 new men program in Vietnam.

After Scout left in general discharge from a land mine incident he thought that would be the laat time he sees him. He was wrong.

Don't worry they're chill, well as chill as man can be when their hand is somehow a magnet to your neck.

Sniper is a social smoker.

Sniper is like a lizard, he doesn't fuck with the cold.

Sniper is younger than Scout. He just spent too much time in the sun and now he looks like a divorce 40 y/o dad struggling with his mortgage. Or just a brown Adam Sandler.

Sniper got those old man bones AKA my bones. His knees be cracking down the hall.

Sniper hops round different peoples places for the holidays. He spent the most time at Engie's house with Pyro; he had spent a Christmas or two with Scout's family but a "certain someone" doesn't appreciate the bushman there and ruining his holiday with his family.

When Scout has to give directions or details of the area he just draws it. Because NO ONE understands this mans writing.

Scout's life mission is to be Gods greatest gift and not just for the women. Like the bible said "a hole is a hole"... or atleast thats what Scout remembers from church.

Scout while being illiterate CAN speak Spanish, Italian, Vietnamese and French. (but he doesn't remember where he learned french from tho.)

Scout is resistant to radiation at this point.

Before becoming a merc, Scout was working at a diner that fitted him quite well.

Waffle House at the graveyard shift.

Scout's fuckboy attitude comes from daddy issues while Spy slut attitude comes from mommy issues.

Spy came from a rich family until he ran away to help in the war effort and became a spy. He doesn't regret his decision nor miss his home but does wish he did a proper goodbye to his brother.

The reason Spy has teeth capsules in his mouth to begin with is because one time him and a his fellow spy were getting torture by the enemy by having their teeth removed. Now all his teeth are fake.

Speaking of teeth, Scout got his buck-teeth from Spy.

Spy HAS gotten lungs transplanted several times from Medic because this mf refuses to chill out and get help with his smoking problem.

Spy is gender fluid.

Spy is a furry.

Demo is going to kill him one day.

That day is when he finds his DA account.

[tomtenadia]

Detours to you - 24

hello all,

as promised here we are with ch 24 and a lot of fluff... there is just a very very smidge of angst but it gets resolved quickly.

MASTERLIST

A month had elapsed and February had eventually arrived bringing with it more of the usual snow.

Rowan had slowly improved and with the help of physio he had worked hard to get better to his old form as fast as possible. He could now move around with two crutches but was still off work. Although he was much better the doctor had not cleared him for work, even if it was just desk duty. His deputy was covering for him at the moment and he hated that he was not allowed to do his job. During his recovery the mayor had eventually requested a visit and he Aelin and Maya had driven to city hall and the mayor had appointed him with the medal of valour that he had been promised. Rowan had been reticent and had explained that it was just his job, but the mayor believed that he deserved the accolade.

Maya had been super smug at the fact that her dad was a hero and had been telling all of her friends at school about him. His mum was still at their place and Eiddwen had been a great help while he was recovering and she had become an integral part of their family. Evalin and Eiddwen had quicly become as thick as thieves and both Aelin and Rowan were positive that their mothers were secretly planning something that concerned them. 

*

Rowan was bored at home. He was not used to being idle and was driving his mother crazy because he constantly wanted to help in the house. On top of that, Maya was at school so he had asked, no begged, Aelin to join her at the shop. 

Aelin had agreed and now he was happily sitting at the counter and his job was to take payments from customers. It was a brand new world to him. He knew how to deal with raging fires other type of catastrophes. He was not good with people. Rowan had almost strangled a woman who wanted to order a book but had no idea of the title or the author, but only knew that it had been released six months before and had a blue cover. He had explained to her that he needed a title and that blue was not a searching parameter but the woman was not listening to him. All of a sudden he had a total new respect for Aelin’s job.

Elide walked at his side “How are you coping?”

“Give me a five alarm fire, I can deal with it. Needy customers?” He shook his head “How do you ladies survive this?”

Elide laughed “we love this job.”

Rowan chuckled “Does Lorcan know you are a masochist?”

Lysandra and Aelin joined them a moment later and Aelin kissed his cheek “how’s our chief?

“Better now,” he sneaked an arm around her.

In that instant a tall blonde woman walked towards him “Hi,” she said in a very sensual way “I heard you give a good recommendation to another woman,” her hand moved on his on the counter “I am looking for a good book too.”

Rowan pulled the hand back “My colleagues here have far better knowledge than me.” He added while pulling Lys forward. 

Dejection fell on the woman’s face and Lysandra grabbed the woman, taking her away.

“Oh Rowan, you broke the woman’s heart,” joked Elide.

“Well, Lysandra knows more than me, it was only logical.”

Aelin hugged him again and hummed in his arms “I need to buy you a t-shirt reading property of Aelin Galathynius.”

Rowan looked Aelin in her blue eyes with a stare that said I am yours.

They were about to go back to their job when Eiddwen entered the shop and Rowan got ready. Because of the injury he sustained and the trauma he went through, the department had requested that he’d go through therapy. It was one of the conditions to allow him back to work.

“Hi Ro, ready for your appointment?”

He stood and grabbed his crutches. Aelin walked to him “are you coming back here then?”

“Yes, this is fun, albeit a bit scary.”

Aelin kissed him “Go,” a caress on his face “I will see you later.”

Rowan was in the car with his mum and was silent while driving.

“Ro, are you okay? Have you been sleeping?” She asked out of the blue.

He hadn’t. Rowan had a few bad nights when he woke up with the sensation of burning or suffocation. He then would roll around and hold Aelin in his arms. That would usually help him, her scent and the feeling of her body against his would always calm his soul. And if Maya joined in as well, he usually had the most blissful night. His girls were better than any medicine or therapy session. 

“I had a few bad nights.”

Her hand grabbed his “Mum, hand back on the wheel, please.”

“Is therapy working?”

“I think so. I just…” he paused “Mum, I almost left Aelin and Maya alone. I just found them again and I almost lost them. And it scared me, even more than the fire.” He explained “I know fire, but this fear, it hurts.”

“Maybe you should change job?” She asked.

“No mum, I was not meant to go inside. I did it because I knew the factory and it was the only way to save those people.” He told her “I usually stay outside and ran the fires, I can help change things. I love my job.”

“Talk to Aelin then, tell her how you feel.”

He was silent.

“Rowan, I know what not talking does to you.” Eiddwen was silent for an instant and let it sink in  “I had a panic attack one evening while I was at the supermarket. The police had to call uncle Ellys to come and get me. I kept saying that I was fine. I lied to myself until I broke down.”

Rowan grabbed his mother’s hand on the wheel and they both remained silent until they reached the building.

Eiddwen helped her son get out of the car and slowly walked to the office “I am running some errands in the meantime. I will see you in an hour.” Rowan nodded and followed the therapist inside the room. Therapy had been strange to him. He was not the greatest person to talk about his feelings and the first few days he had struggled to open up but slowly with the help of his therapist he had managed to finally unlock his emotions. They had covered about everything, not just his job.

“Welcome back, Rowan,” said Yrene while offering him to sit down “how are you you?”

A deep sigh “I love being back at home with my girls but I hate being stuck and not being allowed back to work. I am not good at feeling useless. I can work at a desk. This is nonsense.”

The woman nodded “you do know is department regulations?”

