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[ancientgoddessofegypt]

Old Heart 2 New Heart : Learning & Growing

You see that beautiful body of water? And the art that is this picture is what inspired me to write this. I hadn’t looked at this picture in ages. I almost forgot I had so many from 2020. The world was said to be ending, after all.

I had on this turtle necklace. Which I loved with my heart. Along with the beautiful baby turtle I had named Nina Athena. lol. The turtle stood for moving slow, and taking your time. I didn’t realize how much it would mean to me til today. Which I thought of way before the idea of writing this came up.

But in this moment, I took a leap of faith. One I wouldn’t forget for a while. And I learned so much along the way.

It inspired me because in 2020 I opened a door when I decided to chose heartbreak than to stay with my ex. I broke up with him right on v-day weekend. I just couldn’t do it anymore. At that moment a lot of things changed around me. My home, we ended up moving somewhere far better.

My health, changed for the better. My relationship with food was different, I wasn’t so nippy with what I’d eat.

My body and appearance, I started glowing! And I felt happier. I wanted to live and I got it.

So what’s different now? And what’s changing?

So moments after the year had ended, I found myself going through flows and waves of changes I had not seen coming.

For the first time in years, I found freedom, change and hope to be something less fearful. And yet still I couldn’t stay afloat with what it was showing me.

When I broke up with my ex, he was the first person I dated. And I really wanted to stay with him. But I realized things were better off broken than consistently trying to fix them. So this is when I cut the snip. And started reflecting on my past.

This was a screenshot I got from an old tumblr account, which I honestly regret deleting. Lmao.

Well I do and I don’t. But it was time for a new life. I decided to delete it to find something new. And here I am..

But just reading what I wrote. I felt like that not too long ago. But now I’ve got the grip of it and started moving forward with better mind.

How did I do it? Again and again? Is it not exhausting ?

Like having to shift your perspective a lot seems daunting. But in this case hope is still keeping me alive . So god bless.

I came a long way. I tell myself. I gotta pick myself up when I’m down. Before that picture was taken. Many months of hell was shaping my perspective into heaven. I was hurting inside while making peace with everything in the world. From COVID, to the pandemic, the fear and anxiety trying to suck me in, heart break, paranoia, the protests.. everything was shaping me into my heaven. I would not stop me from making it to a peaceful state of mind.

Life was beautiful. And still is.

The impact 2020 had on me is still shaping the little girl that was still old enough to do what she wanted.. she just didn’t realize it yet.

And now she’s grown up, and having a more realistic approach to society and living beyond standards that were brought to shape her perception of thinking.

She’s grew out of it. And makes new waves to overstay its welcome.

I may not know much, but I know a lot. I know that peace is a birth right, and not something I gotta fight for. So this year being the theme of prosperous peace and enlightenment I get to flow in my abundance and rejoice in my connections with Mother Nature.

Im pretty sure that my life is changing. Just not in the ways I had hope. Its stupid to believe that everything is suppose to go my way, but I still kept trying. No worries, I'm learning to figure it out. I'm just open to a better life, you know?

As I open my heart, I know its not I'm ungrateful. Just unsure with where all this leads. Why I just can't grasp the concept, or just don't like trying. See.. there's that word. I really hate trying, especially if its not something I want or care about.

But in the world, there will be a lot of things we have to do that we just don't care about. And that's why life throws you the lemon, and you just gotta make your own lemonade.

So when I learned to let go of my expectations, I desired a new set of tears, the pain had gone away and I could see something new on the horizon. My tears became joyful tears. I was ecstatic to see change. My laughter was seen miles away and I was ok at this point.Just here enjoying, connecting, expressing, simply being. Grateful at this point. Even with all the twists and turns, I could see that I was so much more. And I was building a team, amongst the heavens watching over me. My guardian angels are happy with me. Finally after all these years I could see that my stubborn attitude was blocking my blessings and could open up to new love. The heart.

The new heart brings so much change, but so much love. Soooo soo much love. I can't grasp it, it flows. Its just what it wants to be, and then we move on.

You'll remember it like it was yesterday, and then you realize that moment is no longer here... but its everywhere. In your heart, in your mind, in the little moments you have in the real world. Its there, its just waiting for you to find it. When you believe that love exists all around, it won't just be a memory, it'll be all around. It'll be in every person, every animal, every little scene from your favorite tv, the food you eat... etc. It's all for you to take in and love for yourself. Got it?

So as I grow, Im learning to accept everything, including me, in all shapes and forms of love I never knew were possible.

From looking back at me from 2020, wondering where did she go... To remember that she was right here all along is a treasurable feeling. Whatever I was searching for was looking for me within. And when the old heart couldn't breathe the new one came in for the team. Lol. Now I'm gaining access to a new divine light, and I am enjoying the process because of it.

