#but i am really happy with how this one turned out uwu

[mentalmeles]

Beginnings of a Transformation

[katyspersonal]

Cool.. Our rent price got raised. :') I did not know it was even possible to get even MORE poor than me and mom already were, but here we are. Guess I'll start surviving on literal bread and water at this rate.

[swiftbell]

You can never be late to the draw Miku trend

[fbfh]

Jacob Black x mate/imprint!reader first rut hcs

wc: 1.9k

genre: smut, tooth rotting fluff, werewolf heat/monsterfucking ig

pairing: Jacob x imprint!reader (afab, no pronouns)

warnings: general werewolfy stuff, awkward heat/rut talks, BIGASS breeding king, Jake can smell when you're ovulating, Jake is posessive and clingy and adorable and hot, knots, oral (reader recieving), face down ass up position, biting and hickeys, scenting, a ton of creampies, cum plugging, growling/primal kink??, aftercare

summary: Jacob is the best boyfriend you've ever had, so when he tells you there's a little problem he's going to need help with soon, you're more than happy to help him out with it

a/n: starting to write my first actual original book today and I am so stoaked!!!!!! wish me luck uwu I think yall are really really gonna like it and I'm super excited ksflkjslkjs

also I'm adding people who asked to be tagged for a/b/o and omegaverse content bc it's in the same ballpark imo

tags @yesv01 @magcon7280 @yelenabel0vaswife @lizziebitch33  @sunshineangel-reads @inthehoneymoonwithconnorrk800 @demirunner @almostjollypizza @fictionalcomfortss @thatawkwardlittlefangirl @urmum-xoxo @raajali3 @Ronnasey @lubsana @demirunner @legramilis  @girlfriendwhoseawitch

As with all nsfw works all characters are aged up to 18+

That being said, let’s get into it 

Bc oh BOY is this one a doozy

You and Jake fell in love at first sight

You met by chance

He helped you when you had car trouble and the chemistry was instant and the rest was history

What actually happened is that Jake could smell you from like a full mile away

He was so drawn to you

Then he could smell you starting to panic, and he knew he had to make sure you were okay

So he appeared out of nowhere in his human form right when you needed him most

You were so relieved that someone was there to help you, especially someone so good with cars

And especially especially someone so hot and friendly and charismatic and attentive

From jump street, Jake obviously liked you a lot

So you couldn’t turn down his offers to get coffee and lunch and show you around town

He was relieved you didn’t turn him down either, because what you saw as Jake flirting with you was actually him imprinting on you

You’re not a wolf

You’re not aware of the supernatural world at all, as far as he knows

So he’s basically just been spending as much time as he possibly can with you

Imprint bonds are strong as fuck 

So for both physiological and psychological AND emotional reasons

He needs to spend as much time with you as possible 

And you want to spend time with him too

Not to the wolf extent

But still

There’s only one problem

You’ve been together for three amazing whirlwind weeks

And you already feel like you’ve known each other for your whole lives

He can tell that even though you’re not a wolf, you can feel the bond between you too

You might not know what it is, but you know that it’s there

Everything is happening so fast, but it doesn’t give you a bad gut feeling

Or any red flags

Like anywhere

You’re starting to wonder if maybe this is the true love fairytale romance you had always hoped for

That maybe soulmates are real

And you found yours

And Jacob feels  the exact same way

He’s given it a lot of thought, and he really believes that even if he hadn’t imprinted he would still like you more than he’s liked anyone before

He could go on for days about how amazing you are, and he’s determined not to let anything come between you

Not to let anything sabotage this beautiful love, this bond between you

But the only problem is that the full moon is getting closer and closer

And it’s the first full moon since he imprinted on you

Not all imprints are romantic in nature, but this one definitely is

Which means now since he has a mate, he’s going to start getting his rut

And he has to spend it with you, which means he has to explain it to you

Which means it’s finally time for the most awkward conversation of his life

He’s not scared to tell you he’s a werewolf

But he is scared to tell you that you’re starting to smell so good he gets hard when you’re not even in the room

That his feral wolf brain is taking over, and all he’s been able to think about for the last 48 hours is filling you up

Stuffing you full of his seed and knotting you nice and tight to keep it all in place while he gets you irrefutably pregnant, all nice and full and round with a big litter of pups

And it’s getting worse 

His thoughts are straying more and he knows he’s running out of time to explain that he’s either going to need to be chained to a tree or inside of you for anywhere from 24 to 96 hours

And since it’s his first rut since finding you, it’s almost definitely going to be longer, closer to four days than not

He’s over at your place like he has been for the last week or so, and he decides to talk to you about it when 

He thinks he can handle this

He totally thinks he can handle this

Then you step out of the shower, and you smell all sweet and fresh and extra you 

He sighs wistfully, realizing how much harder this is going to be 

“C’mere for a sec, I want to talk to you…” 

He trails off, pulling you onto his lap

He can sense that you’re worried, that you want to make sure he’s okay

And it makes him blush

He giggles, burying his face in your neck for a moment

You’re worried about him

Eventually he bites the bullet and confesses everything

You actually take it surprisingly well

He can tell you don’t fully believe him yet, but you don’t seem freaked out

“There is… one other thing…” 

He manages to get through the mates and heats and ruts talk without dying of embarrassment 

But he does start to get distracted part of the way through

Like really distracted

He snaps out of it for a few moments when he trails off after part of an explanation, and you chuckle, resting your hand on his cheek

“Even if you weren’t a werewolf, I would still be down to spend all weekend together.” 

His stomach flips as he realizes what you’re saying

“So-”

“I’d be happy to help you through your heat or rut or whatever it’s called.” 

His stomach flips when you say that

He genuinely didn't think he could get more attracted to you, then you say that

And then, something else happens

“I’m so glad!” he smiles, beginning to ramble again, “and if you want to stop, or if I’m too rough, or if it’s too much, just tell me to, uh…” 

You’re already agreeing, and promise you will as he tries to regain his train of thought

His eyes get kind of distracted, and he leans closer to you, sniffing

He buries his face in your neck and takes a few big, deep breaths

It makes you giggle until he pulls away and looks at you more intensely than he ever has 

His pupils are dilated and he’s laser focused on you

“Are you ovulating?” 

You check your cycle tracking app and yeah

Yeah you’re supposed to be ovulating today

He sniffs you again, shoving his face into your neck

His grip on your waist gets tighter and you can feel him getting hard below you

Your eyes widen when it just keeps growing and growing

He pants against your neck, breathing in your scent and starting to grind against you, moving your hips against his

You lose yourself for a moment before remembering what he asked you a moment ago

“Wait- how did you know that?” 

“Could smell it,” he mutters into your skin, rocking your hips harder against his and growling into your ear

“I… I think it’s starting, I need- I need to… I need to get you out of these clothes.” 

He picks you up and tears your pajamas off in a blur

He carries you into your bedroom, laying you face down on your soft duvet

His breath is heavy he manhandles you into a more comfortable position, and you can hear him tearing his clothes off behind you just as quick

His big hands grab your hips, finally pulling down your panties

They stick to your soaked cunt, and send a fresh wave of your pheromones swirling intoxicatingly through the air around him

You hear him let out a shuddering sigh, then suddenly feel warm breath against your soft folds

You let out a noise as he licks you, nuzzling into your cunt, before pulling back and spitting on it

He pokes and prods you with his tongue, working it further inside you as his fingers come up to play with your clit

Werewolf saliva has healing properties and can increase elasticity during heats and ruts, so it’s a pretty common practice

His hands and mouth feel so good, you’re not complaining

He makes you cum twice on his tongue before deciding you’re stretched out enough to take him

You feel him move behind you and grab your hips, pulling them back to meet his

This energy (it’s the horny wojak thinking about getting railed meme)

His breathing is heavy as he pushes in slowly

“Tell me if it’s too much. Promise you’ll tell me angel, okay?” 

You nod and manage to choke out that you will

Once you do that, it’s game over

The last amounts of self restraint Jacob possessed fade away as he completely loses himself in you

He starts thrusting into you at a brutal pace

He manhandles you, moving your body and positioning you closer to him

The next two or three days are going to be a hazy blur of cum and love bites and feeling the bulge of his knot and cock in your stomach

That’s all you’ll really be able to remember in your fucked out state

When he goes into heat, he’s already gonna be really fucking feral and primal

But when he goes into heat with you for the first time????

Oh my fucking god

It really is a good think werewolf spit can stretch you out, bc there’s no way you’d be able to take his cock, much less his knot otherwise

He grabs onto you so tight and possessive, completely pinning you down with his body weight

You could not wiggle out of his grip if you tried

He makes you cum two or three times in the first few minutes, so you know this is going to be a long, overstimulating night

But GOD everything he does feels so overwhelmingly good

He bites your neck, licking and rubbing against you to scent you even more aggressively

So expect to be covered in hickeys and love bites too

Oh my god the noises this man makes?????? 

Jesus fucking christ

Moaning, panting, growling right in your ear

You can’t get enough

Because you’re extra stretchy from his prep, the stretch of his knot filling you up more than you could imagine feels so incredible

He’s probably going to knot you at least twice before you’re both ready to pass out

Once you’re a quivering fucked out mess that’s literally dripping cum out of you, he’ll pull out very reluctantly 

Then you hear a drawer open, and he grabs something

He pushes a toy inside you to keep as much of his cum in there as possible while he goes to get you guys water and snacks

Once he’s back he’ll absolutely feed you

He’s overwhelmed with instincts to take care of you, so of course he’s going to feed you

One thing about Jacob is he will keep you fed and bred 

And you really can’t complain

He’s so loving and attentive and speaks to you so sweetly, peppering kisses across your face and telling you how good you’re doing

After that he’ll take the toy out and slide himself back in 

Then pull you into his warm chest for the coziest heaviest most sticky restful nap you’ve ever taken in your entire life

Once you’re both up later, expect to do the whole thing over again

And again, and again

Cause that’s pretty much all you’ll be doing for the next three days

And you can promise this is not the last rut you’ll help him out with

[inevitably-johnlocked]

I’m so sorry if this question is ignorant or stupid I really just want to understand so I can become educated. When someone is asexual would they still gain something from reading explicit fic scenes? Again sorry if I’m ignorant

Hey Nonny *HUGS*

SO SORRY it took so long to reply to this one... Kind of started and then it got forgotten, and I am sorry for that. No better time than Ace Awareness Week to help you understand!!

So, short answer to your question, is YES, SOME aces do, whether to facilitate in self-pleasure, or because seeing their faves happy, or as placeholders because some aces take pleasure-by-proxy, or a variety of other reasons, it just simply makes some of us happy. You'd be surprised how many of those smutty authors are actually ace themselves. It's one of those funny misconceptions that aces are all woobie-uwu-innocent-pure-thoughts-only magical creatures, and I'm here to shatter that illusion... Aces are some of the smuttiest-minded people you will ever meet. Why, I have no idea, maybe it's because we don't fantasize about sex the same way allos do that we can come up with increasingly hornier ideas? LOL No idea.

The thing about asexuality is that it's a HUGE spectrum, and no one ace is exactly the same. A sex-negative ace might get something out of reading smut because it's not involving them. Or they might not at all. Same with sex-positive/neutral aces. It's ALL a matter of what makes us tick.

BUT here's where I go into my LONG answer, and get you REALLY into the Ace Lore™.

I want to introduce you to the microlabel of Aegosexuality (formerly autochorisexuality), which is a term that loosely translates to "sexuality with oneself". The expanded definition, from the Sexuality Wiki, bolding is mine:

It is [...] a disconnect between oneself and a sexual target/object of arousal; may involve sexual fantasies or arousal in response to erotica or pornography, but lacks desire to be an actual participant in the sexual activities therein.

Aegosexuals are known to:

Become aroused by sexual content (at times) without wanting to personally engage in sexual activities.

Masturbate, but feel neutral or repulsed by the idea of having sex with another person.

Fantasize about sex (with varying frequency), but envision people other than themselves, and/or view it in third person, as if watching it on TV, instead of imagining it in the first person, through their own eyes.

Predominantly—or exclusively—fantasize about fictional characters or celebrities in place of people they know personally.

Identify as asexual, feeling little-to-no sexual attraction to people though enjoy masturbating (with varying frequency), are aroused by sexually explicit content, and/or fantasizing of such.

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Basically, smut turns them on, but some aces don't want to engage in the smut for-reals. This microlabel makes it ESPECIALLY confusing for newly-figured-out-aces because there hasn't been a lot of information about asexuality's huge spectrum until recently. Aegosexuals can initially believe that they AREN'T ace, BECAUSE they get turned on by porn or smutty stories, but then they're SUPER confused because the idea of having sex themselves is appalling or undesirable. It's a bizarre contradiction, understandably, to outsiders, but it makes COMPLETE sense once an ace figures this out, I promise you.

This is the microlabel I myself fall under. It's not from any trauma or past problems or medical issues. It's just me. That's it. And because of the confusion that this sexuality can bring, it often takes us a LOT longer to have ourselves figured out. For me, it was an accidental stumbling upon the "autochorisexual" label (before it became Aegosexual) and reading up on it that EVERYTHING fell into place. Before that, I thought I was maybe demisexual. After learning about it, I felt okay FINALLY calling myself ace, that I finally found the "right fit" for me. It was the piece of the puzzle that I was missing. I felt really liberated of my self-doubt after that.

And, of course, aros have their version as well called Aegoromantic, which is exactly the same but in a romantic sense.

Here are some more resources for Aegosexuality, if you'd like to learn more about this lesser-known branch on the spectrum:

What Does It Mean to Be Aegosexual? (Cosmopolitan US || November 24, 2022)

WHAT IS AEGOSEXUAL? MEANING, HISTORY, AND USAGE. (Gayety.co ||July 11, 2022)

History of Aegosexuality (The Michigan Gayly || February 1, 2021)

EVERYTHING YOU NEED TOO KNOW ABOUT AEGOSEXUALITY (Live Love LGBTQ+ Blog || October 27, 2017)

VIDEO: 5 Signs You Might Be Aegosexual (Lynn Saga, YouTube || August 6, 2022 || 6m20s)

VIDEO: What is Aegosexuality? | Aspec 101 (Slice Of Ace, YouTube || July 15, 2022 || 3m54s)

VIDEO: Asexual Identities: Aegosexuality (Ace Dad Advice, YouTube || May 22, 2022 || 12m27s)

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AGAIN, I'm SO sorry I put this ask off for SO long, but I'm glad that I did, so that I could educate you guys on my brand of Asexuality during Ace Awareness Week!

And, finally, no offence taken at ALL! I LOVE educating y'all about stuff I learned through my journey, and you were very respectful in your ask :)

Hope you are well, Nonny, and hope you're still here to see this 🖤💜

[incorrect-ikevamp-quotes]

Spoiling You With All My Might -- Comte Collection Story Translation

I've been meaning to post this one for a while, as it's honestly in my top ten Comte events of all time. For this Collection story event, it was basically all the suitors comforting MC when she's stressed/tired/overworked. And lbr, who doesn't need that in their life?

Enjoy everyone, and just a reminder that I'm no professional--I just translate these for my own enjoyment. Without further ado:

In the early afternoon, when the hands on the clock are pointing to 3pm-- I was alone drinking tea in a quiet kitchen. (I’ve been busy lately…I think I’m a little burnt out.) My cup of tea was already empty, but somehow I didn’t have the energy to stand up-- Comte: MC, are you taking a break? Turning around revealed Comte standing in the middle of the doorway.

Okay but like. I gotta say just the thought of him peeking around the corner is killing me, he's the cutest man alive I swear

But also. Now I'm wondering if he's lowkey like IS IT MEOW MEOW TIME? MEOW MEOW T I M E!!!!!! pounces on the opportunity for quality time. Somehow that's even more adorable I'm going to explode from uwus

MC: Indeed I am. Would you like to have some tea, too? Comte: That’s an attractive invitation, but if you don’t mind, would you spend some time with me for a little while after this? MC: Go out with you…? Comte: I’m thinking of going for a walk. Would you like to join me? His hand was outstretched in a gentlemanly gesture that touched/eased my heart. MC: Haha, I’d love to.

