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#and there's a sweet little close-up of her stopping and squeaking it with her foot. and then cutting back to show her delight in that
candlewinds · 2 years
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The subway car moving away from Seoul on a weekday morning was so quiet and peaceful that I almost felt as though I had been transported to another world. Perhaps, life isn’t any different. If you go in the opposite direction of everyone else, you may be able to find a quiet, peaceful path.
SUMMER STRIKE (2022) Dir. Lee Yoon Jung
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vinomino · 3 months
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r/relationship_advice
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I (##F) have a crush on my boss (##M) who’s seven years older than me. He’s hot and so dreamy. He doesn’t have a wife or kids btw. Last week I overheard that he doesn't have a girlfriend either. Should I go for it?
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Featuring: Umemiya Hajime x f!Reader
Contents: mdni 18+, restaurant owner!Umemiya x employee!reader, older!umemiya x younger!reader, unprotected sex, reader makes Ume creampie her, breeding, baby trapping(?), public sex, pregnancy
WC: 1.5k
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You started working at Umemiya’s restaurant for some quick cash. The job pays well, but what really sold you was how fine Umemiya was. You never knew you had a thing for older men until your friend introduced you to him.
Umemiya was an enigma to you. A bunch of guys would the stop by on the daily, he told you they were his friends from high-school. It had you wondering how popular he was to have this many hard looking dudes showing him respect. Umemiya seems so perfect to you, he’s attractive, kind, friendly, and knew how to cook.
“Ugh, he’s just so dreamy.” You’re daydreaming to your friends again over some barbecue. “Do you want to fuck him or be his wife.” She chuckles. “Obviously number two, if I was his wife, I would’ve gave him three kids by now.” You sigh out making them all break out laughing. “Isn’t he seven years older than you?” One of them inquires. “It’s not that bad! Seven years is like nothing. I’m a grown woman.” You say waving your hand.
You detailedly remembered when he kicked out a customer for harassing you. The way he so easily picked the guy up and threw him out into the street. It had you fantasizing that night about how little effort he would need to put in to fold you like a pretzel. Umemiya was big, a six foot two hunk, so he was probably packing too.
Sitting around a table after the restaurant closes, enjoying a drink with your coworkers and boss. You’re trying not to stare too much at Umemiya’s biceps. “Umemiya-san let me help out! After all you treated us.” You exclaim, “Huh, sure!” He grins. The rest of the team has gone home, leaving you two alone. You’re wiping down the tables, “I’ll add a bonus pay to your check, you’ve been such a help.” Umemiya thanks you while putting the chairs up. “It’s no problem.” It’s not a problem at all when you get to spend more time with him.
Finishing up with the table, you take a step back. “Woah!” Umemiya shouts out from right behind you. “Sorry I was just trying to squeeze past.”
“O-Oh, I didn’t see you—“ You squeak out and try to move away. “W-Wait— shit— don’t do that…d-don’t move.” He grips your hips to hold you in place. “U-Umemiya-San…?” Your ass is smooshed right up against his crotch.
Umemiya would be lying if you weren’t attractive. Some customers kept coming back to the place in order to see you and he had to throw out one too many douches who got too comfortable. Hell, even his juniors ogled at you sometimes. “Aren’t you gonna settle down soon?” Hiragi asks, taking another swing of his beer. “What makes you say that?”
“Just thought you would be the kind of guy who’d have kids by now.” His old friend squints his eyes. “Nope, still haven’t met the right girl.” Umemiya scratches his chin.
“Seriously? What about her? You two look kinda close.” Umemiya follows Hiragi’s finger to you, working at the register. “She single? How old is she anyways…” Umemiya feels his eye twitch as Hiragi scans you. “She’s seven years younger.”
Hiragi eyes almost bulge out his head, “Yer kidding.” He covers his stomach feeling a subtle ache. “Well, I gotta get back to work.” Umemiya pats his shoulder and stands up making his way over to help you ring a customer out.
It wasn’t a secret some of the old Furin boy’s thought you were pretty. But to think you, a young sweet charming girl was working at a establishment in this part of town, left Hiragi wondering why Umemiya did something so out of character.
“Umemiya-San?” You turn your head to look at him. He lets out a low groan, scrunching up his brows. Your ass felt so plushy against his clothed dick. You feel his tent poke at you, was this really happening? “You’ve been giving me fuck-me eyes since you started working here.” He thumbs at your bottom lip. “Driving me crazy.”
The initial shock dissipated. “Really? I thought it was only me…” You smirk, grinding back into him. The friction had his mouth slightly parted. “You’re a vixen.” He hisses. “Wanna find out?” You stick your tongue out to lick his thumb.
He was going to find out. Your jeans were pooled at your ankles as he bent you over the table to ravage your insides. “U-Ume!” You squeal when he bring a hand down to your jiggling ass. You can probably imagine how red your cheeks were from the spanking. “Damn—pussy’s so tight…” He lets out a deep moan. You’re gurgling when he buries himself to the hilt and grinds against your sweet spot. “H-haah—!” You were right, Umemiya was packing. Atleast eight inches, girthy, and veiny. The biggest cock you’ve ever taken.
Shit, it felt so fucking good. Had your eyes rolling back into your sockets. He was skillfully rubbing at your clit too. You wonder if he was bad at anything. Dick game had to the best in you’ll ever have in your life.
You’re drooling on to the wooden table, “Ume! Ume! Fuck…I’m gonna cum!” He lowly chuckles from behind. “Yeah? You gonna cum?”
The lights were still on, if anyone walked past they could see him blowing your back out through the big windows. You wanted someone to see, for them to tell everyone you had him inside you. The thought make you clench down on his throbbing member.
His large hands groping your behind, pulling you back into him. Every harsh thrust had you inching on top of the table. “I— wanna see you when…I cum…” You plead.
Shit you were so cute, how could he say no to such a pretty thing. Umemiya easily flips you so your facing him, sitting on the edge of table. He’s finally able to see your adorable expressions. It has him harshly gulping when you look up at him all cockdrunk, gaze hazy, and your mouth agape. The sounds of skip slapping, your moans, and his grunts echoed throughout the empty building. The coil in your stomach makes you dig crescents into his arms. “Ume!”
Your orgasm hits you like a freight train, arching your back as you silently scream. A euphoric feeling fills your body. Gushing all over his length, soaking his pubes, and the tiles. His eyes crinkle when he sees how much of a mess you made. “Fuck that’s so hot—Squirting all over the place. Prettiest pussy I’ve ever seen. Heh, gotta mop the floor now.” He grunts out, struggling to plunge his dick into you at how hard you’re clenching. He captures your lips in a kiss, although it was more like a meeting of teeth. You’re looking at him through half-lidded eyes, “Ume—cum with me.”
“Shit, I’m close—“ He leans back to pull out and fist his cock over you. But you wrap your legs around his waist, “Cum in me!” You beg. “Fuck— I can’t. We can’t. Stop— if you don’t let me pull out—“ He’s clenching his jaw so hard to not spill into you. “No! Hngh—Wan’ it inside! Ume!” You’re imploring him, clenching down to try to milk him. “Your killing me here— if you don’t let me pull out..I’m gonna fucking cum.”
You want it so bad. You want his sperm in your womb. You want him to knock you up. Your walls are fluttering around him.
“Shit—fuck. No— ah— fuck I’m cumming—!” Unable to hold himself back, he’s creaming into you, painting your walls white with his cum. His head is thrown back as he bites back a whimper. Tightening your legs even further, you’re milking him dry.
The both of you panting, trying to catch your breathes after the vigorous activity.
。・゜・゜・。
“Papa! How did you meet mama!” Your five year old questions with a mouthful of carrots. “Chew your food before talking.” You’re scolding her, wiping her mouth. “Hmm? She appeared in-front of me like a fairy!” Umemiya laughs. “Really? Really?! Mama is a fairy?”
“Don’t say such nonsense.” You smile and pinch his hand. “Am I a fairy too?” Your daughter claps her hands together. “The cutest fairy.” He reaches over to ruffle her hair. “What about my brother? What is he?” Umemiya’s eyes soften at his bubbly she is. “A fairy knight.” He grins making her giggle. The scene has your heart fluttering. Umemiya places a hand over your large stomach, “Isn’t he, honey?” Your daughter’s eyes sparkle as she looks at you. “Yes, he is. You’re all my fairies.”
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Update: Thanks for all your responses. Yes, I went for it. We have a daughter and a son on the way. Happy mom and wife now, peace!
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buckyalpine · 2 years
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Craving
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Mob!Steve x f reader x Bodyguard!Bucky
Remember this filth - Just a Taste? 
This is sort of a prequel but you can read this as a standalone as well. IDK why I felt the need to do this, y’all asked for a part 2 and instead I went a step back. 
Warnings: SMUT F masturbation, fucking, dom freaky steve, breeding kink degrading, dirty talking, so much of it 
More here:
Satisfied 
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Steve quietly padded up the stairs, stopping as soon as he reached the top, soft needy whimpers carrying down the hall. He smiled to himself, picturing his perfect angel spread out on their bed with her hands between her legs thinking about hi-
“Oh Bucky!” 
Steve froze before opening the door, not making a sound, unsure if he heard correctly.
“Please-please J-James!” 
Oh. 
His cock twitched as he quietly went inside, pink lips curling into a smirk seeing you splayed out on top of the sheets, your head thrown back, chest heaving. You bit down on your finger to keep your voice down but it clearly did nothing. The tightness in Steve’s pants became unbearable, the sweet scent of your arousal filling the room. Your eyes shot open at the sound of his pants unzipping, your husband standing at the foot of your bed, his cock standing tall and proud, precum already beading at the tip. You pulled your hand away, squeaking, unable to meet Steve’s eyes, hearing a low growl emitting from his chest. 
“How pretty, why’d you stop princess” He smirked, cocking his head to the side while your body felt like it was lit on fire, squeezing your thighs together, “Don’t stop just because I’m here baby, you sounded like you were close”
You whimpered while he crawled onto the bed, his heavy cock bobbing between his legs, his warm breath fanning against your face. He sat back on his heels, grabbing your knees and shoving them apart, groaning at the way your pussy glistened, the white creamy mess a clear indication of how long you had been playing with yourself. 
“Did you get curious baby, was that it? Your little imagination running wild when daddy isn’t around?” He kept your legs apart, biting his lips while you nodded, something about getting caught making your more wet than before. “So tell me my love, tell me exactly what you were thinking of”
You were still in shock over the fact that your husband had walked in on you thinking about your bodyguard, a fantasy you tried to desperately keep a secret. Though Steve enjoyed your shy squirming, his cock ached, needing to know every single dirty thought you dreamed of. 
“I said tell me, princess” His eyes bore into you while you continued to remain silent, struggling to form a coherent thought. 
“I-I-um-DADDY” You squealed as Steve's palm met your throbbing cunt, slapping your pulsating clit, shaking his head. 
“I said tell me sweets, I wanna know exactly what you dream about when you’re not thinking about your husband” 
“About his cock” You whispered while Steve hummed, dragging his fingers through your folds, smearing around your slick. 
“What about his cock princess, how do you think it’d look my pretty baby, describe what you imagine” He purposely avoided where you needed him most, drawling circles around your clit without actually touching it and teasing your entrance without pushing his fingers in. 
“B-Big, thick” You swallowed thickly, peeking up at him through your lashes, trailing your gaze down to his nearly purple tip. You let out a whine when he teased you again, your hips raising up the chase more of his touch. “Pretty cock” 
You just knew he’d have a perfect cock, a pink tip you’d suckle on, long and thick you’d gag and cry trying to fit all of him in your mouth. His balls would hang heavy, swinging and hitting your chin, tapping your clit, full of cum if he ever got a chance to shove it in-
“Aww, you’re so needy angel, you think his cock is pretty baby? Nice big fat pretty cock?”
“So pretty daddy” You threw your head back, moaning as Steve swiped across your clit, rubbing you before pulling his hand away again. 
“You think he’d be bigger than me baby?” There was a growl in his voice, precum dribbling down his shaft, licking his fingers clean, throbbing at your taste. 
“Not bigger than daddy” You shook your head, letting out a needy whimper as your husband started to toy with your clit again, his other hand coming down to stroke himself. 
“Hmm, you love daddy’s huge cock, don’t you princess. You think my best friend has a thick fat cock? You wanna suck on his heavy balls sweets? Help him empty them, make his dick feel so good” 
You couldn’t take it anymore, your hand flying to rub away at the ache that was screaming between your legs. Steve grinned, watching you lose yourself, furiously rubbing your bud at the thought of fucking Bucky. He gripped the base of his cock, tugging at his balls while your moans got louder, bringing yourself higher and higher. 
“I wanna suck him, daddy!” 
“Look at you, rubbing your little button, playing with yourself when daddy isn’t around, you lil button needed attention from my bestfriend? Is that it baby? You wanna suck my bestfriends cock? You wanna open that slutty little mouth and take him down your throat? Hear how he moans when he gets a taste of that silky tongue?”
“How are you gonna suck him princess, show me” Steve threw his clothes off before he sat against the headboard, beckoning for you to position yourself between his legs. 
“Like this” You whispered as you laid in front of Steve to take his cock in your mouth, your ass in the air. You gagged and choked, letting his tip his the back of your throat, tears brimming your lash line. You moaned at the taste of his precum, rolling his balls in your hand while swirling your tongue around the head, making a mess all over his crotch. 
