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Imagine Being the Only One Who Understands Viktor — Part 2
Summary: You’ve always understood Viktor, but lately, he’s pushing himself too far again. This time, you're not afraid to speak your mind and remind him that even a genius needs someone who won’t let him spiral alone. Pairing: Viktor x Reader Word Count: ~1,300 Warnings: Emotional exhaustion, soft touch, comfort, banter, affection
You found him hunched over a table again, half-lit by the glow of the Hexcore and completely ignoring the world around him. Typical Viktor.
“Okay, listen,” you said, dropping a sandwich beside his stack of notes, “this is me being a supportive partner. But I swear, if you don’t eat something in the next five minutes, I’m flipping the whole lab table and blaming gravity.”
He didn’t even glance up. “The gravity argument would not hold. This table is bolted.”
You rolled your eyes and perched on the edge of the workbench. “Gods, you’re exhausting.”
He looked up at that just barely with a tiny smirk tugging at his lips. “And yet, you stay.”
“Yeah, well, someone’s gotta make sure you don’t disappear into your own brain. Jayce doesn’t count. He’s too busy flexing at reflective surfaces.”
That earned a soft chuckle, and honestly, it was worth the sarcasm just for that. You leaned forward, snagging a metal tool off the desk and pretending to inspect it.
“You remember what sleep is?” you asked, lightly. “Like, you lie down, close your eyes, and let your body rest for a change?”
“Mm.” He leaned back a little, cane resting across his knees. “It’s a distant memory.”
You clicked your tongue. “That’s depressing. Come on, Viktor. What’s going on? You’re running on fumes again.”
He hesitated. And then—softly, not like him—“I am afraid. If I pause, I fall behind. If I slow down, someone else overtakes what I’ve built. What I’ve risked everything for.”
You let that hang for a second. Then you hopped off the desk, walked over, and crouched in front of him. Not like a dramatic lover — just like someone who’s tired of watching someone they care about destroy themselves from the inside out.
“Look at me.”
He did. Slowly. Tired eyes, always calculating.
“You’re not a failure if you rest. You’re not weak if you lean on someone. And you don’t have to keep proving your worth to people who never earned your time in the first place.”
You gently touched his hand. Not romantic. Not desperate. Just there. Real.
“You already changed the world, Viktor. The only thing left is letting yourself enjoy it.”
He was quiet. But he didn’t pull away.
You smiled . “And also, you smell like copper and oil and three days without deodorant. So maybe just… stop for long enough to shower?”
That got a laugh a real laugh.
“You’re… something else,” he murmured.
“Yeah, I get that a lot.”
He exhaled, and his fingers curled around yours without being asked. “Sometimes I think I don’t know how to be this way. With someone. Close.”
You looked up at him, suddenly more serious. “You don’t have to know. You just have to try. Let me figure it out with you.”
There was a long pause, like he was considering all the equations in his head that didn’t quite add up.
And then he said, softly, like the words scared him a little, “You make me want to stay.”
You swallowed. “Then stay. Right here. Just for a while.”
He nodded. Just once.
And for the first time in weeks, he let himself lean on you literally. Head resting against your shoulder, body heavy with exhaustion. You wrapped your arms around him and just held him, no science, no talking, no fixing.
Just quiet.
Later, after he fell asleep yes, actually asleep you covered him with a lab coat and whispered, “You don’t have to run so hard, genius. You’ve already got me.”
And for once, even the Hexcore stayed quiet.
A/N : Here's the second part for " Imagine Being the Only One Who Understands Viktor — Part 2"
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#Viktor x Reader#Arcane Imagine#emotional intimacy#comfort#casual intimacy#found connection#slow burn
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I was about to write: I love the fact that Katniss‘ first reaction to Haymitch‘s absolutely traumatising story is „You need some goose eggs. Goose eggs will help.“
And then I realised… She‘s mimicking Peeta. Peeta comes back to 12 and the first thing he does is plant primroses. And somehow… that helped her. So she‘s doing the same thing for Haymitch.
