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flowersandbigteeth · 1 year

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Your werebear mate takes you camping

I've gotten a whole bunch of requests for a sweet moment with Hugo, so this is filling a bunch of them ^_^' This is a lot gentler and fluffier than the other ones, per request :)

General Plot: Hugo wants to teach you some camping skills, so you go on a hike!

Hugo (Werebear) x Female reader

Word Count: 2.5k

W: sweet, fluffy smut, vaginal sex, outdoor sex

NSFW Masterpost <-- previous parts

“Why are we doing this again?” you griped as you smacked another mosquito off of your neck. You paused your march to spray yourself down with more bug spray.

The trees rose up around you, tall and old deep in the forest you were hiking through. Ahead of you Hugo cleared a path through the brush with his wide body, bending whatever saplings he encountered out of the way.

“So that you can learn some survival skills,” he said cheerfully.

He loved hiking and the great outdoors. It was one of his favorite hobbies. Usually he went by himself or with another bear from his pack, but this time he’d insisted you tag along.

“You’d be totally helpless if you were lost in the wilderness. I’m going to teach you some things,” he went on.

Something rustled in the brush and you skipped a bit to catch up to him and buried your hand in his fur.

“When am I going to be lost in the wilderness?” you asked, “you gonna abandon me here?”

A deep chuckle erupted from his lips as he snapped another sapling.

“Of course not honey cake,” he said, “but you never know when you’ll need to know how to start a fire or set a trap. What if your plane went down in the forest and you had to survive until rescue came?”

You let out a deep sigh, sure that would never happen.

“Are we even allowed to be here?” you asked.

You’d strayed from the trail long ago and now Hugo was leading you deep into the woods. Your pant legs were already shredded from brambles and the mosquitos were terrible.

“Who knows?” he said, shrugging his massive shoulders, “but I have someplace special to show you.”

“Is it much further?” you whined.

“Not much,” he offered vaguely.

While you dragged one foot in front of the other, you daydreamed about being in a nice air conditioned coffee shop with a large iced latte in your hand.

“My legs are tired,” you pouted to Hugo, “if we don’t stop soon, I’m going to drop dead right where I’m standing.”

You heard him laugh, before he turned to you and scooped you up in his arms.

“I should make you walk,” he grumbled, “in a real life situation I won’t be here to carry you.”

Giggling up at him you snuggled deeper into his arms, rubbing your face against his furry chest.

“Good thing we’re not in a real life situation. I’d have already given up and would be eaten by wolves,” you said.

You felt his chest rumble as he chuckled.

“I bet you’d be delicious,” he said, pinching your bottom with the hand holding you up, “they would tell their pups stories about your tender flesh and lament that they couldn’t have it again.”

You looked up at him and narrowed your eyes.

“Sounds like you’ve put a lot of thought into this,” you said, giving him a flat laugh.

“Don’t worry,” he snickered, “if anything is going to eat you it will be me.”

You patted him on his furry chest and giggled, your cheeks warming a bit. Somewhere in the distance you heard rushing water, getting louder each step Hugo took closer to it.

Finally, the trees thinned and you peaked out of Hugo’s big arms to see a beautiful waterfall. Water rushed over the many large rocks that appeared to have tumbled out of the mountain creating shelves as the water worked its way down.

“This is beautiful, Hugo,” you gasped, taking in the lovely green foliage that crowded the fall. At the base a clear pool filled with fat fish and multicolored river rock collected ice cold water from the mountain top.

He set you down on a rock overlooking the peaceful scene, taking the pack off of your back and started setting things up. You’d brought plenty of supplies, since Hugo could carry a lot on his back. The only thing missing was a tent, as he informed you that it would be much better to sleep underneath the stars. With him around you didn’t have to worry about predators sneaking up on you in the dark.

When he’d organized your little camp, he started a fire. You watched him step out of the old pair of jeans he was wearing and gasped. His body never ceased to excite you. Even covered in fur, you could make out the planes of his impeccable muscles, flexing as he kicked off his pants. You swallowed a sip of water from your bottle, taking in the thick cock nestled between his thighs. It took you a moment to even question why he was undressing.

“Wh-what are you doing?” you stammered and he shot you a predatory flash of fang.

“I’m going to catch us some dinner,” he explained, turning away from you and wading into the water.

The sun was already getting low in the sky, the rocky mountainside casting long shadows over your camp. You had no idea how Hugo could see, but apparently his vision was much better than yours. Curious about his technique you watched him standing stock still in the rushing water, his sharp eyes cast down. It was a testament to his size that the water just moved around him. It would have knocked you off of your feet in a second, but Hugo stood like a statue. Then he was a blur, striking the water with his large hands. A second later he tossed a thick fish next to you on the ground.

You jumped, surprised and hurried to capture the fish before it flopped back in the water. Comically grasping the fish as it thrashed in your hands, all you could think to do was walk a few steps away from the water’s edge and shove it in the pot you’d brought to cook with and stick the top on.