He groaned “Yes, I went through a serious accident and blah blah blah so now I have to wait for a shrink to tell me that I am fit to do my job.”     

“Rowan, you almost died and you have admitted that you have been struggling to sleep. That is not a good sign.”

“Of course, it friggin PTSD. I am working on it.”

“How?”

He looked outside of the window where the snow was falling heavily “Aelin and Maya, it’s all for them.”

The woman scribbled something down “what about you? Do you do it for yourself too?”

He snorted “of course, but they are my priority.”

“How is it going with them?”

Silence “I love my daughter. She is funny and intelligent and a little tornado. I adore teaching her things and discover almost every day new aspect of her personality.” He paused “I love Aelin and I want to be with her,” he nervously played with his hands “my mum gave me her engagement ring and wants me to give it to Aelin.”

“And how do you feel about it?”

He chuckled “I would have married her a long time ago. Now…”  a deep sigh “I love her madly but a part of me, a very small one, still resents her for lying and it’s affecting my full trust in her and driving me insane at the same time,” his hand raked through his longer hair “I love her so much and I really want to call her my wife. What’s wrong with me?”

“Have you talked to her? Have you voiced this problem to her?”

He shook his head “We have finally stopped fighting and Maya is thriving I cannot mess it up.”

Yrene wrote down a few more notes “that is a great progress, but this is something you have to discuss with Aelin or you risk that your relationship can never blossom properly,” she explained “She is also key in helping you deal with the job trauma. You need to talk to her.”

He nodded.

“What about sleeping? You mentioned in your last session your recurrent nightmares.”

A nod “Always the same. Burning, suffocation, the unyielding fear of being trapped. I usually wake up gasping for air.” His hand gently shook in his lap. 

“How have you been coping? Do you take the sleeping tablets the doctor prescribed?”

Rowan shook his head “Holding Aelin in my arms helps, and some night Maya jumps in bed too. Their presence keeps the bad dreams away and I can actually sleep.”

“Does it mean that without her you can’t sleep?”

“No, I can but it’s not as relaxed. I toss and turn a lot more.” A pause “It has always been like that. Aelin always managed to calm my soul.”  

The woman nodded. 

When the hour was up he said goodbye to Yrene and walked out of the office where his mother was waiting for him, reading a book. She looked up and closed the book “Ready to go?”

He nodded and slowly they made their way back to the car and the shop.

Later on that night, Rowan was already in bed, his back against the headboard and a book in his hands while Aelin was getting ready for the night. When they were dating she used to wear scandalous nightwear that would drive him insane with need and lust, now her nightwear was more modest and mostly consisted of his t-shirts that looked gigantic on her. A habit that apparently she had not lost. 

“That book seems interesting,” her voice reached him and he closed the book and placed it on the nightstand. Aelin smiled, it was a fantasy that she had recommended earlier on while at work.

“Oh yeah, this annoying bookseller badgered me all afternoon and convinced me to buy it.”

Aelin climbed in bed and crawled at his side “Well, she has great taste.”

Rowan looked at her and was about to kiss her but then he remembered he wanted to have a chat “So, therapy today was good.”

Aelin sat at his side and snuggled against his chest.

“We talked about us,” he looked down at her.

“I thought it was just about your job.”

He nodded “but Yrene is a wizard and we did some digging and we ended up talking about our relationship. She thinks it’s key to my recovery too.”

Aelin grinned proudly.

He was silent for a moment trying to find the best way to tell her his feelings without hurting her “she thinks that I need to reach closure before you and I can properly move to the next stage.”

Aelin turned to him “Closure?” Hurt in her voice “I thought we went over this.”

Rowan paused and folded his hands on his lap “Yes, but I think a part of me still resents you and I can’t shake it off.”

“Haven’t I apologised enough? What do you want me to do?” She growled irritated.

“I am working on it, it’s my issue, Aelin.”

Frustrated, Aelin got off the bed and started pacing the room “Is this an excuse to dump me once and for all?”

“No, Aelin. Yrene told me to express my feelings to you too and that’s what I am doing.”

“And blaming me in the process as usual.”

Rowan let out a frustrated growl “Fuck Aelin, I love you.”

“No you don’t.” She shouted back “If you did, you would finally trust me. How can we build a life together like this?”

She turned her back to him and sat at the bottom of the bed “I am tired of apologising, Rowan.” Her voice betrayed the sobs that had started to break through her “I don’t think we can do this if you continue in your crusade of hate towards me.”

He sighed and leaned back in the pillow “Aelin, I was ready to go to battle in court and I decided not to because I wanted to give our family a better chance,” he explained, looking away from her “but every time I find out something about Maya that happened a long time ago, I get so angry. I missed five years of my daughter’s life and it hurts, Aelin. It makes me feel like an incompetent father and it sting so much.” he paused “A while ago at hockey practice the other fathers had started talking about their kids and ended up chatting about their first day at school. I was silent, because I have no idea. I felt like a part time dad.”

Aelin finally turned and looked at his pained expression. On that he was right, he could have unleashed lawyers on her and instead of living together, they could have been in the middle of a destructive custody battle. He had backed down and given them a chance and for that she was grateful. Slowly she climbed back to him and her hand caressed his face tenderly “All the other kids were crying, but Maya wore her backpack and walked proudly inside the school and before leaving she told me that she was a big girl.” His arm sneaked behind her back pulling her closer and Aelin basked against his strong body.

He chuckled “Sounds like her.”

“I was almost offended when I picked her up and she told me she did not miss me.”

Aelin looked up at him and saw a hint of sadness on his features. She knew that having missed that part of their daughter’s life still upset him, but he was back and they had so much more to look forward to. She snuggled closer, letting him cage her completely against his chest “Ro, I know you missed a lot, but you still have so much to experience,” a kiss on his pecs “Aren’t you looking forward to her teenage phase? The first boyfriend or girlfriend?”

Rowan chuckled “Oh yes, the scary milestones.”

Her face turned upwards to look him into his eyes  “In your position, I’d be pissed too.”

Rowan’s nose landed on her head, buried in her mane of blonde hair “I am sorry, but I swear I am working on it.”

She kissed his cheek “I believe you, chief.”

Rowan pulled her down and let Aelin be the big spoon, her arms enveloping him, her face nestled in the crook of his neck “You are such a cuddler, aren’t you worried about your street cred?”

He hummed happily “Just with you and Maya. I am happy to keep my grumpy status with the rest of the world, but you two make me happy.”

Aelin smiled “good because we are not planning on leaving. We love your house too much.”

Rowan turned to face her and pulled her tight against him “To whatever end, fireheart.” A kiss.

“To whatever end.” She replied, then a smirk appeared on her face and pushed Rowan on his back and straddled him “Now, let’s see what can we do to make you sleep a bit better.” She removed her jersey and stood bared in front of him. She leaned closer for a kiss “I believe someone requested a sexy nurse.”

Rowan laughed and pillowed his arms behind his head.

“Let me take care of you, chief.” She added, while pulling of his briefs.

That night, with the love of his life in his arms, Rowan slept peacefully and dreamed of a future with the two most important people in his life.

