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[beautifulbutterbly]

Y’ALL 🌟VING WORKS!! I’VE LOST 4.5LBS IN 3 DAYS!

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

I’m going to do it. I’m gonna ask for help from my mom. I forced myself to. I att3pted again tonight and ofc it didn’t work cause I’m still here, but my arm is all cvt to hell (not beans, but mostly light/deep styros ALL over). And I freak out when I get too hot so I’m going to HAVE to have a talk with her soon so she doesn’t freak out when she sees my arm. So I’ve got a rough draft for a letter for her after she gets home from work. It covers everything I’ve been hiding or lying about. It covers my cvtting, my sv1c1d3 att3mpts, the fact that my bullying was also physical, the fact I got s3xually a$sault3d multiple times by multiple people, my trans-ness, my eating disorder, my depression, why I didn’t ask for or get help, the fact I’m not a Christian, everything. And it asks over and over again for help. I want help for it all. I want to get better. And I’m asking for help. I know I’ll probably be forced to stop cvtting and st@rv1ng, but I’m willing to trade that off for genuine help.

[cazieve]

Guys...i feel like such a wannarexic

I need to lose this weight bc my bf deserves a girl who isn't 5x bigger then him, He said he loves me but like i cant keep gaining i wanna be tiny and im ruining it..

ₓ˚. ୭ ˚○◦˚.˚◦○˚ ୧ .˚ₓ

[starvedangelll]

After losing 71llbs shaving has become so much easier

It's the little things ☺️

[blowmygutsout]

Even my own body doesn't want me to eat like a normal person 🤪

The thing is that I've been in a week-long trip with my classmates.

You can imagine how much I ate during that trip (spoiler: almost nothing). My friends didn't suspect anything bcs they already know I never have breakfast and in lunch and dinner most of my plate was full of lettuce so yayy. And we burned like 800 cals minimum per day so I was so excited.

So today I decided to eat some more for once to speed up my metabolism and also bcs I feel very dizzy, sleepy and sick.

And guess what? I feel fucking horrible, like physically. I've eaten 1100 calories max and I feel super bad. My body wants to throw up, I repeat: MY BODY, NOT ME, WANTS TO THROW UP.

Wtf is wrong w me?? Have I messed my stomach so bad??

Even my body doesn't want me to eat normally yayy!!

Back to restriction I guess 💞⭐️!!

[i-look-like-a-mvf-snorlax]

Egg-fried rice with avocado <3

2 eggs 134cal

100g Basmati rice 117cal

45ml Light soy sauce 27cal

Small avocado 120cal

398cals total!

Recipe;

Cook rice according to package instructions (weigh 100g dry) then fluff and leave to the side to cool slightly.

Use a non-stick pan (no oil) and lightly scramble your egg before adding the cooked rice to your pan.

Slowly add your soy sauce until the rice is browned- fry for a further 5 minutes until the rice sticks to itself.

Plate up the rice and fry an egg in the same pan- add a little water once all the edges are all white so it crisps up nicely!

Thinly slice your avocado and add both the cooked egg and avocado on top, enjoy!

High protein and super filling to help promote weight loss! Perfect for OMAD <3

[hot-mess-express4455]

I leave myself post it notes sometimes. I think my art work is impeccable.

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

Haven’t told my mom yet, still finalizing the letter, but I’ve put my bl@des where they belong, and I need to take a shower before going to take graduation pictures. I’m just working myself up to reading the letter to my mom.

[cazieve]

Me And Ze0r Cal Anything😭

(remember it most likely dosent have 0 c@l0ries bc the FDA allows a 20% difference in the label)

[totally-not-up-to-anything]

I need someone to yell at me at specifically 7AM and 2PM to stay away from food !!! EST.

Please someone jump into my dms I can help you out too if you have troublesome times! I am sincerely desperate please 🙏🏽 😭

[starvedangelll]

My bf just made it so obvious he doesn't actually care about me.

At least Ana will always be here for me.

[blowmygutsout]

Watching Iggy in New Amsterdam suffer from his eating disorder hit me harder than To The Bone ever could

[hot-mess-express4455]

Not me taking tons of laxatives because I just worked the past few days so my c@l count has been around 600-700 a day and even though Ive been getting in 9k-11k steps a day Im freaking the EFF OUT OVER THAT SCALE TOMORROW. FUUUHHHK.

[f41l1ng-0c34n-cr34tvr3]

Anybody else drink monster and it make u want to k1ll urself? Or is that just me?

[cazieve]

You know your cooked when u look in a mirror and start balling your eyes out bc your not th1n enough..😓

[babyjewel33]

Hello!

My name is Angel and I’m looking for some friends in the community. I don’t anyone will see this, but if they do, maybe we can chat :) I’m super cool!

You can comment here, dm me, or reboot this and I’ll reach out to you!