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JOSUKE MY GUY
#FUNKY FELLA#had so much fun drawing this omg#apparently I think school might posses me#everyone there are preparring for big deals and I seem to get involved#eh#Iâll try for a while#and after that itll be normal#I still can do whatever I want at least for 1#for several hours and breaks in school#also its SOOOOO HOT in here like omg Im melting#theres that girl who camt take cold at all and she doesnt even let me open the windows which is like#CMON WERE SPENDING AROUNG 8 HOURS IN A CLOSED PLACEMENT WERE GONNA DIE ITS +20 OUTSIDE CMON IDC IF ITS APRIL HOT MEANS HOT#why tf I shared my anger of being all sweaty under a funky jojo post lmfao#well at least some random people will know that the poster isnt a cool guy#im just a smart fella trying my best#ok time for tagging#my art#fanart#jjba#jojoâs bizzare adventure#jjba fanart#diamond is unbreakable#josuke higashikata#Spotify#btw the inspo for this one was this song its trolls remix and me seeing some fancy stuff in shop the other day
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i've never seen the show so idk if the severance people know about this but one of my coworkers in the break room at lunch today was talking about how he had just started watching it and really enjoying it and he realized that they were filming in a building that he used to work in (the bell labs building, he said it was "the most exciting place in the world to work at if you were a scientist back in the day" btw). anyway, he said that he loved working there but that the interior architecture of the building in like the central part of the building felt like a prison lol. sorry if show watchers already knew this but i thought if not that you might appreciate knowing it
#seems like it would add flavor to the experience#he also said they had a problem with 100s of canada geese clogging up the drainage pond (i think even causing problems with the plumbing)#and they put out fake scary birds of prey to deter the geese#anyway my lunch hour only lines up w the high school teachers at on thursdays#and i usually eat in the other break room downstairs#but oof the high school teachers always have such interesting and intelligent conversations at lunch at my school lol#they always have cool stuff to talk about#not that the elementary teachers are boring but they're less chatty in general in the break room#and the conversations are less varied#maybe bc everyone is wiped and just needs silence đ€Ł#anyway#severance#i've never seen the shownbut im considering it
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#yeah so i'm reading the 430k sequel to that other fic and having a GREAT time.#one of my favorite books in high school was Kalahari by Jessica Khoury- same deal.#weird virus infecting the local flora and fauna and slowly encroaching upon the humans who are trying to solve the mystery-#-before it causes mass biological destruction? hell yeah.#this is also why I need to read Annihilation. it's not the same but it seems similar enough that i'd really like it.#I couldn't watch the movie but I think the book would be fine.#it's also sooort of why I like house MD? but again I struggle with the visual aspect of it so I've been on a house break lately.#House also tends to trigger my emetophobia really badly đ#anyways. i'm going to finish this fic and then get back to all the other things I need to get done#and I know I have friends whose fics I need to get around to/continue as well! have not forgotten#but I did need a few days of 'read 2 longfics for several hours so that your brain is not in the real world with your problems' moment.#the problems did not go away but I am coming back to them with a renewed sense of invigoration. refilling my HP bar.
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THE REASON I BECAME THIS PERSON IS BECAUSE OF YOU ISNT IT
#oh god#also sorry for the several hour break. i picked up my nephew from school and he made me watch frozen with him#liz watches the ex morning#liz consumes media
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they call me the griever because halfway through a thing I enjoy Iâm already sad that itâs closer to being over
#blue chatter#trying to work on not doing this#and just enjoying the thing in the moment#this happens to me a lot with school breaks and such#like âoh I love being on spring break but Iâm sad bc Iâm already 3 days inâ#âoh I love summer vacation so far itâs too bad itâs already a month overâ#and Iâm like NO!!!!! blue!!!!!!!! youâre missing the point!!!!!!!!#you have the joy *right now* and you are SPOILING IT bc youâre too busy looking ahead to when it will be gone!!!!!!!!!#it happens with friend visits a lot. itâs less bad now but it still happens.#like. the first time I visited friends over spring break I woke up in the early morning of the last morning and just cried#because I only had a few hours left before I had to get on the plane home#and I start hurriedly stuffing seconds and minutes into my mouth and refusing to swallow#because maybe if I just cling extra hard then the time wonât pass-#but it does pass. and thatâs okay. and I know thatâs okay because life had more joyful things after that moment#had I stayed there on that day I would have been frozen as a much more miserable person#my friends themselves would have been very different people#I mean. fuck. between then and now two of us figured out our genders. both of them got married. they moved somewhere else now.#thereâs a lot of little joys that got left behind there. a church they loved. a local park. mountains and windy streets.#but I wouldnât hold ourselves there. which I try to remind myself when I start crying about lost time again#because yeah. this will end someday. human lifespans arenât infinite.#but the future is full of life I still have to live. thereâs no saying that I canât have good things again.#and this period of my life is rapidly rushing towards a much more uncertain future and I know that and itâs scary#I know I have about 11 months to make several very adult decisions that will determine a lot of my future#but no matter what I choose this period of my life is not wasted#and I donât need to hurriedly optimize every second and mourn losing them#and I know that. and I still feel sad and mourny. but that might be more indicative that Iâm hungry or smth.
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not me sitting at my desk staring off into space wistfully thinking about what im going to do on december 19 at 11am after my last final as if i don't have ten assignments to do, a paper to write, two exams next week and 3-4 finals to study for
#help#def gonna buy myself a milkshake and some snacks when it's over then just nab an empty classroom and play video games for hours#thinking about winter break on the horizon is literally the one thing getting me through this final stretch stg#that and those mountain dew fruit flavored energy drinks#ofc my dad was asking if i wanted to get a job over break#like i would consider it but my break is 2.5 weeks long#yes the theater would probably take me back but it took me like a week and a half to start bc paperwork#haha im to busy to be unmotivated but too stressed to get to work#just looking at differential equations is making my head spin much less SOLVING them#why did my school decide that five days (counting the weekend) was enough for thanksgiving break#my elementary school siblings had more time off than i did ffs#how much longer can i tell myself just x more days#how much longer till i just...lose it#wrote myself a long ass to do list for now till break then had to take a several hour long break to calm dowb#and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml#im too stupid for engineering#still holding myself to my high school standards which are just impossible to reach in uni#like when im doing high school shit i barely studied and always got above an 80#now im just...average#like literally half my grades are at the class average#feels like im fighting tooth and nail for C's but oh well that's just mechanical engineering ig#it's just months of âjust gotta get through this examâ over and over till a two week break then it's time to do it all over again
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#kids with their intact brains#and hourlong lunches and train journeys#i wanted to look at wordcount examples not get my situation rubbed in#let me oute#on a road trip the other week i read 2 hours straight with no interruptions no phone no nothing til my brain was too exhausted to continue#wanna guess how many pages i read#14 pages of large print with 1 inch margins in half size pages with several of them being taken up by chapter headings#i dont even know if that breaks a thousand#i used to devour a 300-400 page book a day in middle school#the book im trying to get through now over the course of weeks i wouldve gotten through in an hour or less#i wouldnt have even bought it just read it in the store#give me back my brainđ
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we fly together | kageyama tobio x reader

in which kageyama tobio is born for several things: the court, his team, and you. and he really, really wants to marry you.
wc: 766 | gn reader | little glimpses of your relationship with tobio over the years
There are several givens in Kageyama Tobioâs life.Â
Thereâs volleyball. Itâs in his blood. Volleyball is shoes squeaking on floors, the shrill of a whistle, Nikuman after practice, and that sweet, sweet feeling of connectionâ fingers brushing yellow and blue leather and palms aching after a serve. Kageyama Tobio was born for the court and born to fly.Â
His team is one of them. Thereâs Sugawara, who still treats him to yakitori and an Asahi Dry (or three) whenever heâs back in Miyagi. Daichi sends him assorted nuts from Sendai every once in a while and Nishinoya mass e-mails him slightly blurry pictures of his life abroad on New Years. Ushijima buys electrolytes for him and Kourai. Shouyou is, well, Shouyou, and Kageyama counts him as two givens.Â
Thereâs the small things too: he takes a little too long to read Kanji, he buys a new face wash every month, he will always avoid rush hour.Â
And then, he thinks, thereâs you.Â
It hits him in full force in the middle of the street on a Tuesday evening as he holds a plastic bag of groceries. It also, consequently, renders him immobile for ten minutes, because Tobio had never been one to dwell on the givens. But as he stands on the pavement and his bag carries the burden of hashi for two, yogurt for two, two packs of sandwiches and four bags of gummies,
 ( because you really like those gummies: and Tobio had thought, if you like the grape flavor, then you should also try the strawberry. And if you wanted to try something new, you might crave the fizzy Cola ones. And if you liked the Cola ones, then he had to buy the Ramune flavored ones, too )Â
Tobio gets the urge to buy a ring. And an urge, no, a craving to marry you.Â
Tobio remembers study sessions in high school and desperate makeouts in Karasunoâs dusty storage closet. He remembers the firsts: first conversation, first fight, first kiss, first date. Sprinting on beaches before the sun kissed the horizon and laying underneath the stars. He remembers graduation under cherry blossoms and pressing his second button into your palm with red cheeks and shaking hands.Â
There were tears, too. Anger as he realized he couldnât, for once, be selfish and have both you and professional volleyball. Anger as you had cried and cried and cried in his arms because you were getting your degree in Miyagi and he was moving to Tokyo. Anger as you had suggested breaking things off because you knew that Kageyama was born for the court. To fly.Â
And you had said, between tears, that Tokyo was his potential. Because you knew him, and you knew that he didnât like texting and that he wasnât good at communicating, but you somehow underestimated how much you meant to him. Then: you had stopped crying because Kageyama was crying. And you had never seen Kageyama cry.Â
You were there when Kageyama started on the National Team, standing in the bleachers with the biggest smile he had ever seen, jumping as you turned to show him the Kageyama embroidered on the back of your jersey. You were there when he accepted his position on the Adlers, and watched their broadcasted games behind textbooks and journals and pencils from your dorm in Sendai.Â
Kageyama was there when you called him sobbing because the pipes in your dorm leaked. He was there when you got fired from your part time job for slapping a customer. Begrudgingly, he was there when you asked him to have Oikawa Tooru sign twelve jerseys for your friends at university. And then, he was there when you graduated college, diploma in hand and a blush on your cheeks as you pressed your button into his palm even though you really werenât supposed to do that.Â
Now youâre in Tokyo, having accepted his slightly bashful request for you to move in with himâ in a nice apartment on the fourteenth floor overlooking the city; because even though he didnât really like heights, he knew you loved city lights and people-watching. And if he had to cover his face when he saw the nameplate next to your shared apartment that read Kageyama, well. You didnât have to know that.Â
Heâs still on the street, and heâs still holding his grocery bag, but his eyes are firm because he really wants to make your last name Kageyama.Â
So he makes a phone call.Â
âTanaka-san,â He says before his former upperclassman can react. âWhere did you buy Shimizuâs ring?âÂ
#haikyuu x reader#haikyu x reader#kageyama#kageyama tobio#kageyama x reader#kageyama tobio x reader#kageyama fluff#kageyama fic
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I think you're right that it's significant, and I think Mori is clever to recognize that Akutagawa is a rook.
