#and not in my native language

[bizarrelittlemew]

i can't wait to be 30+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 40+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 50+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 60+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 70+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 80+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to be 90+ and still in fandom and i can't wait to look back on my life and know that i loved things deeply and passionately and was inspired to create and was part of communities with incredible people from all over the world brought together by the stories that touched us

[itsthechocopuff]

it would be really nice if my brain could just shut up on the cringe compilation of all the random shit i said tonight

[metamorphesque]

why do all the words sound heavier in my native language?

—  @metamorphesque, Yoojin Grace Wuertz (Mother Tongue), Still Dancing: An Interview With Ilya Kaminsky (by Garth Greenwell), Jhumpa Lahiri (Translating Myself and Others), @lifeinpoetry

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[icameheretoreadstuff]

not so loud

Pairing: Inexperienced!Choso x F!Reader Warnings: 18+! MDNI!, NSFW, first time Oral (M recieving), Smut without plot. deepthroat, almost busted, smut, unprotected sex. Summary: Youre currently down on your knees inside his bedroom with people right outside partying, the music is loud but He's trying his best to not make any sounds. A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr.

"mmf, y/n" Choso's hips were slowly thrusting up into your mouth, you gripped his hips and leaned back to breathe, "relax for me, do not move your hips" you whispered, precum and drool was connecting you to his cock. "this is, mmgh" he looked down on your tounge while whimpering, as you swallowed and licked up his precum "more please" he huffed as you inhaled his cock, you felt you were starving. Sucking, slurping and inhaling his cock deep inside your mouth felt so unbalivable good. His muscles tensed up as he tried to not shove his cock down your thoat again. "y/n" his hand was on his mouth as he tried to not moan out loud. He had never experienced this sensation and he was struggling badly to keep quiet. You smirked as you looked up at him while licking around his tip. "fuck" he whimpered as he closed his eyes shut and moaned loudly behind his hand as you inhaled his dick.

A tear fell down your chin as you could feel his balls on your chin, His thick dick was down your throat and you couldn't stop moaning, sending vibrations to his cock. He let out deep moans as you breathed through your nose. He gripped your hair into a fist as he continued to moan loudly, he couldn't hold back any more. You had small breaks of breathing properly before inhaling his cock, all the way in until his cock was shoved down your thoat and then slowly out and reapeat. His moans became your addiction, you wanted him to be more loud. "y/n" he moaned "this feels so good" he whimpered as he looked down on you, with his hand still over his mouth.

"Choso!" yuji yelled outside and tried to come inside the room. He held the door tight and locked it in panic, while his dick was still deep inside your mouth. You popped his cock out of your mouth to take the oppertunity to fully breathe. You looked at his beautiful cock and couldn't help yourself. You continued to suck him off as he tried to form a sentence. "Occu- mfh" he whimpered "occupied!" he managed to say as he muffled his mouth. You slowly licked his length as you could hear yuji talking in the background. "Come on out and party with us!" Yuji knocked on the door, Choso looked down on you with his cock inside your mouth, you hummed as you inhaled his length deep inside your mouth again. "y/n-" he moaned "What?" Yuji yelled "the music is too loud, I can't hear you" Yuji knocked on the door, Choso's mind was foggy and the only thing he could focus on was how good your mouth felt like. Choso whimpered as you grabbed his balls and licked his length from his balls and all the way to the tip. "Occupied!" Choso whimpered, feeling close. "Oh, sorry" Yuji said and finally walked off.

You began to pick up the pace as his breath began to feel uneven and deep from his chest. He whimpered as his hips began to automatically thust inside your mouth. You popped his wet dick out of your mouth and quickly took off your pants, "please" he huffed as his dick was throbbing and slammed against his ripped abs. You grabbed his dick and guided him behind you, you sat down onto the table "fuck me, choso" you smirked as you spreaded your legs and held them up in the air, your hands were behind you holding you up for support.