I laughed a little at this because I'm definitely the kind of person that's like "omg pls, you are not beating the silly goose allegations!!!" over him being all suave over a walk together but. At the same time. HEART EYES M-- King of romantics everywhere. Gentleman of my heart. Mellifluous seducer have MERCY

More under the cut!

Comte’s escort led me to a forest a short walking distance from the mansion. As I walk alongside him, the sunbeams penetrate through the trees as they sway with the breeze. Comte: The weather is lovely today, making it a perfect occasion for a walk. MC: You’re right…the wind feels nice, too. As I walked slowly listening to the rustling trees, I could feel the fatigue/tension draining out of me little by little. (It feels like my heart is being cleansed. It’s so soothing…) Comte: … It was then that I noticed Comte gazing at me calmly.

As somebody who used to be plus ultra literally every minute of my life, this made me so softe inside. The way he cares so much about her ;-; he really said "I will die before I disrespect a girlboss, but also. I am here. For to help PLS. Also a crumb of attention...p l swleseskje...."

(Ah…by any chance) MC: Comte Comte: Yes? MC: …You invited me out for a change of pace, didn’t you? Comte smiled softly at my words. Comte: I just wanted to take a walk with you like this.

I do love how, especially in recent events, MC notices his gestures more and more 🥺💛💛💛💛💛💛 I think it's really cute that he wants to be sneaky sweet and supportive, and whenever she realizes it he's like. C'est moi? You're not fooling anyone pretty boy!!! I know you have brain cells up there!!! But also the sincerity in that last line, of how he really does also just want to spend some time with her. How he's always saying the most wonderful thing she can give him is her time.

Just put my body out to sea I can't do this anymore--

I was enveloped in the sound of his voice, warming my heart, and my feet stopped involuntarily. Comte: MC? MC: Every time you treat me so kindly like this…I’m so happy I could cry Jokingly, Comte turned around and spread his coat. Comte: If you want to do so, that’s okay too MC: Huh… Comte: After all, there is no one here but us. If you want to cry, you can cry. Comte wrapped me gently in his open coat and murmured in my ear. Comte: Like this, there will be no trace of tears left behind. MC: Oh… (It’s okay to cry…that’s not something you hear very often when you’re fully grown.) (Just hearing him say that in such a sweet voice makes my heart feel lighter…) (Comte really is amazing)

Honestly this part just made me melt, I have no words--I'm down bad fellas. We love a man who encourages his partner that its safe to be vulnerable 😭🙏🏼

But also I feel the need to say. Comte don't offer this to me because from that point on I will live in your coat. It will no longer be 'Comte's nice coat,' but rather:

MC: Thank you. But…Aren’t you spoiling me too much? When I looked up and asked him, he leaned over to drop a kiss to my forehead… MC: Oh… Comte: I see. I think I don’t spoil you enough. Comte’s long fingers reached out to wipe my eyes gently. Comte: MC, I love everything about you. Comte: Your fatigue and your tears, don’t forget that it’s my privilege to soothe them with these hands. He gazes deeply into my eyes, and I can’t help how my heart races in response.

So like. Do you ever just cry and die. Because.

I'm like somewhere between "WE GOT A 2319!!!!!!!!!" and inches from professing my eternal love and loyalty like some kind of lovelorn knight too afraid to even touch the radiance of their beloved. Comte how on earth am I supposed to look at you without being blinded. Sun that's too bright!!!!! That's too b r i g h t!

I just. "Your fatigue and your tears, don’t forget that it’s my privilege to soothe them with these hands." [muffled wailing noises] Did I ASK--

Mfer out here like 'oh the terrible fate of being tied to me for eternity' meanwhile every second of being with him is either dizzyingly passionate or like being wrapped up in the warmest, fluffiest blankie imaginable. I HAVE TO S T A N SIR--

MC: Ah, if you spoil me so much, I’m afraid I won’t be able to do anything on my own anymore. Comte smiled a little as I laughed deceptively in the hopes of hiding how delighted I was. Comte: That’s great. I’d love to see that, myself. The fingers that had been stroking my eyes slipped down my cheek to touch my lips. Comte: If you can’t manage to walk alone--I’ll be there to hold you up, and walk alongside you. His sweet whisper ends when his lips gently cover mine. MC: Mn… In the midst of his enveloping kiss, I gently entrusted my body to the person dearest to me--

Can I just ?????? Say????? How much I love MC being teasing/catty with him as the events go on. I LOVE it here. I think I really like how she grows into her own strength, and how she feels comfortable expressing her shyness without ceding that integrity. One thing I've noticed that I love in relationships is this ability to air grievances in a playful way, where the stakes are low--but the person can still express their feelings and be comforted. I think I like how it's not about putting pressure on the person, but getting it out in the open and resolved all the same. It just fills me with warm fuzzies c:

Also. "If you can’t manage to walk alone--I’ll be there to hold you up, and walk alongside you." Like not to beat a dead horse, but wow. Pretty sure this metaphysically changed me as a person. Thanks, I will never be the same. True love exists, [unhinged barking noises], etc etc

[halfagone]

Alright cool, I just wanted to see if you knew enough for this upcoming prompt idea. This can take place in whatever marvel universe you’re most comfortable writing, but basically the prompt is that the avengers witness Danny lifting Thor’s hammer and the resulting shenanigans that occur. What do you think?

Oh I loooooove stories that have the most unexpected of people lifting Thor's Hammer. I am a sucker for "Peter Parker is Worthy" fics UwU

But let me see what I can do here~

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It had been a joke, a PR stunt more like it. Come meet the Avengers, get an autograph and maybe a picture, and see if you're worthy to lift Thor's hammer.

It had sounded good in theory. Great even! Some of the other Avengers had been reluctant to the other, but once security had been cleared for the event, more had agreed. They agreed on what they could and couldn't talk about, what they were and weren't comfortable doing with fans, and planned accordingly. A job well done, if Tony did say so himself.

It had actually been Clint's idea to do the hammer lift in a separate room. At first Tony had thought that was kind of a mood killer. After all, half the fun was the crowd's anticipation as each person came to the stand. But Clint had pointed out how things could go sideways if it came out that a civilian could lift Mjöllnir. Thor seemed confident that the chances were rather low- the likelihood that someone worthy coming to this event were rather abysmal, after all- but had agreed to the compromise in the end.

I may have to give Clint a pay raise for this, Tony thought dazedly.

Everything had been going so well. The gang was all happy, the fans were happy, Tony could practically already hear Ross grinding his teeth at all the positive attention.

When another teenager walked into the room, Tony hadn't thought anything of it. He was one of the last few stragglers for the event, so most of the Avengers had lingered in this room, happy to hang out as they waited. They'd joked and laughed, even tried to wrap the kid into it. The teen- Danny- was a smart-aleck like the best of them; Tony was never going to let him and Harley meet if he could help it.

As Danny came up to the podium, they cheered him on just like everyone else. Tony himself had leaned back against a table and smiled serenely, feeling confident in the results. It was probably a good thing he hadn't reached for that can of soda because Danny lifted up the hammer without breaking a sweat.

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"What the actual fuck?" Sam muttered, squinting at the kid as if that would suddenly fix the whole clusterfuck of a situation.

"Oh that's a lot lighter than I thought it'd be," Danny commented thoughtfully, gingerly shifting his grip so that he could pose. Wait, no- that wasn't posing. Danny was testing his stance to practice throwing.

"The weight of responsibility won't be," Steve said quietly to himself, gaze hooded and emotions indiscernible.

That didn't stop Tony from turning to the man in pure indignation. "I do not need the commentary from you right now, Capsicle." Steve honest to god rolled his eyes at Tony's remark. They didn't get to bicker about it any more (and no, not like an old married couple! Honestly Lang could take his commentary with his stupid ass out the door!) because Thor approached the boy with a solemn expression.

"I see you are a worthy lad," Thor announced to the room. Danny stared at him with a blank expression. He didn't seem super awed in Thor's presence- hadn't for any of the heroes really- but he still listened with rapt attention. "Those who are worthy carry a heavy load upon their shoulders. With the ability to wield Mjöllnir comes to the ability to rule over Asgard-"

"I'm good, thanks," Danny cut in before Thor could finish with his speech.

"What," Rhodey deadpanned, looking just as surprised as everyone else.

Tony's brain hadn't even got the chance to reboot completely yet and he felt like he'd need another right now.

"I've got better things to do, no offense," Danny replied with a blithe shrug of his shoulders. "I mean, I'm sure it's a great honor. But like... I have finals in a couple weeks? I can barely be trusted with my own sleep schedule, I don't think you want me ruling an entire realm."

"I- Well," Thor tried to recompose himself. He was failing miserably.

"What kind of kid doesn't like being worthy?" Tony scoffed in confusion. When in doubt, be an asshole. That had been Tony's motto for years now and he might be trying to do better, yes, but that didn't make him any less of a bastard.

Out of the corner of his eyes, he could see Natasha giving him a look.

"It's just a lot of responsibility is all. What kind of kid wants that?" Danny shot back in return, innocently cocking his head to the side.

It was honestly kinda endearing.

Tony wanted to violently shake him by the shoulders.

"You're not wrong," Steve remarked with a chuckle, clapping Danny on the shoulder. "Good job, Danny. Very impressive." The kid brightened up, shining so bright that Tony had to squint.

"Can I throw it?" Danny asked excitedly, as he turned sharply back to Thor.

The Asgardian just looked amused at this point, chuckling boisterously. "Why, be my guest." He swept a hand towards a nearby target.

"Whoa, nothing expensive please!" Tony shouted just as Danny threw the hammer with stupidly impressive accuracy. It nailed a nearby post spot on, taking off a cardboard head. Thankfully it was only the Hulk and Bruce wasn't here right now.

Danny stretched his hand and sure enough, the hammer came barreling back. Barreling was a good term to use too, seeing as Danny just about got mowed over when he wasn't prepared for the weight this time around.

While Thor tried to help his new favorite human, Tony was just trying not to tear his hair out.

He was too old for this shit.

[drbased]

Can you explain your thoughts on pegging more? Why is it at the top of your list? I'm curious because several other acts come to mind as obviously more degrading toward women first

It's just a personal pet peeve of mine. I think it's because it's pegged (pun intended) as some feminist equaliser in the bedroom (think the scene from deadpool where she says 'happy women's day'), or a sexy domme role-reversal thing. The humiliation comes less from the action itself but how it's portrayed in media, how it's sold as 'taking the power back' when it's just a straight-up admittance that penetration = power and abuse, with zero critical thinking about what that says for women. The media depictions love to go a step further with the implication that the man is in physical pain/the woman is pushing it on him. When IRL the vast majority of pegging enjoyers are men. But we're still expected to go uwu poor widdle emasculated man. Give me a fucking break.

Even back in my kink days I really hated 'femdom' imagery and expectations because of the same humiliation that the woman is 'in charge' and yet she is still the one who is dressed all sexy for the male gaze (and is totally focussed on him and his orgasm, or lack thereof). One thing I noted time and time again is how the woman is dressed up to the nines, where the man is typically naked and pudgy and ugly. Even in their wildest fantasies where they're supposedly 'submitting' to the demands of women, men can't imagine a scenario where they're attractive.

Let's not forget how the guys talk about it, as well. With your average normie dom dude there are avenues in which you can piss him off. You tell off one of these sub guys though? It's all 'oooh yes I am a bad boy, plz punish me mistress' and feminist blogs such as myself have to keep out those weird bait asks that are like 'since all men are totes evil should they be kept outside naked and service women to make up for it???'

To me there's something very psychologically twisted and gives me the ick about dressing up and play acting 'dominance' when you're literally just performing for your oppressor class. Women's anger at sexual violence and desire for equality is turned into a cheap pornified parody. So yeah, a lot of your classic sub/porn acts are definitely objectively worse, I just really hate that specific brand of ironic mockery that we're all supposed to think is empowering for us.

[prodigal-explorer]

so as someone who is only on chapter one of omori and is obsessed with it here are my thoughts as a new member of the fandom

bear in mind that i haven’t finished the game. i only just got to that one creepy forest place? like the one after the spiders? please don’t spoil!!

but spoilers for everything before that below

1) I HATE BASIL. he’s such a stupid little punk. “uwu im so smol and helpless and i always get bullied and i’m so sweet and innocent” I JUST KNOW THAT FUCKER IS HIDING SOMETHING. everytime i end back in that stupid white room it’s because HES DOING SOME SUSSY SHIT. i also just hate him and everything about him and i know for a damn fact that he’s hiding something horrible behind that sweet little smile and he thinks he’s tricking me but he’s NOT I KNOW HIS GAME.

anyway.

2) i literally cannot decide on a favorite character. i have a least favorite, that’s pretty obvious, but when it comes to a favorite im torn. i LOVE omori, aubrey, kel, and hero all the same! i love mari too but i’m a little salty against her because all her hints for the quests are severely unhelpful 😭 but i still love her tho. i just love the main four so so much and i physically cant choose who i like better. poor little aubrey seems so scared and alone when she has the pink hair and she’s so kind in the little space world thing. hero is a sweetheart and i can’t wait to meet him in the colorful world where i’m moving or whatever. and kel is literally so me 😂 it’s not even funny he just does whatever the fuck he wants and that deserves some respect on his name. and omori is a kickass main character who has a cool thing going for him. but these four characters are sooo well crafted and i love how they work together! it’s a great dynamic balance!

3) i’m either a really bad gamer or the game is super long. i finished the prologue in like seven hours. it took SO LONG. i’m not used to indie games taking that long to play considering that i got through all of undertale in like 10-12 hours my first time. it’s awesome! i love finding all the secrets and talking to all the npcs but DAMNNN.

4) this game has so. much. detail. it’s insane. like the sheer amount of mini games and tiny pockets of lore. it’s like higher than undertale level and i don’t mean to keep going back to undertale but i see a lot of similarities in the game style. i also totally got sucked into playing like 30 rounds of blackjack on omoris computer. it was cool af.

5) the fighting mechanics are super hard. maybe i just suck at strategy but i am so bad at the fights that i just run away whenever i have the opportunity 😭 it’s a problem. i also have no clue how the happy sad angry shit works, i just make omori sad so stab has an attack boost and make aubrey angry so headbutt has an attack boost but other than that i don’t really use it at all and i don’t understand it. maybe that’s why it took me literally 10 tries to get past space ex boyfriend? it’s really fun i just think it’s supposed to be easier than it is and i just missed a memo on strategy.

6) i really love the message so far. the way that mental health is portrayed as something that’s a never ending journey. omori doesn’t just breathe and then everything’s okay, the game highlights realistic coping strategies and makes things like depression, anxiety, and phobias to understandable for any audience through a very creative medium: an indie video game. it’s genius. and i just love how it’s been approached so far, it’s very inspiring!

7) i’m terrified that this fandom is gonna make me mad, i swear to god if i just walk in and see a bunch of basil stan’s i’m turning and walking back out 💀 i mean okay maybe i’ll like basil better later but chances for that seem very low right now. my sister told me that apparently he went through some trauma thing? womp womp don’t care he’s an annoying mf who keeps taking me back to that boring white room where i stab myself, he’s a party pooper and i want a tornado to blow his dumb little flower house down.

[broodwolf221]

happy friday! from the "what are you hiding from me?" prompt list: 'i don't believe a word you've said.' + solas/varric :>

hehehehehe. have some soft angst and comfort uwu @dadrunkwriting 804 words cws: none

He stared at Solas, the elf all sharp angles and too-long limbs that he still managed to make look elegant rather than gangly, his expression just as sharp as the rest of him. Maker, but he could look downright frightening when he wanted to, something predatory in the fixed way he would stare. Perhaps it was just the odd sheen of elven eyes, something that had thrown Varric more than once—but in Solas’ case, he suspected it was something else entirely.

The Dread Wolf. Yeah, he could see it.

“I do not believe you,” Solas stated simply and Varric had to bite back a laugh. Solas didn’t believe him? What was the world coming to?

“Excuse me?” He sputtered.

“I don’t believe a word you’ve said,” Solas continued, as if Varric hadn’t spoken at all.

“Where’s all this coming from?”

The long elf folded up his long limbs and leaned back, his expression somehow imperious and cool even though, seated, he was forced to look up at Varric. “Either you have failed to understand the enormity of the truth,” he said, voice eerily level, “or you are lying to us both.”

