#deep thougts

[newsthatmakesyougommm]

She is the moment

[raevens-hearth]

I have been trying to write and I figure writing for me is not something I force upon myself, writing for me is not an obligation, writing for me is something I love to do, a burst of ideas one day and speed notes of the thousand beaming words coming out of my brain, its an inspiration of timeless experiences in life, and I don't want ever to force what I love just so I could post something, I want my piece to be momentous.

[my-elegies]

I'm looking around trying to memories everything. Rain drops on the street. The cold takeaway cup in my hand, the caramel coffee taste on my tongue. The green taxi, the red meter light, the droplets of water against the window. I wanna remember these, I say to myself. But that's not true. I'm trying to focus on every minor details just so my mind can forget that around me there's no trace of you. Still I'm sure years after when I look back at the day i turned two decade old, I'll remember nothing but your absence.

-01/04/2024

[mxxnlightsblog]

I hope you are blessed with a heart like a wildflower. Strong enough to rise again after being trampled upon, tough enough to weather the worst of the summer storms, and able to grow and flourish even in the most broken places.

– Nikita Gill

[nyx-twix713]

is it just me that ever since you were young you were praised for being quiet and independent but now that you’re older you’re expected to socialize and understand how to interact with people that only tolerated you when you were invisible?

[marauderswolf22]

In honour of suicide prevention month im gonna just say that (i know that we don't know each other but listen lovie!) you are worhty, you are enough, you deserve life, food, happines, love and peace in your mind. Think about all those things that maybe are small, but you would surely miss. Your favorite drink, this one employee that's always nice and helpfull, your favorite weather type, season, piece of clothing, animal. The only thing you don't deserve is to feel that way, to have this chapter. Just imagine the world without all those snow flakes on your eyes wherever you look, this "never ending" headeache and the emtpiness. Help is there and it doesn't have to be that way.

Check your loved ones too, just in case they're going through some hard times.

[legylou]

regarding my thoughts on Peter Platter.. (vent)

for those who don't understand:

my obsession with Peter isn't "psycho", "unhealthy" or "insane" like you may believe it is. it's actually a mix between a joke and some idea for a couple of ocs i have as my obsession is actually platonic, healthy and decent cuz i would never actually "force" him 2 notice me or anything along those lines. i'm actually a sweet person with thoughts and feelings who wants to be treated fairly and i've been misunderstood by people multiple times :-:

so anyone who looks at my fascintation with Peter Platter as something strange, degenerate or "cringe", please stop. it hurts my feelings and i am not some weirdo with the mentality of an insane fangirl..

(note: character/media/franchise/etc. mentioned not mine!!)

[fictionalcraze]

"Where are all the heros gone? " Are there no more heros left in this world? Maybe that's why I search for them in the fictional world... When you didn't have a hero protecting you when you needed someone to save you, then why do you still keep searching for a hero???

[raeraeray-blog]

[martinebirgitte]

Why do people say “don’t worry, it was just a dream”? Such a degrading word for what I’ve experienced in another plane… I was there as my emotions crumbled: I screamed but no one listened, I held you in my arms as you took your last breath, I felt a knife to my heart, I bled out, dying, all the same, even in a dream.

I will wake up carry scars and emotional damage that no one understands. I cannot find comfort waking up as if nothing happened. Because to me, it did. “Don’t worry, it was just a dream.”

[newsthatmakesyougommm]

Happy Halloween (Taylor's version)

[raevens-hearth]

With all that I am, all that I ever was, are you willingly going to take me as yours?

[nightstorys]

I wish I wouldn’t care this much, cause I care too much

[chaoticbutstilltrying]

Tears don't fall in space,

Where darkness has no trace,

Where stars shine bright and free,

And there's no place for misery.

In the vacuum of the void,

All emotions are destroyed,

No sound can be heard,

No tear can be stirred.

Infinite silence reigns,

As comets dance their refrains,

And planets orbit in rhyme,

A perfect cosmic time.

So if ever you feel blue,

Just look up there, it's true,

Tears don't fall in space,

Only beauty and grace.

[princess-persevere]

Dandelions

I wish it wasn’t like this

I wish things were the way we pretend

I wish you could hear me

I wish you could see me

I wish you were happy

I wish I didn’t have to wish for these things

I wish I had more dandelions

[rayisthehoe]

That feeling where your heart is being ripped out of your chest because of how fast it's beating, the lump in your throat you desperately tried to swallow. The constant need to keep moving some part of your body, shaking legs, tapping fingers. The walls that keep on closing till you are suffocating. yeah that sucks.