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hazel2468 · 2 years

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Ok I gotta bitch about something real quick here.

So, good news first- got a diagnosis. PCOS. I had a feeling (and several of my friend are now correct), but it's good to have a solid "Yeah, this is what's going on here".

But anyway. Kvetch time.

So, my endo is pretty great. She offered to hook me up with their gender specialist, so I might be getting the ball rolling on that soon, which is exciting and terrifying. But we had a call and went over everything. More good news- my levels look great. Everything is normal and my thyroid levels are, quote, "beautiful". But we started talking about PCOS, talked a little bit about HRT. And then she brought up diet stuff, which I imagine is standard.

But what annoyed me was that she was talking about how to adjust what I eat because of "health risks". And so I asked her to clarify for me- is there anything in my labs of concern? And she said no- everything looks fine and dandy. I asked if there is any indication that I should be making any kind of serious changes based on my labs. Again, no. Everything looks good.

So... The only "issue" there is my weight.

My levels are good. I've been in a bit of an experimental "what can I eat that won't upset the void where my gallbladder used to be?" phase, but overall I've been eating the same as I have for years. I did tell her I wanted to work out more and, now that I'm fucking finally fixing my sleep schedule I might actually be able to make time to lift in the mornings.

But what annoyed me was that all of that stuff- good stuff- eating in a way that doesn't upset my intestines, working out more because fuck it I wanna be a strong theydy, the fact that my labs are not only normal but look great... All of it just falls before the fact that I am fat. All of it.

And to be clear, I'm not pissed at my doctor, specifically. I'm pissed because all of it seems so standard. It's the "this is the PCOS spiel" kind of thing- the general stuff that you say. And the annoying thing is that, apparently (and I was already well aware of this but it always sucks to be reminded), it doesn't actually matter what my habits are, what I eat, if I work out or not, how my labs look, at least in the eyes of the general medical standards.

No, what matters is that I am fat, and therefore I am unhealthy and need to change everything- even though literally everything else speaks to the contrary.

And what's even MORE annoying is that... I have PCOS. I have hypothyroid. Those are BOTH conditions that cause weight gain. Those are both conditions that make losing weight even harder than it already fucking is for most people.

So the fact that the medical standards for diagnosing someone with PCOS involve looking at their BMI and determining that they need to change their whole lifestyle solely based on how they look- not on their actual habits, not on their ACTUAL LAB RESULTS, but their weight?

IDK that just annoys me. It pisses me off. It put a damper on the whole "You have an answer finally AND also you're doing really well health wise.... OH but you're fat and so we need to lecture you about your diet and exercise and imply that the reason you should do those things is to lose weight."

#fatphobia #medical fatphhobia #like if anything #if working out goes the way I want it to #i'll probably fucking GAIN weight #because I want my muscles back #like I wish every doctor could be like my gastro #because that man managed to talk to me about diet and exercise #and NOT ONCE #not ONE SINGLE TIME #make it about weight loss #it was 100% all about what would make me feel good #what would be good for my gallbladder/ lack of a gallbladder #what would be easy on my intestines #everything was about making me more comfortable #and keeping me feeling good #NONE of it was about oh this will help you be less fat #and I wish more docs would be like that #and like ok not to ramble in the tags but like #i would 100% understand if my doc was like hey #your cholesterol is high or something #we need to adjust here #but my labs were like #basically perfect #everything within normal ranges #thyroid SMACK in the middle oh it was so nice to see #there was nothing in my labs AT ALL #that indicated anything was wrong #and yet somehow #clearly

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weaponizedmoth · 5 months

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The Venture Family Group Photo (Hank, Dean, Rusty, and Brock) 😁👏

Bonus with Mr. Reachy ;3;" (I have no idea for Adding this for the venture family photo ^^")

(I usually make these B&W but I wanted to go all out for this one).

