I really should be sleeping right now. I've got a ton to do and I need to wake up early, and yet it's 3 am and I'm about to spill my thoughts and feelings in my notes like I'm running some famous self-care blog that focuses on my healing journey. If I'd do that, I wonder what other stuff I'd post? Maybe recipes, top 10 favourite Crystals?? Witchcraft 101 or just best artsupplies for a begginer, if that would even exist, I mean no matter the art supplies a begginer is still a begginer.
I think I'll write about letting go, about releasing people , relationships and parts of yourself that no longer serve you, looking at the strings attaching your heart space to those specific people or feelings, habits or cycles and deciding that you're better off without them, or that the time has come for the two of you to go your separate ways, for your lessons have your learned and journey together ended. Since a few weeks now, I started releasing people, friends I once knew and loved. I guess our journey together ended, or they managed to teach me the lessons that the universe was dying to teach me. It's quite funny actually, it all started with someone I once loved and held in my heart so dearly proving to be nothing than a false person...someone who wished me ill, or just hated me for no concrete reason. Tarot mentioned that they felt frustrated, envious, jealous because my growth has been paying off and I might have been doing better than them, so they lashed out and started sending me negativity. They weren't like that all the time, they never acted like that before, never insulted me for no reason, never tried to pick a fight with me for no reason, never acted negative, at least not in front of me or with me. I am proud of the way that I handled the situation though, I tried my best to stay calm and collected, stand my ground and tried to calmly talk to them. I did get annoyed at one point and made a snarky comment, but for the most part my growth was able to show. In the past I would have started yelling, insulting them back, being negative and hurt, while now, or at least a few weeks ago I tried my best to avoid conflict and be calm.
After the pointless "conflict" I was left hurt. Hurt and angry that someone that I cared for so much proved to be nothing other than guest at a masquarde ball who just so happened to drop their mask at the wrong time. I made sure to make my feelings clear to my friends. Where getting your feelings out is good, I could have been a bit more mature about it, but nonetheless that experience and those feelings have been processed and I wish them well. I wish them good luck on their evolution and love and light, because at the end of the day, we're all on different stages of healing , some more immature who still hold to negative feelings and unprocessed emotions and events, and others who learned to accept what happened and let go, releasing what no longer serves them in their life purpose and who let themselves process and feel their emotions, then release the negative ones as well, and others who are doing that right now(good luck to you guys , I know how hard that is). We can't hate the people on low vibrations for being low vibrational, all we can really do is wish them well and wish them low and wish them healing just like others did to us.
Soon after that, I started looking at my others friendships, even at my group of friends at the time, and slowly understood that the environment and people weren't the best for me. Maybe I've outgrown them, maybe I've healed enough to work on a higher vibrations, or maybe I was just blind to the red flags and didn't see how toxic some of the interactions were, but nonetheless I let them go, I released those relationships because they didn't serve me anymore and kept on wishing them love and light and healing, because all of them deserve to heal and be happy. After releasing them I was quite alone, not lonely though. I slowly started doing better, feeling better, getting into a better mindset. The alone time and release of negativity really helped me focus on myself and growing. Started releasing more toxic habits and mindsets, continued to release toxic and negative people from my life, learned to put boundaries and what I really want in a friendships. I recently found out the reality of 2 connections from my life, these people didn't drop their masks, let's just say that I found out who they were through a little bit of help, a mirror and some magic, and as much as it saddened me, I let them go, still wishing them love and light and happines and good luck in their evolution.
A lot of things happened in almost two months, guess that my full moon releasing really helped. With finding the truth about so many people and connections I've also understood something else that's quite important in my opinion. The idea of revenge. Looking back on how my younger self would have seeked it, wanting to let them know how it feels instead of being the more mature one, wishing them well and trusting the universe that they will get what they deserve kind of saddens me. Revenge feels like such a negative concept now, going your way to hurt somebody because they hurt you, trying to "make it even" instead of understanding the situation and trying to learn and grow from it seems pointless. Why burden yoruself with all that negativity that will only harm you more than try healing.
