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#and then I was listening to a podcast the other day and feeling really moved/called again by the idea of fostering
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ruthie slowly realizing I have the front camera turned on 😂 this dog hates being photographed!
we were up for a bit at 5 but it was too early and I was sleeepy so ended up dozing for another hour or two. rainy morning here. I’m trying to really savor the cozy snuggly days as life is about to get so hectic for me:
I’m in pittsburgh friday morning through monday night (YAYYY) attending two weekend games and hanging out with bec!!!
I have tuesday to run errands and do laundry before my mom arrives wednesday
we leave early thursday morning for 14 days in japan and korea, during which we are hitting tokyo, osaka, kyoto, nara, mt koya, hiroshima, miyajima island, fukuoka, busan, daegu, and /seoul… I’m soooo psyched but also 🫠 it’s gonna be a whirlwind and I still have to do quite a bit of prep to be ready
we get home on a wed, I have thurs to recover from jetlag slash finalize my job talk, and then friday is the all-day campus visit
THEN I leave sat morning for houston and get back late monday night
it’s gonna be a lot!!! so very okay to be slothful this weekend and for as much of next week as I can manage I think. I am building up my reserves of rest and solitude lol.
mmkay. tonight I am having dinner + watching tár with mary later (and maybe seeing my sister at some point in the afternoon tbd) but the morning is my own! no pressure to get anything done in particular but here are some options:
could do more campus visit research for fun! my first gen programming book is arriving sometime today so I could read that and take notes, or I could spend some more time working through these articles I pulled up on designing programming for transfer students. I was also thinking it might be fun to create some one-page idea/vision/notes docs by hand on various topics—I feel like writing by hand will reinforce my memory of key details, and then making decisions about how I want to visually organize/arrange content will be a good exercise in synthesizing what I’ve learned. lol even as I’m typing this out I’m like ‘OOOOH that sounds like fun!!!!’ so I guess I’ll probably do that.
my former student is calling me at some point today to talk about transfer students’ experiences. he’s around my age (went back to undergrad after serving in the military for a long time) and is fun to talk to because he’s super smart and just like… more of a fully formed person and professional than the college-age kids. so that will be fun and should give me some useful threads to follow in my research. 
pick up my CVS prescription
hmm maybe I’ll put my laundry in right now? I also want to change linens/towels. I cleaned most of the house yesterday so don’t have much else to do in the way of chores… and I have a bunch of leftovers to finish before I’m allowed to make anything else so no cooking to do today either.
if it clears up I’ll go for a shorter long walk (the hourlong loop?) unless it’s really nice and I feel like doing the 90+ min trek again. not gonna let myself run today though—I can tell I pushed it a bit yesterday with the long fast walk + running two days in a row at a quicker clip than usual. just a little bit of achiness!
I finished a novel yesterday and want to start the next one today so I don’t break stride, but that can wait till before bed unless I’m moved to read earlier.
mmkay I think that’s it! take it easy and do fun relaxing stuff today.
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brehaaorgana · 9 months
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ADHD money/budgeting system I'm currently using for my benefit is going well (I've been using it for like half a year now?), and I wanna recommend it.
You Need a Budget is EXCELLENT. 10/10 do recommend. Uhhh rambling about it and my generic disclaimers + gushing extensively under the cut but TL;DR I think it's great for ADHD ppl, I've used it for 6+ months now and I find it super SUPER helpful. also weirdly fun.
DISCLAIMERS:
Budgeting helps you understand/know your money, it can't make money appear where there is none.
Everyone should learn to budget even if you don't have much money (especially then)
This is NOT a magic trick solution. Just like everything else, it is an assistive tool. This is one of those adult things we can't simply opt out of without negative consequences, though.
My advice is based on something I am currently able to do. That is, I can spend an amount of money on this specific thing that works well for me. If you have no extra money to spend then previously I was tracking things in a notebook. So you can still do this.
I believe Dave Ramsey is a fundie fraud/hack and no one should listen to him about money.
DID YOU KNOW THEY CANCELLED MINT???
Okay? OKAY.
Ahem.
You Need a Budget is EXCELLENT.
It is called YNAB for short. The first 34 days are your free trial, and that is my referral link. If anyone uses it and then signs up for a subscription, we both get a month free. Also you can share a subscription with up to six people (account owner can see everything but individuals can pick and choose what they share amongst each other) so like...idk your whole polycule can be on one account. Or your kids. Whatever.
If you are a student, it's free for a year. If you aren't, a subscription is $99 for a year (paid all at once) or $14.99 monthly, which is equivalent to paying Amazon prime. Go cancel Prime and get this instead tbh.
They got a whole article just on ynab and ADHD. They also have like...a big variety of ways to access their info? They have a book, podcast episodes, YouTube videos, blog posts, q&A's, free live workshops you can join (you can request live captioning), emails they can send (if you want) a wiki, and so on. They got workshops on all kinds of topics!!
So whatever ends up working for your brain. It also has a matching app.
If you lost Mint this year they have a gajillion things for moving from Mint.
Also they have a "got five minutes?" Page which has a slider so you can decide how much attention/time you have before going on lol:
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They only have 4 rules of the budget, they're simple and practical, and it doesn't get judgey or like...mean about your spending.
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1. Give every dollar a job 2. Embrace your true expenses 3. Roll with the punches 4. Age your money.
THEN THEY BREAK THESE DOWN INTO SMALL STEPS FOR YOU! They even have a printable! Also these rules are great because there's built in expectations that things WILL HAPPEN and it's NOT all or nothing with a fear of total collapse into failure. Reality and The Plan don't always align, especially if you have ADHD. So it's directing our energy towards the true expenses and not clinging to The Plan!! over reality.
You can automate a lot of shit (you can sync with your bank accounts just like mint, but also automate tagging the categories of regular expenses/transactions). And if for whatever reason you accidentally do something that makes the budget look weird or wrong:
A) you can usually fix it somehow OR b) they have like, a button you can press that gives you a clean slate and archives the previous version of the budget for you.
So if you forget for a few weeks or months, or accidentally input something wildly wrong, or just don't want to look at a really terrible month anymore and feel like you need a fresh start you can usually either fix it or start fresh which is really nice.
The app also (for whatever reason) scratches my itch to have things like...have incentives or little game-like goals in a way mint never did? I don't know why. Filling up the bars or putting money into the categories to cover my expenses is satisfying lmao. You can also make a big wish expense category for all the fun shit you want, and fund it whenever you can and then you can see the little bar go up and that's fun.
Anyways I've been using it for like 6+ months now and I think it's really helped me when I use it.
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baby-yongbok · 3 months
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Seventeen
Best friend!Lee Know x Afab!Reader
Genre: Friends to lovers?? Angst?? Fluff??
Summary: Mysterious letters from a stranger made you fall in love despite your best friends apprehensions. You think back to every moment that's led to you meeting your secret admirer but the memories do little to prepare you for the mystery you're about to uncover.
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Word Count: 2.4k A/N: This is a repost because I just kinda... wanted to repost it? Idk. I don't think that it did as well as it could the first time so here we go againnnnnn!
❋ Italicized parts are flashbacks
❋ This One shot was inspired by the song i love you by Billie Eilish
✧ Masterlist ✧
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Six months of mystery has led you to this moment. You started getting letters from a stranger, dainty decorated notes with cursive words declaring their undying admiration for you and all that you are. You’ve never been the type of person who’s felt seen by those around you, you’ve grown content with floating in the background and only being heard when someone chooses to unmute you. Maybe that’s why these letters felt like a thunderbolt hitting uncharted territory. Maybe that’s why each word that you read when you plucked the baby blue stationary from your mailbox made you feel dizzy as you burned with the desire of a thousand suns. 
“You don’t even know who’s sending these letters. What if it’s some creep?” Your best friend, Minho, grumbled on the other line as he struggled to give his stubborn cat her medicine. 
“No creep could ever write the things I’ve read. He’s emotional and profound and - and he’s…” Your mind wanders off into a daydream as you think of all that he could be. 
“A stranger, he’s a stranger. Listen, I’m all for fairy tales but I don’t want you getting hurt. Just let me take you if you decide to meet the guy.” You huff, he’s right he is a stranger and you shouldn’t meet with this guy alone. “I’ll hide behind a tree or something.” 
You giggle at the thought but agree happily. “If that’ll make you happy then sure. I’ll let you know when he can meet me.”
“Thank you.” A comfortable silence settles on the line before Minho speaks again. “Wait, how do you know that he’ll want to meet up? He doesn’t put a return address, you can’t send him anything back.”
“He’ll want to meet, I just know it.” You stare up at the ceiling with stars in your eyes and butterflies in your stomach. Minho scoffs on the other line.
“You’re so hopelessly romantic that it’s sickening.” 
You sat knee to knee with Minho on the Subway, three more stops and you’d be there. Three more stops and your prince charming would be sitting and waiting for you by Gapstow Bridge. You’ve been to Central Park dozens of times since you’ve moved to the city but nothing could ever top this. You watched as people piled on and off of the subway car, eyes glued to their phones and headphones blasting music or some mystery podcast that would keep them up all night but you couldn’t bring yourself to listen to anything other than the hammering of your heart in your chest, what if his is beating at the same rhythm?
“You really don’t have to go with me. I’m a big girl. You have to go all the way back to Korea the day after, you should be packing and resting and spending time with the cats and -” Minho nudged your shoulder as he glared at you with narrow feline eyes. He looked annoyed but you could tell that he was amused. 
“I want to take you, let me see Central Park one more time before I have to leave for half a year.” a weak chuckle escapes you but it quickly drags off into a despondent sigh. 
“I don’t want to go either, trust me, but I’ll be back before you know it. We’ll video call in the middle of the night and early morning and we’ll use our friendship lamps and you can send me a million pictures of Central Park in the winter. I know how much you love Gapstow Bridge.”
“It’s beautiful when it’s covered in snow, really. You have to see it in person, there’s nothing else like it.” You force a smile onto your lips but Minho doesn’t have to pretend. His smile is genuine, it’s just the effect that you have.
“Promise to spam my phone?” He holds out his pinky, his boba eyes upturned at the corners. You can’t help but to smile back, your doe eyes turning into shining moons that no lunar eclipse could rival.
“Promise.”
You turn to look out of the window as the train turns the last bend to your stop. You gasp, a smile spreading over your lips and a plum colored blush adorning your chilled cheeks. 
“Min! Min, it’s snowing. It’s sticking, look!” You tap your best friend, he’s been fiddling with his fingers the entire ride. His usual jokes have been nonexistent this evening, maybe he’s nervous for you. He seemed so worried after all. “I get to spend the first snow with you!” 
You smile over at him, eyes wide like Venus or maybe the moons of Saturn would be a better comparison. No matter the celestial object they could never compare to the shine of your hazel orbs. They are mere specks found in the never ending galaxy of your irises. 
“Maybe this is a sign of good luck.” He grins as his eyes scan the scenery. “Maybe you can make a wish on a snowflake tonight.”