Like a rook, Akutagawa is powerful, but generally contained and often undercut by his predictability. However, because he's keenly aware of his own constraints, and because others often aren't (especially regarding variables they've internalized as known), he's able to play into and against his own predictability to paradoxically surprise them.
He moves within the confines of his rigidity to shape outcomes, sometimes more effectively than his more dynamic opponents and peers. Rooks do that too, if you let them.
Me, knowing nothing about chess, probably overthinking the significance of referencing akutagawa in this scene, but is going to look it up later anyways
#i have very specific chess feelings and thoughts re: rooks (which is what that piece is)#because in elementary school i was in a program for intellectually gifted students - by which i do NOT mean an honors program#i mean i displayed several specific neuro characteristics and struggled in a classroom environment such that i was referred for screening#the results of the screening flagged me for several additional tests and my results on those tests then prompted a comprehensive assessment#which was conducted by a licensed examiner who additionally administered another test chosen specifically based on my prior data#the report from which triggered a review of all of the above data by a panel of specialists who determined that I was wired so atypically#that I required specifically designed support services to avoid an adverse impact my access to education#ie I was not considered academically gifted which is what people are usually thinking of when they talk about giftedness (esp on tumblr)#i prefaced with all of that to counter misconceptions and emphasize that i was not in a program for smart and highly successful students#i was in a program for students with distinct cognitive processing needs that could not be met without specialized intervention#but inanely and entirely b/c of misconceptions the administrators at my school forcibly registered us in an annual chess tournament#which they wouldn't let us opt out of b/c there was a funding incentive for the school if we advanced far enough#ironically chess is a bad fit for this type of giftedness b/c it's rote + relies on bounded conventions instead of creative problem solving#but anyway i did not want to fucking play chess especially not competitively - it's boring and gets redundant#so i intentionally threw all of my games to remove myself from the tournament early#except my fellow indentured chess competitors noticed i was doing that and they were also bored and didn't care for the tournament#and so several of them made a game out of forcibly advancing me as far as they could by outmaneuvering my attempts to lose#horrifically they managed to corner me into winning enough that i was in serious danger of advancing#and so i started AGGRESSIVELY practicing chess in my spare time to learn how to shape the board and get confident in my ability to do so#i played against computers and then strangers online for hours a day and i studied checkmate patterns and how to subvert + reconfigure them#all so i could play well enough to ensure i'd lose even when being actively sabotaged#it worked - i narrowly escaped advancing that year and I don't think they were able to lose to me again after that#they kept trying - even playing me outside of tournaments to try and figure out how i was consistently losing#it's b/c i layered multiple strategies that involved breaking select conventions + manipulating their focus and psychology#BUT the fulcrum of my approach relied heavily on my rooks and select pawns as my most valuable pieces#i got very good at using rooks to shape the board without placing them in a position to be captured until i wanted them to be#once i had a few pawns close to promotion i would shift my rooks into bait b/c once one was taken i could just promote a pawn into a rook#and because absent a potential stalemate people almost always promote pawns into queens#my opponent would forget my additional rooks and would make choices based on the implicit assumptions that my deputized pawns were queens#rooks are treasures
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Me: Canât sleep.
My asshole brain: Hey, how about we think about that story idea you only have a vague premise for?
Me: I guess it canât hurt to occupy myself a little until I get sleepy.
My asshole brain: Great! Hereâs a bunch of text fragments that suddenly flesh out a vague idea to something you can work with. Each of them encapsulating interesting ideas you might want to evolve in the future.
Me: âŠ
My asshole brain: Itâd be a shame if you forgot these before you had a chance to write them down.
Me: Goddammit! *gets out of bed*
#personal#writing#and then I (a fool) thought Iâd be able to sleep right away after writing#but apparently I revved up an engine or something so it took several more hours before I fell asleep#wish me luck with operating heavy machinery!!#(itâs fine; itâs in school lab under supervision)#(I will probably not break anything)#(probably)#simultaneous dog with cup and Ralph in the back at the school bus
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Thinking of aYandere!Popular boy with a Creep!Fem!Reader
Part two: here
notes: english is not my first language, if this contains errors, please let me know. warnings: mentions of dead animals, reader is also a yandere?, mentions wanting to cut someone, stalking, non-con photographs. idk if I miss anything, let me know too.

Yandere!popular boy known for being the richest in the school, yet despite that, he offers a kind smile to everyone. Wherever he goes, he is greeted and invited to all the parties. If you want to boost your popularity level, just a minimal interaction with him is enough. His great size and strength make him ideal for the schoolâs football team.
Creep!reader surrounded by rumors. who has been seen collecting dead animals for an anatomy research in biology and a serious face what seems strange to everyone; remains unfazedâexcept when, with an old digital camera and a strange smile, takes pictures of her deceased pets. Others move away when she sits at their table during lunch, excluded from group projects, and make she the target of ridicule. Yet, maintains an unshakable façade of seriousness.
Creep!reader who notices him first. Accidentally walked past the playing field during practice and stared at each student on the team. When saw the brute strength with which Yandere!Popular played, swore her heart stopped for a moment. Now, had a new reason for her lips to curve into a smile.
Started to spent her free time researching him, taking photographs, drawing him, writing about him, and imagining what it would be like to break someone so radiant down into nothing but a puddle of tears and misery.
Yandere!Popular who one day caught you stalking him, taking pictures while he walked home, decided to let you be. Soon, he would find out why you was watching him so closely.
The next day, Yandere!Popular sneaked into your classroom to snoop through your belongings, eventually finding your diary. He flipped through the pages, finding nothing truly interestingâuntil he came across a drawing of himself alongside several written passages.
"I wish I could get closer to him. I wish I could grab his strong arms and open them up. I wish I could see his beautiful lips twist in pain. I just wish I could have him."
Yandere!Popular heart ignited in a way he could not bear. He had never felt so flattered before. He shut the notebook and tucked it away desperately before rushing to the bathroom.
Locked in a stall, he read and reread the diary, a foolish smile adorning his now deeply flushed face, feeling as if he might cry from sheer emotion. No one had ever taken such an interest in him before. Sure, he was popular and all, but no one ever looked beyond that. But youâ
You didnât just stalk him to get to know him better. You wanted him so much that you wrote about him, drew him so majestically, and, most of all, desired him only for yourself.
Yandere!Popular decided to give you exactly what you wanted. After finding out your address, he skipped school that day to sneak into your room, only to discover that you had his photos plastered all over your wall. His heaving chest could hardly take it.
You were made to worship him.
You entered your room after a few hours, only to find the boy you had recently obsessed over sitting on your bed, sniffing your pillows. You werenât entirely surprisedâyou had already noticed your beloved diary was missing and suspected he had caught you in the act of taking pictures of him.
A choked gasp escaped him at the sight of you, and you stepped closer, grabbing his cheeks with one hand, forcing his gaze to meet yours.
The only thing he could manage to say was a sweet:
"Make me yours, please."

#yandere x reader#yandere boy#yandere male#male yandere x you#male yandere x reader#male yandere x female reader#yandere x female reader#yandere#yandere oc#yandere x darling#yandere x you#mari escribe :3
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IGHT BOIS WORLDS THEME OUT AGAIN
#yes yes i'm several hours late shhhh#this is a break from my castlevania lotr and bg3 screaming wow#and its for god damn#league of legends#worlds#did they kill keria#how dare you >:(#jesus fucking christ again??#to be fair tho#it is deft and they started working on this after 2022 worlds so i can see why they did this#the sheer amount of drama in this video i swear to god#faker appearing out of nowhere like âcome here bitchâ lmfao#damn 2v5#2023 worlds#love how youtube immediately wants me to watch the different teams reacting to this#whoever worked on this video really liked the DRX win#not even the high school days are safe lmao#lol esports
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>> My Wedding Vow Is To Divorce You (One-Shot)
â what if you had the guts to break up with Zayne? the loverman who is still smitten on a dead woman. the one who will never love you the way you do to him?

warnings: 3rd POV, fast-paced, unrequited love, angst/no comfort, mentions of divorce, married life, rebound, non MC!reader, mentions of pregnancy, ooc Zayne, mentions of Xavier, not proofread đ„č i wrote this on a whim cause i've been feeling upset these days
"âyour guardian in fate seems to have mistaken your current lover to be yours. a star has already been made to be his, one that is still connected to his soul despite its star being all but fray. you ought to find your own star, else your heart will turn to stone."
she could only repeat the words in their mind over and over. yet she also berated herself for even paying hunderds of her money to listen on a traveling shaman, allured by its mysterious facade and enticing marketing.
(Name) could've win a medal for their patience. a woman persevering on a void relationship for twelve years? she could be a popular Reddit post if she ever voiced out her dilemna to the world. seeing themselves being shunned, mind breaking down with insecurities that grew over the years.
twelve years ago, a mission went astray. Miss Hunter was in a serious accident that had her experience multiple rounds of surgery. it was to no one's surprise that Zayne took over all of it. despite the long hours of gruel work, his feet numb from the relentless days of standing uprightâ he pushed through.
in Dr. Zayne's hands, she survived, albeit barely.
at this point, everyone subconsciously knew that Zayne was inlove with Miss Hunter. even if he didn't voice it out, his action spoke words that he can't utter himself. the way his rough, cold edges softened and began to illuminate warmth that was never seen before.
(but (Name) did. she experienced the warmth of his touch when the night was young. when MC still wasn't back to his life yet as his patient. when it was just the both of them, growing up as childhood friends and into medical school in dreams of becoming coworkers of the same field.)
that same warmth Zayne reserved for MC disappeared once more, when she died in her comatose.
it was quite expected, really. there was just a slim chance of MC ever waking up after the severe injury she had on the mission. (Name) knew that it was bound to happen, even in Dr. Zayne's care.
but to him? to the man that dreamed of her in every aspect of his life? the same person who pursued cardiology just for her protocore heart? to a man that yearned for MC's love that even just a glimpse of her was enough to satiate his boundless yearning self?
he was in shambles. utterly broken and gripping the bits of fragments the dead woman has before it all disappears.
suffice to say, those twelve years ago. (Name) took the gruelling case of taking care of Zayne. even when her arms grew numb from the long hours of hug she gave him, or when her voice went hoarse from the time she kept whispering comforting words to his ear. hoping that, for even a moment, she can be someone who can manage to chip down the cold wall he was starting to build around himself again.
well, she surmises that maybe she achieved her goal.
for in that same twelve years ago, Zayne married (Name). in that month, she deliberately ignored the hushed whispers of everyone she passes by.
a rebound, is what they say.
she knows thatâ feels that, but to accept it is a different case altogether.
