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#and i will think about them regardless šŸ¤©
lucassinclaer Ā· 1 year
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some dynamics i genuinely think would have enhanced the story if more screentime had been allotted to them in canon. some dynamics i just wanna read and write fanfic about while knowing that their particular focus wouldn't have fit into the themes of the canon narrative.
these things can and should coexist.
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Hey, just wanted to know what do you think La Squadra members would avoid while looking for a s/o. So basically their biggest turn offs.
I love your posts btw šŸ˜
Thank you so much šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ your encouragement is like drugs to meeeeeeee
This was a fun one to do- thank you so much for asking šŸ¤© it really made me put my thinking cap on! šŸ§ 
La Squadra No-Gos in an S/O
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CW: Suggestive Content aka Melone being Melone
Notes: this was fun to write! Remember we all have our flaws and the squad loves you REGARDLESS! šŸ„° šŸ’œ Beryl
Visually thereā€™s nothing that the guys donā€™t like. It doesnā€™t matter what your skin color is, what your ethnicity is, where youā€™re from, your neurodiversity, your mental illnesses, how tall you are, or how much you weigh. Theyā€™ll love you all the same! ā¤ļø But itā€™s whatā€™s on the inside is where they get pickyā€¦
Risotto
Self centered/ overly needy- This leader is always thinking about others and nothing irks him more than someone who only thinks about themself. It just makes him think of the boss when an S/O gets greedy or demanding, expecting him to use all of his mental, physical, and financial resources only on them. He deserves some love and care too! But he wonā€™t admit or demand that because heā€™s too proud of a man. Just be patient and wait your turn and he will always have the time for you. It might not be all the time you want but he does dedicate time just for you.
He just canā€™t handle someone whoā€™s overly needy. You're going to have needs. He knows that. Heā€™s going to tend to you at a higher level than he does his own men. Donā€™t demand too much out of this exhausted man. Heā€™s probably not in the mood to go out on a big date but heā€™s going to come home to you and give you a big hug and kiss and listen to you about how your day went. Heā€™s going to tell you how much he missed you and help you make dinner. Heā€™s not going to be here every time for your beck and call. But heā€™s going to come back to you every time he has a moment to himself because he loves you that damn much.
Formaggio
- Judgmental / perfectionism- This man goes with the flow when it comes to life. Heā€™s a very laidback man without any plans. So donā€™t get irritable when he doesnā€™t have huge goals or aspirations. Thereā€™s nothing more that irks him is a judgmental perfectionist. If you mess something up donā€™t worry about it! You can always do it again. Not everything needs to be in order! He doesnā€™t mind a little cat hair on his shirt or the fact he throws his dirty laundry by the washing machine on the floor. Heā€™ll get to it when heā€™s ready.
Donā€™t be so judgmental- thereā€™s no one correct way to live life. He isnā€™t telling you how to live so donā€™t tell him! He understands if you have something debilitating like OCD. We all got our issues. He just doesnā€™t really want to be nagged or bossed around. Want him to clean up the house? Just ask nicely and zaddy will take care of it for ya! Thatā€™s all it takes! Heā€™ll work on being a little more organized as long as you work on yourself too! Heā€™s your biggest supporter and heā€™ll let you know it!
Illuso
Dishonesty/ cheating- he absolutely hates it when someone lies to him. Just be honest with him! He has eyes and ears everywhereā€”the mirrors. So he knows if youā€™re talking shit or plan on cheating on him. Donā€™t even say itā€™s all a misunderstanding! Once that trust is lost, itā€™s lost forever. He doesnā€™t let people in very easily so expects you to be a loyal faithful s/o. He acts like a man who thinks relationships will ā€œchain you downā€ but he only acts that way due to past relationships going sour, almost always surprisingly with him the one getting cheated on.
He doesnā€™t expect you to put up with his bullshit or sass! He knows when he needs to be put in his place. But if youā€™re his s/o he wonā€™t really tease you. Heā€™s a very sensitive guy but will only share that side of himself with you. So donā€™t be going around spilling his secrets or making fun of his sensitive side. His trust is just that fragile.
If you treat him kindly, he will treat you like a god/dess. Heā€™s undeniably the most loving and loyal man youā€™ll ever have as long as youā€™re faithful and donā€™t play with his heart.
Pesci
Negativity/ Cynicism- This sweet guy is a huge empath. So thereā€™s nothing he dislikes more is someone who is super cynical or super negative. Heā€™s like a biiiiig emotional sponge. If youā€™re feeling bad, HES FEELING BAD. He has low self esteem and can understand if you do too but the relationship wonā€™t last long if youā€™re both being emotional anchors weighing each other down. šŸ˜ž Youā€™re allowed to have your bad days! Everyone has bad days. But let him try to pep you up and let you know that things will pass and youā€™ll see the light of another happy day again. Donā€™t push him away and have a pity party! Show him a smile through those tears! šŸ˜š and do the same for him. Be each others amateur therapists and cheerleaders! šŸ“£
Prosciutto
Passive Aggression/ Bad Communication- Thereā€™s nothing that irritates this no nonsense man who beats around the bush. Say what you need to say damn it! Heā€™s very transparent with you about what he wants and expects. He wants the same from you! So if you got beef with him, say it, donā€™t be passive aggressive about it. He needs clear communication from you. You arenā€™t going to ā€œhurt his feelingsā€. Heā€™s a grown ass man/adult and can handle some criticism as long as itā€™s constructive of course. Donā€™t go all out insulting him. He wonā€™t stand for that, and he doesnā€™t expect you to stand for it either! Let him know if heā€™s being too harsh. LET HIM KNOW EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TO TELL HIM. šŸ‘ A healthy functioning relationship is ALLLLL about communication!
Melone
Rigidness/ Closed minded- Anything goes with this guy. Heā€™s all about trying new things. New foods, new vacation spots, new fashion trends, new cultures, new sex positions.
He doesnā€™t like someone whoā€™s super close minded and wonā€™t at least try something. You need to get out of your comfort zone just a little bit! Do you know how much youā€™re potentially missing out on??? Melone knows. He doesnā€™t want to have to beg you (unless heā€™s in the bedroom) to try every little thing! He KNOWS youā€™re not going to like everything and he KNOWS youā€™re going to be NERVOUS! And thatā€™s okay! Heā€™s here for you and heā€™s not going to take offense because you didnā€™t like something. Everybodyā€™s different and thatā€™s what makes the world so interesting but you have to be able to give in a little and let loose or else this relationship just wonā€™t work! He doesnā€™t expect you to try everything, somethings you just know that you wonā€™t like. Hate chewy textures? Then you probably wonā€™t like the shrimp or the calamari. You know your body best! He just wants to make as many firsts with you and fill his photo album of you two šŸ’œ
Ghiaccio
Impatience / no empathy: Now before you call him a hypocrite try to understand his side of the story. Heā€™s neurodivergent and he has to constantly adjust to his environment. His senses are always being overwhelmed. He needs someone whoā€™s Autistic too, neurodivergent in another way, or just understands him. He canā€™t have someone snapping back at him to calm down and stop being so angry all the time! Heā€™s not doing it because he wants to! He loves being calm!