#this one is based off of one I found on pinterest #one of those awkward family portraits #and the family is more faded in etc #and the description was “my grandmother does not understand why we find this portrait funny”#because it's supposed to be really sweet like the father always has the family in mind #but it's objectively funny and dramatic and great #and I think that people would laugh at this portrait and Doc would get like really sentimental and be like #“hey this is TASTEFUL”#and also this is like a copy of the portrait one of them has and the original stays in the living room #maybe Brock is the one who has it #or maybe Dean when he's goth cause he's sentimental for the innocence lost even though he burned stuff #I don't think Hank would have it #maybe Hatred does and he wishes he were Brock here but he can't convince the Doc to take another one #but it's probably either Brock or Dean in my head #anyway #wmp requests #art requests #the venture bros #venture bros #venture brothers #rusty venture #hank venture #doc venture #brock samson #dean venture #vbros #fanart #my art #artists on tumblr

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bumblingbabooshka · 10 months

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Do you think Kes' ability to pick up on things so quickly is linked to her being an Ocampa? Like, since she's 2~ years old in canon (and has distinct memories of her father) I imagine her species doesn't spend much time as children and I wouldn't imagine they'd have formal schools (like entire buildings for schooling) and would instead learn from like, primarily parents or other elders. In that case learning things very quickly would be extremely beneficial for their survival. Kes: Oh yes, childhood...what a lovely few days~ Kes was a baby like for a day and then the next day she was up and ready to learn. Kes meets Naomi and every day that passes she becomes more and more amazed that she's still a baby. Wow! It's been like two months and she still can't do anything?? The doctor told her it was normal but wow. What I'm saying is they should have had Kes as a jack-of-all-trades character who could slide into pretty much any of the teams on Voyager. The Doc misses her when she's not in sickbay though!

#Kes: Doctor I'm sorry this is just the sort of wisdom you have when you get older v_v #Doctor: You're only 2 years old. / Kes: You're 'only' a few months old.#Can you imagine Kes learning that Tuvok's like a hundred? That'd be like someone saying they're over a million years old in Human aging #I'd imagine even Janeway's 40~ years is like a hundred to her #Kes gives Samantha Wildman a very difficult biology book and is like 'for When Naomi's.....(trying to guess)....4?'#'Kes is a child because she's 2 years old' boo - engage with the unused horror and hilarity of a humanoid species that is fully matured #before they are a year old.#I just think Kes is a very interesting character who had a lot of WASTED potential (like seriously she was SO squandered) and I wish she #wasn't only mentioned to like dunk on Neelix - she's a fun character in her own right even if the writers don't think so!!#Kes #st voyager #I wish Kes had stayed so we could see the makeup department try to make her look old or the writing team bullshit ways to keep her young #It would also have been emotionally devastating to see her die of old age (in the version of Voyager where she bonded with the crew and had #more episodes devoted to her personality etc etc)#Doc: What're you learning today?? / Kes: Lieutenant Torres is teaching me rocket science :)

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crossbackpoke-check · 7 months

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it’s all the rest of what i want with you

connor dewar/brandon duhaime :: 8k

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“Brandon,” Connor says with a sigh. “There’s no baby in there.”

“Not yet,” Brandon says. Connor feels his stomach twist, almost like what he would imagine a baby kicking to feel like.

in these trying times of dewvorce, may i offer you 8k of pwp inspired by @stillfertile’s wonderful art which i had. several breakdowns about 🫶 anyway please enjoy!!!

