#blogging on my blog

[nearer-than-the-eye]

you: haha isn’t it funny how ppl just keep dancing in John Wick 4 you know that one scene in the club in berlin—

me, vaulting the table between us to grab you by the lapels: YOU DON’T. UNDERSTAND. IT’S. SYMBOLIC. IT’S ABOUT. BACCHANALIAN EXCESS. HE’S PART OF THE DANCE. THEY’RE PART OF THE VIOLENCE!!!! HE’S LOST IN THE FIGHT JUST AS THEY ARE LOST IN THE DANCE!!!!!!! THEY ARE ANALOGOUS TO EACH OTHER!!!!!!!!!!

you: uh okay for sure just uh calm—

me, my voice reaching a banshee-like screech as i still hold you by the lapels: AND DO YOU NOT THINK! THAT! IN A SERIES WHERE WE HAVE ALREADY HAD A SEQUENCE OF JOHN PURSUING SOMEONE THROUGH A CROWDED DANCE FLOOR NOT ONCE BUT TWICE!! TWICEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! THAT STAHELSKI ET AL. WOULD BE DOING THIS SHIT. ON. PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

me, taking a deep breath, releasing you, and then returning to my seat: but yeah some of the jokes have been funny for sure

[moonmothmama]

[weeping] thank you Boba for killing my artblock i had a good time drawing this! been a hot minute since i felt this hyped to make art.

marker over white pencil on black paper (retouched bc it's hard to photograph black paper)

[sleepy-hailey]

Trigun Stampede Season 2 Predictions/Hopes

Presented in three tiers! If they don't do this I will be disappointed:

-Millie is tall. Not just taller than Meryl, but as tall or taller than Vash and Wolfwood. I want her to be the tallest of the quad. Extra points for giving her a bit of beef too. -Keep surprising me. Pull from the anime and manga sure, but keep me on the edge of my seat by shaking things up. -The girls get to fight the Gung-Ho Guns/Eye of Michael. And I don't just mean their minions, I want them to fight at least one of the big bads and I want their involvement to be critical to the fight being won. PREFERABLY not just a designated Girl Fight, but if they up Elendira's threat level to her manga self, I'd accept it. -Elendira gets to grow up. We have enough creepy children in the universe. Also let her up her fashion game, maybe get a nice hat. -Vash says "Love and Peace". It's his thing, he's already done the pose in a picture, let him say it. It'd be nice if this happens: -More Kuroneko-sama cameos. I don't care if she doesn't match the aesthetic of the show, keep 'em coming please/thank you. -Vash eats doughnuts. He's a hungry boy, let him feast. -Millie is related to Roberto. It'd just be nice if everyone's guesses there were on the money. And it'd also add a compelling thing and connect her to both Meryl and the bad guys. -"Derringer Meryl" and "Stungun Millie" get name dropped. -Meryl gets more derringers. At least let her go akimbo at some point. -Spell it "Millie" on some piece of In-Universe paperwork or something. It's just the superior spelling. This probably won't happen, but it'd be cool if it does: -LGBTQ stuff. Just make it clear and undeniable that Elendira is trans or maybe some side character gays. Or Vash and Wolfwood could kiss I dunno? -Some of the Gung-Ho Guns/Eye of Michael survive past the end without joining the good guys. I just think it'd be funny to see something like Legato and Elendira bickering while like building a house or something during a closing montage. -The whole quad (Vash, Wolfwood, Meryl, & Millie) survives. Let them get a happy ending. I'm sure they'll have to suffer enough to get there. Just this once??? Please?????

[malaparalosusername]

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Marital status: emotionally dependent on coffee

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[fitzonomy]

I want to cry and I want to scream. I feel so powerless because no matter what I say about my body my doctors just don't care or they don't work to help me live my best life. What I say about my body isn't trusted. My pain is just chilling here with me and no one says, "Would you like pain killers so you can stay on your feet? Because you reported all of your jobs require you to be on your feet? All three of them. And you also reported you're trying to exercise more and we tell you to exercise more but we won't give you pain killers!!!"

I'm so fucking tired. I feel like a little pain puppet made of meat and I exist to be in pain. There are just little glimpses, whispers, blinks even of what it must be like to not be in pain and those moments make my existence unbearable because I've had a taste of being free from pain.

[sparkles-and-trash]

Trash, where the hell have you been, loca?

I know I’ve been very much flimsy and on and off on here, but I promise, I’m fully back now!

Fandom wise I will def post more drabbles and headcanons and small au’s as I go, as well as some meta stuff, and obv keep reblogging everything I adore!

The fairyqueue will keep being updated, and I will unfortunately go back to air out every little thought, fandom or irl, and will, on a more positive note, post a lot more pet pictures!