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OK I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING ABOUT SUN AND I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO POST IT SO I AM PLACING IT HERE

I was rewatching some of the older Sun and Moon show episodes for... a project and I got to "Sun and Moon LEARN How To TRAIN a DRAGON in Minecraft"

at 5:10 after Sun killed a bunch of monsters Sun says "that felt good..." and

you could argue that it was Eclipse since at that point in time they were sharing a body, but there were no indications that it WAS Eclipse because when Eclipse took control it was usually pretty obvious, plus I don't think it in character for Eclipse to be flailing around while killing the monsters

but the real reason I made this post is the why Sun said "that felt good" was it because he got hit and he is secretly a masochist? or is it because he killed the monsters?

I honestly want to see your take on this, do you think it was actually Eclipse? Or do you think it was Sun? Why do you think Sun/Eclipse said "that felt good" after he killed all those monsters?

Oh... PLEASE YOU ALL ARE JUST NOW REALIZING SUN HAS BEEN LIKE THIS?! /lh /pos

HE'S BEEN LIKE THIS SINCE DAY ONE AND I'VE BEEN WONDERING WHEN Y'ALL WOULD NOTICE

[lullabyalikpoptarot]

Ateez' Thoughts on Being an Idol

So, this was requested, and this was something I wanted to do with TXT and Enhypen first, but since it was requested for Ateez I will start with them, so I will ask four questions about their career, what they like the most, what they dislike (I will make an intention to exclude saesangs, because well, duh), What they could change about the past/what they experienced so far and lastly, I want to know how they feel about the fans, so let's see what I get.

Disclaimer: Just a reminder that there are no facts here. When I channel I get wild messages, and I go with what I get, unless I find it very uncomfortable. Just throwing this out there, because these messages took me places I did not expect. Anyway, enjoy the ride lol

Hongjoong

What he likes? (Queen of Swords) The first thing that came to mind, is his position, that is interesting, what does that mean? I felt I would get something more creative honestly, this is more logical, intellectual here. I am getting his ability to learn, his power, I am also getting ability to speak his truth, which can they? I mean idols got to be tight lipped, so what is this? Interesting. Is it through his music, does he write a lot of their songs? It is like his words have power. Okay, I am going to move on, because this will take forever to finish, got a lot to do here.

What he dislikes? (10 of Swords) Jesus, oh fu** the card in this deck is brutal, so umm, the mental hell and exhaustion is what he hates about it. The blood, sweat and tears that come to it. I can see from these cards though, he is very mental, since we see both questions have swords. I am getting some betrayal and backstabbing here, so there could be that too.

What can he change about the past/what he experienced? (9 of Pentacles) So, the person in this deck is nude, so this gives me a sense of vulnerability and exposure he has as an idol, there is a sense of independence he has gained. There is a sense of freedom he may want. He may have wished he focused more on the simple things, than chasing money and fame. Maybe to enjoy more of what he has, rather than chasing things. I think overall he is proud of what he has been able to build, although not at the pinnacle of where he wants to be.

Thoughts on fans? (Knight of Cups/Queen of Pentacles) He gave me two cards here, so let's see. This looks cute. He adores and loves the fans. Does he show a lot of love to the fans? Because the cards give me that, or he may not show it, but he does feel it. It seems the fans are precious to him. He appreciates the effort you put into making them successful. He knows all that he has gotten is because of the fans, this is sweet.

Seonghwa

What he likes? (10 of Swords) Umm, why is he giving me this for his likes!? I don't understand this. I am getting, you gain something from the hurt, is this boy secretly a masochist? like why is this a like? The light at the end of the tunnel, I am getting, but really, this is what you like most? It is like he likes to rise from the pain, or down times. I don't understand this thought process here. I wanted to clarify this, so got the Ace of Pentacles, there is like an opportunity he can make out of it. Ya'll this is wild, but if any of ya'll know Dragon Ball, and you know how Saiyan's get stronger when they are defeated, it is giving me that wtf Now the song I get knocked down, I think the next phrase is something like to get back up again, sorry old school song, bruh this is so weird. Man, he is on my list of deep dives, got to figure this out.

What he dislikes? (8 of Swords) The inability to act on things, the mental traps set up. The limitations set on him. The 8 of swords, usually gives me someone who puts limits on themselves, they are free to do what they want, so it is more about him. I get he feels trapped at times, if not, most of the time. I get as an idol he may not be able to do the things he really wants to do. It is like he limits himself out of fear of doing something wrong.

What could he change about the past/what he experienced? (Ace of Pentacles) I am getting, not taking opportunities, not being practical. Not being able to build or start something. There is a door of opportunity for him that was given to him, but he hasn't reached the pinnacle of what he wants. He has the opportunity he must take it. I am not sure what any of this means though.

Thoughts on fans? (Page of Wands) They are curious, passionate, adventurous. He sees them as creative. He finds them a bit timid and cautious. They have creative power, but do not use it to their full potential, interesting, not sure what he means, I just go with the messages I am getting.

Yunho

What he likes? (The Chariot) His confidence, his courage, I guess his ability to face his fears and face things head on. He might find the idol life challenging, but that is something he may like, he seems to like a good challenge, boy is an Aries, so well, makes sense.

What he dislikes? (10 of Cups) Not seeing his family, missing the family at home. The lack of community or commodity. I am not sure why I got commodity, that is an exchange of goods, the input isn't always worth it, once again, what does that mean?

What does he want to change about past/experienced in past? (6 of Pentacles) Once again, I am getting a card about exchange. This card is about giving and taking. I am trying so hard to understand this, there is some exchange in the past he may have not been happy about. Give to others, take what you can take. What's fair is fair. None of this makes sense, all I know is some exchange here he may have not liked. I am done trying to get this.

Thoughts on fans? (Queen of Pentacles) He appreciates their efforts. He finds them very nurturing and giving, very supportive. He values what you have giving to him and created for him.

Yeosang

What he likes? (3 of Wands) Traveling to other places. Being able to carry out his dream and passion. It is like he likes the journey of it, he doesn't really look at the end result here.

What he dislikes? (The Magician) Weird card for dislikes. The Magician is a person who can manifest things and make things happen, someone very skilled, it maybe he isn't able to do so, which is why this is in his dislike. The powers that be came to my mind. Whatever that means, maybe he knows his power, but just can't utilize it, but idk he gave me someone with confidence issues in his dynamic reading, so idk, boy confuses me tbh.

What does he want to change about past/experienced in past? (The Empress) Honestly, knowing his creative power, recognizing that, it is like if he saw that in the beginning he would be in a better place or have created something better for him, okay, now it is all making sense now. If he took care of himself, nurtured himself, loved himself, he would be in a better place. Oh, this is kind of wild. If you see this card, in it, the woman is planting seeds in the water, it is like if he planted the seeds, it would have grown bigger by now, wild. If he watered it, nurtured it, took care of it, he would be good.

Thoughts on fans? (The Star) The fans make him feel good about himself. They heal him in some sense. I get a sense they can exhaust him at times, he pours a lot of himself for them. He may feel vulnerable around them as well. Maybe he feels his insecurity pops up when he is around them. They can also give him hope and make him feel important. I love how he takes you to both ends of the spectrum here.

San

What he likes? (8 of Swords) Why, is this a like bro!? Omg, you know what I got, so he can escape himself. That's wild. So, he can blind himself to what is going on. It is like an escapism for him to be honest. What he is escaping, idk. It is like so I don't have to see what is in front of me, I don't understand. Like the person on the card, their eyes are covered and looking away, it is like he doesn't want to face something, this is kind of deep and dark tbh.