“Look who’s being a hopeless romantic now.” You stick your tongue out at him, squinting your eyes and shaking your head playfully. He huffs a laugh with the crooked smile that he’s known for as he watches you. “Oh! This is us, let's go!”
You grab his hand and pull him out of his seat as you race towards the sliding subway doors. You race up the subway steps, your agile friend trailing behind you quickly with a tight grip on your hand. Once you make it to the top you stop and stare. A thin layer of icy white covers the street and sidewalks. You watch with wide eyes as the slush settles onto the tree branches and falls around you like feathers during a pillow fight. Soft, pretty, comfortable. 
“Are you sure that you want to do this? He could be a creep, ya know.” Minho has asked the same question about fifteen times since the two of you started walking to the train station and your answer has been the same every. Single. Time. 
“I’m positive and if he is, which I doubt that he will be, you’ll be there to do a quick one two jab and save me.” An eye roll and a sigh are all that he offers you as the two of you make your way down the steps to the station. 
“Just… prepare yourself okay? You really don’t know what you’re walking into and I don’t want you to walk out of there with a broken heart.”
“I’ll be fine. I’m a big girl, remember?” You take the lead, heading for the turnstile and swiping your MetroCard. You walk through just as you hear the train pull up and turn to Minho with wide eyes of excitement, your heart is still full, he can’t let that be taken away by someone no matter how infatuated you are with them. “It’s here, come on! Run!” 
You run up the metal stairs, the heels of your boots making a song out of each step and Minho follows right behind you, jumping the turnstile and running quickly as he ignores the staff yelling for him to pay. He’s sure that he’ll pay soon, he’ll pay in a currency greater than any atom in his body can handle. 
“There! He said to meet him on the bridge.” You jog towards the attraction that’s always held a special place in your heart. The stunning aged stone and the shining water underneath it made for a beautiful scene. “I don’t see anyone yet though.”
You walk up the slope of the bridge, squinting into the evening darkness. The sun set two hours ago but the lights of the surrounding buildings make up for the stars absence. Despite the orange of the surrounding lights, the air is cold. Your presence is all that makes the atmosphere feel warm. Comfortable.
“Maybe we should just -” You turn to Minho, your fingers laced together across your chest. Your black gloves that are slightly too big slipping up your wrist.
“He’ll be here. He wouldn’t let me down.” Minho sighs, looking over towards the small lake with crisp leaves flowing with each careful ripple that the wind creates. Maybe that’s how this will go, it’ll be smooth like he’s guided by the wind. Certainly he won't shatter the universe in your eyes.
“Y/n.” It was barely a whisper but you heard him. You’re on your toes looking in the other direction when he calls your name but you snap your neck to look up at him. That sparkle in your eyes is so bright. “I’m so sorry.”
“What do you mean?” He can see it, a star dying in real time. What kind of monster would do this?
“When I- It wasn’t supposed to go this way.” The tear that trails down Minho’s cheek is nearly turned to crystal by the cold bite of the winter air. It blows his parted hair as he stares down at you. You’re putting it all together. The stars dimming at a pace that would leave NASA baffled, confused, anxious.
“Minho, stop messing with me.” You smile and for a second he thinks that he can see them come back. For a second he can spot Orion and the big dipper seems to take one last breath but when he looks away, when he squeezes his eyes shut and chokes back a sob, that’s when the lights go out.
Minho’s never seen a shooting star, he’s never seen light fall at such an alarming rate that we call it beautiful and now he wishes that he never had. He hates that the one time that he got to wish upon a falling star was when he broke your heart. 
“When I started sending them I thought that I had more time, I thought that we…”
“It was you?” A tear trails down your cheek as you whisper, your once sparkling eyes are clouded with frost as the snowflakes catch and melt on your lashes. “You knew about every letter, I read them to you, I told you everything but you already knew because you - you wrote them.”
“I had to tell you. I had to tell you how I felt I couldn’t take it anymore; it was eating me alive. It was killing me.” He turns to you, tear stains on both of his blushed cheeks. His eyes are glazed with worry, panic, and so much love. They’re packed with so much adoration that you wonder how you ever missed it in the first place. “Not being with you was killing me. I just - just wanted to tell you and then I got that damned call. If I would've known that I'd get called back to Korea I wouldn't have done this.” 
“How long have you known?” You cross your arms, staring at his chest rather than his face. “You sent twenty-six letters… which one did you send after you found out that you had to leave?”
“Please.”
“Which one?” Your voice is weak, hoarse with sentiment as you hold back the hurricane of emotions in your chest. 
“Seventeen.” 
“Wow.” Your mouth hangs open in a silent cry of disbelief as you turn to look into the distance of the dark park. 
“I should’ve told you, I know that. I should’ve stopped and confessed I shouldn’t have done this to you but - but you looked so happy. You were so in love with being seen and I was so proud of you for finally believing that someone sees you. That’s all that I’ve ever wanted” You scoff, laughing a bit as you blink up towards the sky, welcoming the snowflakes onto your skin, offering them a safe place to melt as you come undone in the night. 
“Did you have to do it like this?” 
“You love Gapstow and I knew it would snow.” You huff, grinning sadly. You turn to face him again, large eyes searching his anxious ones. He can see the wounds that he’s created but of course you make it look beautiful. Of course your wounds bleed constellations, he’d expect nothing less from you. 
“You never cry.” It’s his turn to grin now. 
“You make me do a lot of things that I said I never would.” 
“Like what? Write twenty-six love letters and sneak them into my mailbox?” You chuckle, are your stars coming back?
“Like love. Believe in love enough to give it a chance. Fall in love so hard that I profess my endearment on expensive stationary just so I can see you smile. Even if you didn’t know that you were smiling for me, because of me.”
“Minho…”
“I’m an idiot and I don’t deserve to love you.” His words are rushed as he smiles down at you. They're a sad and pitiful attempt at masking how much he hates himself right now. It's an attempt to hide how much he wishes he could take this all back and call it all a joke just to see you shine like you did a bit ago. “I don’t deserve to have you love me back either.”
“But I do.” Another tear escapes the floodgates behind your eyes and the hurricane in your chest grows stronger. “I do and I have for so long.”
He stares at you with tears falling faster than before, they chase each other down his cheeks and drip off at the edge turning into snowflakes themselves. Maybe he can make a wish on one.
“I don’t want you to love me.” He chokes out as he blinks the tears away.
“It wouldn’t make you leaving hurt any less. I’d just be losing a different version of you.”
“I put every ounce of myself in those letters, as long as you have them you’re never losing me.”
The thread behind your eyes snapped in that moment and it sent your hurricane of emotions free from your chest. You expected for the trees around you to be lifted up into the air. You expected for you and Minho to be whisked away as you twirl like ballerinas in violent gusts of frigid air but it never came. All that visited you were tears as you began sobbing into your hands.
Your oversized glove slipped to your fingertips, holding on desperately just as you were. Minho wasted no time before wrapping you in his arms, you clung to his chest like a sad child on the playground. Whining sobs into his coat as he quietly matched your emotion.
He knew it. He knew he’d pay for this in a way much bigger than him. He knew he’d empty your heart once you found out but he was selfishly in love with you. How could he confess to you like this when he knew he had to leave?
 He should’ve stopped at letter Seventeen.
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samandcolbyownme · 5 months
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since ur now writing for Zach can I pls get a Jared Bailey one shot?? You have free rein and no rish at all for this req. thank uuu fic mommy
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Warnings: SMUT18+, strong language, mentions of Jared being drunk, drink, flirting, friends to lovers trope, love confession, slight sexting (Jared is bold when he’s drunk), unprotected sex, semi rough actions, biting, scratching, but more love making pretty much? Slight angst, maybe? Fluff with a dash of smut
Based off of this TikTok.
Word count: 4.4k | not really edited
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You weren’t really excited about Coachella, but your friends on the podcast were destined to change your mind.
You joined the podcast earlier on in the year, and when Coachella came around, you had a ticket that you couldn’t get out of - no matter how hard you tried.
“Come on.” Tara begs, “You need to come with us!”
You sigh, “Tara, I don’t r-“
“You’re either coming or you’re fired.” Zach says and Jared steps in, “Hey now. Don’t say that, a lot of people like her.”
“By those people you mean you?” Zach teases and Jared’s face turns a shade of red, “That- No. I didn’t..” he laughs, “I think it would add to the fun if y/n came with us.”
You let out a long, dramatic sigh, “Twist my arm harder why don’t you?”
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Weekend one was a partial blur.
You get bits and pieces as you look at the photos you took, which were a mess by the way, but they were so funny to look at.
You had to admit, you were so glad you didn’t try to back out last minute.
One thing in particular that you remember clear as day is standing in the crowd, Jared’s arm around you as you listen to Lana and Billie sing ‘Ocean Eyes’.
You were in total awe of them, just like Jared was of you.
He looks down at you a gently smile resting on his lips as he admires your face. How your eyes are glazed over from a mixture of alcohol happiness because being here was so much better than you had originally thought.
Even though he was slightly plastered, Jared couldn’t seem to keep his love drunk stare off of you. You’d look up at him and he’d just smile at you before looking back up toward the stage.
Every now and then Tara would elbow you and smirk, teasing you about how close you and Jared have become, “I told you, you needed to come.”
You roll your eyes, smiling as you lean into Jared’s body more. Another think you remember,is how you and Jared went back and fourth, all night stealing drunk kisses from each other.
It quickly turned into a competition and the race to find who can steal the most by the end of the night was on - and you won that race.
As weekend one at Coachella came to an end, you can definitely feel that you and Jared are closer. You text and talk on the phone more. You pick on him during the podcasts more and even though his red cheeks scream that he hates it, he secretly loves any attention you give him.
You tried not to let it get to you, but you were questioning yourself on why he hasn’t said anything about what happened.
Fuck, pictures get out from fans, you’re most likely getting a dating label slapped on your asses.
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W E E K E N D • T W O
“Sucks you can’t come tonight.” Jared says as he puts on his hat. Your eyes move up his body, and you nod as you lean back in the chair, “Yeah, but you know what they say, your moms birthday only happens once a yet or something like that.”
Jared starts laughing and you join in, proud of your joke.
“God I love you.”
You both freeze and he laughs nervously, “You know, cause you’re my best friend. You got that label faster than Zach did.”
You smile slightly, keeping the pain of being friend zoned as contained as you can, “Right.”
He must not remember last weekend.
You nod, “No I get it.” You stand up, checking your phone, “I gotta go. I have to get dressed and then go to my parents house.”
You walk towards the door and stop before you leave, “Have fun tonight.” You smile and he nods, “It’ll be hard without you.”
You laugh, “Call me if you get bored.” As you walk towards the steps, Jared yells out, “You’re going to regret saying that.”
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As you’re sitting in your parents living room, you get a text from jared and you smile as you read over it, Ready for that phone call yet? I’m bored out of my fucking mind.
