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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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People against piracy fail to realize that no, I can’t just ‘buy it.’ They stopped making DVDs and Blu-Rays. They’re barely offering digital copies for download. I am not spending money I could use for food or bills to pay for a subscription service just so I can always have access to a beloved piece of media. Especially not when the service will remove media on a whim without concern for how the loss of access to that piece will make its artistic conservation nigh impossible.
For example, I recently learned that Disney+ had an original film called Crater. It’s scifi, family friendly, and seems cool - I would love to buy it as a holiday gift for my little brother! But: it’s exclusive to D+ and THEY REMOVED IT LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER ITS RELEASE.
The ONLY way I can directly access this film is through piracy. The ONLY available ‘copies’ of this film are hosted on piracy websites. Disney will NEVER release it in theaters, or as something to buy, and it may NEVER return to the streaming service. It will be LOST because we aren’t allowed to purchase it for personal viewing. If I can’t pay to own it, I won’t pay for the privilege of losing it when corporate decides to put it in a vault.
So yes, I’m going to pirate and support piracy.
Edit: if you are able, use $5 you would otherwise use for a streaming subscription to donate to a GazaFunds campaign.
#edit: go to https://gazafunds.org/ and donate $5 you would otherwise spend on streaming services on a campaign!#ra speaks#piracy#media piracy#pirate to make hondo ohnaka proud#obligatory ‘don’t fucking pirate small authors/artists works wtf dude’ statement.#anyone who’s seen my media bitching before knows I’m a hype man for indie films this ain’t about them#this is about corporate streaming services killing physical media bc sales numbers are less impressive than number of streams#edit: USAmericans stop telling me to buy DVDs and blurays at Walmart. think outside your borders for a hot sec. fun thought exercise.#your experiences are not universal#edit: WHO GOT THIS TO 100k. I JUST WANT TO TALK (this post is my second to hit 100k woahg.)#in other news: fix your fucking posture. drink some fucking water. and go the fuck to bed if it’s late bc it’s for me rn. peace and light.
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blue light overexposure dot png
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#satoru gojo#fushiguro megumi#takes an extended drag of my cigarette long time no gojo#i wanted to play around w more quick and pose-focused pen style lineart#to like. try to break the lines down to only th bare minimum required to sell the pose#and fortunately or unfortunately for me gojo satoru is like a pipecleaner he's very easy to pose expressively#i mean these poses arent particularly dynamic but i do think they convey character#been very focused on painting lately but it was nice to focus lines w this i think i found a lining and cell shading style i rly like ???#i tend to fall into th trap of overrendering everything but this forced me 2 keep things sharp and simple and i love how it looks#tht might just be the layer mode tho fsdjdsf pin light HARD carried this one#whenever i wld come back to this after looking away or doing smth else i felt my eyes physically readjust 2 how aggressively blue this is#i feel like i only use blue to this degree when gojo's who im drawing lmao#but anyway he wins this round bc i do not have a least favourite on this page even the scribble-y chibis turned out rly well#said begrudgingly#break his kneecaps megumi
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NOSFERATU (2024) dir. Robert Eggers
#*#nosferatu#nosferatu 2024#nosferatuedit#thomas x ellen#filmedit#movieedit#filmgifs#moviegifs#horroredit#fyeahmovies#romancegifs#weloveperioddrama#perioddramaedit#onlyperioddramas#perioddramasource#userzil#userpayel#userallisyn#tuserbailey#userlosthaven#useraurore#userchristineb#usertyler#usergiles#larlies#userashe#teared up making this#i just love how he accepts it. bc so much of this film (to me) is symbolic mental (and physical) illness#i never felt like thomas hated her darkness (orlock) he just doesn't want it to kill her
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i wish it was truly and deeply understood that mental health issues can debilitate you and stunt your abilities and your life in a very real and literal way. like it is sickness it is illness it is not a minor inconvenience that you can always just talk yourself out of
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Dick was 100% the worst kid Bruce had to deal with, but he turned out such a well adjusted adult (relatively) that no one believes Bruce when he tries to explain the absolutely unholy terror that was pre-teen Dick Grayson.
