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The positives of finding out you are autistic (if you are)
It’s been over 4 years now since the year the penny finally dropped that I am autistic. This time 4 years ago, I was still deep into all the fact-gathering, reading every book I could find on the topic, or at least the best of those written by actually autistic people, as well as diving on every conversation I could find on forums and podcasts, especially those relating to later-diagnosed women.…

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#articles#autism#autistic lived experience#avoiding burnout#coming-out autistic#confidence#connecting#depth of processing#masking#neurodivergence#realistic expectations#resilience#scripting#self-advocacy#sensory differences
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percy, holding out his fist in his palm: ok wise girl. rock paper scissors time. if i win, i get to pick the movie for date night
annabeth, doing the same: fine, but if i win, we move back across the country to that house in westchester that i love
grover, looking over in alarm: what?! how is that even—
percy, nodding firmly: deal. rock pap—
#grover is so alarmed#im sorry but you cannot convince me that percy and annabeth don’t make huge life choices based off of little bribes and competitions#ok obviously they talk about things in depth before and have to both agree it’s right for their family#but once they’ve mostly made up their minds the final decision making process is extremely unserious#percabeth#percy jackson#annabeth chase#pjo incorrect quotes#grover underwood#incorrect quote#pjo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson and the olympians#rick riordan#riordanverse
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Start of her medical transition!!
(Use she/her on NM 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️)
I feel like HRT for non-humans would go through the soul when it comes to injections
Capsules work the same tho
#utmv#undertale au#au undertale#nightmare sans#transfem nightmare#trans nightmare#dreamtale nightmare#woah i draw 🤯#been meaning to go more in depth about her transition process#/journey#I think itd be fun and neat character exploration
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*geminitay for new life series manifestations*
[notes undercut]
>mix between her S9 outfit with the skirt and the default skin with the overalls: something cute yet easy to move fast in.
>alternatively could have been a centaur - i still want her to be a centaur u_u
>a practice on details to a degree that can be easily translatable to other media, not too complex -yet still interesting as a design
#stufffsart#character concept stufff#geminitay#hermitcraft#hermitblr#life series smp#trafficblr#mcytblr#trying to get in the habit of recording more in depth processes its hard when ur lazy -w-
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Jerk Ford AU: From the Trenches
One night on the deck of the Stan O'War-II
Stan: Sure is a nice night, huh Poindexter?
Stanford: I buried myself once.
Stan: —...
Stanford: Another version of me. He was already long dead when his distress signal pinged me, and I buried him after looting his corpse. *Thousand yard stare*
Stan: Stanford—
Stanford: And I kept thinking; is that going to be me?
Stan: Stanford—
Stanford: *crying* Am I going to die out here? Am I never going to get home and get buried in some random dimension where no one I know or love is—?
Stan: Stanford! Hey, hey— look at me. You're here now. You made it home. You made it.
#Jerk Ford AU#Jerk Ford#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle ford#stanley pines#stan pines#grunkle stan#gravity falls#au#gravity falls au#Jerk Ford is just as traumatized as any of his variants#but its easy to forget that because he's from a silly au that lacks depth#That mans therapist is making bank#Because Steve Jobs Old Man McGucket is the one funding everything to keep Jerk Ford away from the general population#Sea Grunks adventure is the Pines Brothers hunting anomalies while sailing the ocean#But the first year of it was mostly Jerk Ford having as much space as possible to process his trauma#Because in the middle of the ocean no one can watch you cry#This may seem similar to the first Twinstinct post but this is more about specific things that still bother him#Sea Grunks#Sea Grunks Era
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idk in general i find the ii contestants who were never really able to grow beyond what they were created to be kinda sad. they're treated as a joke even within the narrative of the show But like they're as fully capable of growing and changing as knife or test tube are they just were never really able to do that. season one knife is a COMPLETELY different person than he was by the finale and there's no reason that couldn't be pepper or trophy or blueberry theyre just kinda trapped in this cycle of refusing or being incapable of real growth. and how long did it take for knife to even consider that level of empathy and kindness and philosophy like. there's so much to them they just have to discover who they are!!!!