He walked over at you and placed his tip at your entrance and whimpered "grab my legs, place them onto your shoulders and hold me tight" you moaned and he obeyed. He grabbed your legs and lifted then up and placed them on his shoulders as his muscled arms embraced behind your back, "just like that" you moaned as you felt his cock deep inside you while pressing your hips closer to him.

"kiss me choso" you whispered and he leaned closer and crashed his lips against yours. You hummed as he leaned his forehead on yours, you could feel his dick driving you insane, filling you up. He looked deep into your eyes for guidence, "snap your hips" you barely managed to say as he obeyed instantly and whimpered. His brain went foggy as he thrusted into you, his moans rang into your ears. He looked at you while whimpering, closing his eyes shut and let out moans as he thrusted harder into you.

He grabbed you and held you tighter against him, you held your hand over his mouth as his moans filled the room. He couldn't hold back anymore "You feel so good" you praised him, he moaned "can't stop" he whimpered as he snapped his hips and clapped hard into you. you moved your hand behind you to hold yourself up and pressing your hips more into him.

His moans weren't silent anymore and you were to fucked out to care, it only turned you more on. "just like that, babe" you moaned "youre so good to me" you huffed feeling close, "i'm gonna cum" you moaned as you could feel his dick hitting all the right spots fast. "choso" you moaned as you climaxed hard, he whimpered feeling overwhelmed by your pretty moans and first time hearing such amazing sounds coming from your sweet lips, he felt he could taste your breath as you moaned into his lips. Climaxing on his dick sent him over the edge as he snapped his hips and climaxed deep inside you.

He moved his hips away as his dick slipped out of you, you moved your legs down and pulled him into a kiss. "Amazing" he whispered "I've never done this before" you smirked and kissed his neck "don't worry, I have so much more to teach you" you whispered into his neck that sent shivers down his spine, causing him to let out a whimper. "y/n" he whined "I want you so bad" he whispered and cupped your face and kissed you deeply.

[rute-me]

[shadowquill17]

as an actual French person, let me tell you that Kit did a really good job with his lines in French? Obviously he still had an accent but it was FAR from the worst I've heard, and he was completely understandable (which is NOT a given even when actors try their best) and sounded quite natural? Honestly he sounded like someone who's been practicing their French for a lot longer than he actually has, so while he didn't sound like a native speaker I am SO PROUD of him because we all know he had a long way to go from "oui"

[eldrtchmn]

The Eternal 👑

[killerpancakeburger]

Bluebeard's wife

SUMMARY: On a visit to your boyfriend, you end up having to deal with a creep on base, but Soap and Ghost's methods of resolving your problem are... far more drastic than yours.

PAIRING: Soap x f!Reader (and BFF!Ghost)

TAGS: Dark content, Badass!Reader, Established relationship, Dark! a bit yandere! Soap, Dark! a bit yandere! Ghost.

WARNINGS: Canon violence, blood mention, sexual harassment, insults. Soap and Ghost are acting creepy but not towards Reader.

WORDS COUNT: 1,1k words.

A/N: Was thinking about how high the risks of sexual assault are in the military for women + about how much the Task Force could get away with (Soap's mohawk is NOT standard issue lol), but it turned out kinda dark. Not my usual kind of content. This is my first time writting those characters, pls be indulgent.

Your elbow connects with the man’s nose with a satisfying crack.

Immediately he howls, pressing his broken nose with one hand, blood dripping between his fingers.

“FUCK! What the fuck! You broke my nose, you crazy bitch!”

This. This is why you didn’t want to meet the Task Force on base. There was always one brainless fucker who didn’t get the memo that, no, despite having breasts, you weren’t here as a comfort woman.

The private is glaring at you with a hatred as deep as it is sudden, one that screams murder.

