#every song is about him. this isn’t even like a cute kind of crush or a cute obsession this like. scary obsession

[just-kylesp]

i need him biblically like 😭😭 it’s so frustrating the position i’m constantly in. i think i’m over him and then fucking NOPE. and there is nothing i can do at all about it. he isn’t mine he will never be mine he’s someone else’s and i respect that. but oh my god. and we speak so sparingly because he’s busy or not doing well and i get it. i really do. but my shifts are so intense and my memories scream at me. my body remembers the feelings of him. my memories are precise and distinct and reoccurring and it won’t let up. every song is about him. everything is about him. now that the distraction is gone i cant fucking handle it. being normal with him is so difficult sometimes but i do it because i care so much. i hate this i hate this so much. god and he’ll probably see this and know it’s about him but i just. god i don’t know how to just get these memories to stop. i don’t want them to but for my sake i should. and it’s not like we can even be kin dating because his irl bf wouldn’t like it. so it’s just. there’s no escape except through the role play which we rarely get to rlly do. it’s not like this for him at all i mean he barely thinks he’s a kinnie at all. but he is he has to be because first of all it’s glaringly obvious but also because we share the SAME thoughts about the specific timeline we roleplay. it was so unanimous and mutual when it came to the bigger picture AND the specific details. everything was so correct. everything felt so right. the intensity of which we feel certain things isn’t coincidence. but that was a different life so. i should just let it go. i should just stop feeling like this. but it’s addicting to me. he’s addicting he always was and that just isn’t gonna change. it’s not his fault. it’s nothing he’s doing it’s all me and my own head hating me this much.

[dreamesamu]

THE THINGS HE TAKES FOR GRANTED

in which he takes a moment to justify himself after never noticing your little crush for him

starring. msby!miya atsumu x fem!reader

genre(s): angst to fluff, long scenario sets in post-timeskip!

warning(s): reader is nice and overworks herself. not proofhead i apologize

author’s note: It's kind of not what i had imagined but hope you enjoy it.

choose your character: m. atsumu | k. akaashi

another cliché beginning for the person you are right now - the MSBY team manager - is that you’ve loved the miya atsumu since high school. it’s not like being the team’s manager isn’t your dream, you loved this job and had been dying to do it because you’ve loved volleyball, too. plus, you will have the opportunity to stay close and take care of the team, especially your crush who just merely thinks you are his best friend.

you first laid eyes on him when you were sitting alone on the subway, his dyed-blonde locks caught your attention as he first talked to you about the chase atlantic’s song you were listening to, he was cute, warm and friendly. at that moment, you were verified that he wasn’t the guy who was fond of his fan girls that everybody had been rumoring about. He eventually found out that you guys went to the same high school, so as to start a new beginning of your bonding friendship.

It wasn’t long until you finally realized that you might have adored the pretty setter a little too much than usual. his touches, his smile, the way he calls your name and his genuine characteristics when he was used to you being around seemed a little bit more easy to flutter your heart than every other day. Ever since then, you just hid your feelings and was grateful for what you got right then because you knew that if you confess, you couldn’t get this best friend treatment that you silently fell for for any longer.

You impressed yourself for even keep it until now. you and him are mature and beautiful, but you still can’t help but feel so ‘high school’ when you look at him. the least thing you could do for a friend (crush) is care for him through bottles of flavored electrolyte water, preparing his favorite after-practice snacks and even cool and soft towels to calm the heat down after a match. However, it seems like mr. miya doesn’t notice all of the hard work you did for him, he was so used to be taken care of by you that he accidentally failed to realize the special treatment only for him but nobody else.

“Hey, tired yet? you can call it a day for now if you want?” you smiled, hand over his bottle of water you prepared for him to the softly panting atsumu taking a break on the bench. He is quite preoccupied with his earlier techniques that he need to improve, he only spares you a glance then takes the bottle to drink without saying any words, you assume that he is in a bad mood.

“oh, and” you search for the thing in your bag. “here, your towel”

he nods and takes it, it makes you feel awkward. that’s… all…? You try to not overthink yourself, after all, it was quite a tense match, and the fact that your team will have an important volleyball game the next month proves his concerns are valid.

you watch atsumu leave when hinata shoyo came up to you.

“oh? isn’t that our manager?” you startle at his voice. “hehe, please don’t mind tsumu at all, please, he just got pissed because he made a mistake during practice” the sunshine grins, having him around surely just brighten everything up, because he is just so sweet and comfortable to be with.

“no, no,… I really don’t mind at all, actually” you know atsumu better than anyone so you don’t take his actions to heart sometimes, it’s just…

“oi, oi! I know what you’re thinking, I saw you overthere doing things for tsumu. This guy, honestly…” Hinata sure saw you earlier with enthusiasm written on all over your face while preparing those towels and bottles, he felt bad for you and decided to cheer you up regardless atsumu has just cracked your poor heart a little.

“It’s okay, hinata. thank you for checking on me!” you smile wide, so my efforts wasn’t invalidated at all, gratefully bow down to see the awkward hinata trying to stutter words out.

“no- no, don’t do that, you are our manager, that’s just nothing! besides, seeing you give tsumu so special treatment makes me real jealous!!” he huffs cutely. “I really want that flavored electrolyte water, too! what a shame he wouldn’t notice.”

you laugh sheepishly as you guys return to your dorms to rest. things have been going hard for you like crazy, the work amount weighing on your shoulders make it almost unbearable, but you still stay strong and put a warm smile on your face so nobody would notices. you have been thinking of retiring just in case the situation just got worse to the level of destroying your mental health. but, by thinking of your small joy of seeing atsumu everyday, you hesitated.

your sleepless nights start when the important games take a step closer, you overworked yourself and often feel burnt out, your time with atsumu narrows as you find it hard to start a conversation even in lunch break. atsumu does feel weird. why isn’t y/n sit with us? she is nowhere to be found these days.

“hey, tsum-tsum” said bokuto. “what do you think of y/n?” he said, putting a tray of food on the table while making his way to sit.

“y/n? what’s with her?” the fake blond raises a brow, munching on his food

“I think she’s so cute and thoughtful, base on her affection for you, i betcha she’s completely smitten” the owl laughs as the other teammates giggle along. “you should consider on dating her, what a waste if you don’t, she’s literally girlfriend material, same thoughts huh, hinata?” he winks and the tangerine head give him back a thumbs up.

“dating y/n, huh?” atsumu laughs as if he doesn’t take bokuto’s statements seriously. “I don’t date my friends, you know. besides, y/n is just a close friend of mine, she ain’t my type”

“heartless tsumu… she worked so hard for you these days…” hinata fake crying when talking about you

“I know that she makes snacks and does things for me, but sometimes, that’s just unnecessary, i don’t need it to be all the damn time, it feels a little annoying, i just need to be alone to refresh my thoughts” he sighs. “now you told me to consider on dating her, i wouldn’t know how long i can take it.”

now there is dead silence following his statement, everybody just awkwardly continues finishing their lunch, and you do know eavesdropping is a thing that you shouldn’t do. but you did. before you even notice, hot streams cover your face and you feel your breath hitches. the coach sends you to check on the team at such wrong timing, you can’t face them, the voices earlier destroy your confidence, replace it with angst and hurt. so… what i did is just a bother to him, huh. you realize now, that you were such a dumbass trying to make him catch feeling by all of this. and with the tiniest amount of pride left, you back up a smile and step into the cafeteria, the atmosphere suddenly feels tense as everybody hasn’t been moving on since their last conversation, atsumu feels an uneasy feeling when he sees you behind him, guilt? he thinks.

“hey… coach sent me to check up on you guys, please be well rested at your dorms after lunch, we have practice match at 2pm, alright?” your voice evidently trembles, you try cover it up with some fake coughs. oh, who are you kidding? it’s atsumu miya we’re talking about. he first notices how your eyes are a bit swollen, have you been crying? your tired figure due to sleepless nights, the way you haven’t eaten properly shows right in front of his eyes. he suddenly felt a twinge in his heart, in which moment he never wanted to see you like this, ever again. but, what’s all this for? he doesn’t like you… right? because- you’re his best friend, and caring is what’s best friends do, am I correct?

you left the cafeteria. atsumu feels like his whole head is going to explode, he regrets what he said earlier, knowing seventy per cent that you might have listened to it. he is weak because of guilt and distaste. the group feels uneasy and moody all of a sudden.

“i haven’t told you this before but you’ve seen her now, tsumu… she overworked herself with this huge amount of work with nobody beside her, yet she still maintaining to take care of you with these small gestures.” hinata sighs heavily. “y/n told me not to tell you about her state so you can concentrate on practising, but I’m really worried because now she can’t even hide it anymore. I tried to help, but she pushed me away and told me that i should do my own practices as our game is going to start soon.”

hinata pats atsumu’s back before leaving as if he’s signalling him to make it up to you. atsumu started to cry at this point. how could he be so clueless? he didn’t even know that his best friend was undergoing such pressure, yet why does the term “best friend” sound so irritating? he felt like he had failed to protect you and worse, hurting your feelings and he regretted it, so badly.

The following day comes, atsumu's first task is to search for you. To his astonishment, you are once more nowhere to be found. he was so preoccupied, his spikes aren’t as good, and he could not concentrate on practising, the coach sent him out, and gave him a moment to rethink by himself. and so, he reaches a staff, asking for information about you.

“Y/n? oh… she’s at the infirmary, we noticed her devastated state so we sent her to the doctor a while ago. now think about it I might write a report to the coach asking him to reduce the amount of work she’s handling.”

“thank you, kind sir. may I be the one who’ll write the report? I’m sure I could convince the coach.”

as the man nods, atsumu bowed goodbye to him and sprints to the infirmary where you’re at. he knows, that if anybody should write a report for you, it must be him. he must protect you because he has just realised it now, he likes you a lot more than he could imagine.

“Y/N!” atsumu slams the door open, he faces you with your eyes widened, startled by the bright window.

“tsumu…?” you softly speak.

atsumu in front of your eyes is the atsumu who tries to hold back his tears, biting his bottom lip as the poor heart lurching somewhere in his stomach but somehow still happy because he has found you.

“hey…” he kneels down on one knee beside you. “i’m sorry, angel” his hand softly squishes the smaller one, it holds back gently on his’

in all of the things you dislike, what you utterly don’t want to deal with is your emotions when you see atsumu looking so vulnerable like this. you instinctually grab a tissue and wipe off the sweat drop on his forehead the moment you see it, atsumu’s worried expression won’t vanish unless you speak up something.

“hey…” you smile. “don’t worry, I’m okay now, tsumu” you fondly touch his face with a hand, and he sinks in your touch, eyes glittering. atsumu intentionally plants a soft kiss on your warm palm and watches you go weak for him.

“i like you, y/n” he sighs. “i don’t want us to be just friends. i want to protect you, want to be the kind of guy who mentally support his girl to help her cope with any pressure.”

he looks up to see your widened eyes, without a response, he continues.

“i’m sorry i said the things i didn’t mean when you were there, I was just…" he gulps nervously and you sigh.

"tsumu... if it's too much for you to bear, maybe i should stop doing those things, okay?" you scoff bitterly, he becomes panic

“no, no, no,... i really like the way you care for me, please, i want your attention. please keep doing it. don’t get tired of me…”

you can feel the pulse bumping in your nerves, your heart flutters, and blood rushes into your cheeks just by hearing his confession. you kneel down beside him, fighting back the tears but then you can’t, so you squish him in a hug. atsumu holds you back as you start sobbing on his white shirt, inhales fondly your intoxicating smell and pats rhythmically on your back

“there, there, my angel. i’m here now. i’m sorry i’m late. let me make this up for you, yeah?” he chuckles.

atsumu loves his girlfriend. after hearing you ramble about your tight schedule, he immediately writes a report based on your experience to inform the coach about your condition so that everyone can share in your responsibilities instead of you having to handle everything alone. it wasn’t that long for the msby mates to realize you guys are together, he wrote in that report that he is your boyfriend, anyway.

“you nailed it, tsumu-kun” hinata bumps him with a thumbs up, atsumu responds with a sheepish grin while bokuto laughs beside him and sakusa just doesn’t really give a shit. 

he spots you standing on the opposite road near the brand new cafe, waving back to him smiling, “nah, gotta run. gonna treat my girlfriend with extra pastry today.”

i guess he is the simp now.