What he dislikes? (King of Swords) Well, whoever this KOS's is, he doesn't like him. It is someone with a lot of say and pull. Someone who can be stubborn and a know it all. This person doesn't listen to anything he says or takes anything he says to consideration, so this person's presence is a big no for him. This could represent someone whom he doesn't like in the industry as well, maybe not a specific person, but people like this in the industry perturb him, had no clue what that means, so if you also don't know, it means, to disturb, confuse, make uneasy or anxious, or worry someone. It can also mean thrown into a state of agitated confusion. So yeah, he may have dealt with someone like that, or people.

What does he want to change about past/experienced in past? (6 of Pentacles) Pretty similar to Yunho's energy here. I just heard, similar, bur different circumstances. Omg, I am hearing, giving me pennies, giving me scraps, well it seems he got the bare minimum in the past. It is like this man in power sees it as him being fair, but he sees it as him giving him scraps, that what the card gives me here.

Thoughts on fans? (5 of Pentacles) Yikes, not a card I wanted to see. Umm, does he think ya'll are broke, what is this? There is a sense of isolation, neglect, darkness here, this makes no sense to me, why would I get this card? Ah, lack of support. he may feel there is a lack of support, that is kind of harsh man, ya'll remember, no facts here lol I am not sure why he is giving me this energy.

Mingi

What he likes? (Page of Wands) Okay, this seems plausible for him. He likes that he is able to explore new things. That he is able to be creative. To try new things. To step outside the box. It allows him to explore more of his creative side.

What he dislikes? (The Hierophant) The company, the power that be, the people who run the industry, they can be stifling, to predictable, conventional for his taste. He likes them to change things up or change their system of doing things. I am also getting from this card that these people like to pin others against one another, maybe the fandom, maybe the groups, members, who knows, but he doesn't like that either.

What does he want to change about past/experienced in past? (3 of Cups) Okay, so maybe he entertained women from the past, had a bit more fun than he should and regrets doing that, because this deck got 3 naked women on it, so yeah. I needed a clarifier, and the Knight of Cups came out, now how I positioned the card, the knight is moving away from the 3 women, so it is like he is trying to move past that, or emotionally distance himself from that.

Thoughts on fans? (The Sun) He is a Leo and the sun represents Leo energy, so the fans make him feel like himself, lol I am getting they boost his ego, they make him shine and feel like a star.

Wooyoung

What he likes? (Queen of Pentacles) His ability to be independent, to create his own career out of it. It seems he is proud of what he has created. He feels proud of what he has achieved, seems pretty basic and simple here lol

What he dislikes? (Queen of Swords) Cold women that can cut you deep. I don't know if there are people, it could be specific to women who offer criticism and judgment he may not like. They are pretty cold and calculated and lack emotions. He doesn't like that, they don't care or are not that emotional to his needs I am getting. Like they are straight to the point and matter of fact. It could be a specific person, or just there are lots of them around him.

What does he want to change about the past/Experienced in the past? (The Sun) His youth, his innocence. His childhood. To keep his childhood and his youth, what!? What is this!? The light within him. Like has it dimmed, does he regret not keeping it? I don't get what he means here tbh

Thoughts on fans? (2 of Wands) This kind of gives me he can find fans attractive. He has chemistry with them. They fuel him. He seems to learn from them, to gain a broader perspective of things though them. It seems he thinks about fans a lot, they energize him and bring out a passionate side of him.

Jongho

What he likes? (8 of Pentacles) The work he is able to put into, the effort. He enjoys the work he does. It just seems he likes putting in the work, straightforward and simple tbh

What he dislikes? (The Lovers) What is this!? Why this card? The Lovers can be about contracts, so he may not like that. Yo, the weird places I get sent too with channeling, so does he not like skin ship or doing stuff with other members? Because this is giving me he doesn't like that stuff, where you get shipped with a member and you have to put up a facade for fans that you two are closer than you are, this is giving me some are contracted to do this for the fans. Because in this card you have two boys holding hands, it is like I get the contracts tells them to act a certain way with a member, omg, this is weird, why did this take me there. That is so funny.

What does he want to change about the past/experienced in the past? (Ace of Wands) I am kind of confused and stumped here, maybe things he has done in the heat of the moment without thinking? Is he hot-headed or have a temper, getting that vibe too. Creating stuff out of the blue, not sure what that means, moving on.

Thoughts on fans? (Wheel of Fortune) Well, they bring him money lol They bring him luck, they may keep him moving, they keep growing. This card doesn't give me much, there is growth and positive movements forward. He may also think you guys move on very quick.

Whew that was more interesting than I thought, but did take much more time to do, thankfully I had an extra day off to do this week to do this, although this will be posted a week after I do this. Hope you enjoyed the ride, because I did. Enhypen and TXT will be next.

[yanderecrazysie]

Spanking with Ushijima

DAY 11 OF KINKTOBER

Kink: Spanking

Pairing: Ushijima Wakatoshi x Reader

WARNINGS: NSFW, spanking

Ushijima is stone-faced the entire ride to his house.

You know exactly why he’s mad- you’d been trying to get a reaction out of him, have him show some semblance of jealousy. But now? You regretted pissing your boyfriend off.

He doesn’t say a word to you in the car, nor does he even look at you. You’re pouting, sinking down in your seat as the silence envelops you. He was taking your transgressions way more seriously than you had expected.

Ushijima parked the car and got out, marching straight up to his house without a glance back to see if you were following him inside. You hurried out of the car, struggling to catch up to his swift pace.

“Ushijima, baby, I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to upset you.”

He whirls around and seizes your upper arm, pulling you into the house. It doesn’t hurt, but his grip is firm and it’s scaring you a little. He drags you to the stairs and, with a spark of excitement, you realize he’s leading you to the bedroom.

Maybe he was into angry sex, you thought. That, or he’d already forgiven you. You were secretly hoping that he’d fuck your brains out, using your body to get himself off in his anger.

As soon as the door shut behind you, Ushijima glared at you, “Strip.”

You bite back a grin as you happily lift your shirt over your head and unhook your bra, making a show of exposing your perky breasts to your boyfriend. You were glad that he still looked as pissed as ever, since it meant the sex to come was likely going to be hard, fast, and rough. Just like you liked it.

You shimmied your pants down your legs, taking your panties down with it at the same time. You could tell Ushijima’s eyes were darkening with lust now and you bit your lip in anticipation. He sat down on the bed and patted his lap. Obediently, you took a seat on his legs, but that was not what he’d meant.

“No, lay over my lap. Like this,” Ushijima took hold of your back and pushed you into place. You were confused by the way you laid on his legs, ass arched in the air, but you found out a moment later exactly why he’d positioned you this way.

“You do not flirt with other men,” Ushijima stated sternly before bringing his hand down on your bare ass, hard. You let out a screech of surprise and pain. 

Your boyfriend was definitely holding back- you’d seen him spike balls on the court enough times to know that he could completely wreck your backside with his hand. 

The pain slowly faded and, to your surprise, you could tell that you’d gotten a little wet from it. You were turned on by him spanking you? Was this some hidden kink deep inside you or were you secretly a masochist all along?