Varric was at a loss for a moment. What was he supposed to say to that, anyway? Finally he shook his head, pulling out his desk chair and sinking heavily into it. The faint charm of being taller than Solas was not worth powering through the exhaustion that suddenly overcame him. “Solas, what are you on about?”

“You have allowed me to stay. Asked me to stay. Why?” There was something cold and accusatory to the question, but one didn’t need to be a spymaster to recognize the uncertainty under it. The fear.

“You know why,” he said softly, but Solas just shook his head. The movement was just as sharp as the rest of him, like a honed blade of an elf. Varric had grown to rather like that about the other man, how he was all angles and lines, but right now he looked brittle. “What do you want me to say?”

“That you hate me?” Solas suggested, his steely demeanor cracking as emotion finally seeped through. A tinge of panic. “That I’m a monster? That you’re trying to stop me for the world? That you’re sacrificing yourself to save everyone else?”

“Solas, I don’t hate you. I’ve never hated you.”

“Then you’re a fool,” he snarled, finally rising, taking long steps away. But not leaving the room. Just turning away from Varric, as if that would hide the pain in his face—as if it wasn’t just as plain in the taut line of his shoulders, the way he folded his arms across himself like armor.

There were good days. Easy ones, where they joked, laughed, where Varric read aloud correspondence from the others. Ones where they tumbled into bed like they were far younger than either of them were, unmindful of pulled muscles, magic spoiling them both. Then there were hard days, the days where Solas woke up haunted. He supposed it was to do with his dreams—traveling the Fade must be a special kind of torment for the man.

“You know I am still studying,” Solas said after a moment, his voice controlled once again. Varric nodded—then, realizing he couldn’t see, made a soft, affirmative noise. “I will tear down the Veil.”

You convincing me or you, Chuckles? He thought but knew better than to voice it—whether Solas meant it or not, it didn’t really matter. He still had to find a way. And Varric thought that if he could find a way, well, it’d probably work out. He’d accepted that. But Solas couldn’t accept his acceptance, couldn’t bring himself to believe in it.

“I’m not ignorant, y’know,” he said, letting some of his frustration color his voice. He didn’t walk on eggshells around Solas. Things seemed to go better that way. “I know what you are, who you are, and what you want to do. I get it. I know the worst case scenarios—mostly because you’ve told me, multiple times.” He levered himself up, suddenly feeling his age. Or more than. “And I know the best case scenarios, too. Either way… I trust you.” He watched as Solas stiffened up even more at that, approaching and wrapping his arms around Solas’ stomach, pressing against his back. He stiffened up even more before slowly relaxing.

Then, suddenly, all his tension fled and Varric thought he was falling he moved so fast, but Solas was only turning and kneeling, pressing into his chest, arms now around his waist. He stroked soothingly across his bare head and neck, feeling him tremble.

Some days were like this, too. Where Solas needed to be proved wrong, where he needed to be held—even when he thought he was nothing more than a savage wolf.

[noroi1000]

Hello! I hope you are well. I need to say I really love and enjoy your work, specially yours yandere's ! 🖤 I want to take the opportunity to see the open request uwu ..I was thinking maybe a hanahaki Disease with Suguru...but with a happy ending because I'm tired of crying with pure angst XD my baby deserves love and a happy ending, I need more fluff things with my Susu 😭 can or not be NSFW... I hope you like the idea, if not it's ok, thanks for reading. Have a nice week! 🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸💐

I can't stop loving you.

"Even if it makes me die. "

paring: High School AU | Geto x reader

tw: heavy angst with happy ending, Hanahaki disease

Cw: 6,7k

a/n: This is the first time I am writing anything about Hanahaki disease. I hope it will be good. Please write to me if I wrote about it correctly 😄 The photo is edited by me. Sorry for the mistakes.

Even if you die because of flowers, you will still love him. You just want Suguru to be with you. Even if he doesn't love you. You still want it. Hanahaki at one moment showed you that you can die for love. But you still want to love him. You can't stop loving him.

Why even unrequited love that hurts so much can turn out to be something beautiful? Not as beautiful as the roses you often see in your garden. Or maybe more than all those flowers...  Suguru is your friend. You know each other from school. But you don't really think he's just a friend. You love him sincerely. But you are not afraid of any reciprocity. And maybe it really is. It is all the fault of the pain. That's why you are suffering. That's why you need to know flowers. But you love flowers. You like flowers especially that remind you of his. You love him and you will never stop loving him. Even if this suffering never finds an end.  But you don't know he loves you too. He never told you. And he still won't tell you. He does not know. He doesn't know if his feelings are sincere. That's why he doesn't say anything, if it wasn't a real feeling, he would have hurt you. 

He doesn't know you love him, you don't know he loves you.

Now you are wandering in feelings together. In love. 

It doesn't matter that these feelings can kill you very quickly.

You will continue to love him. 

Because you can't stop loving him.

If you die because of it, you won't blame him. 

These beautiful flowers only remind you that you love him. And how you keep loving him. 

Even if they come out of your throat. Sometimes even covered with blood.

It's still a sign that you haven't stopped loving him.

And for the rest of your life you will not stop.

It doesn't matter that your life may not be long. 

It is only important that you love it. And maybe if you did something else, he might love you too. 

Your friend. The person you really love.

Geto Suguru.

The moment you look at him, you really think he is a nice and good-looking boy. 

The third year of high school might be a nightmare for some, but it's a very cool situation for you. You're already an adult. You even have your own apartment. You can finish school earlier than in second-year. You are still glad that you are in the same group of friends all the time. Still you, Suguru, Satoru and Shoko. And also Utahime and Mei in a different class. You A and they B. Same with Nanami and Haibara. You were so divided because of the list and the large number of people. It's been the same from the first year. And if it weren't for that, you wouldn't have met Suguru.  And if Shoko didn't want you in class with her, you'd be in 3B now. They swapped your place with Haibara. Besides, he's so kind he agreed.

You have been loving Suguru for a year. For everything he has done for you. You love him for his character. It's just perfect. And for some time you've only been thinking that he is your soul mate. Shoko and Utahime tell you you guys are a good match. That's why you feel like this more and more. You just want it to always be that way. They are your friends. You trust them. You treat them like family. And if they tell you that the dark haired one is your soul mate, and you feel it yourself, you just listen to them. That's why you really think it is. You have similar interests. Everything seems to connect. Everything in you. Additionally, you and he are friends.

But you are afraid to tell him about your feelings. That's why you decided that you would tell him when he too would be even closer to you. If he does something that might mean he's interested in you, you too will come even closer to him. 

Waiting was not difficult.

However, something you never expected happened. 

It's as if instead of getting closer to each other, you started to move away. And you had no influence on it. You could only feel the pain of your heart when he spent less time with you. 

You know it's important to him. However, he continued to do everything with Satoru. You know they are best friends. And they are inseparable. But it made you feel rejected. You've had so many times. But knowing that the person you love is doing this to you is even more painful than it would be if someone you know did. You know he has important things on his mind. Satoru told you this is something family and Suguru takes time. Everything should be fine in a while.

However, there are also reasons why you felt like you were sick. He ignored you. He wasn't paying attention to you and Shoko. He only spent time with Satoru. And you understand him. Sometimes you need to rest too. 

But that was what was painful. 

"Satoru, do you think Suguru will want to go for a coffee tomorrow?" you asked sitting down next to your white-haired friend. 

"I'm not sure. But I think he'll want to go out with you somewhere. But I really can't tell you. Today or tomorrow I am going to see him to cheer him up a little." he answered you, setting the juice in the carton on the table. 

"I see... But I'll try though." 

"Just don't insist so much. You know very well he's in a bad situation. His parents had an accident and he blames himself for it... It'll be fine with them, but he's still like that..." he muttered poking his drink. "He'll be at school tomorrow so you can ask him."

"Um... I will text him or give him a call. Maybe I can make an appointment with him for a day." you told him with a smile. 

"I believe in you. We have to somehow get him back to normal. In the end, it was okay to get depressed for any reason."

"I want him to be like before. Still happy..." You said sadly.

He looked at you seriously as he leaned forward a little. He was hunched over now as he grabbed your drink again. But before he took the straw in his mouth, he started talking to you.

"Look, I know you like him... And he also starts talking more about you and not someone else. I have the impression that there may be more to you. And maybe you would cheer him up if you told him about your feelings. I think you understand..."

"Satoru, I'm not sure about his feelings, and I don't want to make myself stupid. We are friends with Suguru and it is possible that he thinks of me as a friend. And it's a very low probability that he thinks I'm someone else. But thank you for saying so." You said to him with a smile and a blush on your cheeks.

You want Geto to give you a sign that you can be more than just friends. And you don't want to try until you know if he feels anything. Because if you made such a bold move and it turns out that he doesn't feel anything for you, you would destroy your friendship. 

You don't want to do this. Even if you love him. Besides, you don't want to stop loving him.

You: Hi, Suguru. Would you like to go out for a coffee today or tomorrow?

You: If you have time and feel like it, of course.

You waited ten minutes for him to text you back. Besides, you weren't happy with his answer.

Suguru: Hi. Sorry but I can't. I have something else to do today, and I'm leaving Satoru tomorrow. Sorry.

You're a little disappointed looking at this. But you understand him.

You: It's okay. See you later 🙂.

You felt bad when you put the phone on the bed. Just to sit in silence, wondering how you can comfort him otherwise. 

Until you got another message.

You checked it right away.

Suguru: We can go out for coffee in two days. If you want.

You didn't hesitate to answer.

You: Yeah.

Waiting for him in the cafe. You played games on your phone in your favorite coffee shop. He was late. Already by half an hour. However, you are not angry with him. It's a little further from his house than you are. You live closer. So maybe he missed the train or there are traffic jams. It's the norm in Japan. Therefore, everything is fine.

But it didn't feel good anymore when you looked at the messages he was sending you before. It was over an hour ago. You were focused on games. You've already had your coffee and the cookie you ordered.

An hour ago:

Suguru: Let's meet in twenty minutes there. If you will be faster, order our favorites 😋

And so you did.

You were there before him.

That's why you ordered two coffees and cookies. 

After you've waited an hour for heaven, you drank your coffee and ate your cake. And then you reached for it for him anyway.

He's not coming, is he?

After two hours of waiting, you had hope. And you were also worried because something might have happened to him. You had two coffees and two cakes. He will definitely not come anymore... 

But you still want to wait or maybe he'll let you know. Or maybe it will appear right at the door of the cafe.

But nothing.

That's why even the waiter started looking at you strangely. After all, you've been sitting in this one place for two hours, and you're constantly staring at the door. 

You kept hoping until you found him calling you. 

"(y/n), I'm very sorry. I remembered. I was already leaving the house. But suddenly my parents called me and I had to go to them. I just got home. Sorry."

"Suguru, it's okay." you said trying to sound cheerful. "I'm not angry. I'll just come home. You don't have to apologize. I just wanted to spend some time with you. It's after all than important. I'm glad your parents are fine." 

You tried to hide the breaking voice. But you don't know if you made it.

"Wait... You're still in the cafe?" He asked. You realized from his voice that he was surprised.

"Yes. I have been waiting for you with the hope that you will come."

"Uh... I'm really sorry. Wait for a while. I'll be right there and at least escort you home. I don't want anything to happen to you. It's getting late." 

Your heart skipped a beat as you heard his concern.

But you had to refuse. He also needs rest. Therefore, you will not force him to anything. If he is at home now, let him rest.

"No. You don't have to. I'll go home alone. Thank you for your suggestion."

"Are you sure? I really don't want anything to happen to you–."

"It's really okay. Take a break. You must have had a hard day. Do not worry about me. I'll just come home." you said cutting him off. He didn't finish the word to the end and you already answered him.

You heard him sigh...

"I'm really sorry. Tell me if I can make it up to you somehow. I know I acted like an asshole. I'm really sorry."

"Bye, Suguru."

When you hung up, you put your hand on your forehead.

Why did you wait so long for him, and he didn't come, hurt you so much? 

Because you love him.

And you can't stop loving him.

He really didn't want to set you up. You invited him for coffee. And he really wanted to go. But he couldn't.

He wanted forgiveness.

Because he really wanted to meet you. There is nothing else he wanted more.

Because he wanted you to be more than just a friend.

But he didn't dare to tell you about it. And he also wanted to know exactly that he really loves you.

Because he wanted you closer to him.

He didn't know you were suffering because of him.

"Suguru, I'm glad your parents are healthy!" You said cheerfully to him as you hugged him. 

He put his arms around you and let you hold on. He also hugged you. It was a great feeling.

You might think you were a couple. That you both love each other. Now. 

As he hugged you, you felt your love for him grow. It just felt so good.

But suddenly he pulled you away from his chest.

You widened your eyes by the sudden loss of his warmth.

"(y/n), thank you very much. Maybe we'll go outside? I've already seen Satoru go to the vending machines.." He gave you a sweet smile.

You agreed with a smile.

And the smile hid your breaking heart. The third time you felt really bad because of him. 

But you still love him.

He did it because he felt embarrassed. He wanted to keep hugging you. And even do more.

But he was afraid of how you might react when he held you too long or too hard.

But you didn't know that.

Just like he didn't know you wanted to hold him tighter too.

"Suguru, I bought you something! "You said cheerfully as you handed him a box with a bow.

He grabbed the box gently with a smile.

But then he stopped and the smile faded from his face.

He didn't want to use you. He believed that you are giving him a lot anyway. That's why he didn't want you to spend money on him.

That's why he grabbed your hands and, with a small smile, pulled the gift to your chest. 

"Thank you very much. It sure is beautiful. But I cannot accept it. It's too much."

He didn't know the words brought tears from your eyes. Especially when you were home alone.

You forgave him for that. He was finally smiling.

And you still don't know his feelings.

You can't say it didn't hurt you.

But you still love him and won't stop. Even until death.

"Suguru, I'll help you. You can do something else. I will do it for you. If that's important to you." You gave him a smile. You felt worse than ever. But you wanted to help him. After all, doing something more in a project is not difficult. You just have to put together what he did. 

You keep smiling at him. Just like he smiles at you. You love his smile. So sweet and kind. Additionally, he smiles at you very often. It also makes you show him a smile. 

You wanted to spend time outdoors with them. Just like you did. But now you've become more of a householder. You preferred to spend your time more often at home. You went out with all of them. You didn't say no to them. However, you did have a cold. Your lungs hurt a bit. However, everything is bearable. You complain of nothing more than a little pain. Besides, they know it. Therefore, they do not force you to do anything. They also try to help you get better faster.

But you are not sure if it does not get worse over time.

But everything is fine. 

That's why you offer him help. You are in hand in the project with Suguru. You cooperate. He came to your home to finish this. You don't have much left. Just a little, actually. 

Suddenly he had to go home. 

You know he has a lot on his mind. That's why you offered him such help. You can finish these details. After all, what is not done for friends...

He didn't want to overload you. overload He knew about your deteriorating health and wanted you to rest. Get enough sleep, eat well, drink something warm. Do whatever you want to keep it from getting worse. 

He didn't want you to be seriously ill. After all, he didn't want to lose you.

That's why he said something that was supposed to comfort you, but made the pain in your heart worse.

"(y/n), take a rest. Don't do anything for me. I'll finish it myself. Take care of yourself first. " 

He smiled at you and gave you a little hug goodbye.

And it was all enough for tears to fall out of your eyes after it came out.

He is cute. He worries about you. He wanted you to take care of your health. It was really nice and sweet. That's why you can't help but love him.

But the mere thought that it was a rejection of your offer hurts. As if he is hammering another dagger through your heart.

But you still love him. 

Still unsure of his feelings. Friend or someone else?

After he left, you went to the park near your apartment anyway. 

It was quiet and nice there. Especially because there are flowers there.

And hurting yourself by one of the little bushes, you looked at the purple flowers. All the colors were there. However, you liked a few. Purple, blue and white. 

Not only were they pretty. But you also loved those colors a lot. They showed it so much between you and Suguru.

Purple flowers: Love at first sight as well as enchantment.

You are charmed by Suguru. And you also love him almost from the very first meeting. 

Blue flowers: Faithfulness.