(when they make love, she sees the way he forces his lips shut. for Zayne knows, subconsciouslyâ that when he lets it loose, it would be another woman's name that spills on his sinful lips.
Miss Hunter.)
â â â
"love." in the night of silence, where birds go to sleep and the skies began to darken. Zayne carefully mutters his call. by the field of grass and flowers, they held their hands passionately. their skin basking in each other's warmthâ fighting off the coldness of the wind.
for the nth time, (Name) tries to mask the way his petname stings ironically.
twelve years ago, it made her heart flutter. made her feel like a special (rebound) person. but honeymoon phase was long over, hearing it numerous times in that dead tone of his was sickening now.
"yes, Zayne?"
"it's her death anniversary tomorrow." he says, his eyes faraway. "I want to visit her tombstone alone, is that alright-"
"I know," she says seamlessly, as if the words were already wired in her brain. "say hello to her for me, yeah?"
".....mhm."
a beat of silence.
before long, Zayne dragged her back to the car by their joined hands. (Name) knew by then that there wouldn't be any more conversation until the next morning.
(this was so wrong. she knows. staying for a person that hadn't even given the same love she had given for twelve years.
ridiculously, it was just around this time that she had realized that.)
â â â
in the whole week of MC's death anniversary, the house was colder than usual. the presence of her husband unseen as he drowned himself in his work. a ritual he religiously practiced countless of times in this particular time of the year.
(Name) sat by the living room. papers scattered at the coffee table. her brows furrowed in concentration. the documents were unfamiliar, yet she forces herself to read all of texts in the page. honing in the information before proceeding in its entirety.
divorce papers.
it has been hidden in her closet for the past week. this was the only time she had the courage to finally work on it.
(because every year, with no fail, she kept dreaming that someday he'll start to love her for her. that the illusion of MC Zayne had adorned (Name) would dissipate. one day, they could live happily as a genuine husband and wife.
maybe she should've done this on the 3rd year. but a beggar for love had no choice but to cling on hope.)
"what are you doing?"
odd. he doesn't come home this early.
(Name) fumbles the papers in a hasty stack. trying to hide it before he sees its contents.
"how futile." his steps were quick, gripping her wrist in a tight hold. Zayne's irises flee over to the papers, pushing his glasses higher with his free hand.
"I see," he drawls, "you finally realized how defective this marriage is."
"don't start, Zayne." for once in her life, she managed to stare at him head on. "if I remember correctly, you initiated this."
"and yet," there was a huff as he walks closer. tilting his head with a hint of wicked mirth. "you had the right to deny so."
"you knew I loved you from the start!"
"and you knew that my heart was always with her. no matter how hard you try to earn it."
(Name) stopped in her fit of anger, eyes flickering with emotions akin to hurt. Zayne was right anyway, it was her fault she got into this mess. her shortcoming for being a fool for love.
"did I.. ever mean anything to you?" they were having a proper conversation for the first time in their marriage. she might as well take advantage of it.
"you were a mere friend," he says, as if a pang of nostalgia hit him for a brief moment, "a company when I studied in medical school."
"I repeat what I said, MC was the only one for me."
"nothing else?" desperate. she's desperate. spiralling. "nothing more? not even once in your lifeâ"
"not even in the 12 years we've lived under the same roof?!"
"(Name)." his voice rumbles in a subtle warning. one that made their house way colder than it had ever been.
"you ought to accept it now." he picked up the papers once more, a pen in his hand already.
she looked incredelously at his attitude, on how dismissive he was to herâ to her feelings. the treatment wasn't new, but being slapped about it in the face is.
"fine." she snatched the paper in his hands right after he signed it. "I'll see you in court, I hope you live a lovely life."
â â â
a few months later..
(Name) thought she would be utterly miserable after the divorce. twelve years is a long time after all. the home she once lived in was her safe space, even when the owner of it isn't.
her eyes flicker to the heaps of boxes in her new apartment. a fresh start of her life.
she was starting to heal against the wounds she bear. looking back, she regretted wasting her life on Zayne that didn't reciprocate the way she felt about him.
but alas, she can't continue to mull over spilled milk. it had already happened, she can't change any of her mistakes no matter how much she wanted to.
(Name) absent-mindedly caressed her stomach. looking down at the bundle of life that will soon become her joy, despite the guilt of a babe living their life without a biological father.
she knew about her pregnancy a few days after she grabbed her things from Zayne's place. it was an utter shock to carry that man's child. after all the things she had gone through because of him.
the baby is blameless though, in her eyes. she won't leave them to grow alone and unloved like her.
knock knock
"Ms. Name?"
she turns around and opens the door, a polite smile on her lips.
"ah, you must be my neighbor. Xavier, right?"
"yes," the man nods, rubbing their eyes as they yawned. "I heard it was a tradition to make something for a newcomer. so I made some cookies, if you don't mind."
(Name)'s gaze shifted down to the small bag in his hand. the clear plastic making the..... delicious.. (charcoaled) cookies see-through.
she suppresses a chuckle, smiling politely.
"come on in, I'd welcome some company."
stress-free life it is.
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Poison In My Mind (M)

pairing. snake hybrid jaemin x female bunny hybrid reader
genre. hybrid AU, dubcon/noncon elements(donât read if that makes you uncomfortable. thanks.), hybrid physician/gynecology specialist jaemin, explicit smut, M/F, one shot
warnings. profanity, medical terminology and malpractice, hybrid terminology, infertility discussion, snake venom use(comparable to hallucinogenics/aphrodisiacs), manipulation, smut warnings under cut. minors DNI.
wc. 9k+
now playing. poison//nct dream
smut warnings. body examination, wrongful dilator use, forced hybrid heat, mind break, fingering, vaginal oral, rimming, double penetration, slick, squirting, breeding, unprotected sex, rough sex, etc
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âThereâs a small problem, nothing to panic over. But Doctor Jackâs wife has gone into labor. He will not be able to treat you today.â
âB-but! Dr. Jack has been handling my special situation from the beginning! I canât go through this without him.â
The sheep hybrid nurse sighs, fiddling with her white curled locks. âListen, I know it seems scary but Dr. Na is very skilled with bunnyâs! Heâs studied your breed during all of his time at one of the top Hybrid schools in all of the country!âÂ
âDr. Na?? What? Iâve never met him before.â You fret, glancing around the office in a panic.
âHe is a very close colleague of Dr. Jackâs, in fact they studied together! You see, itâs been a hectic week here at the facility and Doctor had to pull some strings to find this last minute coverage. Thatâs how much he cares about you as a patient!â She smiles much too large, nodding frantically. âDr. Jack asked me to warn you ahead of time, due to Dr. Naâs subgender..â
âWhat? Why? Is he not a Hare? Why would Dr. Jack recommend a hybrid different from my own breed?!â
âNow now honey, he is a professional. Before hybrids, we are professionals. Look at me! Iâm half sheep and you have no complaints.â She sasses, propping a hand on her hip. âDr. Na is a lovely man, heâs a hit every time he covers for Dr. Jack!â
âWhat is he??â You frown, growing annoyed with how evasive sheâs being.
Folding her hands over her stomach, her nose twitches. âKing Cobra I believe is what heâs said beforeââ
âWHAT?! A SNAKE!â Getting up from the chair youâd been patiently waiting on, you reach for your overnight bag. âAbsolutely not! Not even a prey breed! But a Goddamn snake!â
âCalm down!â She barks, pushing your shoulders to sit back down. âYou know how hard Dr. Jack worked to squeeze an appointment in for you! Donât be so ungrateful, he canât control when his wifeâs water breaks!â
âI canât have a snake examining me! Heâll try to eat me!â You shout. Dragging your fingers roughly down your fluffed ears. âIâI refuse!â
âDr. Jack has no open availability for the next 6 months. If you skip the appointment then weâll have to keep you on fertility medication.â
âBut itâsâitâs making me sick, I vomit every time I try to eat. And I feel nauseous all day, thereâs nothing else I can try?â You plead, desperate to get out of this office.
âI canât prescribe anything, only Dr. Na can.. after examining you. Now, I know you havenât experienced a first heat yet, and at your age this is a highly unusual occurrence. Dr. Jack has never seen a case as severe as yours..â she laments, frowning to one side. âTrust me when I say that Dr. Na is an amazing man, and heâd never risk his license to eat a damn bunny hybrid.â
Tears well up in your eyes, slumping into the office chair youâve spent many hours in before sharing your fears and worries.
What if you never find a mate? What if youâre not able to produce a kit? No Buck hybrid would ever see you as worthy of pairing with if you canât even birth him one child, let alone multiple..
âHe wonât hurt you, Dr. Na is nothing but a professional.â She rubs your shoulder. âHeâs been waiting too long now.. your attitude is dragging this day on more than necessary.â
âOkay, I.. Iâll see him.â
âThere there bunny, you should be proud of yourself.â Passing you a gown to change into, she nods. âPredator prejudice is such a dated mindset. Iâm surprised someone in their 20s still behaves this way.â
Pft, you glare at her. Snatching the gown from her and blowing your ears away from your face. âIâll send the Doctor in now, remember to be a nice bunny. You can put that on after the Doctorâs gone over your chart.â
Bowing out, she turns and leaves the room. The walls feel closer in the second she leaves. It had already taken you years to accept a Buck hybrid for a physician, but searching high and low for a Doe in your area had led you down empty roads. The chances of finding a female rabbit hybrid within a 50 mile radius of you seemed more impossible than finding a needle in a haystack.
And so you met with Dr. Jack when you were of age to begin experiencing your first heat. When the time never came, your mother encouraged you to seek help. Drilling into your head how important it is that you find a mate one day to grow old with, and that no respectable Buck would be interested in a barren host.
After postponing the use of medication for the past few years, you finally caved, at your wits end. The infertility meds hadnât agreed with you, and landing this appointment had already taken months as is. None of the therapy sessions, heat inducing medication, diet changes, lifestyle changes, even the use of various tools for masturbation.. none had made a difference. Now you sit here in Dr. Jackâs office once again, hopeful and fearing.