The only good side of the situation is, with how loud he’s being, you won’t even need to call for help. Already most of the soldiers nearby are staring at you, muttering among themselves. Not that you can’t beat this guy up on your own, but the military tends to frown upon civilians roughing up their members, you learned it at your expense quite early. On the other hand, soldiers settling accounts between each other was… well, not exactly authorized, but it was way less trouble for you.

He grabs you by the collar, his rage only exacerbated by your composure. The action stains your clothing with his blood. You mentally grimace. You’re no stranger to blood, but the idea of this repulsive individual’s bodily fluids being anywhere on your person is disgusting. 

“Are you listening, you dumb bitch!? I’m gonna fucking kill-”

The venom-filled verbal onslaught stops dead as a hand takes hold of your assailant’s wrist.

“Now, now, at ease, soldier. Ya making a spectacle of yourself.”

The thickly accented voice of your boyfriend sends a wave of warmth in your chest. 

Your harasser hesitates a second too long, so Soap makes the decision for him, tightening his grasp until the soldier winces, and finally takes the hint, letting you go and taking a few steps backward. Johnny immediately positions himself between the two of you, shielding you.

He’s been smiling the whole time, but it’s the kind of dangerous smile you wear when you’re about to give an asshole a righteous beating.

The private looks partially sheepish, but not defeated, indignation burning in his eyes. He lets loose a torrent of justifications and excuses, actively painting you as the villain, not caring if he contradicts himself in the process. You don’t pay attention to the details of his speech. It’s always the same “she was asking for it” kind of diatribe. The fact that he sincerely believes that there’s a chance that Soap will take his side instead of yours is laughable, but not surprising. 

You wonder how long this will go on, until the private notices something next to you, and all blood seems to desert his face as his voice deserts his vocal cords. 

You turn your head and, to no surprise to you, Ghost is there. He stands so close to you that your arms are almost touching. Clothed entirely in black, which brings out the white skull on his mask, his presence is as menacing as ever; all he needs to do is scowl at lesser soldiers to make them cower in fear. He doesn’t look back at you, but his support for you is so obvious through the rest of his behavior that he doesn’t need to.

Soap takes advantage of the newfound silence to turn to you.

“Ya good, yeah?” He asks, cradling your cheek tenderly, and stroking your cheekbone with his thumb. 

The question is futile - if you were hurt, he would have noticed right away. But it’s still cute to see.

“Yeah. Not a scratch.” you smile.

“That’s my girl”, he smiles back. “So, what the bloody hell happened here?”

You glance at the private behind him. He’s shaking, and the look he sends you back is begging for mercy. Remembering the first words he addressed to you earlier, you realize you’re all out of mercy for today. Thus, with a sadistic little smile, you recount the events.

“This man came to me complaining that I was unfairly privileging Sergeant Mctavish and that he wanted his turn. Then when I explained that I wasn’t some kind of free-for-all buffet, he took it the wrong way and put his hands on me. That’s when I exploded his nose.”

By the time you finish your explanation, Soap’s expression has darkened considerably.

“I see.” is all that leaves his mouth. Anyone familiar with him would know that for him to start talking by monosyllables like Ghost, something must be very wrong.

Pivoting again, he faces the private and, as the latter opens his mouth to plead for forgiveness, punches him right in the face. Blood gushes, drops of it landing on his face. You mentally count until three, one for every blow, and when Soap still doesn’t stop punching, you frown, disturbed and worried by his conduct. He’s never been one to remain impassive in the face of injustice, easily riled-up even in critical situations and despite his superiors’ orders, but you’ve never seen him go this far. 

You’re about to intervene when Ghost beats you to it, putting a hand on his sergeant’s shoulder. That’s right. Ghost, the voice of reason, the paragon of self-control, their cold-hearted leader, will fix everything.

However when you hear the next words that leave his mouth, it’s like the world tilted on its axis.

“Not out in the open, Johnny.”

The words are whispered low enough that only Soap and you would have heard. They send a cold shiver down your spine. Rattled and unsettled in a way that they never made you feel before, you contemplate the situation in silent incredulity.