Not sure what to do with the first fish, you certainly weren’t sure what to do with the three more Hugo tossed at you. When he finally got out of the water, he shook it out of his fur like a dog. He shot you a big smile as you tried to wrestle the other fish that were gasping for air.

“Come here,” he said, taking one of the fish from you and scooping up the other two, “I’ll show you how to dress them.

After that gross lesson, he put the cleaned fish on sticks, propping them over the fire.

You sat down next to Hugo, cuddling into his warmth as the temperature dropped. The sun was already behind the mountain and the sky was turning a rich bluey-purple.

“It’s official,” you said, “I’m never going into nature without you. I would never be able to gut those guys by myself.”

He chortled, putting an arm around you. The campsite was filled with the delicious smell of roasting fish and your stomach grumbled with anticipation. When they were done, Hugo carefully extracted yours and sliced it up so you could eat it easily. He chewed on his right off of the stick. By that time the stars were popping out one by one in the inky sky. Out this far there was no light pollution so your mouth hung open as you took it all in.

“There’s so many!” you chirped, as you leaned back into Hugo’s fur to observe them. “It’s beautiful.”

He chuckled behind you, his belly full.

“See? Camping’s not so bad, is it?” he asked into your ear.

You felt his soft, fluffy fur brushing your neck and a shiver rolled over your body. Pursing your lips you gave him a fake pout.

“Like I said,” you sulked, “I’m only coming out here with you. I couldn’t do any of this on my own.”

He wrapped his big arms around you and squeezed you tight.

“No one else better be taking you on camping trips,” he said, “or they are going to have to fight off a very angry bear.”

You rubbed your cheek into his furry chest and yawned, tired after the long walk.

“Let’s get you tucked in,” he murmured.

He rolled out two sleeping bags and you pouted.

“What’s wrong?” he asked, reading the disappointment on your face.

“Nothing,” you snapped.

His eyebrow rose as you fussily got into your sleeping bag and huffed, turning away from him. You were being a little childish because you were kind of cranky after the long hike.

“It’s cold,” you pouted.

You heard Hugo let out a rumbling laugh and drew your brows, annoyed that he found it funny.

“Come here honey cake,” he said, extracting you from your sleeping bag like you weighed little more than a doll and pulled you into his.

“Did you want to sleep next to me?” he asked.

You felt silly, so you just nodded into his chest, snuggling into his warmth. He laughed again, stroking your hair.

“I should have guessed,” he whispered, “look up.”

You weren’t sure what you were supposed to be looking at, getting comfy next to your mate, but when you did your eyes popped. The sky was streaked with shooting stars.

“I chose tonight because there is a meteor shower,” he said, his thick fingers brushing the hairs crowding your face out of the way.

“This…this is amazing Hugo,” you gasped, unable to tear your eyes away.

Hugo watched for a moment with you before his interests turned elsewhere. The pads of his fingers traced your neck and then across your shoulder blades. Instinctively, you cast your gaze on him, but he nudged your chin back up.

“Don’t look at me,” he purred, “keep watching.”

Your body was tingling with anticipation as he pushed your shirt up and tugged your bra down to get access to your breasts. His big warm hands cupped them and you could feel the delicious prick of his claws on your skin. You tried your best to keep your eyes on the many streaks of color lighting up the sky, but your eyelashes fluttered with pleasure.

A low moan left your lips as his warm mouth closed over your nipple, circling it with his tongue. His touch was so familiar and comforting. You never wanted another person to touch you the way and the places he did. He possessed your body and you eagerly accepted his attention.

“Hugo!” you gasped, arching your back so that he had better access to you.

His fingers tugged at the other nipple, making you mewl out loud. Your panties were already soaked, feeling sticky against your skin.

“Please, Hugo. More,” you managed to mutter and you felt his body, tucked so close in the sleeping bag, rumble with delight.

His thick fingers unzipped your pants with surprising dexterity and slid them off you, leaving only your wet panties. A thumb traced your slit, stopping at your clit to stroke languid circles. You gasped and keened, pressing your mound into his fingertips.

With a tearing sound, you realized his claws had sliced right through the chaste cotton panties you were wearing, leaving you bare for his fingers to explore. He dipped a thick digit inside of you, collecting some of your wetness before he circled your needy bundle of nerves with it.

His mouth found yours, his thick tongue snaking out to taste you. Your peaked nipples brushed the soft fur on his chest, the sensation decadent and luxurious. He was so big looming over you, carefully holding himself up so he didn’t crush you. You adored the way he was incredibly strong but could be so delicate with you.

You reached out to find his cock, thick and firm, dripping a steady stream of precum. Feeling his need made your insides melt to mush. Your mate wanted you and only you. He hissed in pleasure as you rolled your palm over the wide head, then down his shaft.