He has no time for an argumentative s/o that isnā€™t understanding with him. Heā€™s really a sweet guy when he isnā€™t on edge. Make him a meal with all his sides separate, and make sure the texture is juuuusssst right. Donā€™t get upset when heā€™s getting annoyed with the tag on the back of his shirt bothering him or if he doesnā€™t have the right socks for his shoes. He hates the scratchy material of cheap socksā€¦he likes them super soft! If he gets irritated about an idiom let him rant it out. Maybe take the time to explain to him what it means if he doesnā€™t know. He still might be annoyed but heā€™ll thank you for sitting through one of his rants.
This may sound like a tall order but trust me on this-heā€™s easy to please because he likes the same thing every time. He will always repay your patience with the utmost gratitude!
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konigsblog Ā· 8 months
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Yo yo yo, love your works. šŸ„µšŸŽ‡ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
Also to clarify a lil, yes gooning is related to porn addiction, but tbh itā€™s quite a severe type of it. Itā€™s like a ā€œstate of mindā€ where people tend to try to keep themselves at the edge of an orgasm for as long as possible and like become overwhelmed and just ā€œdazedā€. Iā€™m talking like silent but slack jawed and drooling with blank eyes.
Something wayyy past the point of frequent masturbation to porn. It gets to the point where people start to worship pornography as a ā€œgodā€ and ā€œgooningā€ becomes like a prayer. No joke itā€™s as if they are in a cult, absolutely makes them lose sense of morality. Oh also itā€™s usually solely focused on masturbation, because it warps peoples minds to the point where real sex just doesnā€™t do it for them.
Anyways Iā€™m saying all this cuz I think it can make a fire concept to write about. Esp that loss of morality part šŸ˜‹ and how the gooner may use a victim to keep as a literal ā€œlive flesh lightā€ doesnā€™t even pay them any attention just uses their body whilst watching porn to ā€œgoonā€.
Oof Iā€™m a dark cod writer too but ran out a steam a lil, idk how you keep pumping works so consistently girl. But keep slaying šŸ¤© (and Iā€™ll keep eating these up šŸ½ļø)
-e.c
thank you for the extra information, this gooner au us plaguing my mind even more now :( šŸŖ¦šŸ•Šļø
tw: non-con, rape, "gooning", gooner/depraved!kƶnig, cult-like themes, hints at kidnapping.
the thought of "gooning" being like a cult is crazy to me. imagining him using you as a sacrifice; eyes wide and drool dripping down his chin as he pounds into your swollen, raw folds. you can barely speak, his rough and fast thrusts knock the wind from your lungs, silencing your cries for mercy and help. he's not using you for his pleasure, you're just an outlet, something to help him. he rocks and drives his thick hips against your ass, gritting his teeth as he pants and growls, addicted to the porn on his computer screen.
since he views pornography as a "god", he spends most of his time "praying" and by praying, i mean jerking off, his wrist painfully sore from the continuous movements. he sits, eyes glued to the screen and his dick drooling, his captive chained to the wall, naked and bare and bruised after his cruelty.
he will watch almost anything, regardless of how immoral and wrong it may be.
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lovemyromance Ā· 6 months
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*SPOILERS FOR HOFAS* (even though it's been like almost 2 months guys get on it šŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø)
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So the Cauldron was wrong šŸ¤© Isn't that something?
And by wrong, we mean it was corrupted by the Asteri / Daglan to create the most powerful offspring. Not necessarily bonds that are of the soul or formed by love or whatever. Not saying this CAN'T also be the case, two things can be true at once, but for sure-confirmed-the Asteri tampered with the Cauldron to fix pairings that would produce powerful offspring (for them to snack on, I guess).
What does that mean? Does it mean every single mating bond currently out there is wrong and created only for the purpose of the most powerful offspring?
No. Not necessarily.
We don't really know where mating bonds come from. The Cauldron, the Mother, etc.
Just based off the fact that Feyre or Rhys didn't go into the cauldron, I think their bond is not from the cauldron. Could it still be called into question? Maybe, but I think it's been shown they would've chosen each other regardless of the bond.
But Elain & Nesta, their mating bonds were only revealed after they were dumped out of the Cauldron. Could we say that their mating bonds were given to them by the Cauldron and are therefore tampered with?
Perhaps. That's a solid possibility.
The thing is, Cassian had a feeling as soon as he met Nesta in ACOMAF that she was his mate. He felt something before she even went into the cauldron. So maybe their bond existed before the cauldron, meaning they don't have a cauldron-given bond either.
Now let's look at Elain.
Elain's mating bond with Lucien was revealed as soon as she came out of the Cauldron.
You can argue that "oh he showed mate behavior and stepped toward her before she went in" but so did Tamlin. Tamlin said stop, Tamlin lunged for the King. So there's no way to discern whether Lucien also voicing his anger was "mate behavior" or Lucien genuinely being upset that Ianthe sold them out and kidnapped Feyre's sisters. Not if everyone in the room also reacted the same way.
Elain was in enough distress and struggling as it was. Lucien did not feel the bond snap and realize she was his mate then. Not until after she went into the cauldron.
I think just from the order of events, it's logical to conclude the Elucien bond is Cauldron-given. Not saying it's 100% true or right, but it's a plausible theory. Who's to say that if Elain & Lucien had crossed paths before the Cauldron incident, maybe Lucien would have felt the same attraction and feeling as Cassian had towards Nesta. Things did not play out that way, though, so we can't make that conclusion yet.
So to recap, here's what we have discovered:
Cauldron = Wrong
Feysand bond = Not Cauldron-given
Nessian bond = Not Cauldron-given
Elucien bond = Cauldron-given
Let's do some simple math. If the cauldron is wrong, and the Elucien bond is technically the only one that's Cauldron-given... wouldn't it mean theirs is the only one that is wrong?
And yes, I am aware, I have a huge Elriel bias. But the Elucien mating bond being wrong doesn't automatically make Elriel mates or anything. It just means there is something sketch about their bond. It is not like the others, and we can see that through the sheer way it has been written in the text since it was revealed.
Lucien & Elain avoid each other. Are uncomfortable around each other. Don't talk, don't communicate, can barely even be in the same room, are attracted to other people.
Did we see ANY of that from Feysand & Nessian?