You didn’t have time to think about it. Ushijima spoke once more, “You do not touch other men, only me,” before he brought his hand back down with a crack on your bare ass once more. This time, the noise that left your mouth was a half-squeak, half-moan.

“Say sorry,” Ushijima demanded, bringing his hand down again, harder than before. You were sure your butt must be bright red by now, but you couldn’t help but squirm in pleasure under the stinging pain.

“I’m sorry, baby, I really am,” you admitted. You were telling the truth- you should have never flirted with Semi just to make your boyfriend jealous. It may have led to you discovering something about yourself and a lot of pleasure, but it was a mistake nonetheless.

“Again,” Ushijima demanded once more, and that sharp, stinging pain was back. This time, you let out a loud, choked moan. 

“I’m sorry!”

Ushijima ran his palm along the curve of your backside, soothing the pain that still stung you a little. Your bottom was sensitive as fuck by now, but you were still turned on by the sensation. 

That, and by the growing hardness that poked into your stomach, promising of something even more pleasurable to come.

[loz-tearsofahomo]

List of my Regulus HCs because I am sick and bored:

Regulus black LOVES animals. He pretends not to, he's taking magical creatures for 'extra credit' but its secretly his favorite class ever

He also is the only person to properly befriend Filches cat, mrs norris.

Mrs Norris is now like,,, 35 years old because regulus found out a way to lengthen her lifespan 20-30 years or so (much to several generations of wizards dismay)

Regulus loves padfoot, he has no idea its sirius spying on him for awhile and is frankly distraught when he finds out

Regulus and Lily run a study club together which James is at every session without fail (oddly enough theyve never seen him pull out a textbook)

He absolutely flirts with Evan an inappropriate amount to make Barty jealous (violence ensues in the dorm, on a daily basis)

Regulus loves collecting flowers and pressing them into his notebooks!! It makes the pages smell nice and he likes writing sad boy poetry to accompany them

He exclusively insults James ( mentally challenged, masochist, human dungbeetle, football personified, idiot, etc etc) but once in awhile throws in 'love' to watch him absolutely lose all semblence of grace

James was sooo jealous of Pandora because her and Reg were always going on 'dates' to hogsmeade (they were 1000% gossiping)

Regulus and Dorcas sit in the corner of the library sometimes to people watch and shit talk - nobody bothers them because everyone is intimidated at their presence

Rumor has it a 4th year tried to get Regulus and Dorcas to leave but came back sweating white as a sheet (they probably mildly traumatized this poor child)

Regulus and Remus are like reluctant besties!! They give each other book recommendations, can communicate so sarcastically nobody knows what they're on about, and get really fucking high together once in awhile.

Remus was Regulus' gay awakening (though he will never admit it) (Remus would never let it go) (ever)

Regulus doesn't/can't differentiate tone so nobody knows if hes joking or not

Regulus 'I will bury you alive deep enough where when i put my ear to the ground only then your muffled screams could be heard' Black

Sirius 'He doesn't mean that, regulus leave this poor child alone' Black

Yes Sirius is the exception he can always tell

Regulus is secretly thrilled that even after their rocky relationship Sirius still understands him like no one else

[a-soft-hornytiny]

Can you do sub Ateez mtl to like bondage (on them)

Mtl: Like Bondage (sub!ateez).

I can imagine all of them liking it tbh but maybe that’s just my inner dom wanting to see them whine haha

(Explaination after cut)

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Most

Wooyoung

San

Mingi

Jongho

Seonghwa

Yunho

Yeosang

Hongjoong

Least

Wooyoung/San: Honesty have you seen how submissive Wooyoung can be? Like jesus calm down boy. I swear he is either a big sadist or masochist, no in between. I decided to put him up here tho because he is such a tease and he secretly only teases you so you can remind him of his boundaries after. San in comparison just likes being tied up. It makes him feel safe and he likes putting his whole body in your hands. Just a really sweet boi.

Mingi/Jongho: Listen. Imagine tied up princess Minki. His big eyes following your every step while he lets out cute pathetic moans. It makes him feel smol and he loves that. Jongho on the other hand likes how you handle his body, having his muscles squeezed and traced by you. He loves it when it leaves marks on him. Which caused some embarrassing question at the gym before.

Seonghwa/Yunho: Seonghwa simply trusts you with everything. He knows that you would never do smth bad to him so he rarely ever denies anything. When the idea came up he was not sure how it was supposed to work but after the first time he would ask for it again. The same goes for Yunho but since he is so incredibly tall (and big) he is a bit shy about being restricted. Aside from that he has an incredibly big need to make you feel good so he would be upset if he couldn’t.

Yeosang/Hongjoong: These are the last ones for very different reasons. Yeosang in contrast to Jongho doesn't like it when his muscles are restricted or squeezed. He likes to show them off. and he doesn't want to answer embarrassing questions at the gym haha. Hongjoong just doesn't like feeling small. its not like he despises it but he needs to be in a pretty deep sub space to actually enjoy bondage.

I am not claiming to know how they behave/would behave. This is pure imagination.

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[2af-afterdark]

Any opinions or thoughts about each Love interest of What in hell is bad?

Oh gods. Oh fuck. There are so many of them. Give me a hot second to mindlessly ramble about first impressions. There is no structure here. I'm just giving my thoughts as they come to me. Excuse me if I miss anything. The list is very, very long.

Satan

Look at him coming to save us. He's so kind... you say before he brings out the whips and introduces you to all the fun kinky shit.

If MC was a virgin, they aren't anymore.

Opposite of a hypocrite. He likes getting as much as he likes giving.

He gives me aromantic energy. He's here for the sex and the sadistic joy of watching his subs fall apart, but he doesn’t care about any of that love bullshit. He'll be a ride or die friend though.

Oh fuck. He's angry again.

Who hurt this man that he rips the heads off of stuffed animals? If he touches any of my plushies like that, I will break his fingers and teeth. 😀

Sitri

This man brought an entire tea party to the battle and I respect him for it. That is the ultimate rage inducing intimidation tactic.

Some people in Gehenna get angry, but he prefers to make others angry and he's good at it.

Why is his design so smooth?

I wonder if there's a deeper meaning to him being the only Gehenna member without a gun for a weapon? His weapon actually reminds me more of the coffins that Hades' nobles carry.

Leraye

Uhh... so, not to be a misogynist... but the fact that he collects the bodies that Satan throws away makes me wonder if he likes Satan's... sloppy seconds.

You know, given he was the preview after Satan's... he probably does.

I kind of hate his design. It's too busy. Also that tongue piercing looks so uncomfortable.

Astaroth

Kuudere?

He gives me emotionless sex vibes (on the outside). Deep down though, he is so desperate to see his partner fall apart for him.

I want to cuddle his snake.

Paimon

His rainbow eye is a little much for me, personally. Like, it's a stimulation overload. You know?

I hope he's bitchy and caty and has a temper as short as Satan's but in a secretly manipulative way.

I am so disgusted by the bubblegum thing, but it also gives me the feeling that he's a biter. It's a valid form of affection.

Zagan

His horns look like droopy bunny ears.

He wants Satan to hit him. Add him to the masochist pile.

Wait! Is Satan the reason he has a scar??? I mean, healing is readily available but he still has a massive, deep scar on his face and neck. Does he keep it by choice because Satan gave it to him???

Amosdeus

I have no idea!