#sotr#thg sotr#thg haymitch#thg katniss#thg peeta#peeta mellark#katniss everdeen#haymitch abernathy#lenore dove#lenore nevermore#sunrise on the reaping#i‘m not crying you‘re crying#i need to be studying help#cannot deal with this right now#Of course I saw the fact that they were meant to remind him of Lenore#i still found the have some eggs interaction funny to imagine#and then i made the Peeta connection#derangedrants
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Steve and Eddie who kind of flop in life and end up poor, living in a trailer in a different small town living quiet lives of no import.
The kids, Robin, Nancy, and Johnathan all seem to take the small handful of opportunities offered to them by the government in the aftermath of the Upsidedown to take off and make something of their lives. They're off writing headlines, making news, and living their lives to the best of their abilities, but Steve and Eddie find themselves stuck.
Steve stayed in Hawkins until the kids graduated and left for college. By then Nancy, Johnathan, and Robin are all in their second or third years of college. John and Nancy have their own apartment in New York together and don't reach out all that often, only seeing the rest of the Hawkins crew on Holidays and some vacations. Robin is flourishing at an all-women's college in Maine and has a partner and a cat and plans for graduate school brewing. She's always saying Steve can come out and join her whenever he's ready, but when the time comes it feels like he would just be trying to insert himself in the middle of a life he doesn't know how to fit into, so he turns to Eddie instead.
Eddie is permanently disabled in a number of ways following the events of season four. He struggles with chronic pain, has breathing issues due to the loss of part of his right lung, and lost enough muscle mass in his left leg that walking will never be easy or done without the use of a walker or arm bar crutches. The doctors said he recovered as well as he could have. The kids said he would get better with time. Wayne said it didn't matter if he never got better, he could do anything he set his mind to.
Steve is the only person who tells him the truth.
Steve tells him that it sucks. Tells him that it will probably always hurt. Doesn't give him false hope when he's trying to grieve the loss of the life he wanted to live. The goals he wanted to reach. When he falls deeper and deeper into himself, stuck in the muck of depression, Steve is the only person he lets in. The kids try their best but their lives are moving fast, and taking care of someone like Eddie is exhausting, no matter what they try to say. Eventually, everyone but Dustin gives up on reaching out, the younger boy showing up every Sunday to try and get Eddie out of the house. He always leaves disappointed.
When Steve asks him if he wants to use what's left of their partly government payouts and Steve's equally meager Family Video savings to buy a truly shitty trailer in a town an hour and a half south of Hawkins in the fall of 1990, it feels like the first boon he's been given in almost five years. He'll never be who he could have been if he had ignored Chrissy that day in 86', but he's always thought maybe he could be more than a ghost between Wayne's walls if he could just get out of this god-forsaken town full of people who know too much and too little of what's happened to him.
They get the trailer, pack what little they have, let Wayne hug them close, and leave.
Steve has already transferred to their new town's Family Video, moving up to claim the dubious honor of being the opening manager. Mostly he just unlocks the door, signs into the computer, and makes sure nothing catches fire. Eddie hoped that moving would miraculously make him fit to enter back into the world, but he spends most of his days with a blanket on the front porch, watching people pass by. He does, though, finally accept that he needs to apply for disability to help Steve keep the lights on and the water hot. That last little bit of hope that he could be what he used to be dies, but he's learning to be content with what he does have. He starts taking a walk, just ten minutes around the loop of the trailer park saying hi and trading polite nods with his fellow residents. He's not ok, but he's starting to build a new community of people not too different from himself.
The new trailer only has one bedroom. Eddie sleeps on a fold-out mattress in the living room. It had been a major argument when they first moved in with Steve insisting that Eddie needed the bed. Eddie argued that it wasn't fair for him to take the room when Steve was the one working 40 hours a week to keep them afloat. In the end, Eddie was the more stubborn of the two. It helps that Eddie has absolutely no qualms about crawling into bed with Steve on the nights when the couch bed really won't cut it for his aching body. Steve never questions it, just shuffles over a little and lets the other man in.
Steve doesn't question a lot of stuff.
He doesn't question when all their effects are shared between them with no effort to distinguish between yours and mine, Eddie's and Steve's. He doesn't question it four months in when Eddie starts to get his feet under him and decides to take up cooking, always trying his best to have everything done just as Steve walks through the door. He doesn't question when a good chunk of Eddie's first disability check goes to buying Steve a sturdy, if not very fashionable, new watch for his birthday since his old one went bust almost a year ago.