I stand by my statement. One of these is not like the others: Elucien is not like the Feysand & Nessian bond. And it's not just because we haven't received their POVs. It's because:
"what if the cauldron was wrong" - voiced by multiple characters, and confirmed in HOFAS
"Why not make them mates" - Feyre, when she refers to Azriel and Elain
"Can you reject a bond?" - Again, Feyre when she considers how incompatible Elucien is. "she cringed when she thought of Elain subjected to that... fire"
Nesta observing Azriel's secret, the charged glances between the two
Nesta being so protective of Elain but allowing her to go with Azriel without protest
"death and the lovely fawn" - endorsement from the High Lady herself
"What happens if someone rejects their mate? What if the forces put you to be with the wrong person? It offers a lot to explore this concept of free will vs. true love" - SJM herself, on the today show.
But i thought it was obvious šŸ¤·šŸ»ā€ā™€ļø
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IWTV S2 Ep1 Musings - Looking for Home: Louis, Claudia & Daciana
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They flip between siblings and parent so much even I was getting whiplash--no wonder Lou's confused. U_U
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This was EEEEEEEEVIIIIIIL, AMC! šŸ˜­ Louis carrying Grace's wedding portrait, and using it to FAKE his identity in Europe, after Grace couldn't even go to Europe for her own honeymoon cuz Paul died--STOP IT! šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
And you can hear just a few quick seconds of the DPDL lietmotif that always plays for Grace, Paul, and sibling!Claudia, before it takes this SUPER dark and ominous tone--the song has been tainted, just like Lou's relationship with Grace and Claudia was tainted.
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Go AWF, Claudia!
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And then she finds ONE, and it was so heartbreakingly touching.
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I was hoping she was Alessandra, but nope, she's an AMC!OC, Daciana. I'm assuming they were nodding to one rando revenant:
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And she is obviously the same "Anna" the kids were singing about--(very Gaunter O'Dimm of them, I love it šŸ’€)--living like frikkin Baba Yaga in a grimy castle in the woods.
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Daciana killed her own fledgling after Claudia blinded him--after the revanant AND Daciana attacked them first, but whatever. Cuz she said he wouldn't be able to hunt/feed with no eyes--so it can't heal; her fledglings are too effed up. She's officially the last one in the area.
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And I get it now--the bear(?) head Claudia breaks off of the dead vampire's sarcophagus was a heraldric figurehead. Claudia showed it to Daciana, as a way of asking her who that dead vamp was.
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She didn't want to tell them her story or hear theirs--but she wanted them to know about Cezare Romulo (RIP). (It's crazy how in 5 minutes The Vampire Daciana was way more effective than a whole hour of Dierdre Mayfair. šŸ™„šŸ˜’) She complimented Claudia's blood, saying it tasted like the cream of the crop. Daciana only told them her name, and that she was waiting for her children--fledglings or real ones, who knows (I bet both).
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Only for Daciana to kill herself right in front of them (RIP). šŸ˜”šŸ”„
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This is so sad, but it was obvious she was gonna do that.
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Stop teasing the Children of Darkness after this Alessandra fake-out. She's got the same darkness in her that Nicki (AND Louis) had. And we know where that means. šŸ”„šŸ’€šŸ”„
These vampires are STARVING--hungry for family, love, home: LIFE.
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So is Claudia! šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ She wants a blood spouse! She wants a companion!
So I LOVE that Morgan clocked Louis on Grace's photo--that ain't yo wife! The gaydar was beeping the second your pretty arse walked in!
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Like, it's been established that Louis is a terrible liar-you don't need an investigative journalist to figure that much out. Louis is TOO honest--he was dumb AF for telling Morgan his real name! I get why he did it in the book--again: desperate to make a connection.
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But on the show it comes across way different--Louis almost immediately tells Morgan his name (he doesn't do that for Emilia, even though SHE called him pretty! Istg I was picking up some flirtatiousness with Lou & Morgan; put those pheromones AWAY šŸ˜‚). But you come across MIGHTY SUS if your Black arse is going around switching identities on all these twitchy Europeans, Louis!
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Like baaaaaasicallllllyyyyyyy!!! šŸ¤¦ You see them shooting up corpses just to make sure--you think they won't shoot YOU!?!
Anyways, it's so cool that they made Morgan a photographer--so is THIS why Louis starts taking photos!? šŸ¤©šŸ“ø
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Cuz I've been wondering how Louis makes money in Paris so they don't have to pickpocket anymore?
I love that they included this.
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No matter where they go, they have to pose as Black servants and maids and VALETS and SLAVES, white folk are the same regardless of the country.
Which was an interesting parallel with Daciana, and how much they were hyping up America.
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She was clearly nuts, but smart & sane enough to realize that 2 (two!) Black vampires had fled their oh-so-great "land of the free" to come to HER busted AF blown up war-torn country, so why should she expect to have any happiness over there?
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I don't know a lick of Romanian, but I wonder if the "another one" she was referring to was the soldier, or the country. As Daciana realized that no matter who she made her new fledgling, and no matter which country she ran to, she'd be alone & unhappy without the people she loved--her HOME.
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Home is where the HEART is! Claudia's been homeless this whole time! Daciana's got that huge castle, but lives all alone--she can't make proper fledglings. Meanwhile Louis still thinks NOLA is home, even after they killed everyone who knew them--"including" Lestat!
*sigh* I hate this effing show, it's so dang good. šŸ˜­
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hazbingirliexoxo Ā· 7 months
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ā€œThe Archerā€ Angel Dust Analysis
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A/n: ALRIGHT YALLā£ļø itā€™s been a hot minute (literally a whole month lol ripā˜ ļø) but I have FINALLY written this and am ready to share it with everyone!šŸ¤© So Iā€™m a huge Swiftie and I absolutely love AngelšŸ˜­šŸ’• so listening to this song: ā€œThe Archerā€ instantly made me think of him. I think the lyrics really highlight how his experiences with love have shaped the complexities of his true feelings and while we still have so much more to discover about his and Huskā€™s developing relationship in the show, I truly think that this song just ā€œscreamsā€ them. If you havenā€™t listened to the song before, I definitely recommend to!šŸ˜Š Anyway, lez get into it!šŸ˜Ž
Note: For reference, I primarily used this article: https://gwtimes.org/1625/music-books-movies/the-archer-taylor-swift-lyric-analysis/ to organize all of my thoughts and opinions on why this song suits Angel so well. I think this author did an excellent job at explaining the real message of the song in regards to Taylorā€™s life, but this analysis is solely based on my OWN interpretation of how Angelā€™s character fits this song. Just wanted to clarify. THANK YOU AND ENJOY!!!ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø
Combat, Iā€™m ready for combat
I say I donā€™t want that, but what if I do?