“Aye, L.T.”, replies Soap with an abnormally monotonous tone.

Before you can ask what the fuck is happening, he proceeds to punch the soldier so hard in the stomach that the latter collapses without a sound, except for the muffled noise of someone winded. The scene makes you increasingly uncomfortable. You feel like Bluebeard's newest wife, having stumbled upon the one room you were forbidden from entering, having witnessed something you weren't supposed to see, and now you can never go back to how things were before.

You counted on Soap and Ghost’s intervention, sure, but you expected them to put an end to the fight, maybe intimidate the guy a little, and ultimately end things here. You didn’t expect… whatever this is.

Staring in shock at the two Special Forces, you shake your head to get a grip and come closer.

“Alright guys, I think he’s had enough-”

Ghost interrupts you with a hand on your shoulder. The Ghost touching two people in less than five minutes? Yes, something’s seriously wrong. Looking at him, you try to convey urgency with your gaze…

“Simon, this isn’t-” 

…but his next words make you lose hope of winning this argument.

“Easy there, love. Johnny’s takin’ care of it, ya don’t need to worry ‘bout a thing.”

The next thing you know, he presses a hand against your lower back, making you leave the premises, completely ignoring the way you stare at him in utter disbelief… and growing apprehension. 

He had never called you “love” before.

[exquisite-peculiarity]

Options are the 10 most spoken languages, listed with their number of total speakers for comparison to final results (Source)

Please share for sample size, I think it would be really interesting to compare the tumblr data set to the global data set!!

[agomeangelcat]

Doing the invisible frog magic with Ghost:

Y/N: Ghosty! look I have a little frog in my hands!"

Silence.

Ghost: there's nothing in your hands. 

Y/N: Yes there is! look he's going to jump! 

They follows a jumping motion with their head, and Ghost unwittingly follows. 

Y/N: did you see? 

Ghost:...no? 

Y/N: ok, he will jump again! 

They follows the invisible jump. 

Y/N: did you see him now? 

Ghost inhales slowly, Soap watch from afar, waiting for the result and slowly sipping his drink.

Ghost: No.

Y/N: ok then! hold his coat!

Proceeds to pretends to take the coat off the invisible frog in their hand. 

Ghost: what the fuck, since when frogs wear coats? 

Y/N: just for safety! 

The big man in the mask just holds the invisible small coat and watches the frog fake jump with Y/N again.

Silence.

Y/N: Now you believe there's a frog in here? 

Ghost looks at them confused. 

Ghost: No? 

Y/N: Of course you do, you're holding his lil coat. 

Ghost looks between his hand, still holding the frog's little coat, he looks at Y/N hands then back at his hands.

Ghost: Fucking hell.

Soap died in the background.

-Sorry for any erros!-

[philippslahm]

everyone’s like “see ukraine won because of pity” … as if that was a problem. like the songs a banger but even if other countries felt bad for them and voted so???? your point being? the countries being destroyed and ppl die because of the war CANT they have at least a little happiness?? what’s so bad about that??? there is literally no other country that deserved that win more

[metamorphesque]

why do all the words sound heavier in my native language? scratch that. why did I choose to seek refuge in a language of another instead of training my tongue to bear the heaviness of my own?

[icameheretoreadstuff]

Kinktober day 30 - Biting

Pairing: Satoru Gojo x F!Reader Warnings: 18+ ! MDNI!, NSFW, Rough Smut, Breeding Kink, Biting, Oral, Mirror Sex, Multiple Orgasm, choking. Summary: You were currently ready to sleep when you heard your boyfriend come home. A/N: masterpost & links are pinned on my tumblr. This jaw dropping fanmade pic is not mine! Link in the comments, theres allot more on pinterest! edited 24.11.23

You woke up by hearing some shuffling around the room, you turned around facing the noise. "Hi" you said and locked eyes with Satoru taking off his shirt. You sighed happily "Come here boyfriend" you smiled and opened the duvet. "I've been looking forward to this all day" he smirked and took off all his clothes. He went to the end of the bed and opened the duvet off your body, "Damn Babe, you look good in my shirt" he winked at you and threw the duvet to the side "Take off all your clothes" he smiled as you could see his hard dick standing right up. "Satoru Gojo, you wanna see me naked?" you giggled and pretended to be shocked as you took off his t-shirt, you were about to take off your panties when he stopped you.