#OFFICIAL FIC ANNOUNCEMENT 🗣️🗣️🗣️‼️‼️‼️ i wish i had pretty fic graphics but alas i have No Skill and also. so much work i should be doing bu #HI SHE’S HERE i would love to say this is a complete surprise drop except i have Anxiety & i needed to ask you guys about it beforehand #in my defense i started writing this in like. january far before any tragedy occurred #because square asked about my tags on their dewey2 art and she spawned like. a million more thoughts about it #including the part where i got absolutely kicked in the face with the lightning vision of those two lines.#like those two lines are the first actual lines of the fic i wrote ajdhkwdiowdjiw ANYWAY please be nice to me i know i am always like #‘this is not the first real fic i ever thought i’d post’ and if i had a nickel i’d have three but this is the first pwp i’ve ever posted #and it’s 8k and it’s not a fic for an exchange (although technically i did very much write this for the dewey^2 hivemind so.)#i have SO many things to say i have so many comments on this doc also i couldn’t pick a title for the LONGEST time and i finally decided on #this one but the full quote was too long:#all the rest of what i want with you that scares me shitless #so. i was angling SO hard to make a yung gravy lyric as a title bc i saw the video of him at a wild game but i couldn’t find a good one #and instead y’all got a very sentimental title l m a o.#liv in the replies #shout out to the extended universe this lives in and also my unhinged comments in the docs.#if you liked fun fuck a baby in him friday i’ll be here all week i promise i am the exact same in the comments as i am in the tags 🫡#the NUMBER of times i wrote something in this by pulling it out of my ass and then actually went back and did the research & was RIGHT is.#far too high. also the amount of coincidental things that dropped while i was writing this (yung gravy song about pregnancy AFTER i wheeze #laughed myself into a yung gravy title the athletic player poll confirming my restaurant & bar choices from googling ‘st. paul good bars’…)#also if anybody got advice on formatting for these little announcements. help. this is different from my miro/luka one &i’m still not happy

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knifekris · 1 month

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every day i struggle to make choices

#i should invest into some kind of education but cant make up my mind #mostly because options suck #i cant do trades unless my body sucks less which is sad because id love to be an electrician #cant even think about getting a pilots license cuz im not passing the med cert #i think id rather die than be a med assistant actually #working clinics at all makes me nervous tbh but probably where im headed in the short term #surgical tech would be cool but i cant do a Real program while working full-time #which is what limits most of my choices #i need to find more paid training programs i guess #if i had to pick a miserable but fulfilling job id go into education itself #but the teaching profession has always been in a downward spiral esp as of late #i dont want healthcare because i hate seeing dysfunctional glorified murder machines grinding around and around endlessly #acute care sucks id rather be in an icu for function but then im depressed because our patients are always dying #it was better as a phleb but this hospital doesnt have phleb and like i said im nervous about clinics #but i need to fucking commit to outpatient phlebotomy i think :/#the most fun ive had at a job ever #i wish i had more widely applicable skills but i cant be an emt/para even just for the training #because half of it is unpaid and the other half you pay for #and again #a job NOTORIOUS for being exhausting dangerous and traumatizing #if i was 17 again and wasnt escaping the tar pit of my mother id go for an english degree and i wouldnt even regret it #thinking about school in terms of a job i have to have forever vs for the sake of learning is so different #id like to know everything. i wanna read and write forever. and do research and have real technical skills that help people #im still riding off of the high of getting 5 ccs off of an oncology patient who desperately needed a port #they were able to run like seven tests off of it #i had to use a couple ped tubes #she only had to get poked Once and barely noticed it bc the doc team came in and im so happy i made her admission that muvh easier #labs are so miserable #checking back on the blood and seeing all of the results came through made me more pleased than anything else in the world

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razzafrazzle · 1 year

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BOO!

[image description: a drawing of two original characters named rowan and gordy. rowan is a medium-skinned thin person with fluffy, brushed-back hair, a large nose, stubble, and yellow-tinted round glasses. he is wearing a yellow turtleneck, orange bellbottoms, white gloves, and black boots. gordy is a fat ghost child with pale blue skin and curly white hair. he is wearing a sailor costume and is drawn to look as though he is flat with white outlines. rowan is looking back at gordy in mild surprise in the middle of walking, and gordy is excitedly floating behind rowan and greeting him. gordy's ghostly tail is also loosely floating around rowan. end id]

