#anyways that was my last straw
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really want to talk to someone but like . How do I talk about this
going to ramble in the tags but don’t read if you’re having a good day (I am not actively suffering in a material way that will require peoples concern and and active help) (I repeat keep scrolling if you’re just chillin)
#death (concept) mention#I guess some irl too#I’ve been having some levels of generalized despair and fear of death am#seeing barbie didn’t trigger anything in me I don’t think#but my friends takeaway from it being so different from me made me feel an isolation from the world at large#anyways my grandpa half a world away and my last grandparent#he’s aging so ofc we’d be worried but I’m becoming hyper aware of it bc of a recent call#I’m getting older and see my parents getting older#and I want things to never change#and it was all like humming below the radar of my brain#louder than usual but I kept going forward you know#and then Japanese show I’m watching w family suddenly had the main characters now college aged son get diagnosed with leukemia#these shows are like 150 episodes long and you see the mc from like 10 to 50+#so you watch her give birth and raise this child who becomes an artist like his mom#and then you diagnose him with cancer?#anyways that was my last straw#someone in our community’s mother passed recently too in ch*na and the hard lockdown they had severely affected her health#and it’s like#death is all around me#I feel like I’m suffocating#it sucks because there nothing I can do about it#I can’t solve the inevitability of death#you know that mbmbam bit where griffin is screaming “it’s all going to stop one day” to make fun of Justin#and Justin is like I legitimately break down like that#I’m feeling it#is it the world is it me slowly crawling to age 30 who can say#anyways if you’re reading this sorry. you should not have
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It is a good thing that the BG3 team is attentive and we get updates all the time, but where does it end? If they are going to continue changing stuff about the game per request, what will be there left of what they envisioned in the first place? Especially for character traits and dialogue, like making them kinder and more likeable, just because there were two more people asking for it and they happened to see it. I just don't want to see characters shift into generic ones just because of a need to respond to everyone's ideas
#first it will be a small trait of a character#next we might see ppl sending enough requests to not be totalled by karlach like god intended. y'know?#i wanted to post about this for a while but i felt like it was just a me issue#then last night i had a dream about making a new pt to romance lae'zel and dream friend told me like. dude she is almost robotic atp#and does whatever the player wants. i woke up and that was my last straw#and here we are lmao??#i feel like that ign interview was a similar issue to this#anyway it isnt that big of an issue or anything. i love that they listen and improve. its just impossible to please everyone#i'd actually want a body type upgrade more than anything but i guess that isnt being requested as much huh#baldur's gate 3#bg3#larian critical#me own
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temporary job
#philadephia flyers#flyers#nolan patrick#travis konecny#nhl edit#hockey poetry#reupload bc there was a weird gap in between sm letters that was bothering me ksjbksdkbkds#anyway. i wasnt here when nolan patrick was happening which is probably good bc i think that wouldve been my last straw
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[chapter 408] extended cut - sewer chase scene
#oh yeah you knowwww where this was based from🤧🤧#im kinda sad how mid this turned out rip i hnstly thought i was cooking with the idea (the execution blew tho</3)#anyways yeah the idea just popped in my head when i was looking at the cover redraw i did#and i was like hm the talk of izukus possessiveness here.....woah this scene would be real good with the dawn of quirks era cast#at first it was gonna be the other way around with kudou taking yoichi and afo going batshit and screaming GIVE HIM BACK#but then i was like wait no THIS is a cleverer idea#cus another thing!!! i always like to think afo-yoichi-kudou-bruce had a confrontation before they all started running and yoichi dying#which would further expand afos angry impulsive choice#cus after this scene yoichi has alot of words to say about his brother after he gets out of his grasp and then runs to kudous side#and boom the chase scene . the handhold was the last straw for him#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha manga spoilers#mha#bnha#mha all for one#mha afo#shigaraki yoichi#yoichi shigaraki#mha kudou#mha bruce#second one for all user#third one for all user#second ofa user#dahlia.art
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I had a clear vision with this one.