He's probably walking sex and violence given how the devils under him seem to act.

Phenix

SIR! YOU'RE THE REASON THIS GAME IS RATED 17+ ALL ON YOUR OWN!

He and Satan would actually probably get along well since Satan is a sadist and Phenix appears to be a masochist.

How do you even function when you are two seconds away from an orgasm at all times.

Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder?

Dantalian

Dude has a death wish so great that it makes him a phenomenal warrior. Like, how many times has he invaded heaven? Are the angels sick of them? Is there a poster at the pearly gates that tells everyone that he's banned?

Again! Hang out in Gehenna! I'm sure someone there will help you out.

Does not know the meaning of the world 'loyalty'.

Lucifer

Are all of his nobles hurt because of him? Why are they all injured? Who heals the healers?

We've seen that the nobles tend to pick up the sin of their kings, but none of the pride nobles seem to be prideful yet. Interesting...

Morax

I'm pretty sure the only reason one of his eyes is uncovered is because Lucifer told him he wasn't allowed to blind himself.

Seriously... who heals the healers? Does he have to wait for him injuries to heal naturally? Does that mean he's out of commission for months at a time???

He's a good general despite his wounds. I mean... the wounds aren't technically even his.

WHAT HAPPENED TO HIS HORNS???

Marbas

He's hard 24/7 considering his fetish is being tied up. Although, I wonder if he developed that fetish before or after Lucifer started keeping him restrained.

He and Lucifer fuuuuuuck.

Uhhhhhh *staring at the bulge in his pants*

Good luck to all you brave souls.

That "I still want to touch you" is giving me that sort of feel like... like Tarzan and Jane, you know? I don't know how to explain it but it makes me soft. I desperately want him to be destructive and violent with the world but soft and sweet with MC.

He's one of the pre-sale units so I'm looking forward to trying him out!

Leviathan

BITING HIM BITING HIM BITING HIM BITING HIM

Needs to be pegged and choked. Grab his hair while railing him from behind and yank it. Be so fucking mean that it makes all the othe devils blush. He loves it

It's actually so adorable that the devils of his kingdom love and adore him. He must be a really good king 🥺

On a personal note, his habit of hiding inside his coffin low-key reminds me when I was a kid and would hide in my closest or sleep under my bed. Glad we're both on the same wavelength of neurodivergent. I'm crawling in with him

I actually love that they specifically that his envy runs so deep that he even envies himself. In a weird way that's a form of self-love.

Barbatos

His hair is so fluffy. I want to brush it.

He's such a smooth talker and will fry the brain of anyone with a praise kink.

He doesn't feel envy. Instead, he causes envy. Seriously! Look at him! The man is post photos hoped model on a magazine cover!

What are those tattoos on his hands? 👀

I'm weak for rose aesthetics.

Foras

He has the prettiest horns. They look like they are made of opal which is my favorite stone

His tattoo writing down his face looks like tears and that's a whole mood.

Do not mistake his gentlemanly kindness for affection. If you go after Leviathan, you will be on his shit list. It's not a fun list to be on.

Do you think Asmodeus is resentful that he's considered the fairest of the devils?

Will gladly accept an orgy with the entirety of Hades based on the three members we know so far.

Mammon

Big... big everywhere. Will bury my face in his titties and suffocate.

Is it wrong of me to think he's the most loving of the kings? He just wants to hold you close and make sweet, sweet love.

Eats ass so well that Beelzebub feels threatened.

He will grope MC's butt at every opportunity, especially if they sleep in the same bed together. He wakes up hard and grinding against them.

Big fan of reverse cowgirl.

Bimet

No time for sex when time is money.

Classism made manifest.

Seriously... give me a few bucks, please. Like, his earrings alone are about $1,000.

You could wash clothes on those abs.

Eligos

Please see this post

Beelzebub

Fuckboi energy

It's required by law to compare his libido to the act of consumption. His also law that he is an oral king. Just be sure you trust his mouth near you...

I want to know why he won't go back to Avisos. He doesn't even want to step foot in his own kingdom, but he won't abdicate the title either.

None of his people seem to express gluttony. I wonder if that's because he's not around to influence them?

Bael

Someone please hug him.

So much angst potential in my porn game.

I am heartbroken for him after hearing he essentially lives as Beelzebub's rreplacement. Do you think he ever wonders where Beelzebub ends and he begins? Does he consider himself a failure for letting Avisos come under mafia rule rather than a monarchy or is he successful for being the head of that mafia?

I'm going to kiss his precious face.

Side note... is that crown on Bael's head actually his horn? He doesn't have a horn otherwise.

Kind of surprised he doesn't have a fake horn to mimic Beelzebub's considering how noticeable the king's is.

Stolas

This man is planning a coup that he knows will fail.

WHAT IS A SIN TO A DEVIL??? WHAT TURNS THIS MAN ON???

Brat energy!

Look at his little blushy face! Is he shy about his massive dick? Can I tease him for it?

Let me bully!

Amon

Bye Felicia.

True definition of chaotic neutral.

If this were a children's cartoon, he'd be the one making all the issues but then also solves them within 20 minutes so someone can tell us the moral of the episode.

I am slightly bothered by his horn not being centered. Please send help.

Minhyeok

Pervert ❤️

I love a good childhood friend trope. Especially when one is obsessed with the other.

Yes, he knows what videos MC watches and he watches them too.

He's so fucking gross. He looks mature and put together, but he's the nastiest person behind closed doors.

He has jerked off with MC's underwear so many times, washed them, then returned them. He thinks about how they could be wearing them all the time.

No, seriously. I images he is absolutely disgusting. He sniffs that seat because he knows MC leaves it wet.

I made a crackpot theory about Solomon and God being the same person (so you are both by proxy of likely being Solomon's reincarnation), but Mihnyeok also makes me think he may be God given how he is your friend (just like Solomon and God).

No, I don't think he's a normal human, but I also don't think he knows he's special.

Gabriel

He wants to fuck God (seriously, look at his fetish).

Yandere and proud.

I'm going to get myself killed. I see hot angel and my brain turns off.

I want to brush his bangs aside and kiss the eye his hiding, then let him finger me stupid.

[99corentine]

Not a question this time but a thought. When I read GHD for the first time, it was for the Miraak romance (obviously) but then Chrysanthe grew on me and became his own character, making me genuinely interested in him even without Miraak. You'd write tiny spin-offs with Chry only or with other characters and I'd still be invested in him, that's telling how well you wrote him and how we readers related to him. A former thrall becoming a paladin with grey morality but trying to do good, with a forgotten past, altmer blood but still foreign to his peers, who saves an ancient being from a demonic plan, fighting the eldritch deity of said plan, who becomes the champion of the literal figure of Love without fearing for his masculinity, who's both serious and goofy and secretly a masochist ? Love him

Thank you, that's very kind of you to say ^^ As I've mentioned before I made a point not to plan Chrysanthe's backstory in every little detail because I didn't want that to get in the way of Miraak's story, and I think I've been lucky that he developed organically through the course of the story, and ended up being so nuanced. A fair few people have said that Chrysanthe was their favourite character, for which I am extremely flattered, because I definitely didn't set him out to be the favourite, just the vehicle for everything else. Sometimes you end up in a position where the (original) character writes themselves.

