#help i'm going insane again

[walriding]

"miles is stupid for going to the asylum" "miles should've tried to leave instead of exploring / recording everything" "miles is a dumbass for--"

what if what happened was inescapable. inevitable. what if waylon emailed him and only him for a reason. what if his pre existing obsession with murkoff meant it was an opportunity he couldn't pass up, and even if it looked dangerous what if he couldn't just turn his back on people suffering because of the company. what if once he entered the building the rest of it was completely out of his hands. what if his entire journey through the asylum as orchestrated by father martin really was at the behest of what whispered in the static.

what if there was no other way it all could have happened because Something Else needed him exactly where he ended up.

[lightgamble]

DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.01

I refuse to believe that a tragedy had to destroy everything. But it did.

[thefirstknife]

I can��t help but feel like savathuns about to go down a familiar road as we did, but won’t get the same ending. Shes emotional, angry, had the sibling she had a chance to save ripped from her hands. She’s going to want revenge, and I think it might be the last thing she seeks.

she’s already made it clear she wants that, she’s already scheming again. But her brood is her own, cunning, wise, smart enough to know when to jump ship. Luzaku already dipped, she knew staying by sav’s side wasn’t worth it. And when the rest wise up? See their leader is sending them to die for some “revenge” for a dead family member they don’t know? Seeing her let her emotions take reign and send them into a battle they otherwise wouldn’t want? I wouldn’t be surprised if there was a call for new leadership.

would she die from this? I doubt it. She no doubt has plans for betrayal, I wouldn’t put it past her. However, shed no doubly be left without an alley at her side. I think it’d be ironic, wouldn’t it? Savathun, the hive god who wanted to break away from the “game” as she called it, got what she wanted, to not be involved in the grand scheme of things. What did it cost her? Everything… the hive god who wanted to be just “left alone” gets exactly what she craves… not a single person at her side, and not a soul to care for her.

I personally don't think she wanted to save Oryx, especially not that version of him, which was pretty much set in his ways and not entirely true to the Oryx she knew. Especially after she tried to reason with him and offered him the Light and it angered him greatly. I think that really got to her and it was probably the most honest and real she ever was, but Oryx's rejection of it made her more jaded. It was a chance, but he refused it and it's not even the Oryx she knew: the Echo was just a twisted memory of him. But I think that what she's mostly angry with us about is that we destroyed a powerful artifact that she could've used for herself in whatever way she wanted to.

Savathun's feelings about her family are complicated and she definitely feels something for them, but it's always on some condition and the level of usefulness they have for her. Savathun loves her siblings and her family, but she loves herself the most. She did not care when we killed the actual Oryx, or any of his children, or any of her children, nor does she care about a daughter she left in a time loop to infinitely die over and over.

I also think that she will be left alone with nobody at her side and nobody to care for her. And I can't find it in me to feel sorry for her. She rejected every single option to be reached and to change and to do better. Her whole angry speech was entirely hollow to me. Her telling us that we crossed a line? Her calling us "the Traveler's pet"?

This is, btw, incredible for me narratively, Savathun is SUCH a good character, genuinely one of the best characters in the whole story. Her hypocrisy and manipulation and the ways she affected the universe are peak. But I think that at the end of the day, she can't keep getting away with it, so to speak. After all that in the finale, I am really hoping that one day she will be dealt with like everybody else who thrived on destruction, atrocities and suffering of others. Unless, of course, she decides she's had enough of that and finally embraces the second chance she got.

And all of this is what makes her probably the most compelling character in the whole franchise. I really do want to see unhinged Savathun from now on, and also how she'll deal with Xivu and how Xivu will deal with her.

[softerbaseball]

[1130] open sesame

[forgetme-eternally-blissfully]

Ehehehe... I've finally finished In Stars and Time... I can enter the fandom now..!

[moe-broey]

Back to what I do best (bare minimum Putting My Guys In Situations shitposts) 😌

Inspo under cut!!!

[idon-twannabeperceived]

My. Class. Won't. Start. And it's been aFUCKING HOUR

[cupcakewebkinz]

You did great in the run today! I'm offering you more cat things as a thanks for the lovely games 😁 the beast loves cozy blankets!