You both moaned and grunted in pleasure as you handled one another. His cock was hot and throbbing in your hand, while he pinched and rubbed your clit faster and harder every second you touched him. He wound the thread of pleasure tighter and tighter until the stars were imprinted on the back of your eyelids. You screamed his name as he pushed you over the edge, bucking your hips into his big hand.

“Who do you belong to, honey cake?” he muttered, “tell me who makes you feel good.”

“You Hugo,” you gasped, hardly able to let out the words.

You heard his approving growl before he pulled you on top of him, letting the sleeping bag fall back so your breasts were exposed to the night air. It was cool, but his big hands roaming over you were so hot, you hardly noticed it.

“Take what you want, (Y/N),” he groaned, “I want to see you come apart on top of me.”

You let out a little squeal, lowering your hips onto his thick cock. You always had to take it carefully, he filled and stretched you completely. It took you a minute to slowly descend so that your hips were flush. He let out a rumbling roar when you were fully seated.

His eyes on you were glittering in the firelight as he took you in.

“My mate,” he rumbled, “You’re so beautiful. Prettier than a sky full of stars.”

His words propelled you forward and you bounced on his stiff shaft, pushing yourself higher and higher, towards your end. He cupped your breasts, kneading them and plucking your nipples until your head was thrown back, muttering curses to the silent mountain.

It was good there was no one around to hear all of the loud, lusty noises you were making. As your pace got erratic, so close to cumming, Hugo took over. His hands gripped your hips, the tips of his claws pricking your skin as he thrust up into you. He took you hard, the sound of your ass slapping his thighs echoed around you.

“Touch yourself for me,” he growled and you couldn’t deny him, parting your folds with your much smaller fingers and hazily circling your clit.

Your other hand clutched your bouncing breast, teasing the nipple. All the while Hugo’s hungry gaze ate you up. The way he looked at you, full of sensual longing made you feel like a goddess. You knew he adored every part of you. Every bit of cellulite and every little scar his eyes met with a ferocious greed.

Not able to hold back any longer, you erupted, hot pleasure washing over your body in thick ripples. He snapped his cock into you once, twice, then on the third time you felt a wave of searing cum fill you as he roared his release. You fell forward, spent, your nose buried in his neck. He stroked your back gently, not ready to pull out of you yet. He pulled the sleeping bag up around you so your skin, damp from sweat, wouldn't make you cold.

“I love you little honey cake,” he hummed, his voice thick and low.

“I love you,” you breathed into his neck.

You let him cuddle and stroke you until you drifted off to sleep with him still inside of you.

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momut · 3 months

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Imagine having an affair with Lee Gun before Devil's Tower, but it ended because he didn't pay attention to you. After you ask him to go on a date, he immediately denies it because he has an attack planned that week.

So you asked him if he loved you? He remained silent after the question and left your house slamming the door, leaving you alone with the pieces of your heart.

The following week, there was the attack on the Devil's Tower. It's Lee Gun was presumed dead.

Twenty years later, you were going to meet your current boyfriend who was an Aries. It was downhill after that day.

1.You find your boyfriend cheating on you with one of your best friends. Having your heart broken for the second time.

2.You found a desperate Hugo on the way, after 20 years. As soon as the red eyes accident occurred, the blonde became distant from you.

3. He saw a guy who claims to be his ex-boyfriend, and tells him that he doesn't have to go after any man anymore, because he's back.

Lee Gun: You're still my girlfriend.

Reader:凸(￣ヘ￣)

In the following days, the supposed Lee Gun fought in a red zone, salve for the Philippines, he fought against the Cancer saint, the Gemini zodiac, salve for Drachma and many other things that his ex-love would definitely do.

Not to mention that he invites you (kidnaps) you to every place he goes.

Now you are in a bar celebrating the death of Blood Mist that Lee Gun and Hugo killed.

Sungjae is sending him murderous looks after his uncle introduced him as his girlfriend, Kevin gave him a look of pity and disgust, Hugo is telling his disciples all the things and events that happened in the past including his romance with the young god. Lee Gun just smiled and hugged his arm around him and sipped his drink.

Hugo: Gun intended to propose to you "the blonde said looking at you with a slow voice due to the drinks.

Sungjae: What was he going to do?!

Kevin: How come even back then you had a girlfriend and still got married!? Before me.

Lee Gun: spitting out the drink because that was supposed to be a secret.

You look at him in surprise and with your heart beating very fast, because even after twenty years, you still love this maniac.

Reader: I would have back then. Making everyone go silent and Lee Gun looking at you in surprise. Lee looked at you with hope "What now? Would you still accept to marry me?" You just laughed and kissed his lips. "We'll talk later"

Making Hugo faint, Sungjae yelling something about his sister losing her husband and Kevin cursing Lee Gun.