He doesn't question it when Eddie holds his hand for the first time under the stars hanging above their front porch.
He doesn't question it when Eddie introduces him to one of his new neighbor friends with a hand resting comfortably on his lower back
He doesn't question it when Eddie starts sleeping in the bedroom every night.
Or makes him box mix cupcakes for Valentine's Day.
Or kisses him for the first time on the couch that's never a bed unless they want to spend the day binge-watching bargain bin films.
Because really, isn't this how it was always going to go? Wasn't this exactly what Steve was asking for when he asked Eddie to skip town with him?
Isn't this what Eddie was hoping for when he said yes?
#From the perspective of someone who grew up poor#I've always found comfort in the knowledge#that I would never be expected to do something great#which means#that I get to project that onto the sillies#steddie#fanfiction#plot bunny#eddie munson#steve harrington#dreamer speaks#stranger things#One again I ask myself#is this anything?#insert shrug emoji#Edit: This ended up being something#thank you to everyone#who commented or wrote in the tags#for sharing your stories with me#it means a lot#that people are connecting with this one
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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I suddenly have the urge to know how all of you became swifties....what was the first taylor song you ever heard, but also how did you become invested? why did you dig deeper than a casual fan would?
#please reblog and tell me in the tags!!!#taylor swift#cali makes a text post#for me I first heard teardrops on my guitar on the radio and loved it#and begged my mom to buy me the self titled cd in walmart#and I spent so much time listening the album front to back and reading the lyrics in the lyric booklet#it felt like I had stumbled upon something that was Meant For Me like she was talking to me and understood me in a way no other singer had#I also had been making up songs my whole life and felt like she had something to teach me about songwriting#then around the speak now album release I finally had semi regular access to a computer and the internet#I got on taylor connect and was like wow! a community of people who all love her as much as me! this is amazing!#I just felt like I had found “my people”#and that's around the time I went back and watched every talyor video on the internet that I could find
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i love the idea of daigo visiting haruka at morning glory as Part of the Family but it always kind of feels like this
#and i wouldn’t have it any other way!#daigo’s mess of a life. he was always seen as too Young in the clan and found it difficult to connect with people#and now he’s maybe got a pseudo family though kiryu but he’s too Old to relate to haruka or kiryu’s other kids.#that got sad. anyway Ha ha my middle aged son#dojima daigo#daigo dojima#yakuza#ryu ga gotoku#rgg#my art
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Arcane ships ranked, for fun
The main ships and some rarepairs I've found, I like pretty much everything in the first 4 rows. I probably missed some but idk what they are and I'm too lazy to add more rn.
feel free to add your thoughts or ships but again its just for funsies :)
#you can probably tell which characters I like most by how many ships of them I know lmao#ignore the many tags im legit just rambling abt my thoughts on each ship#caitvi is in its own rank cause Im not playing with caitvi fans they are correct that is the best ship even if I like other some ships more#arcane#arcane s2#arcane spoilers#caitvi#jayvik#timebomb#lest arcane#whats the ship name for mel and lest?#lestel? idk im not calling them melest lol#mel x lest#catcouncil#oo is that it? it came up when typing. thats kinda cute but also vague#vilco#ik that one for sure#vanco#jaymelvik#mel x sevika#idk the ship name for that one either I actually just found out abt it but editing the pic for them convinced me to ship them#idk if anyone else ships ambessa and viktor there were only 4 fics on ao3 under it but i ship it cmon he's her type#she would eat him for protein#jaymel#melvik#i actually like both of these ships but they're infinitely better as poly imo#dont know how many people ship viktor and vander either but i saw a lot of potential in act 2 for it with all their astral plane connecting#sevika x ambessa#that would be hot but also hate sex probably#I love sky but i do not ship her and Viktor he just is clearly not interested and she kinda lets go of her crush on him before dissolving
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sixshot nation are you hearing me
#I miss him a lot. I liked him a ton in headmasters.#i liked what we saw of him in idw too but you know. not a ton there to work with beyond a lot of extrapolation. I will work with it anyway#he holds a sentiment that nothing will ever bring him joy beyond violence but at the same time he hates the isolation it brings#he's lonely but it's self imposed. he has the terrorcons but he doesn't know how to forge a connection with them#it's bittersweet that he never really found happiness in the end.#I can understand why he's not explored as a phase sixer and I honestly don't think it was necessary. I'm fine with how it is. however.#/I/ will do the exploring. consider he's probably the most medically altered decepticon in their ranks#what even is a self-regenerating dark matter fission cell anyways. let's think about this together#er I also have a made-up connection between him and overlord but that's a story for another day.#maccadam#sixshot#transformers#nerm art
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raise your hand if you prefer platonic stuff in art!