You don't love anyone else. Only him.

And then white flowers: perfect affection, humility and innocence. 

You were looking at the colorful flower petals. All the colors were beautiful. But these were the prettiest.  The delicate plants, or rather the sight of them, soothed your pain a little.

Because you have one dream. 

"I would like to get such flowers someday. From Suguru..."

*Cough*

Something has been scratching in your throat since this morning.

*Cough*

Like there's something stuck in your lungs.

*Cough*

You really don't like being sick. 

You started coughing to get rid of the terrible feeling. And when you put your hand to your mouth and the other to your chest, you felt a sudden sense of relief. But your lungs hurt anyway. 

However, you felt something strange on your hand. Did you spit yourself?

You took your hand away from your face, only to see the purple flower petal. 

From where?

It fell off your clothes or hair? 

But...

Why was he slightly soiled in saliva? 

Suddenly you felt that unpleasant sensation in your throat again. You started coughing again. Just to see a blue petal fall out of your mouth straight into your hand. 

You widened your eyes and ran to the bathroom, peering down your throat. There was nothing there.

You thought you might have a fever.

You immediately thought about calling Suguru. Perhaps he could bring you some medicine. After all, it is not possible for palettes of flowers to fall out of your throat. It's ridiculous. There is no way that this is possible for you. 

As you thought that Suguru could take care of you, you started coughing and felt irritation in your lungs. As if something is tickling you painfully inside. 

You spit flower petals into the sink. More. Purple, blue and white. The colors you wanted in your bouquet. You looked in the mirror again. Again with wide frightened eyes you stared at your mouth. You opened it. And then you saw one dark lobe lying on the back of your mouth. Almost to the throat. 

You panicked in horror. You put your fingers in your mouth and pulled out a fresh flower petal. 

You started to cry. You kept looking inside your mouth. You were still trying to force a cough. To see if you can get rid of it.

However, the longer you did this, the more it seemed to you that there was no less flakes. 

You gave up calling anyone. They'd think you were crazy. Nobody can cough and spit flower petals. It can't be falling out of anyone's throat. People might not believe you, but you believe what you read on the internet.

That's all the tips you've read. 

„Why do my lungs hurt, I often cough and when I do this, flower petals fly out of my mouth?”

Most of the answers were the same. 

„This is hanahaki disease.”

Additionally, the longer you read specialized websites about it, the more you believe it. 

You really got sick of it... 

All reasons are right. Everything you've ever experienced is correct. Is it the fault of unrequited love?

So Suguru doesn't love you?

But Satoru was saying something about his feelings... 

Besides, Suguru has always been so loved to you. Or maybe your heart doesn't know what it is like? 

Perhaps it is also because you do not know his true feelings... And I guess it really is.

Everything that can make you sick is in line with what you've experienced. 

Something happened that was the first cause of your sudden illness. You waited a long time for him and he didn't come anyway. And he also refused your invitation earlier. This was the second reason.

Something else later. Third reason. When you hugged him, he reciprocated you. But later he also pushed you away with a smile. You didn't know his feelings.

Then he refused to accept your gift from you.

Until at the very end he refused you when you wanted to help him.

These were all the reasons why flower petals fell out of your mouth.

Now you finally get it. You got it all. Hanahaki disease has touched you because you love Suguru who is your soul mate. However, he doesn't love you like you love him. You never knew his feelings.

And besides...

This disease will kill you anyway...

You'll never know his feelings...

And you'll never see him again.

But you can't stop loving him anyway.

You have had enough of this. Your lungs still hurt. You keep coughing. But no one knows that petals of flowers are coming out of your throat. And you don't want anyone to know about it.

You haven't been to the doctor. Neither does anyone know what's happening to you. When anyone asks if you are sick, you say you have a cold and have lung problems. Because it's true. You have a painful lung problem. But no one knows why. 

Your lung problem is the flowers in them. And for a week you've already realized that everything is getting worse. It will not get better, but it will only get worse. The plants were filling your lungs unbearably more and more.  You could breathe normally. But you still wanted to cough because the plants irritated your lungs. Besides, it hurt a lot when the stalks bit lightly into the delicate walls of the lungs. 

You don't know how much time you have left, but you intend to live the way you want for at least a few more days. 

Besides, your disease developed very quickly.

However, the speed of development depends only on how much you love someone. And you love Suguru very much. That's why the flowers in your lungs grow fast. 

And it's really just a matter of time until you just choke. Or maybe the plants will pierce your heart faster and you will die... You don't even know if it's even possible, but a more convenient death for you would be instant death because your heart will no longer beat, than death by suffocation. You will try to draw air, your body will fight for it, but you will not be able to. So it's only a matter of time until the flowers block your entire trachea.

For now, all you can do is spit out the flower petals. Along with saliva and even a little blood. 

You don't know if it's time to quit school. You can say you have lung problems. After all, it's a disease. Probably everyone will understand this. You're an adult. You can justify yourself. 

Because you wish you had some peace. Maybe you will die at least at home. Lying in bed. And not in the school corridor. As you go now. 

You no longer have the strength to go to classes every day and then return home. You don't feel like spending time outside your home. You just feel you don't want it anymore. Not like a week ago. 

You've had it for two weeks. And during that one week, the pain is worse. As well as your heart and chest each time you inhale air. Besides, there is not enough room in your lungs for you to draw in a lot of air. Most of them are occupied by plants. Therefore, you can no longer exercise. 

Maybe it's time to give my life to a disease? What is going to happen will happen. You really don't care.

You always wanted only Suguru to love you as much as you love him. And now that you know that you are sick because of unrequited love... Does it even make sense?

You don't want to use ways to get rid of it and live. You are to forget about him in return for your life? You don't want this. You would have to change your school and city. Because wherever Shoko or Satoru is, Suguru will also be there. That's why you just don't want it. 

You are not doing any of the ways to get rid of it. You're not gonna do that. Even though one way is surgery, the other way is to get mutual feelings.

But it can't work. Because you can't make Suguru love you in a few days. Especially now that you really want to quit school.

It all just means death.

Walking calmly down the corridor, you made your way to the headmaster's office. You will say anything. And they will understand. 

You paused for a moment, and quickly taking out a handkerchief, put it to your mouth and began to cough. 

When it was over, you glanced briefly at the large number of colorful flower petals lying on the handkerchief. You carefully wrapped the handkerchief and threw it in the trash. 

You walked on, pressing against your chest where you felt an unpleasant sensation. 

"I have bad news for you." Yaga said to the whole class. He was your tutor at this school and teacher. So he could have said something in his lesson. "We will not see (y/n) for a long time at school. I am asking you not to bother her with questions about where she is or what happened." 

Satoru raised his hand and began to speak.

"Something happened to her?" 

"Well... She told me that if anyone asks, I can explain to you." He started. "She fell ill. For some time she had had lung problems that were getting worse. Therefore, she dropped out of school for a while to recover."

Hearing that, Geto widened his eyes. Basically the same as everyone. He, Gojo and Ieiri. 

They all thought the same thing: „Why didn't she tell me?”

Like the teacher told them, they didn't want to disturb you.

That's why they didn't. Even though each of them was worried about you. 

They asked for a visit. They wanted to visit you and keep you company a little.

You refused them saying everything was fine.

This is how you experienced the next week. With sadness you can't see your friends. Because you don't want them to see your condition. 

And you don't even think it makes sense anymore. Even helping you or even trying to help makes no sense. 

There are more and more petals. And you don't even want to keep cleaning it up anymore. If the petals aren't stained with saliva or blood, you leave it at that. Besides, the flower petals look nice. But it still makes you suffer. 

The bouquet you always wanted as a gift is now growing in your lungs, slowly closing your life. You also feel pain even in your throat and arms. Plants grow and spread. 

This is how nature works. Even if nature is very brutal.

You sat on the couch in the apartment. And you also put your head on the backrest. You can not sleep. You're still anxious. 

Or maybe it will be better when you meet a friend? 

Next time someone sends you a message, you'll agree. Only friends write to you, so you can write back even to just anyone. It will be a surprise for you, at least. Maybe your life will be a little different... 

At least for the days you have left...

      Suguru: I know you want to rest, and that's why I'm sorry to bother you now, but I'd like to ask you if I could visit you? It's really been a long time.

It's been over two weeks now... He didn't know that much. He was really worried. He didn't see you, you gave no sign of life. And he really does worry about you. 

He was bursting with longing for you. And he just wanted to meet you. Tell you you have backup. Show it to you. That he is with you and you are not alone. And that it will help you get better.

He waited impatiently for a reply from you.

Until he finally lived to see it. 

You: You can.

And that's it. You just wrote it.

But he felt very happy.

As soon as he saw your message, he began to prepare. He tied his hair, put on better clothes, and took the flowers he was going to give you. 

A bouquet of white roses with the tips of the petals pink in color. He knew you'd like it.

He ran to the nearest metro station to catch the earliest train. 

Later he ran to your house. Up the stairs. Until it came to your apartment.

He knocked on the door. He rang the bell. 

But you didn't open it.

However, the door was open. 

So he went in and called your name.

You had to be home. Everything was on. TV and lights. There was steaming tea on the table. 

He looked into the living room to see that you are curled up on the couch asleep.

He smiled slightly at the sight of your face. And then he looked at flower petals randomly scattered on the floor.

He blushed slightly as he thought you wanted to create a romantic atmosphere. But if you wanted to do that, you probably wouldn't fall asleep on the couch and there wouldn't be tea on the table. That's why his blush was gone, but not his smile.

He took off his shoes and the light jacket he had.

He put a bouquet of flowers on the table and started to come to you. 

There were more flower petals. Maybe you had flowers at home that were starting to wilt and lost their petals when you threw them away. After all, you always had plants in your house. Especially flowers. You like it. 

He came over to you.

His smile faded from his face as he saw the paler skin on your face and the dark circles under your eyes. Maybe you couldn't sleep and now you finally fell asleep?

After all, he knows well that sometimes the disease keeps you awake.

But he still hoped it wasn't serious.

But he wanted to take the opportunity to be closer when you don't know it. He sat down next to you and gently pulled you onto his lap. 

He put his head on yours as he wrapped his arms around you. You were so warm. He needed it so much. He loves you. But you don't know if you love him. He was just waiting for a signal from you. 

Basically the same as you.

Suddenly he felt your body move.

He thought: "If she wakes up now, maybe beyond my feelings..."

But instead of waking up, you started coughing in your sleep. 

He grabbed a handkerchief from the wrapper lying next to it on the small table and held it to your mouth. 

As your body trembled and you rested your head even more on his chest, he looked down at the handkerchief. 

His eyes widened and his breathing stopped.

Flower petals and tiny drops of blood...

He brought your body closer to his.

He thought in Fear, "Hanahaki ?! But how...?"

His jaw twitched. He wanted to wake you up. But if you are just asleep now, because flowers are suffocating you at night, he would not refuse you rest.

But suddenly you started coughing again.

This time he grabbed the petals with his hand. The same colors as in your home.

So it's all because of this disease?

Is that why you don't go to school?

But why didn't you tell him? 

What's worse... Who are you in love with that someone doesn't love you?

After it stopped, he dumped parts of the plants to the floor and saw a few still in your mouth.

He gently lifted your face and opened your mouth wider. He pulled out purple petals with his fingers. Or rather, it was a whole little flower. He tossed it on the floor and put his hand on your cheek.

Tears stung his eyes. 

"Why?"

He leaned down and kissed your forehead.

Then you opened your eyes looking at his neck. Later on the ears and hair.

Earrings and black long hair in a bun.

You felt his arms on you.

"S-Suguru?!" 

You pushed his face lightly.

He looked at you sadly.

"W-What are you doing here?! Cough..." 

"You let me come. But you... Why didn't you tell me? "

You turned your face away from him. 

When you suddenly felt that you were about to cough, you pushed away from him, landing on the floor. 

Leaning on your hands and knees, you began to push the flower petals out of your lungs. 

"Thank you for coming, but you can go now..." You muttered.

"I came here because I wanted to. Really."

"You can go now. Satoru might want to go somewhere. Leave me here. And please don't tell anyone you've seen it..."

"Why didn't you tell me...? Why Hanahaki?"

"You know about it... That's why I don't have to explain to you..."

"But who–"

You cut him off.

"Someone who doesn't love me. So please go ahead. I want to rest... I'm really tired..."

You wiped your saliva off the floor as you got up.

He left... He really left right now... 

"You could help me while I still had time... When it wasn't with me yet... And now... And now it's over..."

Two days he waited for your emotions to cool down a bit.

He showed up at your house this evening.

Back when you were sitting on the edge of the bed in your pajamas. Ready to go to sleep.

"What are you doing here?" you asked looking at the floor after looking at him.

"(y/n), i want to be here. How can I help you?" he said as he entered your room.

"You can't help me anymore. Nobody can... I really want to talk to you. Spend some time as before. But I already took my sleep pills." 

"What happened? Who do you Love? How can I help you?!"

You coughed a little in pain.

"You can't help me, Suguru. What happened... You won't take it back anymore."

"But you can–"

"I don't want to lose what I remember. I'd rather die than stop loving you. I just can't stop loving you." 

You smiled at him and turned to face him. He saw your arms and your whole face. 

A thin line of blood at the corner of your mouth. And also a tricolor rose sticking out above your collarbone. 

He widened his eyes as well, thinking about what you told him. 

Do you love him

Is it because of him now...

You thought he didn't love you, that's why you got sick. 

But he loves you.

But you... 

He looked at the rose on your skin. 

"I know what it looks like... It's beautiful, but it hurts a lot..."

"(y/n), I–"

"You could bring me a glass of water?"

With a sigh, he walked into the kitchen.

You were already sitting under the covers. With a sad smile.

There was no blood on your face anymore.

Approaching you, he sat down on the bed and handed you a glass.

After you took a few small sips, you coughed.

He pushed the glass away from your lips as he watched the petals float in the water. 

He wiped the water off your chin and told you to lie down.

You took sleeping pills. You must be sleepy. I leaned my back against the pillows.

You have a hard time breathing. It's even very hard. Your breaths don't fill your lungs.

Will your last night be like this? That's why you told him about your feelings.

You reached out to his with a smile and also with tears running down your cheeks.

"Could you stay? I want to know for the last time that someone is there for me. Please. One last time. And never again. Can I hug you? One and last time... I just want to know that the person I love is with me in my last moments..."

He looked at you sadly.

It's like if he refuses you.

You know this will be your last night. This is the last time you go to bed. 

"So what if he doesn't love me... I love him. And even if he is just my friend, maybe he will fulfill my last request..." you thought, still holding your hands up. 

You saw the tears starting to run down his face. 

"It can't be..."

Hearing these words, your smile faded a little, and you also lowered your hands a little.

Does he not want to? 

Your shallow breathing was not audible as he quickly approached you.

He lay down in bed next to you and pressed you to his chest.

"It can't be! It can't end like this!" He screamed. 

"... I'm sorry..." You grunted as you wrapped your arms around him. You want to go to sleep. 

"(y/n), no. Don't sleep yet. Please don't fall asleep... Not now..."

"Sorry..." you nestled closer to him, resting your head against his chest

Suddenly he pushed you away.

You looked at him surprised but also sad.

"I love you... That's why you can't..." 

He kissed your lips but there was no return.

Crying, he pulled away and suddenly hugged you tightly. Just like you wanted...

All the flowers will not fade away.

But the ones in your body will disappear.

"(y/n), I love you..."

"..."

"I know you can hear me. Look at me. Let me see your eyes."

"..."

eyes You want to continue to sleep.

It's Suguru, isn't it?

You want to keep sleeping. Do not open your eyes.

You don't feel the pain anymore.

You only feel warm.

"(y/n)~."

Suddenly you felt something wet on your lips.

If you're dead, why do you feel it?

You opened your eyes.

You didn't see the light.

You saw purple eyes. 

"Good morning..." he muttered with a smile.

You widened your eyes looking at him.

He was in your bed. Loose hair, loose clothes.

You can't be dead. After all, Suguru didn't die.

"Did you sleep well?" 

"...huh...?"

"Are you surprised that I'm talking to you now? You were asleep. And the flowers are gone."

You pulled air into your lungs. So normal. Not like before.