“God, you filthy nasty slut, that’s it, show me how you’d suck his cock baby, show me how you’d make him feel good” Steve threw his head back, bringing his hand to push your head down, thrusting his hips up into your mouth. Your throat constricted, making him nearly whine, his full balls desperate to fill your mouth. “Fuck this, come here-”
He shoved you off, manhandling you till you were face down, ass up, his hand pressed on your back to keep you down. His cock prodded your entrance, letting out a dark chuckle when you wiggled your hips, begging for him to fuck you. 
“Need it daddy, please!” 
“You need me or need him baby, hm?”
“Both” 
That did it. Steve shoved his cock into you without warning, setting in a brutal pace while you screamed with pleasure, his hips snapping against your ass. Your hands scrambled to hold onto something to keep from slipping from how hard your husband was fucking you, his moans and grunts making your cunt throb. 
“Yeah baby? You gonna take his cock? You gonna make him cum? Get him fuckin’ whipped and needy for this perfect tight little cunt? S’what you did to daddy sweets, you got daddy so fucked up with your perfect pussy” Steve slammed into you, gripping your hair and pulling you back, holding you against his chest, panting against your ear. “I’ll give you what you want baby, let him have a taste, taste this fuckin’ heaven I get to have everyday”
“Daddy!! Daddy gonna-gonna cu-
“Do it, fucking do it now, cum thinking about his cock while I fuck you, cum with my fucking cock in your pussy baby, c’mon, give it to me, give it to us you little fuckin slut, cream all over daddy”
Steve started to play with your clit causing your orgasm to barrel towards you. You screamed, molten white pleasure consuming you, gripping Steve’s cock, desperate to milk him for every drop hes worth. 
“Gonna make daddy cum baby, can’t believe you got me horny thinking about you taking another mans cock, fuck have you done to me baby?”
“My little slut is such a cock hungry whore, shoud’ve-fuck, I can’t hold it-should’ve known, huh? Such an innocent baby would be such a low key freaky whore. Can’t even control herself, masturbating and rubbing herself like a bitch in head in her husbands bed thinking about another man” 
His pace grew sloppy, the bed shaking with how hard he was fucking you, unable to hold off much longer. You whined, your arms clinging onto him while he pounded into you like a fuckdoll. 
“He’s gonna want more after he gets a taste, y’know that? Fuck you like that huh, can feel you milking my cock baby, you want him that bad? You want me to watch baby? I wanna see your pretty face when he ruins you, wanna see his cock slip in and out of this pussy. I’ll give you everything you want princess, daddy’s gonna give you everything you want, m’gonna cum in your pussy baby, fill it up nice and you’re gonna take it, God-I can’t-fuck-fuck-m’gonna cummm- FUUCKK” Steve wrapped his arms tightly around you, moaning loudly into the crook of your neck, his cum spilling out of you, down his balls and onto the sheets. 
You moaned with him, limp in his arms while he rolled and grinded his hips deep into your cunt, making sure he filled you up all the way, his balls throbbing each time you clenched around him. He hissed as he pulled out, helping you to lie down on the silky sheets, grabbing a soft cloth to clean you up. He joined you in bed, wrapping an arm around you, bringing you to his chest, smirking at how ethereal and angelic you always looked after you got your brains fucked out. 
“Just wait till he gets a taste” Steve murmured, pressing his lips to your forehead while you fell asleep. He was going to have so much fun.  
After all, he’d heard his bestfriend moan for his wife when he thought he was alone. 
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desperate-gay · 10 months
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omg the mearps stress reliever idea pls. I need it.
Where mary comes home, does what she wants (strap?) if you even write that. And then takes a shower, leaving reader alone. she gets the idea that mary ends up feeling a little bit guilty and reader tries to tell mary that she just wants to be there for her in any way. Angst if you squint but then it ends in fluff ❤️❤️❤️
Sorry if that's hard to understand lol. NEED A LONG FIC FOR HER BAD.
Stress Toy
Mary Earps x fem!reader
SMUT 18+
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“Mary, fuck!”
The feeling of her hands gripping your waist, moving you forward and backward to meet each one of her thrusts, causing the toy to lodge deeper into you. Her pace is relentless, not once showing the hint of even slowing down.
You know she needs this. The game has left everyone on edge, specifically Mary since she thinks she’s at fault when the truth is, it’s no one’s fault. There may have been a few mistakes here and there but it’s a team game, you can just blame one person, and you’ve tried to tell Mary that but she won’t listen.
When you noticed her silent behavior, you knew she was no longer sad but now angry. Why couldn’t she just have controlled the ball? How come she’s the one who has to deal with the strikers? So many questions ran through her head only fuming her anger.
Being the good girlfriend you are, you tried cheering her up by making her favorite dish, cleaning up the house, and basically offering anything that could make her feel better.
And that’s how you’re here. Ass bright red from the consistent slaps across it, hands gripping the white sheets, head pushed into your pillows, your whole body rocking with every thrust. You’re extremely overstimulated from the multiple orgasms you have already received but you want to please Mary, make her feel better. Mary places her hand on the small of your back and pushes, making your back arch further and your ass lift more into the air.
“God you’re such a slut, being my little toy. You were so quick to help me, weren’t ya?” She grits through her teeth, breathing heavily from each slam of her hips
“Y-yes, anything for you, baby.” You squeak when the toy hits a new spot, allowing a knot to form in your stomach once again.
From the increasing volume of your moans, she knows you’re close. Her hand reaches down and rubs tight circles around your clit, causing your body to jerk away from the slight sting of her touch. Your legs shake uncontrollably on the bed as you feel your release coming soon.
“I’m gonna- oh god, I’m gonna cum!” Your voice is muffled by the pillows, the sounds from your mouth blare throughout the apartment.
“C’mon, give me another one.” She says, lifting one foot onto the bed, flexing her thigh muscles as she pounds deeper into you from the new position.
Your orgasm crashed over you as tears run down your face from the overstimulation. Mary switches from her thrusts to a grind, slowing it down but not stopping. Knowing what she was planning, you flipped your body over and placed a hand on her chest, halting her movements.
“Mary, I can’t do any more, It’s too much.”
The girl huffs, getting off the bed while unclipping the strap off of her before making her way over to the bathroom, slamming the door shut. You remain on the bed, shocked by the still angry woman who just left you alone. You can hear the shower running and the sound of water wringing out from her hair.
Not really being able to move, you just lift the sheet over your body so you feel less exposed. Even if you’re in your own house, you feel a little dirty at the moment and you’re not sure why. You told the girl she could do whatever she wanted to you so why all of a sudden do you feel this way?
Maybe it’s because you were hoping after using you as a stress reliever, she’d be somewhat back to herself again. The sweet, funny, cuddly Mary. You can just be overreacting but you’re scared she’s mad that you stopped her and maybe you didn’t fulfill her needs enough.
Your thoughts pause at the sound of the bathroom door opening, a frowning Mary coming out with wet hair and a hoodie with sweatpants on. You don’t notice the wet rag in her hands until she removes the sheet off of you and cleans up the mess between your legs.
“I’m sorry for being a jerk.” She mumbles softly, placing kisses wherever she can.
“You weren’t a jerk, baby.” You reassure her with a sweet smile, tucking in a wet piece of her hair behind her ear.
Mary looks back up at you with the same frown. “I gave you no breaks and when you said you’ve had enough, I left you here. I didn’t even take care of you!”
The shame in her eyes is apparent, her lips beginning to wobble from the built-up emotions and the guilt. You pull her clothed body on your naked one, rubbing your hand up and down the center of her back.
“Sure you could have handled things better a few minutes ago, but you’re here now, taking care of me and apologizing profusely.” You assure while pecking her cheek multiple times along with her temple.
“I’m still sorry.”
“I know, baby. I forgive you. Now why don’t we put on a movie, cuddle, and just relax? Maybe you can take off your clothes and we can be more skin-to-skin?” You say, your intentions being completely innocent, knowing that with this type of cuddling you can feel even closer.
Mary doesn’t put up much of a fight, slinging her clothes across the room and placing her head on your chest while her arms wrap around your waist. Usually, it’s the other way around but she definitely needs this today.
From the movie playing in the background to your fingers threading through her hair, Mary’s eyes are closed and her breathing is evened out, knocked into a peaceful sleep, you following not too far after. There may be some tough days in life but it can always be better if you just try.
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jarofstyles · 11 months
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FICTOBER DAY 24- Holding Back
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yeah so... it's angel yn x demon h smut and it's filthy so here we goooo.
Fictober
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WARNINGS- demon h, angel Y/N, mean Dom h, dumbification, degradation, choking, hair pulling, etc. Just filth.
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Holding her hair in a ponytail, Harry’s hand drug her back to press her back against his sweaty chest. His hips continued to move, the slap of skin audible in the room, but Y/N was trying to keep it down. 
 “You’re holding back.” He hissed into her ear, the tingles of her hair being gripped and his lips so close making her body shiver. The demon was rough with her, just the way she’d found herself craving, one hand curling around her throat as she let out the most pathetic whimper she’d ever hear. “Who cares if anyone hears, hm? It’s what you need to do.”
His cock was deep in her, fucking into her sopping wet cunt, and he knew he was directly where she liked being fucked. “Poor little Angel. Still so afraid of letting people see even a bit of Dirt.” He cooed, slowing his thrusts and hitting deep, making her mouth fall open and a wheezy squeak leaving her lips. 
“I think that’s what it is. Y’walk around, like you’re this holy, sweet, innocent little thing. Perfect Angel, so soft spoken and touch so delicate. But when the door is closed.” He squeezed a bit harder with his fingers on her throat, making her gasp again. “The door is closed and you’re getting your holes fucked by the very creature you claim to hate. Sweet little Angel Y/N, God’s favorite… Is getting raw fucked by the demon who followed you home.” He snickered, loving that he had been her downfall. 
If Y/N wasn’t in the midst of pleasure, she would smack him hard. She would turn her nose up in the air, stomp her foot and leave. But she wasn’t there, she was being fucked by said man so well that her body was clay for him to model, her cunt wrapped around him and getting sparks of pleasure rendering her brain useless. “Hm? No retort from the pretty ice queen?” His tongue licked over her jaw, letting her breathe better for a moment as she shook her head. It was the right answer, because she was rewarded with her hair being released and sneaking down to rub at her throbbing clit. 
“Right answer, Angel girl. Got you so drunk on my cock that you’ve turned into a braindead little slut.” His voice got rougher, making her clench around him. He was soaked with her arousal, balls dripping with it, and he was enjoying every second of it. “Big and proper when we’re out there but the moment we’re alone you fall to the ground and mouth at my cock, get on those knees and open that pretty little mouth just so I can spit into it, fuck it… whatever I want because you’re just my little toy, yeah Angel?” He felt her try to nod, but that wasn’t enough.  “Use your words. Tell me you’re just my toy to fuck.” 
“I’m just… I’m your- I’m just your toy to f-fuck.” She shivered, her brain pleasantly floating as he fucked her. Y/N didn’t know sex could be as good as it was and surely she would pretend to hate depraved things such as this when she left the room- but something about the demon made her want to submit fully. Allowed herself to go blank, to take him the way he wanted her to. “Please,please,please, can I?” She pleaded, wanting so badly to cum. The stroke of his cock and his fingers rubbing over her clit and the nibbling of her jaw, it was the perfect storm. She was so close to letting go, so close to cumming all over his thick cock and then- 
He stopped. Fingers stilling on her clit, cock buried to the hilt and stopping, Y/N cried out in loss as he cooed at her. “None of that. You’re going to cum when I want you to, beautiful thing. If you’re going to turn your back on me out there, that’s fine. But I want you to remember being edged as many times as you can be. Roll your eyes at me saying hello next time and m’not going to let you come at all. You’ve got to be reminded what you are.” He kissed away a tear, pulling her to lay her head back on him. “A slut for a demon, a personal whore. You’ve signed up for this, you come knocking at my door to apologize… Give me this sweet body and a promise of being better next time… I think the only way to make a girl like you learn, is if I take away what you’re after.” Harry’s hand crawled up her belly, pressing over where he was sure he was buried, rocking back and forth into her to get some relief. 
“Because none of those angels can fuck you the way you want. You want flower petals and champagne and a slow rock of a fuck? Go on to them. But you won’t because underneath that angelic body, lays the prettiest, most willing to please slut that wants a pounding.” His chuckle made her shudder again, pressing his lips to her cheek. “As long as you remember you’re mine and show me a bit more respect? I can continue to make this happen. Do you understand me?” 
“Yes- yeah, I do Harry. I’m sorry.” She whined, cut off when his hand smacked over her breast.  As much as she tried, Harry was the one who shut her brain off. Let her focus on pleasure and give her a sweet pain to remember the next day, making her feel more alive than she had ever been. “I am yours, I promise.” 
“I know that.” He stated. “Get back down and turn around. Want to see you cry for my cum.”
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jobean12-blog · 1 year
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Lost and Found
Pairing: Joel Miller x reader (Biker AU)
Word Count: 854
Summary: Joel comes home from a night out with the guys and has a surprise.
Author’s Note: I’ve been thinking about writing a little something for this for a while! Still in love with the idea of our grumpy biker soft for the sweet things like his girl and...well you can tell what else from my pics hehe! Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! ❤️❤️❤️Divider by the sweet @firefly-graphics thank you Daisy! 
Warnings: soft and sweet fluffs
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The growl of his engine reverberates through the night air, at first distant and piercing the stillness before the power gradually diminishes as he slows down and approaches the house. The rhythmic purring begins to fade, replaced by the sound of the rubber tires rolling across the pavement.