Attached was a selfie of him from the chin up. You save that, adding it to the collection of birthday post photos, My sister is taking forever to get ready, so if you want to call quick you can.
Within a quick minute, your phone lights up with JareBear🧸🤍 appearing across the screen. You bring it to your ear as you answer, “Is it really that bad?”
“Oh god, you have no idea.” He groans on the other end, “The artist we’re waiting for, I guess is Ice Spice, but she doesn’t come on until later.”
“sorry to tell ya, sweetie, but you got a few more hours yet.” You laugh slightly and he sighs, whining out, “Don’t make it worse.”
You smirk, “Sorry, sorry.”
Your mind races as you think about just asking him if he remembers what happened last weekend and why you aren’t his girlfriend yet, but as soon as you get read to, your mom rushes out, “Okay. Okay. Shes finally ready.”
“Sounds like you gotta go.” Jared sighs, “Tell your mom I said happy birthday.”
You don’t want to hang up, but you know it’s the right thing to do, “I’ll call you later.” You laugh as you stand up, “Don’t get drunk, too fast.”
He laughs, “I’m not making any promises, sweetheart.”
You tilt your head, “Yeah, yeah.”
“Y/n.” Your sister waves you on and you nod, “Alright, I’m being herded so..” you laugh, “Be safe. Call if you need anything.”
“Promise.”
You hang up and walk over to your sister. She stares st you and you give her a look, “What?”
“That JareBear?” She smirks and you scoff, “I- none.. of your business.” You walk down to the car and she sighs, “The way he looks at you on the podcast, y/n,.”
You stop before you open the door and you nod, “When he looks at me.. I feel like he’s looking at me like I’m actually something worth looking at.”
She juts her lip out and furrows her brows, “He sooo likes you.” She laughs and walks around to get in. Your mom looks back at you, “How’s Jared?”
You feel your cheek heat at the sound of his name, “He’s good. He says happy birthday by the way.” She smiles, “Tell him I said thank you.”
You look down, tapping the screen to type out a text to Jared, My mom says thank you for the birthday wishes.
You see the bubbles pop up and you smile at how fast he answers you, I love your mom, she’s so nice. You smile, Yeah, now you know where I get my niceness from.
You rest your phone down and watch out the window as your mind races about what you are with Jared.
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As the night goes on, you can tell that Jared is getting drunker by the hour, but he still manages to answer you right away.
It might not be anything related to your previous text, but he still answers you.
You cover your mouth as you read the texts coming in from Jared, “Oh my god.” You lean over to your sister, whispering lowly to her as you bring your phone between the two of you, “look at this.”
I have a glowsitck
Gkoesyick
Fuck
GLOWSTCK
damn it
You laugh and type back quickly before he sends another text, Are you drunk again, J?
You knew calling him J would get him. You don’t do it often, but you’re the only person who calls him that, so it drives Jared crazy in such a good way.
“Do you think he is?” Your sister asks and you laugh with a nod, “Dude.” You lean in, “Last weekend we-“ you glance up at your mom and dad, who are lost in conversation with their friends.
You lower your voice, “When we were drunk, we were all over each other. Literally had a competition to see who could steal kisses from the other most.”
“Who won?”
“Me.” You smirk, and she nods, “Good, carry on.”
You continue filling her in on the night and she smirks, “If you guys don’t become a couple by the end of night, I’m calling him nyself.”
You laugh, looking down as you read his text, Maybe a little bit, and don’t do that.
You bite your lip, playing innocent, Don’t do what?
Your sister leans in, “I think he’s just waiting for another sign that says you want him.” You roll your eyes and before you can argue, she sighs, “This is a man we’re talking about, okay? As much as we hate it, most of them are stubborn as fuck and can’t see what’s right there.”
You shrug, “i think I’ll ask him when I talk to him tomorrow, when he isn’t drunk.” You sip your wine and almost spit it out at your sister’s next statement.
“Invite him back for your place tonight.”
“I can’t do that.” You laugh nervously as you sip your wine, “that’s.. what if.. I can’t..” you shake your head and down the rest of your wine, just in time for the waiter to come and refill the glasses.
Your phone vibrates and you look down after thanking the waiter, You know whayt swerthesr t
You smirk, Are you having fun, J?
“If he wakes up at your place then you have no choice but to talk to him about your relationship.” Your sister nudges you, “That man loves you.”
You smile, pressing your lips together as you chew on your inner cheek. You look down at your phone and your heart skips a beat at Jared’s text, I rally wish yoi werehere we coujd have a repest of last week emf.
You chew on your thumbnail, really thinking about what your sister said, until your mom pulls you from your thoughts, “right, y/n? Honey.”
“What? Sorry.” You laugh slightly, “I think I had a little bit too much wine.” Your mom laughs, “I was just telling Erica about you and Jared, how long have you been together?”
“You do that Dropouts Podcast with him, too, right?” Erica adds and you sigh, “Mom.” You laugh, “Nothing is official, and please don’t be spreading that stuff around.”
“Yeah mom, if that gets out and it’s not true, the fans will come for you.” Your sister jokes and your mom rolls her eyes, “Oh gosh, you and these influencer rules and stuff.”
She goes back to her conversation and you go back go looking at Jared’s message, So you do remember.
He instantly responds, it’s short but you understand, I do.
You look around, excusing yourself before you get up to go to the bathroom, composing yourself because this is a step in the right direction - but you were naturally nervous.
You lean against the sink as you type, I was kind of worried you didn’t remember all of the things with us. That’s about all I can remember.
You look in the mirror, fixing your hair and reapplying your lipstick before walking back out to the table.
Everyone is standing and gathering their things to head to the car. You follow them out, lagging behind with your sister to fill her in on the conversation.
“Progress.” She nods, “Good progress.”
You can’t help but smile as you get in and you look down at your phone, “They’re watching Ice Spice and then I don’t know what they’re doing.”
“I’ll go get him if need be, just..” she looks at you, mouthing out the words, “Get him to come over.”
You roll your eyes, laughing as you shake your head, “I just..” she cuts you off with a tap on the arm and she shakes her head.
“Fine.” You smirk, “I’ll do it.”
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The car ride from your parent’s house to your house was nerve racking. You stayed there a little bit after and the heat that’s been building up in the conversation between you and Jared was now on fire.
You sat in your car staring at the messages Jared had sent when you were driving, I’m drimk.
So ddrunk.
I love yoy
I’m drunk and o love hou
You rest your fingers over your lips, jumping slightly when you see his incoming call, “Hey, Jare. You doing okay?”
“I was just.. you haven’t answered my texts and I-“
You cut him off, calming him down, “I just got home. I’m still in my car. Here.” You tap the FaceTime icon, “Go to FaceTime, Jare.”
It takes him a second but when his face pops up on the screen, he smiles when he sees you, “Hiii, pretty girl.”
His words send thousands of butterflies lose in your stomach, “It’s me. Hi. I read your texts and I really think you should Uber to my place when you leave Coachella.”
He raises his brows with a smirk, “I guess it’s a good thing I’m already on my way then, yeah?”
“Wait.” You perk up, “Seriously?”
He laughs, “Yeah I’m walking to my Uber now. I’ll be there soon.”
“Okay.” You bite your lip, “I’ll leave the door unlocked.”
“I love it when you talk dirty to me, see you soon, baby.”
Your breath hitches and you smile, “See you soon.”
You hang up and race inside, moving around to make everything look nice and neat before running to get a quick shower.
Once feeling refreshed, you opt for a simple t shirt and sweats and your body froze when you heard the door open, “y/n. I’m here.”
You take a deep breath before making your way out, “Hey.” You smile and walk over to him, “How was Ice Spice?”
Jared stares at you before failing at trying to hold back his laughter, “shit, okay. Zach is probably going to bring this up on the podcast because he loves to embarrass me, but-“
He laughs harder, “Okay, so, with us being whatever we are now, would you get mad if I say something about another woman’s ass?”
You furrow your brows in confusion and shake your head, “No.” you raise them, tilting your head, “but, now I’m really intrigued.”
Jared pulls you over to the couch, tossing his hat down on the end stand before he sits down next to you, “so..” he turns towards you, “I’m going to be honest.”
You nod and he sighs, “I was watching the show, and I was thinking about you, and then..” he laughs, “I never knew that someone ass could move like that before.”
You cover your mouth, laughing as you lean back, “Oh my god, Jared.”
“And it..” he lowers his voice, “Turned me on, so then..” He brings his voice back to normal volume, “I naturally thought of you and you know..” he reaches up, brushing hair from your face, “How you make me smile..”
You smile and he smirks as he brushes his hand over your cheek, “and I’m also super horny, but that is way besides the point.”
He laughs slightly and without any hesitation on your end, you grab his face and smash your lips into his. He groans slightly and his hand reaches out to grip your hip, “Mm.” He leans back slightly, eyes scanning over your face, “Do you want to do this?”
You nod, “Do you want to be with me?”
A smirk grows across his face as he nods, “Of course I fucking do.” He pulls you in, kissing you once more as he pulls you into his lap.
His hands snake under your shirt and his cock grows harder as he rolls your perked up nipples between his fingers.
You let out a moan, grinding down on him as he kneads your boobs, “You’re so fuckin’ sexy.” Jared whispers, slipping one hand out from under your shirt so he can cup your cheek, “Take your shirt off for me.”
You nod, bunching up the bottom of your shirt before you pull it over your head. He unties his bandana from his neck and leans forward just enough to slip his shirt from his body.
“So are you.” You lean in, kissing up his chest to his neck then over to his lips. His hands grip your hips, moving them slowly as your tongues dance for dominance.
He wins and bites down on your bottom lip, earning a moan from you. You look down at him when he lets your lip go and you whimper, “Can I finally have you?”
He bites his lip, pulling you into him as he sits up to meet you, “You, my love, can have whatever you want.”
You smirk and slide your hands down, nails dragging against his skin. His jaw falls slack when you lift up to slim a hand under you to palm at his aching cock through his shorts.
You lean in, lips brushing against his ear, “You feel so big, J.”
“Fuck.” He breathes out before pushing his lips to yours. He pulls you into him and rolls you over so your back is flush against the cushions, his lips staying on yours for another minute or so before he sits up to pull your sweats down.
He raises a brow when your bare cunt is revealed to him, a smirk rising on his lips “Almost like you knew I was coming over or something.”
You shrug, giving him a wink, “Gut feelings, you know.”
He smiles and stands up to take his shorts and boxers off before returning to the place between your knees, both naked and so beyond hungry for each other.
“You sure?” He asks one more time and you lay your hands on his cheeks, “Need you in me, Jare.” You pull him closed with your ankles that are locked on his lower back and he groans, “Fuck, baby.”
Your lips part as you feel him rub the tip of his cock against your soaked opening. He pushes in and you gasp out, clinging to him as you feel him stretch out your tight walls.