#manhwa x reader #Lee Gun #Hugo Otters #Kevin Hazard #Return of the hero class disaster

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songsofadelaide · 4 months

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As a child of one of the Kingdom's noble families, you were subject to your family's many plans to maintain its standing in society. At every tail end of the Lone Moon since you turned six, when winter wraps Faerghus in its tightest and most frigid embrace, you would find yourself in the Dukedom of Fraldarius, under the watchful but caring gaze of Uncle Rodrigue, or that was what he encouraged you to call him. He said his eldest son already had a match, his betrothed a lady of a noble house too. Rodrigue wished Felix to forge the same warm friendship and companionship that Glenn and Ingrid already had... with someone. Someone he would come to love in the future. Rodrigue silently hoped that it would be you.

"...a love match," the older man said, his voice fading in the background as Felix, a boy dressed in the distinct Fraldarius blue, stepped out from behind his mother's skirts at her gentle urging.

"Say hello, cub," the lady of the house said in a tone so dulcet that it made the heat rise to your face. The boy's shy brown eyes met yours and somehow your young heart figured that you two could make things work. From what you remember, your parents were a love match— an extraordinary one, the kind many thought wouldn't work out but eventually did.

"Hello," you broke the silence with a single greeting and a smile that told him, let's work things out. "Shall we make our New Year's resolutions together?"

And every year, by the fireplace, next to his parents' blanketed feet, you and Felix whispered your resolutions for the new year in each other's ears, both of you looking forward to the fresh set of pages in a storybook that was yours to fill out and create.

"I want my swordsmanship to improve..." "I want to read more books..." "I want to get taller still..." "I want to get better at casting magic..."

In 1177, Felix stopped making resolutions, which wasn't all surprising.

Felix had no idea where to put this grief. You coaxed him out of his room at his mother's behest, but he had no words for you. When you held him in your arms as best you could, he barely moved himself.

You were present with House Fraldarius when they held a memorial for Glenn, a true knight of the Holy Kingdom of Faerghus, or so Rodrigue said, and not even your soothing touch could quell Felix's fist, his entire body seizing in a tempered rage he tried his best to contain. He was not the only one who lost a loved one, after all. And yet, he couldn't stomach how his father glazed over his eldest son's death. No words of embellishment will take away the fact that Glenn was killed horrifically in the Tragedy of Duscur. Felix would resent his father for that.

In 1178, when Prince Dimitri unlocked a certain bloodlust whilst suppressing an insurrection in west Faerghus, you were half-certain Felix might have developed the same grisly instinct, but you were relieved to find out that he was blatantly disgusted by the boar's unhinged behaviour.

In 1180, you entered the Officers Academy along with the other scions of the Kingdom's noble houses. As Felix grew into a swordsman of exceptional skill, he also kept you at an arm's length away, but again, that did not surprise you at all. You were a distraction to him, more or less, and he would appreciate you more if you showed yourself less to him. It was then you realised that he always sought you out at his own pace, that he desired your presence still, but only on his call.

"It's fine. It doesn't have to be me, as long as you're happy, Felix." "No," he hastily grabbed your hand. "It has to be you."

Felix brought you home with him when the Officers Academy closed its doors due to the internal strife simultaneously occurring in Faerghus, Adrestia and Leicester. It was then he became Duke Fraldarius, the Shield of Faerghus, and you, the lady of his house. When the war gong was struck, you stood by your husband rather than shying away from the fighting. Being Felix's assigned healer during your short stay at the Officers Academy granted you certain synchronicity with him. The two of you worked seamlessly beside each other, and he moved in complete confidence that you would have his back if no one else did.

The war against Adrestia raged on for months, until it converged to a year, and it felt like you were the only one keeping tabs on the days that passed. The calluses in your hands thickened like the snow that usually blanketed Fraldarius this time of the year.

This time of the year...

"What are you doing?"

Your reverie was broken by your husband's query. It was still so odd to think that you two were married now, even though that was exactly what Rodrigue— your father-in-law— wanted from the start.

"Almost lost track of time because of how long this war's been dragging," you shrugged at him. "Happy New Year. Or not. We'll probably be asleep at the turning of the new moon."

Felix caught the quick twinkle in your eyes, his lips softening to a small smile that caught you off-guard. He stepped into your space and slipped his gloved hand in yours, pulling you further into the privacy of his quarters and straight into his arms.

"Felix?..."

"I want to be a better husband to you."

His voice was hushed to a whisper, and you could only blink to yourself as he held you much tighter. His breath was warm against your neck and it was there you noticed just how fast his heart was beating.

"I..." You started, only for a gentle laugh to leave your lips. "I want to be a better lady of the house."

He chuckled in relief when you returned his embrace, his hair coming undone from its ribbon just in time as you pressed a tender kiss to his cheek.

"Happy New Year, Duke Fraldarius."

Felix returned your gesture in kind, his lips stealing the warmth of your breath not long after. He still can't believe he played right into his father's hands the moment the old man introduced you to him— one of the very few things he is truly thankful for. Now he gets to call you his, he gets to protect you as part of his home, and he is yours, too.