Finally, the motorcycle stops, the engine settling into a quiet idle as the hot metal begins to cool with ticks and cracks.
He shuts the engine and swings one long leg over the seat.
You open your front door and run into his arms. He catches you easily, wrapping you up in him.
“Joel,” you whisper into the aged leather of his jacket.
“Hiya darlin’” he drawls, dragging you closer to capture your lips.
You only break apart when you feel a small movement beneath his jacket, the shifting making you pull back in surprise.
He throws you a sheepish smile and tucks you into his side. “Let’s get inside.”
The door shuts from the force of his booted foot and he switches on the small light by the couch.
“Come ‘ere,” he whispers, sitting down and crooking his finger at you.
You bring yourself between his spread legs and let out a slight squeak when he tugs you down to sit along his thigh.
“Missed you,” he murmurs against your lips.
You return the sentiment and run your fingers through his mussed hair.
“I have somethin’ to show you,” he says as he grabs the zipper of his jacket.
“Should I be scared?” you ask with a giggle.
“Nah darlin.’ You’re gonna love it.”
The pull of his zipper is deliberate as he keeps his eyes trained on you, your eyes staring at his hand.
“Joel…hurry up!” you whine, bouncing on his leg.
“Quit bouncin’ around and distracting me,” he tuts, throwing you a wink.
You sit perfectly still and eye him suspiciously.
That’s when you hear it. The tiniest, squeakiest meow ever.
“Oh my go…. IT’S A BABY KITTEN!!!”
You can’t contain yourself as he pulls out the cutest black kitten you’ve ever seen and you try your hardest to stifle your squeals of happiness. It’s tiny paws are clinging to his calloused fingers, adorned with tattoos, creating a stark contrast against her delicate and soft black fur. In his large hand she looks even tinier and her round glowing eyes are framed by a wild mane of fur.
“I found her by the dumpster at the back of the bar,” he explains. “I was helping Tommy with the trash and heard her cryin’.”
He cradles her against his chest and gently scratches behind her ears, his typically gruff voice becoming soothing as he coos sweet nothings. The kitten, as if sensing the safety of his arms, nestles into the warmth of his embrace and closes her eyes.
“I can’t handle this,” you whisper, standing from his thigh and grabbing your phone.
He grumbles out something you don’t quite catch but continues doting on the small bundle of fur in his arms.
With his legs spread wide his dark jeans are stretched tight against the thick muscles of his thighs and his biceps pop in his worn leather jacket. The dark ink of his tattoos is visible even in the dim lighting and when he presses a soft kiss to the top of the kitten’s head you let out a dreamy sigh.
He grumbles again but you ignore him completely, lifting your phone.
You can barely see the tiny kitten, her black fur blending in to him, but it’s sexy and soft and you can barely stand it.
“Can I please…” you start, trailing off when his eyes, dark and promising you anything your heart desires, lift to yours and he gives you an easy nod.
You snap several photos, doing your best to focus on the utter cuteness of the kitten and not how incredible your man looks.
“Can we keep her?” you ask tentatively as you pocket your phone and reach out for her.
He carefully places her in your arms, all his movements delicate in an unexpected way.
“Anything you want, darlin.’ I just want to make sure she’s safe.”
You look up at him, your wide eyes matching the kittens.
“Really?” you say softly, cuddling your face into her fur.
“What are you gonna name her?” he asks as he slides his hand up your thigh then closes it on your waist to tug you down into his lap.
“You should name her,” you say, snuggling yourself against his chest as he holds you and the kitten close. “You found her.”
Your head rests along his shoulder and he’s quiet for several moments, watching you and the kitten interact. You alternate between kissing the top of her head and kissing Joel’s neck, his soft hums of satisfaction matching the kitten’s content purring.
“What about Ink?” he finally says.
“Ink?” you repeat, but then your eyes sparkle with the realization. “Like your tattoos!”
He dips his head slightly but you can see the softness in his expression before he presses his mouth to yours.
“It’s perfect,” you whisper against his lips.
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monikafilefan · 8 months
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Jingle Bells and Jealousy 2
Through the years, we all will be together
If the fates allow
Scully is trying incredibly hard to enjoy herself tonight, humming along to Sinatra, doing her best to refrain from scanning the masses in hopes of seeing Mulder’s distinguished profile amongst the crowd. He’d said he wasn’t coming and she unfortunately believes him. Forced merriment hides her disappointment well. Smiling politely behind her wine glass at coworkers she barely knows, going out of her way to wish A.D. Kersh and his wife a Merry Christmas. She prays her cheery disposition shines a positive light upon, not only herself, but her partner as well. Wherever the hell he is, she thinks, frustrated with herself as much as she is with him.
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now
She tunes out the music to contemplate whether her unintentional evasiveness with Mulder regarding her “date” is the catalyst they need after his concussed “I love you” line in Bermuda she can’t stop thinking about, or just intentionally deceptive on her part. The flame of possessiveness that flared within his eyes when he’d assumed she was dating had sparked intrigue in her own. The fact that she was initially referring to him as her date to Skinner had flown right over her brilliant partner’s head. Throwing accusations her way should have just pissed her off, but it’s been his heated reaction in the aftermath that’s left her oddly reassured in his jealousy. She’d left the bullpen feeling wanted in ways she only fantasizes about alone in bed at night as her fingers slip between her thighs.
Her heart races at that thought.
Not since her rebellious run-in with Jerse has she seen her partner similarly flustered, and she’d be lying if she said it doesn’t thrill her. With Diana Fowley’s unwelcome presence continuously prodding at Scully’s penchant for jealousy, she’d selfishly allowed Mulder’s imaginative mind to run wild with the ridiculous idea that she has somehow found the will to date someone who isn’t him.
Scully bites her lip as guilt churns up waves of nausea in her gut.
“Merry Christmas, Agent Scully,” Agent Fields, whom she recognizes from the bullpen, interrupts her thoughts. The strong scent of bourbon on his breath makes her rock back on her heels. She supposes he’s been drinking from the punch bowl she’d spotted Tom Colton spiking earlier. “Where’s Spooky?”
“Merry Christmas,” she sighs wearily into her wine glass and walks away.
She’s leaving, she decides, as she squeezes her way through the throng of swaying bodies and twinkling decor. She doesn’t really want to be here without Mulder by her side anyway. She’s turned down three drunken dance offers already and Kersh could care less if she’s here to play nice in hopes of getting off desk duty. The more time she spends at this party, the more she wishes she was lounging on Mulder’s couch, sharing cartons of bad Chinese, and watching A Christmas Story.
“Oh!” she squeaks in surprise, bumping into the stalwart chest of the man moving toward her. Her wine spills over the rim of her glass as they nearly knock one another from their feet. “I’m so sorry!”
“No, no!” he laments, holding her close as she finds her footing. “Agent Scully, it’s me who’s sorry. I saw you coming, but I couldn’t move. It’s like a mosh pit in here,” he laughs.
She chuckles in return. “Well, it seems we both got caught in the crowd.”
Holiday music continues to play far too loudly for those who aren’t three sheets to the wind as the man she now realizes is Special Agent Derek Jenkins from the fingerprint lab leans close to hear. He’s a new hire in the lab. A sweet, handsome man who has flirted shamelessly with her three times in the last week… and still, she remains unequivocally uninterested.
“Agent Jenkins, hello.”
“Call me Derek, please.” He steers her towards an empty corner, cupping her dripping wine glass with his palm. “Let me help you.”
“Oh, that’s not necess-” Before Scully protests further, the agent spins around and snags a Santa-shaped napkin from one of the mini round tables sprinkled about the reception hall, thrusting it her way. “I appreciate it.”
He waves a finger by her head. “You have a splash of wine in your hair there. By your eye.” Flustered, Scully swipes the napkin through her hair. “Missed it. I’ll get it.”
He reaches up to pinch the stray strand soaked with wine between his fingertips and tucks it behind her ear.
“Thanks, Agent Jen- Derek.” Hiding her embarrassment, she takes a step back, her shoulder knocking a bundle of mistletoe to the floor that was taped on the wall. She sighs, “I’m not usually this uncoordinated.”
“I don’t doubt that.” Derek grins brightly and picks up the plastic flower, twirling it around his finger. If she’d met him sooner, say six years and one Fox Mulder ago, she could have easily been swept off her feet by his charm. “Where’s Agent Mulder? I mean, uh, not to be abrupt, but you’re not with someone, are you?”
The hopeful gleam in his brown eyes makes her blush. The earnest, puppy dog look of them mimics Mulder when he awaits her opinion on whether or not a case is an X-File.
“I…” Scully finds she has no idea how to answer that layered question without a hint of honesty, and Christmas seems like a terrible time to lie.
Is she with someone? Her mind rewinds to moments of commitment she’d made in the past: shaking her new partner’s hand, risking her life multiple times to keep him that way, then telling him she wouldn’t change a day.
“I suppose I am,” she finally says.
Scully expects her face to flush at the admission. Expects the entirety of the FBI to turn and point at Mrs. Spooky as they collect their bets. Instead, she’s oddly at peace with her confession to someone she hardly knows.
Derek nods in understanding, as if he’d already known the answer, giving her arms a gentle squeeze. “So for clarity’s sake, you’re not interested in pursuing a relationship with… let’s say, someone like me. Not when you’re already in one.”
Scully licks her lips, her breath catching.
She could deny the unyielding hold Mulder has held on her heart since March of ‘93. They’ve never even kissed, for God’s sake. But after years of living and breathing for only each other, she can’t. She won’t.
So she smiles instead, “I suppose not.”
“Your partner, then?” Derek mumbles to himself when instant awareness pulls his pout into a smirk.
Her silence is all the confirmation they need as she and Derek share a good-natured chuckle. This unexpected run-in has somehow left her more content in her feelings than she has in a while. Despite Scully’s unease of Diana’s position in Mulder’s past, personally and professionally, she can no longer repress the way her best friend completes her.
Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time
Another song reverberates through the loudspeaker nearby. The upbeat tempo matches the buoyant shift in Scully’s mood. She barely registers that Derek’s arms are still bracketing hers, or the swift way he leans down to speak closer.
“I suppose I already knew that, but thank you for being honest with me. And with yourself too, it seems,” Derek says knowingly in her ear before pressing the mistletoe into her hand. “Merry Christmas, Agent Scully.”
At that moment, someone in the crowd loses their balance and bumps into Scully from behind, jolting her forward. Derek’s lips accidently graze the corner of her mouth, and remarkably, they both ignore the mishap as if it never happened. Being bounced around like holiday pin balls seems like a regular occurrence tonight.
“Merry Christmas to you, too,” Scully replies and turns around just in time to see a flash of familiar green eyes narrowing in on hers.
What a bright time, it's the right time
To rock the night away
“Mulder?” Scully blinks and he’s gone, vanishing within the horde of ugly Christmas sweaters.
Scully’s heart hammers harder with every step she takes toward the opposite side of the room.
Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet
That's the jingle bell
“Mulder!” she hollers, stretching on tip-toe to see where he’s gone. But it’s worthless. The music is too damn loud and the people too damn tall to make a difference.
That's the jingle bell
As she weaves her way through the maze of tinsel and blow-up reindeer decor, she spots Skinner wiping frosting from his candy cane tie at the dessert table. No wonder she’d never seen Mulder all the way back here. She’s trembling, rubbing her arms with worry by the time she reaches the A.D.. Panic at the realization of what Mulder must have seen and misinterpreted practically radiates through the fuzz of her green sweater.
That's the jingle bell
“Agent Scully, glad to see you’re enjoying yourself.”
“Sir, have you seen Mulder?” she blurts.
Skinner frowns down at an ink-stained paper plate he’s holding with black horns drawn atop Santa’s head. “He left already?”
Her eyes slip shut.
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***
Scully shivers as she walks down the snow-dusted sidewalk. Her heels clack purposefully along the pavement, her heart beating in time with her vapored puffs of breath. She’s winded by the time she spots Mulder’s car idling at the curbside. The buttery light from the streetlamp above slices through the thick snowflakes pouring from the sky and illuminating his downcasted profile.
Scully knocks on the window.
Mulder startles, turning his forlorn stare onto hers peering in from the passenger side. He mouths her name in confusion and leans across the car to push open the door for her.
“Hey,” he says, surprised, as she climbs in and shuts the door. “Scully, you’re freezing. Where’s your coat?”
She shrugs and flexes her cold fingers in front of the blast of heat coming through the vents. “Inside where I left it.”
He’s silent for a moment. They both are, as a somber tone falls around them like the snow outside. Mulder frowns and reaches over to gently cradle her icy hands between his. They’re big and warm, and God, she practically melts the moment his plush lips drag across her fingertips.
“You came,” she whispers.
Her voice catches the moment she notices through the dimness how impressively handsome he is tonight. His black tux is taut in all the right places, hugging his strong shoulders and toned thighs perfectly.
He rubs the hot huffs of his breath into her knuckles as his honey-green eyes silently study her. “Where you go, I go, right?”
Her stomach twists tourniquet tight.
This guilt and aggravation is making her nauseous. After Antarctica, Scully knows exactly how true his statement is. She also knows she has every right to date whoever she wants and kiss whomever she pleases. But that’s not what she’s been doing, and as much as she has considered that option previously out of self-preservation, she’s never actually done either of those things for a reason. Even during the darkest days of their partnership, she has never yearned for anyone but him.
Scully laces her fingers through his. “I know.”
“Scully…”
“Shh.” She cuts him off with a bold nuzzle of her chin against their tangled hands, her free one reaching up to straighten his crooked bowtie. “You’re so handsome.”