Cause cruelty wins in the movies
Iā€™ve got a hundred thrown out speeches I almost said to you
Okay so, with these first few lines, we can think about how much Angel has been through, both in life and death. Like anyone else, heā€™s made mistakes and fought with many people heā€™s cared about before, whether that be with his birth family (ex: Arackniss, Molly) or his newfound family/friends heā€™s made at the hotel later on (ex: Charlie, Husk, Niffty, Sir Pentious, etc). But in terms of his actual familial background, Angel was born and raised in the mafia, meaning heā€™s used to seeing the indescribable horrors and violence associated with that lifestyle. He has no choice but to conjure up this metaphorical shield of ā€œarmorā€ in order to not only protect himself but also, survive. This ultimately makes it very difficult for Angel to form and develop good, healthy relationships, whether thatā€™d be platonic or romantic, because as much as he craves genuine love and affection, isnā€™t that going against everything heā€™s known? To not care about what anyone thinks of him because at the end of the day, everyone leaves regardless? Angel Dust is a perfect example of being conditioned to this toxic, negative mindset heā€™s built for himself every day and we especially see more of this when it comes to his work with Valentino.
Now Angel is a celebrity, the most famous porn star in all of hell. Of course, due to his natural charisma and good looks, all eyes are drawn to him. Heā€™s expected to essentially ā€œput on a showā€ and show off what heā€™s ā€œgood forā€ because who could resist the seductive, charming Angel Dust? But thatā€™s the cruel irony behind it all. Angelā€™s perception of his pornstar persona overshadows the reality of his true self, which makes it easy for him to push people away and not let anyone see the real him. Heā€™s bred to allow people to chase after him, lust after him, because thatā€™s the embodiment of who Angel Dust is, not who Anthony is. Angel Dust doesnā€™t care if people ā€œleaveā€ him because he knows that one way or another, thereā€™s always someone else who will appreciate him for his ā€œtalentsā€, who will shower him with the desire and attention he so desperately seeks, despite it being superficial. But Anthony? No one knows who that is nor anyone would care to know who Anthony is in Angelā€™s mind, so rather than reveal his true thoughts, he decides to remain silent and keep them hidden from the public view as a way to protect himself.
Easy they come, easy they go
I jump from the train, I ride off alone
I never grew up, itā€™s getting so old
Help me hold on to you
Now, these second set of lyrics go a little more in-depth about Angelā€™s personal life and relationships. The first line expresses how easily he attracts people and yet still drives them away. The second one, however, can be explored through both a platonic and a romantic perspective. In a platonic lens, Angel struggles with making real, genuine friends (other than Cherri) because heā€™s afraid no one will be interested to get to know him. The same thing can be said in a romantic point of view. Angel loves to flirt, yes, but with his pornstar persona, he over-amplifies it and makes it seem like heā€™s ā€œon boardā€ in the beginning, but in the slightest sense of any seriousness or vulnerability, he ā€œjumps offā€, going his own way because he knows heā€™s unable to commit. This third line takes a look into how Angel is associated with being the ā€œblack sheepā€ of his family. Despite his somewhat childish nature, Angelā€™s always causing trouble and has never been the more focused, responsible type like his older brother: Arackniss. But due to these specific family dynamics, this shows how Angel feels like heā€™s never taken seriously with his true self. And because of that, he doesnā€™t understand how to grow and mature enough as a person to handle long-term relationships. The last line here can be portrayed as Angelā€™s inner thoughts and feelings towards his future love interest in the series: Husk. Angel is so used to giving up and running away from the idea of real love because of his own sexual abuse and trauma from Valentino. But throughout his whole afterlife, Husk is the only good man who respects and values Angel for who he truly is and despite how nice yet unfamiliar that feeling is, Angelā€™s terrified of losing it. Therefore, these lyrics can imply how heā€™s pleading for Husk to help him stay grounded and focus on exploring and pursuing this new relationship with him.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
In the chorus, we can start to see the lyrics become even more personified towards Angelā€™s life. Heā€™s been hurt by so many people, yet heā€™s also his own worst enemy because heā€™s done the same thing to those who he cares about too, ultimately straining or damaging the relationships as a whole. He wonders why no one would want to stay in his life, but deep down, he knows that he doesnā€™t make it easy for people to love him either. So in order to change that, he needs to believe in himself and trust that he can make a positive effort towards becoming better.
Dark side, I search for your dark side
But what if Iā€™m all right, right, right, right here?
And I cut off my nose just to spite my face
Then hate my reflection, for years and years
Within the next verse, we can connect back to how Angelā€™s toxic mindset has made a profound impact on himself and his relationships. Thereā€™s a big part of him thatā€™s always subconsciously searching for the negative aspects of letting people into his life, and that in itself, is what overpowers his psyche into not recognizing and acknowledging the positive facets as well. These next few lines can be referenced to how he strives to maintain his pornstar persona. The whole concept of Angel Dust is for him to be as appealing and desirable to everyone no matter what because thatā€™s what the public likes to see. But unfortunately, what Angel doesnā€™t comprehend is that he doesnā€™t need to overemphasize this ā€œmaskā€ of his because the real, genuine people in his life (such as Molly, Charlie, Cherri, Husk, etc.) love and accept him for who he is internally rather than externally. This lack of understanding can also drive him to act impulsive with his emotions and lash out towards the people he deeply cares about, thereby causing him to feel hatred towards himself and regret the decisions heā€™s made later on.
I wake in the night, I pace like a ghost
The room is on fire, invisible smoke
And all of my heroes die all alone
Help me hold on to you
The metaphorical meaning behind these next lyrics can connect to how empty and restless Angel feels when heā€™s by himself. We know that he suffers intense nightmares and drug hallucinations from Valentino, but in this next line: ā€œThe room is on fire, invisible smokeā€, this allows us to dive deeper into his inner troubles and the emotional turmoil and chaos heā€™s experiencing from it. Heā€™s known to ā€œburn bridgesā€ and ā€œstart firesā€ with others because like I stated previously, he believes everyone will leave him eventually, so as a result, he shuts people out as a way to cope with this depression and loneliness, knowing that itā€™s still his fault.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Screaming, who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
Here we have the main chorus again, but whatā€™s different is that the word ā€œscreamingā€ is used. This allows us to really see and feel the intensity behind Angelā€™s emotions. It can almost be viewed as if heā€™s ā€œcrying out for helpā€ and begging for someone, ANYONE, to reach out and stay there with him.
Cause they see right through me
They see right through me
They see right through
Can you see right through me?
They see right through me (2x)
I see right through me (2x)
This next sequence of lyrics is pretty self-explanatory, especially regarding Angelā€™s famous reputation. Based upon his story arc so far, the internal struggles and hardships Angel has faced throughout life and death have definitely taken a toll on him. Even though he aims to portray this glamorous, charming pornstar personality, characters like Husk can see right through Angel pretty easily and have no issue in calling him out for how fake heā€™s being. This not only makes Angel very hyper-aware of his mask ā€œslipping awayā€, but also adds on an extra layer of anxiety and panic heā€™s feeling from losing control of that facade.