[self-loving-vampire]

I was reminded of the fact that I used to participate in these Yugioh punishment games where the duel’s loser had to do the winner’s bidding, sexually.

I secretly wanted to lose because I’m a huge masochist and kink on being defeated. However, it would not have been satisfying to lose on purpose.

And, because I am fate’s chosen and had the heart of the cards on my side, I always won such duels.

[flaneur001]

“What we could’ve been”

It's still not out of my system. Whenever my train of thought is off track, I find it dangerously close to the off-limits section in my mind. Why do I have to torture myself so much? It's as if I'm secretly a masochist and I start wandering through painful territory, knowing full well that what's about to come, is going to give my feelings a huge blow.

Nevertheless, I keep pushing my boundaries, stretching them to the ultimate breaking point every time I delve into the sea of faded moments.

It's a poison I willingly take a sip of and each drop never fails to impress me. I slowly die inside every time I look at you. Your love, your dimpled smile, the way you flicked your hair to the side and slyly smirked at me every time you caught me staring. And I'm undone. The wicked tears betray me and the dull pang in my chest reminds me of the mistake—of the sin I commit every time I go hunting for our repressed memories. It pushes and pulls, hums and throbs, in hypnotizing rhythms and I succumb.

I succumb to the wants of my heart. I am a fiend for this emotion you evoke in me. An addict of the pain it brings me. And I thrive off of the sadness that stabs across my chest, struggling to escape. Because it's when I feel these emotions, all the voices, moments, and memories playing like a trance in my mind, I know it was real. That I did not make it all up. That every fight, every tear, and every embrace we shared was real. And the seamless pain is a beautiful reminder of it all. Of the messy, toxic, passionate love we shared. And even if regret is the only feeling left in my heart, I would never take it back. I would never change anything between us, even if it meant, I'd be nursing and nurturing the wounds you dealt me, for the rest of my life. All because I am in love with the past—with the simple idea of what we had and what we could've been.

[zorosdimples]

KAE helo i have. three words for u: toji neck riding

- min!

(it's only three words bc i am dying i am dead i. i can't be normal abt his neck AGDKDK)

MIN YES TOJI’S NECK MAKES ME SHAKE LIKE A WET CHIHUAHUA… IT’S SO THICK FOR WHAT???? FOR RIDING!!!!

i think toji is a bit of a masochist iykwim… he not-so-secretly enjoys when you use him a little roughly because he’s big and strong—he can take it! riding his neck makes it a little difficult for him to breathe, but he’ll still whisper the filthiest shit to you and fuck his palm while he watches you get off so close—almost close enough to taste. FUCK

[hoshi-y]

Oooh! Follow up for the Yugi twins being besties and forming a pact about their love for the reader... How about they secretly break the pact rules when alone with the reader, and things get saucy and spicy!!!

Love Triangle

Part 2 (Amane route)

(Part 1)

Genre : Fluff with Lime

Characters : Yugi Amane

TW : Slight Heated Content

A/N : You know HAHEHEHHEHE nothing but good lime to help me cope with my stress LMAOHAHSHZHA, This is by far the most longets one shot I have ever wrote but I'm not complaining

I Hope you enjoy 💗

Well, Some promises were meant to be broken.

So far so good, None of them have brokrn the rule

yet

These two confessed to you at the same time

making you slightly panicked

"[F/N], Please go out with me!" The twins said, as they slowly glared at each other "A-ah.. Oh dear.. I didn't know you two had that type of feelings for me.."

Amane tenderly held your hand as he gave you the most attractive smile making an arrow go right thru you "I've liked you ever since Elementary, [F/N], Although you don't have to give me an answer right away.. I can wait" Amane was about to add more when Tsukasa pushed him away as he took his brothers place

"Words can't describe how much I like you [F/N], I can't go a single day not thinking about you.."

You didn't know what to do... Actually you couldn't believe that these two would fight over you, are you worth that much fighting for?

"You two stop.. I'm not gonna answer neither of you if you keep fighting.. If I am gonna be the sole reason why your relationships are not going well I'm sorry but.. I'll decline your confessions.." You bowed but I guess neither of them will stop until you can fall inlove with one of them.

"Why don't we court you [F/N]? See if you'll.. like either one of us.." Amane said in a soft tone as Tsukasa was rapidly nodding his head

Should you accept? decline? Ahh.. Worst case scenario if you declined these two might still end up fighting, or maybe they can man up and mature to stop but you doubt they would..

You sighed as you nodded your head "Fine.. Alright.." Their eyes lit up, Maybe you should have declined-

They look more competitive as ever.

"Well, since you accepted, why not hang out with me? just the two of us" Amane asked as Tsukasa stared at his brother in disbelief

"WHAT I was gonna ask them first!"

"Too bad."

"You guys.." They shut their mouths, but held a glare at each other

"I'd.. Love to hangout with you Amane.. And I'll hang out with you next Tsu.. Just don't fight.." Their eyes lit up with excitement, god you sounded like you were giving out schedules for your dates..

You were excited, but scared at the same time, what if you hurt Tsukasa's feelings?

No he looked excited when you said you'll hang out with him next..

was he.. a masochist???

Ehh.. you let him do what he wants

Amane wanted to bring you to the movies and then a night market on Saturday!

You were very excited cause you heard the night market had loads of cute things

A hole drilled in your pockets

But are you reaalllyy gonna place down a single money?

You stood at the front of your gate shocked

Amane said he was gonna pick you up at the front of your house, so you thought like walk by your house and then the two of you will go to the train station together..

But no your boy was driving a car, when did he get a license?

"W-WHAT?! Amane when did you learn how to drive?!" You eyed him getting out of the drivers seat and walked up to you with a smile

Since it was the cold seasons already, He wore a long sleeved beige turtle neck sweater and a black coat and brown pants, Was he always this good looking?

"Heya~ I recently just got my drivers license! So why not use it hm?" He took off his coat and placed it over your shoulders "You might get cold.. Come on let's go, I heard the line up for The Orphan first kill is long" He held your hand making you blush, You couldn't feel the harsh coldness of the wind with your burning face

He opened the passenger door as he helped you get in, once you got in he closed the door and went to the drivers door and got in and started the engine

"No offense or anything Amane.. But" Amane looked to his right to see you gripping onto the seat belt as he let out a chuckle "Don't worry~ If I didn't know how to drive how'd I get here safely? I won't intentionally hurt you, [F/N], anyways lets go" He got out of parking and started taking the both of you to the cinema

When was he SO attractive? even with driving he looked unbelievably ethereal.. Not to mention those hands—

"Are you alright? you've been staring at me for awhile now, or is it you've fallen for me?~" You immediately looked away as your face turned into a deep red "N-no.."

When the both of you finally got there, parked, and went inside

it was PACKED with people mhm

You two just got lucky there was a little line at the movie you were gonna watch

Amane let you choose what food to eat TT

He paid for EVERYTHING

Man how much he got in those pockets??

While watching, he enjoyed himself while you didn't

Why did he enjoy himself? Well

Everytime eerie music would come up you would cling onto his arm unaware of it

And when a jumpscare happens you hide into his arms

The best day he has ever had cause he got to hold you so close to him

After the movie you were beat up

Amane tried to cheer you up by mentioning the night market

Which worked, obviously

It was 5pm already so you walked around the food stalls!

You didn't even spend a single penny...