He chuckles darkly. “Seems as though the Christmas casual memo never made it to my inbox.”
“You wouldn’t have read it anyway,” she teases.
“Ah, you know me well.”
They both smirk, their faces only inches apart, their thumbs gliding easily across one another’s. It seems two glasses of wine have softened her edges and weakened her resolve to keep her hands to herself. Wind whistling as it blows over the hood of the car breaks their locked gaze. The snow is falling faster now, layering the Taurus’s windshield in a pillowy white blanket.
Mulder squeezes her hand.
“I’m sorry, Scully.” His voice breaks. She closes her eyes and squeezes right back. “I’m sorry about a lot of things. But about what I said earlier, I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to point fingers — pencils, actually,” he chuffs.
“Mulder.” Her tone conveys how much she finds his apology unnecessary in light of her own envious reactions in recent months. “I know that, too.”
“Being honest, all I want is for you to be happy. No matter who you’re with. But I thought after what happened my hallway it would’ve… Well, I was caught off guard by the thought of you dating,” he mutters with a shrug. “That’s my problem, though. Not yours, Scully.”
“I think I know what you saw in there that upset you, Mulder, but I can assure you it’s not what you’ve assumed.” Her tongue sweeps across her lip. “There was no date. There was no kiss.”
“You- there wasn’t?”
She looks him square in the eyes, because there is no one else.
“No, Mulder. I ran into Agent Jenkins — literally, and we talked. And I have to confess that I realized when you questioned me in the bullpen, I liked that you were territorial of me. It made me feel… vindicated.”
“Because of Diana.” It’s not a question but a statement born of recognition.
Scully nods, her face flushing. “But I only ever wanted to spend tonight with you.”
“Maybe Skinner was right. I do need to pull my head outta my ass,” he mumbles. Her brow arches at that. “I just thought I saw you and Jenkins…”
“But you didn’t.”
“Not really my business, though.” His curious eyes search hers. “Is it?”
She leans forward to rest her cheek against the edge of his headrest. He senses her tactile need and palms her jaw with the hand not clutched within her own. She turns into him as she contemplates her response, cascading her mouth across his thumb. It feels so good, but it’s not only his touch that has her pulse fluttering like a hummingbird, it’s all of him. It’s always been him.
“What if I want it to be?”
“That depends… is that you or the wine talking?”
She scoffs, “ Mulder -”
“How do you feel about me, Scully?” His pout twitches as he stares at her. Into her, with such unfiltered affection Scully’s heart can barely endure it all. “Because I know exactly how I feel about you. You’re my favorite person. My best friend, my one and five billion. And, I love you.”
Tears sting her eyes and her stomach swoops to her knees. She’s warm, flushed, as if her partner is the sun and he has finally shone his rays upon her upturned face.
“God, Mulder.”
“ Head injury aside, I meant what I said in Bermuda.” His forehead touches hers. “I fell in love with you, Scully.”
“W-when?” Her chest is suddenly so tight she can barely breathe. “When did you…”
“Uh, I don’t… I’m not really sure. I just know I did.”
She nods against him, because nodding is all she can do as her heart races and eyes blur. Because she’d wanted to believe his endearing words in Bermuda badly, but she was too afraid to risk it all on her misguided hope. Because as intense and frustrating as their inseparability is sometimes, their connection defies the laws of nature: the sky is blue, the sun is bright, and Scully endlessly loves Mulder.
“Scully?”
“I-” Her lashes flutter away tears. God, she’s dizzy, knowing what she’s about to do next. “I think I’ve always been in love with you, Mulder.”
He inhales sharply, maybe a little surprised by her candor. But then his hand is cradling the back of her arched neck and pulling her into a tight hug, his other arm wrapping around to caress the small of her back. “Scully.”
“You’re the only one, Mulder,” she whispers fiercely as she hugs him back, her cold nose pressed into the warmth of his neck. “You’re my one and five billion, too.”
“Never thought I’d hear you say that outside of my dreams,” he whispers into her hair and rocks her back and forth along the seats, quivering in her grip as they cling to each other.
Scully presses a lingering kiss to the humming pulse point in his neck. She can feel his rushing adrenaline thundering under her lips. She smiles, her own heart racing, a little lightheaded after uttering secrets of her heart aloud. But relief of her confession rises like bubbles beneath her skin because she has said it to Mulder: the man she trusts and loves more than anyone.
Mulder pulls back and looks at her. She knows her eyes are wide and wet, her cheeks pink as she tips her chin upward, aching for him to kiss her. “I have mistletoe,” he says wryly.
Scully laughs and reaches into her pocket, pulling out the one she’d knocked from the Bureau’s wall. “Me too.”
He grins, nodding to his own red and green flower shoved in the car’s ashtray. “You think we need them?”
The husk in his voice vibrating against her jaw pulls a deep moan from her mouth. “Mulder, please. ”
He moans back while peppering soft, tender kisses across her jawline, up her cheek, and to the corner of her parted lips. She clutches his tux in her fists and gives it an impatient tug as his mouth finally melds with hers. Their kissing is gentle, insistent, and the way their tongues glide against one another sends tingles straight down her spine.
“Come with me tomorrow,” she mumbles in his mouth. Her eagerness may surprise him, but she wholeheartedly means it. She can’t and won’t hide the thinly veiled tone of desperation. She is desperate for him, after all. “Come to my mother’s.”
“Tomorrow’s Christmas, Scully.”
“I know.” Her hand dips beneath the jacket of his tux to splay her hand over his racing heart. “Christmas won’t mean anything without you, Mulder.”
His chin trembles. “Where you go, I go.”
Scully nearly sobs in relief. She dips her chin to hide her swollen-lipped smirk within the lapel of his tux.
“What're you thinking?” She feels the heat of his breath tickling her skin, his rumbling voice seeping deep into her bones.
Scully thinks that their partnership is not a mundane pairing. That it’s an intricately weaved relationship, a mass of fine-tuned threads tying them together. But she knows she cannot imagine a life without him in it.
“I think…” she lingers with her words, staring at their discarded mistletoe meant for only each other. “I think you should kiss me again, Mulder.”
“Again and again,” he promises before his mouth passionately possesses hers, their bodies tangling like twine.
“More,” she husks, and Mulder’s long leg bumps the radio’s dial, blasting “Jingle Bell Rock” through the speakers.
“And to think I thought I hated this song,” he quips with a nip to her bottom lip, kissing her again and again, just like he’d promised, until the fog on the windows is as thick as the love between them.
That’s the jingle bell rooock
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A/N: Here’s a Mike Schimdt one shot. It’s my first one, hopefully it’s good. Much love!
Pairing: Mike Schimdt x reader
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It was a slow day today, nothing much to do considering I had already gotten off of work. I had nothing to do except sit on the couch and watch my favorite show. Especially since it was raining hard outside, any and everything I wanted to do outside when I got home, was completely swept away.
I got up heading into the kitchen, up until my house phone rang.
“Hello?”
“Hey, (Y/N).” I smile upon hearing the voice of my childhood best friend, “Mike? Hey, how are you?”
“Good, good. I know it’s so sudden, but can you do something for me?”
“Of course, what’s up?” I ask sitting up in my arm chair, ready to hear what he was going to ask of me.
“Can you watch Abby for me tonight?” He asked and before I could respond he talked over me. “I apologize for not asking ahead of time, but my babysitter cancelled on me, and I needed someone I could trust to watch her and-”
“Mike!” I exclaim, with a subtle laugh. “I’ll do it, you know I’ll always help out. I’ll do anything for you. I’ll be there in a few.”
“Thank you. Thank you so much.”
“No need. See you in a bit.” I hung up the phone and immediately got dressed.
It’s been a bit since I’ve seen Abby, and I missed her. She was such a sweet girl and just a ray of sunshine, when you get to know her. I’d take any chance I get to see her.
And it hurt when Mike told me that his aunt was trying to take custody of his little sister. She doesn’t see the good in him and how hard he’s trying to give her anything and everything.
I’d do anything in my power to stop them from getting separated.
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“What are you doing?” Abby asked as she walked into her brother’s room, hearing squeaking noises from the bed, caused by her brother jumping on top of it. All an effort to grab the Nebraska poster from the ceiling, ripping a corner of it in the process.
“Abby, do you need something?” Mike asked slightly annoyed with a hint of frustration, at the fact that Abby was wearing his work vest.
“No,” Abby stated.
“Alright, quit playing and take that off,” Mike demanded as he walked to the foot of the bed, pointing at the security vest. “I have to go to work.”
“I know, I’m coming with you.”
“No, you’re not.” He said as a matter-of-factly. “Gimme the vest.”
“No.” She said, causing Mike to literally sink down to her level.
“Give me the vest. Now.” He demanded once more.
“I’m coming with you.” Abby said bending over, then both now in the same stance, yet both of them wanting two completely different things.
Abby and Mike continued to fight, as (Y/N) walked in, hearing the commotion. “Hello?”
I closed the door behind me as she stepped inside, slowly sliding the hood off my head.
“Hellooo?” I asked once more taking off my jacket and set it down on the couch, in a way that didn’t cause the couch itself to get wet from the rain.
I watched as Mike carried Abby to her room, and she grabbed onto the wall trying to stop him, “He’s taking my vest!” But her actions were soon proven futile against her stronger, older brother.
“Gimme it!”
“No!” Mike said as he closed the door to Abby’s room, stopping in the hallway to get a look at (Y/N). “She’s all yours.” He huffed walking into his room.
I laughed, walking down the hallway to Mike’s room and leaned up against the doorway. “So, what was that about?”
I asked as Mike went back to trying to get the poster down from his ceiling. “Abby being Abby, I guess.”
“I see.” I nodded, getting closer to the bed. “Need any help?” I ask as I followed him into his room.
He shakes his head ‘no’ as he managed to get the rest of the poster down without it ripping. I took a glimpse at the poster, “Trying to manifest going to Nebraska?”
He didn’t respond, as he was in somewhat of a rush to get his things together and head over to Freddy’s.
“Can I ask you something?” (Y/N) asked.
“I don’t really have the time, but you can ask me when I get back-”
“It’ll only take a second.” He lets out a sigh before, nodding continuing to grab his work items.
“Why now of all times, call me, to help babysit? Don’t get me wrong, I love Abby like she’s my own, but why you haven’t called me? Let alone texted me in almost three months. What’s going on?”
“Look, I’m sorry, I am. But I gotta go.” He rushed over to the front door, and followed behind him.
“Mike.” I said, one last time before he shrugged his shoulders and left closing the door behind him. I sigh and lock it before turning around to see Abby’s door, slightly ajar.
“You heard that, didn’t you?”
“If I say yes, will you not get mad at me?”
I laugh, “I could never get mad at you.”
“I heard all of it, you guys need to work on your inside voices.” She admitted, opening the door more.
“Alright, Missy, in your room now.” I said with a point of my finger.
“You said, you wouldn’t get mad.” She teased.
“I’m not ma- just get in there,” I said, with a laugh. “I’m going to get dinner ready, okay?” I heard her laugh, as I began to scour the cabinets for something to make.
After having made dinner and making sure Abby and I were both fed, I put away the leftovers in a small container and turned the lights off. I tucked Abby in, closing her door before figuring out my own sleeping situation.
I could sleep on the couch, but I could also sleep in Mike’s bed, and wake up before he gets home, and lay on the couch. I eventually went with the latter and soon fell asleep in his bed.
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I hear keys clinking together as someone opened the door, I know it would be Mike, and I should’ve gotten up but I was much too sleepy and comfortable to get up and proceeded to close my eyes.
I heard the door knob turn and gust of wind blew into the room, now I knew for sure, it was Mike. I sat up and opened one of my eyes.
“Comfortable?” He asked, with a chuckle and set his stuff down.
“And if I am? You going to make me get up?”
“No, no, but I do need to talk to you about what you said yesterday..” He said, and sat down on the bed, as if he was going to read me a bedtime story.
“I.. The only reason why, I haven’t contacted you was because-”
“What are you guys doing?” Abby asked in her sleepy voice as I she stood in the doorway.
“Nothing, Abby. We were just talking.”
“Sure..” She said and smiled at us before running away as soon as she saw Mike walk up to her and closed the door.
“So, what happened?”
“It’ll tell you later.”
“Mike, it’s always later. Later. Later. You can’t keep pushing it off to the side.” He didn’t say anything knowing that I was in the right. I scoffed and brushed past him picking up my things.
“Where are you going? Is it because of what I did?”
“No, Abby that’s not why I’m leaving, I’ll be back though. Don’t you worry.” I smiled at her and gave her a hug. I glanced in Mike’s direction before leaving his house.
I love both Abby and Mike, but I needed time to myself for a while..
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ebongawk · 1 year
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"Hey, sweetness."
They're in the kitchen together, methodically cleaning up after dinner in a way that's become second nature. They'd made a baked chicken and rice dish, and Eddie had cut up an entire chicken despite his deep disdain for handling a knife with any raw meat containing bones.
It's more of a dance than a chore, Chrissy thinks with a little smile. Wash, rinse, dry, step, put away, step, reach, hike up Eddie's sleeve so it doesn't touch the water before he has to ask.
"Yeah?"
"Why can't the T-rex give a round of applause?"
Chrissy snorts. "Because his arms are too short."
Eddie chuckles, leaning close and pressing a kiss to her cheek. "Nope."
Scoffing, Chrissy takes the mug from his hands, toweling it dry hastily. "How is that not right? T-rexes have notoriously short arms. He couldn't possibly clap."
"Because that's not right."