Over all, letting go and releasing can be a tough thing to do, but also a really important one. It's hard letting go of people that you love because you understood that they no longer had a place in your life, or that they were toxic or only using you for the things that you had to offer, like the best advice for every situation, yes that was a petty exemple from my personal life, finding out that hurt, but it's important to do it so you can progress , heal, get better and live a happier life instead if being stagnant, letting them bring you down or only holding to the connection until it becomes toxic or you have a horrid fallout. Releasing habits and toxic patterns feels even harder, because im order for you release them you have to firstly recognise them. Recognise that you're being toxic to other people or that some of the things you do are self destructive, but that you re too afraid of change to let them go, but yet again, letting them go makes so much room for healing and bettering yoruself and for a better life.
I've had people saying that they relate to these little vents and thoughts and feelings of mine, so for the people that are too afraid to release, or that are struggling to release people and habits and destructive behaviours and patterns, put yourself first. Put your well-being first. Put your happiness first. I know it's hard trust me I do, but what helps me the most is thinking about my goal , thinking about who I want to be, thinking about why I'm doing this. My goal is to heal, to heal my traumas , doesn't matter if it's generational or gained in this life. My goal is to fully love myself and to be happy. My goal is to become the best version of myself, my most authentic self and all I've been doing for the past one or two years is workings towards that. That meant losing people, gaining new ones, letting go of the ones that were negative and toxic and learning to also enjoy time by myself. It meant facing myself and admitting the fact that I couldn't live the way I was living anymore , that I couldn't feel depressed and just wonder if I'll leave until highschool. That meant starting to cry while facing the bathroom mirror because I complimented myself for the first time in years. That meant unlearning all the pain and hurt that others thought me, and teaching myself love and happiness and how to take care of myself.
If you have something to release, remember your goal. Put yourself first and send them love as you continue to grow and mature
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#sunday Beautiful art work by @cosmiccollage ♒️ The first full moon in Aquarius this month had a greater impact 4 me bc it was conjunct my natal sun. I’m gonna call this full moon Colin Robinson 🧛🏽 bc it’s been such an energy suck. It has, however, allowed me to slow down and go deep in releasing so much more-come October we should all feel a little better. Hope ur full moon is healing and restorative 4 u too. 💜#sundayvibes #sundayservice #fullmoon #aquarius #astrology #Repost @cosmiccollage ・・・ Reading by @bodyandsoulsustenance image of @joindajungle by @janalyn.rose jewelry by @zafirojewelry This year’s second Full Moon in Aquarius culminates at 29º46’ on August 22. Thanks to a conjunction with Jupiter, it should feel much lighter than last month’s. The greater benefic brings hope and optimism, along with opportunity and growth. We could receive good news, inspiration, or much-needed insights. We might feel reinvigorated about the future and the dreams we have for it. Both Jupiter and the Leo Sun amplify our urge for freedom and self-expression, so this is an apt time to speak and live our truths. This Aquarius Full Moon is also great for connecting with friends and community, even if only from afar. Jupiter has a way of spanning oceans to unite us, especially in the sign of the social collective. This may mean chatting with your online tribe or contributing to a humanitarian cause. Share whatever you have to give, and don’t be afraid to receive, either. This is quite a magnanimous configuration. One caution, however, is to be wary of pride, self-righteousness, and extremism. Aquarius’ modern ruler, Uranus, just stationed retrograde a few days ago, which means its radical influence is still strong. This can be great for breaking free and evolving, but all this Aquarian energy can also have a dark side. Rise up if you need to, but make sure your cause is truly worth it. #fullmoon #fullmoonart #aquarius #aquariusart #astrology #astrologyart #digitalart #fullmoonaquarius #jupiterconjuction #cosmicart #cosmicconnection #akashicrecords #akashicart #akashicartist #cosmic #art (at Los Angeles, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/CS4tbIzJjw9/?utm_medium=tumblr