“Fuck.” He gasps out, burying his face into your neck, groaning louder as he pushes fully into you. You moan loudly, dragging your nails over his shoulders as your lips desperately search for his.
“J-Jared.” You whimper out, getting him to lift his head, “What, baby?” He leans up, putting his weight on his elbow as he brushes hair from your face, “You feel so fucking good.”
“Mo-move. Move, please.” You move your hips and he nods, pulling out and sliding back in. His forehead falls into yours as you both let out moans.
His grip on your body tightens and your hand find its way to his hair, tucking at his hair, “Feels so good.” You breathe out, “I love you.”
His hands travel up to find yours. He pins them above your head and deeps his thrusts, “Say it again.” He whispers, “Please.”
You look up at him, lips parted and brows furrowed as you moan out, “I’m so in love with you.” His lips twitch into a smile, “I’m so in love with you.”
He dips his head down, connecting his lips to yours with a fiery embrace.
You clench around him, whimpering against his lips, “I’m so close. So so close.” You rock your hips and he nods, pulling you to sit up, still straddling his lap.
His cock slips back inside of you and you moan, head tilted back as you grind your hips into his. He slides a hand up to the back of your neck, pulling you down to kiss him.
His other hand holds your hip, squeezing as he groans into your mouth, “Fuck. Where do you want me, sweetheart?”
“Fuck,” you whine, “anywhere.”
You dig your nails into his skin and clench around him, curse words and his name rolling off of your tongue loudly,
He lays you down, his thrusts resuming as soon as your back hits the cushions, “You feel so good.” Jared groans in to your neck, “You’re going to make me cum a lot faster than I wanted to.”
You kiss him, biting down on his bottom lip and gently letting it flop back against his teeth, “Good thing we have all night, right?”
He smirks, nodding his head, “Was hoping you’d say that.” He leans down, thrusts growing sloppy as his lips connect with yours.
You cup his cheeks, clenching around him as you help him chase his high, “Feels so good, J.” You whimper out, “cum for me.”
Your words, delicate yet so, so filthy, push him over the edge.
He pulls out, spilling his cum onto your pelvis with a groan. You gently kiss over his cheeks, rubbing a hand through his hair as he comes down.
He plops next to you, pressing a kiss to your cheek before getting up to grab you a towel, “Do you.. uh, want to shower with me?”
You smile, and despite already getting one, “As long I wake up to you still in my bed in the morning.”
“Trust me, you don’t have to worry about that not happening.” He smiles and holds his hand out, “Come on.”
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T H E • N E X T • P O D C A S T • E P I S O D E
You sat there, completely soaking up the fact that no one in this room that you and Jared have been seeing each other.
You kept looking over at him and when he’d look at you, you’d look down quick and pretend you were picking lint off your pants or something stupid like that while you fought back a smile.
“Oh! Speaking of Coachella!” Tara says leaning forward, “What was your guys best parts about it?”
They each go around, Tara says music, Zach makes some stupid joke. Alyssa says the music and seeing the outfits.
“I think.. one of my favorite parts about Coachella, was from weekend one.” Jared says and Tara glances at you, “He’s going to say the Lana performance.”
“How did you-“ Zach smiles, his cheeks turning red, “but.. Yeah. That was just.. a really good moment for me.”
You smirk at Tara and take a deep breath, “Jared was one of the best parts about my Coachella.” You look over at him and he smirks, lifting his hands.
“Every time I saw you, I just got so exited.” Jared smiles as he nods. You nod, “It made me excited, you picked me up a few times as just made sure I was okay. It was cute.”
“Yeah.” Jared says with a huge smile, “You said that that thing wasn’t really your style so we all kind of agreed to try and make it as fun for you as it could be.” Jared smiles and you pout, “You do love me.”
“I wouldn’t go that far.” Zach says, “Anyway-“
“Way to butt in and ruin the mood, Zachary.” You roll your eyes and laugh. Zach gasps, “Oh. Speaking of..” he points to Jared, “What did you think of that Ice Spice performance?”
“Oh my god!” Tara gasps, “I loved it!”
Jared’s mouth falls open and you start laughing because you already know where this is going.
Zach is definitely calling Jared out about it on the podcast, “Dude.. no.” Jared shakes his head and lays his arms out on the desk, “I didn’t know asses could move like that..”
Jared pauses quickly, “It was incredible.”
You cover your mouth and shake your head, “Oh my god.”
“And she’s also an amazing performer..” Jared continue, “I don’t know too much of her music, but..”
Zach tilts his head, looking at Jared, “How did it make you feel watching that thing, um-“ Jared cuts Zach off, “Fucking turned on, what are you talking about?”
Tara laughs, “oh my god.”
You lay your fingers over your lips and all you can do is laugh and shake your head.
“But also like.. amazing..” Jared says and you point, “Wait.. that’s so weird you called me after Ice Spice then.”
Everyone looks to Jared and he has a huge smirk on his face.
“Ooh, Jared. What were you doing?” Alyssa teases and you laugh, “And you’re like hey, are you home? What are you doing tonight, y/n?”
Jared continues to smile, getting slightly nervous, “Umm..” he laughs and you tilt your head, “isn’t it crazy that you did that?”
Jared waves his hands, “I’m.. gonna have to go no comment on that..and then..”
You all laugh and Tara mocks Jared, “He was like, I just watched Ice Spice, y/n what are you doing tonight?” She laughs, “oh my god.”
Zach chimes in, “If you guys did hook up in the dessert, would you speak about it?” You purse your lips and look over at Jared.
He shakes his head slowly and all you can do is giggle.
“I think, y/n would.” Alyssa says and you laugh more. Tara points, “Instead of where did Tara wake up this morning it would be guessing where y/n woke up.” She laughs harder and you shake your head, looking at Jared and he knows exactly what you want to say.
He fights back laughter, “Why are you lookin’ at me like that?”
You laugh, “Oh, sorry. I was just thinking like if we did hook up this past weekend, like would it really be that crazy?”
Instantly Tara leans in, “No.”
Alyssa follows, “I second that.”
“wh-what!?” Jared laughs, “What does that mean?”
“But on a serious note, what would it have taken for it to happen, though, Jared?” Zach asks and Jared smirks, shaking his head, “Not a lot.”
You laugh along with everyone else, until Tara grips your arm, “Wait! No fucking way!”
“Oh, I think she cracked the code.” Jared laughs and you nod, “Yep, give it a second.”
Tara looks between you and Jared and shakes her head, “No, fucking way.” Zach looks so confused, “Why is she tweaking out? Tara I told you, you can’t do that here anymore.”
Tara flicks off Zach, not even looking at him before taking off her headphones and waking away. You look at Jared, “I think we broke her.”
Alyssa gasps, “No! You didn’t!”
“There it is.” Jared laughs and Tara walks back over, “I remember you leaving now, Jared. You sneaky mother fucker.”
“What the- oh shit. Everybody. Jared finally lost his virginity. Let’s all give him a round of applause.” Zach claps and you laugh.
“I hate you sometimes.” Jared says to Zach as he laughs, shaking his head while his face grows redder.
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I hope this didn’t suck. I haven’t been in the writing mood lately, but as usual, let me know what you thought.
Thank you for reading! Ilysm! 🖤
Likes and reblogs are majorly appreciated!
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🪻I won for you🪻
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✨Pairing: non idol!Mingi x gn!reader ✨Prompt: He finally wins the super rare penguin the two of you have been trying to win at the multiple arcades. ✨Word count: 1.1k ✨Genre: fluff, friends to lovers ☀️Authors note: This is a part two to this one shot I wrote, a friend of mine really wanted a part two🥰 it's rather short but please let me know what you thought of it!
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"Mingi please give up you've been playing that game for hours. Just admit it you can't win that damn penguin plush." Yunho groaned next to him.
It was clear as the day that Yunho was tired standing next to him as he went over and over trying to win the little plushie. But he had to, he had to win the little plush so he could give it to the person who had won his heart, who made his days lighter every time they met up to either play at the arcade or to just hang out.
If anything he was more determined than ever to win the penguin. Over the weeks of hanging out with you the both of you had grown closer and closer to the point where strangers often mistook the two of you for being partners and Mingi had found himself liking the idea of that. Often opting to saying thank you with a smile instead of denying it and it usually left you flustered which he liked seeing.
You were usually so confident in yourself and everything you did so the times you did end up flustered he enjoyed a lot.
"I have to win this penguin! How else will I be able to ask Y/n out??" He retorted back causing Yunho to roll his eyes at him.
"I don't know, just buy them some flowers and ask them out like any other normal person would." Yunho suggested trying to ignore the looks people passing by him gave when they spotted his big bag of plushies.
"No that's not good enough! If I get the penguin plushie they will know that I am 100% serious about wanting to be together with them." He said tongue sticking out a little bit in concentration as he moved the crane around.
As it went down to pick up his prize he glanced towards Yunho who suddenly looked like his eyes were going to bulge out from his eye sockets causing Mingi to look back at the game and lo and behold. There it was, hanging from the crane as it moved to the spot where it would be released so he could pick it up. The little penguin with the umbrella, the rain boots and the scarf.
Mingi stood up in shock as it dropped down so he could pick it up. He slowly picked up the little plush and stared at it until he broke out in a loud shocked laughter.
"YES!!" He screamed out loud in pure joy, he turned towards Yunho in excitement.
"I did it Yunho!!! Oh my god I did it!!" He grabbed Yunhos face and kissed his cheek in pure excitement before letting him go and taking off with the plushie in hand.
"W-wait! Mingi where are you going?!" Yunho called after him after regaining himself from the shock of Mingi winning the plushie and his sudden outburst.
"I'm going to confess!!!!"
Was all Yunho heard before his best friend were entirely gone from his view.
Mingi was sprinting down the street. He wanted to get to you as quickly as possible. He didn't even have time to get nervous or think of how he will ask you once he gets to you. He was feeling pure joy and excitement at the moment and nothing could stop him from reaching you.
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You on the other hand had been at your place, unloading some groceries whilst listening to a podcast to keep you company when Mingi had burst through the door calling your name. You knew Mingi would be coming over today since the two of you were having a movie night tonight but you weren't expecting him to be here so early.
"Mingi? What are you doing here so early?" You questioned looking back at the tall man who were standing there, breathing heavy as if he had sprinted all the way here. Which he had unbeknownst to you.
"Give me one moment to just catch my breath." He said before taking a few deep breaths, steadying himself before he straightens up and walks up to you with confidence.
"I have something for you!" He beams before making you hold out your hands infront of you.
"For me? Is that why you're here so early?" You're curious now what he could possibly give you. You studied his face for a while, his eyes shone with happiness and what you could only guess was adoration as he looked at you. He had an air of confidence around him that was insanely attractive, he was always attractive in your eyes but when he got that confidence boost it became even more visible in your eyes how attractive he actually was.
He always sat your heart on fire and you were fighting hard to not have it beat out of your chest as he stepped closer before putting something in your hands.