#OOOOOO BABY IM ALREADY IN A HALLOWEEN MOOD!!!#did the main drawing all on one layer :o] all the finishing touches like the textures and back shadow were other layers tho #anyways shoutout to everyone out there who remembers gordy. only the real ones do #i never draw gordy. i am sorry my sweet boy #consider this concept art for a gordy redesign. think itd be fun to make her look flat and blobby!!! more ghosty that way #wish i knew how to make charms or whatever bc i would love a lil charm of this #doc talks #my art #my characters

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magentagalaxies · 3 months

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me a few weeks ago: "i should make a google docs version of my buddy cole timeline so i can have it on hand when i interview people for the doc"

a few weeks later

i have a 54-page google doc with each point on my buddy cole timeline in chronological order as well as thorough details of each event and how it contributed to the overall evolution of buddy cole, baseline interview questions for each point, screenshots of interviews and reviews for each project buddy cole appeared in over the past several decades, and dedicated pages for several of the queer writers and performers scott referenced in interviews over the years, along with a list of every time buddy cole swears on camera. i am printing this document out and putting it into a binder that's never leaving my side throughout the rest of production. the binder has its own theme song

#i just kept singing to myself:#''it's the big book of buddy! it's the big buddy binder! it's the product of jessamine having too much time on zir hands!''#so i figured out the chords on my keyboard and now i'm going to record a theme song for my binder of buddy cole facts #tbh i kind of want to use that ''theme song'' for like a series of shortform (under 3 minute) videos while we work on the big project #when something's enough of a fun fact to be interesting but likely won't be able to make it into the larger doc #like the ''list of every time buddy swears'' would be a good segment. i could get an explanation from scott and maybe make people guess #how many times he swears on the tv show itself #i also have a list of ten buddy cole trivia questions i wanted to ask the kids in the hall to see how many obscure facts people remember #so i could chop those up question by question and be like here's the question and now let's see the guesses of the people i interviewed #(i really wish someone else could make a different list of buddy trivia so you could have me vs scott and see who knows more)#(the person who's been playing buddy for almost 40 years vs the nerd who's directing the buddy cole documentary)

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arihi · 11 months

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The difficult thing about openly blogging about healing and going through a long period of growth publicly is the feeling of “I’m not doing super great, and it’s worse than it has been before” springs to mind, but for the X number of times you’ve said it in the past, it feels more trivial. And maybe that’s a sign that things have always been an up and down sort of pattern, and that it will pass again, but maybe it also serves to feel more isolating in not having the words or energy anymore to describe how it is *this* time. And it is a position that changes day to day, and on better days it feels more passable, and on worse the void feels more vast. The mere fact that it changes is probably a good sign, that nothing ever has to be set in stone. But boy are some days so, so dreadful.

#I guess a measure would be this feels like pre-move out times right now #when I was (physically) in a bad and unsafe place #and moving out has had its own stressors and anxieties #but the dread I feel is very reminiscent of another older time before then #I recently visited Texas with Spider and Sarah and Doc #we stayed at my parent’s place so it was definitely a mixed bag #I wish I wasn’t so messed up after every visit there #I thought it’d be better or easier with company after this time #but due to a variety of factors I’ve left the experience more tattered than I’d like #they had fun and it wasn’t a bad trip #but it wasn’t a great trip for me personally for loaded reasons #Spider knows to check in on me more in the coming days and weeks so that is good #FUCK man also I love this new song that came out but I CANNOT listen to it anymore and had to remove it from my playlist #because I kind of associate it with the trip now and it makes me cry every time I hear it haha #second song I ever had to do that with!!#I’m okay #just so very tired.

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ladystoneboobs · 1 year

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i call this collection, contradictory quotes from two boys very, very confused about their families, homes, and loyalties.