A snake hybrid, a king cobra of all types. What in the world could Dr. Jack be thinking to associate with the likes of a ruthless predator of that caliber?! And why, why would he allow him to assist one of his most difficult patients!
The door creaks as it slowly moves open and a shiny pair of leather loafers step foot inside. The scent of him travels fast, smokey and herby, carrying traces of sage and bergamot. Itâs the scent of a predator, lacking any softness, nothing similar to Dr. Jackâs warm cotton and dewy flower field aroma.Â
Without lifting your head to look at him, you watch as his legs walk past you rounding the desk in front of you. The slacks he wears have not a wrinkle in sight, lined and ironed to a crisp. His lab coat cinches at his trim waist, widening up his broad upper back and shoulders, and his hair.. his full thick head of hair hides any indication of scales, tapering off into his collared shirt. From the back he seems almost.. harmless, attractive even. Exactly as a predator would love to be perceived by a prey..
Blinking, you watch from underneath your eyelashes as he sits in Dr. Jackâs chair, smiling tight-lipped to not show his teeth. Heâs trying to not scare you, opening his large glossy eyes wide and full to appear less intimidating.Â
âItâs so lovely to meet you! Thank you for allowing me to conduct your visit with us today.â He continues to softly smile. Gathering the folder set out for him, he begins to dive into your personal information.
âYou donât work here..â you grumble. Tugging the end of one of your ears into your mouth to suck on. An anxious habit, no matter how embarrassing it is to do at your age. The equivalent of a human sucking on their thumb, really.
âI often cover for Dr. Jack.â He corrects you, eyebrows furrowing as he reads over your file. âWould rather hear from you than read over all of this medical terminology. So, what seems to be the problem with the fertility medication youâve been prescribed?â
âCanât you just read my file?â You mumble, looking away. The tip of your ear now covered with drool, matting your fur down. âDr. Jack had me log my symptoms everyday in the hybrid app portal.â
âAh, I see I see.â Shoving his glasses up the bridge of his nose. He turns toward the computer perched on the corner of the desk. Logging in and filling out your information to pull up your logs. âThrowing up, lack of sNap, nausea. Hmm.â
âI canât take these pills anymore, they make me feel awful.â Alternating to your other ear, you suck at your fur more aggressively. Growing more exhausted by the second of his strong scent that sets off your fight or flight instinct. Filling your mind with urgency to leave, get yourself as far away as possible from danger.
âThere is really no need for you to be so nervous.â He speaks softly without tearing his eyes away from the computer screen. Dark snake eyes obviously hidden under a pair of gray contacts to soften his appearance.
âDo you always hide your scales?â You brazenly ask. Noticing how well his button up sits against his throat leaving none of the sides or back of his neck visible. And the gloves he wears.. white gloves, obviously to conceal whatever scales may cover his hand.
Dr. Naâs cheek dimples with a smile, continuing to keep his lips sealed shut. He turns to look at you, folding his hands beneath his chin. âNo. Nurse Chops was gracious enough to warn me of your concerns before I entered. I figured I could ease your anxiety if I covered up a bit.â
âW-why would you want to work with prey hybrids? Arenât you worried that youâllââ
âI was raised by preys, a pack of Rabbit hybrids in fact. Have never attacked or hunted any type of prey. You know, your environment really does alter the outcome of your beliefs and mindset. Iâve always wanted to help the preys, learn to coexist.â He informs you. Slowly opening his mouth up wider to reveal his set of fangs. Sharp and long, pearly white as if theyâve never been tainted with blood.
Rabbit?? How could deer possibly take in a King Cobra..
âMy mother and father were hunted, human hunters from what I was told. I had been tucked away in my nest when the Rabbit hybrids stumbled upon me..â picking up on your apprehension he continues to overshare. âPerhaps if you know more about me, this will feel easier. We have a lot of tests to run today.â
âYou studied prey to help us?â You question wearily, releasing your ear from your mouth.Â
âTo help all of us. Our kinds, hybrids, weâre constantly being exploited, hunted, killed. For the better of all of our breeds, we need to help each other.â He firmly nods, smiling with teeth. His contacts shift as he blinks, peaks of yellow iris appearing behind his glasses. His gloved hands rest on the desk, and broad shoulders stand pronounced even while sat down.
The realization that minutes have passed without being attacked begins to settle. You sit up, smoothing down your ears, reaching for the gown on your lap to clutch at. âHow can you help me? What do you know about bunny infertility?â
Dr. Naâs gaze drags down your body for a flash of a second. Returning to your petrified face. âI have quite a bit of experience with rabbit and bunny hybrids. Men and women in fact, some may say your breed is my specialty.âÂ
Saliva drips from his teeth, sealing his mouth shut with a smile. He discreetly swallows, stealing another look at your crossed ankles. Your small hands trembling and pinching the hospital gown material in your lap.Â
Of all the Doeâs heâs ever encountered, you sure are the prettiest. His tongue only salivates more as his gaze returns to your face, your pouty lips and button nose. Fluffy ears flattened against your head as you appear deep in thought.
âWhat do you think then Doctor? Am I a hopeless cause?â You ask in a whiny tone. Bottom lip jutting out so sadly. He has to grip his legs together to stop a rush of blood from reaching the area between his thighs too fast. You seemed much more difficult at first, a challenge, he canât stand a challenge.
âNot at all, bunny.â He smiles again. His sharp teeth even seem less frightening beneath his sparkling eyes and overall handsome features. âFrom what I have read here, Dr. Jack has instructed me to thoroughly examine you today.â
âShould I change now, Dr. Na?â You ask quietly, lifting the gown to your chest.Â
âCall me Jaemin, if thatâs okay with you bunny. Weâre going to be working very closely today, I want you to feel as comfortable with me as you can.â Adjusting his glasses, he stands up and moves around the desk. Sitting perched on the edge with his legs crossing at his ankles in front of you. âWhy donât you go behind that curtain there and get changed, weâll get you set up on the examination chair.â
Nerves continue to skyrocket through your body even after shutting the curtain. The last view of Dr. Na.. or Jaemin as he informed you, left you gasping for air. His broad frame turned away from you, his back muscles shifting and flexing under his shirt as he removed his lab coat.Â
Dr. Jackâs office always maintained a cool temperature, too cold at times even. Keeping his private sectors of work space and examination room connected added to the extra high co-pays his clinic charges. The vials, test tubes, and various medications organized in the room required light and cool temperatures. He explained once as you shivered on the examination table, eyes jumping around the room nervously.
âKnock knock?â Dr. Na calls from the other side of the drape. His expensive leather shoes tapping against the linoleum floor.Â
âYes, uhm, ready.âÂ
Hardly ready as the drape drags open, the rings attaching to the ceiling clink together and he smiles with no teeth. Now changed into a large cover up, he remains covered up from neck down to his hands. âLetâs check your vitals first, shall we?â
Thatâs normal, exactly how Dr. Jack begins. Taking a magnified look inside of your ears, your throat, checking your reflexes with a knock against your knee.Â
Itâs only when he begins to reach inside of the back of your hospital gown that you freak out. Breathing faster, digging your fingers into the cushion of the table beneath you. The metal of his stethoscope presses against your upper back, shivering through your skin.
âGo ahead and take a deep breath.â He whispers by your ear, listening to your rapid beating heart. âYouâre very nervous, arenât you?â
Pressing his free palm to your chest, he breathes in deep for you to follow him. Slowly dragging the air out of his nostrils, he nods and moves the stethoscope around to listen again. âYour hearts beating so fast, I must really make you uncomfortable.â
âN-no, itâs not that..â you shudder. Stomach swooping this close to him, his cheek nearly brushing against yours.Â
âI understand.â Another soft and reassuring smile fails to soothe your fear. He shuts your gown, taking down notes. âEverything seems normal, Iâll have you lay back now.â
Dr. Jackâs never gotten this far in your physical exams. Thatâs why today was so important to you, and now a snake hybrid.. ugh. Cursing to yourself you shift to press your back against the table, staring at the stirrups with fear. âShould I put my legs here?â
âIâll help you.â He nods, sitting down on a rolling seat. The snap of vinyl gloves jerking you to look up. Too distracted by your position to notice that he swapped them out. âAccording to your files, youâve not experienced your first heat yet?â
âYes, Doctor..â you swallow. Forced into a seated position as he adjusts the table. Grabbing one of your ankles to place in a stirrup.Â
âJaemin.â He grins, setting your other leg into place. âThatâs highly unusual for a Doe of your age.â
âIâve been told.â You mutter annoyed. Only having heard numerous times how odd it is.
âDo you produce slick?â He asks, relaxed as if this is his job. Because it is, and you have to remind yourself every 5 seconds that this attractive snake hybrid is just doing his job.
âI.. no, I donât believe I do.âÂ
Without glancing at you once, he continues to scribble down notes. Turning away to open up a cabinet. âIâll be using lubricant to open you up.â
âOpen me up?! What do you mean??â You stiffen, wide-eyed. He turns back to face you, setting down a bottle of clear thick fluid on a tray next to him.Â
âFor the examination, you scheduled this appointment as a gyno visit.â He states, as if it should be obvious. Once again making you realize how weird you are being.
This. is. his. job.
âRigh, uhm. Thatâs what Dr. Jack originally had recommended for me.â
âAre you sexually active?â Picking up his clipboard once again, he checks off different boxes.
âNot at the moment.â
âBut you have been?â
âYes, Doctor.â
âHave your sexual experiences been painful?â
âWh-what?â
Jaemin raises his eyebrows, peering up at you. âWithout producing slick Iâd assume vaginal penetration wasnât very pleasant?â
âOh, uhm.â Shrugging, you nod. âHurt a little, I guess.â
âWas your partner large?â
His question makes your head feel fuzzy, chest itchy, having to look away from him before you can muster up an answer. âNot really.â
âHow big would you say? 5 inches? Was he fully hard.â
âUhm, I donât remember. Itâs been a few months.â You whisper, reaching to play with your fingers. âWe used lube.â
âAnd it still hurt? Was that your first time?â His head tilts, eyes squinting.
âNo Doctor..â
Jaemin hums, adding extra notes. âAnd still no heat.. highly peculiar. Iâm going to have to open you up and see if something could be blocking the passageway for your slick. Itâs highly uncommon but I have read of hybrids with an extra flesh of muscle, tightens up the cervix.â
âLike.. inside?â You asked through clenched teeth. Knowing better than to ask a professional gynecologist such a stupid question. Sighing and shutting your eyes, you try to relax, nodding. âOkay.â
âDo you need to use the restroom before we get started?â The sound of antibacterial soap squishes between his gloved fingers. Drying off with a paper towel before turning back around.Â
âIâm fine.â
âDonât worry about needing to pee if you canât control your bladder. Itâs quite common to orgasm or release fluid while being examined.â He smiles too nicely. Dragging himself closer between your parted legs. His hands reach for the end of your gown, folding it up. Shooting your eyes open to stare at the brightly lit ceiling, you can only hope he canât hear your heart beating out of your chest at a manic pace.