"I won this for you." Was all he said before it registered in your brain that he had won the penguin the two of you had tried to win so many times yet failed every single time.
"M-mingi this is..." You gaped at him as you looked between him and the plush.
"No way you won it."
"I did. Only for you my love." He smiled brightly and oh my god you could feel the way your heart was thumping against your ribcage.
"For me? Seriously?" You tried hard to ignore the my love part unsure if he meant it or not.
"Which leads me to what I wanted to ask you." He's more confident than he's ever been around you as he leans towards you:
"Do you want to get together?"
"What?"
"Do you want to become partners? I really really like you or well I love you Y/n, I won that for you to prove how serious I am about loving you." He said trying to be cool, suddenly now after he had confessed did Mingi feel some of the nerves kick in.
"You really want me as your partner?" You couldn't believe it, Mingi wanted you of all people?
"Yeah, if you'd have me?"
"I-Yes!" You blurt out before bringing him into a hug which he reciprocated with a laugh and as you tore away from the hug to look at him he went in for a kiss, kissing you passionately whilst gently caressing your face with his hands.
When he broke apart from the kiss he was possibly beaming as he said:
"I've always wanted to do that."
"Please do it again!" You murmured
"With pleasure."
With that he went in for another kiss, one you were ready for. The groceries were momentarily forgotten as the two of you enjoyed the moment.
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rivisions · 2 years
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🎙️ little freak.
present mic x reader / hizashi yamada x reader.
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smut/nsfw themes. 18+ content.
sub!reader, dom!hizashi, voice kink, size kink, hair pulled, fingering, classroom sex. also kinda fluff.
working an inspection week at UA high seemed like a fun trip, but you had an obvious hard time keeping yourself energized.
it was hard to stay focused, theres was always some sort of explosion going off, thanks to katsuki.
you mainly worked alongside the teachers rather than the students though. and one always managed to catch your eye as being peculiarly different.
“and that’s why, my dear listeners, this new class is so important! they’ll spark an uproar fo’ sho!”
hizashi was in his own element, in a room recording his very own podcast. you actually listened to it before even coming to UA to inspect, it was kind of cool to see a behind the scenes.
hizashi noticed you stopped in the hallway after he stopped recording.
“sorry my dear! didn’t mean to be that loud!”
he noticed your name tag, noticed that you were there yesterday, and somehow got .. scared of that?
“sorry! apologies! i promise these walls are firm! built to stand and last! nothing but the best or nothing to worry about!”
you laughed, he was quite the entertainer.
“it’s okay, don’t worry. i actually thought it was kinda cool, since i listened to your talk show stuff before i even came here for this week”.
his eyes lit up and he nearly jumped out his own skin.
“you do? i knew i had such a trusting and loving fanbase!”
you laughed at the floor as you pushed your hair behind your ear. he was giddy, but managed to act so focused on you.
he ran behind you and got so close to your neck you could feel his heavy breathing from jumping everywhere.
“i guess my fanbase is pretty loyal, huh?”
your eyes nearly popped out your skull.
you thought, “i didn’t know he was.. like this.” and you weren’t complaining.
“well, of course, mr. mic.”
“oh please,” he moved closer to your ear, “call me hizashi.”
he laughed and walked down the hallway to aizawa’s room, probably to interrupt and cause a scene.
you’d never seen that side of him though. you weren’t going to argue with it though.
• • •
you came back to UA the next day, not really focusing too much on what you were supposed to be doing and rather on where hizashi was.
“there you are! i’ve been super stoked to showing you around!”
you knew that energetic announcer voice anywhere, and it was coming from behind you.
you tried to turn around, but hizashi ran up to put his hands on your shoulders and reintroduce himself to you. like you could forget him.
“i’d really love to show you around! specifically the nicer parts of course, since that’s what i want you to see.”
he started walking with you, arm wrapped around your neck, almost begging for you to be closer. but that’s just his personality anyway.
“i actually kind of finished all my work inspection wise. i’m not sure why they send me out here for a full week when i can finish in a day.”
“oh! you’re here all week? well you just have to come and sit in one of my suuuuper totally awesome lectures then!”
“what are you teaching here anyway? mathematics? public speaking?”
“i’m almost offended! i’m an english professor can’t you tell!” he looked almost distraught.
you laughed it off, “apologies, it actually kind of makes sense now, teaching the new heroes proper grammar and all.”
he turned to you while you were still walking, “oh trust me dear listener, i know how to use my words very well, do you?” , he whispered. it sent shivers down your core.
before you could get an answer out, he thankfully cut you off.
“just messin’ with ya! making sure you’re looking alive throughout my tour!”
you smiled at each other for a moment, and you looked around the building for the next 25 minutes with a grin thanks to hizashi’s colorful commentary.
•••
you ended your tour with him back into his classroom, and he backed you into his desk, kind of without noticing. he’s nearly 6’2 in those boots. but it was kind of hot.
he took his directional speaker off, and you didn’t expect him to look so different without it. but you kind of were digging it.
“now, is there anything else i haven’t shown you?”
you eventually sat completely on his desk as he seemed to take control over you without even knowing it.
“well you haven’t exactly told me what you can do, present mic.”
he got closer to you, and tilted your chin up with his gloved hand.
“it’s hizashi, love. i promise i don’t bite. unless you want me to.”
your face got tomato red, and hizashi noticed, taking note of it and huffed.
“my linguistics seem to have an effect on you dear.”
you grinned. “nothing but the good kind of effects, ‘zashi.”
without even thinking, your legs split, and he took action on that.
his hand slid under your skirt and on your inner thigh, rubbing circles.
you let out a high pitched whine as he got closer to your heat, but covered your mouth with your hand.
“hmm, guess my voice is pretty powerful.”
you just nodded, afraid that if you spoke it would come out as a moan.
he took your hand off your mouth, and got closer to your face.
“there is no need to hide that pretty little voice of yours. let it out my listener.”
your body listened to him apparently, as your head flew back and a moan escaped your body.
“that’s my girl.”
his thumb finally reached your clothed clit, as he pulled your panties aside and rubbed gentle circles on your clit. he was sending you over the moon with just his voice already, but this is so much better.
his index finger finally slid into you after what seemed like hours. he was pumping into you at a slow pace at first, but sped up as he laid farther into you.
eventually you both were nearly lying on his desk, as his fingers steadily pumped in and out of you.
your head fell backwards and hizashi didn’t waste any time, painting hickeys all over your neck.
your shirt eventually unbuttoned because of how hizashi was lying on you, and one of his hands made its way up to your boob.
he painted kisses all down your sternum, your body arched into him, as you slowly started to reach your climax.
“close aren’t’cha babe?”
your eyes squeezed shut as you nodded and let out a small “mhmm”.
“‘zashi! don’t sto-op!”, you whined as you came over his fingers, nearly staining his gloves.
“wanna flip over for me, hun?”
you grinned and flipped to where your boobs pressed against his desk. you could hear him undoing his belt, and gasped as his tip slid into your pussy.
“sorry, i know it’s gonna hurt, you just gotta go slow, okay?”
“no! no i’m okay, ke-ep going.. hmm.”
“didn’t know i was messin’ with a little freak, huh?”
you grinned back at him, but your head quickly shot back after he pushed his full length into you.
“ya good sweetheart?”
“mhmm! ple-ease more ‘zashi!”
“hold on baby, i don’t wanna hurt you,” he growled.
“promise you won’t, please?”
he rolled his eyes and grinned as his pace sped up, and his exposed chest that had unzipped was pressed against your back kept you warm.
your head kept falling on his desk and student’s papers kept getting stuck on your forehead and he noticed, so he pulled your hair back and wrapped it around his hand.
“nngh! oh god oh my god.”
“oh you like that, huh?”
he kept his pace, leaning into your ear, letting out deep huffs into your ear, sending shivers down your spine. he was speaking huskily and his hair was disheveled. those products didn’t keep well and his hair was falling over your back.
“you’re close, aren’t you?”
you nodded, letting out a couple long drawn breathy moans, hoping that suffice for an answer.
“fuck! fu-ck don’t stop ‘ashi!”
he didn’t, he just got closer and more intimately closer to you, painting more hickeys down your back.
he was groaning, whining almost, “never knew you were this- hmph- tight hun”
“oh?” you pretended to act shocked.
“mhmm! fu-uck, i’m”
he didn’t even get to finish his sentence before he was filling your insides. you both somehow synced your climaxes together, both of you filling the room with the sounds of your harmonic moans.
he was panting over you, and you basically molded yourself to the desk as he pulled out of you, cum dripping all over your clothes you threw on the floor.
“sorry my dear listener, i’ll get you cleaned up.”
he held your waist and flipped you around, and the bareness of the desk made you shiver.
he came leaned over you to grab a towel from a drawer out of his desk and cleaned both of you up and picked you up to carry you to sit in his lap in his desk chair.
you straddled him with your hands sitting on his shoulders, as his arms wrapped around your waist. he was pampering you with kisses everywhere, focusing on your forehead.
“you a-okay?”
“yeah, just still in the nude from the waist down though,” you both giggled.
he looked down and realized he never zipped his pants back up, “oh! where are my manners hun!”, and zipped them.
“sorry about that, i have an extra pair of sweatpants in my desk? if they fit ya?”
he opened the drawer and pulled them out as you stood up and put them on.
“thank you mic”.
“i like that one! aizawa doesn’t call me that anymore, so validating!”
you smiled into him, almost burying yourself into his arms.
“i’ll take note.”
“you’ve got to come up here more than just the rest of this week!”
“i think i’m planning on it.. i’ll miss you too bad.”
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Could you do a younger sister fic where the brothers leave for LA for like a couple months and lose contact and she’s really sad and they come home to find her crying holding the stuff they gave her???
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Sturniolo Little Sister (SLS) x The Sturniolo Triplets
Warnings: Break down, depression, etc.
Note: A TON of people wanted this one! A few of the requests are above but some of them were too long I'm so sorry! if I couldn't fit you in
Really short!
SLS/N's POV
It's been about a week since my brothers moved to LA, and I was missing them like crazy. To stay caught up, I watched all their videos, listened to every single podcast, and always had my phone nearby waiting for their call, facetime, or text.
But it never came.
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It's been about a month now, and I've still heard nothing.
Sometimes I just go into their rooms and lay on their beds, missing them. I'll readjust all of Nick's Stuffed animals that he left behind. I'll make sure Chris's stash of Pepsi is always stocked, even though no one is there to drink it. I always make sure Matt's room is put together, just the way he likes it so that when he comes home, we can have our sleepovers again.
And my phone is always with me. Waiting
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Two Months.
Nothing.
Sent straight to voice mail.
Until one day I got home from school, and there they were, sitting on the couch like they never left. Visiting.
They smiled when they saw me like they missed me, but I knew it was a lie.
I walked right passed them and into my room, locking the door behind me, feeling the tears threatening to fall the whole way.
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I didn't come down for dinner when Mom called me. I couldn't bring myself to do it.
