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dragonpyre · 1 year

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Secret Robin au

Part 17 follow up. The secret's out.

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roselise · 2 months

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Dearest friends ♡

I deleted my new blog, and came here to delete this one as well.

As I am going to be honest, and say I am dealing with a lot.

My father, who I have mentioned before is in hospice, took a turn for the worst, and is getting closer to the end I think.

I have to work, study, and take care of many others.

The pressure to reply to asks, comments, and post outfits when I am struggling .. has been a lot. I do not want to let anyone down, but am not feeling as social with all that is happening.

I wanted a bit of peace, comfort, and time to myself during what has been a very difficult time in my life honestly.

Losing my father is .. I cannot describe what it has been like or the sort of grief I have been trying to manage.

There are some genuinely wonderful people here though, who appreciate me being here and brighten my day.

I love, and am so SO very thankful for those sweet friends ♡

So for you I would like to stay! I am not sure what that looks like right now, whether it is fixing up this blog to my comfort level or creating a new one, but I will think about it.

Will you please pray for me, and my father, during this time though?

Giving a big hug, and lots and *lots* of love to every kind and wonderful soul here — Rosy xo

#♡#this was really difficult to open up about #i am so sensitive and struggling with all that is happenening with my father right now admittedly #but God willing i would like to still be present in some way for all my sweet friends #thank you if you pray for me and my family !#i appreciate it SO much !!#sending love and many warm hugs ♡#please take care and all the best to you ~ ! ♡

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allmightyscroll-swag · 1 month

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Now that it is no longer April fool's (on my end) I can post these. Murder Drones be upon yee!!!! They're on my brain!!!

Nuzi save me. Nuzi save me please nuzi-

#scrolls art #murder drones n #murder drones uzi #md uzi doorman #uzi doorman #md uzi #md serial designation n #serial designation n #murder drones serial designation n #murder drones #n murder drones #GOD THESE TWO. THESE FUCK ING TWO. I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #episode 7 devastated me so im drawing them HAPPY and COMFORTABLE #and they get to HUG AND SHIT #because they FUCKING DESERVE IT !!!!!#first time drawing them btw #n is difficult to me :(

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last-flight-of-fancy · 8 months

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listen i know the reason you cant actually carry people and hug the characters is due to game coding and the wide range of player characters sizes but. in my head it's WoL who picks up alisiae. why am i big and strong if i cannot pick up my new baby sister. this is a travesty. also i am emotionally compromised.

started shadowbringers and wow i can't beleive how fast that chemistry developed

Update:

so uh. that happened.

#ff14 #ff14 spoilers #orion avert thine eyes #so i finished stormblood and started shadowbringers #still waiting on my dedicated Hug Alisiae button #final fantasy xiv #final fantasy 14 #ffxiv #most armour does not leave bare arms for dragoon #hallima desrves to show their biceps off cmon #stormblood spoilers #shadowbringers spoilers #good god this game is difficult to tag for

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frecklystars · 3 months

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nightmares have rendered me unable to sleep once again so i've been dancing in my room to Elvis music pretending K is dancing w/ me for the past 45 minutes. I think it'd be his way of trying to make me feel better. he isn't very experienced with comforting others but he hears me gasp awake, hears me crying. he knows the drill by now. he immediately gets up. takes my hands and pulls me out of bed. asks me if i want to talk about it, and if i don't, he turns on some music and swirls us around. he mimics elvis' voice while singing to the songs, knowing it'll make me laugh. when i finally do, he's smiling, saying very gently "there you are, sweetheart... there's my girl"