© 2024 dreamesamu. all rights reserved.

a recommendation to cope with your broken heart <3

[zairene]

more misc. earth 42! miles morales bf headcanons <3

genre: headcanons

a/n: i reallllyyy hate writer’s block. anyways ty guys in the delulus server for helping cure my writers block for this one!! ily guys mwah mwah <3!!

miles has enormous baby fever. no matter how many times you would tell him you guys are both too young and very unfinancially stable, he couldn’t help himself. you both could be just chilling in his room and all of a sudden you would see his face soften and a super high pitched, “awwww…” come out of his mouth. from that one thing alone you already knew what he was about to show you. “y/n! look! isn’t she so cute?” you would shake your head and then he would go into this long rant on how he’d think you both make great parents. “can we at least finish highschool first, miles?” you said. he sighed dramatically and fell into your arms. “yeah, i know. ‘m just excited.” “trust me, i know.”

miles likes to stalk your socials. yes, in a weird way. everytime you post yourself on your feed, he’s always spamming the comments with how beautiful you are and how you’re his, or whenever you post yourself on your story and you get numerous story replies after you post yourself to your favorite song. but afterwards he’s scanning to see anybody else who says anything that’s not just complimenting you. he’s spotted a few guys call you “bae” or something in the comments and he’s always in the replies correcting them as quick as possible. or whenever you post the anonymous links on your story, and someone says that they have a crush on you but they’re scared to say so, or something like that, he’s quick to take your phone and post himself on your story saying how much you loved your boyfriend. that would stop these weirdos from hitting on you, at least that’s what he thinks.

miles’ mom actually loves you. from the first time you met her, she already knew that you were meant for miles when you called her mrs. morales instead of rio. miles’ friends had a habit of calling her that and she would be this close to smacking them across the forehead. they do profusely apologize after but the first impression would always leave a bad taste in her mouth. now, she asks miles to bring you over all the time and she even calls you her second daughter.

miles isn’t a ‘going outside of his house for every date kind of guy.’ he’s more of a wanting to just come to your house and chill in your room while y’all watch and rant about movies. his favorite date with you was when you listened to the new brent faiyaz album, wasteland, while he watched you braid your hair. of course you both go to the movies or the mall every now and then—but he just wanted to be alone with you with no one else around because that’s how it always feels to be with you.

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[stardew-shitposterino]

Stardew Valley Bachelors and how they deal with their secret crush on the farmer

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BEHOOOOLD! I’m kind of back but I’m not because I have a job and feel tired most of the time. I still need to get used to adult life. Anyway, here are the bachelors and how they deal with having a fat crush on you, you cutesy farmer person covered in filth!

Contents might be a bit NSFW so MINORS…you know what not to do *fights them off with a stick*

Enjoy my brainrot 🍓🥰

Sam:

-Sammy is a cute little guy, almost like a dog wagging it’s tail when they see their owner.

-he is SO BAD at hiding it

-he will dream about you two jamming on a big stage together. In his ideal world, you two are a successful duo who make noise rock (kind of like the white stripes minus the weird siblings or married controversy)

-Sam will write songs about you. It’s not intentional per say, and he thinks he really sucks at writing love songs, but it just happens whenever he has to think about you. The words just start flowing.

-he might or might not have had some steamy shower fantasies about you…while in the shower. Jodie keeps complaining about the water bill being unusually high 👀

-yet, Sam is usually not too horny when he is in love with you. He is more gushy and daydreamy than anything

Sebastian:

-homeboy works with nightcore versions of love songs to cope with his longing

-he isn’t the type to show his feelings so openly, so no one really notices his crush on you. Maybe Sam, but well, he is Seb’s best bud. Of course he can tell

-He notices how his sleep has improved since having a crush on you. He willingly goes to bed earlier to have some time to imagine scenarios of you two

-just you and him together on his cool ass motorcycle, driving into the night and ending it with a passionate kiss (sounds familiar?)

-well,,, let’s just say Seb is increasingly horny since having a crush on you. Before, he was almost certain he is some sort of asexual, but nope 😃 he’s healthy and extremely down bad for the filthy farmer who eats raw fish out of the pond 🥰

-what I mean by horny? Uhhh… he didn’t really need to rely on certain websites to satisfy his needs, that’s for sure 👀

Harvey:

-Harvey is a good man. A very good man

-god bless his soul 😫

-Harv isn’t the type to have crushes easily…I can’t believe it either, considering his crush on Maru who is way younger than him 💀

-but in my head, he isn’t the type to be all lovey dovey over someone. That’s why he’s so bad at hiding it. But you don’t really notice. You just suspect it but it could also be his usual anxiety lol

-it happened anyway😎 and he doesn’t know how to cope. At all.

-he has to think about you at all times, especially when he looks at the empty jars of delicious pickles you’ve made him

-This man is usually collected, but now?! He forgets everything, can’t even form a comprehensible sentence at times when his mind is busy thinking about a romantic picknick date with a lovely farmer

-Harvey’s libido is pretty much a dead beat horse 💀 but now he even feels the desire to do some nasty nasty at times. It’s still pretty tame, he’s a gentleman through and through, but wild for him to have those feelings and longings after what feels like decades. He’s not mad at it. He has felt low-key dead inside for so long so this is very exciting and he’s eager to explore this side of him…despite being anxious 😭

Elliott:

-bet your ass he’s the prince of crushes

-he is very dedicated and welcomes those refreshing feelings with a kiss

-feeling better than usual AND having inspiration to write ?! SIGN HIM UP

-he will use every chance he can get to talk to you, maybe even get you drunk (in a non creepy way) because he likes when you’re unapologetically authentic and let loose. It makes him feel more in touch with your soul (or some shit idk I’m not a poet)

-Elliott is NOT SUBTLE

-you practically know from the start that he has the hots for you, but it’s kinda funny seeing him try to pretend it’s not that way…if you can even call that pretending not to be 😭

- his passion doesn’t end at his artistry. This guy will spend a lot of time in his shower thinking about what could be, or sitting at the docks at night just staring at the sea (he’s NOT doing anything nasty in public, peeps. Don’t get it twisted)

-I can also see him recreate a romantic bedroom date he’d love to have with you…but it’s just him 🤷🏼‍♀️ self care king 👑

Shane:

-like Harvey: HE CANNOT COPE!

-he hasn’t felt like this since high school. Every other encounter with potential partners was surface level and only based on sexual satisfaction

-so caring about you, thinking about what makes you happy and how he could be the reason you smile every day, that’s a lot for him

-as stupid as it sounds, he spirals and becomes low-key miserable over it. Give this man a 101 lesson on how to process emotions 😭

-despite the constant anxiety he feels, he low-key enjoys it. It’s kind of hopeless as well as pointless in his honest opinion, but there is this believe, that 0.00001% chance (in his mind) that he could turn his life around and be happy with you, married and maybe have a child of his own one day

-but that’s wishful thinking, riiiiiiight? So what does a self loathing piece of alcoholic man do instead of making a move? Yeah, self pleasure even more than usual, to get at least a bit of serotonin and the willpower to get his shit together, at least for you if it isn’t for him. He’s pretty rough with it too (ouch, unless you’re into that)

-sorry bros but him having a crush is not really all that cute. He’s my cutie pie, but let’s be real: him dealing with those feelings he tried to shut off for so long will be tragic in a way. He’s battling his inner demons here. So yeah… :(

Alex:

-my man, my maaaaan 🥰

-he has earned a soft spot in my heart, bless his soul

-so Alex has a crush on you from the start, it’s basically canon

-can he show his feelings? Yes! Can he do that in a way that can be read as the feelings he tries to get across to you? NO!

-low-key bullying is his love language 🥰

-at least in the beginning. He’s a bit anxious and fears he isn’t good enough for you, so he doesn’t try to be authentic. Being the jock jerk everyone expects him to be gets a reaction out of you and that’s better than nothing, right?

-he’s neither the poetic nor the intellectual type, so he doesn’t process his emotions by writing them down or putting them into words. Just imagine him going about his work-out routine, just thinking about your beautiful smile and rocking bod while sweating like a hog

-Alex and quiet ? Yes that’s possible. I imagine him to go quieter than usual since having a crush on you. He processes everything internally and that takes a lot of time for him as he usually just shrugs off his emotions and doesn’t try to brood too much on them. But now?! He can’t but blush in silence as he just imagines how soft and small your hands must be next to his (yours are way more impressive than his and calloused to the gods, but let him have this moment)

-when it comes to being nasty…Alex is a serial romantic. We know that he probably was the lady’s man back in school so he probably got some action one way or another. In other words, man has the libido of a teen that just hit puberty 💀

-despite being quite horny, he was able to manage to just do it every other day. Now, he cannot even get out of bed in the morning before doing it as you pester his dreams and make his hormones go crazy first thing in the morning…so many nice boxer shorts were lost along the way 🫡

-he also did his own laundry for the first time during that period lmfao

[seiberries]

Good day, dear!~ I'm an anon who asked you about crush headcanons and OMG, this sooo good! Especially I like Hiori, Chigiri and Nagi's ones! I enjoyed it a lot and you seem like a such a cute and adorable person! I love and adore your blog a lot!

Sooo, if you don't mind, can I ask you for Chigiri, Reo and Hiori headcanons as boyfriends?

LOVE YOU A LOT! Have a nice day~

good dayy, ahh im so happy that you liked how they turned out <33 and i appreciate the feedback, youre too sweet 💕 i love you lots too!! enjoy your dayy :>

blue lock boys : boyfriend hcs

includes: chigiri hyoma, hiori yo, mikage reo warnings: hiori’s backstory!

chigiri hyoma

being with chigiri is like dating a best friend- it’s supportive, honest, and filled with back-and-forths.

while he does find grandiose romantic gestures embarrassing, he always finds ways to bare his heart to you.

it’s all about the little things with him.

he notices your habits, when you’re happy, sad or, even agitated. he knows your way of thinking, and reads you like a book. he memorizes what you love; your orders in restaurants are engraved into his mind, as are the lyrics to your favorite songs.

the boy does all this to make-up for how awkward he is with words, knowing he isn’t the most gentle person. by nature, he’s the blunt type.

but, he will tone himself down as much as he can, for your sake. (not during your petty “for fun” arguments though, he has to win those; it’s cute when you’re annoyed.)

on bad days, though he cannot recite an essay of comforting words- chigiri will not leave your side under any circumstance.

speaking of him never leaving your side, he invites you to every single one of his games- always in the vip area, placed where you can see him best.

the rush he feels while running, knowing that you’re watching and cheering him on, can’t be beat. you are his boost, his energy.

won’t admit it, but he secretly waits for your praise after every match. it fuels his ego a lot, so choose your words wisely!! too many compliments result to a very red hyoma.

you, and only you, gets to touch his hair. if the hands running through his well-cared for locks aren’t yours, he doesn’t want them.

you styled his hair like rapunzel’s at one point, flowers and all. it’s your phone’s home screen.

chigiri as a boyfriend is a chigiri that matches his speed and heart with yours, regardless of how fast he is on the field.

hiori yo

dating hiori means having another half who’s always beside you somehow.

his love language is quality time, the sit in quiet type. a quiet with you, of course.

playing games together or engaging in separate activities, the company you share with him is enough either way.

he thinks of warmth to be any moment spent between you two, and he adores it. wise as ever, he knows that time is scarce, and is focused on what someone deems as important.

it half-shocks him when he realizes that he is important to you.

he just isn’t used to selfless love.

growing up in a place where love was earned by excellence, your boyfriend first learns the genuine version of it day by day, by your side.

bonding is crucial to him, in spite of his usual preference for being alone.

you play his video games with him, and he gets into anything you like. franchises, series, anything- if you enjoy it, he’s sure he will too.

he frequently buys matching merchandise and accessories; you match keychains, mugs, and controllers. it’s quite domestic.

forehead kiss enjoyer, for sure.

poor boy is touch starved. compared to other people in your life, hugs with him last longer.

he has a certain kind of smile reserved for you. he isn’t aware of it, but it’s the most gentle and soothing sight. it could soften anyone.

as a boyfriend, hiori’s favorite part in dating is being with you. (so, basically everything.)

mikage reo

a relationship with reo is romantic and grand, he spoils the heart.

the giver, he gives and gives; receiving presents from him happens on almost a daily basis. on days when it isn’t a tangible good, it’s a wonderfully prepared date.

he loves completely, you’ll never feel unwanted with him. the mikage is very open about how he feels, communication is hardly an issue.

while you do appreciate everything, he’s well aware that you’d have him- rags, or riches. (it doesn’t stop him from swiping his black card though, never has, never will.)

yes, he will carry your bags. yes, he’ll personally go to the grocery store to buy your cravings. he’s a boyfriend who loves doing things for you.

however- there is a small, very tiny part deep inside him that acts this way in fear of losing you. please don’t leave him.

it doesn’t go away until you confront him, you work on getting rid of the thought together.

he becomes more secure as time goes on, no worries; the knowledge that you stayed for so long comforts him.

it’s a constant battle to one up him in terms of surprises and displays of affection though, it’s practically impossible. (he prides himself on this.)

there are moments every once in awhile where his clinginess reaches its peak. he’s like a puppy then, attached to your side, seeking attention. (he’s adorable this way; the heir gets pouty when he doesn’t get what he wants.)

it’s not like you ever say no, how could you?

has a particular fondness for back hugs, on both your ends.

he really does shower you with love. (return it tenfold, okay?)

your boyfriend, reo, always makes sure with utmost certainty that you’re aware of how much you mean to him.