The end.

[culthermag]

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[dippedanddripped]

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[karolineyesterdaye]

I will be doing monthly blog posts outside of me just using my tumblr casually and for leisure. Each month I will try to tackle different topics. For september 7th ? How to search the internet and apps we use daily. Thank you for reading and sharing.

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[jackinalex]

thank youuuuu i feel so embarrassed now because i literally sent the same asks to all of my fav atl bloggers hahaha xx

Don’t be embarrassed! One of us was bound to know the answer lmao.

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[virginpornstar]

Free Zimbabwe

My first boyfriend Zimbabwe and I may have only dated for 6 months, but it was the most intense 6 month emotional roller coaster of a toxic relationship that I may ever expereince.

The first cut is the deepest, and the first relationship is definitely one that always sticks with you.

It's been over 5 years, almost 6, since we broke up. That was the last time I ever saw him, but even all these years later he's never left my mind.

I did truly love that man. It's crazy how things can start off so beautifully in the beginning, but then by the end it's so unrecognizable from that beautiful beginning.

I don't have any regrets. Well besides agreeing to have threesomes while in a relationship, but even that is a lesson learned to know to never repeat that mistake in future relationships. So no regrets. This relationship taught me so much about myself, and who I am when I'm in love.

Even though I was 26 in my first relationship, we all are young and dumb in our first relationships.

I'd been thinking of Zimabawe a lot lately. Well every year during Cuffing Season Snapchat does send me non stop old memories of me and Zimbabwe. We dated August - February which is all of Cuffing Season, so every 6 months I'm reminded of him with photos popping up every time I open SnapChat.

I don't have Zimbabwe's number. We aren't connected on social media, since he had my blocked when we were together and pretended he didn't have social media. Along with pretending to be DL/closeted while having an IG with 70K gay followers. The entire relationship was crazy, but I just chalked it up to well this is Atlanta...

The last time I heard from Zimbabwe was when he messaged me on Instagram nearly 2 years after our breakup to apologize for how he treated me. That didn't last long, since he had a bf and we were flirting, but he was acting like he was trying to be faithful. He also backed off once he realized I'd moved away from ATL.

Part of me thought he was sending feelers to find a new victim if the old one wasn't working out. To see if he could circle back to me.

I've always suspected that was Zimbabwe's M.O. The typical bum nigga tops in Atlanta. Professional hobosexuals. They just go from bottom to bottom for a place to live, which is easy to do. There's a lot of lonely bottoms with their own places in Atlanta, and so many bum homeless tops. It's easy to get seduced and love bombed, and move in your new boo since all you want to do is spend all your time together.

I hate thinking that, because i don't want to ever feel like Zimbabwe's love for me wasn't genuine, and he's assured me many times before and after the breakup that he did genuinely love me. Since he truly had nothing and was at rock bottom of his life when we were together. Still...there's always that little doubt.

I was hoping Zimbabwe and I would cross paths while I visited Atlanta for the first time in the 4 years since I moved away. Granted we never crossed paths after we broke up and were both still in Atlanta. Granted I lived in the city and he was always in the outskirts, and he wasn't ever in the gay scene, so we never had reasons to cross paths.

I was hoping he'd see me on Jack'd, and hit me up, and we'd spend the evening together and have sex. Lack of sex was a big issue in our relationship since I wasn't on PrEP back then, and I was too scared to have sex in Atlanta. Even while in a monogamous relationship, since being poz has always been my biggest fear.

I didn't see or hear from Zimbabwe while in was in ATL. Though now I know why.

Since I have no way to reach him since I don't have his number/email/social media, I did a google search of him days after I returned home from Atlanta.

Nothing really ever comes up whenever I searched him in the past. Besides an old LinkedIn profile that hasn't been touched in years. Though something new did pop up this time. A mugshot.

I was shocked. It was definitely a recent pic. The most recent pic I'd seen of him in years. It said he was arrested in September 2022 for trespassing/public indecency.

I was shocked. Well not about the arrest. He'd been arrested while we were together, and I was freaking out after not hearing from him for over 24 hours. Also I used to search his name while we were together/freshly broken up and so many court dates would pop up for Zimbabwe. Usually unpaid speeding/parking tickets/driving violations. That man would always be in trouble with the law...I do love a bad boy.

I assumed that with the date being September 2022 that this case would've been wrapped up by now, since it was over a year ago. It's October 2023. But then I started to dive deeper down the rabbit hole.

Luckily court documents are public, and you can also search if someone is locked up. I'd never had to search for an inmate before, so this all was new to me. Learning how to look up inmates and court documents. Though I learned quickly, and I learned a lot.

I learned that the arrest was actually for attempting to steal/break into a car and indecent exposure. I'm still confused about this all. I didn't find the arrest report with full details.