"Happy New Year, my wife."

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citrus-writing · 7 months

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"make it hurt" (felix)

your hands grip the bed sheets, clawing desperately against them in search of something to ground yourself. your back arched into his touch as he thrusts his fingers in and out. you toss your head from side to side, desperately crying out. Your fingers dig into the sheets so hard the fabric threatens to tear under your hands.

He brings his free hand up to brush yours, drawing your attention back to him. “if you want something to tear into,” he taunts, “I want it to be me.” your eyes shoot open in surprise, locking onto his. He slows the movement of his hand, waiting for your response.

you carefully bring your hands up to his shoulders, and he returns to his ministrations- working you open on his fingers roughly. you moan once again, and your nails dig into his shoulders, leaving crescents in his skin. Noticing immediately, you try for an apology. “I’m sorry, i-”

But the shiver that runs through him is unmistakable- as is the way he speeds up his movements to try for the same reaction. your hands flex and nails dig into him once again, your fingers tearing at him in a desperate attempt to escape the overwhelming pleasure.

He lets out a soft groan against the skin of your hip, before using the opportunity to press an open mouthed kiss into your skin.

Still, the scrapes and scratches you deal out are guarded slightly, as if you're trying to avoid inflicting damage. One of your hands claws down his back, leaving reddened marks in its wake, but not breaking the skin.

His moan is desperate, and he grinds his hips against the bed. “Fuck, make it hurt.”

#felix hugo fraldarius #felix x reader #fe3h x reader #smut #fe3h smut #not sfw #felix fraldarius #fe3h #fire emblem

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fiction-box · 8 months

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Hello! I would like to request F!Reader x Felix

It is the Winter Ball. One of them is weary of the dancing, the crowds and the merriment and decides to take refuge in the Training Grounds - only to find that the other had the exact same idea. They decide to do something that's more fun than dancing - a sparring match. Bonus points if reader is wearing a fancy gown the whole time.

Whenever your time allows - thank you in advance!

You are very welcome, and I would like to thank you for being respectful of my time.

I seem to be on a roll with these longer stories. I don't know why - more ideas just keep pouring into my head, and of course I want to do every conflict justice.

Thank you for giving me freedom with perspective! I wanted to write something from the view of Felix since I had yet to truly write for him.

Requests are open. The story will continue under the cut.

You stood by yourself on the sidelines of the great hall, your purple dress sparkling against the downward lighting of the chandeliers. There was nothing particularly interesting about you right now; you simply surveyed the dancers on the checkered floor. Dimitri led Mercedes through an elegant twirl, Ingrid talked Ashe through the steps of the waltz, Annette and Sylvain engaged in a heated discussion over something that probably wouldn’t matter in about fifteen minutes…

…and Felix was staring at you.

The swordsman had refused to do any more than the bare minimum for the ball. That meant that despite his suit - one required by the Archbishop’s insipid dress code - his hair remained up off his neck, and his back pressed against the wall.

Dorothea had been making eyes at him from across the room for the past three minutes now. Felix told himself that was the reason he kept staring at you. If he and the songstress never made eye contact, she wouldn’t do anything stupid. Besides, she didn’t seem interested in asking anyone to dance; the brunette would only be accepting such invitations tonight.

Why the hell did he even care?

He didn’t, but he followed your line of sight to Dimitri. The boar switched partners to lead Hilda around the floor, an exchange initiated by the up-tempo of the cello and Mercedes’ apparent request for a break.

Why the hell did you even care?

…did you-?

“Jeez Felix, you’re so obvious.”

Sylvain.

“Trying to find the courage to ask her to dance?” the redhead teased. “I could help you out, you know. I’ve heard I’m an excellent wingman.”

“Do I look like I’m interested in moving right now? And since when have you ever helped anyone but yourself?”

“Ouch. I mean, you’re certainly not helping yourself- your suit coat will get wrinkled if you keep leaning against the wall like that.”

“As if I care!” Felix pushed off the wall to contest Sylvain at his full height. He did care. “There’s no point in this - we shouldn’t even be having a ball right now.”

“No- No- No- Hey look, no sweat, okay?” Sylvain verbally backpedaled, putting an arm around his friend’s shoulder to guide him toward the refreshments. Subtly, he ran his hand along the wrinkles of his coat to smooth them out as they walked, “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to, but soirées like these don’t happen very often.”

“So?”

“So, you have just as good a reason to be here as everyone else in this room. You can wait however long you want before asking anyone you want to dance, but it’s pretty frowned upon to return to a party once you leave, you know?”

The heir of Gautier knew him too well. Nonetheless, he did make a good point. There was no need to rush to be flustered - he probably had an hour before the final dance of the night.

A drink found his hand, and the two nobles took up a space several paces away from the table. Felix couldn’t stop his eyes from searching for your shimmering gown.