[astrolionking]

John Dory/Hickory Headcanons

I love them sm and I had a few ideas

John Dory fell HARD for Hickory first, it was during a party and Branch introduced the bros to his friends but when they got to Hickory, JD was SMITTEN

Every time he’d see Hickory, JD would get nervous and fidgety and try to look cool around him

Finding out Hickory is also a nature dude who lived in the mountains, JD has fantasies about Hickory random “manly” stuff and looking SO GOOD doing it👀💦

JD thought he was discreet about his crush and watching Hickory doing some hard work but Hickory caught on quickly and starting flirting

At first JD didn’t realize he was flirting bc JD doesn’t actually expect someone as cool, handsome and strong as Hickory to like him in any way (low self esteem)

But when his brothers point out that Hickory “definitely likes him back”, JD is genuinely shocked

Hickory definitely wants to go on a date but he loves how nervous JD gets and wants him to muster up the courage to ask Hickory out

One day JD manages to finally ask him out on a small hiking date and Hickory immediately agrees

Their date is really fun. They have a nice walk together on a pretty trail, they get to know each other more and Hickory is much more bold with his flirting. Honestly, JD was surprised Hickory showed up at all (again, low self esteem)

After the date, Hickory asks if he could kiss him and JD is so stunned but he says yes. The kiss felt so magical to him

The day after, JD is all giddy and still feels like it was all a dream. But when Hickory goes up to him and is all lovey dovey with him, JD is SO happy it was all real

As they have more dates, they grow closer

Their flirting and teasing is more outward

JD gets flustered so easily, even when he’s trying to impress Hickory with something

Rhonda absolutely loves Hickory bc he makes JD happy and that makes HER happy. So as far as she’s concerned, she has two papas now lol

Despite them being a very happy couple, JD still doubts that he’s good enough for Hickory. He’s constantly thinking that Hickory is better off with someone else, how he will find someone better, how he’d realize that JD isn’t worth his time, etc.

When Hickory finds out how JD feels, he has a whole talk with him about it and Hickory says he’s very happy being with him and he doesn’t wanna be with anyone else (which gets JD very emotional)

For their first anniversary (maybe six months?), they have a cute picnic in the woods together. Hickory sings him a sweet country love song, JD writes him a song back and they spend the rest of the anniversary on a nice and quiet nature walk (and when the night ends… well, you can guess what happens😏)

They like making each other breakfast. Hickory specifically likes making JD coffee. JD isn’t a fan of cappuccinos but Hickory’s will always be his favorite

They go on hikes and road trips about once a month, just having alone time with one another.

Hickory definitely attends performances JD has as much as he can. He always cheers him on and it makes JD so giddy after the show

JD’s bros tease him about his boyfriend and JD gets embarrassed but can’t help but smile bc “omg Hickory is my boyfriend!! Holy shit it just hit me!!!!”

Hugs and kisses are JD’s favorite things. Physical affection of any kind has him weak. He’s also extremely touch starved so the first time Hickory pulled him into a loving hug, JD got emotional and never wanted to let go

Branch is a little awkward about one of his friends dating his brother but he’s supportive and very happy JD found someone

Floyd is the HAPPIEST abt it and helps JD get ready for dates, gives him small pep talks and gives him advice

Bruce teases JD by asking if he wants to marry Hickory and JD is hella flustered. But he does admit he’s thought about it a LOT bc who wouldn’t lol

Poppy is jumping for joy that one of her best friends is dating her boyfriend’s (or just best friend depending on your shipping preferences) brother

Introducing JD to Dickory was terrifying bc Dickory is 1000% overprotective. He’d definitely threaten JD that if he hurt his little/twin brother, Dickory will hurt him

The Bros were ofc more chill but they do tell Hickory that he means a LOT to JD so please do not hurt him (or else they’ll hurt Hickory lol)

[inamindfarfaraway]

The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals Pitch Meeting

[Should be experienced imagining the voice and acting of Ryan George, who is linked to above.]

Producer Guy: So, you have a musical for me?

Screenwriter Guy: Yes sir, I do. It’s called The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals because the main character, Paul Matthews, doesn’t like musicals.

PD: He doesn’t?

SG: No, he can’t stand them. Watching one is his own personal hell. And that isn’t a throwaway quirk, it comes up several times and is integral to the plot.

PD: Isn’t the protagonist typically meant to be relatable to the audience?

SG: Yeah.

PD: And won’t the audience be full of people who like musicals?

SG: Yeah.

PG: Bit of a weird choice, but okay then. So other than the musical thing, what’s Paul like?

SG: Oh, not much.

PG: What?

SG: Yeah, he’s the most average, boring, white middle-class American everyman you can imagine. No desires, ambitions or hobbies; he never expresses much passion for anything except things he doesn’t like. He has an office job at a company that’s so generic, I didn’t even think of what it does. He’s not particularly nice either. Like, when his best friend Bill asks him to help him reconnect with his teenage daughter Alice, he refuses to avoid his own discomfort despite having nothing else to do. And when his other friend Charlotte right next to him is clearly upset because she’s in a miserable marriage to a neglectful, cheating husband, he doesn’t bother to comfort her.

PG: Isn’t the protagonist typically meant to be likeable and interesting?

SG: Yeah, but we’re not gonna do that I decided. So another important character is Emma Perkins, this barista Paul has a crush on. She’s the only reason he keeps going to this crappy café.

PG: And what’s her deal? Is she kind and friendly to balance out Paul being so apathetic?

SG: No, she’s also rude, but she has better reasons for it. She hates her job and has really annoying, mean coworkers her boss favours over her, who just won’t shut up about how great musical theatre is. They all love it so much that there’s a new rule that if they get tipped, they have to perform a whole song and dance routine.

PG: But working for every tip negates the point of a tip!

SG: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like I said, it's a crappy café.

PG: I gotta say, though, you’re presenting musical fans in quite a negative light there. They are the people whose money we want.

SG: (aside) You haven’t seen anything yet. Anyway, Emma and Paul bond over not liking things and people - it’s cute. But then at the end of the day, a meteor crashes down in a big storm and lands right in the town’s theatre, which is putting on a musical. And the meteor turns out to have evil alien life inside it!

PG: Oh my God. What happens to everyone in that theatre?

SG: Well, it’s offstage, but we find out later that the alien works by taking over your body like a virus and killing you to use you as a vessel for its hive mind. So that probably happens to most of the people. Bill and Alice get out okay, but a lot of people are dead now.

PG: This escalated very quickly!

SG: Yeah, this show does that. It’s a horror comedy; it’s like a sitcom where anyone could brutally die. But here’s the thing: the alien hive mind makes the Infected sing and dance like they’re in a musical, so all the fun, catchy songs are actually it controlling people’s corpses. That’s how everyone knows the lyrics and can move in time to music nobody’s playing. You only hear the music if you’re Infected. And it spreads really fast, so this mindless musical obsession could literally destroy humanity!

PG: That’s so dark and tonally dissonant. But I have concerns about the villain essentially being a living musical, in a musical. Won’t that kinda alienate the audience? As in ‘make them not like it’, not ‘make them aliens’.

SG: No, it’ll be fun. The first song after the intro is very entertaining. There’s this really funny part with a silly, crazy homeless guy.

PG: Ah, yes. Making fun of the homeless and mentally ill is tight!

SG: Not what I… (moving on) and, and, we can cleverly parody musical tropes. For example, Paul’s boss tries to get him to sing an “I Want” song because the Hive want him to be the protagonist of their ‘musical’, but he doesn’t want anything so he’s a terrible protagonist.

PG: Oh, that was on purpose! I thought you were just a bad writer.

SG: Yeah, no, I’m setting up an arc. So the Hive take over most of the town - which is on a island and the bridge gets pulled up, so there’s no way off - including Emma’s café. But she escapes with Paul and they meet his friends from work, plus this obnoxious asshole Charlotte’s cheating with called Ted, who's the worst. But then the Infected police show up, including Charlotte’s husband Sam. She begs him to snap him out of it ‘cause she still loves him, but he pulls a gun on her.

PG: Oh no.

SG: Fortunately, Ted knocks him out.

PG: Oh, good.

SG: But he hits him too hard and his brain falls out!

PG: Wait, even putting aside how unlikely it is that his flesh and skull were broken open wide enough that his whole brain could fall out, isn’t the brain… attached? That’s a very implausible injury.

SG: I’m gonna need you to get all the way off my back about that.

PG: Well, okay then.

SG: So Charlotte has a mental breakdown and Emma suggests they go to her biology professor, Henry Hidgens. He’s an eccentric doomsday survivalist who somehow predicted this exact incredibly specific apocalyptic situation and has a huge house with top-notch security. And he's a biologist, so he might be able to study the alien infection if they bring him Sam.

PG: It’ll be hard to get there safely with the town swarming with alien zombies, especially carrying a dead man.

SG: Actually, it’ll be super easy, barely an inconvenience.

PG: Oh, really?

SG: That part just happens offstage.

PG: So they get to shelter?

SG: They do, so they start to relax for a bit. Except Charlotte, she’s dying inside and stays with her tied-up dead husband. Bill and Ted have this funny argument where Bill threatens to kick Ted’s head, which, you know, is a stupid threat.

PG: It is?

SG: Yeah, because you’d have to kick really high and most people can’t do that.

PG: I thought you would just push the person to the ground with your arms and then kick their head. Most people can do that.

SG: True.

PG: And it would be highly effective. You could kill someone that way.

SG: (getting an idea) You could, couldn’t you? (writes that down)

PG: What are you writing?

SG: Nevermind. Emma and Paul have a nice heart-to-heart where she reveals her backstory. Turns out she had a sister, Jane, who lived a great life, dream job, true love, kid, everything, while Emma left home at eighteen and travelled around being aimless and irresponsible. But then last year Jane died and that’s why Emma came back and is studying, to try to do something with her life now that Jane can’t anymore.

PG: Aw, that’s sad.

SG: Even a zany horror sitcom has its serious moments. So she and Paul bond some more, until Charlotte and Sam burst in.

PG: Wait, what?

SG: The Hive made her think he’d come back to life and manipulated her into letting him go. Then he just killed her.

PG: Dick move.

SG: Massive dick move! So now Ted gets beaten up by the possessed corpse of the woman he loves, after the last things he said to her were mean because he’s the worst. Fortunately, Hidgens kills the zombies.

PG: Oh, good.

SG: But Alice calls Bill and she’s under attack at her school!

PG: Oh no.

SG: If Bill goes to save her alone he’ll almost definitely die. But Paul volunteers to go with him.

PG: So he won’t be nice to his friends in everyday life, but he will risk his life for them?

SG: Precisely, this is really bringing out his inner hero. But when they get there, Alice is already Infected. She sings a whole song about what a terrible father Bill is and he's so guilty that he failed her that he tries to kill himself with the gun they brought. Fortunately, Paul takes the gun off him.

PG: Oh, good.

SG: But he drops it on the ground, so Alice just shoots Bill herself.

PG: Oh my God! Why did he let go of the gun? That was a very poor decision!

SG: Extremely poor, yes. Alice nearly kills Paul too, but the army rescue him. Specifically this secret special unit that I made up called PEIP that deals with supernatural stuff like magic and aliens that most people don't know about. They're ordered to kill everyone to keep the weird stuff secret, but the leader, General John MacNamara, is a good person so he doesn't do that.

PG: So he lets Paul live?

SG: He does, and he sends a helicopter to take him and Emma off the island.

PG: Paul tells him about Emma?

SG: Uh-huh. He realizes that he's in love and finally does want something: to be with her.

PG: Cool, cool, cool.

SG: Meanwhile, Hidgens and Emma are studying the Infected. Emma theorizes that if the brain of the Hive is in the meteor, they could take out all of them by destroying it.

PG: Is that true?

SG: There's no reason it couldn't be! But Hidgens changes his mind about the Hive being evil, knocks Emma out and ties her and Ted up. Then he opens his house's gates because he wants the Hive to get in.

PG: Why does he think the Hive isn't evil?

SG: Well, he's thinking that since humans are so immoral and harmful we're killing the planet and each other constantly anyway, but the Hive will bring peace and harmony. And he loves musicals.

PG: Oh, he does?

SG: Yeah, he's even written his own awful one, and he plays a song he wrote and composed to lure the Infected inside. He's willing to die and doom humanity for his twisted, irrational love of musical theatre.

PG: Really slamming your audience again. Hey, why wasn't he at the musical the theatre just put on?

SG: I don't know.

PG: Fair enough.

SG: So Paul comes back, frees Emma and Ted and they escape, but General MacNamara kills Ted because the soldiers are Infected now!

PG: And this is all onstage?

SG: Yes.

PG: Then it's gonna be hard to get past a division of fit, armed zombie soldiers who can survive not even having brains in their heads.

SG: No, it isn't. Emma shoots MacNamara in the shoulder and that makes him just give up.

PG: What about all the other soldiers?

SG: Please ignore them.

PG: Okay.

SG: So Paul and Emma get to the helicopter and think they've made it, but the pilot is Emma's mean coworker from earlier and makes them crash.

PG: Why is she Emma's coworker and not just the army pilot, if the Hive got there first?

SG: Because.

PG: That works. Are they okay after the crash?

SG: Paul is, but Emma's too hurt to walk. Paul says they should find a boat -

PG: Wait. There are boats? Or does Paul just think there might be?

