#deep thougts

[newsthatmakesyougommm]

She is the moment

[ahl-e-dil]

[violaroseshade]

//I don't miss you, I miss the way darkness felt so safe when you were here//

Quote by : @violaroseshade

[inamoratasonata]

The hardest thing to do is forgetting someone who used to be your whole world.

[raevens-hearth]

Most of the time, my sisters and I talk about how I will manage to get a guy in my life.

Once, she told me that bothers me a lot. One of the ways to get a man is to let them sexualize you because she said that most of them are perverted; you just need to choose who you'll let sexualize you, which I find disturbing. The fact that I have to adjust and comprehend that thought or ideology is like losing my sanity.

Yes, I do like men, but the idea that I have to let them sexualize me for them to like me is beyond comprehension. I couldn't fathom that, I cannot accept that.

I loathed that they would only like me because I have boobs or asses, How big it is or perky; it made me doubt their whole confession of likeness towards me. Yes, there's a physical attraction, but to sexualize it? That is called lust.

And lust and love are two different things, I do not want to be lusted over, I want to be loved, and I want love, moreover. Even though it's gonna take me years to find a person like that, I still will. To be lusted over is never on my list, not even attempted to be written on. Yes, I have urges to be felt, but I can't put it into someone I like unless it's consented to or mutual feelings. I cannot sexualize the person I love; I just can't.

To be lusted as the reason to be liked or loved by someone is devastation to me or a warcry to my decency and intolerable to my heart.

[my-elegies]

I'm looking around trying to memories everything. Rain drops on the street. The cold takeaway cup in my hand, the caramel coffee taste on my tongue. The green taxi, the red meter light, the droplets of water against the window. I wanna remember these, I say to myself. But that's not true. I'm trying to focus on every minor details just so my mind can forget that around me there's no trace of you. Still I'm sure years after when I look back at the day i turned two decade old, I'll remember nothing but your absence.

-01/04/2024

[foreverlovethatlasts]

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[fictionalcraze]

"Where are all the heros gone? " Are there no more heros left in this world? Maybe that's why I search for them in the fictional world... When you didn't have a hero protecting you when you needed someone to save you, then why do you still keep searching for a hero???

[raeraeray-blog]

[martiemagic]

Why do people say “don’t worry, it was just a dream”? Such a degrading word for what I’ve experienced in another plane… I was there as my emotions crumbled: I screamed but no one listened, I held you in my arms as you took your last breath, I felt a knife to my heart, I bled out, dying, all the same, even in a dream.

I will wake up carry scars and emotional damage that no one understands. I cannot find comfort waking up as if nothing happened. Because to me, it did. “Don’t worry, it was just a dream.”

[newsthatmakesyougommm]

Happy Halloween (Taylor's version)

[ahl-e-dil]

[regenbogenglitzerscheisse]

Gibt es dich noch?

Klar. Direkt neben all den unbeantworteten Nachrichten, halbherzigen Versprechen und emotionalem Sondermüll, der dagelassen wurde.

[peaceishim]

[raevens-hearth]

[hey-mr-spaceman]

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