"The only flowers in the house are the ones I brought."

"Suguru?" 

"Yeah?"

"It's you, isn't it...?" you muttered lying on his hands.

He laughed softly.

"No one else."

"That is..." 

"I love you. Always been like that. But I didn't know if I could tell you this." 

"But–"

"Do not say anything. We're here together. Nothing's going to happen to you. Nothing will happen to you."

"I love you..."

"I love you too, (y/n)."

Even if you could die then. You didn't die.

You are together. You love each other. 

Neither of you dared.

And now...

You managed to connect at the last minute.

You love him and he loves you.

The hanahaki have brought you together.

And nothing will separate you anymore.

That's why you couldn't stop loving him.

Even if it made you die, you still couldn't stop loving him.

Your Suguru... 

[dearz310]

Ten things I notice about you | Jaehyun

SYNOPSIS: Jaehyun as a bakery owner and you are the familiar guest.

PAIRING: Jaehyun x Fem!reader

GENRE: Fluff | Just fluff | Stranger to lover

WORD COUNT: 9k+ words

AUTHOR'S NOTE: This senarios took me like months to finish. Jaehyun is really sweet in this story uwu. Anyway, fall is coming~ my favourite season is here <3 I hope you enjoy it and please share your thoughts with me. I'm not an English native speaker. If you found mistakes then let me know, I'd love to take note. Happy reading~

_Tuesday_

"If you have to choose to eat only one kind of breakfast, what would it be?"

You are lying down on the sofa, hands holding your newest favourite book. You stop in the middle, lower your book down and think for a few secs before answering your best friend, Jungwoo.

"I guess I will choose combo pain au chocolat and coffee. But it must be the pain au chocolat from the bakery down street, 2 blocks from our building you know."

"Yeah, I know, very well indeed. You only choose its pastry since it opened." Jungwoo says, “continues to focus on how to clean up his wardrobe mess.

Jungwoo is your best friend. Your family and his are neighbors and you were born before him only 29 days. You have had each other since you both were just newborn, and now young adults. Sometimes people are concerned about why you and he are not a couple. But it is normal. In fact, he is the most active person when it comes to finding you your own prince charming. 

"They have an almost perfect pain au chocolat using dark chocolate with 80% cocoa. Normally bakers only use like 50%-60% to make sure it is not too bitter but it's not my style. Besides, they are near, and they open early in the morning." You exhale. "How I wish to have one for tomorrow morning, hey, tomorrow is Wednesday, could you please..."

"Get you one while I am running past there tomorrow?" Jungwoo turns his head toward you. "With a cup of coffee from Ten's coffee shop. Okay will do."

"That's my best friend lady and gentlemen. Love ya." You wink and that makes Jungwoo goosebump.

"Why don't you join me tomorrow? Then we can have breakfast at Ten's coffee shop?"

"I must go to the airport early the next morning to bid farewell to my nephew Seojin. He will go back to UK for at least 2 more years. You will miss your favourite breakfast at Ten's if you wait for me so just eat your first, I can have mine when I get back."

"Got cha." Jungwoo nods. "Could you please help me down there? I seriously have no idea why I have this much clothes."

"Coming."

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_Wednesday_ 6 am

One of Jungwoo’s habits is running in the early morning. It makes him feel fresh and relaxed. Sometimes you join him, even though it's not your favourite thing to do. He will run for at least half an hour, then go back home, take a shower and get ready to grab his morning coffee and breakfast at Ten's coffee shop at 7 am.

Ten is also his and your close friend. You guys met in a coffee exhibition 2 years ago and you were instantly in love with Ten's special coffee recipe then. How small is the world, just a few months later, a new coffee shop appeared down street and turn out the owner is him.

Today Jungwoo visits the Jung bakery first. He remembers to get you your favourite dark pain au chocolat. The Jung bakery only bakes a few ones, twice a week on Wednesday and Sunday, and doesn't even put a name tag for it. That's why only loyal customers know. If it's not because you asked before whether they have any dark chocolate pastries with high amount of cocoa, then you might never know it exists.

The bell rang when Jungwoo opened the door. He goes straight to get your pain au chocolat, also a milk bread for him, and make a payment as usual. However today, welcome him is the new cashier, not the same person he always sees.

"Oh hi." Jungwoo is a bit of a surprise. "I'd like to pay for these."

"Sure, please wait me a bit." The cashier smiles and quickly scans the price, as well as prepare a box to put Jungwoo's bread on. The dimples keep showing on his handsome face. "You must have been here many times."

"Yeah, I did. But I haven't seen you around before?"

"I’m just here to help cause today the cashier is on sick leave. It's Jaehyun, nice to meet you! And here is your bread, enjoy." Jaehyun says and hands the paper bag at the same time.

"Thank you. I'm Jungwoo, great to meet you either. Me and my friend are also the loyal guests at Ten's coffee shop right next to you. I guess we will see you around more often from now on."

"Next time please come here with your friend too, I'd love to meet you both. Free extra cookies are on me." Jaehyun smiles.

"Deal."

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"Hey, how it's going?" Jungwoo asks. He welcomes you at his apartment with the box that contains your favourite pain au chocolat. He even puts the strain into the coffee cup for you. "Class today?"

"I just tired." You exhale, too exhausted after coming back from the airport. "Already missed Seojin. And yes, I have class this afternoon, biology class of Professor Kim. Urgg, can today be worse?" You pout.

"Come on, eat your breakfast and you will feel charged. I know this can light up your day."

"Uhmm, 100 points." You already finished half the pain au chocolat. "I don't know why they only bake this twice a week on Wednesday and Sunday. Even though this is a good idea, because I specially need more energy those days. But still, if they have it for the whole week, you might see this is the only breakfast I have."

"You are so obsessed with it." Jungwoo laughs. "Eat slowly. Oh, and your coffee has extra shot. Ten said you need that every time you have biology class."

"Aww, he is so sweet. He even remembers that. What did I do in the past life to have friends like you guys?"

"Then you should treat me well if you still want to meet me in your next life. I almost forgot to tell you. Today I met a new cashier at Jung Bakery, and he is very nice. He said next time, he will give us free cookies."

"Really? Cool! Thanks for the breakfast, Jungwoo." You grab your coffee. "I have to go to the library now, still have one more English homework need to be done. Enjoy your day off." 

"See ya."

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_Thursday_

The morning class is over and you're on your way to meet Jungwoo for lunch. As soon as you turn left at the end of the A building, your eyes catch Jungwoo. It is not hard to recognize him with his height and bright face. But he isn't standing there alone. There is a girl, seem like she is giving him a gift or something. You slightly smile, Jungwoo is really famous with girls and he knows that well. However, the next thing you notice is that the girl quickly left with the gift still in her hands...

You wait for a few mins before getting out and wave your hand so he can see you. He smiles and immediately helps you carry your bag.

"Such a gentleman. I can see why girls go crazy about you."

"Well, I am always full of charm." He smirks.

"I saw you with a girl a moment ago."

"Yeah, she is my Literature classmate. She said she likes me, but I said I already liked someone else."

"If this is a scene in a movie then the person you're talking about must be me. But this is reality, so spill it friend, I'm listening."

Jungwoo laughs hard. "Yeah, it's not you. It's Ahreum. You know Ahreum from my History class, right?"

Your mouth forms into an O. "Of course, I remembered her. She is so nice. I actually met her on University Day, and she helped me find the Admin office. I also met her several times when I prepared for the radio show. She is on the sound check team if I’m not mistake?"

"Yes, that's her."

"Nice Jungwoo. I think you guys match very well." You wink and smile at him. "You might already know but she is still single, bro."

"I know." He laughs. "That is the first thing I have to make sure before taking another step."

You both sit down at the cafeteria near your university. It is neither too big nor small, and guests here always try not to speak too loudly. It makes the place has a chill and comfortable vibe that you both enjoy so much.

As you are scanning the menu, Jungwoo is whispering. "Y/N, we just sat down for a few mins, but the cashier is already noticed you."

You don't even take a glance at his way. "Nah, maybe I have something on my face, or I sit at his direction by chance. I want this, number 3 "The Rainbow", 1 sourdough slice only, and an apple juice no sugar."

"Got it. And I mean that sis. Remember the guy in your Public Health class last semester? He tried to be my friend just to get your attention. And that one from my soccer club too. He asked for your phone when he saw you coming to cheer for me."

He stops to call the waitress and order food for both of you. "But you rejected them all." He continues when the waitress left. "Y/N, it has been 4 years since your breakup. Don't you interest in anyone at this University?"

"Nope." You look straight at him, then you see his eyebrows scrunch a bit. It makes you tilt your head with a bit of hesitation in your voice. "So far? Look, I do notice boys around me, okay. But they are just not my type."

"I still remember your ideal type. The friend in my soccer club, what's about him? From my point of view, he is quite close to your type, isn't it?"

"Nah, he asks for my phone number the first time he sees me. That makes an introverted soul like me feel uncomfortable."

"Alright alright, eat your lunch first." He gestures you to eat your sandwich before it cold. "Let's see, no smoking is a must, a handsome man, in YOUR standard, he must be nice, gentle and funny."

"True." You nod. "But ideal type isn't that important, as long as he has good personality and we match well. Like someone who can watch Disney movies with me?" You shrug.

"You used to force me re-watch the whole High School Musical with you." He pouts.

"It is because you think Troy and Gabriella tried to steal the spot of Sharpay and Ryan on the first audition, but they were not."

"Yeah, now I know."

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_Friday_

Jaehyun is busy in the kitchen testing the ingredients for his new recipe. After graduating, he used to work as a chef but then chose to open his own bakery. He loves baking. He loves the smell of freshly baked. Even though he is busy from the morning till the end of day, he still loves what he does. Now after hiring staff to help, he finally has time to research and work on the new flavour.

He surely has his pick, Valrhona 70%, Vanilla Madagascar Bourbon. Here he is, testing the glaze for his blood orange cake. He wants the new cake to be ready this Sunday.

"Jaehyun, I already cleaned up everything. I will go back home now. You should get home soon too." The cashier calls him from the kitchen entrance.

"Oh I forgot about the time." He then takes a glance at his watch, it's 9 p.m. "Thank you for reminding me. I'll finish this and close the bakery. You worked hard today, see you tomorrow."

The cashier nods his head and closes the kitchen door. After pouring all the blood orange glaze into a clean jar and put it into the refrigerator, Jaehyun also quickly cleans up the place to head home.

As he is walking on the street, he notices there are a couple of kids playing in the playground. He also loves these places so much when he was small. Jaehyun takes a deep breath. He will have a busy weekend. He is planning to have some time off for himself soon if this new cake receives good feedback.

The first rain drop appears. Lucky for him, he remembers to bring the umbrella. However, he doesn't want to come home. This season rain comes and goes quickly. Besides, he hasn't eaten dinner. He decides he will have a noodle cup at GS25. This kind of weather is perfect to have noodles. His home is not too far, he can come back home anytime he wants.

He gets a cup of noodles, a boiled egg and one hot dog. Although he is not a big fan of instant food or junk food, he gladly to have it sometime. As he is waiting for his turn to pay, the door opens again and there was you quickly running in. Outside it is heavily rain now.

There are two things that make he notices about you, a strange person. Firstly, the way you close the door. Normally people will let it auto close, but you turn around and make sure it closes. And the second thing is, when you get into the line to wait for payment, he sees you pick exactly the same things with him, the same noodle flavour, a boiled egg and hot dog.

"How do you want to pay?" The cashier voice makes Jaehyun turns his head straight.

"By cash please."

He chooses one random table beside the window to drop his bag. Only a few mins later, you appear on the second floor. A sudden thunderclap while you're trying to get your noodle out of the machine makes you startle a bit. Luckily you didn't drop your whole hot noodle cup. 

"Are you ok?"

You hear someone asking and as a natural reflex, you raise your head toward the sound. Very nice voice, you thought. This guy is tall, handsome, he looks young, maybe around the same age as you, and you can see the cute dimples when he smiles.

"Yeah, yeah I'm good. I was just startled because of the sudden loud sound. Thanks for asking."

"Where is your table? Let me help you bring it to your place."

No, I'm fine, no need to do that. You really want to refuse but somehow, you're not doing that. Instead, you point to your table and say: "Then could you please help? I sit there." 

Your table accidentally the one right in front of Jaehyun's table. He really wants to ask if he can sit with you so that he will have a chance to talk with you more. But at the same time, he thinks it might make you feel uncomfortable. He is a stranger anyway. So, after putting down your stuff and wishing you enjoy your meal, he just returns to his table. 

Today is a super busy day. You have a late lesson and ton of tasks need to be done for next week course. No one is home since your parents are enjoying their married ceremony trip. You slowly enjoy your noodle cup, perfect for this kind of weather. Sometimes you stop to look outside. You like rainy days, you like watching it like this. The smell of the air in the rain and after the rain makes you feel fresh. Drop your chopstick down, you get your phone to message Jungwoo and ask him to bring you an umbrella.

From the corner of your eyes, you notice the handsome guy is cleaning his table. Seems like he just finished eating and is about to leave. He then slowly approaches you with an umbrella in his hand.

"Hi, sorry it's me again. It is raining outside, and I notice you don't have an umbrella. My house is near here so I can quickly run. Do you need this?" He smiles shyly while offering his umbrella. His dimples pop up again and you notice his ears are pink too.

You smile widely, shake your head to let him know that you don't need it. "Oh, thank you! That is so nice of you. My friend will be here soon to catch me so no worry. Besides, even when your house is near, I don't want you to get wet."

"Ok." Jaehyun nods, right when he is about to say more, you hear Jungwoo calling your name.

"Y/N ah!"

You wave your hand and smile widely when you see him.

"Jungwoo?"

Jungwoo was surprised when he saw you talking to a strange guy from far away, but then turns out this strange guy knows him.

"Oh, you are the cashier I met earlier at the Jung bakery, Jaehyun, right?"

"Right, it's me. It great to see you again Jungwoo."

"You guys met each other before?" You question both.

"Yes, we did." Jungwoo nods. "He is the cashier I met at the Jung bakery; I told you remember? Jaehyun, this is Y/N, she is my best friend."

"Nice to meet you Y/N, I'm Jaehyun." He reaches out to shake your hand.

"Nice to know you, Jaehyun. So, you are the one who promised to give Jungwoo free cookies next time he comes to Jung bakery."

"Ha ha yes that's me." He scratches the back of his head. His ears turn red again.

"We will make sure to go back next time. It is already 9, I should get Y/N home, or her parents will worry. I bring extra umbrella for you." Jungwoo gestures you to stand up and you quickly follow him after cleaning your table.

You give Jungwoo the hot dog you bought earlier. "I bought it for you."

"Nice, thank you. Jaehyun, we will go now. See you later!"

"Take care." Jaehyun waves his goodbye. He is still looking at your way after you leave. The world is so small, he is surprised at the way he knows you and your friend. He feels relief because you don't have to go out in the rain alone. There are three more things he notices about you. He thinks about you and Jungwoo, you both must have a special bond. He takes note that you have a pretty smile, and you seem bubbly. He can't wait to see you again at his bakery to find out what do you like.

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"How do you know him?" Jungwoo asks when both of you are on the way back to your apartment. "I mean Jaehyun."

"I actually don't know him. We accidentally met at GS25. He is offering me his umbrella and then you came." You shrug. "But he seems kind. Surprisingly you met him before."

Jungwoo nods his head. "From what I see, he seems nice. And if I'm not mistaken, he is your ideal type, sis." You can sense the mischievous in the way Jungwoo sounds.

"CLOSE. Close, okay." You raise your eyebrows at your best friend. "I won't deny that he looks attractive. But we barely talked, I know nothing about him."

"Do you want to pass by Jung bakery this weekend? On Sunday morning? My mom asks me to buy a new sourdough, and you can have a pain au chocolat for yourself."

"Deal. Do not just talking about my love life. What about you and Ahreum, anything new?"

Jungwoo turns to look at you with a big grin on his face. "I asked if she wants to watch a movie with me this weekend and she said yes."

"Ya bro, congratulations. Be good to her or else you will hear a whole lesson from me."

"Roger that."