SG: I have more notes on this town and it has a boating society, so there are boats.

PG: Then why haven't the Infected got in the boats and gone to mainland? Shouldn't they have done that by now?

SG:

SG: ...You're right. I didn't think about the implications. Oh my God, I didn't think about it!

PG: Whoops!

SG: Whoopsie! So anyway, Emma tells him her theory and he goes to blow up the meteor with a grenade.

PG: But then he could die, and right when he actually cares about something. That is heroic. Do he and Emma have a touching maybe-last goodbye?

SG: Kinda. They try to kiss, but she coughs up blood in his face. The Hive knows Paul is coming and lets him in order to infect him. He does his best to resist its control, but it makes him sing and dance and have an existential crisis.

PG: Oh no.

SG: But at the last possible moment, he pulls the pin, blows up the meteor and saves the day!

PG: Wow, wow, wow. Wow.

SG: So we cut to two weeks later. Everyone else in the town is dead, but Emma was saved by the army reinforcements and she's getting out of hospital on the mainland and ready to start a new life.

PG: Well, at least she survived and the Hive is defeated. That's what Paul wanted. But it's still a shame he died.

SG: That's what Emma thinks... until he walks in!

PG: (excited) What?

SG: Yeah, he's okay and he gives her this soft smile and she's the happiest we've ever seen her and they hug.

PG: That's such a sweet ending. After everything they've been through, getting to be happy together feels earned, and I really have warmed up to them both.

SG: And then Paul starts singing.

[Beat. Producer Guy's relieved expression turns to confusion, shock, sorrow and horror as he processes that information and its implications. He stares at Screenwriter Guy, betrayed.]

PG: But that means he's... (SG nods, proud of himself) and Emma's theory was wrong, and... (SG nods again) the Hive is on the mainland now, so the entire world is... (SG nods again) oh, a very depressing ending!

SG: Set to a very cheerful song! The cast even stay in-character for the bows; the Infected bow while Emma screams and cries and begs the audience for help before being dragged away. So what do you think?

PG: That ending will haunt my dreams. But as creative as the premise is and as emotional as it gets later on, I don't know if this will be that big of a hit. The tone changes so fast and jarringly, the main characters aren't that likeable at first and it all just seems pretty niche. And it spends so much time mocking its own genre and audience. I can see it becoming a cult classic, but I don’t think you’ll be able to launch a series with it or anything.

[good-beanswrites]

Fe Aspec Week Day 1: Friendship

Python’s Ten-Step Guide to Discovering You’re Aromantic

First, you need to notice something is different between you and your best friend. Do it nice and early, when he reads you storybooks of heroes and kings and battles that all culminate in a beautiful wedding. Your friend likes looking at the illustrations of the knight rescuing their lover. He can’t rest until he’s finished reading the last page. Stop him to look at the pictures of the fights. Enjoy the dragons. Enjoy the hero’s sword. When you’re alone, be sure to close the book before the lovers even reunite, because you’re excited that he won the battle using all his strength and valor, and isn’t that enough?

Spend your childhood hating every Day of Devotion to varying degrees. You can start off enjoying it, if you’d like: confess nonexistent feelings to a pretty thing in the hopes it’ll do you some good. Give flowers to the cute neighbor only to feel nothing at his rejection. Eventually, though, realize that something about the day pisses you off. You won’t be able to put your finger on it (it’s only step 2, after all). 

Worry that your best friend is the problem, and far too sentimental over everyone and everything. He’s definitely not the norm you should be comparing yourself against. Worry your pops is the problem. You know he never loved your mother, you’d never seen him love anyone, maybe this all started with him somehow. Then, worry that you are the problem. Spend sleepless nights and miserable days wondering why the goddess put you together with something missing on the inside. Try to spend as little time as possible on this one, but it’s okay if it takes a while.

One particularly quiet night, break into your friend’s father’s lord’s library. A little crime is necessary in affairs like this. You’re not the quickest reader, but maybe there’s something in here that you’ve been missing. Even if the bastard doesn’t have any books on the subject – flip through those pages of romance, courting, soulmates, and the power of love until you get fed up and leave with nothing to show for it.

Court everyone you possibly have a chance with in your little village. Silently compare yourself with the way your best friend talks about the butcher’s daughter, then break off each courtship when it doesn’t match up. Find someone new, they might be the right one. Take up archery to impress your potential dates. Learn all sorts of songs on your cittern (you’ll prefer the dances, but you have to learn the love songs because that’s all people will request). Leap into every gossipy conversation you can about affairs and crushes and relationships. Lend an ear to romantic tales about everyone from your neighbor to the head of Zofian knights. Throw yourself into it with a flirtatious fervor until you no longer recognize yourself. 

Next, you need to undo everything you just did. (Well, you can keep up the cittern playing. That will still help you take a date to bed now and again.) Look yourself in the mirror one day, and take down the act. Find yourself again. Be at some kind of peace with it. If there’s anyone you’re going to learn to love in your life, it’s going to be you. Start that right now, while staring in the mirror and listening to your friend chatter on in the other room, since he invited you over to offer comfort after your latest, and last, breakup. You don’t really need the big to-do, but you do enjoy the company.

Gather up the courage to broach the subject with your friend. Don’t do it like a normal, composed person. No – save up the thoughts for a long while, waiting until you’re at a real low point. You’ve got to be in the dumps for more reasons than this alone, but this is the main thing that comes spilling out of you as you curse the world, the gods, and yourself.

Now, this is the best step because you don’t even need to do anything. You may think that you will. You may have spent the past few steps preparing for the worst. But really, you don’t need to do a thing. Let your best friend pull you close. Let him hold you for a minute, assuring there’s nothing wrong with you. Let him say how much he cares about you. How he wouldn’t want you any other way. Let him buy you a drink, because he says it’s something that you should take pride in.

Celebrate. Celebrate. It’s important that you repeat this step. Do it as often as possible. Repeat it every single day of your goddamn life.

Now that you’ve got yourself all figured out, you can help out some others along the way. You’ll find people just like you, and people nothing like you who show what else is possible. There will be that kind pegasus knight you get talking with late into the night. That young and withdrawn mage boy. The boisterous footsoldier. The imposing swordsman who was occasionally a swordswoman. The mysterious redhead who’s feeling as if something important is missing. Remember your own pain, and your relief, and offer him some of it. 

(It’s not an official step, but make sure you’re getting your share of shuteye the whole time. This shit is exhausting and you deserve a break. Godspeed.)

[moonlightcrusader]

MY SUPER MARIO MOVIE REVIEW (SPOILERS AHEAD)

Okay, so I have finally composed myself and I will say…man…the Mario movie was fun!

My overall review is its very funny, full of heart and the animation is gorgeous. There’s a lot of unexpected scenes that I found heartwarming and added to the characters/ plot.❤️

However…that being said…the pacing and script is my main concern. I know they have to fit a large chunk of lore for a good runtime, but there isn’t much development.

“But Moon, mario wasn’t all about story” I know, but a movie provides a chance to add story at a cinematic level.

Expanding the world and if not that the characters. If anything, I do not mind the simple plot. Mario needs to save Luigi and work alongside Princess Peach to defeat Bowser. Perfect.

However. I would have really liked more expanded characters. But I will elaborate below because that’s not my only critique.

Beyond here will be spoilers, read at your own risk!! My blog will start reposting/ talking about spoilers from here and now since it’s officially out!

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CONS/ WHAT I WISH IT HAD MORE OF:

-I wish the bros got more screen time. Their chemistry and brotherly love was amazing, and I was itching to see more of them together.🥺

-that fight at the end with Bowser tho WAS EPIC! But Luigi was super underutilized omg… I really thought he was gonna have another role in the movie. I think they missed out on the side characters having more of a role or even a conversation…

-Speaking of which, idk, I found Lumalee kind of annoying. I know it’s probably going to set up a future movie…but I thought at least we would get some insight as to why the Luma was captured, why it hates living so much, idk….lol. But I did love the voice of Lumalee, super cute :)

-characterization. Apart from Mario and a LITTLE of luigi, and DK, the rest felt bland… I feel like bowser could have been more fleshed out (but don’t get me wrong, I loved how he had a crush on peach, his song and planned on marrying her. AHHH I LOVED IT) toad could have been more fleshed out. What are his goals at least? Not every character has to have an internal conflict, but he just felt…there. And what a shame because hes charming!

-okay guys, but peachs characterization. I’m sorry, this deserves its own post, so I will hyperlink it here when I finishing writing that, but omg yeah I am not quite attached to her portrayal yet😅 what a shame too because I love her so much…

-wish we spent some more time getting to know Mario’s family😭

-not a fleshed out ending. Hoped that peach would have reacted being on earth, maybe a montage of Brooklyn adjusting to having this pipe that leads to another world. What was the cities response overall when it came to cleanup? I know they have HAD to had some questions why a huge gorilla with a tie was there…and talking! Lol…

now… drumroll please…

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POSITIVES/ WHAT I FREAKIN LOVEDDDDD:

-Mario. Omg they freakin ACED Mario. His character flaws, his goals, aspirations, internal conflict, personality, everything I headcanoned/ hoped for. He’s a goofball who loves adventure, plumbing and loves his family. His determination, stubbornness, (RIZZ HE GOT THAT RIZZ!!!) and charm. Ugh. That affirms it. He’s my fav. I wanted to hug him through the screen many times SO BAD!!!🥺❤️

-luigi and Mario’s brotherly love/chemistry. Omg. The flashback of them as babies and when Mario was cupping Luigi’s face and almost crying out of relief. Like omg omg I’m so happy to that attention to detail😭🥺❤️ they love each other so much it’s just… *chefs kiss* I’m hoping for future movies we get more brotherly scenes, I’m still waiting for that piggyback ride🫶❤️

-baby peach. I just…I wasn’t expecting it. She was so cute and the fact that the toads just adopted her and raised her as their own tells goes sweet they are. 🥹 I’m so glad we got some of a backstory for her! But Omg…she was someone’s child then! :o I love lore…

-bowsers singing and the song peaches is a legit masterpiece. If my man don’t make a song like this and doesn’t sing it with that much enthusiasm I don’t want him!!😤😤😂💞but yep Jack black was awesome hehe he had me dying of laughter and he was super intimidating as Bowser!! He understood the assignment 💅🏼

-which reminds me. I love the plot of Bowser wanting to marry Peach and getting jealous of Mario. I wish we got Mario’s reaction of peach wearing the wedding dress tho I don’t think it really hit him that Bowser was trying to marry Peach…

- speaking of which…Mareach! We got a few cute scenes!! Nothing major, but I see that they are making it a slow burn romance 😏😂 okay, I can wait! While I wish we got more scenes, I loved how DK called out Mario’s attempts at flirting, Peach calling him adorable when he had his cat suit🥺🥺 and her giggles when Mario promises to buy her a pet turtle if she comes to Brooklyn. That was so freakin cute!!!❤️❤️🥹 you can tell Mario likes her, and peach has a fondness for him :)))

-CAT MARIO WAS SO ADORABLE DID YOU SEE WHEN HE BEAT DONKEY KONG HE WAS KNEEDING ON HIM LIKE A CAT WOULD AHHHHH-

-the animation and the storyboarding. Everything art related. The score. I wanted to fly when I heard bowsers theme. I wanted to cry seeing the beautifully crafted action scenes and I can’t wait to see the storyboards 😭❤️ illumination went all the way!!! Also the character design!!! I love all of their designs!!!

-the pop songs were a nice touch and the humor was great. :3

-SEEING MARIOS FAMILY AND THE FACT THAT CHARLES PLAYS THEIR DAD IS SO ADORABLE AND AWESOME I WAS FREAKIN FANGIRLING!!!

-also like I headcanoned THEIR MAMA IS SO ADORABLE I LOVE HER SO MUCH!!! No wonder they came out as sweet incredible boys 🥺🧡

-the soundtrack man. They were cooking up in the studio I’m telling you!!! I heard it’s on Spotify now so I’m gonna be listening to it lol

-luigi is so precious but I wish HE HAD MORE SCREENTIME

-DK and Mario’s relationship give me rowdy sibling vibes and I’m here for it

-I love how they can travel from Brooklyn to mushroom kingdom through the pipe, at first I thought it was a star VS the forces of evil thing and the worlds merged until I realized the ending… XD

-I loved all the voices!! I think everyone did an amazing job, I heard a few inconsistencies throughout the movie but meh, everyone seemed excited for their roles!!!🧡🫶

If I can think of anything else I will add, but yeah, I think I had higher expectations for the movie😅 I think if it had a bit more time to flesh out characters, it would have been SUPER great. I loved all the references inside the movie, you can tell it was crafted with passion and love❤️ it was a very fun experience and of course the BRAINROT increased💞

Of course, this is my personal opinions and such, if you have a different one, that's fine! This is just what I would liked to see/ what I thought would have been better in the movie. That’s all!! :3

[twin-scars]

-Edit updated to add songs I missed throughout the seasons.

Sleepless nights make me over-analyze. I've been going through the music in some of my favorite scenes (mostly those that pertain to Jonathan and Nancy, whether collectively or individually, with a bit of Stancy thrown in because, well, why not).