Instead, I broke down on the floor, my mind not being able to block out my thoughts any longer.
They don't even love you! They never did! Your are such a waste of space! They moved all the way across the country because of you.
I couldn't breathe. The air was too thin for me to take in. My mind was still racing with the thoughts I couldn't help but think were true.
Inhaler. Downstairs. left of the oven.
I unlocked my door and sprinted down the stairs into the kitchen. I snatched my inhaler out of the drawer and sunk down onto the floor, taking in a deep puff, not caring that my brothers were staring.
They don't even care anyway.
Contradicting my thoughts, Matt ran over to me and sat on the floor, pulling me into his lap, and cradling my head to his chest.
"Hey, hey, hey. Shh, it's okay, I'm here," he said softly into my ear. I cried into his chest, gripping his shirt and staining it with tears. He kept rubbing my back until I calmed down and was able to breathe again.
Chris and Nick walked in, then awkwardly sat crisscrossed on the floor next to us.
"Why didn't you call. Why did you just-just...disappear?" I asked feeling the pain rising in my chest again.
They all looked at each other with wide eyes full of sadness.
"I would like to say we're busy, but there's no excuse for blocking out our sister. I realize that now and I'm really sorry SLS/N." Nick told me, looking deep into my eyes. Matt and Chris nodded in agreement, saying sorry.
I smile through my tears, happy that my brothers still love me and haven't forgotten about me.
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When it was time for my brothers to go home, I made them triple the promise to call me as much as they could. They all swore on it and got in the car to go to the airport.
They called me as soon as they landed.
Not one of my beast works, but I'm trying to get at least one oneshot a day out to y'all. Shy pt 3 will hopefully be out by 10:00
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AITA for not walking my dog?
I will attempt not to brush over my more prickly habits as to make this fair.
When I (30F) moved in with my partner (34M), he already had a dog. A very sweet, extremely well behaved, unwaveringly popular and lazy dog who is trained to walk off leash and nobody bats an eye at seeing off leash. She is iconic among people who've seen her dawdle along. Thing is, she is extremely slow, and I have a different aesthetic sense in dogs than my partner does, so soon after I moved in, we decided to adopt a rescue dog to be "my" dog. For the sake of this post, I'm going to call his dog Sky and mine Ashes in case he sees this post later and he'll maybe skip over it. Sky is 3/4 Basset Hound and 1/4 Dachshund (reputable breeder), Ashes is basically a small herding shaped dog, so the dogs match each of our dispositions. (It's also personally frustrating to me to see Sky wandering into people's yards when she's off leash but I might just have a stick up my butt and I don't think my partner likes me calling her off of lawns so much. She also has perfect recall, but SHE IS SO SLOW and we legitimately spend as much if not more time standing still waiting for Sky to catch up than walking when it's the 4 of us)
Both dogs get at least one walk a day, usually 2 or not uncommonly 3. When the 4 of us go walking together, I get frustrated as Sky is so extremely slow and meandering, especially when she's off leash, as she's a hound with short fat legs and all. She picks up the pace a lot when she's on a leash, but I tend to walk fairly quickly and often feel like I'm dragging her if I'm walking my regular speed.
I also like to go for walks for my own sake, so naturally, I want to leave Sky at home. When I still lived with my parents, I would leave our dog at home purely because he is rammy and interferes with the flow of my my alone time walks, so it's not just because of Sky herself.
Thing is, it just so happens that Ashes is very unobtrusive to walk because she walks at my speed (unlike Sky) and is not constantly tugging the leash or stopping dead, or at least not heavy enough for me to notice (unlike my family's dog, and Sky will often stop dead to sniff as she's lagging behind too). So, I feel I can bring Ashes on my Me Time walks. I do let Ashes stop and sniff, but she's quite a bit more polite and quick about it than the other dogs. This upsets my partner as he asks me to walk Sky as well, and I'm aware that taking one dog and leaving the other is dick move, but as I said before, both dogs do get walks. I sometimes even leave both dogs behind, and i still feel like he's trying to guilt me into taking the dogs. I don't even like walking with my partner, as he too walks too lazily for me and I'd rather just listen to my podcasts and walk non stop.
How much of an asshole am I really? I know I'm responsible for the health and well being of my dogs, but I wanna be selfish outside of that!
What are these acronyms?
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today is webcomics day. i am bea and i make "A Ghost Story" - part 1: pre-gaming
webcomic day is a yearly celebration of the art form concocted by the screentones podcast team as a way for people to see how the sausage gets made. my webcomic "a ghost story" has been running for over 10 years, and yet i still don't think i can say i am good at making a webcomic. regardless, the comic is getting made because otherwise i become very, very sick in the head. today i would like to share with you the process of making a page of "A Ghost Story" from start to finish. either this demystifies the process or will make you think im so cool and strong for doing this 2x a week. instead of reblogging this one post until it gets very long, i will be posting individual updates that i will then compile and post on my personal website. block the tags now if you HATE comics and want them to EXPLODE.
if you have any questions, even things like "what the fuck are you even talking about" feel free to ask. i want to feel confident in what i make again and i think sometimes interrogation from an outside source is really
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that said, let's get started. wait just kidding i want a cup of coffee first, hold on.
ok now im ready. i have a big glass of water. i have coffee. i have a headset for the parts of work that don't involve typing words. i can't type words and listen to some streamer babble in my ear at the same time, so it has to be instrumental music or nothing. i just took my meds so they should kick in after about 30 mins. i woke up late today, which is weird and annoying. but maybe i can work late instead.
first off, i need to know where i'm going beyond this one page. if i dont know where im going with something, then i usually create something that sucks that i have to deal with later. hold on my internet died, i have to reset the router. ok, anyway.
what's rattling around in my brain is that not only do i have to deal with maxine's current predicament, i am also dealing with multiple plot elements i need to wrap back around to from the previous chapter. luckily, im about to put maxine down for a nap, which means i can get back to those other elements:
i need to finish the exposition from the three ankou characters for this story arc establishing their motivations as the oppositional force in the story. the "villain" is not these three specifically, but their boss. they need to have a loose understanding of what's going on in order to communicate this to the audience. god this started turning into a huge ass paragraph so i'll just keep it short there.
we've jumped back to before jack's horrible day from the first chapter of this storyline so we have to make our way back toward that and then lapping it, which means wrapping up his various open threads like:
feeding victoria and learning something new about her
finding out alice is a very exceptional employee who is getting many awards
watching valdo call lily while interrupting her during something personal to ask her for help with maxine's situation.
jack meeting with valdo and lily the day after they first met so jack can just tell them straight up that lily has 4 sisters she doesnt know about.
help that girl with her poltergeist problem. remember that. i've had jokes for this rattling in my head for like 4 years. im going insane.
and also the fucking tilberi!!! that has a point its going somewhere!!! there's a larger menace here!!!
other things to set up the climax of this storyline. sexual tensions, hints at larger emotional problems not immediately evident to the reader
lots of moving parts. and i feel like im moving in slow motion to get to them. i can see them all weaving together in my head, its the process of putting that onto paper that's proving difficult.
ok that took an hour starting and stopping. -_- let me write the next part as i keep brainstorming on how to approach this page. taking a "rubber duck" approach to this might help. heres an image from the last page i worked on (i have a 5 page buffer rn so the site does not match the finished pages) to get us semi-situated.
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also because images will help people understand what skill level we're working with here. i need to be able to communicate an idea to the audience; if the art also looks good on top of that, then that's just an added bonus. but the ability to communicate my ideas is sometimes hampered by my lack of artistic skill or comics language ineptitude. like those speech bubbles kind of fucking suck but at a certain point you have to just hit print on what you're working on in order to keep your already glacial pace.
webcomics is a tightrope act where you're also spinning 4 plates at once. the trick is to keep the audience from realizing how many actually fall or how wobbly they all are. the act sucks but technically its not a failure.
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Would love to know if everyone else is constantly flip flopping between ok they will absolutely get together to if they haven't by now after a tour like that, they never will and they must have their reasons?! It's driving me insane, I don't know how people have coped since the days of Jade, I'm only a few months in and already need them to sort their shit out!
Like I was fully optimistic the other day thinking it was plausible that Nic was wearing Lukes "drink milk" shirt with the half turned up sleeve (what has my life become!) and she looked so happy and she was posting more again on sm, knowing everyone would over analyse everything so I thought maybe things were taking a turn for the positive!
Now I'm reading the X rumours he's been spotted in some other country and people speculating its Cyrpus with A visiting her family. Could be absolute nonsense but the fact DM rehashed her old podcast about them, it would follow that we will get bombarded with clues now of where they are together from A. If they are on a holiday just the 2 of them, that kind of throws a lot of my theories out the window where I thought he would want to be distancing himself from A now in order to make a go of things with Nic.
But then I remember there has to be something more than friends between N & L or else I think Nic would have come to Lukes defence in a much stronger way after the pap walk given the backlash he got after it. I think if it had been all PR playing into their natural chemistry, Nic wouldn't have let him take the heat on his own as there was two of them in it and it would have been their game plan from the start, even with A being on the scene. Nic is very SM savvy and with their PR teams I'm sure they could have figured something to minimise the impact even though they would both then of got it in the neck for gaslighting everyone, at least it would have been done and everyone would have moved on by now! Instead, they both disappeared from SM and ignored it all because they couldn't refute what everyone saw because they are in love and didn't want to lie!!
So then I'm back to their absolutely has to be more to their story and the cycle just continues everytime something with A or JD crops up and I'm like, what are they all doing!!!
Same anon, same.
It's been quite the 🎢 on this 🚢, BUT I've been feeling more optimistic in general about L/N lately, and I think this is what's been helping me stay positive and level-headed in the midst of all the noise:
I literally don't listen to ANY of the rumors until I have receipts/proof. If I don't have this, then I just consider the rumor to be BS. This has been helping me soooo much! Although, I still spiral every once in a while 😅
I think we had soooo much content of L/N for MONTHS, that I think we all are kind of going through "withdrawals" (for lack of a better word), especially for those of us that are new to the ship, and are therefore hyperanalyzing EVERYTHING related to L and N. I keep reminding myself that it is normal for L/N to not put out a lot of content of each other in the in-between periods of Bridgerton. I also remind myself we have NO idea 100% what's going on with them BTS until we get more public confirmation (which we may or may not get).
Lastly, like you mentioned anon, I feel like if NOTHING had been going on between L/N during the PR tour, they would have publicly shut down the rumors, ESPECIALLY if L was really in a serious relationship with A. However, other than that one story N posted right after Papgate calling L a great "friend", they didn't really solidly come out and clarify that what we saw wasn't more than just PR. Why?? Because it wasn't, and like you mentioned anon, they couldn't refute that. I think a lot of things about them came out publicly that they weren't exactly ready for the public to know, so they TRIED to hide behind their characters on the tour (they didn't do a super good job with that imo, but I think that's because this was a HUGE deal for them and they were HAPPY and having a hard time hiding it 😍). So they had to correct for that, which resulted in a lot of what we saw between L/N/A after the London premiere. I've talked about my thoughts on all this in my "timelines" posts, so please refer to those if you would like to know more of my thoughts on all that. HOWEVER, I think we have gotten QUITE A FEW Easter Eggs the last few days, from N especially, that hint that things are moving in a positive direction with these two 👀 I'll talk about my thoughts on that sometime tonight...
