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kayyqua · 10 months

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I can’t breathe normal I can’t swallow normal I can’t let my phlegm do it’s thing I’m fixated I do this thing where I’m checking over these 3 things on a continued cycle day in and out and in and out and in and out and I can’t breathe I can’t think I can’t swallow my phlegm production is too little or too much or too thick or too thin and nothing is right and everything hurts and makes me panic and I’m just

I have no life outside this

#I was stuck at the house for 8 years bc my ocd around these things was so bad I got super bad agoraphobia #bc the wind is a contribution to how your phlegm acts (thick or thin or dry or wet mouth) and it fucked me over #I couldn’t go out for 8 year #s #8 years bro #8 whole years wasted #I was being beaten up by both younger and older siblings and parents and I was getting mocked and I #I was being mocked left and right #oh 25 years old and can’t work and can’t leave the house and in a constant panic like a lil bitch #idk how to live lol #I had a panic attack 2 days ago and I’m still struggling and trying to cope #I haven’t gone out since #I texted and emailed these helplines (not willing to call bc I have dickhead demons for family and they will attack me or say stupid shit I #don’t care to hear)#and today I finally find what my issue is #I overfixate on my bodily functions #to a point where I can’t leave the fkn house in fear of my throat bleeding from how raw I am making it by trying to bring up phlegm and clea #clear my throat #persistently again and again and again #ocd #I hate and lament ever having been born if this was just what I was meant to live with #I wish god would end my life here or just do me a solid and remove all traces of fear from me #I’m tired #I just want an easy solution I’m not interested in living like this I can’t k myself tho unfortunately #anyways

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the-data-files · 3 months

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DS9 episode in which Bashir and Garak get a good old switcheroo plot

#ds9 #star trek #garashir #my art #sketches #elim garak #julian bashir #*sorts my papers and clears my throat* human!Garak would be short and fat and have a big nose

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oikvw · 7 months

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heir of grief

#homestuck #hom3stuck #dirk strider #dave strider #striders #homestuck fanart #my art #(clears my throat) hello welcome to my analysis of my own art #the two capes flow into an S shape (for strider..)#as well as the crows+gulls for a mirrored S #the unbreakable katana has a crack in the middle if u look closely #circle in the bg is the beat mesa & the scratch connects thru the sword visually to cut across dirk #(shuffles off stage)#print available btw link in bio :3

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m-ayo-o · 5 months

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Toji Fushiguro hears you scream for the first time when he fucks you doggy over the counter

"girl, you sound so stupid," he lets off a dry laugh and pounds you harder, finding it all very amusing, how you're crying and whimpering so loudly from this

"this how you sound with every guy?"

you shake your head, earning more husky laughter when you keep moaning

"fuck's sake, just shut up and take it you dumb whore"

he rolls his eyes and covers your mouth, sinking his fingers down your throat when you can't obey him

"better"

#until you bite him #he pulls them out and grabs your throat #so you can barely breathe #let alone make a sound #tw: choking #tw: degradation #tw: sex #18+ post #jujutsu kaisen #jjk x reader #jujutsu kaisen smut #jjk smut #female reader #18+ content #toji fushiguro #toji imagine #toji x reader #help me clear my drafts #jjk thoughts 💬

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cascade05 · 10 months

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Could you imagine if Bakugo Katsuki—little needy stinky boi that he is—was too shy to tell you how he really feels but he couldn’t STAND the idea of being a COWARD so he decides to confess to you in a different language. (I was thinking French cause he hears Aoyama speaking it and he’s all like “Yeah, I can speak croissant, whatever” but you think what you’d like.)

He confesses to you in this language, right, and it’s not just a simple ily or whatever, it’s this super cute super poetic confession he’s been working on for WEEKS! It would be a crime not to hear it, honestly, it’s so out of character and so soft and thoughtful—He says it to your back, mumbling it under his breath like an insult and you FREEZE because, unbeknownst to him, you speak this language and, unbeknownst to him, you also have a raging crush on his fine ass. So, unexpectedly for him, you mumble a response back—a cute little response to his poem and you do it in the language he’s speaking. He isn’t sure what you said, but he recognizes a few words so he KNOWS it was the same language he just spoke and—shjeiehdhrieeimxl! Please he’s be so blushy and embarrassed and so freaking cute!

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kitten4sannie · 23 days

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someone please sedate me

#lyss.txt #jung wooyoung #and #choi san #should be held responsible for my descent into madness <3 #and am i crazy or is that san’s arm in the first pic????#anyways *clears throat*#no lube no protection all night all day from the kitchen floor to the toilet seat from the bathroom sink to the shower #from the front porch to the balcony vertically horizontally quadratic exponential logarithmic while i gasp for air scream and see the light #missionary cowgirl reverse cowgirl doggy backwards upside dow-#*gunshot*#i love queue ☆〜（ゝ。∂）

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rayroseu · 10 months

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lilia and bloodshed is really good

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skeletoninthemelonland · 1 year

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Who is your favorite out of all the Bonnie's? Mine are Toy and withered :)

oh... i'm not sure...

og bonnie, probably.

#*CLEARS THROAT*#is this guy even considered a bonnie??#i mean its not like theres a species called 'springtrap' out there right #...#oh well #my art #inbox #springtrap

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lokiusly · 7 months

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Loki Cinematographer, Issac Bauman, talking about the lighting in s2 and Loki’s perspective, specifically this interesting tidbit…

#I LIVE IN THAT THROAT CLEARING THAT AHEM IS MY HOME ITS MY SAFE SPACE #lokius #mobius #loki season 2 #loki show #loki x mobius #loki spoilers #mcu loki #mobius m mobius #loki laufeyson #loki

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raticalshoez · 7 months

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SECRET LIFE SPOILERS!!!