I started in Season One. (All the themes themselves are pretty self-explanatory and don’t need interpretation, but I’ll mention them anyway. Plus it gives you an idea how much better seasons one and two are in comparison to three and four.)

Nancy is studying in her room. This is right after she fights with Karen about not being able to 'study at Barb's'. Every Little Bit (Jackie James & Ian Curnow) I believe the time is right / Have to tell ya I'm hear over heels in love / Too afraid to let you in Pushed you away, now it's gone far enough / I never felt this way before / Don't wanna wait one second more 'Cause every little bit of my heart is true / This is where I belong

Very much a song appropriate for Nancy crushing over Steve. A lot of the music in season one gives depth to the characters and relationships. I think that gets kind of lost in later seasons...But anyway, Nancy is developing a lot of feelings for Steve. True, she's changing herself to fit in with him and his friends, but she genuinely likes him and wants his approval.

When Steve is helping Nancy study Africa (Toto) It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you / There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do I bless the rains down in Africa / Gonna take some time to do the things we never had / Hurry boy, she's waiting there for you

The song is literally about a guy talking about how much he loves Africa, but the lyrics are romantic, and it fits how Steve and Nancy feel about each other.

In episode two, Jonathan is driving to see Lonnie. This is the song right before Should I Stay Or Should I Go comes on, and it's such a Jonathan song. Go Nowhere (Raegan Youth) You're a gonowhere! / And you don't care! / You're a gonowhere! You're not even there! Living your life on the conveyor belt / No time to think so your brain just melts No destination you're lost inside

Like...good grief, he really thinks he's stuck in life. It's so depressing.

And while Jonathan is parking to see Lonnie Dark Stars (Mark Glass) I can't understand the lyrics for the life of me, but it's heavy with the synths and edgy, which seems right for Jonathan's confrontation with Lonnie. I'm Taking Off (Shield Your Eyes) -- (Space Knife) Drifting through space / all I feel is cold / all I want is the power of the night / and you to hold / and I was wrong to let you go / and now we'll never know Jonathan is confronting Lonnie about Will. Jonathan no doubt blames himself for Will's disappearance (hence the 'I was wrong to let you go') (Fun fact: this band isn’t from the 80s, the song came out in 2013, and the band is based in Atlanta.)

Later on at Steve's party while they're all throwing themselves in the pool (except for Barb) I Melt With You (Modern English) Moving forwards, using all my breath / Making love to you was never second best / I saw the world thrashing all around your face / Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace / I'll stop the world and melt with you You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time / There's nothing you and I won't do / I'll stop the world and melt with you

Fun and flirty, kind of romantic, but not too heavy. Just another fun song that fits Steve and Nancy. Their feelings for each other are still new-ish and the attraction is high. It's cute and light.

This Isn't You (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is played multiple times throughout the series. I think in season one I heard it while Nancy and Jonathan were at the police station. But it seems to be Steve and Nancy's theme, because most of their scenes have this song or some variation of it. It's sad, because Nancy (in the beginning) changed for Steve. So much so Barb said it to her several times, afraid that Nancy would leave their friendship. But even when Nancy and Steve start embracing who they are, they're just not compatible. Nancy is always holding back from Steve.

She probably loved him at one point, but since losing Barb her focus in life changes, as do her feelings.

Waiting for a Girl Like You (Foreigner) I've been waiting for a girl like you / To come into my life / I've been waiting for a girl like you (waiting for a girl) / A love that will survive / I've been waiting for someone new (I've been waiting) / To make me feel alive / Yeah, waiting for a girl like you (waiting for a girl) / To come into my life Nancy is sleeping with Steve for the first time. Even this early on we can tell that Steve adores Nancy and knows she's different from any other girl he's dated. Carol and Tommy even make fun of him and say he's in love with her. But it's sad, though, because Nancy is changing who she is in order to fit in with Steve and his friends. Steve knows that's she still different though--her speaking to Jonathan in the hallway is testament to that. Photos in the Woods (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) Jonathan’s theme. He’s (obviously) taking photos in the woods. It’s heard in a later episode when Jonathan and Nancy are in the dark room trying to figure out what the demogorgon is, and Jonathan gives Nancy an apology. Later on it’s followed by Something in the House (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) which is while Nancy and Jonathan are in the woods, and then it’s Tendril (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) when Nancy gets stuck in the Upside Down. The track is literally twenty-six seconds lol. When Jonathan rescues Nancy, it’s No Weapons (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) because, obviously, Nancy was defenseless in the Upside Down. Sunglasses at Night (Corey Hart) While, she's deceiving me / It cuts my security / Has she got control of me? / I turn to her and say / don't switch the blade on the guy in shades, oh no / don't masquerade with the guy in shades, oh no / I can't believe it / 'Cause you've got it made with the guy in shades, oh no

It fits Steve’s mood when he’s driving to Nancy’s house to check on her: Also foreshadowing a bit, as Nancy masquerades how she really feels after they get back together at the end of the season. Hmmmm. Tribulations (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is beautiful. It’s melancholy, lowkey anxious, but also really sweet, which is the mood between Jonathan and Nancy when they’re in bed together. When they wake up, The Upside Down (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is during their discussion on how to help Barb and Will. When they escape out Nancy’s window, I See The Future (Andrew Pinching) is blasting on her stereo. The beat is really good and I wish they played more of it as we see Nancy and Jonathan shopping for bear traps but instead we have The Bargain Store (Dolly Parton) Why you take for instance this old broken heart / If you will just replace the missing part / You would be surprised to find how good it really is / Take it and you never will be sorry that you did / The bargain store is open, come inside You can easily afford the price / Love is all you need to purchase all the merchandise / And I can guarantee you'll be completely satisfied WOW. Jancy song, especially on Jonathan’s end. But of course it all comes crashing down with

Speak of the Devil (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) because Nancy is being slut shamed and Jonathan is being harassed which leads to them fighting and starts Exit (Tangerine Dream) which is so emotionally packed I think of Jonathan fighting every time.

At the police station This Isn’t You is there, again. I guess because this is Steve and Nancy’s theme is why it’s played? I don’t know. 

And just like Exit (Tangerine Dream), Run Away (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) has the same emotionally charged vibe. Steve is choosing Nancy over his friends.

They Found Us and Spiked Bat (both by Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is while Jonathan and Nancy are preparing to fight the demogorgon. Jonathan and Nancy have quite a lot of little themes in this season. Something in the House is played again when our monster hunting trio are trying to slay.

At the end of the season, we hear This Isn’t You again while Nancy is giving Jonathan his present. Once more it’s subtlety reminding us that being with Steve isn’t who she needs to be with. Season Two:

Which we get more of a feeling for when Steve and Nancy are talking in his car. Talking in Your Sleep (The Romantics) plays in the background: You tell me that you want me / You tell me that you need me / You tell me that you love me / And I know that I'm right / 'Cause I hear it in the night

Perhaps Nancy started talking in her sleep. Besides nightmares about Barb and the Upside Down, it's possible she dreams about Jonathan. But I think it's more like how Steve feels about Nancy. She's the love of his life and she does tell him she loves him when he says it.

The music that's associated with Steve and Nancy are romantic, but feel so fairy-tale like. The sentiments are sweet, but there's not much substance to them. They're cliches and that's what Nancy has called Steve.

In the hallway when Nancy is walking to her locker, First Kiss (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is heard, and that's Mike and Eleven's theme. Why play First Kiss for Steve and Nancy? Nancy is looking at Jonathan walking away, so perhaps it's in reference to Jonathan, who is the one she really wants to kiss. This is not to be confused with A Kiss, which is Steve and Nancy in season one.

Nancy and Steve, and Nancy herself, seem to have sad songs attached to them. When Nancy visits Barb’s parents for dinner, Eulogy (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is such heartbreaking song. Nancy misses Barb terribly, which is why later on in the library A Familiar Face (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is heard. but when she runs to Steve for comfort... This Isn’t You is repeated yet again when Steve says they should just act like stupid teenagers. I get the feeling that Steve and Nancy aren’t supposed to be together. How many times is this theme played? As Jonathan drives Will to the Wheelers, it’s Blackout (Swing Set) Blackout, blackout - blackout tonight / Oh, oh - and the city hides Watch out, watch out - watch out tonight / Oh, oh - lock your heart inside /  And you're lonely tonight / and you need someone - someone to hold on Foreshadowing that Nancy is going to get black out drunk and she’ll need Jonathan to hold onto, because we know Steve is going to ditch her. Although I hate that Girls On Film by Duran Duran plays when Jonathan shows up to the Halloween party. We don't need a reminder of Jonathan taking an inappropriate photo of Nancy (which he did apologize for, by the way, and never does it again). When Jonathan takes her home it’s the beautiful, gorgeous theme Outside The Realm (Big Giant Circles). It fits so much within this scene--Nancy’s need for Jonathan’s support, her grief and depression about Barb swallowing her whole. It’s sad all the way around. The Ghost In You (The Psychedelic Furs) A race is on I'm on your side / And hearing you my engines die / I'm in a mood for you / For running away / Stars come down in you / And love, you can't give it away / Inside you the time moves Nancy and Jonathan are talking about her relationship with Steve and Jonathan confirms he is the one that took her home. The conversation expands and they discuss how nothing in their world will ever be the same. Nancy gets the genius idea to take out the government. The whole song is very much Jancy and how Jonathan is ride or die for Nancy. How I Feel About You - Jumpstreet No lyrics for this, but one listen will definitely will have you thinking Jancy. This is the scene where Mrs. Wheeler stops Jancy to say hello to Jonathan. When Nancy calls Barb’s mother, Spiked Bat is present.

Fresh Blood (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) is when Nancy and Jonathan are driving away from the lab to get to Murray’s.

When Jancy is together, the pattern of the songs are more deeply romantic, focusing more on love than cliché promises. At the motel, trying to rent a room, Try My Love (Carroll Lloyd) plays: After everyone get you down / I know I must be a fool/But here I am standing around Begging you to try my love / Try my love / And I know we can make it, yeah You may think what I'm saying isn't true / If you believe in me, you can bet your life / I believe in you Oh like I need you / Oh I want you

The attraction between them is pretty undeniable. Just like Steve and Nancy's theme is This Isn't You, Jonathan and Nancy's is Scars (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein). (And later on, The First Lie). It doesn't have quite as much of a sad undertone like This Isn't You, but both are heavy with emotion.

On the way to Murray's, Jonathan plays Can I Do What I Want (Shock Therapy): My hands do the work they know so well / My mind hides the feelings deep inside / A feeling that there is another way / Thinking maybe there is something I can't hide / Doing what I can, can I do what I want, what I want?

A good song for taking down the man, but it also kind of hints at Jonathan and Nancy burying their feelings yet again. Of course Murray offers his advice: There Is Frost On The Moon (Artie Shaw and His Orchestra & Helen Forest) There's frost on the moon and snow on the ground / But with you around / There's Spring in my heart. / Don't need my racoon / 'Cause everything's fine, As long as you're mine / There's Spring in my heart.

Awwwwww, these two so belong together.

The night they spent together at the motel sucked since Nancy was mad at him. At least at this point, though, they both know their attraction was mutual. They spend time with Murray making sure the lab burns to the ground and he pushes them together, and when it's time to sleep, the tension ramps up.

You Better Go Now (Billie Holiday) You'd better go now / Because I like you much, too much / You have a way with you / You'd better go now Because I like you very much

Leads into...

The First Lie (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) which is Jancy's main theme. It's the music that plays when they kiss for the first time. It's more hopeful and upbeat. Scars in comparison is much more dark and emotional, but it’s played more often.

Next morning is breakfast at Murray's Blue Bayou (Roy Orbison) Oh that boy of mine / By my side / The silver moon / And the evening tide / Oh some sweet day / Gonna take away This hurting inside / Well I'll never be blue / My dreams come true / On Blue Bayou

This is such a Jancy song. Oribson said himself it's about 'loneliness that precedes happiness' and that fits Jancy perfectly.

And at the end of the season we have the Snow Ball.

Twist of Fate (Olivia Newton-John) A higher voice has called the tune / Two hearts that lost the beat will now resume / The gift of life extension by divine intervention / It's gotta be a strange twist of fate / Telling me that heaven can wait / Telling me to get it right this time / Life doesn't mean a thing without the love you bring / Love is what we've found the second time around / Don't understand what's going on / Woke up this morning, all the hurt was gone / This is a new beginning / I'm back in the land of the living

I think it's kind of referencing all the couples, but it fits Jancy the best. Both Nancy and Jonathan have been depressed and grieving. Jonathan's way of life will never be the same, because Will's isn't the same. Nancy lost Barb. And during the year they were apart, they had feelings for each other but kept them buried. Season Three

Jancy's theme changes to We Don't Understand Each Other (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein). We all know about Jancy's fight. Interestingly enough, this song doesn't get played again, as far as I know.

