#bc that would be awesome

[lena-in-a-red-dress]

Just watched John Wick 3, and I finally saw what the Adjudicator does. I've come away with a couple of thoughts.

Thought #1: Katie McGrath is going to be such an amazing Adjudicator. The one in the film wore her authority like a mantle, like something she was still getting into, or like someone new in the role who was still like "hell yeah look at me all official". You could see it with every expectant stare and every roll of her shoulders. Whereas I anticipate that KM will do as she does best, and wear that power like a fucking cloak. She's gonna ooze that authority like permeates every pore and follicle.

Thought #2: she's going to be so fucking attractive. All that black. All that leather. All that authority. Gives me shivers just thinking about it.

[ale-arro]

been going a little bit insane about this sentence from Ace by Angela Chen for the past week

[minionwater]

nice christian girl n her guard dog

[mummer]

i knew you once (+details)

[maskedchip]

dapper lads

[bbreaddog]

Practising Goncharov Theme by @caramiaaddio on violin bc I thought it would add an extra layer of haunting…ness (is that a word?)

Here’s the excerpt I’m playing in the video:

Despite it being in a fuck off key for violin it is a really beautiful piece and it’s absolutely worth the trouble of practising in second position (world’s most hated position) and I’m HOPING 🤞 I can record and (maybe) post a full cover of it someday

[bobzora]

clock strike 12

[lunarharp]

shirahama-sensei reminded me she has a thing for the teacher from pokemon s/v so i randomly went off on an au where qifrey is the professor. etc

[artist-rat]

my old and new tes character Saima <3 she’s a combination of a couple of my prev. ocs!

[insinirate]

Nico heat/rut spent with Milly? 😌 it’s just a thought I’m having rn. Bc he likes her so much and maybe liv/raz aren’t available at the time bc they’re not doing well or away on a trip with elendira and he and Milly get along so well that nai agrees that maybe it would be a good idea for him to try things out with her!! At least this way nico can experience having someone’s complete full attention bc when nai is caring for him he’s always also constantly distracted by vash’s daily life needs. Idk I just think it would be cute. Beloved beefy girl taking care of this desperate whiny little wolf boy

worlds most insufferable dog vs worlds most patient owner

[peevishpants]

Rainy Day Outfit 3: Lilypads

Boots colour scheme inspired by louboutins! ... and north american leeches ^^"

[undefeatedcrabking]

I just checked the final bids on the fantasy high mini auction and someone PAID $12555.55 FOR FIG?!?!!!??!?

THAT'S LIKE AT LEAST 3X MORE MONEY THAN ANY OTHER MINI OF THE BAD KIDS

ADAINE HAD TWO AND THEIR COMBINED TOTAL IS HALF OF WHAT FIGS WENT FOR!!!

oh to have enough disposable income to drop upwards of ten thousand dollars on a tiny figure of one of my little guys

[potatobugz]

scenario in which butters runs away from home & disguises himself as professor chaos. grins

[wikitpowers]

dru realizing some things after messaging kit in sobh:

i just love that they were so close in sobh that they texted each other regularly like they’re besties :((

[sporkberries]

A Tim, Helena, Vic, Kate, Renee team-up would kick ass. Mostly I want Helena and Kate to interact more and bond over their respective Questions :]

Okay i love this idea but it's also literally this

[phatcatphergus]

Hi, you reblogged me with a lore dump about Q! Tubbo and you mentioned that you'd be willing to do a character analysis? Please, I'm invested at this point

Ahhhhh omg hi! I can't believe you came back for more lol. You shall soon be a qtubbo stan like the rest of us.

I do want to preface this by saying that this is my personal lore interpretation so it's subjective. So many people have great analyses of his character, so I recommend watching a couple streams or looking at the tag for a broad scope as well!

That being said...

I think the best word to describe qtubbo is loss.

He was brought to the island having already lost parts of himself he didn't know. Through his time on the island, he lost respect, credibility, friends, family, teammates, nieces and nephews, penpals, godkids, mentors, and himself. He never had something he didn't end up losing, whether by choice or force. He loses what matters most to him, yet he continues giving his all to everyone he meets.

He came to the island with loss and no sense of who he was or where he came from, yet he spent all of his time for the benefit of others. He worked day and night so that other people wouldn't experience the loss of what he could prevent such as items or supplies. He never wanted anyone to experience what he experienced, even when they were the ones perpetuating it.

No one ever cared about him unless it was for a reason. His relationships were transactional and needed to be because who would ever care for someone with no firm sense of self or where you came from? When he couldn't provide a transaction of care, he made himself useful, he became indispensable so that even if people didn't like him for him, they could use his skills until they didn't need him anymore.

The only time he actually felt that someone cared for him, just to care about him, was Fred. Fred had no emotions, no sense of self, and no past to speak of. Fred was someone who had no reason to hate or use Tubbo because Fred was like Tubbo. Fred was the first person who could care for Tubbo because he wanted to, and not because of his use or someone's sense of responsibility.

Losing Fred meant losing the one person who cared about him without strings attached. Anyone else only cared about him because he was useful, a leader, an engineer, a neighbor, a business partner, a babysitter, someone to steal from, or just someone to poke fun at. Until Sunny.

With Sunny, Tubbo knew better than to expect her to stay with him. He learned from his past that he doesn't deserve something as wonderful as Sunny, that he can only love and wait until she is ripped away too. If he wasn't good enough to keep Fred, why on earth would he be even partially enough for Sunny.

He mourned her loss the day he got her. He knew he wasn't the best for her, he wasn't anywhere close to what Sunny deserved, but he did his best regardless and loved her more than life itself. Sunny became his tether and the only reason for him to stay alive. Sunny needed him like he needed Sunny. Sunny was the only reason he kept himself alive after Fred's funeral. Through the jeers, through the belittlement, through the disregard for his feelings, Sunny was there and provided him with enough purpose to keep going.

Fit and Pac dating made his only sense of security start to crumble. The two people he figured would stick by his side were moving along without him. They wouldn't need him in their life because they would need each other. They don't need his friendship anymore, his usefulness has worn itself out. He doesn't see them extending a hand to him as they step forward because he's too focused on the empty voids in his past where others should be.

He tries to break them up, and even if they hate him, he can rationalize that he did it for the right reasons. They may hate him but they're stuck with him, kicking and screaming by his side. Everyone tells him that he needs to find Fred, that he's projecting his romantic life onto theirs. In reality, he is too scared of leaving the island the exact way he started, with nothing to his name and no one by his side.

His character is such a battle between what he wants to do and what he feels that he needs to do. His entire run through purgatory was fighting others for eggs that weren't even his. He spends his days working on projects for other people and picking apart his failures when others can only see his success. He works tirelessly so that Sunny won't ever understand what it's like to be underestimated, beaten down, mischaracterized, and alone. Even if the world is against them, he will be in her corner to fight until his dying breath.

He loves so deeply and so purely. He tries to compensate for the lack of it that he has received after giving it away to whoever asks. He is depressed, anxious, and on alert. He has gone through trials and events with his head high and carrying the weight of others on his shoulders. He loves and he gives and continues to even when the people he gives his love to throw it to the side.

He has people in his corner, but his fear of them leaving has already made them vanish in his mind. He's a killer and a father. An engineer and a friend. A penpal and an adversary. He is loss and he is love.