All the kingā€™s horses, all the kingā€™s men
Couldnā€™t put me together again
ā€˜Cause all of my enemies started out friends
Help me hold on to you
The first line here is a clear reference to the nursery rhyme, Humpty Dumpty, but the next few lines are what really emphasize Angelā€™s character even more. Angel is not an easy guy to get along with. He knows he can be an asshole and because of that, heā€™s made many enemies who couldā€™ve potentially stayed as friends in his life if he didnā€™t push them away. But that doesnā€™t make him feel as if heā€™s alone right? After all, Angel Dust is fulfilled with receiving ā€œloveā€ from clients, fans, and Valentino all the time, so that has to mean something, right? This particular mindset is what fuels Angel to continue craving that form of infatuation and attention because itā€™s what he surrounds himself with every day. However, once that ā€œhighā€ dies down, who does he have waiting there for him at home? No one, because in reality, he IS alone and that terrifies him even more due to the fact that heā€™s the reason behind these self-destructive tendencies.
Iā€™ve been the archer, Iā€™ve been the prey
Who could ever leave me, darling? But who could stay?
(I see right through me, I see right through me)
Who could stay? (4x)
You could stay
Combat, Iā€™m ready for combat
These final lines of the song play a significant role in how Angelā€™s perspective on love can change for the future. Like Iā€™ve said prior, Angel has never had anyone show real, genuine interest in him before, that is, until he met Husk. Husk has made it very clear in the beginning that he doesnā€™t like putting up with anyoneā€™s bullshit. While his gruff, no-nonsense exterior may be off-putting to others, Angel is very attracted to how real Husk is in expressing how he feels and that is exactly the kind of person Angel needs in his life right now. Over some time throughout the series so far, we start to see a closer relationship develop between the two as well, how fond and comfortable they are of each other. This scares Angel because like all of his other relationships and his current predicament with Valentino, heā€™s afraid that Husk will voluntarily leave or be taken away from him forever. So in order to avoid that, Angel is determined to do everything he can to keep Husk a permanent part of his life.
Overall, Angel is well aware that heā€™s not an easy person to love, but with Husk, he feels as if he could be the one to truly understand and accept him for who he is. That maybe, and hopefully, Husk will be the one to stay for goodā¤ļø
A/n: yalll,, this is soo fucking long Iā€™m so sorryšŸ˜­ but I absolutely love these two with all my heart, literally on my hands and knees like this šŸ§Žā€ā™€ļøšŸ§Žā€ā™€ļøšŸ§Žā€ā™€ļø but anywaysss I really hoped you enjoyed it just as much as I loved writing itšŸ„° PLEASE give me all the feedback you have! I would love to hear everyoneā€™s thoughts and opinions, it would really make my dayšŸ„¹ Thanks for reading loves!!šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼šŸ«¶šŸ¼
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Spy x Family CODE: White new trailer and predications (no.2)
Another new CODE: White trailer aired on Saturday as a commercial with the new episode, but it was officially released on YouTube earlier this morning. With this trailer, we can confirm that the woman who Yor sees with Loid is Fiona.
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Apparently a lot of people are upset about this, but I don't think it's a big deal. I keep hearing complaints that this scenario is repetitive, but it only happened one time when Fiona was first introduced. In that case, Yor was jealous just knowing Loid had a female coworker that he seemed to be close with. But in the case of the movie, she actually sees them kiss, or thinks they did at least, which is a lot more extreme. So it makes sense that she would be upset and, depending on how the movie handles this subplot, I don't think it's necessarily detrimental to her character. We also don't know for sure if Loid and Fiona are actually kissing, if they just appear to be from Yor's POV, or if Yor only imagines that they did. But regardless, one thing for sure is that it was not a kiss of passion. We know Twilight has kissed many women "for the mission," so maybe he had to do it to Fiona for whatever reason. Since movies based on anime series are created with a more general audience in mind - people who aren't necessarily fans and only have a vague idea of what the series is about - plus the movies aren't allowed to alter the canon of the manga, I'll be lenient if they use a few rehashed ideas. But even if the jealous Yor subplot does end up feeling a bit forced, if it leads to juicy Twiyor moments, I'm sure a lot will be forgiven šŸ˜…
Anyway, as far as updating my movie chronology predictions, this new trailer pretty much only answered the question of what woman Yor saw with Loid (so Twilight's woman disguise from the very first trailer didn't mean anything, lol). Though it is interesting that Fiona isn't in disguise here. She's wearing a nice outfit too...maybe she wanted to meet Twilight off-duty for some reason? Maybe because she heard he was being removed from Operation Strix? And maybe Twilight saw Yor nearby and jumped in front of Fiona so Yor wouldn't see her face, making it look like he's kissing her? But again, the screenshots from this trailer could also be exaggerations in Yor's imagination, not what actually happened.
We're likely to get at least one more of these short teasers, since the previous one was focused on Loid, this one was focused on Yor, so maybe Anya and Bond next? Can't believe we're less than a month away until the movie officially releases! šŸ¤©
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šŸ˜œP PoweršŸ˜œ
Personal... You freaksšŸ§
Saying this now, unless I specifically GENDER something assume it is automatically gender (and sex) neutral. Gender, sex, and expression are not, and never have been the same.
šŸ¤©I think Pluto in Pisces will show both an exasperation and increase focus on mental + spiritual health. Besides the spiritual and metaphysical properties of Pisces, it's also the sign of the unconscious and the fears that we have. Last Pluto in Pisces we saw a lot more asylums built, increased paranoia, and cases of mass hysteria. There was a vast increase in social stigmas related to certain spiritual beliefs and straight up massacres in some areas of the world. Pluto is still a planet of extremes and whatever it gives a boon in socially/ spiritually, it also grants a struggle with on a physical level.
šŸ¤©I have no idea if it's because my Pluto is conjunct my Venus, but 10th house Venus definitely have issues with women in authority. It's been a constant theme in my life were women in positions of authority have abused their power and some have even try to sabotage my own endeavors (work wise, socially, even school wise).
šŸ¤©Another Pluto/Venus note is that men will have the opposite reaction. They tend to want to give more, be kinder, or over all be more protective over you. It might be that because Venus is a feminine planet and Pluto is the planet of extremes, Women (regardless if they are more masculine or feminine) tend to struggle hiding their feelings towards the native more, while men (regardless... Again), tend to be more expressive around the native and find comfort in that.
šŸ¤©The degree of your Saturn shows the personal energies, places and thoughts you may struggle more with.
šŸ˜You would look to the sign that's correlated to the degree and the themes it holds for the energy/place/thoughts that bring discomfort.
šŸ˜19Ā°-> Since this degree is linked to Libra, one might find that beauty and relationships are a big focal point in their life. They struggle a lot with there perception of: what is beautiful? What is a healthy relationship? Why certain people just don't like them? Might find discomfort in countries (and people from) France, Fiji, Nigeria and Japan.
šŸ¤©Since Saturn is exalted in Libra and Japan is ruled by it... it makes sense that looks, rules, and even history is very important to Japan. The whole (mostly) homogenous country is known for geishas (beauty and rules) AND it's part in WW2 or colonization {mostly in the Asian Pacific region} (history).