#its funny he doesnt even listen to elvis in his downtime in canon and he's become synonymous w/ his music in my mind #im so tempted to draw him in a black leather jacket and me in a poodle skirt #sharing a milkshake at the diner. OH GOD WAIT i want to draw me and Driver doing that #i need my F/Os more than ever rn it's gonna be uh. a difficult day bc i gotta work soon #and im running on VERY little sleep 😭#i didnt sleep for 60 hours straight and then i only slept for 2 hours just now and i jolted awake #and i cant sleep again ;~;#but thank god i have ryan F/Os to think about when i jolt awake now #my dolls or my posters being the first thing i see when i wake up scared. is comforting #every tme i blink my eyes burn but it feels better knowing Driver would understand... or Six would get it bc he has c-ptsd too #i need them to hug me so tight. augh. hell on earth i wanna sleep so bad #IM FINE i dont mean to complain. well yes i do. im running on such little sleep my thoughts are all over the place #woof #love notes #💕♬♪ ♡ I can't help falling in love with you ☆- ̗̀💛 ̖́-☆#vent #I GUESS?

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zedif-y · 1 year

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i say this with my entire chest. hold hands with your friends!!

#i mean this in the most platonic way possible and no i am not joking or being sarcastic #ive been having. a difficult couple of weeks #and im just. immensely grateful for my best friend because hes just. hes there. through all the bullshit hes There #and i love that we've gotten touchier because god knows we both fucking need it . i dont care if people think we're a couple.#they already think that when we breathe next to each other anyway #i love holding his hand it grounds me #and i dont want to kiss him or date him i just want to be close to him. he means the world to me #ive said it before but i will never understand people who see friends as second to their partner/s #because id do so much for my best friend's happiness. so so much to the best of my ability #hes seen me at my worst hes seen the bad parts of me hes seen me ugly and angry and petty and hes STILL here. he STILL cares about me #ejdjdkdj it makes me so emotional to think about #anyway. hug your friends. hold their hands. life's too short to hold back on affection if you both want it #ryan's screaming

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cinnamon-notes · 3 months

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crying at work bye.

#can i just have a hug FOR GODS SAKE???#enough of this already.#why do they have to keep bullying me???#why do they have to keep triggering my social anxiety and neurodivergent struggles???#you guys have no idea how hard it is for me to even bring myself to get out of bed and walk to work every damn morning #why do you have to make it all much more difficult???#you have no idea how many times in a day i would very much rather jump off the fucking bridge on the way home. you really don't. so stop.#cuz i dont deserve this #and if i do then i just cant do it anymore #i cant bear your bullying anymore #im not that strong #cinnamon darkness #cinnamon at work

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characteroulette · 10 months

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You bet Luke teases the heck outta Apollo and then turns around to have deep conversations with Snufkin hahaha

I want Trucy to play a part, too, but she might just have one small bit, I am historically bad at adding a fourth character to a crew and staying on focus.

Anyway I dunno what the whole plan is here, just some ideas lol

#Welcome to Momo draws #Apollo Justice #Luke Triton #Snufkin #RGB puzzlers #Trucy and Hershel are here #That little reunion scene I think would be a neat ending #Just Luke coming home and taking a moment to be with his bestie #God that hug and Luke's leaning were difficult #Snufkin absolutely has trickster energy when it comes to puzzling lol #(it's always 3 thanks Barry chat)

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dandyshucks · 3 months

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i think a big plus of having Guz be so tall and just in general bigger than me is that I could sit in front of him with my back to his chest and have his arms wrapped around me and he could just hide me away from the world for a little while. he is my own personal brick wall fsdjkl a weighted blanket perhaps too,,

#so much softer than a brick wall ofc dsfkl but . just saying ''wall'' doesnt conjure up the mental image as well as ''brick wall''#my nervous system is absolutely shot fdsjkl i opened my other main account to check in with a couple ppl and got so nauseous and dizzy ;-;#idk what is wrong w meeee (well no i do sort of know but fjsdkl i dont know how to fix That so im pretending thats not the issue)#i was doing so well for a couple weeks too wtf 😭😭#thank god i have a counseling appt on monday dsjkl i think i very much need it #so many difficult things happened today now that i think about it fjksl i did Nawt have a rest day fdsjkl #i think ... tonight i will shut everything out and just draw or write or smth #just completely wrap myself up in creating stuff for a couple hours at least #i would like One hug from my man and perhaps ten minutes of deep pressure FDSJKL or just. feeling safe for a bit. agh. i've said too much #OVERWHELMED. THATS WHAT IM FEELING. AUGH. finally placed the feeling im having HFDSJKL #theres so many strings in my life and i have dropped quite a few over the holidays and i dont think i can pick them back up #like. idk how i ever held all of them wtf jfsdkl how was i doing that !!! theres so many goddamn strings to hold !!#vent //#dandy.cmd