LIZZ

LIZZ WHAT

LIZZ YOU WERE THE ONE COOKING I DON'T DESERVE YOUR PRAISE

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL DISTRACTING YOU WERE KILLING IT IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL TO WATCH

YOU WERE SO GOOD, SO GOATED IT WAS SO COOL

ALSO??? THE FANART??? YOU ALSO BE COOKING IN ART HELLO????

SHE DOES LOVE HER COZY BLANKETS SHE LOVES BEING BUNDLED UP AND LOVED ON AND SNUG AND HER LIL SHELLY PLUSH AGGHHHHH IT'S SO CUTE I KEEP EXPLODING FROM LOVE AND JOY

*spins you around elegantly*

LIZZ YOU KEEP COOKING AUGH

SHE IS A SNUGGLY BEAST SHE LOVES BEING TOASTY (but not too toasty) SHE LOVES HER WIFE SHE LOVES HER BLANKETS AND SHE'S JUST SUCH A CAT MAN

THANK YOU FOR ALL THE CAT VEE CONTENT YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY AGHHHHH

*Kai then fucking explodes because they are so spoiled lol*

[headslikekites]

crashing out

[lambilegs]

praying that today's concert heals me 🙏🏽

[gremnda]

at this point i can't tell who's manipulating who anymore, it's getting hard to keep track of things lmao :,,D

[freakoutgirl]

i'm like trying sooo hard to work on my mental health but i still feel like i'm fucking drowning

[welcometogrouchland]

Don't want my next art post to completely flop (want to show off my Steph redesign) so do you guys have any suggestions for bat boys + cass drawings?

[mixmangosmangoverse]

Hello I'm randomly thinking about Healin Good PreCure for the first time in years and looking back at how wildly people misunderstood the point and expected every other season to follow a plot point that's very specific to it

[clowningaroundmars]

no bc lrb is actually... awakening smthn in me that i hadn't quite put into words before but like??? that shit is actually genius. i am connecting the dots. i'm connecting them

so much of depression is represented in media as weepy and sad and... well, yeah depressed.

when in actuality depression can manifest in many different ways. many different things can cause it as well. the depression that comes with a deep and profound sense of loneliness specifically often shapes ppl into-- paradoxically enough-- the complete opposite of what most ppl picture depressed and unhappy ppl to look like

when ppl are lonely, it's bc they're alone. that is to say, ppl who are lonely often have to fend for themselves, provide for themselves, learn things on their own. and if you can't rope someone into dealing with your ravenous hunger for connection, then storebought is fine you gotta provide yet another thing for yourself: company.

now i'm not saying that every single person who aches to be seen and understood are the perfect examples of peak productivity but the decades of loneliness brought on by his trauma sharpened hannibal lecter into a very, very fine point. loneliness and being alone can indeed force certain people to evolve in certain ways depending on their needs...

"i find that a scalpel cuts better points than a pencil sharpener" is what hannibal first said to jack in the very 1st ep just before jack complimented him on his paper on the "evolutionary origins of social exclusion"

a happy and fulfilled person doesn't write an entire paper on that topic, much less a paper that's hinted at being highly praised amongst psychiatrists, esp by both dr. alana bloom and jack crawford, head of the behavioral science unit at the fbi

hannibal is indeed a severely hungry individual not just bc he chews on his victims' organs, but bc his deep aching loneliness and general unhappiness is exactly what motivates him to live the carefully carved out life that he's spent decades cultivating for himself

he's so productive that he throws dinner parties, goes swimming, takes up several refined and notoriously difficult hobbies (i mean like... the theremin?? seriously man?) runs his own psychiatry practice right in his own home, kills and stages certain ppl to recreate the art he's spent so many years studying, AND helps the fbi with several cases they need help profiling. all on his own.

a man like that? no wonder he's a cannibal! that poor guy is starving for literally anything that can stimulate him in the absence of a true, deep connection and companionship

[runawayfuture]

my first time using clip studio paint