šŸ¤©I now believe Saturn is less about restrictions and more about discomforts. Restrictions straight up not allowing certain things to happen or belong. Discomfort is more our personal view on how something doesn't bring immediate comfort/joy.
šŸ¤©Yet another Saturn note, with discomfort brings discipline. To get pass discomfort you must have the discipline to sit with it. You can't ignore it because similar situations will constantly come up. And vice versa with discipline bringing discomfort.
šŸ¤©Neptune-Venus placements might find people are really comfortable touching them. Even strangers who have never met them. It could be that these natives don't come off aggressive so people don't see the need to respect their boundaries.
šŸ¤©I'm starting to be more convinced of Virgo being a high fame indicator (remember fame isn't always good, nor does it mean celebratory status). Virgo rules over daily activities and work, it just makes sense those who work/ do more in their daily life tend to get recognized more.
šŸ˜Also many famous people that are highly loved/known (and still alive) have a ton of Virgo/6th house placements. This also goes for Virgo degrees.
šŸ˜Long story short.. Leo is fame that gets recognized more after death, Taurus is fame during and after life, Capricorn is fame before life and a while after it, and Virgo is living fame.
šŸ¤©Earth signs and their ability to attract attention is down played a lot. Despite how relaxed they are compared to other signs, they still have a strong presence. And yes it is related to their physical (money, looks, items etc)
šŸ¤—Not a complete Astro observation but more of a spiritual one. (You can ignore it if you want)
The ego is not bad nor needs to be destroyed. šŸ¤—The ego is what makes ones personality; the likes, the dislikes, behaviors and fears. To destroy that is to destroy what makes a person an individual. I know it's a popular belief that the ego needs to be changed, and not sorry to say I don't agree. I believe it needs to have things added and taken away at different stages of life. If you destroy it, are you truly the same person?
šŸ¤—In astrology the Sun represents the ego. And the Sun is you at your core, your default mode and being (in this lifetime). When we speak on ego deaths it's not you destroying your individual essence, it's you removing the parts that no longer work for you. Ego deaths aren't true deaths if you think about it, it's more of a reawakening to other aspects of your being.
The ego exists to protect, not harm. You are only harmed by it when you don't want to let go of the parts that no longer protect you.
We are all born with the skills and ability to learn more as we age, it is when others tell use certain things aren't useful that we surpress and disengage from them. We are all born with egos and that is what makes us distinct from each other.
šŸ¤©I said this in a reply to a question and I'll say it here as well. Venus is the outward feminine expression of a person. Lilith is the inner feminine expression. What I mean by that is Venus is the social and personally accepted displays of femininity (regardless of gender). It's the things people are okay with seeing. Lilith is not the "dark" per say but less socially (and even personally) aspects of femininity. They both exist in all people and both get treated differently by all people.
šŸ¤©You might actually see that Venus doms and Lilith doms tend to hang around each other a lot.
šŸ¤©That being said they might not always like each other and be envious of how the other is.
(Venus is more accepted in society but jealous of how Lilith doesn't feel the need to have to fit in. Lilith is more expressive of themselves but jealous of how Venus just seems to fit)
šŸ¤©Saturn is the outward masculine expression. Chiron is the inner. I know someone is like "Um AchTuallY", and let me explain. Saturn is where we tend to fall in line with what (Western/Westernize) society sees as the masculine role. Saturn nutures but not overindulges. Saturn provides but doesn't overextend. Chiron does the same thing but more gentlely. Chiron nutures all, from what they know. Chiron provides for all, without taking from personal reserves.
šŸ¤©Like Venus and Lilith doms, Saturn and Chiron doms might find themselves in the same circles a lot. And of course the jealousy is all the same.
šŸ¤©Saturn is naturally given the role of the provider but is jealous of how Chiron wasn't forced and chose to be one. Chiron is naturally a nurturer and stepping stone in life but is jealous of how Saturn gets to stick around to see what the nutured grow.
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descendants rise of red thoughts
warning: these are probably nonsensical and just a lot of confusion/venting/random excitement?? but enjoy regardless:
I'm glad that they explained jay, evie, and mal's absence right off the batĀ 
Uma and mal's relationship >>>
Not me bawling my eyes out already at the mention of Carlos, we all know uma's tears were china's tears šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Wonderland is GORGEOUS
"DEVIL ON MY SHOULDER" WHERE THE ANGELS USED TO BE
this fight scene is so unrealisticĀ 
LUCIUS MALFOY?!?! (nope it's a dupe)
can I just say Kylie is GORGEOUS in red??
MAD HATTER SON SIGHTING AND I LOVE HOW HIS NAME IS MADDOX
who would have guessed she used the hug with Maddox to steal the Time Machine - hmm, not me!!
Brandy is absolutely KILLING IT her voice is majesticĀ 
but where does Chad fit into all of this??? like isn't he the son of Cinderella but he doesn't look like his dad or mom?
the queen of hearts accent is soooo soothing
she (the queen of hearts) reminds me a LOT of Audrey, in her looks, her mannerisms, the way she speaks, her everything, it's kinda crazyĀ 
A MENTION OF CHAD!!! Maybe it's possible! who cares about genetics!!