Suddenly he was between your thighs and had his arm on yours "Let me" he grinned. He took off your thong as he smirked, you melted into the pillow while you were mentally licking him everywhere.

He leaned down between your legs and wrapped his buffed arms around your legs. "I want you to cum on my face" he smirked as he licked your entire sex, causing you to wince "how bad?" you teased. He groaned as he licked your lip and sucked your clit "so bad" he groaned as he thrusted his tongue inside you. you leaned up on your elbows as you watched his ass grinding down on the sheet. You moaned as you saw him bobbing his head while licking and sucking every inch, while thrusting his dick into the sheets. "Satoru" you moaned as you felt you were close. "Fuck my face, cum inside my mouth" he groaned as he pressed his face into your clit and thrusted his tounge deep inside you and massaged your walls with his tounge, causing you to lay back down and bend your back.

He was drooling as he thrusting his tounge inside you “Let me hear your pretty moans” he moaned as he slurped, sucked on your clit and then thrusted his tounge inside you. You began to moan as you started to thrust your hips on his face "Satoru" you breathed heavily. "Just like that" he cooes. You felt your hips autmoatically thrust on his face "Fuck my tounge" he moans into your clit and thrusted his tounge inside you. "fuck" you moan loudly as you grinded your clit on his face, thrusting down on his tounge, you began to pant "Fuck" and gasped silently as you climaxed.

"babe your ass" you blushed as he looked up at you "looks so good" as you panted, looking down on his ass. He was thrusting his dick on the sheets "Yeah?" he smirked as he looked up at you. He walked out of the bed "Wait one moment babe" he said as he winked.

Suddenly he came back with a mirror "Now you can look all you want while I fuck you" he cooes and places right infront of the bed. You blushed but couldnt help to giggle as well. He crawled over you with your juice smeared on his face "I love it when you share with me" he whispers into your ear, causing you to get shivers. "how about you?" you asked him "Is there something you wanna try?" he lighted up and smirked devilish "Are you sure you want to?" You looked at him and giggled "tell me" you grinned and kissed him.

"I want to fuck you so hard I have to hold you tight, and then when I'm close I want to bite your shoulder as I cum deep inside you" he whispered into your ear while thrusting his dick between your folds. "Satoru, tell me more" you whimpered "I want you to not hold back" he said as he licked your tongue playfully.

you moaned as he grabbed his shaft and placed inside you "I want you to moan my name as I fuck you good" he moaned as he pushed his big dick half way inside you, He thrusted out and rolled his hips as he thrusted inside you "y/n" he whispered into your lips as he thrusted hard into you "I've missed your sweet pussy" He grabbed your legs and placed them on his shoulders as he leaned over you and pinned you down. "Hold tight around me" he groaned as he rolled his hips thrusting inside you. You wrapped your hands around his neck "You wanna watch me fuck you, huh?" he groaned as he kissed your neck. "I'm gonna make a sweet show for you babe"

You looked over to the mirror and could see him thrusting hard into you and slowly out "Watch my ass as I fuck you" he whispered into your neck. You gripped tight on his ass as you watched him in the mirror how his ass moved, how he thrusted his dick hard inside you. It was driving you crazy. He loved every second of it, kissing your neck as you couldn't keep your eyes off him fucking you.