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kevindavidday · 4 months

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"you're crying from the despair of life experiences again?" the youtube comment section of phoebe bridgers - scott street, but only the best part, extended 1 hour got to me

#dawg i cried #i croed #we all croed #why must people go through difficult experiences #by god i want to hug so many people who deserve the world and tell them everything's going to be okay #none more than myself #i wish i could i wish i could hold myself when i was a child and tell myself i can and will grow into someone lovable #even if its only three people who truly love me #and i wish i could tell myself that a lot of people have bad families and bad siblings #and that people care they care in their own ways and i need to learn how as well #that if i dont want to be like them then i have the blueprint for what not to do #i wish i could tell my own self to not be a stranger to not abandon myself the way i did for years just for a speck of attention from #the wrong people #all the wrong people #always the wrong people #i wish i could hold my own unlovable hand #but more than anything i wish someone else would hold my gotdamned unlovable hand #and not let go of it #phoebe bridgers #scott street

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becca-alexa · 1 year

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how are these boys falling head over heels for wednesday she's been giving them absolutely nothing

#becca.txt #wednesday #s01e04 #justice for bee boy #and christ girl you're crawling into unknown holes in THOSE shoes????bitch those are PRADA #fuck let me HUG XAVIER #let me hug everyone on this show EXCEPT for wednesday #she's still mean and i'm trying so hard to like her but she's making it DIFFICULT #and OMG I WAS RIGHT WEEMS DID HAVE A THING FOR GOMEZ AAAAAAAA #somebody please i need to see the note Thing wrote for Tyler #what sorcery did that dismembered hand pull to make that calorie cube of a girl sound SWEET???#and idk if i've said this before but christ are bianca's contacts horrendous #like i know she's a mermaid or whatever but it's giving party city #i know the show's trying to make me sympathetic for tyler but it is not happening #enid x ajax #god i love those goofs best pairing so far

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nbmahoushoujo · 2 years

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i’ve decided it’s “characters who’d do literally anything to protect their little sibling” loving hour

i see a single fanart of lana and ema and my brain turns to mush

#millie.txt #ace attorney #spoilers for the first game extra case #but lana acting all stoic the whole time she’s been accused of murder #and as phoenix you’re like ‘‘i’m trying to help you here. please stop admitting to a murder you didn’t do’’#and it’s frustrating that she’s being so difficult #shout out to that one line where phoenix asks what happened to her hand #and she says something like ‘‘i accidentally cut it. y’know. when i stabbed that guy’’#but when the truth gets unraveled and she starts so desperately trying to get you to stop #but it’s too late because you figured out what happened with ema during that incident #and you realise the whole time she was putting up this act all for ema’s sake #she’d literally rather get falsely convicted of murder than let her little sister get in trouble for an accidental crime #and it hurts because the whole time ema didn’t understand that and she was so upset about the way lana had been acting #when they’re finally free of this whole ordeal at the end and there’s the cg of them hugging. damn that gets me every time #ema is my favourite ace attorney character mostly because of her adult appearances in later games #to the point i kinda forget she was introduced as this bright eyed teen at first #god i wish they’d bring lana back

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bagels-withcreamcheese · 1 year