My first thought was was he arrested for cruising? That's been happening in ATL lately. Everyone's always fucking in public places in Atlanta. Especially with all the content creators.

But that would explain indecent exposure, but not the attempting to break into/steal someone's car. Like was he trying to break into someone's car naked?

One time Zimbabwe did get pissed about me blogging about us, and he grabbed my laptop and stormed out into the hallway in his underwear threatening to smash my laptop, and we were arguing in the hallway. It was so ghetto.

So maybe he got into a fight with a guy he was seeing, and stormed out while naked/half naked, and tried to break into their car/steal it? Then his dick fell out, and that lead to the indecent exposure?

I have no clue. I want answers! I need to find the full arrest report. I want details!

Then when I really started digging in court records. Zimbabwe wasn't arrested in September 2022, the court records I found said he was arrested in May 2023, and he didn't get out until the Saturday I was in Atlanta.

He was locked up from May to October, for the trying to steal a car and public indecency. Which is crazy. I read his letters to the court, which are publicly available, where he's begging to be released.

Zimbabwe admits to having a mental health issue, which explains a lot. You have to be mentally ill to think it's ok to lie to someone you're dating and pretend to be someone you're not for months. Though he could just be playing that up for sympathy to get released. Bringing up his mental health issues and being a vet. Though I believe it. He always had intense mood swings, and a lot aligns with bipolar disorder. Especially the hypersexual urges, mood swings, violent outbursts, lying for no reason, pretending to be someone he's not, etc...

Though I feel bad for Zimbabwe. I feel bad this is his life currently and what he's going through. Here I was hoping I'd reconnect with my first love, and he's been locked up in Fulton County for months. That jail keeps making headlines for the terrible conditions.

As much as this man has hurt me in the past, I do still care about him. I do still love him, or have love for him. It's just crazy how much can change in 5 years, but also not.

Zimbabwe would always talk down to me when we were together. Like I was a downgrade from his previous bfs since I was broke and struggling too. Granted he got 2 cars repossessed while we were together, and he was homeless, suicidal, and a rock bottom but I still always loved him and was there for him.

It was struggle love, but I definitely was madly in love. I mean on the bright side he's now finally free from jail. Court records still list his case as open, so I don't think he's in the clear yet.

Though 5 months locked up is crazy, but trying to break into/steal a car is a felony charge. The public indecency is just a misdemeanor.

I want to talk to him still. I'm nosy and want his side of everything, but also I do still miss him.

As toxic and tumultuous as my relationship with Zimbabwe was, I did really love that man. I definitely loved him way more than BMore Bae. Zimbabwe is the one that got away in a way. Granted we needed to get away from each other, and with all these issues he's still going through all these years later, I'm glad I got away.

Yet I do always wonder how life would've been had we did continue to date, or if things would've gone differently. Granted he's clearly not matured if he's still getting arrested now like he was 5 years ago, and this time the charges are worse.

So this should be the wakeup call I need to realize that I shouldn't be reminiscing and nostalgic for an ex that literally just got out of jail less than 2 weeks ago.

[jacquelinetravels]

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[urbanhostessco]

Infused Waters, the other party drink

What's the first thing you think of when you think of a party? DRINKS. Well, that might just be us. And the last thing? Probably water. That's right, water is often forgotten about or just an afterthought. Most of us will have our guests get water from the fridge or maybe have a case of bottled water sitting in the corner half torn open. We've all done it. If there's anything we've learned over the years of being a host, it's the little things that make a party great! And one little thing that is overlooked and under-appreciated is some purely amazing water.

Now we're not talking about plain tap with ice or even sparkling water. No, let's discuss infused waters.

Infusing water is when you combine fruits, vegetables, and herbs in water. Setting it for a certain amount of time allows nutrients to dissolve in the water. This process adds flavor and aroma to making it a pleasantly refreshing experience. Even now, as we write this, the thought of a nice ice-cold glass of strawberry cucumber water sounds divine.

Infused waters are a perfect alternative beverage for guests who don't drink, kids, or even just hydration on deck for when the drinking pace becomes a bit too much for some. Not only can you tailor water to match a theme, but you can also use it as a centerpiece on a buffet. It’s also quick, easy, and cheap to make!

Since infused waters have become trendy recently, there are plenty of pitchers with infuser cartridges that will keep all the fruit bits out of your guest cups. But you can also use standard glass crafts for a more simple rustic look. If you go with a tabletop style water dispenser that pours from the bottom, we suggest putting a catch at the bottom, over the faucet. This will keep the soggy fruit from clogging up.

A good rule of thumb is to infuse for 1-2 hours at room temperature or in the fridge for 3-4 hours before your event to achieve the potent flavor and color. Infused waters can stay fresh for up to 3 days refrigerated if you know you might be too busy the day of your event.