Later, when Jonathan is developing photos for Nancy at the Hawkins Post dark room,

All Your Reasons Why (Smart Remark) These times and words are wearing thin / To stop and think of how you've been in life / To draw up one conclusion in your mind / And make it right, for all your reasons why / And you hurt me when you cry

Pretty appropriate for the scene afterwards. We know Jonathan hates seeing Nancy upset, and knows she wants to be right more than anything.

Six Facts (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) Jonathan and Nancy are getting yelled at by Tom. Pretty easy to see what this song means. Poor Jancy. And later on when Jancy is investigating Tom's house there's Heather's (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein). This one is self-explanatory too.

In Our Hideaway (Valentino) Elevator music, literally. Jancy make up. But why pick such a specific song titled 'In Our Hideaway'?

You're A Fighter (Kyle Dixon and Michael Stein) is when Jancy is saying good-bye. It's safe to say that both of them are fighters--not just of monsters, but of their relationship. They don't break up, choosing to go the 'traumatic' route and stay together.

Season Four (there’s not much here at all)

Journalistic Instinct (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) I don't know if this is another Jancy theme or a Nancy one. Maybe it's a bit of both. Jancy are great detectives.

Palm Tree Delight (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) Clearly Argyle & Jonathan's theme

Scars (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) plays while Jonathan is staring at the picture of him and Nancy on the fridge.

This Isn't You (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) in a later episode, maybe in the one after (?), where Nancy is pulling spiders out of Steve's hair. If this couple is endgame, or has even a possibility of a future together, why not create a different theme? Instead we have the depressing This Isn't You again, which reminds us that Steve and Nancy aren't compatible. Yet...

Does That Make Us Friends? (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) I assume is Nancy and Robin's theme. Nancy is explaining what her relationship with Jonathan is really like. She's venting her frustrations to Robin. For a theme, this song sounds so bizarre. I don't know, it just sounds off to me? Maybe not off, but it's like a mixture of sounds that shouldn't go together but they do. And it's dark and emotional.

Later on, Scars plays again right before Steve jumps into the lake to find watergate. I imagine Nancy is thinking of Jonathan, wishing he were there with her and Steve. You can't blame her--they all kicked ass in season one against the demogorgon. But it confuses me because...

She Wants Me To Find Her (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stine) is during the scene where Eddie is telling Steve to pursue Nancy. This song was way back in season two, with Eleven pursuing Kali in episode 7 ('The Lost Sister') We know El finds Kali, but ultimately leaves her. Interesting choice, unless they're trying to subtlety show that Steve and Nancy will eventually have a doomed relationship (because El left Kali, which leads me to think Nancy would leave Steve again if they were to get back together).

What I love in season four, is when Nancy is being tormented by Vecna, the theme is called Soteria (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein). Soteria is a greek goddess that ensures safety and gets people out of harm's way. Basically salvation and protection from harm is her thing. BUT BUT BUT it's also the name of the device in Henry/01's neck. Useful for nullifying his abilities. Essentially, Brenner named the device after the greek goddess of salvation and deliverance. Clever! The song works for Vecna and Nancy--Nancy because Vecna releases her, and we learn about Vecna's past.

We know that after this, Nancy is determined more than ever to destroy Henry/Vecna/One, but Steve is thinking of something else.

Fire and Rain (James Taylor) Been walking my mind to an easy time / My back turned towards the sun / Lord knows, when the cold wind blows It'll turn your head around / Well, there's hours of time on the telephone line / To talk about things to come Sweet dreams and flying machines in pieces on the ground / Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain / I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end / I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend But I always thought that I'd see you, baby / One more time again, now

It's on the radio as Steve is making his famous speech. The song itself is depressing, as James Taylor explained it discussed s*icde, drug addiction, and staying in a mental hospital. Not exactly an uplifting song. But it seems to imply Steve wants one last chance with Nancy. She doesn't look thrilled, which leads to the theme

A Proper Thump (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein). Steve credits Nancy for helping him change, but in reality, I think it was more Jonathan's punches that got through.

When the Cali Crew return to Hawkins there's the return of Eight Fifteen (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) which gives off a happy miraculous vibe. We heard it back in season two when El returns from staying with Kali.

The last interaction between Jonathan and Nancy is them repairing Hopper's cabin. Tammy (Kyle Dixon & Michael Stein) goes well here. It was back in season three when Robin was confessing to Steve she really liked Tammy, and revealing to him she's gay. It's a heavy conversation with a confession, the kind of conversation Jonathan and Nancy (mainly Jonathan) is trying to avoid.

Okay I'm done now lol

[notsadspicyfunny]

I was convinced that Sawyer had a thing for Bella. And then it turns out he dated pepper which I completely forgot. They ended up breaking up. And I was like what the fuck. And I’m 97% sure that fucking Newt was gay, but was scared to come out because his dad is most likely a bigot his stepmom is obviously homophobic.

Going back to Sawyer and Bella. He didn’t like her… He didn’t even confess to her. His cousin ended up doing it. His cousin and Bella ended up dating. And that is insane to me like they kissed during fireworks. That is so fucking cute.

And then fucking Troy dude, Troy is a fucking asshole . And he’s so self-centered, but he’s also kind of hot. But I would honestly prefer Newt over him any day. The series also like reminded me how much I fucking love and miss football. Also, for when the show is made, there were so many before the times are references. Like gender equality, LGBTQ plus rights, bullying, etc.

There was even a gay character. Like he didn’t come out and say he was gay, or had a boyfriend. But he literally said in Season 2 episode 20: ‘Im not into girls. But I’m into free tacos’

Let’s go back to Newt. He was obviously a theater kid at heart. Like there was an entire episode about how he was a god of a singer.. but he couldn’t do that for a living one because he had stage fright and two because his dad wanted him to play football. And one of the other episodes he was too ashamed to tell his dad that he was mostly on the bench all of the time.

He also had crushes on very masculine girls. And made a lot of ‘jokes’ about being into guys. He and Sawyer even joked about smacking troys butt.

Also, most of the mannerisms he had we’re just obviously LGBTQ plus. I think because it was the time that the show was created they couldn’t make an outwardly gay dude.

Or maybe he was just really wimpy and I’m over reacting to all of this. I don’t know he just had a lot of hints.

Bella was like the main character because like she’s the title character. But she was honestly such a bitch. She made every situation about herself all the time. And while I did enjoy some of the moments she was shown. She was honestly kind of awful. First of all, she made a boy cheat on his lovely ass girlfriend for her. She almost didn’t let her best friend go with a girl because she had beef with the girl.

And then, when the girl broke up with him, she goes: ‘lol told ya’

Like I’m rooting for the dudes on this one. Choose a new best friend man.

Sawyer was honestly so funny in this. He was my favorite bit of comic relief. He had a shitty, best friend though who is Troy. What are my favorite scenes was when he wore a dress and fucking rocked it

There was an episode, when two of the male football players were like ‘cheerleading isn’t a real sport’ and the girls literally taught them a lesson. And it was so entertaining and I think it was a great lesson because cheerleading is a real sport. And it should be treated as such. Like it’s a literally gymnastics, AND weightlifting

The coach in this, though is so funny. He’s one of my favorite adult characters that is ever been introduced into any type of series besides grunkle Stan in gravity falls.

As much as I hate to admit it the intro song. Such a fucking bop. Honestly really really good. It’s gonna be stuck in my head for the rest of the night/day,

That reminds me, I’ve pulled an all nighter to finish this stupid series

Thank you for coming to my Ted talk

[atopearth]

White Album 2 Part 2 - Closing Chapter

Now we're in the part the anime didn't adapt so everything will be completely new to me! Apparently there's a few new girls with endings of their own so that seems interesting. Chiaki isn't too appealing to me right now but we'll see. On the other hand, I wonder how it feels for Haruki to listen to the song Todokanai Koi play every winter at his university because the school radio station likes it, and everyone requests it around that time. It must be nice to know that the song he, Kazusa and Setsuna worked so hard on back then is still so loved to this day, but it must feel bittersweet. I wonder how Setsuna and Kazusa are doing now considering it's been 3 years since Kazusa left. Wow, the way Haruki rejected Yada...that was cruel. Super cruel. I can understand his feelings but wow, he crushed her heart, that was so mean, I feel so sorry for the poor girl. I commend Koharu for telling Haruki off for being an ass in the way he rejected Yada but I honestly don't blame him for lashing out at Koharu. Why does he have to be responsible for making Yada accept that he doesn't want to go out with her? Why does he have to tell her his reasons for rejecting her? That's something personal. If he doesn't like her and doesn't want to go out with her, then he just needs to say that, why does he have to bear his heart out to a stranger? That's ridiculous.

I have to agree with Setsuna. Obviously, I haven't been as hurt as Setsuna with promises, but I've been hurt enough from promises that weren't kept that I don't believe in promises anymore. There's no such thing as 'definitely' and 'never'. No matter how sure they are at that moment in time, people will leave you regardless of what they've said before in their lives. I can understand why Haruki can't help but avoid Setsuna though. How can you face someone you totally betrayed, cheated on and act like nothing happened. She can forgive him, but he can't forgive himself, and he feels like he doesn't deserve that forgiveness either, so how could he accept all her kindness and generosity when he hurt her so much? But at the same time, avoiding her hurts her too. I don't know what is the best choice but it's definitely heartwrenching to see Setsuna be so happy to just talk to Haruki on the phone again, which makes me think, Haruki is right for wanting her to hate him, Setsuna's happiness is too dependent on his existence, and I think she needs to get over him so she can 'fly' freely again. Anyway, Koharu is pretty cute. She's like a mini Haruki as they say lol. I have to admit though, whether it be Chiaki or Koharu, they're very annoying to me personally loll, am I getting old?😢 The good thing about Chiaki though is that she's good at reading the mood and people. Wow..like, I know Haruki wants to be hated blah blah, but does he really need to make Setsuna feel so betrayed yet again by letting her misunderstand that Chiaki was 'with him' the whole night at his place? I'll admit that Koharu is getting better for me haha. But really, Haruki should really let Setsuna go. If he's willing to be hated, then he should just let Setsuna thoroughly hate him by cutting her off, but I guess it might not be possible considering how all their friends are interconnected, sigh. On the other hand, Mari is best girl. Considerate, thoughtful and understanding.

Koharu's friends were kinda mean, but honestly they're right. Mihoko is so focused on the fact that Haruki said he doesn't have a girlfriend which translates to her as she can still go after him when he clearly rejected her already, and the fact that she refuses to accept it annoys me as well. People can reject you for any reason they want, they don't owe you their love just because you love them. It seems that when it comes to Izumi and Haruki's family situations, they're very similar in how they both became estranged from their family and haven't been able to face them properly or just live with them in general. Even though I'm also sick of Haruki dragging everything along and not doing anything, Koharu is so meddlesome, she's legit so annoying and I would hate her if she stuck her head into my business too. 

Wow, I know Haruki gets tempted all the time but he's really a jerk, he held Izumi's hand and even nearly kissed her yet he refuses to let Setsuna go when he's doing crap like this. He's not "about" to betray Setsuna again, he's betraying her all the time, constantly and thinking he's only "about to", betrayal isn't only when you physically do something! Honestly, seeing Setsuna and Haruki's estranged relationship, watching how much they force themselves to try and make things "right" is just so painful and frustrating to watch. Mainly because if they both stopped running away, maybe they really could have forgiven themselves by now and actually been able to go back to "normal", but because they both kept dancing around each other, there's honestly no way for them to stay together at this current stage. Their existence itself basically hurts the other. They're such distant strangers they might as well not even know each other. Time stopped for them 3 years ago and they're refusing to move on. Any person who reads Haruki's article would understand that he remembers everything about Kazusa and would never forget about her no matter what he says. What they need to do isn't to forget but to accept that these things are all in the past. Easier said than done of course, but all the more reason for them to give up on each other, because they both can't forget it nor accept it. What I hate the most is that even though Setsuna is finally confronting Haruki and trying her best to be honest with him, he is still lying to her about his own thoughts and feelings and that pisses me off so much. Maybe that's his "kindness" but in reality, that's just his cruelty and his selfishness for forcing Setsuna to be the "bad guy" and have to lay everything out when he should have done this ages ago. He's always lying and that makes me so angry.

I guess we're on to routes now so maybe I'll separate it haha. Overall for now, the Closing Chapter is definitely less interesting than the Introductory Chapter for obvious reasons. In terms of heroines, Kazusa and Setsuna are much more compelling, fun, interesting and understandable, whereas aside from Mari, I can't say I really like Izumi or Koharu. Yeah, they have their good points and everything, but I'll have to see their endings to know whether I like them or not. As for Haruki, like yeah, Setsuna is at "fault" too but at least she tried her best to do what she could to mend her relationship with Haruki, but he was always the one running away and dragging her along without ever properly facing her and in that respect, I don't think Haruki "deserves" her. He's inconsiderate, never properly tells people his feelings, always lies because he thinks he's protecting others that way but he's only really protecting himself from having to face the reality of his feelings and he just all around makes me so angry lol. Like at least in the first White Album, the guy was trash and we knew that, but for Haruki, I expected much more from him, so every action he's made so far has really disappointed me. I understand that it must be difficult to face it all but seeing how crushed Setsuna has been, I really can't brush it off as just "understandable" because at least for him he could drown himself in work and studies, but for Setsuna, she basically lived her life revolved around Haruki, always thinking about what she can and cannot do, her feelings were directly affected by Haruki's whims and his cruelty, kind to her at times, mean to her at times, it was just so frustrating to see Setsuna waste away her life and precious university life that she'll never get back on a guy that tried his best to keep her away without being clear about anything. Sigh. Anyway, on to Koharu.