You were still standing alone, still watching the dancers.

At least your eyes weren’t fixed on the boar this time. The son of Count Gloucester glided a blue-haired lady across the floor, her dress trumpeting as he gracefully led her back and forth. Your attention followed their sweeping motions.

Maybe you really did just want to dance.

His classmate’s hand came to rest on his shoulder again, “I’m just saying, you hate to see it, Felix. A beautiful girl like that, standing all by herself. You better make a move before someone else does - or before I take too much pity on her and ask her myself.”

He had called you a girl, “Stay away from her.”

“I’ll put in a good word for you, kay?”

But he headed the opposite direction. The bluenette watched him connect with a pouting Dorothea, immediately starting some banter he was sure he couldn’t care less about.

Felix found himself growing impatient, despite everything his friend said moments ago. If he was going to do this, he might as well get it over with now. That way the two of you would either get as much time as possible to spend together, or he could end his attendance at this event because the one reason for which he cared to stay wanted nothing to do with him.

Only, there was no place to put his drink.

Since you were standing by the southern entrance, and he loitered near the drinks at the western wall, you could see him out of your peripheral. That meant you could catch him too easily if he were to look at you again. Not that it wasn’t already considered rude to stare.

Taking a sip of the cool, vanilla drink, his mind began to think it through a bit. Maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad thing to make eye contact. It would give him an excuse to approach you.

And another thing - although you hadn’t been alone the whole ball, you hadn’t been approached by any men, either. Even working to put his bias out of the way, you were objectively attractive. It didn’t-

Goddess, and you belonged to a house in the kingdom, too. A young, available, attractive noblewoman standing by herself at - judging the crowd - the largest social event of the season.

A mumbled ‘What the hell…?’ parted his lips as he surveyed the room again. He might actually understand Sylvain, for once. Logically, this whole scenario didn’t connect.

Finally finishing his drink and handing off the glass, he found it in himself to turn to face you.

You were not there.

His heart skipped a beat before his gaze scanned the dance floor for your dress, your hair, anything. Upon coming up empty, his mind shoved one thought to the front of his mind.

You left the ball.

Again, why? There were too many important people here for you to just up and leave. You hadn’t tried to mingle this whole time, content with simply watching everyone else twirl about the floor. Then, the moment he became too preoccupied with his drink and with Sylvain to pay attention, you vanished.

In light of recent events, it looked like Felix was about to copy you.

With no further reason to stay, he tried not to make a show of striding to the southern entrance. The last thing he wanted was for someone to chase him out or call him back in, especially if that person had red hair or…or connections to the Mittelfrank Opera Company.

His feet instinctively wound the path to the training grounds. He needed to blow off some steam and get out of his head so he could get some proper rest tonight. Even so, if his mind wouldn’t relent, he would work his body so hard that he’d sleep as soon as he finished bathing himself.

Music trailed him, but it couldn’t compete with the creak of the doors to the training grounds. Once the door shut behind him, Felix was well and truly alone. The notes of the orchestral violins couldn’t penetrate the thick wood and metal, and no one else had any reason to come here tonight.

Still, his actions quickly caught up with him. What was he doing here? Why did it feel like he was running away?

Get a grip.

He wasn’t running away, he just wasn’t wasting time, either. Heading to the rack, Felix grabbed a steel sword. It didn’t matter which one, so long as it was heavy.

The sand of the center pit caved beneath his feet. There was no need for a training dummy to warm up. Routinely, Felix swung the sword over his head. His arms needed to be steady even while his attacks retained momentum and strength.

…10…11…12…

Any time a thought of the ball wormed its way into his head, Felix would shove it out. No point in dwelling on his failure to act - the two of you were far too young for anything serious to happen. No need to worry about Sylvain finding you - after what he said earlier, there was no way he would leave all the other ladies in that room for the one he knew Felix was interested in. He knew Sylvain that well, at least.

…57…58…59…

Why the hell wasn’t this working? Usually he could focus on this. This one thing that belonged to him, that he had done endlessly before that insufferable ball, and that he would continue to endlessly pursue after it. His training should belong to him! This was supposed to be how he grounded himself.

Felix was having a very difficult nig-

The doors to the entrance groaned, a delicate piano solo floating in through the opening as the moonlight guided a figure into the facility.

Upon recognition of the shimmer of your gown, the swordsman lowered the weapon from above his head.

…82…?

Thoughtful of the ongoing formal, you pivoted around the door, slowly and mindfully closing it in an apparent attempt to make as little noise as possible. Finally, you exhaled and turned to the center of the grounds.

“Oh- I- Sorry! Sorry, I’ll go.”

But your eyes hadn’t adjusted to the light of the torches from the darkness outside, so your eyelashes fluttered as you reached past the door.

“No need,” Felix frowned. “You chose to come here, I don’t own the place.”