okay queen of hearts buggy is šŸ¤©šŸ¤©
Chloe reminds me so much of evie and red reminds me so much of mal!! this is probably obvious to everyone and on purpose but oh well
WHATS MY NAME REMIXXXXX AHHHH
where's Harry and Gil bro not even a mention of them??? they were uma's best friends bffr
Omg I haven't seen Dara in a lot of other things but she is SLAYING the crazy uliana characterĀ 
Chloe running around fixing all the things red's messing around with is so accurateĀ 
WICKED STEPMOM SIGHTING
anyways, the house Cinderella grew up in is soooo accurate to how I pictured it
I don't think poor chloe has ever touched a mop lol
Dara doesn't even sound like herself in this song
THAT EEL FREAKING SCARED ME GAGAHAGAGA IT LOOKS JUST LIKE FLOTSAM AND JETSAM which is probably the point but oh well here I amĀ 
the way my heart DROPPED when she smashed the shoes!!!! šŸ˜¢šŸ˜¢
oh snap. I did NOT expect red to go there (speaking about the "how did that end up for her?" talking about Chloe's mom) THATS SO AWFUL AND HORRIBLE MY JAW DROPPED
young Cinderella can SINGGGG
Love how they never showed Chloe's feet after she threw her glass shoes into the fireplace šŸ˜‚ not important but I thought it was funny
love the kid barking and meowing and making Merlin rethink his life choicesĀ 
I definitely thought for a second that red was gonna be like "actually, I want to stay in this timeline"
OMG I HOPE THIS WORKS
YESSSS UMAAAA SLAYYYYYY ILYYYY
the costume change for queen of hearts is EVERYTHING
how is Chloe going to explain the broken glass shoes to her mom lol
nothing gets past Uma lol she's ALL KNOWING OUR QUEEN
final thoughts: reaaaalllyyyy wishing we could have brought back more of the og's or even got a little more closure about Carlos and his death. even though I know everyone's moving on and healing and dove especially is distancing herself from Disney and trying to be her own person without that (which, I respect) I still would have liked a cameo, a sort of "passing the torch" thing. without them it kinda was abrupt and strange, but having fairy godmother and Uma definitely benefited the movie. Red and Chloe were definitely well thought out and loveable and relatable characters for me, being a perfectionist myself and having three little troublemaking brothers who want nothing to do with me or my family at all. I feel like there was hardly any real time to get to know the other characters at all though! particularly young Bridget and ella, I definitely would have loved to see more of them. even uliana, although she made such a big impact and interest with her limited amount of screen time, put it to good use and made the most, though I would have wanted more. More backstory between her and Ursula's relationship, perhaps??? Uma and uliana reconciliation?? where is uliana now??? etc etc etc. I feel like the movie was so short there wasn't a ton of time to fully flesh things out and explore the characters and yet the pacing was great for the plot, so I don't know how those two things work together but somehow it felt rushed and yet perfect at the same time?? Like I don't know what they could have added to make it longer. definitely wanted more Uma and fairy godmother banter and updates on all the vks and auradon kids!!! how's Jane!!! ESPECIALLY NOW CARLOS IS NO LONGER WITH US?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? what about Lonnie!! and dizzy and the twins and Doug and Harry and Gil and all those other rascals. good to know Chad's off playing tourney in college and we know mal, Ben, evie, and jay are sailing around the world making amends with other countries and forming alliances. but yeah. overall I was pretty satisfied, obviously I don't think ANYTHING could top the iconic original descendants but I feel like this one did its job. it continued the story and introduced many new characters and a new timeline and plot line that was easy to follow while also leaving room for more and for wanting more. didn't even mention the music but I felt a lot of it was suuuuper repetitive and just this pop thing. where are my ballads!!! my if onlys!!! everything was just like "rotten to the core" or "chillin like a villain" and I wanted some emotional songs. Yes, I love a good pop upbeat song but I don't want an entire movie of them. everyone sang great I think, except I couldn't tell what was real and what was auto tune, but anyways. so yeah, I'd rate this movie a 7.5 out of 10. Pretty decent but still... not the greatest. as to almost be expected without our original cast.
side note: anyone wondering, if Cameron Boyce hadn't passed away, do we think they still would have continued adding on to that original trilogy and storyline or do we think that they would have brought in the new characters and storylines anyway? just a thought, I've always wondering what it would be like if cam hadn't passed. rest in peace xo šŸ’‹Ā 
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It was a snippet,everyone is freaking out about a snippet of a few lyrics, in a proof of concept/hype teaser, and some outfits that might not be to your personal taste.
Deep breaths now,c'mon,easy does it.
I'm an 80s kid,and the child of two music obsessed people who had a massive vinyl and casette collection + concert keepsakes fastidiously organized and proudly displayed in our den.
Any car trip we went on would devolve into a jam session of some kind sooner or later.
Rockstar Lestat isn't cringe to me - it's comforting!šŸ˜‚šŸ„ŗšŸ„µ
Let us dejected old folks who love this kind of thing have it,please kids.
It's absolutely a taste thing,and that's okay but not everything that isn't to your taste is bad or cringe. It's also fine not the like the glam style or genre they decided on for Lestat,that again is personal taste and preference but the composers and writers are trying, working hard, and have a vision,they are incredibly talented. Last but not least, let's all remember that Rice herself had certain inspirations in mind when writing Rockstar Lestat which were very much of the era. We don't even really know anything about Rockstar Lestat's music yet. If they go with the inspirations they and Rice cited,and add some more for good measure,then he will have RANGE.
Regardless of genre or sub genre,so many of these artists were REAL musicians who could compose, play multiple instruments,perform, and have become deservedly immortal for their music. Imho,almost every track back then had that something that a lot of, if not all, of modern mainstream music is missing. It had grit, it had soul, it felt real and right in your bones. They gave their all on stage,often to exhaustion - long shows that had clothing discarded,barefoot, and voices scratching at the end. Drink? Smoke? Do drugs? Half way in the crowd? Groupies? Fuck yeah! With the greats of the era, 99% of the spectacle was their music,style, and incredible stage presence - even those who had stage effects or props didn't really need them.
From Freddie Mercury playing piano to Bruce Springsteen with his harmonica etc etc etc - the style/genre doesn't really matter because it doesn't get better than just pure talent,chest hair,and a dose of creative madness.
I'm sorry but I think he looked fantastic,hell they toned his style way down - have you seen some of those bands in their stage get ups, and the music videos?! Wait and see if that's what you wanted, you'll never know what's really coming.
All of this is so funny to me. That teaser was both amazing and also so very tame. He didn't even rip the head off of a bat on stage or anything - if that's what you want maybe wait for the actual season,who knows,if Louis and Doc Bhansali can't get him to take his meds he might very well go therešŸ¤£ But fr he did look like he stepped out of my memories of that time,that's for sure. Just dressed down,and more little sad meow meow-y. That Big Bird jacket was so cute c'monšŸ˜†šŸ¤©
Baby needs an intervention,sure,but damn if he doesn't glam that mental illness,rock that personality disorder,and maybe hopefully even metal that grief and bitternessšŸ˜
(Please let people look forward to something,even something imperfect or something that isn't to your taste,some of us need it to distract us from real world BS)
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Hi!! Iā€™m learning Norwegian right now and I was wondering if you have any tips about the language as a native? Maybe some slang or good books you could recommend! :D
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I'd def recommend having a look at NRK's website for free shows and films if you have a VPN. As for book recommendations I'd suggest the Phenomena series (I loved them as a kid), or Alvetegnet with GravbĆøygen VĆ„kner as an absolute favourite of mine with great folklore inspirations, and Sigurd Drakedreperen by Torill T. Hauger.
Some slang(?) for you:
Skjer? - What's up? lit. trans.: Happening?
Serr? - Seriously? shortening of "seriĆøst"
Hils - not really slang, but means to say hi to someone else for someone. Like "Oh, you're seeing them later? Hils", and when they see the person they'll say "Oh btw, I hilse from that person".
LƦttis - Funny.
Klein - Awkward. Older meaning: ill/sick.
Legg - ID. short for Legitimasjon.
Those are the most common ones I can think of, but there's plenty more in different dialects; sju (skjĆønner du - you see) and lƦll (allikevel - regardless) from my own.
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Live From the War Trenches of Pluto Opposition
I have already had one go around of Pluto transiting over the exact opposition degrees directly across from my ascendant of my birth chart. Now Pluto is retrograding back over these these sames degrees (May 2 - October 11.) Then for a third time, when He goes direct. What kind of spiritual lottery is that!? I honestly donā€™t know if Iā€™m going to survive it.