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_Saturday_

You're sitting in Ten's coffee shop, nonstop typing to work on your assignment. Your professor wants you to finish research about blood pressure before the next subject. Ten was not only reserved a place near the window for you, but he also prepared double shot latte for you.

The weather is nice, the sky is blue and not too hot thanks to a huge rain last night. Sometime during your work, you take a look outside, wishing you were out there, inhaling a deep breath of fresh air. Taking a sip of coffee, you suddenly remember how caffein affects blood pressure. You promise to cut down on caffeine right after this busy week is done, even when you have no health problem.

Time flies so fast. You don't even realize it is lunch time. Not until your stomach growls and Ten approaches you.

"You want some lunch here?" He asks.

"Thank you but not today. Mom asked me to have lunch at home, today my grandmother will visit us. Have a nice day Ten."

"Nice day Y/N. Send my hello to your grandmother for me."

"I will. See you later!"

While packaging your stuff and ready to leave, you see a familiar person passing by. It is Jaehyun. He must go back to the bakery, you thought. After a few minutes thinking, you decide you will visit the bakery today. I can buy cookies for grandmother; I can treat myself with a small box of mini choux... You try to think about reasons why you want to go there, but deep inside, you know you just want to meet him again. It doesn't harm to get to know him better.

Jung bakery is just a few meters from Ten's coffee shop. The door is painted in white, it kind of different from most bakeries you know, which is coloured in brown. You push the door to step in. The doorbell is ringing and the first person you see is Jaehyun, who is busy organizing a new rack of freshly baked pastries.

"Welcome..." Jaehyun stops for a few seconds when he sees it is you. "Oh Y/N, hi."

"Hi Jaehyun." You smile. "How are you doing today?"

"Good, I guess, we had a busy Saturday morning. But I met a very lovely old couple. The grandfather is so careful toward his wife. They remind me of my grandparents."

"That's so lovely."

"Do you especially want anything today? Free cookies are on me."

"Oh no, no, I mean, Jungwoo isn't here today. We will come back tomorrow morning and you can give it to him then. I think I will have some soft cookies. And a box of mini choux." You grin.

"But I want to give you free cookies." Jaehyun smiles back. His ears are slowly turning red again. "You like cookies and choux here?"

"Cookies are for my grandmother, she is going to visit us today, and she likes soft vanilla cookies. Well, she shouldn't eat much but one is fine. Choux isn't my number 1 choice, but I haven't eaten it for a while. Oh, I won't take that craquelin, mini chocolate choux please." You point at the chocolate one. You should get them by yourself, but Jaehyun insists on doing that for you.

"Anything else?"

"That's enough, thanks Jaehyun."

"Then what do you like?"

"Me? Err a bit complicated?" You shrug. "But I love chocolate for sure, dark chocolate, around 80% cocoa and above. I really like the pain au chocolat here, the special version using dark chocolate. The baker here should get praise for making it."

Jaehyun laughs. His ears are now totally red after hearing your compliment. You haven't figured out he is that baker. He just nods his head constantly to let you know he is listening to everything you are saying.

"I guess you don't like things that is too sweet?"

"Yes, you're right, I prefer sweet and sour. What about you Jaehyun? What do you like?"

"I like dark chocolate too. I think we have the same taste. My pick here along with Pain Au Chocolat is Salted Chocolate Brownie Cookie."

You can feel your phone ringing inside the pocket. You excuse Jaehyun to answer the phone call from your mom. She said your grandparents are home now and asked if you could go back soon.

"Sorry Jaehyun, I gotta go now. It's nice talking with you today."

"Your cookies." Jaehyun nods and hands you your paper bag. "I guess I will see you tomorrow?"

"Of course, Jungwoo and I will be here tomorrow morning. See you then!"

"Have a nice day Y/N."

He looks at your small figure. Still the same way of closing the door. Today he knows one more thing about you: You love dark chocolate.

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Your grandparents greeted you with a warm hug. They still choose to live together in their small house in the suburbs instead of moving to Seoul. Grandmother said that she loves the air there, while grandfather has his friend group who always love to play chess with him every afternoon. The house has a small garden with a lot of roses. Grandfather said it is grandmother's favourite flower.

"I miss you so much, baby girl."

"Grandmother, I'm an adult now, only you keep calling me baby girl." You pout.

"In my eyes, you will always be a baby girl who loves watching me take care of roses and running toward your grandfather's way every time he says let's take a picture." Your grandmother smoothing your hair.

"I bought your favourite vanilla soft cookies." You open the paper bag and there is something to surprise you. Not only two cookies and a box of choux you bought earlier, but you also find one more cookie that noted "Salt Chocolate Brownie Cookie" and a small piece of dark chocolate.

Jaehyun's favourite things. You're not aware that you're smiling like an idiot until your father calls you and asks you to help him in the kitchen.

"I'm coming dad."

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_Sunday_

You woke up early, rode a bike around Han River and took a shower before texting Jungwoo. After half an hour preparing, with two pumps of your first pick perfume, and finally stepping into your favourite light purple sneakers, you are now ready to go out.

Jungwoo is patiently waiting for you downstair. When he sees you are coming, he smiles. You definitely care about your appearance today. Normally it only takes you 10 mins to get ready. He is not sure what or who affects your decision, but he has a name on his head.

"Morning." He welcomes you. "Look like someone is in a very good state."

"ME." You point at yourself. "I had a good sleep last night; I woke up early this morning and I even had some time to ride a bike. It has been a while since I have had this much spare time. Now I get why people keep advising you to live a healthy life."

"Look who is talking, a future doctor. Besides, I think you still care about your health, it’s just you are too busy lately."

"Maybe you're right. Hey, my grandparents visited yesterday. Grandmother made a whole box of kimchi dumplings for you. I will give it to you later."

"She is like my grandmother too. Are your grandparents well?"

"Sure, they are. They look so happy every time I meet them. How I wish I could be like that when I am older."

"Not just you sis, they are basically everyone's dream." He smiles.

"I will visit Ten first, do you want a drink?"

"One ice americano please. Then I'll go to the bakery first, see you there."

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Jaehyun should have stayed in the kitchen today but he couldn't keep himself away from the main room. He uses every spare time to tiptoes and sneakily takes a peek at the main room, that makes other bakers who work with him and even the cashier looks at him in curios. They used to sell new cake before, but they had never seen their boss act like this. Only Jaehyun knows the main reason why he keeps going back and forth.

The door opens and Jungwoo steps in. As usual, he goes straight to get your Pain Au Chocolat first then looks around. Jaehyun was standing behind the door when Jungwoo came. He assumes that you come with Jungwoo, it takes him less than one minute to leave his apron and oven glove behind to go out.

"Good morning Jungwoo!"

"Hi Jaehyun. How are you today?"

"I'm doing good." Jaehyun answers but instead of fixing his eyes on Jungwoo, he glances around trying to find your presence. Jungwoo seems to sense this as well. He slightly smirks before giving the new friend an assurance statement.

"Y/N is buying drinks, she will be here soon."

"I see..." Jaehyun nods his head. "Did you choose what you like? Today we have a new cake, Blood Orange Bundt Cake, maybe you would like to have a try?"

He notices Jungwoo only gets one Pain Au Chocolat, and it makes him quite confused. Isn’t he supposed to get two for you and for himself?

"Sorry to ask but I see you only grabbed one Pain Au Chocolat? We still have many."

"Oh, actually this is not my favourite, sorry to the baker but I'd prefer something sweeter, or soft cakes, so I'd love to try the new Bundt cake. I only bought this for Y/N, she is so obsessed with it."

"Hi guys, hi Jaehyun~" Your bubbly voice echoes in the air. You look pretty today; and Jaehyun can smell the sea salt and sage when you step inside. The sense is very fresh. Must be her perfume.

"Good morning Y/N."

"How are you guys doing?"

"I'm picking today's sweet treats follow Jaehyun's suggestion." Jungwoo smiles and slightly waves the tray in front of your eyes. "Your number one pick is already here, no worry sis."

"I am not worrying about that." You glare at him before turning to Jaehyun. "What are you suggesting for him?"

"I told him we have a new cake today, Blood Orange Bundt Cake. I have a small piece for tasting here, wait for me a bit." Jaehyun quickly excuses himself to the kitchen.

You find things seem a bit strange. As you remember, Jaehyun is a cashier, but the old cashier is here. Besides, if the bakery wants the customer to have a taste before buying, they should put it here so that everyone knows. You are confused but before asking your best friend, he says another thing that catches your attention.

"I think he cares about you." Jungwoo nudges your shoulder. "He was obviously looking for you while you weren't here. He didn't even refuse that." He smirks.

"So what? We told him we would be here today, there would be nothing strange if he was looking for me. Maybe he was just curious."

That's when the kitchen door opens and Jaehyun comes back with two slices of the new cake. He asks both of you to sit down.

"Our new cake guys. Enjoy eating." He gives you both clean forks.

"Thanks, Jaehyun, it smells good." You smile. "And delicious." You nod your head after tasting one piece. "Sweet and sour at the same time. I love it."

The smile spreads across Jaehyun's lip. Jungwoo also nods his head in approve. "She's right, this one is a boom, Jaehyun. You said it is new, right? Soon, it will be one of the top sellers. I am already a fan of it."

"Thanks guy." Jaehyun shyly scratches the back of his neck. “Fruity pastries aren’t my strength. It’s great to hear such compliments from you two.”

"Oh, I almost forget." You put the fork down and grab the Matcha latte cup on the table, hand it to Jaehyun. "I bought this for you. I want to thank you for your cookies yesterday. I don't know what you like and whether you drink caffein or not, so I bought Matcha latte, hope it's ok."

Jaehyun eyes soften. "You don't have to do that. Thanks Y/N! Matcha latte is good. And for your information, I can drink caffein, I prefer coffee to tea...I mean if you want to know." His ears are turning red again.

You giggle. "Yes, I'd love to know that. Can we stay here for a while? I'd like to enjoy my Pain Au Chocolat before it gets cold."

"Do you want me to heat it up for you? Jaehyun suggests.

"That'd be great but am I bothering the baker?"

"No worries, you're not bothering me at all."

"You are the baker here?" Jungwoo looks at him confusedly.

"Yup I am. Actually, I am the owner here." Jaehyun sheepily smiles. "My full name is Jung Jaehyun, and that's how I named the bakery, Jung bakery."

"I thought you were a cashier, and I couldn't help but wonder why you don't have to work, sorry." Jungwoo says.

"Me either, hehe sorry Jaehyun."

"It's ok." Jaehyun laughs. "I should have told you earlier. Here, let me heat up the Pain Au Chocolat for you. And do you want another slice of this Bundt cake or something else Jungwoo?"

"A big slice of Blook Orange Bundt is perfect, thanks chef!"

Jaehyun takes your bread with him and disappears to the kitchen. You and Jungwoo share a look before you both laugh out loud.

"Uhmmm, so he cares about you, and he bakes your favourite bread."

"You love teasing me, don't you?" You wince.

"Sis, I am serious. Jaehyun seems like a good guy, at least I think you guy can be a very good friend."

"Ok ok, stop it. He will get back here soon."

Jaehyun soon is back with two plates. He carefully puts them down on the table and then accuses to back to work since customer is coming more and more. You cut the bread, the scrunchy sound is perfect, and its smell is definitely a blessing to your soul. You love the bakery; you love good coffee, and you love a peaceful morning spent with your close friends.

Before leaving, you and Jungwoo decide to buy some more sweet treats, and of course can't forget the sourdough bread for Jungwoo's mom. Jaehyun insists he wants to pack all by himself. The cashier couldn't help but let his boss do his job.

Jungwoo goes back home quick, just to give his mom the freshly baked bread. He also helps you leave your pack inside a refrigerator. Today you and him have an important thing that needs to be done, which is helping Jungwoo buy a gift for Ahreum. He has a movie date with Ahreum today evening and your friend wants to give her a small gift. You found it really lovely.

You get back home at 2pm after having lunch. Jungwoo is having his first date and you feel so happy for him. At the same time, you can't help but think when you will be able to find yourself a lover.

You open the refrigerator and see the paper bag from Jung bakery. Jung Jaehyun really knows how to make small surprises. Besides what you bought earlier, you find another extra cookie, and a note says that "Dark chocolate fill with Salted Caramel. I'm testing this new recipe and I want you to be the first one who taste it ^.^"

The smile spread across your lips when you read his note. Cute. But Jaehyun is not only knows how to make small surprise, but he also knows how to give you a big one. Another note falls out of the bag when you try to take out the lime roll cake.

"Y/N, do you want to go out and watch a movie with me tonight? This is my phone number, text me if you have some spare time and if you feel comfortable enough."

- Jaehyun -

Your mouth forms a slight O and you keep reading his message again and again. You walk back and forth in the living room for at least half an hour. Do you have free time tonight? Yes, you already finished all the tasks and tonight is a Sunday night. Do you feel happy? Yes, in fact. Do you want to go out with him? Yes.

Jaehyun is a definition of what you all ever imagine about a prince charming. The only thing that is preventing you is your scaredy-cat soul.

You get the phone from your pocket and unhesitant text Jaehyun. Well, go big or go home. Why do you have to reject him just because you feel insecure that things might not work?

The guests are still coming but Jaehyun is not that busy. His bakery always closes sooner every Sunday as the way he treats himself, and his co-worker, so that they have full energy for the whole new week. He puts the glove down right when he feels his phone vibrating inside the apron's pocket.

"YES!" His voice echoes inside the kitchen and makes everyone turn around and look at him.

"You must receive some good news." One of the bakers asks him.

"I was wondering the same thing. He looked anxious the whole day." Another baker adds.

"Nothing guys." Jaehyun says nothing but his ears are red. His eyes are sparkling. His hand keeps scratching the back of his neck. And he couldn't stop smiling like an idiot. Everyone can clearly see that he is very happy.

Jaehyun takes a glance at his watch. It is almost 4 p.m. The bakery is about to close. He quickly cleans things in the kitchen so that he can return home right when the bakery closes and prepare to hang out with you tonight.

4.03 pm

Jaehyun turns the sign to CLOSE. The cashier just left a few secs ago. Jaehyun looks at the kitchen and main room once again before getting his backpack and locks the bakery's door carefully.

He passes by the flower shop on his way home. He chooses a small bouquet of pink tulips. It catches his eye right when he steps into the shop, he thinks it is perfect for you, with those pink soft petals and green leaves. If he must choose one color to describe you, it'd be pink. Lovely, bright and full of charm.

After paying, he quickly returns home to take a shower. He is going to have the first date with you tonight, at 5.30 pm. First date.

His voice can be heard inside the bathroom. Jaehyun has a warm voice, but he rarely sings. Normally he is too focused on baking to sing. But the happy feeling makes him want to sing today.

Jaehyun chooses a loose white T-shirt, along with a pair of jeans and a leather belt. Casual. He already decided which perfume he is going to use tonight. He then looks at his reflection in the mirror and takes a deep breath. Nervous but excited, especially when the time to his date is near.

5.20 pm

Jaehyun is already standing on the first floor of your apartment and patiently waiting for you. He holds the tulip bouquet in his hand and walks back and forth slowly. You can see him from far away. How can he look so good even with just a simple loose white T-shirt? Your heart skips so many beats as you come closer to him.

His eyes meet yours and he welcomes you with the most beautiful smile you think you have ever seen.

"Hi Jaehyun." You shyly say in a tiny voice.

"Hi Y/N, I bought this for you."

"I love it, thanks. I really like flowers, and the pink color."

A big smile appears on Jaehyun's face. So, you like pink. He got the color right; he is having a good start.

"You look beautiful today, shall we get going?"

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You are now sitting on Jaehyun's car with the bouquet on your thigh. He turns on the radio and the familiar melody fills the place.

"I see the light." You slightly nod your head, approve of his song's choice.

"Do you like Disney?" Jaehyun takes a glance at you from his driver seat, sheepishly asks.

"I do. I am a huge fan of Disney." You giggle and that makes Jaehyun feel relief. One more thing to take note of you.

"Where are we going?"

"I know a very cozy restaurant with delicious food. Is there anything you can't eat?"

"No, I am not allergic to anything. You?"

"Me either. My favourite food is spicy pork. What about you?"

"I like many things, but my mom's sweet and sour pork rib is the best."