"A-amane you don't have to pay for everything you know.." You eyed him as he payed the stall vendour and took both your smoothies "Nah I like spoiling you"

'WHAT TYPE OF SPOILING IS THIS?!—'

It was now quarter to 7, The official opening of the ngith market, You and Amane walked around looking at the different stalls and what they were selling, This little stall caught your attention because of its cute decorations, It was selling necklaces, bracelt, and earrings

A necklace with a cresent moon on it caught your eye as Amane followed your gaze "Do you want it?" You looked at him "Yeah its so pretty~ Like look it even has—"

You felt him put something around your neck (his hands—), It was the necklace you wanted

"It looks good on you~" Before he can grab his wallet to pay, you got to him first, I mean you were planning on buying it anyways

"Thank you for stopping by! come again!" The seller said as the two of you explored the area more "Heyy.. I wanted to pay for it.."

"Amane you're paying for things you won't even use.." You deadpanned "But, I for sure know it would be for good use" He held your hand as he looked back at you

"You tired?" You nodded as you yawned "I had a very great time today.." Hugging his arm, it was his turn to be a tomato "Do you want something Amane? I feel bad for making you pay for all of this.."

"Actually, There is something I do want"

"What is it?" You asked innocently

"You."

You sped walk away from him as he laughed a d cuaght up with you

"Aw come on that was good!"

It was time, to bring you home

But you didn't wanna go home just yet so you asked Amane if you could chill at his house

Maybe watch more movies or a series

but are you really sure that the only thing the both of you will do is watch?

"Let's watch Legend of the blue Sea!! "

"You've watched that show alot of times already [F/N]..." He looked at you as you typed in the Series

"Who cares~"

Everything was going smoothly

No one was home to disturb the both of you

Not even Tsukasa was home

Well, They were times Amane would be, needy for you

But he didn't wanna break the rule and let his younger brother have you

Maybe.. If he didn't make it obvious..

While your eyes were glued to the screen, you felt two arms wrap around your waist, You turned your head to the right and came face to face with Amane

"A-amane.. What are you doing?.." You asked as he got closer, so close that one move the both of you can already kiss.

He held your hands as he got closer to your ear "Have I mentioned how beautiful you are [F/N]?.." He said in a husky tone which made you explode in red

"A-amane.."

"[F/N].. May I?."

You hesitated but unknowingly nodded, He captured your lips into a kiss as he laid you down making him hover ontop of you

The kiss was sweet and gentle at first, But became rougher each second making it hard for you to keep up making the kiss slightly sloppy

You turned your head to the side to get air but Amane pulled you back in, He licked your bottom lip asking for permission to enter and you shyly opened your mouth as you let him explore

You two tried to fight for dominance but of course he wins everytime as he explored every area of that pretty mouth of yours

Amane pulled away leaving a trail of saliva connected to both of your tongues

"A-Amane— hng.." He dipped his face onto your neck and started pepperong it with kisses, He held both your hands down onto the bed as he started finding your sweet spot

"Amane I-I don't we should— A-ah!" You couldn't comprehend the amount of pleasure you were receiving at the moment, as your mind went into a daze

Amane kept sucking and biting on your neck as he trailed it down to your collarbone, He sat you down on his lap as he brought you back into a kiss as he held your waist, your hands found its way to his choppy black

Finally pulling away panting as Amane admires the work he has done

From your neck that was almost filled with hickeys, to your very flushed face and disheveled hair

"You taste very sweet, [F/N]" He chuckled as he held onto your cheek as he leaned in closer "Mm~ Makes me want to taste it a little more..~" As he laid you back down and continued where both of you left off.

Who knew, an innocent date turned into a heated makeout session

(Tsukasa Route)

I feel very dissatisfied with the lime so I might yk tweak a little hehshzhsh, BUT THIS WAS BY FAR ONE OF THE LONGETS ONE SHOT I HAVE EVER WROTE I even had to seperate it

[lookatlavender]

hi sweet 💫 i’ve been thinking about you lately. i keep thinking about the idea of sharing you… so many different scenarios.

i keep thinking about throwing you a free use party. of course i don’t touch you all day before the party, and i send you to bed the night before with a couple of ruins and hard edges… maybe i do that for a few days, just because i enjoy feeling you trying to grind on my thigh without cumming while i fall asleep.

on the day of the party i make sure you’re all ready. we’ve been training you to take my biggest strap in your ass. i’ve fucked your mouth, pulling your face onto my cock and not letting you pull away until i’m done.

i make you beg and beg to please me. i taunt you with how wet i am, spreading my legs right in front of you and telling me you can’t touch. i tell you while i squeeze your throat that if you want to touch me, you’ll have to earn it with pain. you want me to hurt you so you can taste me, don’t you?

by the time my friends walk in i’ve just finished cumming on your tongue, i’ve got your spiked collar on you, your ass red from spanking and clamps on your pussy. ass up in the air and your face between my legs. you can’t see who’s touching you as you feel my friend start tugging at the plug in your ass.

i tell him to stop for a second, and i flip you over. i start gently removing the clothes pins i had on you, knowing you’ll keep feeling the soreness. kissing you very sweetly, i ask you if i can leave your collar on you so you know you’re all mine, is that okay love? you want to be my little toy? that’s my good boy. maybe i should even flip it so the spikes dig into your neck, what do you think? beg for it loud if you like that idea, sweet one, just so my friends know you love being hurt by me.

when i’m done i call my friend over, and you can see him hard through his boxers. you take his first orgasm down your throat.

if you prepped me with all of that id be so delirious with want that i wouldn’t even hear your friends coming in i bet, only breaking focus from my tongue on your pussy and the delicious stinging pain across my body when i felt the plug start to pull out of my ass. i might be surprised for a second, make a cute little noise but id keep my mouth on you until you told me to stop. id know if someone was touching me its because you gave them permission, no need to worry about how they would use me or if i know who they are

when you flip me over id lay spread for you while you took off the clothespins, gasping when the particularly sensitive ones pulled away from my skin. id beg for the spikes of the collar as everyone finished filing into the room, focused only on pleasing you and showing everyone what a good masochistic pet i am for you, begging to be hurt and used to get everyone off. secretly because that’s what gets me off, might even be a better high than an orgasm 😵‍💫 id beg for you to make the spikes dig in, beg for the deep sting, almost an ache, that comes when the collar is tightened properly. id beg for it to be pulled, for my throat to be stretched by the biggest cocks in the room so i can feel the spikes digging in when my throat bulges to accommodate them

and once your friend started to fuck my throat i would get exactly what i wanted. you’d have me so well trained he wouldn’t need to warm me up either, he’d only need to worry about his own pace, his own pleasure. i hope he would fuck my throat hard, thrusting to the hilt and keeping a consistent pace. even with your training there’d be spit and tears running down my face, and the sounds of me trying to sneak in breaths and not gag.

the cherry on top would be him placing his hand around my throat, over the collar, and squeezing, digging the spikes in from the outside while he simultaneously hilts his cock and pushes my throat against the spikes from the inside. everyone in the room would be able to see my pussy gushing when he did, begging to be used just as hard

he’d cum down my throat and pull out, and all i’d be able to do is catch my breath and whimper out a thank you, shaking from the feeling of being used so well. and that would just be the beginning, as more and more of your friends walked up to take their turn with me 🙈🫠