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Missing home once again

#ugh only another day of this shit #Dreamhack has been an absolute bust ngl #like today was. ok. but yesterday was just pure shit and there’s no making up for that #I managed to get my card reactivated today luckily bc I was kinda sol #it got deactivated for fraud for like the FIFTH FUCKING TIME THIS YEAR #Like I swear to god I’ve gone through so many cards this year #but basically I convinced her to turn my card back on bc I rlly needed to be able to use my card for shit #she was like hmmm it’s probably not a good idea to keep it on bc someone definitely has ur card info #and has tried to make multiple transactions with it #but luckily the app has this little toggle function where I can turn it on and off #so I just turn it on when I need it and then immediately turn it off #kinda annoying but will have to do until I can go in for a new one #anywho.#these cons feel so so much more difficult I’ll than they ever used to #like since uli and I met I’ve just dreaded leaving him #I’m so miserable when I’m away from him like it’s unbearable #the psychological pain is so strong it literally manifests into this heavy sore feeling in my chest #he calls me every night but it’s simply not enough like physical touch is my most prominent love language so not being able to hug him #or kiss his beautiful face a million times makes me so anxious and sad #but soon I will be back.#to my love. and my Nessy.#I miss her too my precious baby #he says she acts kinda different when I’m gone #he says when he comes home without me she runs around meowing really loud at him and mopes around #my poor little girl aaaa I miss my daughter #I jus wanna go home I hate Atlanta ughhhh let me leave #tomorrows the longest day of the con too for some weird reason usually Sunday is the shortest #it’s probably gonna suck as much as Friday but I rlly hope not #I want my sales comission #tess talks

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maxellminidisc · 2 years

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Genuinely fucked up that I cant even ask for comfort from the people closest to me when I'm feeling this fucking bad, when all I need is somebody to at least hold my hand and ground me when I cant do it by myself anymore

#my mom doesn't know how to comfort people she just tries to fix your problem and make you feel stupif #and my dad doesnt comfort he starts preaching at you #my mom has hugged me ONE time in the entirety of my life after I started school #its like the minute we could consciously ask for affection she stopped #and my dad is overly affectionate in such a selfish way i cant even beging to describe #like its so funny that they still wonder why my emotions are so extreme and never in an inbetween why i dont like asking for help #like jesus i wonder fucking why #im absolutely sure theyre both hearing me sob thinking im being difficult rn lmao #god i really should just die

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gaygothgolfer · 2 years

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like...

#no one at work cares about me im too far from my close friends #its difficult for me to b open w ppl here since im in the closet again #i am like literally touch starved the only time anyone touches me is when take time off to go home and my dad n family hug me #so like once a year #im so tired of everything its so hard to motivate myself and i dont have anyone pushing me to keep at things anymore #like i just need anything...like pls god throw me a fucking bone or something lol...

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marsuni · 8 months

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can someone can twist my arm behind my back until i sit down and eat an actual, full, nutritionally sound meal to completion

#ive had such a hard time eating lately and ive been getting sick again but eating is so unpleasant and difficult #and sometimes helps sometimes just makes me feel sicker but i know not eating makes it worse #and i know the more i put off eating the sicker ill feel and the more trying to eat will maje it worse but i !!!! cant !!!!!!!#i either forget bc my appetite doesnt exist or i feel so sick it takes me hours of barley sipping to finish a cup of broth #and even than sometimes i just get sick!!!! and start puking!! even when im good and when i eat and do everything im supposed to !!!!#ill just wake up and immediately have to hug a toilet until a) it stops long enough that i can keeps my meds down #b) i cant stop puking and i have to go to the fucking hospital to get an IV of anti neasua stuff so i can take my seizure meds #and than i end up there for days longer than i need to bc they ALWAYS find something secondary wrong with me to milk my medicade #sorry rant over for now im so tired of being sick all the time i cant even remember a time i wasnt at least a 2 on a 0-10 neasua scale #and thats a good day tbh #i fucking puke almost once a day and just the fact that it even stops is a massive improvement from last year #but god i just want one day where im not scared im gonna randomly start barfing like someone fed me epicat sryup #or how ever you spell the emergency vomiting drink stuff u know

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