When it comes to longer writings however, I am on a bit of a hiatus, or idk, not hiatus, some fics may pop up, but no promises.

I recently signed to ghostwrite a novel, like, a real book, which is insane and so much fun, but it does take a lot of my creative energy!

The project isn’t that long, but if my client is happy, I will also be writing the two follow up stories, so there’s a possibility I’ll be working on this for a while, so shorter, simpler writings in fandom may be the deal for a while!

…and that’s what you missed on ✨GLEE✨

[pommigranite]

sometimes i think about what people who follow me last liked/reblogged from me and im like: omg thank you but are you sure i was actually on some crazy timing then im not usually Like That (TM) all the time but like thank you.

[oddlyunadventurous]

Hey just a crazy little PSA that I thought about writing a couple of months ago, decided against it, and am finally forced to write now (due to feeling self-conscious). My, let’s just say, sports injuries have been preventing me from drawing pain-free for nearly a year now so if you notice a lower rate of output or lower quality of art on this blog that will be the cause of it. I made another post similar to this one earlier but I want to reiterate it more clearly.

I am the first to be, uh, disappointed with my inability to draw the way I used to at the start of 2021 (to speak in very diplomatic terms) and that right at a moment in my life when I both need to and feel capable of getting better at it. Well, out with ‘capability’ I guess. I’ve pretty much had it. I’ve already been taking it very easy for one (1) whole month and I plan to continue doing so until I can draw again without making my situation worse.

This is all to say I still plan on posting but it will be more of, just, irreverent jokes and anti-comedy rather than, well, the same but with artistic effort attached to it. I’ve been a successful e-clown on parts of the internet other than my personal blog for a long time now, so I’m not looking to impress you with originality here. Been there, done that. The thing is, mental health breaks don’t work for me. I would much rather Post, even if it’s something that’s lower effort, than not Post and go insane. I hope you’re fine with the slight alteration of the type of content. It’s still an art blog, it’s just gonna be a little more of my Webbed Site, too. It won’t be a permanent thing. The one thing that will remain the same is me. More or less anyway, as all things go.

ok bye

[tothechaos]

glad that im not popular enough to have an evil shadow version of my blog that exists just to make contradictions on my posts

[nearer-than-the-eye]

only talking about p2 bc that’s what i’ve played but. hey. why doesn’t artemy have any friends who are Kin??????????? clearly there are ppl his age among them, but the apple basket gang is really his only set of close relationships outside of isidor. aspity is a whole new relationship bc she wasn’t born (unearthed?) until after he left.

clearly part of it is that isidor probably didn’t actively encourage or arrange a Kin peer group for artemy….and it wasn’t going to happen on its own, bc the townsfolk and the Kin are pretty segregated, and were even more segregated before artemy left (since aspity is the one attempting to integrate the kin any real capacity, though not a great one). Considering how isidor engineers the list of artemy’s bound and essentially gives him sticky as an apprentice, if he wanted artemy to have a Kin peer group, i think he would have maneuvered to make it happen.

Sooooo….what? He has a child of two worlds but he’s first and foremost a child of the town, and then he sends him away to the capital? but artemy is supposed to succeed him as menkhu? is this a ripple effect of losing ersher—ersher would have been menkhu, artemy would have been a town doctor? but ersher died while artemy was still plenty young enough to make more relationships among the Kin. as i so often say while playing this game: isidor, why?

[moonmothmama]

i kept seeing shit about disco elysium around here so i bought it and fuckin played it for like six hours or something

[sleepy-hailey]

I finished reading Manhunt a little bit ago. My legs are wobbly, I wanna cry my eyes out, and also I think I may love myself so that's nice.

I have so many feelings and i recommend it while also having a list of content warnings as long as your arm prepared.

[lizkreates]

Mad with boop power! I felt inspired.

[fitzonomy]

Tonight Doctor and I did a movie date in order to maintain our relationship long distance. Although he was just up here last weekend and I'll be going down next week but, yanno, gotta do maintenance! And I got to introduce him to Nathan for You--a show I absolutely love.

Then I went skating because it was disco night because it's September 21st. And oh my goodness. Something clicked with me, my brain, and my body tonight. I first tried skating backwards. Instead of being scared, I was confused as to why I wasn't moving. And I kept trying but it wasn't working.

Then I went forward again and I felt comfortable lifting my feet off the ground! And THEN I felt good lining my feet up while I did a little coast! And THEN I actively worked to pick up my feet WHILE at a good speed!

Dunno what it was but Level Up!

[sparkles-and-trash]

went to see the Nutcracker today, and it was beyond amazing 🩰🍬✨

the entire company were so insanly talented and wonderful, it was an honor to watch them 💞