Things are flowing well. You and he can't stop with small talk on the way to the restaurant. Jaehyun is a gentleman, and he is so down-to-earth person. He knows how to make you feel comfortable. He shows his good manners. He is super funny, much funnier than you thought. And he shares similar tastes with you on so many things. He makes you feel like you have known him for a long time, not just a week.

"What movie do you want to watch?" You ask him when you both stand in front of those movie posters inside a cinema theatre.

"Lady first, what movie do you want to choose?" He gestures to you to pick.

"Should we say it at the same time? I already had my pick."

"Funny, ok I'm on it."

"Ready! 1, 2, 3. Elementals."

You both say it at the same time and laugh.

"You choose it because I played I see the light on the car or because of your love with Disney movie?" Jaehyun asks.

"Both. I prefer animation, comedy, romance, kinda like that. Not scary and horror movies. Besides, this one has good reviews, and you like Disney too so I think it's a good choice for both of us."

"Nice. I watched its trailer, it seems interesting. Let's go. I'll buy a ticket."

"Then let me buy popcorn and drink." You offer.

"Deal." Jaehyun nods after a few seconds. He then turns to face you and speaks. "But next time please let me pay for it. I am the one who asked you to go out with me."

"So, it's mean we will have the second date?" You say in a super tiny voice.

Jaehyun quirks his eyebrows. He lowers his head to look at you closer. "What did you say?"

Your eyes met his. He has such beautiful eyes. Why does he look so perfect? Your heart skips so many beats and you think if he gets even closer, he will be able to hear it.

"Huh, nothing. Let's get in line." You blink your eyes and turn around to get into the line. Jaehyun is smiling behind you at how adorable you act.

Your first date with him is coming to an end. You're waiting for Jaehyun in front of the theatre while he is getting his car. Jaehyun's jacket has a warm and sweet smell, something like vanilla. It feels like him, warm and sweet.

His car stops and there is Jaehyun, running out to open the car door for you to hop in. He mumbles "careful" while keeping his hand above your head.

"I turned on the heater, let me know if you still feel cold."

"It is warm now, thanks Jaehyun. Do you mind if I play some music?"

"No, not at all. How about you choose the music this time?" Jaehyun smiles and takes a glance at you. "I'd like to know your favourite song."

"Alright. It's not Disney though. But I promise it is good."

During the drive back home, Jaehyun shares with you his decision of opening his own bakery. It was not easy at all, but he is lucky that his parents are his biggest supporter. You talk about your dream of becoming a good doctor. That's why you chose this course but now you're a bit struggling.

"You shouldn't force yourself too much." Jaehyun says. "You're not simply studying, you're acquiring it, and because it is needed to help people, which you want to do, right? I always tried to think about that during my course, to make the lessons less boring." He grins.

"You used to feel boring during your classes?" You surprise. "I know chefs also have to learn both theory and practice. But isn't it should be more interesting when you have more chance to practice?"

"Yup, but not when you have to learn how to cut onion again and again."

You laugh at Jaehyun's story. You totally agree with him. Helping people is what you want to do, helping people makes you happy and that is your biggest motivation to do the best on this course.

As the car enters the parking lot, you start to feel sad and disappoint a bit. This is the best first date ever and Jaehyun is much more charming than you thought he could be. He opens the door for you and you both walk together back to your home.

The weather is very nice. You take a deep breath to enjoy the fresh air. There are moments when Jaehyun's hand slightly brushes your hand but you both do nothing. He then breaks the silence first.

"May I ask how long have you known Jungwoo? I know you too are best friend, seems like you both know each other for a very long time."

"I have known him my whole life." You grin. "Our parents are good friends too and they are neighbors. Then me and Jungwoo were born in the same year, amazing, isn't it." You turn to face him. "He is my childhood friend, my best friend, and sometimes like my big brother since I am an only child."

"It's amazing. Good to hear that you have a very good friend that always stays by your side." Jaehyun nods.

"I know. I think I am very lucky to have him as a friend. Do you have many close friends?"

"I do, I have some close friends, but not too many. Most of them are my classmates during high school. It was a good old time. We play games together, play basketball together. They visit my bakery quite often. I hope I can introduce them to you. They're all good guys I promise." Jaehyun puts his hand on the sky. His dimple is showing again, and he makes you laugh at his adorable dork side.

"Well then I'd like to meet them too."

You can see your apartment building now. It is time to bid goodbye.

"Do you have class tomorrow?" Jaehyun asks.

"Yeah, I do have one class in the early morning, and a team meeting in the afternoon. You will close the bakery tomorrow, right?

He nods. "Yes, do you want to visit the bakery tomorrow after you are done with the meeting? I was practicing the new recipe and it'd be great if you can help me with the taste." He scratches the back of his neck.

"I will. I'd love to do that Jaehyun." The smile spreads across your lip. "I will see you tomorrow then."

"I have a super fun day, thank you Y/N. Goodnight!"

"Me either. Wish you have a good dream." You wave your hand and slowly go toward your apartment. "Get safe, text me when you get back home."

Jaehyun nods and raises his hand waving at you too. He still stands there for a few more minutes until he no longer sees your figure. He walks back to his home, sometimes skipping on the street and the smile is non-stop appears on his handsome face. Today he has a chance to talk more with you, to know more about you. You have dimples, not very clearly but he can show it whenever you tighten your lips. He couldn't wait until he could see you again tomorrow.

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One missed call from Jungwoo and two new messages unread right when you finished showering. He seems very excited and can't wait to tell you about his first date with Ahreum.

"Bro, I just got back home half an hour ago. How was your first date?" Your voice echoes through the phone.

"I had an amazing day today. She is so sweet, and you know what, we will have the second date next week."

You can even hear the happiness in Jungwoo's voice. "I'm so happy for you Jungwoo. Let me guess, you are non-stop smiling on the bed right now. Are you sure you can sleep well tonight?"

"If I dream about her."

"Eww cheesy."

"But you, Y/N, I just realized it is almost 10. Where did you go, may I ask, my best friend?"

"I went to a cinema and watched Elementals."

"With?"

You roll your eyes before answering Jungwoo. "Jaehyun"

"Ok...What? You hang out with Jaehyun?"

"Calm down, you are going to wake up all the neighbors. I can even hear your voice from my apartment."

"Now that's too much sis. But seriously, you too watched a movie together? Is that a date?" His mischievous laugh could be hear clearly.

"Is that?"

"I'm asking you."

"Yes, it is, it is a date. You happy now? Jaehyun is so nice, Jungwoo. He is much more charming than I have ever thought, than we have ever thought. He is such a gentleman, and he takes good care of me today. I truly think this is my best first date."

"While I am seriously thinking that I should talk with him more. To see how he is able to win my best friend's heart in such a short time. But you sound happy Y/N."

"Do not scare him, what if he run away?"

Jungwoo laughs hard. "How can I? Besides, he won't do that. From what I saw earlier, he is so whipped for you. Finally, you are no longer single."

"Hey that's too fast, we haven't done anything yet. I have to dry my hair now. Sleep and I hope you dream about your princess tonight."

"Goodnight, Y/N."

"Goodnight."

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Monday is always a tough day. But today is different. The early morning class wasn't that hard. The meeting went well. Even the strict professor didn't give your class extra homework. And you are going to meet Jaehyun. Perfect.

The bakery's sign is close; but the room is bright as usual. Jaehyun is waiting for you on the waiting bench inside. You pop your head round the door and show him the bright smile.

"Good evening."

"Hi, you really came." Jaehyun instantly stands up.

"Of course I am. I had a great day today. Everything went well. How was your day Jaehyun?"

"Great, it's good seeing you happy like that. You know, I just visited the local market, look what I bought." Jaehyun shows you the package and you can immediately recognize it.

"Hot tteok?"

"Well, it is no longer hot but yeah. Do you like it?"

"Yes. When I was a little kid, my mom usually bought it for me when she went to the local market. Part of the childhood." You shrug.

"Do you want to visit my workplace?"

"Isn't this place?"

"I mean the kitchen." He laughs. "I barely stay in the main room. Come on, let me show you."

You follow him. The kitchen and the main room are just separated by a door and a small lobby. The kitchen, surprisingly, doesn't look like those kitchens you always see in the movie. It is much more interesting than that.

"You have a kitchen bar?"

"Surprise!" Jaehyun spreads his arms and turns around looking at you with a proud face. "This is where I spend most of time, so I don't want it just simply a kitchen. There is a storage room, and an office room over there for everyone to rest too."

"This is amazing. You are amazing Jaehyun."

You are busy scanning around, while Jaehyun's eyes are focusing on you. Your face fills with awe and he thinks that is really cute.

"Thank you! Oh my God I'm sorry, you must be hungry. I forgot that I should heat up the cake for you first."

"No need to rush, I'm good." You smile gently. "You must put a lot of effort into this. Your workspace is so cool."

"I don't think I can handle it all without the help from my family and my friends. I really appreciate their help. Happy to hear that you love it."

You sit down at one of the chairs in front of his kitchen bar. Looking at Jaehyun, who is heating up the cake, you finally understand why people say that hard-working men are attractive. You cannot stop yourself from smiling.

"You want to try something new?" He turns around. His dimple shows up and you feel your heart beating faster again.

"What new?"

"I will show you..." He nods his head at the ting sound of the microwave. "After we eat the tteok."

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"Y/N, have you ever wondered why I only have freshly baked Pain Au Chocolat on Wednesday and Sunday?" Jaehyun asks. He takes something out of the refrigerator.

"I know nothing about baking." You grin. "But I used to tell Jungwoo that I was actually satisfied with the fact that Jung Bakery doesn't provide it daily. Wednesday is the toughest day and Sunday is the rest day of the week for me. I need extra happiness on those days."

Jaehyun laughs. In front of you now is dough, and two bakery rollers.

"Good things take time." He smiles. "My teacher said Making croissants is a project. It needs time to rest, to develop all the layers. It doesn't mean we can't make it daily, there are lots of recipes that allow you to do that. But I strongly agree with you that we need extra happiness on Wednesday and Sunday, that's also a reason why I have more sweet treats on the menu those days. And 10% off on Monday." He winks.

You both share a look before laughing. "So, I didn't say nonsense things. What is the new thing that you ask me to try?"

"Do you want to make a pain au chocolat yourself?"

"Like how?"

"Here, let me show you."

You come and stand beside him. Even though this is not the first time you stand too close next to him, you still can't stop yourself from, firstly, distracting, and secondly, nervous. The height gap, his perfume, his face, everything about him makes your heart flutter.

"You should roll the dough like this until..." Jaehyun keeps talking but you can only catch some of the words. Sometimes you think you are lucky that he isn't your professor's TA or kind of like that because you will definitely become a nonprofessional person if you work with him.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah? Oh, I'm so sorry, I was spaced out a bit. Can you please repeat the move?"

Instead of explaining again, Jaehyun steps behind you and wraps his arms around you. You feel like your heart stops beating for 1 second. He is so close that you can even feel his hot breath on your skin.

He holds your hand and rolls the dough with you. "There."

The process is quite interesting, but you are too distracted by Jaehyun. You turn your head to look at him, but his face is now so close to you.

"Y/N." He calls your name again. His voice is so warm. His eyes are so beautiful. He looks beautiful.

You lean in and kiss him, a light kiss on his plump lips. You both looking at each other. Jaehyun doesn't look so surprised at your action. The next thing he does surprises you more. He wraps his hand around your waist, pulls you closer and kisses you back.

"I really like you Y/N." Jaehyun breaks out into a huge smile. "From the first time I saw you, I already wished that I had a chance to meet you again. I want to see you more; I want to be with you_"

You hug him. "Me too." You chuckle. "Things I love the most today is meeting you.”

“How would you feel about going out on a date with me tomorrow?” He asks, his eyes soften.

"I'd love to. You always know how to give me surprise Jaehyun.”

“I did?”

“Yes. What are we going to do tomorrow?”

“I’m thinking of Disney movie marathon but let save it for the weekend. Since you said I know how to give you surprises, it is a secret now.” He laughs.

“As long as there is you.” You smile.

[beevean]

Im also starting to like n!Trevor out of spite. He cant be compared to canon Trevor (he'd get kicked into the sunset) in any way but as his own character he is a decent dude with a tragic past. And both his "friends" and the narrative keep treating him like a joke and a punching bag even when he's demonstrating genuine camaraderie by letting them in his childhood home.

And i cant believe how trevorcard turned into the main ship of this sewer of a show. I want the games duo to be all lovely n affectionate w eachother while i want n!Trevor to punch n!Alucard's fangs in

And honestly im glad he got pushed to the side by the show i cant imagine what s3 would have done to him if the writers thought he was pretty enough for the sexual abuse treatment

No joke, I think N!Trevor is my second favorite character in the show, right behind Dracula. Third if I count N!Hector in S2 and S2 only. Definitely one of the few I don't despise.

Like. He's not great. He's a generic anti-hero down on his luck and with hehe funny alcoholism, and largely inferior to Trevor who despite popular conception has a solid character, strengths and weaknesses. But he's perfectly inoffensive? He has a decent character arc, a decent backstory that explains his flaws, good intentions, and the story doesn't need to tell you that he's good deep down despite his rough exterior: it is shown when at first he walks by a Speaker getting harassed, but then he reluctantly intervenes. I like how in the finale of S1 he directs the mob to defend themselves against night creatures, showing that, when push comes to shove, he's a great leader. I like how, while he's not an expert in magic like Sypha or intimately familiar with Dracula like Alucard, he's genuinely knowledgable about monster lore and proud of his heritage: he's so happy when he finds the Morning Star! Also yeah, lines like "I am Trevor Belmont, and dying has never frightened me" are pretty cool.

He's a cool guy! And the story just hates his guts for no reason??? I am appalled by the amounts of abuse this dude gets put through by his friend and girlfriend?? And then the story who just gets tired of him halfway through????

Trephacard as a ship makes zero sense to me. Trepha, I can kind of understand because, while she is an utter prick to Trevor in S1 and 2 (oh no she learned to swear thanks to him! this is the same girl who wanted to make him drink her piss because he was "rude"), at least the two genuinely bond more in S3 and 4, although in the most useless excuse of a subplot conceivable. But adding Alucard into the mix is like poisoning a well. He's unpleasant, I have really no other word for him. He's mean, cruel, dismissive, insulting, petty, disrespectful... to a guy that did nothing to deserve this constant barrage of insults, in fact Alucard should be more than grateful that this dude wants to help him in this emotionally devastating mission... and Sypha defends him because his Depression™ is worse than Trevor's Depression™.

"yeah you're sad but i can make fun of you and you react to me, yay! he's just a poor uwu baby who is too Sad to feel anything other than Sad, feel sorry for him" no, I don't think I will :)

Petition to save N!Trevor and N!Hector and put them in a story that actually treats them as characters and not as chew toys pls

[weird-dere-writes]

Okay but dere HOW DOES HE PROPOSE

Rings are gorgeous btw

(Rings referenced in this ask from this post)

It was a normal day, tbh. No fancy dinner, no pretty views, no bath with roses, no going out for a date or anything.

We had just gotten back from a fantastic week of traveling owo. All the views, wonderful food, and experiencing new things with him happened then :3. In fact, the whole trip was something he surprised me with!

On this day, we were resting to recoup. Absolutely chilling without much plans to go outside. We are just being cozy comfy and spending time doing mundane things. Watching TV, playing games, perhaps ordering in, wearing pajamas and all uwu.

I start binging a show I really like and he's watching with me. At some point Ichi gets eepy. Says he's gonna go take a nap in our room. He knows I'm really into this show now, so he tells me to keep watching and that he can always catch up later. I ask him if he's sure and he insists, so I do. I'm there for the next few hours watching while he sets his plan in motion in the bedroom.

After finishing the first season of this show, I'm getting up from the couch, stretching and going to the kitchen for a drink and to get out some condiments. I had ordered our dinner to be delivered a little while ago. And it should be here soon.

This is when Ichi calls me from our room. I call back and he says he needs me in there for a sec.

I open our door and peek in and don't see him, before fully coming in and looking around with a "where are you?"