"How?" She puts the mug away on one of the little hooks above the sink as he automatically ducks for her reach. "Scientists can't even figure out why they had arms in the first place!"
"Chrissy––"
"Like, for scale, if a six-foot human had T-rex arms, they'd only be five inches long. Five inches, Eddie. A person couldn't clap with five inch arms!" She took the plate he was holding out, drying it off perhaps slightly more aggressively than necessary.
"No, probably not." Lips tucked between his teeth, he was clearly trying very hard not to laugh. Awarding him a look of pure exasperation broke the dam, and he threw his head back, feeding the ceiling that boisterous laughter that Chrissy couldn't help but mirror, just a little.
"Then how is that not the answer?" she cried as she shoved the plate into the cabinet. Before Eddie had a chance to answer, she continued, "Plus, there's theories that they barely even had muscle control in their arms at all! Like, they could barely move their arms, let alone use the proper muscles to bring them together to clap. How is that not the punchline? That's always the punch line!"
Unplugging the sink, Eddie grabbed a different towel off the handle of the oven, using it to thoroughly dry his hands. Once he was finished, he grabbed Chrissy by the hips, hoisting her up onto the counter as she squeaked and stepping between her parted knees.
"You done, Miss Scientist?" he asked, tilting his head to one side in that way that made him look like an adorable puppy. Chrissy huffed, refusing to allow the grin she felt nudging at the edges of her mouth to bloom.
Lips pursed, she nodded.
Eddie leaned close, skirting his nose up the length of hers before gently kissing the little crease between her brow. Unraveling her petulance with an embarrassing amount of ease. Chrissy's arms automatically came up, wrapping loosely around his shoulders as she sighed into his embrace.
"Why can't the T-rex give a round of applause, baby?"
Chrissy huffed. Rolled her eyes. Felt the curve of his smile as it skirted along the length of her jaw. She wanted to tattoo that sensation beneath her skin, press her fingers against it so she'd always feel him close.
"Hm? Why can't he?"
"I dunno," she grumpily relented. "Why?"
His breath fanned across the length of her throat, his chuckle so close she could taste it.
"Because he's dead, Chrissy."
It took a moment. And then––
"Oh, my God, that's so stupid!"
But Eddie was cackling loudly enough that he couldn't immediately respond. And Chrissy couldn't have stopped herself from joining in his music if she'd tried.
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palestaticexchange · 9 months
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IT TAKES A VILLAGE
"What's that?"
Your brother holds something small and shiny. His eyes glint like the thing in his hand does when he looks at you. "Go inside!" He says. The other one giggles.
"Show me! You have something!" You stumble to where they're crouched in the sand.
"Go away, Lily!" He's pouting now.
"This is our thing," the other one says. "We found it out there!" A wild finger swings towards the mound out in the sea.
The waves push back and forth over the sand. It's like a game: they want to pull you close then shove you away again. You shiver every time you look over them. "You can't go there..."
"W- Why did you tell her?"
You stamp a foot to catch the boys' attention. "You can't go out there! It's dangerous! Mom said!"
"Go away, Lily!" Your brother who holds the shiny thing stamps back. "This is why you can't play with us! You ruin everything!"
"No I don't!"
"Yes you do!"
"No I don't!"
"Yes you do!"
"N- No I don't!" Your lip wobbles, nose already growing thick with snot.
You other brother giggles as he replies in perfect chorus with his twin; "Yes! You! *DO*!"
It's too much. You squeal once then run crying back home. Your wails bob in pitch each time your little feet pound against the sand.
"Oh?" You can't see through your tears but hear the old lady call out to you as you pass her. "What's wrong, dear? Come talk to Isobel!"
You don't stop, just pound up the wooden slats and into your home. Your little paws grip the edge of the sofa and hoist you up. Then you curl up in the corner and wipe your snotty face against the woollen throw. Crying, wailing, wiping. You blow thick sneezes against the ratty blanket that smells of the sea and wood smoke. 
Outside you hear the rumbling of adult voices, a moment later the door creaks open once again. "-Don't know, she just ran right past me."
"Right," Mom's voice. "What's all this crying for, girl?"
You raise your wobbly face from the blanket. Through your tears you spot the blue and yellow form of your mother and reach out for her. The sofa sinks next to you, sending your little body into her as she scoops you onto her lap.
"Hmm? Are we being silly?" 
You wail against her chest as she cuddles you, one hand stroking through your hair. "T- they, w- why?" Your little fists twist into the front of her coat, the nylon making sweet swishes against your short nails. "W- why w- won't they l- let me p- p- pla- pluh- *PLAY* w- w- with t- theee~!" It's too much again. You grind your snotty face against your mother as she coos softly.
"Ah. This is about the twins again." 
You nod, sniffing. 
"Hmm," The hand on your back starts petting it affectionately. "Boys are like this I'm afraid, little one. By the time they'll *want* to play with you the game won't be in your favour." 
You sniffle. You're not sure what mom means, but it doesn't sound fair. "But I want to play! I want to g- go on ah- ahd- ahd-ven-tures too!"
As you squeak out your new favourite *big* word your mom pauses in her stroking. She never shouts, or leaves you on your own for more than half a day, but she can get quiet. Then she runs her hand down your back again- slower this time. "Is that what you want? Or do you just want to be included?"
You unburrow your face from her chest and look up at her. She stops petting your hair and lifts the blanket, dabbing at your eyes then closing it around your nose. You blow into it.
"My special girl." As she pulls the wool away from your face you can see she's smiling down at you. "Do you want something all of your own?"
You gawk up at your mother before nodding quick. 
You feel a puff of air hit your face as she laughs through her nose. Then she's lifting you off her lap and placing you on the sofa. "Let the boys keep their silly games." She stands and walks to the high shelves above the fireplace, standing tall and lifting a paper box down. "Mom's going to introduce you to a very special old friend of hers." You see a flash of something white, then she's holding it behind her back with one hand and replacing the box with her other. She walks back to the sofa and drops to a crouch in front of you. "He's been *my* friend since I was your age... But I think you need him more than I do now, pet." 
You gasp as she pulls the doll from behind her back. "Woah~!" You forget your brothers and their adventures and their games. In front of you is the scrappy off-white body of a toy, an animal you recognise from one of your worn picture books. "A baa-lamb!" 
Your mother's face scrunches as she smiles. "Well done little one." She turns the old thing over, she seems suddenly... Not sure. "I called him 'Lamby' but I suppose you could call him something else if you liked..." The smile returns as if nothing had happened, then she's holding him out to you. 
You draw in breath and take the toy, his black button eyes already filled with love for you. "Lamby..." You whisper, stroking along his wool.
As you stroke your new friend you feel your mother's hand return to your hair, stroking you in time. "I just know you'll take *good* care of each other. Like he took good care of me." 
You will take good care of me, won't you Little Lily? He says. I've had a long life, but I will be your friend for as long as you'll be mine. 
You release a peel of giggles and kick your little legs. You pull the toy tight against your chest, liking the soft scratch of his wool against your still-damp cheek. Like the rest of the house he smells of salt, smoke, and seaweed. A moment later, you hear the creek of the door.
"Here comes trouble," your mother sighs. 
From just outside you hear the old lady urging the boys up the steps. Then one of the twins comes into view with eyes like saucers. 
Elder by 36 minutes. He plucked the metal shell from the sand. You look down at Lamby, not understanding what he means, then up again as your brother starts to talk.
"M'sorry Lily..." He mutters, shuffling awkwardly. 
"Now your turn," Isobel urges from the doorway. Her hand rests on your other twin's shoulder as he turns shyly against her side. 
"M'sorry..." He says quietly.
Mom gives the old lady a quick smile, then bends down to level with your brothers. "I have told you before to be kind to your sister-"
"Whas that!" The older one hops, pointing at Lamby." 
You're a big girl. The stitching of Lamby's mouth is faded but you can tell it used to be pink. Let it go. You need them and they need you. You *all* need each other.
You take a deep breath and puff out your chest, holding Lamby in your lap. "His name is Lamby and he is my friend. You can k- keep your games and metal shells." You lift your chin like a big girl would.
Your older twin cocks his head, the one in the doorway pulls his fingers from his mouth to smile. 
"There's my good girl," your mom says with a smile. 
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ethereange · 10 months
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I remember seeing a Bakugo x reader prompt post from you- idk if you’re still doing them, if not then you can ignore this ask lmao
Bakugo cheering on a figure skater reader at a competition?? I can just imagine that he has no idea what in the world is going on but his s/o is looking so pretty and elegant so he’s cheering the loudest when it’s over 🥺
ya im still doing them! thanks for responding 💗
bear with me since i also know like close to nothing abt figure skating LOL but ill try my best!! i will say it'll be x f!reader since i dont rly know how to write for anything else, but it’ll prob just be short and sweet x
after writing: ok this was like not that short.. but this was so fun to write lol i hope you like it!
katsuki bakugo x figure skater! f!reader
bakugo has no ideas about figure skating. and you have no idea that he’s here.
he’s never been able to show up to your competitions before, but he’s always tried until a rushed call is met with a grumble, a whispered “good luck”, and a kiss goodbye.
so you can only imagine how he feels when he stumbles through the doors after getting off his patrols early. he was met with the chill of ice in the air, the slightly squishy floors and the chatter of the crowd.
it was packed- more so than he thought it would be; not to say he was dismissive of you in any way, but rather he was proud to know first-hand that you were being successful.
he was scanning the edges of the rink in search of his girlfriend. one lady was currently sliding skate guards on, surrounded by friends and coaches. what if he had missed you? he wondered and his brows creased at the idea.
the speakers began to ring: "now introducing, the-"
but then a finger tapped at his leg, soft and gentle, pulling him from his thoughts and the announcer. he looked down and met the eyes of a little girl, probably no older than 7.
"you're- you're mr. dynamite, right? could you- could you sign my skates please?" she gazed up longingly at him. she held up a pair of them- these tiny things- dangling and showing off its dynamite decal.
he pulled down his cap a little more. "sure thing," he smiled, taking her red marker to scribble away. how did she even recognize me? after a plentiful of thanks, the lights began to dim.
he squinted to see, but the spotlight flicked on, illuminating the skater in the middle.
you. of course it was you.
the music started, a tune he's heard you hum before, and you began to move. but were you really moving? moving now just sounded like any word that could be used for anyone.
because you were flowing. so smoothly, legs supple and in-time with the rhythm. your hair was done all pretty, he wondered how long it took to do it. you hadn't even done anything particularly impressive, yet if the fangirl were to come back and ask for a picture he would not be able to speak.
the music began to swell, and you hit your first jump, your skirt dancing around you, glittering with jewels a reflection in his eyes.
he wished the world would stop, if only for this moment. and it would be your luminescence switching foot to foot, turn to turn, while everything is still, skating to the beat of his heart.
and when your graceful gestures are said and done, the music decrescendos, he doesn't think he's seen you smile so brightly before.
after your several bows and some small strides, you find your way to the gate, a light sheen of sweat on your face. and your jaw drops.
"b-babe??" you squeak.
and he suddenly engulfs you in his hug, and you can't stop your tears.
"holy shit baby!!!" he exclaimed, holding you at arms length. "that was- that was so fuckin'- you're so-"
you laugh, cutting him off with a quick kiss to the lips. "i love you too," you beam, and he mirrors your grin. "oh, they're going to announce my scores now!" and you drag him to the cushioned seats positioned in front of the camera. "wait," you pause, "do you wanna wait off the screen so people don't see you-"
"'s fine," now he gives you a peck on your lips. "i wanna be with you when you win."
and when they reveal your first place score, you're excited, but your boyfriend...
"LET'S GO BABYY!!!!" he cheers as he spins you around, careless of the snapping of surrounding camera lenses.
"my star," he smiles, quieter this time, so only you could hear. and you giggle, noses pressed together.
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rubberducki20 · 5 months
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Background and descriptions:
World:Earth, a place with humans and demi humans, they don't usually exist peacefully but there are safe places and people.
Characters:
Jarek: 6'2, 25 year old Demi human, grouchy dickhead cat man, been in a gang since 14 (refuses to speak on it), tattooed and the peen is pierced (arm sleeves and a ladder piercing oh my)
Lavender (Kora): 5'1, 22 year old human, sweet but assertive, army drop out, her mother married a Demi human so she loves Demi humans, no tattoos or piercings, just scars
MDNI 🔞 NSFW 🔞
Here's a photo rep or Jarek
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Kora's POV
I place the first aid kit in the table beside him, "shirt off, I gotta see how bad they are." I sit down in front of him, half expecting him to just leave, but he doesn't. He huffed and takes his shirt off showing toned and muscled chest and stomach, it wasn't as bad as I thought. I dabbed peroxide on a cotton ball and cleaned the wounds and blood up.
I wasn't expecting to have a 6 foot man in my house, I cringe at the blood he smeared on the couch. Oh well, at least it's old and leather. "Tsk, why the fuck did you drag me here human?" He asks, his cream colored black tipped tail flicks showing his annoyance. "Maybe because you were getting your ass kicked on my lawn. Humans are so selfish and racist. It's Kora by the way." I shout back from the bathroom, the poor man had blood soaking his shirt and face, he was definitely gonna have bruises that lasted more than a week. "Whatever bitch. What are you even doing anyways?" He quirks, wow this man was a fiesty one. "If your gonna call me a bitch at least pull my hair and spank me. What I'm gonna do is fix your wounds and put that shoulder back in place."