#which is kinda what i hope happens in s4 but i also do want to see the characters who's arcs have already kinda “concluded”#cuz there are so many dynamics we never really got to see even w/ characters who have had More than enough screentime#plus just processing what they were created for and their history and purpose is kinda crazy#but i dont want to leave behind the weirdo freaks like blueberry. give him depth give him PURPOSE!!!!!#inanimate insanity#txt
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i don't even remember where the screencap i used for this study is from i've had it saved in my potential references folder for so long.
details:
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital painting#digital art#portrait painting#caleb landry jones#i tried some new things w using primarily 2 brushes to make edge hierarchy easier + do some fun fake depth of field effects#it took some trial & error but i think im happy w the process & how it turned out! going jn w the hard brush second & being very intentiona#w it allowed me to give myself permission to leave other areas loose rather than overworking the whole thing#this haa veen jn mt drafts for days i need to just fucking post it lol#edit i never remember to use my monthly free blaze. look at my painting boy
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SFTH Chaotic Highlights (Sorry About My Nan)
Briefly posting these out of order because I am way too fixated on this play. It has the psychological horror of a cult, one of Tom's eldritch villains, and dark humor, this shit was made for me-
The few minutes of vague trauma recounting as Sam and AJ internally debate which of them is gonna drop any information at all
As well as who the grandson of the title Nan is going to be, because I feel like Sam was ready for the role at first with the 'that was embarrassing'
"I just think it's good when things like this happen just to sit with it for a second, before you.. have a breakdown" Most real thing an AJ character has ever said
Jim asking if his own nan is still alive, whether AJ knew it at the time or not, as if even he was kinda hoping she wasn't
"Who invites their nan on their bachelor party??" Jamie asking the real questions. Unfortunately for him, this is the least weird thing that's going to happen on this stag do
Luke finally gets to experience the joys of playing a chaotic farm animal
They've had plenty of problems with names before, but idk if I've ever seen two actors try to give a character a name at the same time until now
Hey what the FUCK did Ethel do to Big Jim Clive's wallet?? WHAT WAS HER SHOW?!
Yet another instance of Luke's minor characters being incredibly well done- Like everything he says sound genuinely mortified
"I just feel shattered, you know?" I'm using this. You ca take this line from my cold, dead hands, it's how I'm describing every minor inconvenience in my life from now on
Also it was funny and all, but Sam was fucking dying like it was a joke from earlier in the show or something-
Anyway #JusticeForBigJimClive #AndHisWallet
"Listen, I've stood by you for a lot, but that?? I just don't understand.." - the man who's about to go through a cult initiation for his 'best friend'
"Are you my best friend?" Jim is the only one who would feel the need to ask this question at this point
Tom's using the shirt around his waist to symbolize Ethel flashing Jamie is some great stagecraft, I must say
It's the 'nanananana' build-up to an anticlimactic 'ethel' for me
Had to google what an air tag was, but yeah those are pretty big to spike a drink with
We never did get clarification for why Ethel said the wedding was her big day
Rip headphone users for AJ's "I KNOW" I forgot about it for the rewatch and fucking OW MY EARS-
"It's pre-used" Don't eat the bacon, Jamie. I repeat, DO NOT EAT THE BACON
"THANK GOD" "She- what do you mean thank god?" "Sorry, I mean oh god.. thank you" I said enough about this in another post but someone get Jamie tf out of here
"You've got so many teeth" Jericho flashbacks
I've made a post now on the Lucy/Julie thing, but to summarize, idc that she changed her name at the end, I will always call her Julie. It feels disrespectful not to-
"Listen, listen- She's asleep!" Jamie was not convinced of that. He just didn't want Jim to inject her with adrenaline to bring her back again. I see right through you, Jamie-
I just wanna know when exactly the first thought of 'Ethel is a cult leader' happened. Because there's a pretty good chance it was Luke when he said there was a statue dedicated to her
Okay on rewatch, that was definitely the moment. Luke knew what he was doing to the plot
I'm convinced that Luke saw Sam playing all these problem causing animal characters and thought 'fuck it I want in', resulting in this play's sheep scene. He is having the time of his life being a sheep, getting to chew on Tom's shirt and shit. He is laughing his ass off while causing problems for his other character. I love watching the boys have fun-
I know it's because he's brainwashed, but I fucking love Luke's german farmhand character being the only one in the room who is not only comfortable around Ethel, but actively excited to see her
Ethel calling the farmhand 'good boy' is the second time in a row Luke has been called that during a longform
"She seems happy here, why don't we just leave her with this guy?" Honestly a great idea, why would anyone be against this
Stag. stag. stag. STAG. STAG. STAG.
"Not one seat each" Why was my first thought not them sitting on each others' lap, but sharing the chair half-and-half, like two people fighting over a seat in musical chairs
"Be a good mate" "You're really pushing that" Is he, Jamie? You're about to willingly go through so much for him, is sharing a seat really pushing it for you?? Pining gays istg-
"I'm here for my best friend's stag do. I will do what he wants to do for the rest of the weekend, and then we will move on." Buddy. I am not doing that shit for my best friend. You are in love.
"It's like an A24 film" Big thank you to Sam, for being the reason they all leant into that theme for the rest of the show
"My name.. Is WILHELM." Jamie, exasperated: "... great."
