It's mostly the fault of poor editorial practices that B&R is so heavily misaligned continuity-wise w/ the main batman book. But walk with me for a minute:
You are Damian Wayne. You are 14 years old and have had one of the worst years of your life last year. Which is saying a lot.
Your brother, one of the people you were closest to, got shot in the head and forgot who you were. Your best friend went to space for a week and came back 3/4 years older than you, taking away your previously established dynamic and leaving you to have to bond all over again w/ a new one. You may or may not have gone wayyy too far with your new superhero team, who now all hate you, because you fucked up big time*
And worst of all, when you do try to do the right thing, you end up forced to watch Alfred, a father figure to you, the only one at your birthday that year, the person who has been so patient, loving and trusting with you, even when you probably didnt deserve it...die. you watch him die, and feel it's all your fault.
And your dad never corrects you on that last point. So you run away.
First to your mom who can tell something's up with you, she knows you don't give up that easy, you decide not to stay with her because you remembered how actually, neither of your parents are good at communicating with you despite their best efforts, so now you're 14 and flying solo.
And you do fly solo. For a while. Make new friends, new enemies. You think you're better off for it. You've got your best friend and your brother back. They're not around as much. It's fine.
And eventually your dad tells you that it's not your fault that Alfred died. Bit late but it's appreciated. Really. There's a bit of a hiccup where you get possessed by a demon and wage war against your father but after that, all in all, you two are...together again.
You start to think maybe you want to give him another chance, for the two of you to be father and son.
And in a change of pace, it works out! It's going good, mostly. He insists you go to highschool, you resist, feel like he wants you to be something that you're not (wants you to be normal), but eventually you acquiesce for your own reasons. He cheers you on at soccer and nosies around at your fundraising events with the other parents and gives you a stern talking to about your choice of girlfriend. Because he cares.
Except all the while this is going on, your dad is currently having his brain slowly taken over by an evil version of himself that he created and every time you look away he's slowly tearing your family apart (your brothers are just barely keeping it together. The ones who didn't get lobotmized that is Jesus Christ). You keep taking his side in these conflicts, for whatever reason. Maybe because he promised it would be different this time, and it isn't** and you're going to stick with him until he keeps his word for once.
But at the end of the day?
It's like your brother says. You're not the one who saves him. Broadly speaking, you've made things worse and needed others to come save you. And what else is Robin really for? You thought it was about redemption and teamwork but guess you're wrong. It's about saving your self destructive, apparently two-faced and erratic father. And you can't even do that right.
* TT (2016) by Adam Glass is a racist ooc mess, but unfortunately it's still canon so I'm referencing here, though like a lot of works authors clearly wish weren't canon but are, it's been subsequently glossed over. Win? Maybe? Or not?
** again Zdarky's characterization of Damian is so outdated as to be ooc, and considering the way he constantly and explicitly uses it to illustrate Tim's strengths as robin, I'd argue there's. Also implications there. But the batshit insanity of the main batbook compared to B&R rn is crucial for this post, so I'm attempting to justify it. This time..
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City streets rapidly claimed,
An intersection moved in upon by rebels,
Guns and dogs and trucks,
As I am in the middle of crossing the street.
Grabbed, dragged, abducted.
A warehouse filled with girls,
Taken. Same as me.
These are trials, competition,
Impress the boss, their leader,
You will survive.
But what am I if not a caretaker?
Time's up and I've helped everyone else
Except myself.
And as the guards come round
To make their judgment,
The panic of being a disappointment,
Of not being perfect,
Has me collapse.
A man straddles me
As I am hyperventilating,
Shoves two fingers under my ribs,
Demanding I focus, sharp pain.
In and out, too bright,
Somehow too dark.
I lock eyes with two girls up high,
Attempting to escape through a vent.
And what good am I if not to protect?
What more can I do as diversion, distraction,
But stop breathing all together.
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The Beach Conservationist Family Photo
Clean up Sulani ✅️
Marry somebody with the “Child of the Islands” or “Child of the Ocean” trait ✅️
Have you and your spouse do different branches of the career ✅️
Collect all seashells/buried treasure ❎️
Befriend a dolphin ✅️
Watch the turtles hatch ❎️
Invite your neighbors once a week to have a kava party - get a gold rating! Or attend the neighbourhood bbq/host your own ✅️
Have a club where you meditate or do yoga weekly ✅️
Make “Volcanic Activity” a trait for your home lot ✅️
Have one of your sims in the household complete the Bodybuilder aspiration ✅️
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Ask Game - Name a character
1. Who you want to go on a walk with
2. Who you want to go to karaoke with
3. Whose cooking you want to try
4. Whose style is similar to your own
5. Who you want to work with
6. Who you would be best friends with
7. Who you relate to
8. Who you want to go out dancing with
9. Who you would take to a Ren Faire
10. Who you want to grab by the shoulders and shake
11. Who would be fun to go to a museum with
12. Who you could beat at bowling
13. To throw you a birthday party
14. To arrange you a large bouquet of flowers
15. To go out to drinks with
16. To tuck into bed. They need a nap
17. Who would be fun to go on a road trip with
18. Who you think of when you hear your favorite song
19. To go sailing with
20. To play board games with
21. To sing you a song
22. To give a puppy
23. To stranded on a desert island with
24. To get arrested with (bonus points for what crime it is that gets you arrested)
25. To stay up all night with
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