#valyrianscrolls #asoiaf meta #asoiaf #jon snow #theon greyjoy #jonathan snowflake starkgaryen #long post #this was such a pain bc tumblr kept giving me errors processing the post #so i ended up having to copypaste into a word doc and take screengrabs of that to post as photos #finally posting out of sheer stubborn frustration as much as anything #(c)lsb #i am no stark #its not like i think jon was wishing for cat's death every time she went into childbirth #but the possibility must have occured to him that w/o her nobody would question his place at winterfell where hed lived his whole life #the same could not be said for hostage theon with no stark blood #and hes blinded by jealousy to think jon had more honor at wf. more love maybe but he wasnt the one sitting with robb for fancy feasts #jon's thoughts of the gods are quoted bc hes implicitly counting himself a stark with that phrasing instead of his gods or the old gods #just like theon betraying himself every time he said plural gods even if he never cared enough abt any gods to pray until ramsay #i'll always think his capture of wf had as much to do w desire to become a stark as revenge #else he would have sacked the castle and took hostages back to pyke like asha said #its like the saying if you cant beat em join em for theon it was the opposite #he couldnt understand why people who knew him as a hostage wouldnt help him hunt down his own child hostages #it was only fair! theyd be his wards and still live at winterfell together #it occurs to me that stannis for jon was like ned for theon stern scary guy he had to remind himself not to care about #jon may as well be shouting im the lord of winterfell when announcing his desertion hes so bold yet he thinks if this is oathbreaking #if! what theon turncloak mental gymnastics could make it not oathbreaking to kill a northern lord?!

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esleep · 1 month

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i did some slightly physical housework (took all my houseplants out to the porch for a neem oil spray-down + very overdue pruning, and also wiped down the plant tables) and now my back hurts so bad i'm gonna have to just lay on the floor for the rest of the night. yup you're right doc no problems here, i should just try working out more 👍

#doctors have absolutely no idea what to do about back problems so they just like to pretend they don't exist. it rules.#i wish i could do that at my job.#docs are also really really bad at diagnosing my type of scoliosis - or at least the ones that did the screenings at my school were #they seemed to be looking for side-to-side abnormalities. mine is front-to-back - my lower back dips in more than it should.#sure strengthening my core would probably help with stabilizing that! but how am i supposed to do that when physical work causes me pain?#no one seems to have an answer or want to address the issue at all.#i didnt even know i had it or that was considered a form of scoliosis until i was basically an adult.

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carcarrot · 8 months

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has no one made an edited version of tsb thats like. just the sparks parts lol

#im a fake fan (i have not watched the entire documentary)#i did watch the first like 25 minutes once and ive obviously seen the bonus features w the guys but #im sorry this is just because with the exception of like ex band members and other actual relevant music people (like todd rundgren)#i do not want to watch other people talking abt spars bc its partly like what do you know abt this band and also #if sparks have been so important to you why are you only saying it now .#OGH anyway my hot take abt the documentary. i get it and i think it was a good thing for the guys however #i wish it was a little more spars focused but i know they gotta keep up their mystique #the only reason im asking for this now is because of what im planning for my sparstember project #but like for real if it was just 2 and a half hours of the guys vagueing about sparks and going places well that would be better. to me #this is nothing against edgar either btw its just my own personal onion abt the doc

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48787 · 8 months

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I love your tags they are perfect

I wish I could read entire documents written by you

Thank you so much!!

Right now the tag limits keep me bound and teach me how to be more direct, but soon I shall amass enough psionic power to transcend those bounds and begin my evil plots of psychic world dominance.

What I mean to say is your wish might be granted once I get certain things in order! I'm very glad my long rambling tags are appreciated though!! I doubt they're going anywhere any time soon

#ask #I still need to get that god damn baseball doc written down #but every time i think of the name Cartwright i get angry at God #and that's been clouding my head whenever I try to gain more information on him #i wish i was alive when he was so i could kill him myself... not like that would stop baseball from being “invented” in America #because he sure as shit didn't invent it and even if he did invent it and i killed him someone else would invent it instead #that fucking hack. i fucking hate cartwright and i still don't know if hating him for baseball is apt yet i hate it #I'm probably going to figure out something a bit more fictional in the meantime just so baseball doesn't entirely consume my brain

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moodlespinataisland · 1 year

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Little poll for fun and because i HAVE to know..