“Wait, Felix?” you marveled, turning back around only to blink against the light again. “I didn’t recognize you. I thought you were someone on maintenance.”

What. “What kind of maintenance staff wears a suit?”

“I didn’t get a good look, okay?” you defended, your eyes finally staying open and guiding you to where he currently stood.

Being this close to you now…it felt strange. Your makeup had been expertly applied, supposedly with help from Mercedes and Annette, the tailoring of your dress was much more obvious…

“But why are you here? You’re dressed for the ball, and I remember seeing you when I walked in.”

“You first,” he countered. “What did you think you were going to accomplish here in an evening gown?”

That caught you off guard. Your eyes found a spot on the ground beside you before trailing to the wall.

“I don’t know. I didn’t really have a plan. I’m not even sure why I’m here - I just feel like I’m supposed to be.”

His eyes narrowed, “What, are you trying to trick me into thinking this was fated or something?”

Your gaze drew back to him, confusion etched across your face.

“What?”

“Sylvain must have said something to you then, is that it?”

But you only looked more lost than you did before, “I’m sorry, I don’t follow. Sylvain and I haven’t spoken since…” your line of sight shifted above his head and slightly to the side, “…two days ago…? Professor Byleth puts us on stable duty every few days.”

The bluenette’s knuckles turned white as he clenched the hilt of his sword. Sylvain never said anything about this. Felix had no clue you were spending so much time together.

“Forget it,” he insisted, “you’re here, so we might as well do something productive. Spar with me.”

“In an evening gown? You practically said it yourself, I can’t do anything wearing this.”

Goddess save him, he did not know how to handle this situation. In terms of guiding the conversation, he did not think this through. There didn't seem to be a way for him to keep changing the subject or coming up with an idea for you to stay here, either.

All his defense mechanisms were failing, and he was becoming frustrated.

“Okay, your turn,” you crossed your arms, saving him for a moment. “Why did you leave the ball to come here?”

“There wasn’t a reason for me to stay, anymore.”

Some of the light in your eyes dimmed, just enough for him to catch it happening. Just enough to make him wonder why.

“Hang on,” he recovered, “you know I left to come here.”

“That’s not a question,” you affirmed.

“But you didn’t leave to come here. So why weren’t you at the ball?”

Your brows furrowed slightly, “I was at the ball-“

“No, you left before I did,” he asserted. “What were you doing in the time before you arrived here?”

Perhaps he was revealing too much. It shouldn’t matter anyway, and a normal person wouldn’t care this much. Even so, if you wanted to say you were just “called to be here”, he could reasonably contest that any information was up for grabs.

The way you stared at him had a way of making his neck warm. It was like you thought the answers were hidden in his eyes, your gaze focused as you supposedly retraced your night.

“Well, I did leave the ball for a little bit…” you recalled slowly.

After allowing you a moment, he pressed a bit, “Why?”

“Oh- Well, um…I needed to use the ladies’ room? At least, that’s the only other time I can remember leaving.”

The ladies’ room…?

Goddess, he was such a fool.

It was his turn to turn his head to the side, “I see.”

If his eyes could have burned the sand, the whole pit would be glass right now.

His thoughts were quickly interrupted. Out of the corner of his eye, Felix noticed you slipping off your shoes.

“What are you doing?”

“Well,” you started, kicking the raised flats to the side before picking up a training lance from where someone had discarded it, “this dress doesn’t have sleeves, and I figured that if I took my shoes off, it would be easier to move. The slit up my leg should keep me mobile enough, so long as I don’t have to run.”

Damn, you were actually going to do this.

You lowered into a fighting stance upon returning to the pit opposite him. A smile lighting up your face.

“The sand feels so weird. It makes me wonder if this is what the beach feels like.”

But the two of you lived in Faerghus your whole lives, so he couldn’t tell you.

“Don’t think I’ll go easy on you just because you’re dressed differently.”

“Right, then let’s get started.”

You looked prepared to assume the defensive position; a smart move, considering that too much movement might mean you would slip on the long fabric of your clothing.

Felix far from opposed. He was used to being the offense, anyway.

Placing one foot in front of the other, he crossed the grounds and held his sword up to strike. Quick and easy - the point would go to him before you could even-

Your eyes widened, “Felix, wait! Don’t-!”

He hadn’t registered your words fast enough to stop himself. Intuitively, you held your lance up to defend yourself, and that’s when Felix realized what you were so worried about.

The weapon he was using wasn’t meant for sparring.

Breaking above your head, the wooden pole of your lance gave in. Felix stumbled forward, fighting for his balance as you rolled to the side in an attempt to protect your head.

He hissed, cursing himself for making such an amateur (and deadly) mistake, “Damn, my bad.”

“Goddess,” he heard you breathe, your eyes wide from your position on the ground, “I thought I was about to die.”

That was a thought. His eagerness to train and avoid an awkward encounter with you nearly...well, it wouldn’t have been pretty.