âDo you not grow hair?â He asks, bending in closer.
âHuh?!â
âYou have no hair.â He says flatly. Gloved hands landing softly on your inner thighs. âOr did you remove the hair yourself?â
âOh, I.. I did it.â You speak shyly, wishing you could cover your face. Itâs nothing to be embarrassed of and you know that, but you canât stop yourself from feeling overwhelmed. The Doctorâs hands feel large and warm on your inner thighs even through the material of his vinyl gloves. Knowing youâre fully exposed to him awakens a sensation of heat in your stomach, clenching your eyes shut to ignore it.
âDo you orgasm, bunny?â Dr. Naâs tone deepens, huskier. Clearing his throat as he softly pets the soft skin lining your inner thighs.Â
âN-no, Iâve tried. I donât know, I-I think Iâm broken, Doctor.â You canât stop a whimper from ending your sentence. Biting down on your lip, you try to not breathe through your nose. His smells stronger now, all around you, dizzying even.
âYouâre not broken bunny..â he practically cooâs. Smiling from ear to ear, he sucks in a deep breath through his nose. âAnd Iâm going to take care of everything for you, donât you worry those pretty fluffy ears.â
The closer his fingers trail to your outer folds, the more you struggle to not squirm. Clutching your hands together to stop your hips from rising. His slicked fingers drag down the smooth skin covering your vulva, slowly stroking up and down to coat all of your core with lube. âGosh, youâre really pretty everywhere bunny..â
âDoctor.. I feel..â squinting your eyes open at the lights over your head, you have to shut them closed immediately. The blur above you, spinning the texture of the wall in your line of sight.Â
âRelax relax,â he hushes you, pushing your vulva spread open with his thumbs. The sounds of a hiss follows, sucking at the backs of his teeth. âMy my my bunny, you are lovely. I was really hoping for a virgin, but youâre so tight.â He whistles, licking across his sharp fangs as he inspects your clenched hole. An unusually dry sight of flesh.
âMy head.. I canât keep m-my eyes open.âÂ
âMy scents too powerful for a small little prey like you.â He smirks, pulling your labia folds apart. âIâm going to need to open you up really good before we can complete this examination.â
Powerful is an understatement, the more turned on he grows, the more his aroma weakens you. Limp and glued to the table, you struggle to keep your eyes halfway open. âW-will it hurt?â
âNo baby, Iâd never hurt you.â Dragging the split end of his tongue across his upper lip, he begins to smear lube between your folds. Skirting his digits across your clit, all but missing your entrance that stays locked up tight. âDr. Naâs going to make you feel so good.âÂ
The burning itch in your stomach rides up to your chest, breathing out heavier and faster. He works at massaging and caressing your labia, gently stroking the flesh around your clit. âHave to get you nice and wet first, wet enough to open up this pussy.â
âI feel weird, Doctor.â You pant fearfully, shutting your eyes to relieve yourself of the bright lights. âHot.â
âThatâs good darling, thatâs a great sign. You let Dr. Na handle this, Iâll have you pissing out an orgasm across this floor in no time.â Sweat lines his brow as he begins to build up speed with ease. Tracing his digits between your lubricated folds until they begin to swell with blood. A pleased click of his tongue resounds and he pinches your clit between two of his fingers. Slowly rubbing your cunt with one hand as he begins to work on your bundle of nerves, hitting each one with his soft expert motions.
âDr. Na! T-that feelsâdifferent!â You croon, legs shaking.
Sucking at his bottom lip, he canât break his focus away from stimulating your clit. Holding your folds apart to watch your hole for even a small sign of opening up. He pinches and massages, working your hardened nub from side to side until you finally relax. âFuck.â He whispers, hungrily licking at his mouth. âIâm going to stretch you out now.â
âWh-what??â You ask almost deliriously. Had he not already started?!
The tip of his finger presses to your budding entrance. Lightly applying pressure to see if youâll give and let him in. Success shouts in his mind as he glides in up to his first knuckle, only one finger but itâs enough to make his head spin. Cocks aching inside of the confines of his snug fitted slacks. He has to bite down on his teeth to stop himself from yelling out at the way your cunt sucks around just the tip of one of his digits.
âRelax for me.â Shoving his free hand higher, he presses against your stomach just beneath your navel. Adding the weight of his thick palm to keep your lower back in place as he begins to glide the rest of his digit inside of you. Thereâs no way youâll be able to take one of his cocks like this, let alone two.
Glancing over his shoulder at the tray by his side, he eyes the shiny dilator he set out. A little extra help wonât hurt. âYouâre so tight, bunny.â He has to mention it again. Growing frustrated and hornier by the second. His finger fully fits inside of you, experimentally pressing against your soft warm walls. âIâm going to have to dilate you.â
âDr. Na, please..â you sigh, head spinning. The scent of bergamot burning through each of your senses. The taste of a snake hybrid seeping down your throat.Â
Freeing his finger, he picks up the tool to prepare it. Using nearly half of the bottle of lube to cover his hands and the dilator, he turns back to observe your cunt. Gleaming shiny and swelled up, perfect for taking cock.
âThis wonât hurt if you just relax, bunny. Listen to what I say, alright?â The tip of the dilator eases inside of you without a problem. Thinner than the Doctorâs finger, if not the same size. He sucks in a wet breath of air, relieving his tongue of the saliva that wonât stop pooling. âGood job, so proud of you bun. Youâre making Dr. Na soo happy.â A more sadistic smile stretches the bottom half of his face. Pushing the devices button to expand inside of you.Â
The push against your insides has you arching up with a shout, clutching onto the sides of the table. âN-no! Pull it o-out!â You cry. Toes pointing out stiffly, unable to remove your legs from the stirrups keeping you held in place. âJaemin!â
âCome on bunny, donât let me down now.â He says gruffly, bending closer to look inside of you with the dilator now fully expanded. The sound of a ragged breath covered in saliva emits from beneath your gown. And the Doctor's broad shoulders shake, reaching two of his digits inside of the tool to measure how open you are.Â
âPlease Dr. Na! Please take it o-out!â You beg again, full on crying now. No amount of lube could have prepared you for the stretch of the dilator, not after only one finger to prep you. Jerking your hips up shoots a tinge of pain up your spine, falling back down with a wail. âPlease!â
Grunting as he squeezes a third finger inside, Jaemin drags his tongue across his mouth. Pushing back and snapping off his gloves. He shoots up from the chair to grab your neck, baring his teeth. âBunny.â He bites out, the collar of his shirt loosened and unbuttoned. Silver and black scales on display lining the sides of his throat. âWhat happened to my good and well behaved little prey? Have you gained confidence that I wonât eat you alive so easily?â
Ripping off his glasses, he tosses them aside, blinking away the gray contacts hiding his viscous serpent eyes. âNow, we can continue to play nice,â squeezing your neck, he drags the back of his scaled hand down your soft cheek. âOr we can play my way.â
Innate and instinctive alarm to protect yourself goes off, throwing your head back to scream. âHelp!! HELP!!â
Dr. Na rolls his eyes, slapping his heavy palm over your mouth. âFine. I gave you a choice.â
His yellow iris expands, taking over the whites of his eyes. Unleashing his sharp fangs, his long split tongue snaps and slithers before your face. Cracking akin to a whip to instill how threatening he is to your existence. Tears drip out onto his hand, screaming and shoving at his chest. The snake hybrid dominates without effort, keeping your neck held down effortlessly as he grabs your jaw and forces your mouth open.
Thick wads of what appears to be saliva dribbles and rolls off the tips of his tongue into your mouth. Incinerating your flesh the second it meets your lips and continues to pour out filling your mouth up.Â
Poison. Fucking snake venom.Â
The burning hits your throat, scolding hot, acidic, leaving numbness behind. The last thought youâre able to process before the venom seeps into your veins is death. Death at the hands of a predator that outsmarted you, tale as old as time. The predator trapping the stupid bunny hybrid, feeding off of you as no more than a snack.
Laving at his lips, he smiles and pats your cheeks. Panting for breath as he takes in your blissed out drugged expression. âNow, where were we, bunny?â
Quietly humming, he releases the dilator, whistling at the way your cunt gapes now. âLetâs get back to business, shall we darling?â He unties your hospital gown, throwing it aside to reveal your breast. Sucking at his teeth and cupping them, he nods to himself. âSuch a shame, such a gorgeous prey, and youâve never known the joys of cumming on a cock.â Biting on one of your nipples, he works on licking and sucking until it rubs stiffly against the roof of his mouth. Alternating to the other after some minutes. âYou can trust that Dr. Na has a 100% success rate.â
Standing before you, he throws off his cover up, slowly unbuttoning his top to show off his built chest and shoulders. âI saw the way you were looking at me bunny, you prey are all the same. So helpless and pitiful, but still desperate to be loved and taken.â
âD-doctor..â you say, out of body. Floating on a cloud, reaching forward to grab his bare chest for something to hold on to, fearing now that you may fly away.Â
âMy sweet delicate bunny.â He grins arrogantly, lifting your hands up to his mouth. Dragging his forked tongue between your fingers, kissing at your knuckles. âLet me take care of everything.â
Pushing you to lay back again, he smooths your hair out of your face. Softly dragging his fingers through your ears. âLove how fluffy you are.â
Dr. Naâs hands travel down your shoulders, chest, pinching your breast on the way down past your waist and stomach. He smooths over your hips, cupping and squeezing, lowering his palms to your outer thighs. âBet your bunny tails frantically twitching, so excited.â
âNnnghh..â you drowsily groan, dropping your head to watch him move to your side and cup your cunt. His other hand returning to the bottom of your stomach.Â
âNice and relaxed, pretty.â Gliding his digits between your lubricated folds, he taps at your entrance. Teasing and circling around your hole fluttering under his fingertips. âThatâs it.â
Easing three of his digits inside of you, he begins to thrust inside of your pussy with less tenacity. Less worried about any pain you could feel with his venom racing through your veins. He pumps his fingers in and out of you with no goal other than to feel your cunt clamp around him. To pour a mess of arousal out onto this hospital floor. âCome on.â Gritting his teeth, he turns to watch your awestruck face. Panting weakly, eyes rolling up and back to look at him. The silent desperation to break through that roadblock thatâs been in your way. To bring down all of your fears and inhibitions, every insecurity.Â
God he wants to fuck you, to ruin your pussy and mind. Leave you so damaged that no other hybrid will ever be enough.