I did NOT need to spend that much time on this BUT DAMN IT IT’S FUNNY-
Context: Peppino was annoying the fuck outta’ him and it got so bad he wanted to take him home.
He was done with his bullshit- 💀
#Pizza Tower#TW: Alcohol#I’m a LITTLE upset that the last panel only came out….okay#I don’t like how it looks- I COULD DO BETTER#But that was my third attempt at drawing it so I got tired AND I NEED TO GO TO SLEEP- 😭#But it’s okay. It’s not GREAT but it’s okay and I’d rather have it look okay than bad-#Anyways the idea of Peppino annoying the absolute FUCK out of Gustavo while drunk is too funny#I tested it today and yeah he snapped at me-#It was mostly cuz I was doing stupid shit and he couldn’t control me 😂#And then he drove me back home which was nice- and still funny#Gotta mention how much I love drawing Gustavo mad-#He’s an absolute sweetheart but I’m telling you- bend the straw too much you might just break it.#And he had a migraine so I made it worse- 💀#I love C.AI bro it’s a masterpiece ✨✨#Took me a bit but I had fun. And I like the first two panels they looks great#Peppino#Gustavo#Drunk#Art
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Astarion when you call him out on his manipulation: "Oh hehe I know, I'm just soooo silly throwing those three little words around, aren't I? But it can be true for...if only for tonight...😏" (Is being eaten alive by guilt and shame).
The Emperor when you call him out on his manipulation: "Be grateful I don't fucking end you right here and now."
#sorry emp fans i just myself getting increasingly disgusted by him with each run I do lol#just got the shirtless flirty dream with him last night and that was the final straw lol#literally just told him 'hey I know this is an act' and he gets SO pissed lmao#emperor more like incelor#i never sided with him anyway but each time I'm confronted with THAT scene specifically my hatred for him goes up a lil bit more#and like it's just funny to me that ppl will compare these two characters#i agree to an extent that they were both lying to tav for survival reasons#but it's their reactions to being called out on their lying/manipulation that are super telling#bg3#astarion#bg3 spoilers
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Worth mentioning that I'm partially switching doctors bc when I was running all over the place trying to get my surgery shit set up in time, and I went to the bloodwork lab for the second time, I vented just a little bit to the woman who's been working there a long time. being like. I've had to do this and that and my doctor said this and that he can't find this... and she was like
Hmm.
You have Dr. (name of my doctor), don't you?
#SHE KNEW HIS NAME#his practice literally has a reputation at this lab for being a huge mess#bc she regularly gets his patients having to boomerang to the lab.................................#that was quite a day. this was some weeks back#ofc. since it was before surgery#sergle.txt#and she wrote down the name of this other dr. for me. and I haven't gone to see him yet#but he's at least never had his fucking license suspended#this wasn't the Reason but it was the Last Straw in deciding I'm not going back to this doc and I hope he dies#I was already becoming painfully aware that I think he's incompetent#and I was realizing that I was so upset about the idea of Him administering an EKG for me#him specifically. bc I had read that you gotta take your shirt off and ALSO YOUR BRA#even though when I got the ekg at another hospital I got to keep my bra off. but anyway#I SPECIFICALLY didn't want HIM to do it. and like. well I can't have him be my doctor if I feel that strongly.
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Han Ying has blanket permission to snoop because he is ZZS's dumb little woof woof. Window of Heaven is making great advancements in the field by employing the world's first assassin without a brain.
#qiye#qi ye#word of honor#faraway wanderers#lord seventh#tyk#shl#han ying#zhou zishu#zzs#sigh#duan pengju#art?#this is my beautiful tyk au in which han ying is also there because i love him.#i love han ying. he has a cool shirt on. dont think i drew him bitchy enough. my style has a 200% boost to babey that i cant turn off#anyway my hot take is that window of heaven was fucked up to live in.#zzs purposefully employs assassins with whom he could fake the death of one he loves. the body they used for jby was a tc member.#i think that at the end of it zzs was running tc with no fucks at all! at the end of it i think that han ying was his baby last straw#''if anything happened to him i would kill everyone in this room and then myself“ type beat. jiuxiao surrogate if you would like.