#Clark: come on Bruce I think you’re being a little dramatic here! dick’s great!#Bruce: you were there clark. you weren’t there#and whenever Jason calls Dick the golden child Bruce has to physically hold himself back from screaming bc Dick was NOT THE GOLDEN CHILD#HE WAS A ONE CHILD REIGN OF TERROR#Bruce would raise literally any other Robin again then have to go through Dick’s adolescences again#dc#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#batfamily#dick grayson#batfamily headcannons#jason todd#tim drake#chaotic dick grayson#dick grayson silly
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I felt like a broken toy no one wanted.
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#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 3 spoilers#deltarune#susie deltarune#toriel dreemurr#sketches#susie comes across to me like the type of person who fucking hates crying like as a physical sensation#punching her leg trying to get it together bc this is stupid and she's stupid#mustve been so embarrassed at first to have someone find her sitting there crying like that. good thing it was toriel#anyways. watch how hard i can cry! FSSSHHHSSSHHH
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I NEED Loop to be further tormented by finding out confessing to their party doesn't break their loops, and Siffrin wishes to see Loop again so hard he pops out of the favor tree so he gets to be Loop's guide
#isat#isat spoilers#siffrin#loop#I imagine Loop's lack of physical power is the first red herring they get#so Siffrin finds a way to break away from the favor tree and they try the tag-in tag-out AU where Sif handles the fighting#but just exploding the king isn't it either!#and Siffrin got a bit more Character Development so he's the one to be like okay no we HAVE to try talking to the party#which leads to way too many loops where they're just like 'yes yes there's two of us. calm down this is timeloop 101. keep up'#Isa: YOU CAN'T JUST EXPECT US TO ACCEPT THAT?#Loop: oh yeah cause this is SUCH an imposition for you. two of me. like this isn't straight out of your wet dreams#the party: ?!?!???!?!?!#Siffrin: LOOP#Loop: ugh I know I know. banana time#u can tag as ship idc I do think they get frustrated a bunch of loops and make out about it so like#not too many times tho bc I CANNOT bear making this adventure the same level of suffering. cannot stress enough how this would be like#80% silly 20% angst#zilly art#in stars and time
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The 1st time I watched all of tos Turnabout Intruder was my favorite episode. Despite the pretty intense sexism and crazy shatner acting, I just find the idea really compelling.
#also i lov that its an episode that calls out spock and jims special relationship and bc jim is a woman at the time leonard nemoy is#touching the actress in ways he would not touch shatner so it makes their relationship come off as more intimate than usual#and again the sexism is really bad but bc the writing is kinda deeply flawed its only more compelling to me. like the ending is kinda dark#and weird bc they kinda put Janice's hysteria on her being a woman rather than being a damaged person. so in the end she confims#that she is unfit for command. is physical overpowered by a man. treated like and child. ans sent off to some mental hospital for care#while the men in power on the enterprise shake their heads and say. if only she could have been satisfied in her womans body. without#addressing how its pretty fucked that woman cant b starfleet captains. like. thats a pretty unsettling and weird ending. it makes me feel#bad and thats why i like it so much. but im a freak like that so idk#star trek#tos#spirk#spock#james t kirk#also. i shoulf have spent more time making this look nice but i fucked upbthe colors#but i dont wanna redraw again. i cant get the proses right#poses look weird
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no more fan-ta-sizing about it! everything's already changed~
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#figueroth faeth#riz gukgak#adaine abernant#fabian seacaster#gorgug thistlespring#kristen applebees#fh class quangle#my! class swap thing! I guess this is like the poster for it now#got overinvested and finished it properly instead of winging it lol#in closeup order: cleric!gorgug; bard!riz; rogue!fabian; sorcerer!kristen; barbarian!fig; artificer!adaine#this one does have the harpoon gun I'd give fabian during sophomore year but literally only figured out for this piece lol#I like how it looks tho Im glad I hashed it out#thinking abt power armor adaine a lot tbh... she has the transhumanist audacity. she's villain-adjacent enough#to attempt unspeakable acts of body improvement#(its funny bc to wear a rig like that would Also demand a certain level of physical strength from you)#also yeah this is the thing with riz holding a megaphone that got me considering#its fun! it fits the aesthetics! maybe it'd grant him range for bardics#maybe he gets to keep that Im just not sure how he'd carry it around lol#fig gets to have all of her makeup... I like almost never remember to draw it usually kdsjfhdjk listen. I just forgor#I always forget makeup is real#also dont ask me what's in kristen's thermos it Is usually tea but you truly never know#sometimes its soup. it can be lighter fluid. soap perhaps. hot chocolate#also if u come knocking on my door abt kristen's somatic in this piece: I wont be home#she gets to be gross especially bc shes funny and 17yo and gay. we give it to her#okay I. whoo I should lay down. finally I can move on to other things#cheers! wahoo. yahha perhaps
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Big fan of when a character's grief/trauma/guilt manifests as physical symptoms. Big fan of characters keeping things so tight inside them that it makes them sick. Big fan of when the line blurs between a character's mental trauma and physical illness until it's hard to tell which is which anymore.