Thereâs no prey in the world Jaeminâs ever come across that he canât fuck and destroy. More determined to take you to an ultimate high given your special case, disorder, whatever the fuck it may be. âStill so tight.â He licks at his lips, thirsty for a taste.Â
That same rapid fire of heat exploding from your stomach hits the surface and boils over. Tipping your head back to let out a moan, you feel blinded by the white lights above, the cold heat melting down your face. And for the first time the release youâve seeked for years finally hits. Thick fingers jab at your cervix, pushing roughly against a spongy spot inside of you over and over again. Wetness trickles out and Jaeminâs eyes burst open wide in awe.
âD-doctor! Oh m-my God!â You cry. Dropping your mouth open in silent disbelief. His hand shoves down from your stomach, slapping at your clit.Â
âLet it go baby, let it all go.â He grunts, forearm jerking madly. âFucking dripping.â
Everything youâve dreamt of since starting this journey dissolves, freeing your body of tension and worry. A coil breaks free from your gut, pushing up past your chest and you scream out in pleasure. Toes curling as your hips shoot up and slick flies out around the Doctorâs fingers.
âAhh!â The pleasures too much, sucking your stomach in as you collapse. Shaking your head from side to side and Jaemin doesnât let up. Pressing his bicep onto your stomach he lodges you in place, continuing to fuck your cunt open until every last drop of your orgasm drenches his shirt and leaves the floor freshly mopped over.
Itâs as if a sprinkler has set off inside of you, and Dr. Na couldnât be more proud. Smiling large and maniacally as he retracts his fingers and pats your cunt lovingly. âI knew my bunny could do it.â
âD-doctor, I feel.. f-feel,â you stutter, lips trembling. âHot.â
âThatâs your heat my love. Youâre ready to be properly bred and mated now.â Unbuttoning the rest of his shirt, he wipes off his arms and chest of sweat and slick, throwing the soaked garment aside before turning to his seat to roll between your thighs. âYouâve opened up quite nicely.â
The venom shouldnât numb you for too long, no longer than 15 minutes. Just enough to get you to this point of pleasure, too struck by each new sensation and feeling to fully understand how wrong this is. That no doctor should ever behave this way with a patient.
âMy h-heat?â You ask, sounding hopeful. Pouty with your tear stained cheeks and wide shining eyes. Your eyebrows twist together as you look down at him, full of concern. âIâm in heat?â
Licking at his now very plump and pink lips, he eagerly nods. Laying his palms on your upper thighs to knead and squeeze at. âHighly common for bunny hybrids to experience their first heat during a prey attack. You see, fear and pleasure go hand in hand. You Doeâs love to play the victim especially, bouncing around with your little fluffed tails taunting us..â
He hoists your hips up higher suddenly, sliding one of his hands beneath your ass to tweak and ruffle the ball of fur at the top of your perky buttcheeks. âI need to taste you to make sure nothingâs wrong with your slick now.â
âT-taste?â You flinch. Shivering from your tail up your spine. Dragging your gaze across Dr. Naâs blushing cheeks, his sweat slickened skin, and his hung open mouth. The tips of his tongue slithering between his teeth as he watches you.
âItâs been too long now for you to go through your first heat, we must take every precaution.â He convinces you, chin tilted in as he gazes upon your frightened face. The thrill of the hunt and control over your mind tickles through his cock. Twitching inside of his slacks again as a reminder to hurry the hell up. âNo Buck will mate a rotted Doe.â
Lifting your hands to your face to bite your nails, you nod and agree for him to do whatever examinations he needs to. Anything to ensure youâre not some defunct hybrid, that you are worthy of being mated..
âThis wonât hurt one bit.â His tongue flickers out, igniting that same heat in your stomach from before. Now more intense as you really take the time to look over the scales adorning Dr. Naâs biceps, partially trailing over his collarbone and chest. His tight stomach rising and flexing with each ragged breath he takes. The way his pants cling to his thighs like a second skin in his seated position. A large bulge suffocating right in the middle between his hips.
Lowering his nose to your mound, he slowly drags the tip across while keeping his eyes directed upwards to watch you. His long tongue dragging down between your folds. Slowly slithering between as he groans against your cunt and sends vibrations through your lower half.
âH-how do I taste?â You ask curiously. Hypnotized by his thin sharp black iris.Â
The sound of metal clinking distracts you for a second as he releases your legs from the stirrups. Hooking under your knees to throw them onto his shoulders, he pushes forward and thrusts the tip of his tongue at your entrance. Pulling back to lick across his glistening lips and slicked coated chin.
âTastes like dinner.â He winks. Setting off your worry once again before diving in. Long tongue wriggling through your clamped hole, lapping at the sides as he sinks in deep.
âD-doctor!..â
The length of his tongue reaches deep inside past your inner walls. Flicking the tips against your cervix as he begins to collect venom at the back of his throat to coat the inside of your cunt with. Mimicking an aphrodisiac to heighten your sex drive, making you more than desperate for cock. Knowing your head will clear up soon, he has to take extra measures to keep you drunk for his cocks.
Slurping the slick that dollops onto his bottom lip, he pulls back to gently trace between your folds. Slowly building up to firmer licks, running right over your swollen bud. âA-ahh, Dr. N-na!â You puff breathily. The heat squeezing in your belly, tensing through your limbs.
âCome on bunny, call me Jaemin.â Slowly licking across his lips, he glances up at you. His heavy gaze full of darkness and sin. âWanna hear you moaning and screaming my name.â
âJ-Jaemin.â You nod quickly. Breathing hard enough for your breasts to rise and fall rapidly.Â
âFeeling good?â Pursing his lips together, he kisses up your inner thighs. Never shifting his heated gaze away from yours. Latching his mouth back onto your clit, he keeps his intense gaze on your weakened one. Sucking one of his fingers inside of his mouth, he spits out more venom. Popping it free to circle over your wrinkled little rim.
âJaemin!â You jolt up. Clutching onto the table's arm rests. âTh-thatâs myââ
âNeed to open you up here too bunny.â Kissing your swollen clit, he drags his puffy lips down. Sucking at your hole as his finger teases your rim. Lathering his venom around to relax your muscles. âHave to make sure nothings wrong down here.â
âIn m-myââ
âYour pretty little asshole.â He says shamelessly. Slurping the slick mixed with his venom from your hole. Dipping his sporked tongue in and out over and over again as he teases your rim. The tip of his finger pushing down on your taut wrinkled skin, allowing himself to dip in just past his nail bed.Â
Wrinkling your face together, you try to nod. Convinced that the Doctor only has your best interest in mind. The odd discomfort between your buttcheeks fades away, falling to the pleasure building inside of you. The smooth wetness of his long tongue, how it flicks and tickles inside of you. His chilling gaze, keeping you on the edge of fear and desire. The combination lifts your hips from the table, softly rutting your clit against his tongue as he returns to wrap around your bundle of nerves.Â
âJ-Jaemââ moaning raggedly, you grip onto the chair's arms harder. Digging your nails in as he ruthlessly sucks, sneaking his digit inside of your asshole as pleasure takes over your face. Eyes rolled back leaving nothing but whites behind, mouth hung open panting and shaking.
âYeah.â He blows across your wet cunt. Finger curling up inside of your extra tight hole, suctioning wet and hot around his digit. âLet go bunny, stop holding yourself back.â He soothes, returning to work on your clit as he squeezes in another finger.Â
âAh!â Reaching down to scratch your fingers through his hair, you grasp tightly. Yanking tufts between your hands through his fervent licks. Jaemin slides his tongue all the way back in, using his other hand to rub your clit as he wiggles through. Waving his tongue against your walls, he thrusts inside of your ass simultaneously. All of it too much, racing you to the brink of over sensitivity.
Let go.
Stop holding yourself back.
The replay of his raspy voice melds into the wet sounds gushing from your core. Thighs shaking around his head as you scream out and roughly pull at his scalp. He sucks and laps at all of your squirting slick, jabbing his fingers inside of your ass faster and harder. His face drenched with your release, and still dragging his tongue through your sensitive folds.
âD-docâJaemin! Please no! H-hurts! Sâtoo much!â You whine, pulling at his hair with all of the energy you have left. Body drained of life from your orgasm, like a pool of jelly as you struggle to tighten your fists.
Lapping your pussy clean, he grunts, lifting his intense piercing eyes back to yours. âYouâre fucking delectable, darling. I could really eat you up.â
Shining his fangs at you, his tongue drags across them, popping his fingers out of your ass to suck on. Gliding up and down each one slowly as he moans and watches your distraught overstimulated gaze. Drawn into his hypnotic scent, dangerous words, alluring aura.Â
If this is the way you die, you canât help to think itâs one hell of a way to go..
âA little more,â he mutters, shoving your thighs open to set you back on the stirrups. âStay just like that bunny.â Cupping your hips, he aims your asshole up higher. Still so small and shyly wrinkled up beneath your swollen pussy, making him salivate as he lowers his face and drags his nose across your rim.
âNnghh.. noo, d-donât, not there.â You mewl, turning your face away while still watching his every move from the corner of your eye.
Adding more spit and venom, he glides three digits inside with a bit of struggle. Gritting his teeth imagining one of his cocks in place of his fingers. Thereâs no way any of those tiny dick useless Buckâs youâve fucked before have ever been in here. âYouâre really doing so good. Couldnât be more proud of you right now.â He says roughly, his voice more strained. Hissing as he uses his strength to push his fingers apart inside of you. âF-fuck, bunny.â
His soft words and the sensual feeling coming from his fingers has your head spinning. This shouldnât feel so good, right? Why does it feel so good? You canât stop yourself from moaning, bringing your hand to your mouth to bite on your palm. You croon, lower back arching, riding on the size of his digits stretched apart inside of your ass.
âYou like it deep.â He hums throatily. Eyes growing wide as he focuses on your rim opening up for him, dropping another wad of spit inside. âYou feel so fucking good, baby.â
Jaeminâs tongue creeps between his fingers, furrowing his eyebrows as he dips in for a taste. Your cunt couldnât have been sweeter, but your ass, assuming youâre still untouched.. itâs damn near holy. Spurting saliva around his tongue as he drags in and out like a mad man, desperate to feel your insides one way or another. His predatory instinct screams to take a bite, sink his teeth into the meaty flesh of your ass. Lashing his tongue at the inside of your asshole, he pulls free and shouts. âNeed to be inside of you right now.â
Sweat accumulates on your chest despite the cool room temperature, throttled into your first heat with the assistance of snake venom, you canât comprehend most of what the Doctorâs been mumbling. Going on and on about how delicious your slick is, how tight youâll squeeze his cocks.