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mutalune · 3 months

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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

#starlight personal #the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening #the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope #now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed #because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that #2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences #4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it #treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great #treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body #idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing #PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks #ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months #until my next appointment #which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps #I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides #also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is #also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough #this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering #but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly #which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose #(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own #I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient #and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to #like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here #so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here #I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly #make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad

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gaylittleguys · 4 months

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it’s actually so fucked up and evil that random white npcs from bg3 that show up twice got more dedicated fans than Wyll

#racist fans will do anything to avoid actually engaging with a black character #like. no offense to normal people who like some of the fun npcs #there’s a lot of them! I love all the detail put into the npcs!#but.#HUGE but #it’s weird right that there was more fandom about background guys than one of the major characters #and then people would go ‘ohhh but wyll doesn’t rly have any content :/‘#like guy who’s there for like 3 scenes max could possibly ever have more depth than A MAJOR CHARACTER #I’m not even excusing it as oohhhh but people want hot tiefling characters bc WYLL #I will defend Wyll to the death #if there’s no Wyll defenders I have died #if Wyll has a million fans I’m one of them. if Wyll has 5 fans I’m one of them. if Wyll has 1 fan that 1 is me.#like yeahhhhg Larian did him dirty with his storyline and fucked up that he was hours less content than other origin characters #I’m not excusing that that’s awful too #but like. idk if you say Wyll is boring while hyping up white npc no.324 I’ll kill you #he’s funnyyyy and cool and kind and I like him #.doc #what everrrrr #I’m hoping the bg3 has calmed down a little I don’t wish to be crucified for this but it shouldn’t be a controversial opinion #boring bg3 fans would throw up if they’d see the shit I think about these characters #Larian let me have a go I’ve got good ideas for his story #sucks that Wylls arc revolves so much around other people #I still think it would have been soo interesting to explore his ideals/alignment leading him astray like his misconceptions about karlach #like a whole if he belives what he’s doing is for good but it’s not where does that leave him how would he feel about that #whateverrrrrr #wyll my best friend wyll #my beloved

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sp00pypumpkins · 7 months

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Today I wanted to draw a lot before I have to start studying next week but I got blocked by the news I gotta visit family

HALF MY NOTES OF TODAY'S CLASS ARE ABOUT JUST PUTTING ZERO IN AUS AND MAKING A LIST OF LIL DOODLE COMICS

I just wanna draw them in silly situations 😔

#ollie rambles #the sweet home au and spiderdog au are taking me by chockehold like I HAVE SO MANY INTERACTIONS I WANNA DRAW IN SWEET HOME AU #And i spiderman its like one of the few marvel characters i adore U CANNOTNPUT STUFF I LIKE TOGETHER I GO SILLYYYY #I wanna draws specifically in sweet home when catnap learned hownto drive the motorcycle and went onto his “parttime job” and would #sometimes damage the moto but because he wanted to keep the secret of his part time job to his friends and others he goes to Zero To fix hi #moto since zero is also in to get the scientists and bad guys #and even tho it was not zero's speciality he gave up and started learning to fix the moto and then became a pro on it #sometimes wishes even to make modifications but idk if catnap would like that HAHAHS #and i have more stuff about sweet home #for spiderdog au i just wanna draw an unhinged zero(its a mix between the cartoon one and the bigger body one since in this au they are als #an alien)#wanna draw them as doc ock so much unhinged guy who is all goof and silly but has twist of mood sometimes they are spiteful to human for #what they done to them </3 #(btw zero in sweet home au mostly just research about the whereabouts and scouts locations where the bad guys are he doesnt #face them directly unless is necesary. he would be scared but he would snap back imediatly if a friend is about to get hurt #but he would be blind by rage and wont stop hurting the scientist evem tho is dead. he is working on his issues HAHA)

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