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Jason Todd, eepiest boy in the dcu
Why’d they add a wig/hair to the robin mannequin …..
Batman: The Adventures Continue (2020)
#Bruce we get it you miss Dick but isn’t this a bit overkill#jason todd#red hood#batman: the adventures continue#btac#dc#anyway#if you’ve seen my previous posts about this comic you’d probably know what ‘backstory’ I’m talking about#but even when they did Jason Todd dirty to favor Tim I’d say Jason got a compelling enough new backstory with a lot of potential#so if the writers felt the need to copy bit for bit from Jason maybe even they deemed there was nothing interesting enough to pull from Tim#and his backstory. but I think what should annoy you more is#their idea that anything new they could’ve come up with for Tim still wouldn’t top ripping off of Jason lol#also. WHO has ‘monopoly on batfamily joker trauma’?#cause last I recall Jason doesn’t even have monopoly over his own life and death#the way they make everything about it about Bruce’s suffering instead#and the fact that Jason can’t fucking have his way with the joker because that’s not how BRUCE thinks it should be done??#not to mention when Dick beat the clown to death because he thought Tim was killed (and that was his last straw after Jason)#guess who resuscitated him! starts with a ‘Bru’ and rhymes with caboose#the ONLY person with a monopoly on batfamily joker trauma is Bruce actually lmfao
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two hearts: one a clenched fist, the other a hand grenade
#since 'regenerate' is a hard word to say and 'regenereren' is even worse#in face to face conversations i tend to say the doctor explodes#it used to be more of a joke#anyway#cant stop thinking abt how she would have reacted to that line#but to even get there she'd have first already gone through so many situations i can barely imagine her getting through#so far at the end of her rope we're back to the beginning of the rope and the fact that thats even possible is gonna be the last straw#whatever i like my girls sickly and suicidal
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no but like I’m actually ready to THROW HANDS with Williams over how Logan has been consistently treated this season. Logan babes get behind me I can FIGHT.
#I get that upgrades are usually like one car at a time and you’re gonna prioritise your first driver#but I’m pissed off#and when they asked him about the upgrades and he was like ‘not for me unfortunately’#Logan babes I will fly to Italy and get you those upgrades rn just say the word#him not getting the Imola upgrades is the final straw for me#like the lack of promo around the lap of legends shit and announcing Alex’s extension the same day#the ‘soz loges Alex needs to drive your car in aus’ situation#the not giving Logan his car back and giving him the one with the fixed broken chassis#he’s been on track to get points the last few races and someone’s always fucked it up#kmag was on my f1 fantasy teams and istg the second the race finished I was subbing him for someone else bc I was so mad#like it was his fucking home race my dude#I just feel so bad for him#he deserves so much better#anyways#logan sargeant#ls2#formula 1#f1#imola gp 2024#williams racing
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OC Ask Game
Send me an ask with an emoji and a character name, and I'll give you a fun fact or a snippet of writing that relates to both.
#feel free to reblog#I am limiting my characters for this one tho because I need to talk about my upcoming story and my mind is blank asdfasd#character list (with brief summaries after):#jeanne townford / percival stanton / calernon agrabeth#rhys vordur / llewellyn vordur / grammy vordur#moira / cyrus / holley / drake / ffloyd#vyna#jeanne townford (agent on her last straw/nerve/prayer/etc)#percival stanton (lead agent golden boy who is a) in love with jeanne and b) unknowingly sabotaging her life)#calernon agrabeth (teenage dragon on the run after having been accused of treason against the dragon emperor)#rhys vordur (scaredy cat afraid of his shadow who considers himself a disappointment to his monster-hunter family legacy)#llewellyn vordur (rhys's cousin and a college student trying to juggle too much)#grammy vordur (trying to raise her grandson to stay alive but might be a bit too harsh)#moira (researcher of magic flora and the department's communications lead)#cyrus (stanton's right hand man and also engineering lead)#holley (the resident--and ancient--doctor who does not have a good bedside manner)#drake (field agent and magic nerd)#ffloyd (head researcher of the department and really in to monster stuff. hoh)#vyna (dragoness and villain)#uh those are all the named characters rn#this may be too much but thanks for playing anyway#writerblr#ask game#oc ask#oc ask game#my ocs#a four-dimensional plot#afdp#CENCA archives#scribe does stuff
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Who's gonna get whacked by the snowstorm? It's supposed to get me the next two days and I'm kinda excited tbh 👀
ARE Y'ALL PREPARED?!