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Double Full Moon in Aquarius ♒️ 🔵🌕🦋 There are no shortcuts to true wholeness. The truth is, no one really has it all figured out. Just when you think you’ve awakened and enlightened yourself, another life lesson and piece of your shadow makes itself evident. The balance between your journey to the innermost part of yourself and the recognition and acknowledgement of your connected oneness with the collective and all that is will be the focus this full blue moon. You may feel certain as to the path you are on one minute, and then find yourself feeling completely lost the next. You may experience emotions, wounds, and things you thought you’ve healed welling up and triggering ego flare ups, opening yourself up to humbling moments that direct you back to square one making it seem like much of the work you’ve done has been in vain. This will be frustrating, but here’s the key: without these humbling moments making you feel so small, you won’t be able to realize the depth, intensity, and importance you contribute to the rest of the collective as a whole. Nothing is wasted. These experiences are the very catalysts that unite you with your higher self once again. So whether it’s you or someone around you who is currently being put in their place and checked by the universe due to ego; show grace and kindness-this is much needed after all. They say pride comes before a fall. The growth and rebirth that comes after the fall is what eventually will unite us all. . . . . . #socialdragonfly #socialdragonflytarot #tarot #fullmoon #fullmoonaquarius #aquariusfullmoon #labyrinth #psychic #oracle #moon #moonknight #luna #witch #witchcraft #astrology #divination #cartomancy #moonmagick #bluemoon #fullmoonritual #meditation #ego #higherself #shadowwork #doublefullmoon https://www.instagram.com/p/CS5r_9_N-cu/?utm_medium=tumblr
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The full moon of August 22 (5:02 am PT) has the power to shake things up and reorganize the working plan. Falling in the area of the sky called DHANISHTA, this full moon is symbolized by the celestial drum played by Lord Shiva in his dance of destruction, the “tandava.” The Dhanishta full moon can also increase your sense of timing, intuition, and self-awareness, as well as increase the healing power of music. Be sure to listen to your inner knowing and stay in the flow of change… Want to learn Vedic Astrology? Join the Foundations Class + Full Moon HOROSCOPES for your Vedic Sign ✨link in bio @anandashree_vedic_astrology #vedicastrology #jyotish #vedicfullmoon #vedichoroscope #fullmoonritual #fullmoonaquarius #yogart #changeistheonlyconstant #nakshatra #dhanishta #learnvedicastrology #vedicastrologycourse #shravan #lordshiva🙏 https://www.instagram.com/p/CS0411VrL4b/?utm_medium=tumblr
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As with anything in astrology, your free will is what let's you choose the energy you wish to create — sometimes we do this conscioussly, but often times its subconscious too. This full moon will have some dreamy energy, but can also allow the potential for passive-aggressive behavior if the energy is used subconsciously. I cast a chart for the East Coast and it has Pisces rising, putting foggy Neptune at the forefront. Neptune is currently in a loose trine with the sun, creating part of what is called an "irration rectangle". Irrational rectangles are an astrological weather pattern known to increase chances of passive-aggressive behavior. Mix in Venus opposite Jupiter, Pluto opposite Mercury and Neptune trine Mercury, we have a very interesting concoction. Avoid misunderstandings with the people close to you this weekend. Be assertive, mean what you say and don't make assumptions. Additionally, your intuition may be heightened to an extreme. Pay close attention to hunches, gut feelings, intuitive hits and your dreams. Here at Forever and a Day until 6pm! Call 770-516-6969 to book an appointment. #leoseason #leo #zodiac #astrologer #astrological #astrology #fullmoon #aquarius #psychicsofinstagram #psychic #psychicmedium #atlantapsychic #spirit #psychicsoffacebook #intuition #fullmoonAquarius #aquarius (at Forever And A Day) https://www.instagram.com/p/CRrcVbBLkt4/?utm_medium=tumblr
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(Amazing art by @juliedillonart) . . . “When the going gets weird, the weird turn pro.” —Hunter S. Thompson . . . It’s a Full Moon in Aquarius! In opposition to love-planet Venus, this lunation increases our desire for romance and affection, while its opposition to Mars makes us ultra-twitchy about it. We want affection but may be moody and short-tempered. We may be ping-ponging back and forth between craving connection and emotional freedom; we want to be loved but also totally follow our own muses and not be beholden to someone else’s needs. We want to love and be loved, but on our own terms. Our emotions are, shall we say, complicated. 