I can tell you what I have learned so far: Pluto in Opposition brings you people who want to destroy you. Every greedy narcissist sees you as competition. You will be at war regardless of whether or not you want to be. Some people might get off on these dynamics- unfortunately I am not one of them. Personally I always try and avoid that kind of energy. I keep my eyes on my own lane. Iā€™m the artist, the free-spirit, I have Venus on the Mid-Heaven in the 9th ~~ Iā€™m doing my own thing ~~ However I have already learned itā€™s IMPOSSIBLE to avoid this negative drama with Pluto in Opposition. Itā€™s like opening your front door everyday to the Grim Reaper. It calls you at 7 am just for the sheer sadistic pleasure of it. Personally I have never chanted so much in my entire Life. I literally start chanting the moment I begin to wake up!
I canā€™t imagine having this placement in a birth chart. What a training ground Life would be. Interesting to think about how this would affect all the different ascendants. This could create some very strong & powerful people. Some Winners - but also most definitely some losers.
Currently this is effecting Cancer Ascendants. A SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO ALL CANCER ASCENDANTS!! šŸ’š keep going - you are not alone!!! Find your Goood šŸ¤©Find your Sanctuaries and go there often.
I have also considered that since Pluto in Opposition brings in other people who want to destroy you, conversely when Pluto is on the Ascendant there is a similar war, but one that is internal. Either way - you WILL be transformed ā˜ ļø
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POLL RESULTS!!!! šŸ¤©
Hello everyone (by everyone I mean the 117 voters) ! Sorry I didnā€™t write something the day voting ended because midterms are underway and I needed to studyšŸ„². But I finally have some time to myself so I will talk about the poll results before I start writing about the ships. (I am procrastinating) ANYWAY HERE ARE THE POLL RESULTS
In the first place: FADESHOCK (42 Votes, 35,6%)
I donā€™t think Fadeshock winning first place surprises anyone. I was expecting it when I put it as an option. Since it got first place I will write it first but I need to warn you: Because I am taking only the canon material there isnā€™t a lot but I will look into the material to try to figure out what their canon relationship is like and what their interactions tell about the characters. (This will be the trend for most ships.)
In the 2nd place: DEADLOCK x FADE (31 Votes, 26,3)
A newer ship, this one quickly became a fan favourite. Just like Fadeshock not much canon material exists for this one as well but I will dissect those three voice lines with everything I have. šŸ˜‰
And the last one I will write for this batch 3rd place goes to: CYFADE (11 Votes, 9,3%)
Probably going to be the longest of this batch considering the amount of voice lines and interactions these two have. Their canon relationship is pretty solid but I will examine the content regardless.
For these ships I will examine their canon material and how I think their canon (in game) relationship may be like. Then I will give them a non canon dynamic of how I see them (basically fanfic ideas I have about the ship).
Please expect the 1st instalment soon. My asks are open and if you wish to see me write about any particular topic related to VALORANT you can send me an ask. ā˜ŗļø
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mazzy help i feel like im going insane and i need to rant about this to someone who has more than 2 braincells because WHY am i seeing the same goddamn complaint all over tumblr and tiktok "oh buck was talking about how scared he was and how horrible the day had been bc he didnt wanna lose his father figure and tommy just had to make it about himself/made it all about sex with the daddy issues line" like DID WE WATCH THE SAME SCENE bc actually tommy responded by talking about his own relationship with his dad and gerrard, and even admitted that his relationship to gerrard made him a flawed person!!! u know the biggest thing people have been trotting out to complain about tommy- and then BUCK was the one who made the joke about BOTH of them having daddy issues! BUCK WAS THE ONE BEING HORNY ON MAIN TOMMY JUST FOLLOWED HIS LEAD HOLY SHIt anyway sorry for ranting in ur ask box i just feel like ppl are deliberately watching this show with their eyes closed to justify hating tommy for no reason šŸ˜˜
This is like a general post about the daddy kink discourse (typing that is always gonna be funny to me) - https://www.tumblr.com/mazzystar24/751984588643024896/oml-okay-so-me-personally-i-was-laughing-at-the
(Also I elaborate a little more in the replies with @blaewen cos we got like two perspectives on it)
Like Iā€™m not gonna lie to you Iā€™m not a fan of Tommy personally and thatā€™s my interpretation but in a more general sense I feel like itā€™s more the execution and context that dampened that scene/ made it fall flat for a lot of people
As for who started it I think that one is a bit open to interpretation cos like the ā€œmaybe we both have daddy issuesā€ could be a flirtation implying the daddy kink or a sorta flirt but not sexual ā€œtehe we are the same kinda fucked upšŸ¤­ā€ but the I sure hope you do is the one with obvious sexual implications if that makes sense so like itā€™s like the daddy issues vs daddy kink sense - idk if Iā€™m making sense but yuhšŸ¤©
But again I think itā€™s like regardless of liking Tommy or not or who you interpret as starting it itā€™s more an issue of the context and execution
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Pile 1:
You are starting to learn and do differently. You may have been stagnant in the past. Too in your head to be on the ground and doing. This is changing. The wonderful ideas you have about hobbies and projects are coming to fruition with your renowned energy. This wonā€™t feel overwhelming like you think it will. This feeling reminds me of when I had more energy as a child and there was little to no hesitation to just do what creatively felt good. Good for you, pile 1!
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Pile 2:
You are developing a more useful form of patience. I get the feeling you may not have been the best at it before. You are improving your ability to manifest by improving your patience and the way you think of time (and for some of you, chaos magick). You will be living your best life and fully expecting your manifestations to appear before you. It feels quite relaxing.
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Pile 3:
You are taking control of something important to you. This energy is very masculine and powerful. You may be working hard in a way that is productive and successful. There is even an energy of saying things with more authority just as much as you will be doing them. For some of you this will be in line with a New Years resolution, but for others itā€™s just something that has been brewing for awhile. Use this energy wisely.
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fxreflyes Ā· 9 months
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@kaaaaaaarf @sunattacksthemoon @dieonysian @themuseoftheviolets @polaroidcats @sugarsnappeases thank you all for the tags šŸ„¹ā¤ļø this is so so fun! I love to see and hear about all of your wips!! all of you are SO creative Iā€™m in lovešŸ¤©
Rules: In a new post, post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it and then tag as many people as you have WIPs.
some of these are working titles šŸ˜… and I think Iā€™m forgetting some but oh well! (idk if weā€™re not supposed to put ones already on ao3)
1. moonys 13 moons
2. poor boy youā€™re bound to die
3. i saw the end from the beginning
4. Hound of hades
5. hand in hand with the living dead
6. the bloodlands
7. the queens of the dead
I donā€™t know who hasnā€™t been tagged yet so no pressure tagging: @cosmmicdancer @magneto-manifesto @shipsnsails @stillagoodwitch and open tag as always!! <3
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