Cocks being the keyword you should really catch onto. âDr. Na, I feel d-dizzy.â Rubbing over your face, you brush down to your chest. Palming across your hardened nipples back and forth. âAnd hot, all over. Especially here.âÂ
Reaching between your thighs, you smooth down past your mound. Hissing as you rub over your clit, still hard and inflamed with blood.Â
âDoes it hurt?â He asks coyly, knowing full well youâve lost yourself to your own primal instincts. Craving to be filled with something, even if you continue to have any doubts. âDoes it hurt? My sweet bunny.â He cooâs, placing his hand over yours. The heat radiating off of your body melting his skin. âDo you need me to make you feel better?âÂ
âPlease.. please, h-help me..âÂ
Jaemin can taste the venom dripping from his fangs, fighting himself to not roll his eyes every time you beg for his help. God if only you could see how helpless you are, how pathetic and easy to capture you are. Handing yourself over to your predator on a fucking silver platter, youâre the best type of hybrid, his favorite.
âIâll do more than that.â He mumbles quietly under his breath, locking your legs back into the stirrups.Â
Taking a step back, he finally unbuckles his belt, sighing as he unzips his slacks and his cocks can breathe at last. Sticky and hot inside of his boxers where precum had leaked onto every once dry inch of area. âThis shouldnât hurt too much, bunny. One last exam to make sure youâre ready to be mated..â
Dr. Naâs chest and stomach muscles flex as he works to discard his bottoms. His veiny hands moving slowly, squeezing his eyes shut and tucking in his lip as he peels away his boxers. The sight of his fully bare figure jolts something inside of your stomach. Squeezing out a wad of slick that drips onto the floor, you whimper and shake your legs to get out of the chair. âD-doctor! No!â
Dropping and kicking off his boxers with a groan, he grabs onto his shafts using both hands. The sight before you is absolutely obscene, horrifying even. Thick hands circle and stroke his cocks, dropping his head back and grunting. âOne last test, then youâll be all done with this.â
Dr. Na eyes your dripping hole, slick dribbling down past your rim onto the floor. Pouring down like rain droplets as they land in a puddle beneath your ass. He growls, reaching for your hips to haul your lower half almost off of the edge of the table, setting you into the perfect position.
âA-ah! Doctor!â The vinyl material of the examination chair burns against your skin. Sticking to you the more you sweat. Peering at his face nervously, your shaking hands reach out to grab onto something, his chest, shoulders. Anything to assure you that this is real, that a snake hybrid stands before you fully nude; tracing his eyes down your body to the heated flesh between your legs.
Tugging on his cocks a few more times, he grits his teeth. Lowering his nose to your scent gland, his nostrils drag up and down, emitting more of his smokey scent to calm you. Tempted to bite you, leave some type of mark along your delicate throat, he nips at your skin. Lapping the sore area before you can complain. âTastes so good everywhere, donât you bunny.âÂ
Lining his lengths up to your holes, he licks up your jaw to your ear. Kissing and mumbling sweet words to calm your choked staggered breaths. âDonât forget, youâre made for this.â
Nothing could have prepared you for the first prod of his tips pushing against your holes. No amount of stretching you, licking you, fucking you with his tongue and fingers. The Doctorâs thick width burns as his cockheads press forward to penetrate past your tight holes. None of the Buckâs youâd been with in the past could compare to even half of one of his dicks, let alone two.Â
A string of curses drips from his mouth, huffing against your cheek as he presses his forehead to yours. âOpen up for me darling, let me in. Be a good bunny.â
Continuing to slowly push himself inside of you, he watches the tears slowly pour from your pure harmless eyes. So soft and sweet, gentle. Your fluffy ears framing your face so innocently, he canât stop himself. Dragging his fingers through your furry ears, he pulls on them playfully. Smirking at the gasp you let out, the way your eyes roll up for a moment. Tugging again, he forces his cockhead past your rim and cunt, grinding his teeth together.
âGonna fill you up so good, bunny.â Jaemin drags the tip of one of your ears to his lips, sucking on it the same way you had done earlier. Eyes fluttering shut as he pushes in inch by slow inch. Cradled by the sound of your cries and whimpers, how your breathing stops whenever he sucks on your fluffy ear; coating your fur with his saliva. Leaving the trail on his scent stuck on you permanently, from your blood infiltrated by his venom. To your womb soon to be filled with his cum.
The snap of taut stretched skin around his lower cock jerks his hips forward. Halting to suck deep breaths in through his nose. His hands drop down to your arms, squeezing as he maneuvers them beneath you to wrap you up in a tight hug. The size of his body crushes you in, stuffed to the brim with his dicks filling your ass and pussy. The Doctor circles his hips, savoring the way your holes clamp around him, burying his last inch into the hilt.
âJaemin,â you pant, drowsy eyes flickering up. Reaching between your bodies, you rub over the bulge pushing out under your navel. The fat tip of his cock pressing against your insides so deep, you have to feel it to believe it. Mouth dropping in awe as you trace the shape of him, reaching lower to drag your fingers around his size probing through the flesh of your stomach. âFeel you, r-right here.â
âFuck.â The euphoric high look on your face can only come from getting fucked. His hips twitch, sucking on the drool inside of his mouth to concentrate on anything other than how much you're squeezing around him. How he can feel your dainty fingers jerking him off through the skin lining the bottom of your stomach.Â
Forcing himself to calm down with deep breaths, he tries to let you get used to the painful throbbing inside of your ass. Tries to let you get used to his fat girth filling up your cunt, slowly pushing himself side to side to accommodate your tight holes for himself. A dull ache rips throughout his pelvis, climbing up to his stomach in a coiling spiral, and he canât stop himself anymore. Gathering your chest to press snuggly against his, he pulls your back off the chair. Thrusting out only a few inches before burying his lengths in deep. âA-agh!âÂ
Dr. Na can feel it, the way your asshole grips around him trying to push him out while your tight pussy sucks against him. The difference stirs heat up to his chest, pulling out a few more inches before plummeting forward again. Losing his sense with that second thrust, he savors these last fNating minutes inside of you for the first time. Eyes rolling back as he draws out to the tip and begins to ruthlessly fuck you.
The scream you let out only encourages his hips, slamming forward faster. Hurting at first to be taken so roughly, fucked in your ass for the first time, but your heat takes over after a minute more of push and pull. The resistance he was met with disappearing as he sheathes each inch inside of your holes without falter. The more he made you take it, the better it felt to be fucked with abandon.Â
The beating of his heart pounded against your chest, rocking you down onto his lengths. Against the chair, ramming his hips between your trapped opened legs with free will. Reaching one of your hands around his neck, you squeeze at his nape, scratching your nails down his scales. Screaming through your gritted teeth as he somehow fucks you even faster.
âJaemin!â Rubbing your fingers over the shape of his cock bulging through your stomach, you cry out. Dropping your face into his neck to further intoxicate yourself with his hedonistic scent.Â
The build up of something hot and mind numbing spills over inside of you, clenching down on him from your ass to your pussy; you try to kick free. Squirting around his cock fucking inside of your cunt past your orgasm, slicks rains down onto his thighs, by his feet. Spraying your aroused scent all over the hospital room.
âS-stop!â You whine despairingly. Digging your nails into the back of his neck. Dragging your other arm around him to scratch down his spine as he continues to fuck through your gripping over sensitivity. âDr. Na! H-hurts! Please!â
The only sounds entering Jaeminâs head right now are his snake, lashing at him to fuck, breed, claim. Take take and take some more. Loud moans and pained gasps play around him as he fucks into you animalistically, unsure if theyâre coming from you or himself. Maybe a mixture of your combined pleasure, too drunk off of his own need to overpower you, he thrusts in deep.
Reaching back to unclasp your legs and throw your thighs up against you, he slams forward. Cock burying to the hilt, locking his biceps under the pits of your knees. Bending you in half as he chases his orgasm and more of your slick dribbles out, shooting at his stomach and balls. They clap wet and loud against the top of your ass, nearly hanging off of his cocks with how far heâs pulled you off of the table.
âDoctor!â You sob into his neck, another orgasm ripping free from your body. He locks around your back, crushing you to his chest in a full mating press. The look in his eyes near demonic as he raises up and stands straight, throwing your ass and pussy down onto his cocks. The resounding clap of wet skin on skin pounds throughout the room, bouncing off these sanitized hospital walls. And he fucks into you at a deranged pace, led by the sound of your breath growing shallow, the silent cries that struggle to exit your dried up scratchy throat.
âF-fuck!â He squeezes out through trembling lips. Laying you against the table once his thighs begin to burn. He buries inside once, twice, thrusts growing sloppy as he captures your mouth with his plump lips and lets out a howled scream.Â
The swell of his knots shoots your tired eyes wide open. Irises shaking as your eyes well up with tears and the pain of being stretched to accept his knot pushing against your abused holes erupts through your body. Struggling to breath with his mouth latched to yours, tongue slithering past your tonsils.Â
âThere you go..â he looks down. Forehead covered with a thick gleam of sweat. His handsome features reddened, hair a mess from all of your pulling. Grinding his cocks inside of you, he shivers and twitches as cum flows out and stuffs you from both ends. âAll better now, bunny.â
Dr. Naâs shoulders continue to tremble, gripping your waist so tight, nails cutting into your skin. Both of his cocks stay locked in place, knots fully expanded inside of both of your holes.
âJaemin?â
Bright yellow eyes snap up to your face, his sharp teeth chatter, and he loudly swallows. The fear you felt before completely disintegrates, only worried now that heâll leave.. never to be seen again.Â
âAre you going to kill me now?â You ask almost pitifully. Frowning, you clutch your hands to your chest. Too ashamed to look down at the area where youâre still connected.Â
âNo, bunny, never.â He smiles, peeling his hands off your stomach to cup your cheeks. âIâm going to mate you.â
A new fear of the abomination growing in your stomach arises, shaking your head. âWe canât!â
âShhh shhh.â Wiping away your tears, he kisses the tip of your nose. Gently dragging his lips lower to graze your bitten over pout. Circling his hips, he roughly digs into your waist for leverage to push his knots in deeper. âDr. Na will take care of everything.â
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More Hearts Than Mine-Their First Real Argument
~More Hearts Than Mine by Ingrid Andress~
Author's Note: so sorry (not really) for ruining the perfect couple image but I fear I needed some angst... ;) Summary: Luke makes a financial decision without Y/N and several arguments spiral out of it Warnings: raised voices, brief description of childhoods Word Count: 1,683 Luke Hughes x fm!reader
Sheâs been panicking since her last class ended. The entire drive home took nearly forty minutes for three different accidents on all three different routes back to their apartment. The rent was due today and at every hour on the hour, her half of the rent had yet to leave her account.Â
She thought that maybe her card was declining and that the money in her account was too low. She had a two hundred dollar buffer for the rent, she was fine. But somehow the money has yet to leave her account. Sheâs been living in that apartment complex since she started college; not once has she missed rent.Â
But now she has and she was on the verge of crying and having a panic attack over the money that should have left her account. She flew into the apartment, her breathing was heavy. Luke was eating a bowl of cereal when she walked in. His eyes widened as he instantly stood up from the barstool chair that was with their kitchen island.