please reblog it if you do because I really want to see if it's anything
#platonic relationships#aromantic#asexual#asexuality#aromantism#aroace#I can't be alone#can I?#I always have much stronger connection to anything platonic#friendship#found family#getting along or not getting along but without turning it into shipping#overly sexualized kiss or just one character hugging the other one?#the latter!#ten times the latter#I don't have much reach so please help me with somehow reaching the people who can relate#I'm not good at it
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Bell Swamp Connection, The Mountain Goats [x]
#the mountain goats#getting into knives#bell swamp connection#john darnielle#im ngl this song might be my absolute fave tmg song. i dont know why but it just Touches me in a way#anyways ive been struggling to make some other lines from this one work so#i wanted to make a quick one with a lobster i found <3 love this guy#my art#collage#lyrics
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The emergency
A good number of members within the Justice League have children. Not all of those kids are biological or adopted but they are their kids nonetheless. Some of those kids are even old enough to be adult heroes of their own, but even then they are still their kids. And the other kids tend to take up heroism at a very young age to most people's chagrin. Although as shown by the original child hero, now going by Nightwing, it’s not as easy as telling the kids to stop.
It was learned through intense hardship that smothering the child heroes was just asking for trouble. Despite how much the older heroes wanted to stay close to their kids, it was seen as overbearing and a show of mistrust. They would act out with even less backup in retaliation, which would only bring even more stress.
So to satisfy the need for protection without stepping on any toes, two new emergency meeting signals were introduced.
One was for the kids to send off. Each one was gifted a small device that could be hidden in their person. The device had both a mic and a tracking chip that could be activated when they were in extreme danger. As soon as the device was active a signal would be sent to the league for an emergency distress signal with the details of who sent it. Due to an outcry from the kids, the device could not be activated by the guardian of the child. The mic and locator could only be activated from the device itself. It wasn’t nearly as protective as some of the more worried leaguers would like, but it was at least something.
The second signal was one that the leaguer with a kid in danger could activate. This signal could be activated with a single code into the communicators that every member owned. If the member who sent out the signal didn’t specify what kid was in danger, every member would receive a generalized notification of the emergency alert for one of the kids. This wasn’t ideal, but it was learned early on that the guardian of the child was often too distressed to make the code more complicated. It was best to leave it simple and answer questions at the emergency meeting.
Which was great in all, until someone who doesn’t have a child involved with heroics in their care sends off a general emergency.
In places all over the globe, an emergency meeting signal message was sent by Hal Jordan, one of the lanterns. He didn’t include what child was in danger in the signal, meaning that it could be any of the underaged heroes. And considering he didn’t have a child in his care, that made multiple members panic.
When was the last time they checked in with the kids in their care? Who was the one he was sending the code for? What happened to the child he had noticed was in danger? Why is he the one that noticed? Where were their kids? Who was in danger?
Because of the nebulous nature of the call, it didn’t take long for multiple heroes to find the nearest transport to the watchtower and tumble in. What they didn’t expect was the absolute haggard appearance of their friend. He was standing in the meeting room looking like the world had been destroyed before his very eyes. The way he sat without even cracking a sarcastic remark made multiple members pause.
“Hal?” Wonder Woman called, her face pinched in concern. “What has happened?”
The aforementioned member looked over who had already arrived before settling on her face. It was at that moment she knew that he was only looking so collected through willpower alone. This wasn’t just any child of the league, this was personal.
“My nephew Danny has been captured,” He began, sending a wave of different emotions circling the room. “I’ve been trying to find where they took him for a week now and I can’t get any leads. I need your help.”