[sleepdeprived-feelalived]

A/N: My first little writing blurb on here, hope you like. It’s just a cute lil pov type thing set at a senior prom. I kind of imagined it as a reader x crush kinda thing but take it however you’d like. I also have a couple others like it if anyone wants to see those. Enjoy :)

Warnings: None, just pure fluff

Her

She was with her friends, by the snacks, everyone’s outfits gorgeous in the low lights. Every person in the room looked impeccable, and her instinct to suck in her abdomen as she looked at the model-like figures was strong. But he always hated when she did that.

Scanning the crowded room, her stomach pinched and knotted as she not only saw him but realized he didn’t see her. It made sense, he was laughing with his friends, but she was laughing with hers.

She still found time to look for him.

A faster song started, and somehow the two groups drifted together, mingling, everyone else finding their way to the dance floor until it was just the two of them. She started to wonder if it was a setup because of the way they all kept looking back.

“Nice night,” he said suddenly, startling her.

“Oh, yeah, it is.” She almost bit her fingernails, but the fresh polish stopped her. Instead, the girl opted for spinning her sparkling earrings around and around until she remembered to say, “Congratulations, by the way. Your speech was amazing.”

Blushing, “Thanks.” He looked down and fiddled with his tie. He mumbled something she couldn’t hear, cheeks going even pinker.

“Hm?”

His head lifted, and, connecting his sky-blue eyes with her hazel-green ones said, “You look great.”

The room was loud. There were about two hundred people in it and music was blasting. But their silence was deafening to both of them. She was frozen in shock, he was frozen and waiting, fear coursing through him like his heart and veins were made from it. Just the two of them, both bright pink in the deafening silence of the loud room.

This isn’t happening, she told herself. It couldn’t be. She’d broken up with him. He’d said he’d never be with her again. So why? How?

“You look perfect.” It escaped before she’d finished thinking. But she meant it. She always did.

Unconsciously, they’d moved to be almost touching, his hand brushing the edge of her glimmering dress near her waist as he moved to face her completely. Her skin prickled with electricity long after the momentary contact ended.

He’d grown since they were last standing this near each other. Even in her heels, he was maybe a half-inch taller than her.

It wasn’t the only difference, he’d gotten more muscular, just slightly, but visible. He looked more confident, but that might be the side effect of the honour he’d just earned.

She wanted to pull away. If this was the effect that being away from her had on him, she did not want to mess it up for her selfishness. But she couldn’t—wouldn’t—move, as selfish as it was.

She needed somewhere to look. Not his eyes, they made her stomach participate in some very displeasing gymnastics. Not his hair, all she wanted to do then was run her hand through it and mess up the gel she knew he’d never liked. Definitely not his lips, oh god, not his lips. They were too pink. Too kissable. Not his outfit, either. He looked so amazing in his suit and tie, so…

Handsome? No. Handsome is a word for old men who fought in the war and little boys in Christmas pictures.

Hot? That’s not it either. Well, he was very attractive, but that’s never been how they’ve spoken to each other.

Pretty. That’s it. That’s how he looked. He was so pretty with his sky-ice eyes and his freckles and his smile.

“…I mean it’s fine if you don’t want to,” he finished his sentence as her zone-out ended.

He looked down, his posture sagging slightly as she said, panicked, “No—I mean, yes—that sounds great!” without knowing what she had agreed to.

He perked up, and, to her surprise, he took her hand and led her onto the dance floor just as a slow song began.

She couldn’t breathe. It was like her lungs were collapsing in on themselves—in a good way.

All the other pairs were standing stiffly, hands on each other’s shoulders. He tried to do the same with her, but she moved his hands to her waist, enjoying the electric feeling of his palms pressed to her.

He pulled her close, her hands connecting behind his neck, their faces dangerously close. She could feel his breath tickling her nose.

He spun her, smiling as her hair bounced and her dress twirled with her. And when he pulled her back, she was right against his chest.

“Hi,” she said breathlessly, blushing crimson.

“Hi,” he answered, the slightest smirk playing on his lips. “You know,” he spun her again, catching her even closer this time, “this is our first dance.”

“How have we not done this before?” she giggled.

She spun one more time and when he pulled her back she felt like she was in a damn movie—time wasn’t moving properly and the sounds around them faded to a hum as she looked up into his eyes and she was floating and falling and blushing and his name was on her lips as he brushed her hair from her eyes and—

And their lips connected, but fireworks couldn’t begin to describe it. This was something else. Something that started with a small flutter in her chest and spread like an explosion throughout her whole body, heating her skin until she was warm to the touch as they separated.

It was like a supernova.

They broke apart, much to the disappointment of both parties, and she buried her face in his neck. She breathed in his scent, and whether it was cologne or just him it smelled like the forest and a fireplace and home.

“I love you,” she whispered lips brushing his ear and making him shudder.

Moving to kiss her again, noses brushing, “I love you too.”

And the supernova went off again.

Boom.

[sunshinereddie]

ok idk if this makes sense but imagine an au where richie tozier is like,, sort of a “teenage celebrity”,, like he’s an aspiring musician and a few of his songs have gone viral but he’s not super famous or anything. now, eddie kaspbrak is a bit of a fan, he sort of likes richie’s music... but honestly eddie mostly listens to his music because he has a little celebrity crush on richie and eddie just thinks he’s really really cute (especially considering that richie is an openly queer singer, and eddie just admires him even more as a teenage boy discovering his own sexuality as well) 

so one day in eddie’s senior year he’s hanging out with the losers and they’re listening to richie’s music and they start goofing off and teasing eddie about his little crush and beverly makes a post on her instagram story being like “@richietozier my best friend eddie loves your music (and your face) will you pretty please be his date to our high school prom next week???” and she posts it just for fun. eddie is a little embarrassed at first but they all laugh about it and quickly brush it off. 

now richie tozier has quite the following on his instagram, and even though he gets hundreds of dms every day he tries his best to go through them and interact with his fans when he can, when one day he sees that he’s been tagged in someone’s story. he decides to check it, and sees a picture of a cute boy with the caption asking richie to take this cute boy to prom. now, richie himself had dropped out of high school the year before, and while this should have been his senior year, he didn’t get to experience it, and he knows that he isn’t going to get a prom of his own. and sure, richie knows it’s kind of a crazy idea, but hey- he doesn’t have any plans next week, so why not? 

eddie had almost completely forgotten about beverly’s post to her story until the next day, when she comes running up to him at school, speaking so quickly that eddie can’t even understand her. he tries to get her to calm down, but she can’t get the words out, so instead she just hold her phone up for him to read... and on the screen eddie sees a message to beverly from richie tozier, taking her up on her offer and asking what time he should pick eddie up for prom night. 

[hawkins-losers]

hii! i saw robin requests were open! could u do some robin x reader fluff where the reader visits her at scoops or family video but robin thinks she likes steve but she actually likes robin LMFAOO tjank u 🤭

I love Scoops Ahoy Robin. She looked so cute in her sailor outfit <3

-

‘’My girl? She’s not my girl,’’ Steve denied after you left with your strawberry ice cream.

‘’She comes here everyday to order ice cream. Every day. Even if ice cream was her favorite thing to eat, I doubt she would get it every day. I know I’d get sick if I ate my favorite meal everyday - even if it’s my favorite. My point is: ice cream isn’t the reason she comes by everyday. She’s into you.’’ 

Steve frowned, then shook his head. ‘’Y/N? Nah. We’ve been in Mrs. Click’s class together all of last year and she never paid attention to me.’’ 

‘’How could you know?’’ Robin asked. ‘’You were sitting a row before her. I was two rows behind you.’’

‘’Alright. But, even if she did have a crush one me, it doesn’t make her ‘my girl’.’’

‘’Whatever you say, Dingus.’’ 

The next day, when you showed up at Scoops Ahoy, Robin was at the storefront and Steve was nowhere in sight. She was re-filling the classic cone dispenser while humming to a Blondie song, completely in her own world.  

Behind her, someone pressed the service bell, making Robin jump. She turned around to face the counter and rolled her eyes at the sight of you in your pink shirt and denim shorts. ‘’Steve’s doesn’t work today. It’s his day off,’’ Robin said instead of Scoops’s company greeting line, her annoyance with you showing through.

You knitted your eyebrows, not sure why she said that. ‘’Eh, okay?’’ 

‘’Well, you can go. I got stuff to do.’’ Robin returned to her cones, leaving you by yourself at the counter. Like she said, she had other things to do than chat with a girl who is crushing on her co-worker. 

Your frown deepened and you wanted to laugh. ‘’You think I come here for…Steve?’’ 

Steve Harrington might have been everyone’s crush in high school, but he wasn’t yours. He had great hair and a nice body, but you preferred the smart and funny kind.

‘’You might have fooled him, but you can’t fool me. You come to Scoops everyday since the start of summer and flirt with him for five minutes at the counter. And don’t get me started on the cute little giggles you do whenever he compliments you. I might not have a strong grasp of social cues, but I’m not blind.’’

A soft laughter spilled from your mouth. ‘’I think we have a misunderstanding here. You caught me about coming here everyday, though,’’

‘‘Why are you here for, then? And don’t bother saying you love ice cream because we both know it’s bullshit. I mean, maybe you do love ice cream, but it’s not the motive of your daily visits.’‘ 

‘‘You’re a really great detective. Should I call you Nancy Drew? Although, for a detective, you aren’t picking up all the clues.’’

A confused frown formed on Robin’s face. ‘’You know, it’s a crazy idea…but have you considered telling the truth? No charades or guessing games.’’

You leaned over the counter, getting closer to her. ‘’And you, have you considered the possibility that it’s not Steve I’m here for? That I might be coming here for someone else?’’ 

‘’We’re only two employees here so…’’

‘‘Robin.’‘ You raised an eyebrow, shifting your eyes from her eyes to her lips and back to her eyes. 

‘‘Oh. Oh.’‘ The sailor girl’s cheeks flushed, putting two and two together.

-

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[frenchfrywrites]

Cam Boy Mammon

MINORS DNI

Warnings: reader uses he/him pronouns and is amab, cam boy mammon, you’re dense as hell, masturbation, toys (anal beads, squirting dildo), voyeurism, exhibitionism, overstimulation, edging, guilt

This fic is for the obey me male reader collab! Go check out the other submissions @obeyme-male💖

It’s a complete accident. Until this moment you were completely clueless, so it’s not like you went out looking for him. Honestly, you just happened to be browsing an amateur porn cam site, and all of sudden- Mammon.

It’s definitely him. He’s shirtless, though he's wearing pants, and he has contacts on- making his typically blue eyes a warm brown. Additionally, he’s donned in a white masquerade mask, for the purpose of hiding his identity.

You almost didn’t recognize him at first, and you suppose that’s the point, but you could always tell him apart from the rest. You’ve spent more than enough time taking in every bit of him- every angle, every perfection, every flaw. You know him like you know the back of your hand, like you know your favorite color, or food, or song, and on and on.

So, there’s that, and the fact that he’s in his bedroom. Not like you want to brag but you’ve been there so many times that you can make your way around it in the dark. (You try not to think about the fact that you were there only an hour ago, and were rushed out, evidently so he could do this.)

He is facing his camera away from any identifying features, but still the fact remains that you recognize both him and his room. On an amateur cam site.

You’re a bit dazed from the surrealness of it all.

Maybe you somehow passed out before you could jerk off, and this is some weird wet dream that came about from pathetically masturbating while thinking about Mammon one too many times before.

Dream or not you click on his stream. Of course you do, because he’s not even doing anything raunchy, so you reason that it’s okay now, that you’ll click away when he starts stuff, but for now you’re okay.

“-yeah my week’s been alright, how’s y’alls?” There's some soft background music playing, and he’s talking to his audience in a relaxed manner, like maybe this is a regular thing for him. Even though you just discovered him, by the looks of his camera and mic it seems like he’s been doing this for a while. He probably has a few regulars and everything. You wonder if anyone else has figured out who he is.

You watch his- now brown eyes, scan his screen, seemingly reading people's responses in the chat. Something must catch his attention because he sputters and coughs, backing away from the camera, covering his blushing face.

“Wha- I’m- you guys ’m not gonna talk ab- about my,” his voice lowers to a whisper, “my crush- again!” That gets you subconsciously leaning in, thoroughly intrigued.

It’s news to you that Mammon has a crush on anyone. Which kind of hurts because you thought you were close enough to share that kind of stuff with each other (also because you’re jealous of whoever captured Mammon’s heart, but you push that to the back of your brain). When you open the chat for context, perhaps a name if you’re lucky, all you find is that a majority of the viewers are telling him that his reaction was cute, and that he should talk more about the crush. It appears that he hasn’t said anything identifiable about whoever this person is.