âHey baby, are you okay?â he asked as his mouth was still full.
âDid the rent come out of your account today?â she asked breathlessly. Quickly, swallowing his food he nodded.
âYeah, yeah, itâs okayââ
âThe whole thing? My half didnât come out of the account,â she took a deep breath as she scanned his features.Â
âYeah, you were talking about how you worried about buying coffee before class and how you didnât want to waste money. So I thought you could use that half and save up some fun money or whatever,â Luke explained nonchalantly. Y/N nodded and blinked slowly as she delicately dropped her bag by the door. Carefully and silently, she took off her shoes and rested them beside the shoe rack.Â
âYou did that without talking to me? Luke, Iâve been freaking out all day about thiââ
âOkay, yes, I probably shouldâve said something firstââ
âProbably? Luke, itâs eight hundred dollars! You canât make decisions like that without me,âÂ
âWell, I was trying to be nice, Y/N,â
âLuke, I appreciate that but you seriously cannot just assume that I would be okay with this,â she said while shaking her head. She tugged the jacket from her frame in the process. âWhen it comes to money, you cannot keep me out of the decisions. This is our life together,âÂ
âOkay but Baby, youâve been stressing yourself out with work and school and money. You deserve to treat yourself to coffee everyday. I have the money, so I wanted to give you a break. I just thought that if you cut back a little then maybeââ he trailed off as he met her gaze and noticed the furrowing of her eyebrows.
âWhat do you mean cut back, Luke?â She rested her hands on her hips. He took a deep breath as he crossed his arms over his chest.Â
âOkay, this isnât exactly how I wanted to have this conversation butâuhm. I was thinking that maybe I would handle all of the bills we have and you would just focus on school.â he offered to avoid her gaze for a few seconds.
âSounds like youâve already made that decision for me, honey,â she scoffed as she walked past him and faced away from him.
âNo,â he drew out the word as he took a few steps towards her. âI am trying to have the conversation with you right now,âÂ
âIt shouldnât be a conversation, Luke. Has the thought ever cross your mind that maybe that I like working, that maybe I like making my own money,âÂ
âI understand, baby, Iâm not saying never work again but maybe give yourself some time to have a life,â he explained as he rested his hand against the countertop.
She spun around quickly on her heels, a frown on her lips. âWhat is that supposed to mean?âÂ
Luke dragged his tongue across his bottom lip as he took a hesitant breath. âBefore I moved in, you were working almost full time and going to school full time. You were miserable, baby, so moving in helped but I hate seeing you push yourself so hard when you donât need to. I have more than enough money to handle the bills and you could just focus on your classes,âÂ
She nodded slowly while her bottom lip quivered. âThank you, Iâm so glad to hear that moving in together was out of convenience instead of starting our life together. Thatâs very reassuring, Luke,â she explained sarcastically.Â
âThatâs not what I said, Y/N, and you know it,â he let out with a dry laugh leaving his lips.Â
âNo, Luke, but thatâs how you sounded.â
âYou know thatâs not what I meant, Y/N!â he let out while shaking his head.
âI am not going to stop working.â
âWhy is that such an awful idea?â Luke let out with an exasperated sigh. Y/N walked away from him again.
âBecause I donât want to depend on you! I am not going to be one of those WAGS that stay at home and cooks and cleans and just waits for you to come home. I am not going to be one of those girls, Luke. Iâm just not,âÂ
âIâm not asking you to do that! Iâm saying that you slow down for a few months. Then when you're done with school. Weâll revisit this conversation.â he said as if it was the most obvious thing ever.
âThere is nothing to revisit. I am not going to stop working. I like being busy. I like having a job. I am going to start a career after I graduate. Luke, I am not going to change that,âÂ
He shook his head, âYeah, like teaching will be a huge pay increase,â he mumbled under his breath.
Her eyes widened as her eyes suddenly brimmed with tears. âOh, Iâm sorry that I wasnât handed my career by being born with the last name Hughes,â she shot back, not afraid to say it with her chest.Â
âY/N, what is that supposed to mean?â he stepped towards her as he looked deeply into her eyes.Â
She took a deep breath as she raised her hand up and wiped a small tear that started to fall onto her cheek. âIâm sorry, Luke, that was out of line, Iâm sorry,â
âIt was but you said it anyway, so what is that supposed to mean?â Luke said while running his fingers through his hair.Â
âYou were lucky to have parents that were able to give you every resource you could ever dream of. Luke, you didnât have to think about money until you signed an NHL contract. You didnât have to think about food on the table when you were eleven years old. You didnât have to hear your parents worry about the heater turning off for missing one too many bills. You are so lucky not to have to get a job at fourteen to help your parents pay the bills.â she explained, pointing her fingers towards him.Â
âYou are so lucky, so yes I like going to school and working. I like it because I earned it. I worked my ass off to get my career. I know it is a small fraction of what youâll make. But I deserve to be happy about getting a degree and having a job. I deserve to be happy about what I have earned! Iâm not saying you didnât work hard because I know you did. You worked so hard to get where you are. I am so proud of you for that. But you donât get to degrade what I want to do with my life because it barely pays the bills,âÂ
Luke got his gaze low as he tilted his head to the side. Their eyes connected and Luke took a deep breath. âY/N,â he let out barely above a whisper.
She took a step towards him while their eyes remained connected. âI am sorry that I implied that you didnât deserve to be where you are. You and your brothers worked so fucking hard to get into the league. You deserve everything that is coming your way,â she rested her hand onto his chest. He looked down towards her, the corner of her lips curling upward.Â
âYou should go sleep at Jackâs tonight,â she finished as she walked past him towards the kitchen. She took a bowl of the half eaten cereal and began draining the milk into the sink.
âWhat?â he let out harshly as he spun on his heel watching her movements.Â
She lifted her gaze resting the bowl onto the counter, their eyes connected again. âI never thought that you would belittle my future plans by saying such a thing. So I do not want you here tonight,â she explained through a teary expression.Â
âI wasnâtââ
âYou havenât apologized for a single thing that you have said in the lastâhalf an hour. Which tells me that you donât see a single thing wrong with what youâve said or done. So please, pack a bag and go stay at Jackâs.â
âY/N, Iâm not going to stay atââ
âYour old bedroom still has a mattress, right?â she asked as she dumped the cereal into the trash before she placed it into the sink.Â
âY/N,âÂ
âGo use it, Luke,â she said as a sob rose in her throat.Â
âY/N, please,â he let out as he walked towards her.Â
âI never thought that you would say anything like that to me. So please, I do not want you here tonight,â she let out as their eyes remained connected. She sniffled another sob as she walked towards their bathroom.Â
Luke stood in front of the kitchen island as he watched her walk away from him. He tilted his gaze towards the ceiling. He squinted his eyes harshly as he ran his hand across his eyes. He shook his head as he stared towards the hallway that she walked through. So much for being the perfect couple that never argues.
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Tim vapes.
To his friends, namely the ones at school and not so much in Young Justice, this ainât anything surprising. Itâs popular for his age group and given how he has various roles in life that cause anxiety and his poorly concealed PTSD from being Red Robin, it makes sense heâd turn to something for comfort.
That comfort just happens to be an addiction to the âcancer usbâs his brother Dick once went on a two hour rant about.
Jason once got grounded and forced to watch a PowerPoint video made by Dick and Bruce after he was caught with a cigarette while still Robin. Jason still kept up the bad habits, but he normally turned to a drink or smoke when things were really bad. It was both recreational and a treat that he only had a few times a year, or month in the case of alcohol.
Tim doesnât take breaks unless heâs on patrol.
It started when he was thirteen and was so tired from starting work with Wayne Enterprise and Robin that he didnât give his usual response to his friends offer of a hit.
The passion fruit guava flavour settled easily in his chest, most likely due to how he had a lot of self control with his body. He coughed a storm afterwards but quickly found himself coming back for a hit or two during school breaks.
It only took a month for him to buy his first one after some research. He bought the least damaging one for his body even if he knew that lessening such damage didnât fully remove it.
He started with grape.
Then once that died, he bought sour apple.
Then fairyfloss.
Then strawberry mango.
Then birthday cake, which he genuinely didnât think could be real but alas.
It took almost four years for anyone in his family to notice and by pure luck it was his actual father who would end up dying a few months later. Tim remembers how guilty he felt when he realised his father would no longer be yelling at him for his âfruity fucking stinkâ and that such a thing gave him genuine relief. He shouldnât want his dad to be dead, yetâŠ
It was then Tim realised that maybe he should try slow down his usage, and challenged himself to go a whole hour before a hit, then two and then finally three before he decided that would be enough for a while.
Itâs on a particularly bad patrol when he saw a kid get hurt and wasnât in time to save her from some likely permanent damage that he forwent his rule of vaping in the suit and took several hits while against a wall in his Red Robin attire.
He was just stating to feel the calm fully settle in his bones as his last puff of sour rainbow exited his lunged when he heard a voice just a few feet away.
âHow dare you disgrace the name of Robin with that filth!â
Tim jumps up immediately but no training would prepare him for how quickly Damian comes over and snatches the vape from his hand.
Damian is gone quicker than he can get himself together and he only just managed to shout and run after him with his growing panic.
Tim watches his youngest brother vanish from sight and knows heâs doomed.
When he gets back to the cave a few hours later after trying to hide away from his problems, heâs finished his second vape (star fruit grape) from pure stress.
Heâs met with the entire family sans Jason giving him the most disappointed and concerned look heâs seen since he confessed he lost his spleen and didnât tell anyone.
Damian wonât meet his eye but even then Tim can tell from years of studying his younger that even Damian feels a little guilty for outing him, but as Dick looks close to tears with how upset he is the others resolve clearly strengthens.
Tim doesnât blame him, even if heâs mentally going over all the symptoms of nicotine withdrawal.
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