And then my eyes fall on the bulletin board/calendar above our desk. Attached to it are a bunch of candid photos of me from our trip that I never even knew he took. They were all beautiful, and it had my heart swelling. There's a sticky note in the middle of them that reads "down here sunshine" (sunshine being his main pet name for me) with an arrow pointing down to the desk.

And following that arrow down I see an envelope with a pink wax seal of a cherry blossom. It's sitting between two (fake) water lillies, and there's a few chocolates strewn about.

Slowly I take the letter and open it, tears springing in my eyes already after the first few lines. By the end of the most heartfelt letter I had ever read, detailing everything he loved about me and how much I had changed his life, I was a sniffling wet cheeked mess.

I set the letter down and turn around to look for him, seeing him leaning against the doorway to our en suite bathroom (where he was hiding when I came in).

He smiles softly when he sees the way I look at him.

I can't help but ask in the tiniest voice if he really meant all that in the letter.

And his smile grows with a bit of a knowing chuckle as he makes his way toward me, telling me of course he does.

He comes and holds my hands and tells me I'm everything to him.

"And there's something else..."

He lets go and takes a step back before kneeling on one knee before my very eyes and I am releasing the sobs I was holding in as I read that letter with an "Oh my god."

He tells me he really is his happiest with me and that he couldn't imagine a life going forward without me before pulling out the black box and opening it to showcase this ring:

"Would you do me the honor of being my wife? Will you marry me?"

And of course I am absolutely saying yes with my whole DDD chest, snotty nosed and all lol.

He puts the ring on me then we are embracing.

And after I've calmed down a little and have gotten cleaned up, he also lets me know he ordered us dessert too, to celebrate. One of these strawberry pizzas (I've heard they're so good from a place nearby irl but haven't gotten a chance to try one yet rip).

Seeing it once it was delivered almost had me crying again <3333333

He is truly the best man, lover, fiancé, and hubby ever 🥺🩷🩷🩷🩷

And he showed me that again when we made love that night 🫶🏾.

Thank you for asking Kitten! Writing this made me so so so happy 🥹💜💜💜💜💜.

[yiptsu]

Hey, here's a chance for you to ramble ;)

About who because I have way too much to say all at once

Like for fucking starters the way the fandom took Dreamtale (which quite frankly didn't belong in the UnderTale Multiverse in the first place and I'm 90% sure Joku just wanted to insert her[?] OCs and story somewhere she[?] knew it would get attention) and turned it into something fantastic was absolutely incredible to watch pan out in real-time. Second of all there is nobody in this world who is more in love with Nightmare's design than I am at this point 'cuz there has not been a single day in the last five years I have not thought about him (/srs) good LORD there is way too much to talk about there and I promised someone I wouldn't be un-sfw on here just know I'm on my knees barking for him begging him for a chance a SINGLE chance and that I would pay for.. certain artwork.. of him if given that opportunity..

Anyway I think the fandom's version of Dreamtale both ruins and improves the overall story because quite frankly I have never been happy with how Passive!Nightmare straightup dies but maybe that's just the angst brain y'know I think that Nightmare living but holding a deep hatred and/or jealousy for Dream would have been a better route there but also I understand that the AU doesn't only revolve around them and has to involve other characters and having Passive die is probably one of the easiest ways of doing that. But also if Nightmare killed his own mom how much extra angst potential would there be, right? 'Cuz then we'd also get angst with Dream trying to move on from it and forgive him and that is a whole other topic and I'm tryna stay on track here.

Speaking of Dream I personally think that the way the fandom used to (and still does sometimes) treat him was foul.. absolutely slanderous. UwU little soft boi Dream.. bleh. I think I could understand that take on Dream if it was when he was younger or had just directly come out of statue form but the people who used to write him as just some guy who lived solely to fix his brother and not think about anything else was certainly something. I mean I think you could technically write a perspective like that but it would take such a large amount of effort to fit properly within literally any sort of canon that it just wouldn't be worth it at all unless you're really that dedicated to it. Anyway, I think I'm just glad that the fandom has largely moved past the entire pathetically weak Dream saga that happened. I really fucking love Dream who is still grieving over the loss of his brother but can also accept that he's gone and is focusing on saving the Multiverse instead of trying to get his brother back at any cost I'm so in love with that version of Dream but nobody writes him like that on Wattpad so whenever I'm reading a fic about him it's HORRIBLE.

Y'know what I'm taking the chance to talk about how I don't think there's enough religious content surrounding Dream and Nightmare because I'd like to remind everyone that they are Guardians, which is pretty similar to Gods depending on who you ask. You CANNOT tell me that, whilst Nightmare is out causing havoc and spreading negativity to the AUs and such, not a SINGLE person would start thinking of him as a deity-like figure. Take it a step further and have them praying to him and giving him offerings like that is a banger concept if done correctly.

Take it ANOTHER step further and have it be done with Dream. Sure Nightmare's the Guardian of Negativity so not many people are likely to support him and such but Dream is the Guardian of Positivity, people would 100% worship him. There are so many things you could do with this concept, have him running around trying to keep his supporters happy whilst also protecting the Multiverse from Nightmare, have him be overwhelmed have him be fearful of the way people view him because it reminds him of the times before the Apple Incident oh my God please can someone do anything with this concept

Also side note I am in love with the bad sanses poly ship like that's also something not explored enough within fics I'll get around to writing something about it eventually but LORD the things I would do to read a 150k word fic about their adventures and their love for each other and their arguments and their miscommunications and their flaws and how they love each other's flaws and how they accept each other for who they are without having to drastically change anything about themselves and how they've finally found comfort in other people like them and how they never thought they would so they're super happy and AAAAAAAAAA dude. The things I'd do to read something like that.

Also. Listen to me. Error. I don't think I have to say much else because the large majority of people are already agreeing just based on Error alone but.. Error.

I am a VERY big fan of how his redesign is VERY similar to Geno's design except in negative form with some slight variations and I don't know if anything I'm about to talk about was on purpose or not but we're going into it anyway. First of all I love the idea of a Sans somehow glitching his way practically out of existence and becoming a fucked up piece of code like Error, but God the way his design looks will never get old to me. Never. The way he's all black because it's the negative of white and y'know in computer viruses and crashes they usually portray it as turning into negative colours when something has gone wrong BUT the way that Error's design only uses the primary colours (red, yellow, blue) WOOF that gets me GOINNNNNGGG like YES we've gone back to the basics no more complex colours no more special little colour palettes nothing like that he is basic and he is simple. He is UNPREDICTABLE like a virus he does not have any set opinions or personality traits at least not set in stone he is unhinged he has nothing to properly define him other than the term 'manbaby' and it is SO good because he isn't Sans he isn't even considered one or at least he shouldn't be because yes technically he is one if you look into it even the slightest but he has basically zero similarities because his personality is negative his personality is flipped his personality is FUCKED everything about him is FUCKED and he is INSANE. He is not patient like Sans he is not mysterious like Sans he is not harmless unless heavily, heavily aggravated like Sans he is the opposite he is a FOOL. A JESTER. Can someone draw him in a jester's outfit I think that would be funny anyway I love him he's my little meow meow my little guy my little non-friendly pal ALSO his fucking birthday is a 404 joke and his strings are a joke too for strings of code and it took me FOUR YEARS to figure that out because I'm a dummy but once it clicked?? Wowza it was like a new world opened because I could actually finally understand what his strings were all about.

I don't really have much to say about Killer if I'm being honest with you.. I'm just obsessed with him because he's a crazy extrovert who stabs people to death and also his design fucks hard though I do somehow keep forgetting his Soul whenever I draw him.. which isn't often I really need to start drawing him more he's SO fun his little drippy eye sockets are SO much fun to draw I cannot lie to you guys I would most definitely do a full piece of art of him if it meant I got to draw his eyes.

Fuck it I think Killer and Nightmare's possible relationship dynamics go CRAZY and I will need there to be more content of them. It does not matter if it's ship or not I just need them being them. I need Killer annoying Nightmare but Nightmare putting up with it because he finds it really cute how Killer likes being near him even if it's only to annoy him. I need Killer being patient and listening to Nightmare struggling to explain his own emotions (I also need Nightmare who can process everyone else's emotions besides his own) and Nightmare being so so grateful that he can confide in Killer about it. I need Killer following Nightmare's every word and demand because he wants to please him and when Nightmare compliments him it's all worth it. I need awkward Nightmare and Killer where Killer keeps trying to befriend Nightmare but Nightmare can't figure out what he's trying to do so he's just like "???" until Killer has to outright ask him to be friends. I need not awkward Killer and Nightmare where Nightmare knows full well that Killer wants to be friends but he is afraid of what would happen and he's afraid of putting their team in danger because what if he says something bad and Killer decides to leave ?? What would happen to the rest of his team then ??

I need Nightmare and Killer content where Nightmare is willing to take the risk of befriending him if it means being closer with him. And then I need Nightmare and Killer content which evolves into Killermare content which then evolves into bad sans poly.

I need Nightmare and Killer. Just in general now I just need them no further context.

WHEW the things I could say about Blueberror.. man I only started getting into him like a week ago because of a Wattpad request but I completely forgot how in love with his design I am. I can't really comment on it the same way as Error because, well, nothing tops Error but his design is so so so fun I love it I love how he still resembles his old self I love how not much changed other than he, again, became a sort of negative-like version of himself. I fucking love the stars on his face too I think face markings have gotta be the best thing to ever happen with OC creation in general things just feel incomplete if they don't have something there to draw on their faces

Wait is that the link? Is that what I've been missing???? Blueberror has stars Error has lines, Killer has his drippy eyesockets and Nightmare has his one singular covered drippy eyesocket oh fuck they all have some sort of identifiable feature on their faces God damn it

[taniavttv]

Date with Rengoku

Author note: Wasn’t requested I had ideas to write this because I love Rengoku and so do we all. Send request I would be happy to do some 😊

Additional note: There is a little slightly Nsfw (I’m trying my best to write it But still working better on my writing but enjoy 😊) I’m on fall break so send request to write I’ll be glad to do some. 💖🌸😊

Dialogue:

Red: Rengoku

Purple: Y/N (you)

🔥You both had the day off after a long mission and Rengoku wanted to take you on a date to surprise you

🔥He picks out your outfit and tells you to look pretty today (Cuz he wants to surprise you) UwU

🔥He loves the beautiful (F/C) outfit he chose for you

🔥He loves to Hold your hand to go on a calm walk and it’s so beautiful and calm the walk is the beautiful birds chirping and the blossom flowers petals blowing

🔥He closes your eyes with his hands as he guides you to the date spot. He loves hearing you giggle while you were excited

🔥 Once you arrived at the spot you were surprised everything was perfect and beautiful.

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“Kyo this is amazing and it’s beautiful” Y/N said as Kyojuro hugged her from behind her waist. I’m glad you love it my love I made this all special for you” Kyojuro said as he turned Y/N around so he could see her beautiful face.

“I love you my flame” Kyojuro said “I love you too Kyo” Y/N said as Kyojuro pressed his lips to Y/N lips and the two kissed passionately.

“Shall we eat my love?” Kyojuro said just as they began to sit down. “Of course Kyo” Y/N said as they opened the neat bento boxes. “This is so perfect Kyo I love it” Y/N said as she was getting her chopsticks ready. “Let me feed you the first bite my love” Kyojuro said as he picked some of the food with the chopsticks. “Ohhh your so sweet Kyo” Y/N giggled as she blushed. “Aww I love it when you blush” Kyojuro said and booped her nose.

“Say Ah” Kyojuro said as Y/N opened her mouth and began to eat the food. Her eyes rose and with that “Tasty” Y/N said as Kyojuro was happy and did his hearty laugh. “Hahaha You remembered to say Tasty my love” Kyojuro said and pulled Y/N to his lips and kissed her. “I’m so proud of you ohh you make the happiest Y/N” Kyojuro said. “I love you Kyo” Y/N said “Oh Sunflower I love you as well My Y/N” He replied.

They continued to eat and once they were done they enjoyed the beautiful evening. “It’s so beautiful under this blossom tree Kyo” Y/N said “You know what it reminds me of?” He asked. “What does it remind you of?” Y/N responded as she look at him. “It reminds of the day I confessed my love to you” Kyojuro said as he took Y/N hands and rubbed them. “I always wonder how am I so lucky to have you as my lover?” He said “And how am I so lucky to have as well Kyo” Y/N said.

Kyojuro kissed both of her hands and looked at her. “I’m just happy that your everything to me” Kyojuro said. “These beautiful hands” Kyojuro said as he kissed your hands again. “Your cute face I love sunflower” Kyojuro said and he started to kiss your face. As he kissed your face, you giggled, He kissed your cheeks, nose, forehead, and then your neck. “Ohh Kyo” Y/N moaned as she felt Kyojuro kiss her sweet spot on her neck.

“There I always love to see that” Rengoku said as he kissed the spot, ran his tongue around it to soothe it, and ran his fingers through the hickey he made. “Kyo really…… I’m glad no one was here to see that You know we could have done that somewhere else” Y/N said and blushed. “I know my flame but I couldn’t resist. You are so beautiful” Kyojuro said. “Awww your so sweet Kyo” Y/N said as she rested her head on his shoulder just as Kyojuro wrapped his hands on her waist to hug her close to him.

The blossom petals began to bloom and flutter as they blew in Kyojuro and Y/N direction. Some petals landed on Kyojuro and Y/N hair. Y/N giggled at how Kyojuro hair was covered with the pink petals. “You look so beautiful with the petals Kyo” Y/N said and giggled. (You know that scene of Tengen and Hina with the petals yeh let’s do it with Kyo and Y/N)

Kyojuro smiled and took one of the petals from her hair. Y/N looked at him “Oh you didn’t have to do that Kyo” Y/N said as she touched her hair. “Why my love you look so adorable still” Kyojuro said. Y/N took a petal from Kyojuro hair as well and ruffled his hair. “Oh my flame you didn’t have to do that too” Kyojuro said as he felt Y/N carress his cheek and she kissed it.

“Can I have that petal Kyo?” Y/N asked “Why my love there are many petals around here” Kyo said. “I want that one it’s special to me” Y/N said “Can I also have that petal too my love” Kyojuro asked . “Of course Kyo” Y/N said as she held her hands out and received the petal. And Kyojuro did the same and received his.

“Thank you Kyo I love you so much” Y/N said as she put her hands to her chest. “Thank you I love you as well my love” Kyojuro said as he did the same. “Oh My love I have one more surprise for you” Kyojuro said. “Oh please show me” Y/N said excitedly. “Ok my love but first close your eyes” Kyojuro said as Y/N closed her eyes. Kyojuro got out a small box and put it on Y/N hands. “Open your eyes my love and see what it is” Kyojuro said and Y/N opened her eyes and began to unwrap the small box.

“Oh Kyo it’s so beautiful” Y/N said as she saw it was a beautiful gold heart pendant that said I love you. “I’m glad you love it my dear” Kyojuro said. “Please put it on me” Y/N said as Kyojuro smiled at her and put her on the pendant. “This is to show how much I love you my precious flame” Kyojuro said as he finally put the pendant on her and placed a kiss on her neck and shoulder. “I love everything you do for me Kyo this date is the best you did” Y/N said and kissed Kyojuro passionately while kissing her Kyojuro carefully slipped his tongue into her mouth and had a small make out session. “Kyo I love you so much” Y/N said as they looked at each other as they enjoyed that makeout session. “I love you too my flame” He said.

“Why don’t we go home my dear it’s about to get night here I want to give you more kisses too” Kyojuro added and Y/N giggled and agreed. They got up and began to clean up the picnic stuff and began to walk home. Once they got to their estate. “I love you so much Y/N” Kyojuro said “ I love you too Kyo ” Y/N said as Kyojuro kissed her passionately. Then Kyojuro picked up Y/N in bridal style. “Cmon let’s go to our room my love I’d be happy to show you how much I love you” Kyojuro said as he and Y/N got to their room.

Once laid in bed he got on top of her and began to kiss her neck. “Ohh Kyo” Y/N moaned as Kyojuro kissed her neck and felt his member against her crotch. “ I love you my flame” Kyojuro said as he continued “Mmm…Oh Kyo I love you too” Y/N moaned as he and Y/N were prepared to do something magical in the beautiful night.