Buckle up for a long, rambling personal story. So many of you will know I’m hoping to move back to Scotland soon. And I’ve been thinking about who I still know in Scotland, who I might want to reach out to and catch up with, which led me down a rabbit hole of people I knew at school. There is one guy who is in the area I want to live in who is hot as fuck. Like unreal levels of hot. At school his friends looked like potatoes and he was like Henry Cavill. And he was always much quieter than his friends who were total twats, I don’t know why I was friends with them. Anyway he’s a successful architect now and even hotter, somehow. To the point I can’t understand how he would still be single but there’s no obvious partner on his social media. But I have only actually spoken to him once. At a party, 12 years ago. We were in a corner and he asked me how far away St Andrews (my uni at the time) is from Aberdeen and I was nervous - he was so beautiful - and don’t know anything about distances so I said I don’t know and the conversation just ended. I only remember it so clearly because it was also the night I lost my virginity to a friend of his in a not fantastic way (I told you this was rambling). I think we were briefly friends on Facebook after that conversation but we were never friend friends. So with that context… how creepy is it to be stalking him after 12 years? And how creepy would it be to hypothetically go for a stroll near his office some day in the hopes he pops up on a dating app? I will remind you he is movie star hot. Discuss.
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ok so you don't have to answer this bc I know you're really only here for Shuu BUT do you have any thoughts about Hide with BPD?
i will be honest : i know almost nothing about Hide, so I don’t feel I can answer this properly - so Hide fans can feel free to sound off in the reblogs if they have ideas (I would ask for people with BPD/experiences with it to answer particularly, because of how stigmatised BPD is!). I will main tag it so more people can see and potentially offer food for thought - people with more Hide knowledge.
But regardless, with my very limited memory of him - I don’t know if I would say he has it? Like I said, I really am not a Hide expert. I like him well enough, but I don’t think he really reads as BPD to me personally. Maybe it’s just that my experience with BPD is on the more outwardly obsessive, dependant, toxic side - which is why I think I see it so clearly with Shuu (and potentially Kanae) - but I mean. My experience isn’t final or universal. I’m not saying it’s a complete no-go, but my immediate reaction is that I’m not sure I would associate him with BPD. Again, like I said, I’m basing this off of my very limited knowledge, and my personal experience. I haven’t started my re-read officially yet (so many books on the go atm…mon dieu…), so maybe my thoughts will change during that time - in which case I will reblog this post with any new takeaways I might have for you.
I’m sorry, this is is such a shite answer 😭 I just haven’t analysed him as deeply as other characters - I’ll make notes during my re-read and see if I notice anything and report back
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if you follow me, please for the love of god read my pinned.. it’s seriously not that hard to find,, it tells specifics of people i don’t want following for their own safety,, this blog is triggering to some people.. please please please read my pinned.
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I’d be offended if someone didn’t have a crush on me
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I’d also be offended if someone did have a crush on me
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So I been thinking about this for a while and… I think I has become aimless with this blog. I think I has become way too robotic, sterile and lazy with the post and reblogs. I started to just reblog posts simply cus the post is LWA related. I still do love those posts like @yunblake89 and @cafemagie-magie arts for examples! But the way I am doing right now are sucking out the enjoyment I think. I want to stop what I am doing with this blog before It is too late and not fun anymore.
I am still thinking on what is the purpose(few is found but still need to find more) of this blog and how I should do the posts and reblog from now on. But I won’t delete this blog cus honestly the LWA and this fandom has become importants for me and I like you guys!
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See how I don’t be a dickhead every time a relative is mildly annoying? Very polite, very demure. See how I just fucking deal with people’s bullshit without making a fucking scene? Very demure very polite. See how I don’t complain nonstop about people genuinely worrying about my health when I’m smoking a cig? Very polite very de—
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