Some Secret Life traditional sketches of Session 6! My digital art was looking doodoo so I tried to fight artblock by going back to paper. MY CAMERA SUCKS THOUGH. Maybe I'll transfer to digital someday.

Edit: FUCK. I FORGOT JOEL HAS THE LIFE MERCH ON THIS SEASON.

Close-ups under cut!:

#trafficblr #secret life smp #ethoslab #smallishbeans #solidaritygaming #grian #ldshadowlady #inthelittlewood #zombiecleo #uhhhh some notes to make my designs make a little sense #joel's a firefly! also known as a lightning bug uh cause yknow....lightning! Joel Empires 2 reference!!!#etho has antlers because he and gem were just so sibling coded I couldn't resist #maybe one day i'll post a full line up of designs #still not over that joel and martyn scene btw. it haunts me for days....(it has only been roughly two days)#what is up with joel and martyn?#from: “get away from me you psycho!” and “you better clear your throat before i clear your clock!”#to: “somebody tell martyn to hide!” and “martyn- stay away martyn! we can't lose another person!”#insanity.

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blushouyo · 1 year

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There's pain sensation in VR, and even a sense of reality and urgency. The only difference is that it isn't actually happening.

#metal gear #metal gear solid #mgs #mgs2 #raiden #my art #HAPPY APRIL 30THHHHHHH #RAIDEN MY BELOVED IM SO SORRY U WENT THRU THAT #*clears throat* anyways...#not entirely happy w the gif #esp because of the compression that i had to put it through #but the image in my head had a glitch effect #so i had to try lol #anything for u raiden *smooch*

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astro-nautics · 1 year

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reading Sword of Destiny & i have feelings about that one confrontation between istredd and geralt. so i ended up doodling a little gerlion comic to give the witcher some comfort after that whole ordeal

bonus doodle under the cut!

#if witcher's feelings aren't real and simply just memories then how come geralt /loves/ his bff huh? check and mate #also not posting this on my art blog bc its just a very rough little comic idea #the witcher #gerlion #the witcher books #geralt of rivia #dandelion #istredd saying those dehumanizing things about geralt & then geralt repeating them later while talking with yen like he internalized them #ouch. oof. my heart #there were so many sad sentences in that chapter #''he...'' the witcher cleared his throat ''he calls you yenna.'' will live in my mind rent free now thank you #joon reads the witcher #my art

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itsbrucey · 5 months

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Has anybody done a DnDads actor au bc I mean ...it's not only a fandom staple. But you literally have A CAST MADE!!! OF FILM PEOPLE!! GUUUUUUYYSSSSSSS LIIIISSSTEEENNNNN

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #AND YEAH IM TAGGING THIS. IM FUCKING COOKING!!#Like its tbe Dnads characters and then like the IRL Cast being.....the writers. THATS SO FUCKING SILLY??????#also this is my excuse for Willy to actually be a normal guy who has to clear his throat so much after shouting #BEHIND THE SCENES STUFF WHERE YOU GET TO SEE JODIE HAVE DEMON MAKEUP PUT ON??#a bunch of paeden actors bc of child labor laws. like 4 of him just running around #guys please im going through it.#The Glenn hiccup scene being a blooper turned real scene IM..INNNNNN TEAAARSSSSSS PLLEASE PLLLLLEEAAAASSSEEEEE #bruceys au stuff

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moonchild-in-blue · 4 months

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You know what? I really wanna eat a sandwich with Vessel. We don't even have to talk or anything like.

I just want to sit at a table across him, get a few Capri Suns, a bag of crisps torn open between us, a nice sandwich each, and just eat in silence.

🧃😐🥪 🍟 🧃😐🥪 <- like this

#i want it to be almost uncomfortable but never reaching that point #i want us both to just munch on bread like 😐🥪 😐🥪#and we're both sharing the same crisps. and maybe we reach out for the same potato but there's an awkward “you go” pause #our fingers barely touch. it's not romantic or anything it's just 😐😬#and maybe I'll accidentally choke on a piece of chicken and he pauses. half-eaten sandwich in hand. completely silent #watching me cough and waiting to see if i need help or not. but then i sip on my capri sun and i'm 😐👍 and he's 😐👍#and we both continue to eat in silence #he's fully masked of course #maybe he'll occasionally cough very lightly to clear his throat. or do a “mhm” sound to indicate the food is good #and that's it. that's all i want #is that too much to ask? i don't think so #(listen i love sandwiches okay? they're one of my favourite things in the whole world i could live off sandwiches if i could)#sleep token

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foldingfittedsheets · 1 month

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I enjoy my mother in law but I keep being left alone with her and we have nothing in common and she keeps commenting on her allergies and the amount of mucus she’s producing and I have to insistently be like, “You have to stop, I will vomit.”

#ramblies #it’s been three or four times now #and her throat clearing has had me dry heaving about that many #childhood trauma nuked my ability to handle those sounds and this topic dear god

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litrallytyrus · 10 months

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their dynamic (homosexual relationship) means everything 2 me

#can we talk about them forever please .?? 😇#bc they’ve been in love since the amsterdam episode and barely anybody talks about it ….#luckily i am brave and courageous and i will carry the burden of being the one to shove them down everybody’s throats : )#teehee fr tho #how many times do i have to say they’re in love before the producers of ted lasso get on here and tell me i’m RIGHT!#this was fun to make i should do it again #i love scrolling thru insta and seeing a picture that makes me think of them it’s so FUN!!!#sorry to my followers who don’t care about them . You will .#jan maas #richard montlaur #janchard #jan x richard #ted lasso #also is the last picture clear or am i overthinking it …#it had the caption ‘me and my bf were fighting’ or something but i got rid of it to fit the text message aesthetic #whatever YKU GET IT!!!

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