The fact only the subtitlers acknowledged Sam repeatedly calling them 'numchucks'
"I think he wants us to fight" "WHY? Why do you go to that??" To be fair, my mind also went to that..
Jim: *tries to kill Jamie* Jamie: *doesn't attack him back and is entirely undeterred in his loyalty/friendship* I know what you are
"Wilkommen.. To the Cabaret!!" And just like that all the musical theater nerds lost their minds
I haven't even seen Cabaret, but I've heard the first song and immediately knew and was thrilled about what he was doing
Nah Tom was right in this instance, Sam he had a German accent and everything ofc this isn't Ethel
I like the subtle acting of Jamie saying 'NO!' to the request, and when Jim follows it up with the next word, Jamie looks at him with a very distinct 'you're doing this?' expression. Bro looks more betrayed than when Jim tried to murder him
Emcee living for the drama is so real
Emcee casually sitting on his stage partner's corpse as well as offering him the microphone
"Me neither" the audience laughs but like. That was incredibly unsettling.
"How's the best man?" Very suspicious thing to ask, Fake Julie
"I love you and I always have.. And I would never betray you" Okay but you didn't say you pwomise him, so I'm hesitant to believe you
Jamie's "Are we in Bristol??" to "WE'RE NOT IN BRISTOL!" pipeline
So.. am I the only one who thought Jamie was talking to Julie in the ending scene before Sam clarified he was her mother?
Ethel throwing her shirt onstage with her little 'eh!' noise is so funny
"For convincing me to invite your nan to my bachelorette party" INSANE THING TO AGREE TO JULIE
She's also horribly suited for cult brainwashing wtf did you set her up for Jim-
Also just noticed yet another parallel between Jamie/Jim and Amanda/Clarissa, with the same actor who played the ignored love interest also playing the role of priest at the wedding
Luke immediately going for the bridal hold in AJ's arms and being so content there
Conclusion: It really would've been better for everyone involved if Jamie got together with Jim instead. Jim doesn't have the girl who came onto his best friend, Jamie gets to be with his crush, and Julie doesn't have to change her name to Lucy. And Luke is very good at playing brainwashed cultists, which is the exact reason I'm excited to see his episode of Black Mirror. Oh, also I really hope this longform continues getting the attention it deserves, it's so fucking good
#in the process of writing this i made drafts for three different posts because they were too in depth for the bulleted list#all related to emcee and/or wilhelm#i love this play so fucking much#sfth#shoot from the hip#sfth chaotic highlights#sfth luke#sfth tom#sfth sam#sfth aj#sorry about my nan
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I love character edits they're so fun to do.
Here's my son boy, Sirius. The son of Sonic and Shadow + the reincarnation of Solaris. Y'know normal stuff
#starry arcane art#sonic the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog oc#sonic oc#sirius the hedgehog#sonadow#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#shadow the hedgehog#I spent hours on this cause my process is so in depth#i'm basically tracing the character with a sketch pencil lining that sketch and then doing all the colors and shading#sunrise au
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a lot of comic art would benefit from sticking to the flatcolors
#too often is the coloring for comics rubbery and airbrushed-looking#the way a lot of comic artists ink already gives it dimension/depth without having to render#gradients can have a powerful effect but sometimes when i see artists share wips for their pages i honestly prefer the flatcolors#simple. classic. clean. accentuates the inks instead of muddying/distracting from them#no doubt there ARE times when the rendering has saved bad inks#but i feel like it just comes down to restraint#my hyprocritical ass typing all this up rn bc i’m stalling on my coloring stage lol#genuinely i think my art looks better in flats but that might just be my lack of coloring competence. idk restraint 💔#ik i gotta commit to it for this piece but the dilemma always passes my mind when i get to this part of the process#danbles#(this was prompted by seeing the flats vs final for the GL/GA special)#(lucas meyer your lines are sexy as hell WHY are we using gaussian blur to shade)
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as a sibling, people's takes on dick and jason's relationship ENRAGES me bc half of yall are only children or have had good or very shitty relationships with your siblings and it shows
#maybe ill write an in depth explanation on my thought process about them#i do want to#because some interpretations are so only child coded#and id really like to explain it flat#with someone whos had bad instances and good instances with their sibling#and as a younger sibling#dick grayson#jason todd#dc#dc robin#dc comics#nightwing#red hood
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i thought / m a n / these girls are quite heartless 🤣 when i accepted the quest at /clearly/ inconvenient time to swim & dive
#the lake was like a pool of darkness at night; and i had to get him swim to the center of it; so far away from the surface#it was so scary; as if he will just disappear & never come back to the surface once i let him dive in; to the darkness#poppy sweeting#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc#fanart#grace pinch smedley#The Lost Astrolabe#Nerida Roberts#Merky Depths#animagus has no business having to be so hard to achieve........... ; i would want to turn to animals too..........#but the process is sooooooo elaborate........ ; i would choke a thousand times on the mandrake leaf ;#& one of them would get to the wrong pipe and end me before i achieve anything ...............................#anyhow imagining everyone as animals is just like what floyd does; as a mermaid; giving everyone nicknames as sea creatures#there was a manga where everyone can turn into animals but this one boy that has social difficulty i think; i wonder if i can find it again#i think it had not been updated for the longest time#augh also reminds me of 0ki from 0kami#i envy him and the 0ina people who can transform into dogs#i am off to watch the rest of br1dgeton episodes of season 3
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Video showing the hollowing out process! I prefer to sculpt solid so most of my pieces have to go through this to be fired!