The unsaid questions and emotions were nearly palpable. Multiple members turned to one another or stared with a million questions. Nobody had known that Hal even had a nephew named Danny. Sure he mentioned someone named Jason at times, but he never indicated anything else. The fact that he hadn’t mentioned him or the fact that he’d been apparently searching for a week was strange.
“And why are you only telling us now? Why did you wait so long?” Superman asked, speaking up the question that was on multiple minds.
A fire of anger curled in Hal's eyes. It was fierce and protective. It was a mixture of appalment for being questioned on his decision and fury for the reasons why he had to do it in the first place. He stepped forward towards the center table, slamming his palms down and leaning into it.
“Because any person that goes against the group will be declared an enemy of the United States. I’ve already had my account and housing connected to Green Lantern seized,” He explained with a deceptively calm tone. “I also needed to make sure that they didn’t have any connections with the Justice League. They have their agents everywhere.”
Unsurprisingly, Batman appeared from the gathered heroes from seemingly nowhere. Despite the feud between the two of them, the Bat was completely zeroed in on the situation. While he had a decent amount of distrust in the lantern, mainly because of the parallax incident, he could tell that the man was genuine. And the Bat always did have a blind spot for children.
“Explain,” Was all Batman said, staring Hal down.
The lantern in question looked at him with a grim face. This was it. Now or never.
“They’re called the Ghost Investigation Ward, or GIW for short. They hunt down and either exterminate or experiment on anyone they deem ectocontaminated or a ghost,” Hal started to explain, his hand curling on the table in frustration. “My brother Jack faked his death and ran off to be with another woman. Those fucks deemed my nephew as ectocontaminated and tried to take him from his home. He ran from his family so that they couldn’t be arrested for knowingly harboring an ecto entity. Told me that he remembered my face from a photo his dad tried to hide in the attic and sought me out.”
If the fire in his eyes were any stronger, they would probably become physical and burn down the room. It was undeniable that Hal Jordan was understandably completely pissed off. This situation was terrible from down to the very root.
“I tried to hide him but they somehow found him anyway. Now my civilian name is being heavily monitored and Green Lantern is being hunted down,” He finished his explanation. “If you join me in this, be prepared to lose everything.”
This was so much worse than anyone could’ve predicted.
#dp x dc#dc x dp#danny phantom#ficlet#Hal Jordan#I hate using character tags lol#GIW doing what they do best#Also I did a bit of a dive on Hal#Found out he had siblings and one was named Jack?? and I was like ooooo#Like I wasn't planning on that connection but it became a thing anyway#I'd like to imagine that after Janice died Jack ran off without his kids and eventually met Maddie#He then tried to 'restart' his life#He acts like a fool to separate himself from his past#kinda like bruce and brucie#I just really wanted more Green Lantern and Danny Phantom crossover type stuff#I actually know very little about the Lanterns though lmao#So I don't feel confident doing a full fic#Anyone who wants to take this idea and run with it please do! I would love to see what y'all make of it :)#my writing
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meeting on the fire nation stairs [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#myart#sokka#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla#atla fanart#zuko fanart#sokka fanart#missed connections.....#something about both of them wanting to make a move before sokka thinks about going to the water tribe#but knowing that they have to focus on rebuilding the nations#and it could be catastrophic if people in the palace found out#zuko's new peaceful methods are already not putting him on good terms with the remaining officials#he's one step away from a coup#and yet#all he wants is to be with sokka#to have more than passing fleeting moments while dodging prying eyes in the court
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6 page (pg-13?) rinniki comic inspired by that one rly cute hajime story in which hajime is invited to eat pizza with rinne at niki's place. did this sort of as rinne's bday comic since niki got one too! sorry if its a little ooc i needed them in the Situation for this comic to work...