A chime occurs and Mammon squeaks, “ah! Which one of ya paid for me to talk about him! Not fair!!” he whines, shifting around on his bed. “M’kay since y’all are so weirdly interested,” he pauses, tracing a shape mindlessly on his bedsheets, “things ‘re goin’ well. I’ve been ah, takin’ y’all’s advice n’ trying to be nicer to him… and I have a date with him next Saturday!” your eyes widen and you feel your heart stop. Who in the world could this guy be?!

Maybe you have it wrong. Maybe this isn’t even Mammon. That makes more sense considering Mammon is hanging out with you next Saturday. You just got ahead of yourself– maybe projecting (or wishing) it were him. This demon must just be a look-a-like.

A few minutes pass and then- with a larger than life sigh, you conclude that you can’t lie to yourself like this. You know, or at least are very very certain that this is Mammon. And that’s all the more reason to leave.

"Why don't you get off thinkin' about yer crush," Mammon is reading off what someone said in the chat- effectively snapping you out of your spiral. You stare in awe as Mammon begins to pull down his pants, "hm that ain't a bad idea, let's get this show on the road, yeah?" He smirks and you feel your dick twitch with interest.

Mammon takes off his pants slowly, revealing that underneath he’s wearing black lacy panties. The chat goes wild and he snickers at the things people are saying,

"Yeah these're new. I got them thanks to user DomDemon's generous donation last time," he explains, running his hands along his thighs, up to said panties.

You watch as he fondles himself a bit, remembering that you swore to yourself that you would click away once things started.

But you don’t.

You’re fully entranced and so horribly curious. It’s like watching a car crash- except far less morbid and far more horny.

So instead you get comfortable. Your guilty consensus will kick in later, you’re sure of it, but for now you’re just one of his many anonymous fans.

Mammon is pouting now, “aw I wanna get started,” he rubs the outline of his cock over his panties, “but I think I need some donations to motivate me.” A cacophony of chimes occur as his viewers respond accordingly, bringing a smile to Mammon’s face while he watches the grimm roll in.

His fingers play with the hem of his panties, “that’s more like it,” he grins wickedly as he slowly, teasingly pulls them off, his cock slapping against his groin.

You feel yourself salivating at the sight of him and your hand trails down to- no, you're not going to touch yourself, that's a step too far. So instead you grip your thighs, using all your strength to not give in.

Mammon’s dick is pretty. He’s not too big nor thick, but he’s got some piercings, and with a laugh you note that the carpets match the drapes, so to speak. Your laughter dies on your lips, and you catch yourself moaning softly when he pulls down his foreskin to reveal his head.

“What should we do tonight?”

The chat explodes while Mammon strokes himself off slowly. He makes soft hums as he reads the suggestions.

“M’kay, I like the idea of usin’ my beads first, then stuffin’ myself full with my squirtin’ dildo, how’s that sound?”

The chat devolves into various versions of “yes”, with some donations rolling in to show support of the idea- though there are some outliers who have the gall to reject the plan Mammon’s come up with.

“Cool, ‘m gonna go grab those things ‘n then I’ll be back,” he turns off his camera to rush about his room. You’re left with yourself for a moment. Your thoughts run a mile a minute going through the pros and cons of staying.

Then he’s back in front of the camera, grinning wildly as he holds up a string of simple black anal beads, and your brain turns into a horny mushy mess.

The toy in his hand starts small, but the last bead, which has a ring connected to it, is fairly large, maybe a bit smaller than a fist. Mammon also has a simple, though fairly large and thick, squirting dildo, and some lube set on his bed.

“These beads ‘re one of my favorite toys I own,” he tells his viewers, kissing the toy dramatically with a loud “mwah”. He then places them next to the dildo, and reaches for the lube. “Gotta stretch first,” Mammon mumbles, largely to himself though the mic picks it up. He gets into a position on his back, so he can touch himself easily, and so you can get a great view of him.

The straining of your cock against your pants is starting to get wildly uncomfortable. You reason that it’d be okay to take them off, only if you don’t touch yourself. So, while Mammon stretches himself open with three lubed up fingers, you try your best to take off your pants while not giving into the urge to stroke yourself in time to how he fingers himself.

A wave of paranoia makes you turn down the volume a bit as sweet moans begin to leave Mammon’s mouth. Your eyes are glued to the sight before you, he looks so pretty, and the desire to replace his fingers with yours is overwhelming.

The chat is encouraging him, yet gently reminding him that he should not cum from this. Mammon occasionally responds to a message or two- breathless and between moans, but largely he focuses on the task at hand.

“Whaddya think?” he removes his fingers and brings his other hand down to gape his hole for the audience, “am I stretched enough fer ya?” You catch yourself nodding, salivating at his words. Predictably the chat goes wild.

In turn, he giggles, grabbing the beads and lube again. He rambles a bit as he lathers them up, “ugh, I can’t wait to get these inside me, they feel s’good. Stretch me so nice.” He sighs softly, looking at the camera through his white lashes, “what’re you doin’? Are you fistin’ your cock fer me? Maybe yer humpin’ a pillow. Or do ya have a toy too?” he smirks, “ya got a fleshlight that yer pretendin’ is my hole? It’ll never feel as good as I do baby,” he teases.

You grit your teeth because you have nothing. You’re sitting here watching porn in your underwear, refusing to touch yourself so you don’t feel guilty about it later. It feels like some stupid punishment. And, worryingly, it’s starting to get harder to hold yourself to your made up terms and conditions.

Mammon has stopped talking and started moaning. You recenter your attention back to him to see that he’s begun pushing the beads in. He’s got a few in already, they slipped in easily due to how well he stretched himself. Though, they get more difficult to insert as the sizes increase. He pushes them slowly in, one by one, until he reaches the last, largest bead.

“Oh, this one- hah, it’s always the hardest fer me,” he explains. Your eyes are glued to his hole, watching it stretch to fit the bead inside. When it pops in Mammon whines, pre cum leaking from his cock. “Fuck, wow, they’re hah, all in,” he sounds a bit frenzied, his eyes wild as sweat drips down his bare chest.

The chat is flooded with praise for him, donations coming in left and right. Mammon beams, thanking the donors, breathing heavy. “Are ya proud of me?” he asks sweetly, sounding like he’s talking directly to you. You almost forget there’s an audience of others viewing the same sights as you (however what you can’t forget is the burning jealousy that comes with remembering that little fact).

Mammon reaches down to grip the ring connected to the bottom bead. He moves it around to shift the toy around within him. While he plays with the ring a bit his breath quickens and his eyes flutter closed. He looks blissed out, like he may cum soon. A second burst of pre cum leaks from his cock, further signaling he’s close.

A donation comes in, the chime causes Mammon to open his eyes, Mammon whines, “aw, fuck, c’mon,” he huffs, “‘m gonna cum if I, hah pull them out,” his words cause someone to make another donation, “yeah, I know, I won’t cum ‘til I get per- ooh, permission.” Mammon bites his lip, concentrating as he carefully tugs on the ring.

His hole is once again stretched as the beads come out one by one. He doesn’t cum, but you expect he got close with the way pre-cum pools onto his skin. He takes three times as long to take them out than it did for him to put them in. He twitches all over, panting, his brows furrowed as he concentrates on holding off his orgasm. You feel pre begin to stain your underwear.

“Mhmm,” he whines softly as the last bead leaves him. Now empty, his hole flutters around nothing. “Oh-okay next,” he sounds breathless as he gets to his knees, “I’m gonna ride the fuck outta this,” he holds up his dildo proudly, setting the beads elsewhere on the bed.

Mesmerized, you watch him lube it up, and realize how desperately you want his hands around your cock instead. You’re so hard it’s starting to hurt. So you hesitantly palm yourself over your underwear, immediately groaning at the feeling of relief wash over you. It’s like what those closeted guys always say: it’s not gay if you’re wearing socks… it’s not weird to touch yourself to your best friend and crush’s porn if you do it over your underwear, right? Plus, Mammon probably wouldn't want you to die of blue balls anyways.

Speaking of Mammon, he’s on his knees on the bed, hovering over the dildo. He rubs the tip against his hole, “how ‘bout a donation ‘fore I stuff myself full of this?” He sure knows how to work the crowd. Donations come in steady for a minute or two, and meanwhile Mammon teases himself, rocking against the toy. When they taper off he offers a wink then pops the tip in.

Mammon’s head falls back and a loud moan escapes him as he slowly sinks down onto the dildo, his slack jaw causing a bit of drool to escape from his mouth. He huffs and whimpers as he works himself down onto it inch by inch. You stroke yourself through your underwear, only slightly grimacing at the uncomfortable feel of fabric against your skin.

“Fuck, oh it’s filling me up suh-so much nnngh,” he whimpers, his grip tightening where his hands lay on his thighs.

After what feels like forever he reaches the base, jerking his hips up and down a bit to get adjusted to the intrusion. He strokes himself a bit with one hand, “mmm yeah that’s good,” he sounds a bit dazed, “are y’all feelin’ good too?”

You don’t look, too captured by the sight before you, but you know the chat is responding to him. Instead you slip yourself out of your underwear, uncaring of all the rules you’ve made up, too overcome with how horny you are. You stroke yourself in time with the slow pace Mammon’s started with.

“Ah, I’m not gonna last long,” Mammon warns. You feel similar, especially now that you’re touching your dick properly. His hands have returned to his thighs so he can slowly pull himself up and down the dildo, his cock bobbing slightly as he picks up the pace.

“I ah, think ‘m gonna cum suh- oh! Ungh, soon, close, close, close,” he babbles, chasing his orgasm. A chime makes his head snap up, “no, no please” he wails, “fuck, c’mon I’ve been a good boy, huh? Please,” his voice cracks as he continues at the pace he’s at, yet somehow successfully holds himself off. Tears prick at the corners of his eyes, pre drooling like a faucet from his dick at how close he is, “please, ple- ah, please, please,” his begging drives you crazy, and you have to bite your lip to not get carried away and cum prematurely. Another round of donations come in and you gather- as you watch the events following, that they were giving him permission. Mammon reads the screen, then as he slides down the dildo he cums with a gasp. You grab the base of your dick so you can take in his orgasm in full.

Mammon's eyes roll back, his thighs tense, his hands flexing open and closed as his hips jerk up and down erratically. His cum shoots up to paint his brown stomach and chest white. You imagine his hole is clenching around the dildo, trying to keep the plastic cock deep within him.

He winds down slowly, staying seated on the toy as he regains his composure. A series of donations come in, but Mammon seems oblivious to them. He’s pouting now, “fuck, I forgot to use the squirtin’ part of the squirtin’ dildo,” he huffs out a laugh, “oopsies, guess I should do that again.” Your jaw drops as you watch him begin to, very shakily and slowly ride the toy again.

Mammon’s breathing is heavy and labored, whining every once in a while as he works himself up again. “Ah, kinda hurts,” he comments, “feels good though,” he insists, like his dick twitching as it starts to swell again isn’t proof enough.

You watch, amazed and impressed, as Mammon gets himself hard once again in such a short amount of time, and brings himself to the pace he’d established the first time around. Now he holds the pump firmly in his hand, while the other plays with his chest.

“Oh, can’t wait tuh- hah, to be filled with ungh your cum, shit, gonna- ah, have’ta fuck me full’ve yer cum, yeah,” Mammon rambles breathlessly, spewing all sorts of things as he brings himself closer to a second climax. You barely register all the things he’s saying, feeling yourself reach the edge that you’ve been teetering on for so long. He starts begging to cum again and there’s something about how he sounds like he’s talking directly to you that makes you cum. You know you’re going to feel wildly guilty when you’re done so you try to stay in the moment of your climax as long as possible.

You’re nearing the end of your orgasm when Mammon cums for a second time, squealing your name– your name? You’re forcibly brought into post nut clarity upon registering that yeah, Mammon most definitely said your name as he came. You feel all sorts of emotions, unable to process many of them, but mostly you feel wildly caught off guard.

His viewers seem as confused as you are while Mammon comes down from his high, panting and twitching. When he gets back to functioning he reads the chat and flushes, sputtering incomprehensibly,

“Fuck! Shit!! My bad y’all, shit, it’s ‘cause you guys got me talkin’ about him earlier” he whines, “I mean... y’all said to get off thinkin’ ‘bout him, it’s not my fault I followed directions like a good boy.” The tone of the chat shifts to that of teasing and calling him cute while Mammon flushes and squirms. You, on the other hand, feel like your skin has caught aflame.

You’re the one he has a crush on.

The realization hits you like a ton of bricks. You have a crush on him, and he likes you, and you found out about it after watching him pump himself full of faux cum. You’ve found yourself in a very sticky situation. Both literally and figuratively.

You decide– watching Mammon go through aftercare steps, talking aimlessly to his viewers, that you’re going to go take a shower. And after that you’ll figure out how in the hell you’re going to tell him you’re madly in love with him and that you also stumbled upon his cam show. But first, that shower.