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ttrpgs in the classroom (part 4)
howdy!! back again after,, a time away (grad school is insane <33 save me <33) for a long overdue classroom post!!
so this one is about our first big essay assignment, the personal narrative essay! we'll actually be going over a number of games for this one!!
the assignment:
write a 900-1200 word personal narrative essay by playing a solo journaling ttrpg and reflecting on the experience using the prompts provided
the prompts:
What memory surfaced while you were playing the game, and why do you think that is?
What was your main emotion while playing, and where do you think that emotion came from?
What story from your childhood did your playthrough remind you of, and how did you come to know that story?
How did playing through the game inspire you? Is there a change you want to make in your life because of this experience?
Did playing through the game remind you of a success or failure from your real life, and if so, how did playing help you reflect on this?
the games: (as presented on the assignment sheet)
The Lighthouse at the Edge of the Universe by @lostwaysclub
You are a lighthouse keeper in the far reaches of space. Every day, there is work to be done to maintain your lighthouse, safeguarding passing ships from the edge of the universe. Log your observations, maintenance, and events while facing threats like emotion-driven weather.
Yourself
You have just discovered that you are a changeling: something between human and fey. Over five acts, you will reckon with this new discovery, and let your feelings shift and grow.
Snow
There’s something on your mind. There’s snow in the driveway. As you take the time to shovel it out, you think through and process your situation, whether mundane or life-altering.
Long Haul 1983 by @seanpatrickcain
You are a long-haul truck driver making a journey through an empty but dangerous world. Each day, you face a long, lonely highway filled with threats—whether mechanical, supernatural, or psychological. Each night, you make a payphone call to your most important person and leave them a message, though they never pick up.
Last Tea Shop (CW: death)
You own a tea shop on the border between the worlds of the living and the dead. As people pass from the first to the last, they stop into your teashop to have a drink and talk with you.
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village witch - which was not on the assignment sheet but one student asked special permission to play this one after we listened to an actual play podcast that played this game (alone at the table by @ladytabletop) and the themes of the game really spoke to her
(if folks know other tumblrs for the creators feel free to tag them!!)
the results:
i was really really happy with these essays overall. the students wrote about some very impactful memories and emotions, and all seemed to get a lot out of playing
i had a lot of essays that came back and said "i never thought i'd be a gamer but i really enjoyed this" or "i didn't think i would get anything out of this experience but it really moved me". i was particularly happy with the essay from the business major that said "this was way better than being on my phone" considering these are 18 year olds still adjusting after years of the pandemic and leaving home for the first time and also this was homework
the most popular game played was last tea shop, and i had a mix of responses of "this made me realize how much i value my friends" to "i really need to value my friends and memories with them more" to "i really want to make more friends". i also had students who said this game helped them process grief over losing loved ones
long haul was also a popular one, and i got my most descriptive writing out of this game. it was interesting who the students chose to make their calls to, as well as what they chose the threats to be. one student got a bad ending and decided to play the whole thing again so he could make it home
the students who played lighthouse found it really soothing, as the game intends, and said it was a good way to process things that were on their mind after some of them had rough days leading up to playing (one student said he had to start over because he almost fell asleep on his desk after the game was too relaxing)
and with snow, none of the students chose to meditate on things directly from their lives, but all ended up finding that they had unconsciously put things they needed to process into the game and found new perspectives on them from playing. the kids who chose this one were the most surprised at what they got out of the experience
no one ended up choosing to play yourself, so i may switch this one out for future classes
the reason i chose these games in particular is that they all have an element of choice, and they all deal with emotions in some way. i thought this was a really successful first assignment and was glad the students all seemed invested and excited to play more after this
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heyy guyss... how y'all doing.... anyway here are some elias thoughts sorry if these are ooc... i havent listened to tma in a month and im on episode 161...
tw // spoilers for tma, creepy boss bouchard, nothing too crazy actually which is new for me lol
im watching smallville and catching up on another podcast and also taking 3 summer classes.... what if i kms guys... jk ;)
also hey babe this is for u @soupyboiii
the only way to meet elias is if you work at the archives. so the very first time you meet him is at your job interview. he's not creepy in a pervy sort of way but creepy in a... horror movie kinda way lol you felt like he was staring into your soul but he was hot so you forgave him.
you sit patiently, waiting to be called. you needed the job, with your savings account running low and your degree being of no use, you’d be willing to get on your knees and beg for a job. ‘if im gonna beg, i hope he’s hot at least.’
“(y/n) (l/n)?” you look up to see him. ‘oh fuck, he is hot’ he tilts his head at you and you jump up.
“hi! mr. bouchard, right?” you reach out your hand to shake and he takes it. his hand was cold and you felt a chill go down your spine. he doesn’t move, keeping your hand in place. you feel an uncomfortable prickling on the back of your neck.
“follow me.” he smiles and lets go of your hand. you follow into his office. he gestures to a chair in front of his desk. once you were both settled in, he looks over your file and gives you a once-over. “what made you want to work here?”
‘crushing loans’ “honestly, i’ve always wanted to work at a library! it’s very peaceful and i love to be surrounded by books, so when i saw the job listing, i knew i had to apply.” you smile.
he hums, “would you want to work with people or be down in the archives?”
you pause to think, ‘i’d rather work with people than a dingy basement, i guess…’ “i’d rather work with people. i’ve had a lot of-”
he interrupts you, “i’m glad to hear. do you have any other questions?”
‘are you married? do you date younger people?’ “i can’t think of anything right now.” you smile and shrug, sheepishly. he gives you an unnerving smile and you can feel your smile falter.
“you’re perfect.”
you rarely see him after that interview and the few times you do see him, it'll be glimpses of him leaving his office to meet the archival team or back.
in my mind, the day that like really sets him forward on persuing you would be like a one-on-one performance review or smth like that (im definitely not taking this from a fanfic i started and never finished or posted)
he listens to you talk about how much you love the job and get into your head to actually see what you mean... and what you mean is "i wanna fuck this guy". that piques his interest so he asks you the million dollar question.
"would you like to work in the archives? i think they could really use your skills down there." elias stares you down.
"sorry, what?" you were surprised at the offer. you hadn't said anything about wanting to work there, happy and content with your currect position and paycheck.
"of course, you would get a raise and a couple of other benefits, but i would love to work more closely with you (y/n)." he stands and moves in front of his desk, leaning against the table.
'more... closely....' your thoughts run wild as you feel heat creep up your cheeks. "i'm not sure how i could help, mr. bouchard." you wring your hands in your lap. elias leans down to grab your hands, softly. you feel his breath on your neck as he leans to whisper in your ear.
"please, love, call me elias."
need him!!!!
he kinda reminds me of william afton like when i think of boss willy i think of elias
except boss willy afton creep factor leans more to pervert while elias creep factor leans more into mysterious boss who also raises the hair on the back of your neck yk? iykyk as they say
anyway thats all i can think of rn bye :)
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w0man1zr · 9 months
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(Español / Inglés) Quackity smut (a little long)
You are hired to take care of a blind boy | Te contratan para cuidar a un chico ciego
(fem reader)
English version, link at the end for the Spanish version | Versión en inglés, link al final para la versión en español
You work as a babysitter, since you really like children. You never thought about taking care of an adult, but they offer you a good salary to take care of a blind boy, Alex.
Alex is a quiet boy who is always at home. He lost his vision when he was seven years old after an accident. He hasn't had a good social life since then, due to how insecure he feels, even being around people like him: blind.
He studies Law, he has some blind friends like him, but in general he is not very sociable. He doesn't like leaving the house and feels somewhat lonely, but he prefers it; he prefers to stay at home, listen to audiobooks and podcasts, rather than go out and feel insecure with himself and his surroundings. He hates having to walk with that damn cane down the street feeling embarrassed and uncomfortable.
After a change in their parents' schedules, they want to find someone who can take care of Alex. They decided to hire someone they trust, someone who has already taken care of Alex's niece.
So you came home the first day. You met him, he seemed very reserved. You were very kind to him, trying to make him feel comfortable with your presence. Alex smelled your sweet perfume the first time you entered his room, your sweet voice kindly asking for his consent to enter the room. Your voice and your aroma captivated him.
As the days passed, they formed a bond beyond the caregiver and the blind boy, they were friends. He let you listen to his podcasts with him, learning how Alex spends his days and how he entertains himself by not being able to see. Voice assistants were the boy's best friends, they made it much easier for him to live with his visual condition.
—Hey— Alex called after you, listening as you walked into the room, your perfume filling his nostrils. —Can I ask you something?— He said, a little unsure whether to ask her or not, but he had been wanting to do something for a long time.
You asked him what he needed as you sat next to him on the bed. Alex, a little nervous, asked you: "can I touch your face?". It took you by surprise, thinking about it for a moment until you fell; he didn't know your appearance and could barely get an idea of ​​your body from the few hugs you had given each other since you met.
—Okay…— you responded a little bewildered. They arranged themselves facing each other, sitting on the bed. You took Alex's hands and guided them to your cheeks. He touched you gently, then touched your chin, outlining your jaw making you tingle. He touched your nose, your eyebrows, your hair and your lips.
Alex was getting an idea of ​​what you are like, through touch. He could feel your features beneath his fingers in gentle contact, feeling somewhat intimate. He hesitated a little before asking:
—Can I hug you?— he said shyly, his cheeks slightly rosy. You nodded with a hum. You got out of bed and so did he, so he could feel you better. Alex gently wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled your body closer to him; he could feel your shorter height than him, the proportions of your waist and hips. He felt your breasts pressing against his chest, having a vague idea of ​​their size. He heard you sigh shakily, which perked him up a bit, becoming bolder. His hands moved down to your hips, squeezing lightly. He climbed up to your shoulders and gently caressed the skin of your bristly arms.
He touched your waist again, slowly moving up your torso to the sides of your bust. You didn't stop him, so he moved forward and cupped your breasts, feeling their size and firmness. You sighed, feeling your cheeks burn with blush, as you looked at Alex's handsome, focused face.
Apretó tus senos a su gusto, pasando sus manos por debajo de tu blusa y sostén, tocando directamente tu cálida piel. Luego bajó por tu cuerpo hasta tu trasero, apretándolo y haciéndote inclinarte un poco hacia él. Alex tocó tus muslos y luego deslizó una mano entre ellos. Abres un poco las piernas invitándolo a continuar. Sentiste que te tocaba ligeramente por encima de tus pantalones cortos, apenas podías sentirlo. Puso su mano debajo de tu ropa, como si hubiera leído tus pensamientos.