that dangling spit over someones face as punishment thing is 100% an older sibling forbidden move . anyway.. always fun to draw a short comic. see you aruound space cowboys
#ensemble stars#rinniki#enstars comic#SO HAPPY ITS READY now i can continue playing dwarf fortress😭😭😭😭 laughed so hard i cried at my game yesterday. listen to my story boy#we have a shared file between 3 ppl in total and we write records on what goes on. everyone ruling a year and passing the save file along#found a gorlak and i love gorlaks. our dogs wanted to tear him apart so i chained him in a nice new tavern. chained so the dogs wont attack#idecided to build a waterfall thru the tavern so hed be happier; lever connects to watergate that has water flowing from the river. levers#next to the waterfall. i get distracted by a forgotten beast invasion downstairs and go to check on it and when i come back everything is#flooded and my dwarves are scrambling to get to the lever to close the watergate but the water pressure is too strong. at this pt im crying#while im trying to channel water away from the tavern i release the gorlak. i make a hole in the floor. the water finally runs down to#the deep mines where another forgotten beast is killing every dwarf who earlier ran there to get away from the flooding in the fort#my stupid dwarf trick failed but at least my gorlak survived and lives in another tavern now :)#my year of reign ends and i pass the wet sopping fortress and ~30 corpses over to my wife who scrolls thru the fort in horror and tears#ahhh wow. dude life is so good sometimes
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Desperate times require desperate solutions
When the internet at the V-Tower doesn't work and Vox needs to do the UNTHINKABLE (going outside)

#hazbin hotel#voxval#hazbin valentino#vox fanart#staticmoth#vox hazbin hotel#the vees#vox#vox the tv demon#valentino hazbin hotel#vox is the only one that can actually fix the internet#but he run away fron home in his pj because he was desperate for internet#val spent two days searching for him#and he found him sitting in the sidewalk like an homeless man watching sharks videos on his phone#he was about to scold him but he actually felt pity#so he simply picked him up and brought him home#using his telephone as hotspot so Vox could connect with the internet#ALSO MY INTERNET DOESN'T WORK I AM LOOSING MY MIND#i had to LEAVE the house to use the public wifi#CAN YOU BELIEVE IT#PEOPLE WERE THERE#also i can't draw well when I am in public because RRRRRRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH#but i need to use Pinterest and shits for lights and all 😭😭😭#anyway#if you chose to go to a cafè for the free Wi-Fi i suggest you to buy a cappuccino instead of a normal caffè#they can't throw you out until you finish it#and you can drink it sloooowly#a friend suggested that i could sip it and then spit it back so it's like infinity cappuccino#i agreed that it will keep it warm but naaah#i prefer just moving the cup near my mouth faking to drink it ehegegegegegegege
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If anyone is interested, please feel free to light a digital candle through Illuminate. I got a name a few years back, and it's a name I won't forget. May every name we have found be a blessing. May their names never be forgotten. May we never forget.
Never again means now.
#jumblr#yom hashoah#shoah tw#this is a very small thing but i think it's a good digital project in the sense that it connects you with a name - a person#and gives you information - however scant - that is connected with them#i know many people have probably shared this but i still wanted to share#never again#i don't think i can attend the irl yom hashoah event near me tomorrow and it's kind of gutting me a little#but the person whose name i lit a digital candle for had... such little information we know. it aches my heart#i hope we continually find names and information about the people we gave found already. may we never ever forget them all#it causes so much anguish that there are names and people we may never know about#or information about people we will never know. i know g-d has not forgotten them i just... i wish we could know too
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what I find very interesting about the narrator's choice of reward - ie. an eternity of supposed bliss inside the cabin - is that while it seems on its surface just another instance of him projecting his desires onto you, it actually isn't. he himself probably thinks that he would desire an unchanging eternity like the one in the cabin, but...
when he is talking about his reasons for wanting to remove death from the world, his focus is almost entirely on connections to others. he talks about the greater good, having loved ones, wanting better for them. it's those connections that drive him to submit to death in the hope of defeating it. he is definitely selfish, but if he was totally selfish, he wouldn't have been able to do that. he believes his own death is a worthy sacrifice for the continued existence of his world. his vision of an ideal eternity, as he describes to you, is one where connections are endlessly and joyfully rediscovered.
in his ideal ending, you've killed off the only being you could ever meaningfully connect to. and this is one of the main reasons his plan dooms itself. who could bear the weight of an eternity alone? not him, certainly.
#narrates#slay the princess#found this one in drafts...#btw this is why i think of the time loop ending as actually the closest to the narrators vision! despite him clearly not liking it#an eternity of forgetting and rediscovering connections. a cycle of perpetual motion that always ends at the same place anyway#of course. its horribly painful. because that type of existence would have to be. but hes never been able to grasp that.#the pain is also what makes it meaningful! if he could grasp that though he would not be the narrator
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