He rolled his hips, his ass up in the air causing you to moan and squeeze your walls. He moaned into your neck, he hummed "You like seeing me fuck you?" he panted and smirked when he saw you roll your eyes behind your head and moaning his name.

"harder" you managed to say "yeah?" he groaned. He wrapped his hands under your back and held tight as he started to thrust harder into you.

He moaned as he opened his mouth and leaned his teeth on your neck "yeah, Bite me" you moaned as you saw his hips flew in the mirror. He hissed as his teeth sank into your skin, he didn't bite hard but hearing his moans made your toes curl as you let out a loud moan. "Fuck!" you groaned and grabbed his ass. He thrusted harder into you "I'm Close" He huffed "Bite me" you moaned knowing he would loose it.

He moaned as he bit a harder and began to thrust his dick deep and hard into you. You moaned loudly "Yes" He groaned as his hips began to clap hard into you, fast. He moaned into your skin as he pressed his dick hard into you and bit harder. He groaned as he climaxed deep inside you.

"Satoru" you winced, clapped his back and he stopped biting you. "Was I too hard?" he huffed and looked down on your shoulder while still thrusting inside you. He could see you had bite marks, which was turning him on so badly. "Satoru babe" you moaned feeling close. "Please let me ride you" you begged. He looked at you while smirking, "You love to ride me, huh?" you nodded and hummed. "I wanna hear you say it" He whispered into your lips "I love sitting on your dick, fucking you hard until I cum" he grinned at your words and kissed you hard.

He pulled out and laid down onto his back. "legs up" you huffed "I wanna amazon you" you whimpered. "Amazon me?" he asked you confused, you nodded as you pushed his legs back, bent at the knees, pressing them up to his body "oh fuck yes" he smirked. He spreaded his knees as his dick bounced, ready for you. You placed his dick at the entrance of your core and slowly sat down. you moaned as his dick was filling you up as you sat down, kneeling over him.

You breathed heavily "Fuck" you moaned as you leaned forward over him and held you up by streching out your arms. You huffed as you thrusted hard down onto his cock "I wanna hear your moans as you fuck me" he huffed as he grabbed your ass. "I love fucking you so bad" you moaned. He panted as he could feel he was about to cum again. "yeah, you fuck me so good" he huffed.

His moans sent you over the edge as you saw him panting and moaning shamelessly. You started to pant and began to thrust hard automatically as you moaned loudly. "Satoru" you moaned as you climaxed hard "Fuck" he whimpered as he grabbed your ass and pressed you down onto his cock while climaxing deep inside you.

He looked up at you in awe while panting "Im so lucky youre such a perv" He loved seeing you fuck him like this and he wanted more "again?"

[marshallmigraine]

grown together like soldiers in a mass grave

[tepehkwi]

culturally-specific orientations and gender identities are real and they exist whether you want to validate them or not. terfs and truscum refuse to accept these facts because their ideologies can only be defended by racist and colonialist arguments, such as insisting that gender is biologically-dictated or that your gender is not real unless you experience gender dysphoria and pursue medical transition with hormones, surgeries, and legal document changes.

biological essentialism, cis-normativity, and the pathological idea of ‘transgenderism’ are racist, they’re concepts made up by colonizers that are violently enforced by christianity and white supremacy. when we say “gender is a social construct” we mean “the gender binary and the idea of transness, as it is defined by western standards, are ideas constructed by a white christian society.” i am ‘trans’ and ‘queer’ only because i am considered trans and queer by white christian standards. in my own culture, i would not have to ‘transition’ because my gender would simply be accepted.

colonizers force upon us their concepts of gender, biological sex, and sexuality while they continue to erase ours. you cannot separate the extermination of our culturally-specific sexual orientations or genders from the violent genocidal destruction of our cultures. the words that once existed for our concepts of gender and attraction were erased when our languages were banned and we were punished, beaten, and tortured for teaching them.

my own two-spirit identity can only be labeled using the language of my oppressors because the words for what i am are no longer spoken.