Two fingers slid between your wet lips, caressing from your clit to your entrance, not focusing on either one. Finally, he decided to focus on her clitoris. You gasped, unconsciously leaning into him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and kissed him, while he held you by the waist with his free arm. He continued to gently work your clit, making you gasp and get wetter.
“Alex…more,” you whispered against his lips. Alex asked you if you were sure. You gave him your consent and he was very happy about it. He laid you on the bed as he took off your shorts and panties. You open your legs, letting him settle between them, to kiss you passionately. Little by little they undressed, until they were completely naked. He couldn't see you, but feeling you gave him enough pleasure. He slid his hand between the two of you, touching your wet, needy pussy. He inserted two fingers inside you, making you moan softly. He penetrated you with his fingers, while kissing your neck and tits.
—Please…— you whispered, eager for Alex to replace his fingers with his delicious cock. He smiled a little at your submission, inserting a third finger that stretched you even further, as air caught in your throat. "Mmm~."
No pasó mucho tiempo hasta que quitó los dedos, frotando la cabeza de su polla contra tu entrada resbaladiza, provocándote. "Por favor, Alex", suplicaste. A Alex parecía gustarle hacerte parecer la persona necesitada que eras en este momento. Sin más preámbulos, te empujó suavemente, suspirando al sentir tus paredes apretarlo cálidamente.
—Fuck…— Alex moaned hoarsely, as he began to move slowly, stroking your waist with his thumb and gripping the mattress with his other hand. —You feel so good, baby— he murmured in your ear. You gasped and moaned as he fucked you faster. You felt it bottom out on your cervix. Your moans became more desperate as you occasionally muffled them into Alex's lips. He hit you hard, filling you up so good.
He moved away from your body a little to hold your thighs up, fucking your warm, slippery pussy. He felt your walls squeeze him tightly, making him let out a hoarse moan. He held you tightly, as you warned him how close you were to cumming.
—Fuck, baby, you feel so good, come for me— he said as he began to rub your clit messily. You writhed, desperate for double pleasure, as your orgasm coursed through you. It continued for a few more seconds until he came too. While he was still pumping into you, he pulled out of your pussy to finish releasing his cum onto your belly. You felt its hot liquid inside you and on your skin, while you breathed raggedly.
Alex laid down next to you, exhausted and satisfied. "You're beautiful...your face feels more beautiful than I imagined and your body is so perfect," Alex said, caressing your hand. He now had a better idea of ​​you, having touched every corner of your body, knowing the proportions of your figure and your facial features.
This smut is inspired by a bot I made myself on HiWaifu. ID: 2627638.
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xxoxobree · 6 months
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hiya!! i don’t know if your matchups are still open, but if not, ignore this!! id like to request a match up with miles 1610/42.
i’m quite shy and reserved but i could be considered an ambivert when i’m around ppl i trust. i’m a very sarcastic person and i think i have pretty good comedic timing. i put others before me and i really just want others to be safe and happy. i am jokingly flirty with my friends that i trust and i love being close to my friends (like sitting close and leaning on their shoulders, etc)
only a little bit abt my looks; i have curly hair with chunky highlights (blonde, brown and a purple maroon)
i like movies (horror), animals (bats), music, sleeping, baking, reading, podcasts, food, helping others, animated movies, lengthy deep discussions
i dislike small spaces, the dark, rude and obnoxious people, toxic people, bigotry
my main hobbies are dance and film analysing
my music taste is so random i love everything (metal to rock to foreign music to rap to anti-pop to hyperpop to pop) but i rly love 2000s pop and alternative music (like metal, goth, punk, etc). i esp love gorillaz
thank you and have a good day/evening!
Hey babe (I would love to hear your thoughts on films, that’s so cool that you analyze them.)
You’re A Miles G girl 😌for sure!
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Is sarcastic too, he get on your nerves (taste of your own medicine)
He’s witty too and matches your energy when it tile to flirt, he probably leaves you speechless most of the time tho . The couple that flirts all the time and makes everyone gag.
He laughs hard at all your jokes but refuses to call you funny, is jealous when other guys find you funny
You two share the same “put others first” ideal so I can see a lot of check up text and conversations between you two and immediate response to something feeling/being wrong.
He will not watch the horror movies with you 😂😂 ask you how do you enjoy it. If he does watch with you be prepared for a lengthy text of the nightmare he had.
He is Puerto Rican and got moves, will dance with you and teach you dances.
Probably makes fun of you liking “old” music but you can make fun of him too because he listens to all of Aaron’s old vinyls
Will watch Animations with you, prefers them over live action.
Doesn’t mind you being touchy,sinks into your touch every time it calms him.
LATE NIGHT TALKS, will talk to you about anything, his brains runs a miles a minute and is happy he has someone that he can express himself with
Hope this was good 🥰🥰
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lovinbarzal · 1 year
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RANDOM HC FOR MY AU'S
masterlist | a/n please feel free to send in requests for these au's!
NEVER GROW UP ( ME94 )
- mark & mama cookie met after mark 'accidentally' cut a huge chunck of her hair off in their freshman year of high school. he claimed he had a muscle spasm
- when mama cookie found out she was pregnant, she immediately called mark out of panic.
- mama cookie's biggest craving while pregnant was mint ice cream and lime lays
- mama cookie is in school to be an infusion nurse and mark is always willing to be her patient.
- nez's first word was "uck" aka fuck. she said it after mark had lost his 4th round of uno with Luke, Ethan, Mackie, and Dylan. mama cookie was out with friends and he tried to desperately to get her to stop saying it before she got home.
- he failed.
- people (minus friend & family) didn't know about mama cookie and nez until their sophomore year of college when he hard launched them on insta
- when the team found out about mama cookie and nez, they were shocked. how was the most aggressive player in the BIG10 also a soft girl dad?
- Inez was in fact named after Blake Lively's daughter & mark loves to talk about it.
- "yeah, she's the blake to my ryan so why not have an inez?"
KING OF MY HEART (JH86)
- jack & darling hard launched on his draft day.
- "we are proud to select jack hughes" *turns to darling & full blown makes out with her for a solid 3 seconds*
- in the back of the shot you can see trevor fake vomiting
- darling stayed with Trevor during his rookie year before moving to Newark when Jack got injured
- they have a pregnancy scare like every 3 weeks. they think it's crazy that she hasn't gotten pregnant yet
- darling is the pickyist eater mf ever.
- like she hates when her food touches so she has those kid plates that separate the food
- she is a sucker for true crime and loves to listen to true crime
- jack is terrified of her sometimes cause of how much she listens to true crime podcasts. he's scared that one day she'll murder him and get away with it cause she learned from the mistakes of these other guys
OUR SONG (WJ53)
- sugar went to University of Michigan for a semester before moving to UTA
- wyatt gave y/n the nickname, 'sugar', because of her sweet tooth
- they met when sugar accidentally hit joe's car while trying to reverse park
- joe and wyatt were in the car
- wyatt took one look at her and freaked out cause he thought it was his fault
- they were both apologizing to each other and joe just stood there and was like 🤨🥹 cause he knew they were perfect for each other
- the rest was history
- once wyatt and she started to get a little more serious, she basically moved in with the Pavelski's and shared a room with wyatt
- sugar didn't tell anyone (minus tito) about wyatt and didn't plan on it but some paparazzi saw them together took some pictures which were published with headlines, "Y/N BARZAL NEW LOVER?! A HOCKEY PLAYER?"
- mat & liana called her and both were more mad about the fact that she told tito and not them than her actually dating wyatt
ENCHANTED AU (AF11)
- peach and adam met when she wanted a hoodie from luke and she just popped up uninvited into the sophmore house while the froshies were there
- he was like, "you're just gonna let the strange girl barge in🤨"
- she ended up staying and got really close with adam
- peach is closest with jack out of all of her brothers
- peach loves to sprawl out ontop on adam and just lay there
- their first date was a failed attempt at a picnic (adam forgot the food and then it started pouring on them)
- adam walks her to all of her classes even if it means he'a late
- peach's insta is private (sometimes she'll let some fans in) but she and adam have each others first intial in their bios, 'A<3' 'y/f/i 💞'
- they got hard launched after the frozen four when phil posted a dump of the trip they had all went on after.
- included was a picture of ethan and mark drowning each other but in the back you can see the two kissing
- phil took it down after numerous threats from peach
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yardsards · 1 year
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reading the things you post/rb while not knowing what the adventure zone is is kinda funny. I'll be scrolling my dash and see "NAH 'CAUSE BEANIEMAN GOT SO SCHLORPED WHEN THE PIANO FLAVORED STICK OF DEODERANT GOT SCAMMED" and I'm so tempted to get context, but it feels like life would be funnier without it
okay so like. the adventure zone is an actual-play ttrpg podcast (aka they record themselves playing dungeons and dragons and similar games and then edit down the recording so it's fun to listen to)
and it's kind of like 5+ different podcasts in a trenchcoat. cuz there's 5 completely separate games (well, 5 plus a couple way shorter games, but 5 main ones). and since each game is already pretty wild on its own, the fact that there are FIVE OF THEM definitely makes it sound extra bizarre to outsiders lol
there's:
1: balance: a standard fantasy world with some minor sci-fi elements. it's about heroes tracking down and neutralizing dangerous magical items and uncovering secrets about their own pasts. by far the most popular season and imo the best, but it gets off to a slow start
2: amnesty: a story about cryptids and magic in a modern day appalachian setting. been a while since i listened to this one tbh and i don't talk about it as much
3: graduation: young adults going to magic college and getting wrapped up in a demon war. this is the least popular one but not actually bad imo
4: ethersea: freelance adventurers from an undersea city exploring the world in a magical post-apocalyptic setting. my fav behind balance
5: steeplechase: like a defunctland video meets a heist movie, secret crime rings operating within a theme park. very fun, still in progress
they're released kind of like different seasons of a show, one after the other, but each "season" doesn't actually need to be listened to in order (ie you can listen to steeplechase before balance, but you'd have to start at ep 1 of steeplechase and not just skip to steeplechase ep 32 or else you'd be really confused)
honestly i've been halfway considering getting different tags for each game but i'm too lazy to change now
ANYWAY
the thing about the adventure zone is that it's a *comedy* podcast first and foremost. so most of the weird bizarre funny bits are just as funny and batshit insane even WITH context. hell, i'd say a lot of it is even MORE funny if you know what's going on.
though there is also some buckwild shit that you just get desensitized to. like one of the 3 protagonists of balance is named *taco* (but spelled taako) because it was originally just gonna be a silly one-off episode, so the player was like "haha i'm gonna be XD random and annoy my dm with this zany noun name", not knowing that there were gonna be 68 more episodes and it would eventually grow into a deeply emotionally moving story. so by the end you're fucking sobbing over this character's love and loss and you forget that "taco" is not a normal thing for an elf/wizard to be called
it's absolutely delightful
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