He took his shirt off, showing me that the wounds werent so bad as they looked. I cleaned the wound with peroxide and cotton balls. After that I put my hands on his shoulder, "this is gonna hurt, I'm sorry." I shove the socket back into the blade and all I get from him is a hiss of pain.
"So how do you want me to pay you back?" His question surprised me. I laughed at it, "Nothing, but if you need a place to stay you can, If you feel like you owe me then I'll just as for help moving big furniture or at my store." I get up and put the first aid kit back, "I'm not some pet for you to oggle human." His ears were to the side, and he didn't look to happy. "Who said you were a pet dumbass? You want to pay me back, then that's how. I only offer a room cause it's clear you don't have a place to go." I snap back, heading to the kichean to make dinner. I could feel him seething but he didn't answer me, but the chair squeaking on the floor did.
I made salmon and ramen with eggs, and slid a bowl with chopsticks in front of him. I sat down across from the man and began eating myself. "Can I at least know your name?" I questioned, "Jarek." was my only response.
After we both finish, I grab our dishes an wash them. "Let me show you the room you'll be staying in." I beckon him to follow and he does. I stop at the green door, open it and move out the way so he can come in. "You have a private bathroom, and tomorrow we'll go get you some new clothes." I turn towards my door that's 2 down, "if you need me just holler or knock." I walk into my room and and lea against the door. Eventually I hear his door close and my body relaxes.
I got ready for bed and tried to sleep. After a few hours of tossing and turning, I couldn't help it, I was turned on by Jarek, ofc I wasn't gonna tell him that. So, I grabbed my vib and toy to relax my ache. Hoping to God Jarek couldn't hear.
Jarek's POV
I didn't get why that little human was being friendly, it was weird..but she did cook really good and the room was nice, especially the bed.
Jarek was too high on alert to sleep, and it didn't help that with his hearing, he could hear little human being promiscuous. He felt himself stiffen, and sighed at himself, hating that he was turned on by it.
Eventually the little one stopped, more then likely finding the high she was chasing and it wore her out. Finally, Jarek was able to get some sleep. He'll deal with his raging cock later.
Morning ♡
Jarek woke to the smell of pancakes, he couldn't remember the last time he had them. He stalked to the kitchen, Jarek smelled the remnants of pleasure that stuck to his little human. He wanted to taste it, but refrained from it.
She was dressed in shorts and a sports bra, her hair wet, mustve taken a shower. "Smells good for a human cooking." Jarek sat in the seat he did last night and 3 pancakes were put in front of him. He wouldn't ever admit it, but she was amazing at cookin. "Well im glad you like it, I know a demi friendly store we can go to for some new clothes. Then we gotta go open up my store." She said to her food, she was nervous around him. He loved it.
"Yea yea, just don't be tryna say I'm your pet or sum shit." Jarek put his plate in the sink, and sat back down. "If anyone asks, your my roommate and new hire." She chirps, throwing a discarded shirt on an grabbed some keys. They both walked out of the house and got into her car. It was nice, solid black with dark green leather seats. Jarek adjusted the seat to his liking and their little journey began. "Ok, so here's my card, don't go too crazy but get what you need. Imma go do store owner duties and come back to pick you up." She pulls up to a store, the sign saying demi humans welcomed in all black. "Alright. See you later then." Jarek gets out the car and reaches in to get the card.
He watches the car drive off and he goes into the store.
Kora's POV
She liked this softer side of Jarek, definitely not the softest, but at least he wasn't calling her a bitch. She pulled up to her pride and joy, Lavender Layers, a bakery she's gained ownership of when her parents passed. She noticed two cars parked in the back, must be her two employees, Viva and Chancellor. As she got out at walked to the back of the door, she guide was right cause the two demi humans got out of their cars and joined her. "Hey boys! How yall. Ready to fill some orders to day?" Kora smiled, the two men agreeing. "Oh, we have a new hire, he's my roommate too, so don't be too hard on him..he's had a rough past."
The men hummed in acknowledgement, they didn't speak a lot either, I hired them the day they got out of prison. I had their backs and they had mine.
Kora let the men get to their daily duties and she went to order jarek a few store shirts and a cap that'd fit his cat ears. A knock on the office door startled her, and as it opened she was given a coffee. "Thank you Viva, your husband's coffee is the best." She took several sips enjoying the honey hazelnut coffee. With the clothes ordered, Kora went to the front to unlock the door, and to help finish baking her mothers favorite desserts.
A few customers human and demi alike to enjoy Sweets. The door opened and jarek stalked in. "Oh hey! You find everything you need?" She smiled, and went to the side to let him in the back of the store. "Yea I found it all. You didn't tell you owned Lavender. I loved this place as a kid." Jarek looked around, tail swishing with curiosity. "My mom and step dad owned this place, I got it once they passed. Here's our coworkers, Chancellor and Viva. They don't talk much but their great." She started showing Jarek everything that he'll start learning the next couple days while the boys took care of the line out front. "I also ordered you some shirts for the store and a cap. If I'm not around, the boys will be able to show you. And-" glass breaking stopped Kora mid sentence.
The pair went up front to see Viva helping a lady with two kids clean up a broken mug, the poor lady was apologizing profusely. "Ma'am it's perfectly okay, we all break things sometimes. Trust me we have more mugs." Viva says and goes back to remake her drink.
That's all I'm writing for today guys, works got me a Lil beat 😮‍💨😅 love yall! I hope I get to wrote more on these little love birds.
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ebaylee422 · 1 year
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Mending Our Home PT. 2
Dad!Steve Harrington X Mom!Reader
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Authors Note: This is a chapter talking about grief, again Pregnancy loss trigger warning! Send in a request if you want to see more Dad Steve in the future (maybe some happier stuff but I do love angst), I have a few other drafts but would love some inspo!
Summary: Conclusion of the Harrington's unplanned hospital stay, Joyce and Jim (Hop) cheer you up. Taking care of you and Steve like you wished your parents did. In Steve's exhaustion he's brought back to 1986 and the memories he wish would stay there. You blame yourself, for all of it.
Characters: Steve Harrington, Reader, Teddy Harrington (oc), Joyce and Jim, mentions of other characters ft. auntie robin and uncle dusty. Max Mayfield and Eddie Munson.
Warnings/Tags: Grief, Clarity of what happened Season 4, Body dysmorphia?, Pregnancy loss warning!
Word Count: 4.4 k
Flipping through a magazine that was on the tray table when a series of knocks stole your attention. The door opened wide to reveal Joyce running to your bedside. She looked just as exhausted as Steve. Jim Hopper followed to drop some bags on the floor, setting a water bottle and baggy of snacks on the tray by your bed. She cupped your face and grabbed your hand, kissing all over your face. Steve stood at the foot of your bed in tears, Jim came up behind him and shook up his shoulders, pushing him to the other side of the bed close to you. The adults took turns hugging you, but Steve just watched in silence, examining your body, his face holding some type of apprehension. While his hand was soft and malleable cradled with yours, warming your heart.
“You did so well honey. After Steve called us, Hop and Jonathan went and cleaned the apartment up. When you're sick of us, we're gonna stop on the drive home at Bradley's and fill your fridge. Get everything nice, ready for you to be home safe." She squeezed your shoulders again before hugging you get again.
"Geez don't suffocate the girl. What Joyce is getting too, we’re all so glad you're alive and recovering kiddo.” Hop pulled Joyce to his side, knocking your chin to the side in fondness.
"We also have been sprucing up Jonathan's old room so Teddy has a comfortable place with us. Whenever! No pressure, he's just such a good little boy." Joyce reached out for you hand leaning her hip on the free space of your bed.
“Or if Steve gets sick of sitting up in a chair staring at you.” Hopper added with a wink, poking fun at Steve.
“Watch it, oh old one,” Steve went over and started talking to Jim. Joyce was still holding tightly to your hand,
“Thank you, Joyce for everything. For coming here, being with Teddy. It means a lot.” You squeaked
“Of course, sweetie, you just take all the time you need to heal and rest." she brushed the wiry hair off your forehead.
"We're all here for you, and we have a little surprise in the waiting room if you're up for it." Hop added, craning his head towards the door.
"Yes! Eat something first you two, I'll be right back! Don't go anywhere!" Joyce jumped up running out of the room.
"I love that woman but she is crazzzyyyy..." Hop sighed moving his cap to scratch at his scalp
"A wonderful crazy that you match Hop." You giggled
"Shush, now let's open up the ho-ho's before she comes back and complains about my high blood sugar." He teasingly hit your arm with the back of his hat, grabbing the paper bag of squeaky plastic processed snacks dumping them out on the table.
"Mommmmyyyyy!!!!" The door opened wide to Joyce holding Teddy by his hand until he saw you in the bed. Running immediately to you Steve pulled him across the bed by his belt.
"Teddy! Hi baby." you cried, kissing all over his face holding him to your chest. Voice caught in your throat at his smell they way he still fit in your arms. "My sweet boy, I missed you so much." you croaked. Shoulder starting to shake, your eyes clouded with emotion. Steve rubbed your back, pinching his nose to stop the imminent onslaught of tears felt by everyone in the room.
"What's wrong, Mommy?" Teddy probed ever the smart boy, "Nana told me to be gendle. Was not gendle?"
His hands brushing your tears clumsy, holding your face in his soft and small hands. They would only be like this once, you thought. Remembering how scared you were when you found out. Now not ever thinking about changing how anything went if each outcome gave you the family you had. Only the sorrow on those few who weren't here to share it along side you.
"No teddy-bear you are so gentle," You assured your baby, because that's exactly what he was. Teddy was yours, your baby boy. "Mommy's just sad. But you, Daddy, and everyone else makes me better."
"Do you want us to take him with us?" Joyce stressed as you held Teddy, rocking him against you. The feeling of shame creeped up your throat in needing a nearly 5 year old's comfort.
"No, no, we'll either be able to take him home from bedtime, or Robin will. She wants to check in. Help me clean up the car." Steve insisted, ruffling Teddy's long chestnut curls. making them stick up in various directions.
"Steve I'm so sorry. That BMW has been through it." you rambled embarrassed, hiding your face against the pillow.
"It's perfectly okay, I'll shine her up! She'll be as good as she was on my 16th birthday."
"You should get some rest first, Steve. You look like you just spend the night in the can."
"You can sleep in a can?" Teddy perked up at his honorary grandpa,
"We gotta fine one big enough for you bear!" Joyce spun Teddy around, chasing him around the room. They both walked around the hospital with you affectively tiring you out but not your son.
"We could've brought blankets!" Joyce admonished her husband trying to help Steve with the pull out couch.
"We're in a hospital, Joyce. I doubt they don't have extra blankets for Steve's comfort. Now a pillow for that head is a whole other issue."
You giggled into Teddy's neck, as the two men bickered. Joyce left to finish making the bed.
"Are we gonna live here now?" Teddy asked you coloring randomly on the newspaper you held on your lap for him.
"No baby, just until I get a bit better." You cooed, rubbing his back he sat up to look at you.
"What's wong?" You looked to Steve who'd stopped, then back to your son. The fear in his brown eyes reflective of his father's turned your stomach sour. Steve was at you side in a spit second to distract Teddy.
"Um hey. Do you need anything particular while we're out?" Hop cleared his throat as Joyce wrap a arm around his waist covering her yawn in his chest.
"Do you have everything at home, Sweets?" your husband asked through tired eyes and a hardly contained yawn.
"They send us home with things right? I'll be okay. Maybe just Teddy?"
"Hey bub, Nana and Pop are gonna go grocery shopping. You want anything special?"
"Sheerios!"
"Heart healthy, good job!" She pinched his cheeks, "We'll give you some time together, just call the house if you need us?" They said their goodbyes and Steve shut the down behind them, leaving the Harrington's in the room together.
"Is there food here?" Steve laughs unwrapping a ho-ho for Teddy,
"Hey Edmund, we want to talk to you about something. Okay?" Steve started the conversation with saturated warmth.
"And it's okay to not understand, be sad or angry. You just tell us, we love you so much." You added moving the hair out of his eyes, just like you did for his father. Edmund was his carbon copy if that was ever a possibility.
"Otay."
"Remember we talked about being careful with Mommies tummy?" He nods chocolate smearing on his chin as he eats, "Do you know the reason why?"
"To grow my best fwiend." You sharply inhale, but Steve keeps Teddy's attention on him as your lip wobbles.
"Yeah, yeah buddy. Mommy and I wanted-want you to have a little sibling, but they weren't quite ready yet. " Steve corrects himself,
That's why Mommy and I are here at the hospital because Mommy and I, we had to say goodbye." Steve's hand reaches out for yours as an anchor. Teddy then notices your distress again, hooking his arms around your neck.
"Don't cry, Mommy. You still my friend." He tells you, brushing your hair down just like he's seen Steve do for you when your sick.
"Yeah?" You ask wetly, squeezing him. "I'm not your bestest friend?" you chide jokingly.
He laughs, cupping your ear and violently whispers.
"Don't tell Daddy..." Then hiding in your neck again.
"Okay baby." You giggle wetly, "Do you understand what were saying?"
"The stork took the baby back, because she wasn't ready."
"Almost, we still need to be careful with Mommies tummy a little longer. She doesn't feel to good, the baby made her real sick." Steve sits on the edge of the bed, Teddy seeks his comfort by leaning against Steve's chest. They both heave a sigh of relief, melting into each other's embrace with you at their side.
"But I'm better now, I'll always be here. No matter what." You brush thick locks from his eyes, some of the ends still baby blonde from his first hair cut.
"Will you have a baby still?" Teddy finally breaks a confused smile, laying his palm flat over you heart.