So now that we've shown you how great infused waters can be. Let's look at some simple recipes!

There is a myriad of combinations to make some great waters, and you can go as vibrant or as muted as you like.

Trying to stay neutral? How about this pear cinnamon water.

 Not only does color palate consist of warm soft tones, but the flavor is also very muted and not too overpowering of most meals.

Need some pop of color? Go with the pineapple mint recipe. A bold color scheme with bright fresh flavors, great for summer outdoor gatherings.

You can even do themes; check out these gender reveal pink grapefruit with basil and cucumber blueberry waters!

Not only contrasting colors but also very different, but yummy contrasting flavors. A cute double water idea intriguing enough for guests to try both no matter if they are team boy or team girl.

The combinations are endless. The great thing is we haven't tested a flavor we haven't loved yet! So get to experimenting. Tag us with new combinations you tried out! And have fun with it!!

[dippedanddripped]

One Music Fest x Kultured Misfits Collide at Wish

[tyqui11]

ATLitty Atlanta, GA 08/06/2020 

Ayyyeeee what's good world! Long time no hear from! It's been awhile since I sat down long enough to actually Write something for you all. Where in the world have I ended up now, you may ask? This time I headed south of the border to what some might say is the current staple state of hip-hop Atlanta Georgia! Having never actually hung out in the ATL besides at the airport, it was time I officially introduced myself to the infamous A-Town. Starting from the beginning of my travels the situation was set up as an AirBnb in East Atlanta, to host a few of my LEO friends and family. 

(SideNote) It baffles me how so many people with the same zodiac sign can actually hang together!?

I then arrived at "Atlanta Hartsfield–Jackson International Airport'' fresh off finishing up a Philly trip only to find that I was too early to check into the AirBnb!? With nobody else arriving until hours later I grabbed my bags, requested an UBER and headed downtown for that huge Ferris Wheel in the distance. Before anything else though I just had to eat something coming off of a 2 hour flight, so I ended up at a lil place called (Breakfast Club Atlanta)!? During these tremulous times During the Covid Pandemic of 2020 the black owned restaurant did its very best to provide a social distanced approach of customer service, with the waiting for tables seating customers outside the restaurant. But not without some form of entertainment!? I mean we are in the ATL! So cue the outdoor DJ and let the Vibes Begin! 

(SideNote) Ain't Gonna lie, "Breakfast Club Atlanta '' might serve the BEST Chicken and Waffles in America…

After exchanging pleasantries with my beautiful waiter, I finished my meal, left a good tip and then dipped. Off to explore that Ferris wheel I saw back at Centennial Olympic Park! Closed off due to public health safety, it sucked that I couldn't explore such a beautiful park on such a beautiful day. So I had to settle for just admiring the park from beyond the barrier. Grabbing a few shots I was then off to "Skyline Atlanta" Ferris wheel!

(SideNote) What's a trip without taking to the Air!? Had to appease the Ascended LIBRA in me!

While most people I know aren't too fond of heights, being suspended in the Air makes me feel like I'm just that much closer to my ancestors. After a little self-reflection It was finally time to check into the AirBnb! My big cousin Kita was actually 1 of the Leo's we were celebrating that weekend along with other Lionesses Moochie and Ms.Monique from DC! So we planned to link up by then...and let's just say, me trying to explain what happened next in a blog wouldn't do it any justice! I could show you better than I could ever tell you! Check out the VLOG on what happens next!

Until we get up again shawty...stay up ATL

P.S I just wanted to give a special shout out to Malik and Monique, From Philly to DC thanks for showing us Love. God Bless and Stay all the way UP. 💪🏾👑🤞🏾

Sincerly, Tyquill W.

[dippedanddripped]

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[yung-paradise]

Wendy's employee called the police because he was sleep in the drive thu lane. Car parked apparently Intoxicated.

They Harassed this man for 30 minutes before killing him.

Rayshard Brooks said "I can park and walk home"

"Get me a burger or something, Take me home I'm ready to go"

The cop "Alright I think you had to much to drink to be driving put your hands behind your back"

As he proceeds to try and detain him.

Why couldn't they take him home?

Why couldn't they let him walk home? He was respectful.

He ran in fear of going to jail, in fear of his own safety. it's always kill shots y'all.

Sooo they couldn't shoot him to injure him?

in the leg?🤔Y'all always have to shoot to kill

#police #officers ?? He had no lethal weapons

what was the cop scared of getting teased???🤔 I thought that was apart of training 🤔 there is no denying #AbuseOfPower there is no denying #PoliceBrutality Police officers are lethal and it's disgusting your JOB is to

SERVRE & PROTECT

not Harass & Kill.

The cop who killed him was fired(Saturday), the other on administrative duty and the Atlanta police chief resigned.

#Sunday

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