#whump#k once i did a fic where a character had pneumonia#and also was in Big Mental Distress and mentally going over all the people he'd lost in his life etc#and i gotta say i'm proud of myself for bringing up the recurrent motif of his chest being pianful...like is it from being sick & coughing#or bc he's grieving so badly it's putting him in physical pain#ANYWAY
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i wanted to try drawing older Mabel and Dipper !
#gravity falls#mabel pines#dipper pines#artists on tumblr#tbob#not gonna lie im not too sold on these designs so i may change things later if i ever wanna draw them again#i was looking at their old character designs and concept art for inspiration#mabel lowkey looks like a fashion mess but! i think its in character so whatevvsss#also firm believer that they both have glasses. mabel doesnt wear contacts bc she likes fun frames + contacts are too uncomfortable for her#dipper doesnt wear contacts because hes too busy for contacts and he can never put them in right#also took some insp from kristen schaal. alex hirsch. ariel hirsch. jason ritter for them too#also. i know dipper is shown to be a STEM-y kid but i firmly am a believer hes a STEM enjoyer in the service of art. like the fanfiction#writer thats studies physics or chemistry to get a certain detail right or something. or the entire futurama writers room lol#like i do think he wants to make documentaries or shows abt the supernatural or whatever#and mabel helps out with the adventuring :)#kind of like buzzfeed unsolved in the golden era of youtube#turtlearts
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.hav to kib him 💋.
#dragon age#davrin#dragon age veilguard#dav#rook#davrook#davrin x rook#rook x davrin#dav rook#Farid Thorne#rook thorne#sketch#.dlc where I just go on a date with Davrin 🙂↕️👍.#.just to say being a warden w/ him is better than being a LoF jsyk.#.also I made another stupid old man ship and idk if I’m ever gonna draw that bc it’s insane but also I can’t be the only one who saw it.#.in a game with mad hair physics and I choose balding ponytail ☺️👌.
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did a puzzle with my fav bio professors
#chit chat#i was crying so much this morning#bc of physics#finally was able to calm down and absolutely SMASH my computer science exam#then met with one of my profs about her writing a letter of recommendation for me#she was super nice and checked in on me#then did the little puzzle and now i’m waiting for my next class <3#it’s gonna be ok hannie
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SKK YURIFICATION WHO CHEERED!!!!!!!!!!!!
#I WAS SCREAMING HOW DO YOU DRAW WOMEN THE ENTIRE TIME WHILE DRAWING THIS😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IM SORRY LESBIANS 💔💔💔💔💔💔#I LOVE SKK BC YOU CAN GENDERBEND THEM AND THEYLL BE EXACTLY THE SAME BOTH PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY#ANYWAY I SAW TWO WOMEN SO BEAUTIFUL I STARTED CRYING#FEM SKK THE WORLD#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd#osamu dazai#dazai osamu#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#soukoku#skk#fem soukoku#fem skk#lotus draws
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just some feral (mer)kids
unapologetically inspired from @swordsmans's fic the sea makes bones of bodies because i read it (again) and my GOD man it makes me feel so many things
#and this time!!! i got to read the physical version!!!!#i love it so much its displayed in the center of my bookshelf#gyro i just binged all of your fics again sorry not sorry for the repeat kudos they just give me life#anyway here's baby ace and lu bc that one line about ace's scales at the beginning Haunts me#i based him off a black betta for funsies#fighting fish and all that#the pipe he absolutely just ripped off a wreck somewhere while exploring hence the rust#this was supposed to be a warm up oops#amusingghost art#ghostdrawsanime#one piece art#monkey d. luffy#portgas d ace#asl brothers#missing sabo i know but he's here in spirit and i've also already drawn him (but older)
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