"Maybe someday, but right now I need to heal and give you my undivided attention!"
"This makes Mommy sad, and Daddy sad too." He asks, somber. To many thoughts and emotions running through his small body at once as he traces the shapes on your hospital gown.
"A little, but nothing tickles can't fix!" Steve grabs at Teddy's sides pining him against the bed as you both attack him with tickles. Under his chin, feet and along his sides.
"Hehehe, otay! Staph!!"
"Oh no, here comes the tickle monster!" Steve rears back pulling his elbows deep into his shirt like a t-rex's arms
"Nooo! Daddy no tickle monster!" Teddy belly-laughs holding your arm over him in protection
"Once he gets started the tickles must ensue! Only tickles!" Steve says if faux pain, pretending to tickle your sides.
"No Daddy!"
"Run Teddy! You can't save me! Save yourself from the tickles!" Teddy slides off the bed running to the bathroom and shutting the shower stall.
"Hi-" Steve says cupping your face in his hands pressing chaste kisses around your face.
"Hi." You stop his ministrations, kissing him deeply on the lips making his shoulders relax as you hold his face to you.
"When's the last time I said I love you?" taking a hypnotized breath that warms your cheeks, smelling of chocolate.
"It's a new day Mr. Harrington, but I love you too."
"You're beautiful and I love you. I'ma tell you that everyday for the rest of my days." His nose, circles around yours with humor.
"You're a dork."
"Your dork, in writing Sweets. Till death do us part-" He wiggles his ring finger in your face, unaware of his doubleganger trying to climb up your legs.
"And ickness!" Teddy yells next to Steve by the bed, frustrated.
"Ickness?! Oh no!" Steve picks up his son, shaking him into another fit of giggles. As he slams the toddler down on your cover legs, Teddy pleads for aid versus Steve. And you comply unable to resist his Harrington born charm. Pulling at Steve's shirt, pretending to go back for more kisses. You give him one on his cheek as an apology before you trap his arm under your body.
"Come 'ere Teddy, cuddle pile on Daddy." Teddy doesn't hesitate flinging himself of Steve's chest knowing he'll catch him regardless.
"Ugh! You. Are so heavy, can't stay up!" Steve plays dead, falling in his arm chair while Teddy slides down his body. Waltzing Jumping with without Steve's support back over to you on the bed.
"Daddy perished." You burst out laugh with Steve, at your baby's seriousness.
"Who taught you that word?" You ask through laughs
"Uncle Dusty, said died wasn't good. Perish is metal." He responds with an almost perfect rock and roll head bang.
"Jesus Christ-" You sigh, pinching the bridge of your nose,
"Speaking of Uncle Dusty, I think he's gonna be at bedtime tonight." Steve's head jumps up from it's place resting on the chair.
"Really?! He doing the puppet show!" Teddy's eyes nearly burst out of his skull in excitement
"I do the puppet show too!" Steve fiends offense
"But Dusty does voices, Daddy." Teddy whines
"I've never been more offended by a preschooler!" Steve holds his chest, pretending to sob.
"Get the phone for Mommy baby, we're gonna call Auntie Robin and Uncle Dusty for bedtime stories."
"Yes!" he jumps of the bed, making your heart leap out of your chest.
You dialed the house, phoneline picked up by Joyce as Robin and Dustin argued in the background. Asking for Robs to pick up her nephew. She stayed an hour, taking the car seat in her tiny car. Promising Steve to call you both before bedtime. When he came back to the room, Steve slumped back into the arm chair he'd dozed off in several times within the past hour.
"Stevie Baby, if you keep nodding off your head will pop off like a bottlecap."
" 'M sorry. Just a lot going on up there."
"That's no good." You giggled holding Teddy's Winnie the Pooh stuffy in your arms. You cried when he left it with you, wanting him to keep you company until he saw you after preschool tomorrow.
“Hmm." He stood up, pacing the foot of your bed. Unraveling a blanket laying it over you, before taking the smaller one for himself. After a few minutes he try's to dose off again, only to pop he's head back up and grip the arm rests. As he looks at you on the bed with unease.
"Steve, talk to me. Please." You press moving the blankets off your lap in mild frustration. Not directed at him yet his face crumples in a wince all the same.
"I was really scared, Y/N. I’ve never been that scared before, ever. I just-… Jesus.” He rubbed at his eyes again, slumping into the armchair. Scratching at his scalp,
“Steve.” Swinging your feet of the bed, leaning forward to halt his movements. Weaving your fingers in his, his lips pressed to your knuckles.
“I can't do this without you, I couldn't help you-I was helpless. Max, she. She was like a sister to me and when she passed away..." His seeming composure broke then, like the last crack in a dam. Letting the water roam freely, he shook with the waves. You stood up holding him against you, his tears dampening the fabric you wore. "I was lost for a long time. Then Eddie too, with all that blood and you so scared. I can't fucking imagine... Fuck Y/N-”
"Steve..." You kissed the crown of his head, the selfish misunderstood boy King was long gone. Stomped out by his father, Russian Soldiers, a multi-dimensional power, and finally himself. When he'd look in the mirror he fought a broke until there was no longer a empty shell of a person who couldn't sleep with his window open anymore. He filled his life with those he cared for, became strong for them. He craved their presence, the good and the bad. Then he found you, you were his future a dream he now craved. You made his love for you a reality with your son. Healed him to be the man he never thought possible, kisses his scars in the dark and still loved them full-heartedly in the daylight. Proud of his name, proud of the person he was and always could be. The guilt of his love hurting, his love hurting you. Was unfathomable, but you were here. Holding him through it, even if it caused you pain you didn't show him. You were there. You were still here with him and he's breathing evened out. Nose buried into your ribs as he held your tummy to his chest. Underneath the nauseating clean hospital smell, the iron and baby wipes. You smelled like you, the very base smell of your whole being was there.
"Stevie?" Your hands carded through his hair at the base of his neck, his nose nuzzled twice into your skin until he inhaled deeply.
"Yes?" yawning through the question, eyes finding yours above him. His chin resting on your sternum, one eye winking when his neck popped at the stretch.
“I’m here, I can’t go anywhere. You could just rest your eyes for a bit." You squeezed his cheeks in your palms, making his nose scrunch in a pout. "Maybe even use the shower to relax your body. Or just come back over here,” You tugged him with you as you shifted back in the bed, leaving room for him to lay back next to you. He inclined his head to you succumbing to your plea, relieved that you could finally rest together. Laying on his side next to you, this time immediately closing his eyes and holding your hand to his chest. Rubbing his index finger over your wedding ring to sooth himself to sleep. You were still slightly upright so he nuzzled into your shoulder as his pillow source. His hair tickled your bare neck when he shifted closer.
“I love you so much, thank you.” whispering to him after his breathing deepened. Sleep came to you shortly. It felt like minutes when you were woken up for your next walk. Nearly knocking Steve unconscious so he would stay and rest. The comforting Nurse from the night before returning, confident they would release you late in the morning. There were some other issues that worried them you'd come back for checkups after discharge but you were doing well. Moving alone but assistance was recommended for strenuous activities like lifting. Six weeks starting for any very strenuous ones, like it was even a consideration presently. Despite how much you loved your husband, and loved loving him. It was just past 7 when you returned to the room, Steve gone from the bed. Knocking on the bathroom door after the nurse left, the sound of water running behind it with heat radiating from the frame.
“Yeah one second,” A squeak turned it off and there was rustling before Steve cracked the door open, a towel draped around his waist just below his V-line of his pelvis. “Hey you're not supposed to be up without someone around.” He opened the door the rest of the way revealing his whole chest and arms. Water still clung to his hair, all of his hair, it took everything in you not to look down past his pecs. The trail of dark hair shading his soft tummy begging you to run your hands along it.
“Um earth to Y/N?” ‘How has his towel not fallen, shit he’s talking to me’ He waved his hand in front of your face, the other still holding the door.
“Sorry, I’m out of it I got back from walking. So I just wanted to make sure you were okay.” You lied, still tracing the water droplets cascading along his skin.
“Yes, I’m feeling much more like myself. If you want to sit on the toilet, I could help you wash your hair after I get dressed?” you contemplated his offer, it sounded so wonderful. You still reeked of grease from your shift the day before yesterday, along with something metallic and sterile soap from your gown.
“Yeah… Please?” You felt ashamed, ears flush at the intimacy. The guilt filed in soon after. Having him worry so much, wasn't he just as burdened with emotion as you were.
“Okay sit I’ll be right back,” You put on a smile, be strong for him if no one else. He came back into the bathroom in loose sweatpants without a shirt, your eyes went wide again. “See anything you like?” He started doing ridiculous poses in the doorway to make you laugh.
"You are so corny!" You laughed, throwing a hand towel at him.
"Hey, you were totally checking me out. I still got it, bab-, Shit soap!” He skipped back out into the main room. There was a rustle of items before he appeared again with a toiletry bag. Joyce had packed for the two of you. A frown etched its way back along your face as your eyes burned with unshed tears. He filled a small tub with warm water, looking around he found a clean cup to use. He hummed a Depeche Mode song as he went.
“Steve.” You hiccupped, hands shaking in your lap finger wringing together.
“Yeah?” He asked without looking, head rocking with music only he could hear. His head whipped around when he heard you sniffle when his eyes meet yours his face fell, devastated.
"I'm sorry." You croaked out before he could ask. Tears flooding from your eyes, creating a puddle on your collar.
' I'm so sorry Steve. I don't know what's wrong with me." You gasped out through shaking sobs, clinging to him when he dropped to hold you. Torso cradled between your thighs,
' Maybe if we had gotten here sooner like you said, she-." Steve's breath stuttered, the air around you tightened as you remember being so excited. For her.
' We would've been okay. I didn't listen, this is all my fault." You shake, pulling away from him, clutching at your thighs with clammy hands. Steve brushed the hair out of your face, thumbs wiping your tears as he observed you. You were panicking, hyperventilating enough that your face and chest blushed red.
"Breathe, my love. Breathe, in-and-out." His hands moved up and down your arms, squeezing at your biceps to the tips of your fingers. "Let it all out, I got you. 'M here." He exaggerated his breaths until yours were more controlled, "I love you. We'll be okay, just like you said. One thing at a time. Remember, we still have a healthy baby waiting for us at home. Yeah? And I will always be here, we got this."
"What-what if I can't, Steve?"
"You can do anything, baby. I've seen it. This might be too soon but you made Jesus's miracle of parting the red sea look like horse play." He wiped your eyes again, everything was starting to clear again. Now you could see the tears streaming down his face, the smile didn't reach the honey of his sunken eyes.
"What if this was it? What if I can't have more babies. Our dream of a big family can't happen... Because of me?" You said with a dark edge, it was your fear since Dr. Kerr first saw you while pregnant with Teddy. Steve chortled, a quiet suppressed laugh as he pinched his nose and sniffed the remaining tears away.
"Then we'll adopt or do that other stuff like Dr. Kerr said. Hey, look at me." Steve squished your cheeks, thumbs running along your cheekbones. "I would rather selfishly keep you all to myself. Edmund can buy his time." You sniffled quickly, sharp enough it could be mistaken for a laugh.
"This is all temporary, Sweets. It's okay for us to be sad."
"Okay." You exhaled,
"I love you so unexplainably much. I love Edmund so unconditionally it physically hurts." He brought a fist to his chest, taking a deep breath with closed eyes. "We loved this baby so much, she just wasn't ready yet. And that's okay, I'll love and remember everything I learned from her."
"And what's that?"
"That I would rather go through this heartbreak 100 times a day, then ever-ever loose you. I want to take away all your pain and suffering for myself. Give me all of it, I can take it. As long as you're still here with me."
"I love you."
"I love you most."
"Not possible."
"Alright come on, Mama's, this linoleum is not forgiving on my working man knees. Turn back around and let me make you feel better."
"Is that a threat or promise?" You giggled, palms wiping at the hollow of your eyes.
"You know exactly what these hands are capable of Sweets." Steve said with a salacious grin and wiggle of his fingers, his gold wedding band glimmering under the florescent light. He washed your hair with immense care, taking the time to massage and scrub at the scalp.
"Hmm, thank you." You said after he helped wring it mostly dry. He pressed a warm kiss to your wet forehead, "Steve?"
"Yeah?" His eyebrows shot up as he hovered over you, standing abruptly. Holding one of your elbows with an open palm,
"Moses parted the red sea, not Jesus." You commented, and Steve belly laughed hard enough for you to crack another smile.
"See, I can't live without ya! There's not much underneath my perfect quaffed hair."
He gave you the privacy to freshen up other areas, but when stepping out he was half laying on the bed. With his feet still on the ground, eyes closed. You made it over to the chair before getting a little woozy, Joyce had packed a ton of options but there was no way you were getting these on by yourself. Steve’s watch went off and he immediately jumped up, putting on the shirt that was in his hands. Crossing the room stopping at the bathroom knocking. He hadn’t looked at the chair until he opened the door and looked around to find the small stall empty.
“Jesus why didn’t you call for me?”
“Was feeling rebellious, also you passed the hell out and if I don’t have too, there’s no need for me to wake you.” you twist a little bit too much adjusting yourself in the chair, causing you to moan in pain clutching your sides. 
“Hey careful,” Steve walks over to you and squatting in front of you, “tell me how to help.”
“I want to change into big girl clothes, I’d feel weird if the kids came by and saw my ass out still in the hospital gown.” You griped,
"I wouldn't mind in the slightest."