💙 If single, you may be tempted to lower your standards or miss red flags due to the strength of your longing for love. If partnered, conflicts and friction are likely, due to different needs or expectations. If your relationship is shaky already, this could increase the risk of unproductive conflict. If it’s healthy, these tensions coming to light won’t be fun but they will ultimately support the continued growth of your relationship. 💙 Because we may be more reactive right now, we need to be mindful of not becoming rigid in our egos and needing to be right. Don’t forget that you can’t un-say something once it’s out there, so take a breath and review: is what you’re putting out there in alignment with your integrity? Particularly definitive statements that feel like they MUST be said would be well-helped by applying this strategy. 💙 If you can’t and it comes out anyway, OH WELL! Don’t be hard on yourself; everything that happens is taking you where you need to go. Accept your place as a drop in this ocean and try to enjoy the rocking of the waves! 🌊 ❤️ . . . . #mexicaliblues #magicalmexicali #aquariusfullmoon #fullmoonaquarius #astrology #fullmoonastrology #astrologypost #mooninaquarius #aquariusmoon https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Mom4YA9eL/?igshid=1lmgzbm5afbk4
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Fullmoon Answers Revealed 🌕 Card 1 The initiation Rite of passage. You’re going somewhere sacred.Initiations require that we cross the threshold from one world or state of being to the next. We are called to face what scares us and have to be willing to lose it all, in order to gain a new way of being, of safety, of security, of depth, of meaning.But it is through the seeming hardship that our heart cracks open and our spirit is invested to step forward. We take the sacred voyage into more of who we are and who we came here to be. If you are in the middle of an initiation right now, you will get through it and one day soon, you will bless the thing that broke you down and cracked you open because the world needs you open. You are going somewhere sacred. It will be worth it. And you’re closer than you think. . Card 2 Protection You are being called to protect your energy and call back your power. May all the lost pieces return home now. Take a look at who and what drains your energy. Energetic cords are formed between people, places, objects and events, so it’s important to keep checking in. Your energy and energetic space are sacred, so treat them as such. . Card 3 The Great Gathering It’s all coming together. Intuitive hits. Soul tribe.You are being called to let your intuition move you physically. You are connected to a group of souls who are weaving a web around the planet, and as you travel and share your creations something is rethreaded. You are part of a group of souls who agreed to be here at this time in history to heal yourself, your ancestral line, and the planet. .#oraclereading #light #crystals #love #crystallove #roses #intuition #pickacard #comment #like #oracle #divination #beautiful #positiveenergy #oraclereader #pyschic #justforfun #guidance #truth #light #fullmoonaquarius #aquarius #love #leoseason #dailyreadings #moon #witch #psychicreadings https://www.instagram.com/p/B1NPd9wnD0GnAKzhLMNInk25scWmccNJW04ZRg0/?igshid=110ixgi6fa7w4
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this. ish. is. so. freaking. hard. sometimes. 😳 • • reprogramming a former hive-mind is hard work. undoing conditional, hierarchical thinking that was embedded via babylon and the system to (re)produce the fear-based paradigms of monogamy and hegemony is truly, truly difficult work. everyday self-love and self-care practices need to be utilized and cultivated. it’s so easy to fall back into nextflix marathons, junk food, laziness, procrastination and hours of distractions. (and those still have a place on my life, i won’t pretend they don’t). but making decisions based on who i need to become to write the two different books forming in my consciousness and becoming the true, free, and liberated soul my visions align with is going to take a shit ton of discipline and hard work. cause it’s all new. :::le sigh::: • • i know what i need to do, my souls nudges me towards my new, untrodden paths daily. doing the work...that’s an entirely different set of lessons. an entirely different tool kit of behaviors and habits. • • i hope you all find the strength to do something entirely different for your own well-being today. 🐛🦋 • • much love...❤️💛💚🖤 #selflove #selfcare #paradigmshifting #paradigmshift #spiritualnonmonogamy #relationshipanarchy #riseinlove #trustyourselftrustyourjourney #trusttheprocess #riseandshine #fullmoonaquarius #changeiscoming #psychonaut #gettoknowyourself #befearlessbefree #egoservingsoul #soulwork #dissertationlife (at San Jose, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1Jtc1OBUKr/?igshid=1qdem9jaes720
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