#i said depth and meant half inch thickness! oops#ceramics#clay#sculpture#animal art#wip#process#art process#tutorial
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the 911 fandom is actually crazy like bro wdym a mc death (hopefully a rouse) just happened and the one character missing from the episode is the #1 trending thing on tumblr
#BRING EDDIE HOME#I AM ONE OF THE CRAZY ONES#AND LET HIM HAVE HIS ARCS PLS#ON SCREEN#I truly believe Bobby will live though so maybe that’s why my priorities a skewed#if Bobby is actually dead fr like I’m going to have to process that later#because rn I’m in like the depths of denial#anyway Bobby revival and buddie canon 2025#911 abc#911 spoilers#buddie#eddie diaz#bobby nash#evan buckley
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also i found some concept art for s1 of the show by Nick Keller of Wētā FX (which im glad about cause for a second i couldn't tell if s1 had any concept art at all and I was growing concerned) and. oh my god. what did they do to this poor artist. these are screenshots of despair.
There are a lot of iterations of JUST the chimera and a good amount of planning for the waterpark (originally including the spiders!!!! the actual spider automatons got modeled!!!!) with some actually pretty dramatically different concepts between versions. And it sounds like the show scrapped 90% of what was put forward - if i had to guess, mostly on the basis of how much it would have been animated. The chimera seems like the most complex thing that got through and it got cut back quite a bit. There's a third gallery for just the statue of Aphrodite and it has so few concepts comparatively to the other two pjo tv galleries and barely any blurb, mostly just describing how it came up much later in the concepts phase. It feels so empty. I feel bad for this man. Nick Keller what did they do to you...
#pjo#riordanverse#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#< i guess????#more just wondering what the hell behind the scenes happened with the concept direction that this guy had to overhaul it so much#when clearly there was enough time to go pretty in-depth into other concepts originally#like the first one doesnt sound bad on it's own - okay so theyre not doing a three-headed chimera. whatever. normal stuff to change designs#i can see how a three-headed design might have not been working out especially since the scene is in a tight space#but ''a lot of these ideas were stripped away as the process went along'' OHHHHHHH SOMETHING *TERRIBLE* HAPPENED HERE
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1/9 - Babs Gordon tarot card designs for Complete Candor by @vexfulfolly as part of the @batfam-big-bang
Read the fic here!
Other cards:
1-Babs 2-Cass 3-Bruce 4-Tim 5-Damian 6-Jason 7-Duke 8-Steph 9-Dick
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Image 1:
A design of "The High Priestess" tarot card. It has the texture of recycled paper and reads "THE HIGH PRIESTESS". A symbol of an eye is visible behind the numeral "II".
Barbara Gordon sits in her wheelchair facing forward with a laptop that has a glowing Oracle symbol on it. Her glasses are the same green as the symbol. The bottom part of a clock face is visible behind her, illuminating her in a pale yellow.
Image 2:
A design of "The High Priestess" tarot card. It has the texture of recycled paper and reads "THE HIGH PRIESTESS" upside down. A symbol of an eye is visible behind the numeral "II".
Barbara Gordon sits in her wheelchair facing foward with a laptop that has a glowing Oracle symbol on it. She has taken her glasses off and is holding them in her right hand to reveal pupil-less white eyes. Semi-transparent green eyes form the shape of her Batgirl cowl over her face and a large neon green eye glows brightly behind her, backlighting her in the same green. The entire design is upside-down.
#fic rec: complete candor by vexfulfolly#batfam big bang#if prompted I WILL rant in-depth about the process behind these I’m so serious#GOD#I went a bit insane. I’m not going to lie#that is a lie- it was more than a bit#the mind map itself took like…. six hours or something#just to decide what card worked with what fear#and what card worked with what character#and how much I could get away with in overlap and stretching meanings#barbara gordon#oracle#dc comics#the magnus archives#tma#batfam#tarot cards#tarot art#fanart#batman#my scribbles
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