"Steve-"
"So I should stick to granny panties? Throw all the others away?" You challenged playful smirk on your lips, the smile finally met his eyes after a day of tears the brown shown with happiness. Warming through his heart, you pressed your hand to hold onto that pulse. It soothed your woes and added kindling to the hearth in your heart. When he pulled you from the chair, you felt weightless, oozing with molten love for your family. Everything would be okay.
"What? I can admire my beautiful wife in a diaper and nothing else." He scoffed offended holding your hand to his chest.
"Pfft honestly, who needs underwear? We're living in the 90s, baby!" Steve held you through the giggles. He would never leave your arms again if you let him.
Masterlist
Steve Harrington
Part one
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Sweet Treats AU Masterlist
Violence, chaos, and handsy Sam.
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"Always thought it was a waste," you say as you catch the mechanism, "a house you use what, two weeks out of the year. These things are so far out, they don't have all the fancy shit like up in the Hamptons."
The door falls open and you push it all the way as you look back at the others. Birdy’s yawning, asleep on her feet after the trek from the station. It was the only way not to draw attention or leave any breadcrumbs.
"Better get inside," you say, "we're lucky we didn't run into anything in the woods."
"Anything?" Birdy squeaks.
"Well, you just gotta know what bear you're looking at really. Whether to play dead or scare em shitless. Never had any problems back in the day."
"Great," Coco nudges Birdy to go ahead of her, "like we don't have enough to worry about."
"Well, we got a roof and four walls for the night," you say, "just a bit of casual squatting."
"You really used to do this in college?"
"Couldn't afford the rental," you wink and shut the door, "never got caught and when it came close… well, we were young and some men get real dumb at the sight of a little skin."
"Don't we know it?" Coco snorts as you turn on the flashlight you bought at the station.
"Don't wanna alert any neighbours," you say, "best to keep windows shut and lights off."
"Good idea," Coco agrees as you proceed into the front room.
"We'll see if the couch pulls out, stick to one room."
You work together. The couch is just a couch so you throw cushions on the floor and search out some spare blankets and pillows from the closet. You make a nest on the floor and settle in, stipping away the spare layers of your disguises.
"What next?" Coco asks as Birdy reclines between you, already half asleep.
"Not sure. Get as far away as we can. You know, you keep asking me like I know."
"Sorry, I… guess I don't either."
"How do you escape men known for finding people? They made sure we don't know. Five years…I can't imagine."
"Five years of marriage, and a few before," Coco scoffs.
"Well, we gotta keep moving, is what I guess. Wouldn't hurt to cut our hair. Maybe a wig or two…"
"Mmm, yeah," Coco agrees.
"I always wanted…" Birdy keeps her eyes closed, "to be like Rita Hayworth, with the big red waves."
You laugh and shake your head at her drowsy rambling.
"So, get moving, look different, keep alert…." You list off, "stay together."
"Sounds like a plan," Coco gulps.
You fall into tense silence, the what ifs clawing at your chest, the feeling that you're on borrowed time, that this can't be forever.
"I can just see their faces," Coco chuckles, "that alone will be worth the punishment."
"Oh, you don't even know. Steve had quite the shiner," you smirk and Birdy laughs, "Bucky's lip was cut up and they both looked like hell, not to mention their dumb fucking expressions. Idiots."
"Sam probably shit himself."
"I hope he did," you cross your arms and exhale, "the next time I see him, I'm gonna bury my foot right in his balls. If I have to go back–"
"If we do," Coco interrupts, "we'll fight. Make them work for it."
"I like that," Birdy murmurs into the pillow, "that big fat dummy…"
Her words peter out into a snore and you give a soft laugh. You hope you can keep that promise. That you won't stop. Better, you hope you never see those assholes again.
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de-pointe-du-lioncourt · 11 months
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Wrote a little Astarion thing.
Author’s Note: I’ve never posted a fic like this on tumblr, I usually just link my ao3 so sorry for the formatting.
I kept thinking about scenarios that were kinda between the spawn and ascended endings so here’s one. There will probably be others that are longer and better in the future because even though I love both endings, sometimes I wish I could take my favorite parts from both to make something new.
Summary: The morning after Astarion and the party kill Cazador, he realizes he feels a lot more powerful than just a spawn.
TW: None really, except a very brief instance of mind control.
Pairings: Astarion centric mostly, some Male Tav/Astarion
Word count: ~1k
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"I'm finally free," Astarion whispered. He was the first to wake this morning, the rest of the camp was still resting, sleeping away the previous night's fight. Fighting a vampire lord and rescuing thousands of spawn was exhausting- and deeply worrying. They had celebrated after, despite the worry, and drank until the Elfsong was emptied of clientele before retiring to their room. He could hardly sleep with the adrenaline still flowing through him yet he watched everyone else close their eyes as soon as their heads hit their pillows, knowing they'll wake up with pounding heads and bruised bodies and another day of closing in on the Elder Brain.
He stretched, his shoulder popped, and he made his way to the roof of the tavern, quiet as a mouse. He was relieved when Alfira wasn’t there, no doubt having gone home with Lakrissa after her shift. As charming as those two were, he could do without the flirting and the singing right now.
Now, he needed to be alone. He took a deep breath, not that he needed air, but it helped calm him, brace him. He was a free-willed vampire now that Cazador was dead. But he was still just a spawn. Or was he? He could feel something stirring inside him- and it wasn’t the blasted tadpole. It was power. All the power he could ever have wanted and he didn’t even have to kill thousands of innocents to obtain it. A voice in the back of his mind doubted what he was feeling. ‘Is this real,’ he thought, ‘or is this just my newfound freedom giving me hope?’ How different was a free-willed vampire from a spawn or a true vampire, really? Is it some sweet spot in the middle of the two, or closer to one or the other? He always thought, always assumed, that it was just as simple as being a spawn without a master.
So why in the nine hells did he feel so different? He took another deep breath and steadied himself, he shook out his limbs and hummed a little off-key tune. And then he focused on a thought. The image of an animal appeared in his mind’s eye, a white bat with red, piercing eyes, wings flapping in slow motion, hunting for prey. He opened his eyes. He was flying. He was the bat. He nearly squeaked in disbelief, being unable to speak in this form, before descending back onto the roof with a puff. “Holy hells,” he breathed.
He paced around for a good ten or so minutes, his thoughts racing. That was not something that a spawn could do, even one with free will. “What else can I do,” he asked himself out loud. He tapped his foot impatiently for a moment before closing his eyes again. He envisioned Tav this time and called out through the tadpole. “Come to the roof,” he said.
Not just a few moments later, the door of the tavern creaked open and out walked Tav, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. He yawned. “Are you okay? What’s going on?” His hair was a mess and he hadn’t even bothered to put on a shirt. There was a large bruise darkening his side, something that was hardly surprising at this point in their journey. Yet it still made Astarion frown as he noticed it. It must not have fully formed the night before, he didn’t see it when they had visited his grave.
“Stop right there, my love.”
“No good morning kiss?” Tav stood where he was told to, arms folded patiently. “Alright. So, why am I-,”
“Kneel,” Astarion commanded. He watched as Tav loosely dropped his arms to his sides, his eyes glazed over slightly, and he lowered himself to his knees. He was charmed. Astarion felt a sudden pang of guilt hit him like an ice knife to the chest and he stepped forward to close the gap between them. He took Tav’s hands into his and placed a quick kiss on his forehead. “That’s enough, darling, you did well.”
“Did you just charm me?”
Astarion sucked his teeth and looked at his nails nonchalantly for a second before answering slyly, “Yes, I suppose I did.” He pulled Tav to his feet with a grin, his hand around his waist.
Tav looked up at him, brows furrowed. “How did you- is this the tadpole?”
“It was all me, and only me, my dear.” He picked up Tav by the waist, being careful for the bruise, and spun him around in a circle as he beamed. “I awoke this morning and I could feel that something had shifted. We killed Cazador- that bastard- and now. Now I’m free. I can do things I shouldn’t be able to do as a mere spawn, and yet here we are. I turned into a bat! I’m sure I can turn into mist and command other creatures to do my bidding, but other than that little trick I just did to you, I haven’t tried anything else.”
Astarion frowned, pondering. “Something must have happened, when I, when we, killed him. I was reckless. I was so, so angry. And there was so much blood. Some of it must have…” he trailed off.
“You must’ve got some in your mouth. How much would you need to drink to become a true vampire? Is that what you are now?” Tav spoke softly. The air was thick with tension, the pensive mood had dampened their enthusiasm. “I’ve read about the way true vampires feel emotions-“
“Do not finish that sentence. You never need to doubt that I love you. You are mine, and I am yours. Nothing will ever change that.” He sighed. “As for the blood, I’m not sure. Perhaps a drop or a few is all that it takes. Come now, question time is over. I’m sure the others are awake and wondering where we are.”
Tav reached out to him as he stepped towards the door. “You still haven’t given me that kiss. The others can wait a few more moments.”
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nrrrdgrrrl2002 · 2 years
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Lonely Angel/I’ll Be Your Angel
A catim short
“She sat on her throne, holding a toy. It was beautiful, the little angel.
Not like her…
She sensed a newcomer.
It couldn’t be, could it?
She got up and closed her eyes.
It was.
She walked towards she felt the presence, her heel clicking on the wooden floor as she walked.
It was him
-
The city was so beautiful!
She hummed a tune as she walked down the sidewalk. The gorgeous blacks and whites of the city taking her attention.
“Watch it lady!” A man in a car shouted at her as she crossed the street. She waved at the man with a graceful figure and a big smile.
“No worries darlin!” She happily yelled back in a sweet southern accent. She noticed a park nearby.
She gently skipped over to the park and sat down on a swing, her legs crossed and her shoulders high, as a proper lady should sit.
She gazed at the beautiful city. Cute little black clouds were popping out of buildings. She saw cars with intricate webs in the glass of the windows.
This place was so much nicer than the boring, cotton clouds she lived on before.
She heard squeaking as she felt the swing swing next to her move back and forth.
“Hiya lady” a male voice with a mischievous Brooklyn accent said to her from the moving swing. The person stopped swinging to talk to her.
As she looked at him, she noticed two horns protruding from the top of his thick black hair. He smiled at her mischievously, but his freckles and missing tooth made him look rather adorable.
It couldn’t be..
“Did you fall outta heaven” he tried to flirt with her, his thin tail with a pen like tip wagging slowly.
“I moreso floated out” she responded. He then noticed the halo floating over her head.
“Wait. You’re an actual angel?” He asked. She giggled. “As much as I’m assuming you’re a demon” she responded.
“No way! What brings yous from your oh so pristine castle in the sky?” He asked her. “It IS rather pristine. A little TOO pristine.” She said.
“Lemme guess. Too borin?” He said. She nodded her head yes, keeping her straight posture.
His back was slumped as he leaned on his knee with his foot resting on the swing.
“Well, lucky for you, I’m the opposite of borin” he told her. “You certainly seem like it” she responded to him.
He started to swing again as she still sat properly. “What’s ya name?” He asked her.
“April. And you?” She also asked him.
“Call me Casey” he told her.
“Think I can swing over the bar?” He asked as he went higher. “Sure ya can” she yelled to him.
He went over, only for the swing to keep going over, causing him to get stuck in the high bar and swing.
He mumbled “a little help?” Within the chain. She got up and giggled, going to help him.
He was gonna be an interesting fella
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She couldn’t feel anything.
She couldn’t move.
She couldn’t see.
She tried to get up, feeling thick goo slide off her but also…. Become her.
She gasped as she finally felt her mouth. Her vision returned as she looked in front of her. What she saw was…. Strange…
The colors she saw around her weren’t black nor white but…. Colors she didn’t know. She felt goo drip from her hair and halo as her body became solid.
She looked down and saw black goo below her, her body taking it’s correct colors of black and white as the goo dripped off.
She stepped out of the goo as her body stopped dripping. As she moved, she felt both light and heavy, faintly hearing liquid sloshing slightly inside her.
She looked in front of her, seeing a window. Two silhouettes she couldn’t make out were behind it.
Her left half felt funny
She raised her arm to wave at the silhouettes. She struggled to keep the fingers of her raised arm up.
She saw her arm start to drip
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She woke up lying on the floor. Her body was sticking slightly as she got up. The room she was in was far darker.
She didn’t feel right
She felt something heavy on her ankle. She raised out her leg to see what it was. There was a chain on her right ankle.
She tried to reach for it with her left hand, only to see 3 black tentacles where she was moving her arm.She gasped and fell back.
What was that?
She saw a full body mirror across from her. She got up to see herself. She found it awkward to walk as her left leg felt…. Cut.
She was mortified at what she saw.
Her left half was melted. There was a huge hole where her left eye should be, her halo looping through the hole and her head and 6 little eyes below the hole where she should have freckles.
The left side of her mouth was ripped open, exposing terrifying small teeth. The left half of her hair was far long er than the right. As she moved her head, she realized it wasn’t hair, but black shiny tentacles stacked together.
Her ribs and part of her heart were exposed as the left side of her dress was dripping. Instead of an arm, there were 3 black tentacles attached to her left shoulder. The reason her walking felt off, she discovered, was because her left leg had been reduced to a black dripping peg.
This wasn’t her this wasn’t! She’s an Angel! Not… not…
She saw something in the hole on her face. As she looked closer, a little black brain with spider legs and a giant eye crawled out of the eye hole.
“NO!” She screamed in a distorted voice, slamming her head into the mirror. The mirror cracked into an intricate web.
“Oh god…” she whimpered in her normal voice, the gashes she made in her head sealing up instantly.
She stumbled back. Thick black tears streaming down her face as she sobbed.”
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