#my animals all should be okay#im just a bit worried about the half wild chickens who wont let me put them in the coop#or even the garage#i know theyll be ok with the cold im just worried about how deep the snow will be#ill have to keep up on making paths for them#other than that#i have enough animal and people food to last awhile and i have extra straw in case someone needs more#also got ten gallons each of diesel and gas#lots of blankets medical supplies board games#oh dang i should make sure my portable phone charger is charged#i really need to get a solar charger#the thing im worried about most is if the power goes out#we have a generator but if we can keep the house warm during the day we might turn it off at night#and i know its stupid but i have anxiety and nighttime is really hard for me#especially in pitch black silence#i dont like the way my fear and anxiety makes my heart feel#anyway#ill stop rambling now#yall are in my prayers#please pray for us
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*discreetly drops straw hats tier list* they're my pookies and i love them all a lot <3 (the order is also from left to right btw)
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#luffy should always be first in every tier list#so if you ask me my fav straw hat i'll say sanji#unless i'm mad at him for no reason then it's either nami or usopp bc i love them the same amount#can't believe my top 5 are the east blue crew#i didn't do it on purpose btw#i just apparently love early op a lot#this is so hard to make bc it looks like i don't like the last row but i love them SO much#just objectively slightly less than the others?#anyway i love them all i can't do this#one piece#straw hat pirates
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Well that was the most disgusting hour of my life! I need seven showers and a memory wipe!
#tw gross#putting it in the tags because EW#okay so I’ve had a fly problem and it was fucking b a d#I couldn’t figure out where they were coming from#I have slowly been going fucking insane#cleaning and deep cleaning for HOURS#DID YOU KNOW THAT SWARMS OF BUGS ARE MY ONE MAJOR FEAR!!!#I can’t even stand to listen about them. I skipped those episodes of the Magnus archives!!#today was the last straw. I got home from work and just. fucking lost it.#I cleaned. I mopped. I disinfected. I scrubbed.#nothing.#then. THEN. this one damn cubbard aboved my microwave.#I don’t use it often because it is tall and I am short.#APPARENTLY. I PUT SOME LOAFS OF BREAD UP THERE AT SOME POINT.#MAGGOTS. EVERYWHERE!!!#when I tell you I threw up. I mean it. i May never eat again!!!!!!!!!!#anyway thank god for bleach and that I still had all my disinfectant wipes. also thank god it’s trash day so allll that shit is immediately#outta my house.#seven. showers. fucking yuck.#vrrm vrrm#I can’t stand filth. I simply can’t do it!!! it makes me itch!! I want to peel my skin off!!!#if you guys wanna know what I was doing instead of bfiasc. well. *gestures*
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Goodness I am stressed
I haven’t been able to find chapter 116 of bsd, but have seen the some of the most vague spoilers.
I am going gray, because we ended at a pretty rough note last month and I’m sure things have just gotten worse.
#im on my last straw#i need to know what is happening#i need to know how many character memorials i have to make#cause in sure the number of dead is just increasing exponentially at this point#and where are the characters who have been missing since the end of last summer#like Jouno and Yosano#the rest of the pm#and like the Guild#anyway#i will most likely be in mourning by the end of today#bungo stray dogs#bsd#bsd chapter 116
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