Leaving you to get yourself up, he moved to trade the steel sword for a wooden one. The noble also elected to take off his blazer and leave it behind, giving his arms better range of motion.

Turning back around, he noticed you were still struggling to rise to your feet.

“Seriously? It can’t be that hard.”

But just watching you made him want to take it back. The sand had become uneven from when you dodged toward the ground, and your dress kept finding its way under your feet whenever you tried to stand. Whenever you pooled the fabric out of the way in one area, it only gathered in another to slide under you. Not to mention that after so much struggle, the yellow grains were all over your skin and gown. It looked uncomfortable, at best.

Frowning, Felix approached, “Hang on.”

With your consent, he placed his hands at your waist and lifted you to the point you could stand again. You thanked him, a light flush on your cheeks that he tried not to think too hard about.

“I’d say that was embarrassing,” you started, “but considering I very nearly earned a trip to Manuela a moment ago, I don’t think I should care.”

“Sorry about that.”

“Nothing bad came of it, so I don’t mind. Still, you should work on your etiquette.”

The swordsman raised a brow, “Excuse me?”

“You left me to fend for myself in the sand for two minutes while you went to exchange your sword and take off your coat. It’s like I’m not even here,” you teased, approaching the training racks. “And then not only did you prioritize your sword over helping me, but you couldn’t even grab me a new lance.”

“I’m here to fight, nothing else. If you have a problem with that, no one’s forcing you to stay.”

In all fairness, you were right. He was too wrapped up in being with you to register that he was about to hurt you, and then he was too worried about how he almost hurt you to remember to help you back up again.

Why was he so bad at this?

Thankfully, you seemed to ignore the more bitter parts of his previous statement and took it for what it was - a proposition to rematch.

You found your places opposite one another, preparing for a genuine spar. Felix watched you sink into your defensive position again, nodding to confirm you were ready.

This time when he charged, his sword remained in a lower position. He wanted to slice upwards, reading your potential roll to the side while still being ready to follow up swiftly.

The moment he brought the sword up into you, you pivoted and thrust the lance forward. It would have technically impaled him, but you were courteous enough (and skilled enough) to angle the weapon so it slid against his side instead.

Felix halted the momentum of his arms, bringing them down slowly and preventing the hit he would have landed on you.

“That one goes to you.”

Switching sides with you, the second son ran his hand along his side. A warmup, nothing more. You wouldn’t go down easy, and neither would he.

You were once again prepared, and Felix signaled that the second round had begun, but he did not rush forward. If you wanted to hit him, you would need to put yourself at risk.

It didn’t take long for you to catch on, though you make a point to approach at a casual walk.

“Are you serious?”

“Are you? You think I’m foolish enough to run at you after I couldn’t stand on my own? If you wanted to go fast, you should have taken up offense again.”

Once you were close enough, you suddenly lunged twice and brought your lance down and across his body. Felix lept back before charging forward, but you came in with a block.

You held strong against his resistance, but your feet couldn’t find a proper stance thanks to your limited range of motion. He probably had your fear of slipping on the fabric again to thank, as well.

Deliberately, Felix stepped on your dress.

A gasp parted your lips as the heels of your feet slid forward. You fell backward only for Felix to step forward and catch you, one arm around your back, one hand holding his sword to your throat.

“Th-that’s not fair, and you know it,” you protested, breaths quickened from the adrenaline of almost falling.

“You chose to come fight in this. You think your opponent is going to care how you’re dressed?”

After a moment, you relented, “Fine, you win this one.”

Usually, Felix would be okay with the “whatever means necessary” ideology. When it came to you, however, it only worried him. Did he really need you to have a disadvantage for him to win?

He lowered you to the ground before picking you up again, presuming you would take longer to regain your footing if he left you on the sand. You were set upright on your feet at the solid edge of the pit.

As he reached the other side of the sands, he noted that you still looked bitter - probably about the last point. Perhaps that could work in his favor.

However, even after several seconds, the emotion in your eyes didn’t go away. You appeared almost…insulted?

In the back of his mind, he retraced his steps. You yielded the point how you normally would, and you weren’t a sore loser. You appeared more baffled than anything when he had tripped you…

Shit.

Felix had completely manhandled you out of the training area.

And that would explain why you were simultaneously glaring daggers into him and scanning him up and down.

“Don’t worry, I’ll attack this time,” the bluenette managed. In fear of being wrong and coming off egotistical, that was probably the best apology he could give right now.

“Whenever you’re ready.”

No, you were decidedly not happy.

He approached, trying to build as much momentum as possible before choosing to open with a block. If you were looking to parry an attack, he would be left with an opening. If you were looking to block him too, he would likely knock you to the ground and gain the point.

Maybe then he could offer to help you up properly.

No, he needed to stay focused. He was training right now, not apologizing.

Effectively distracted, neither of his plans came to fruition as you reached out and grabbed his cravat, pulling it down and causing him to run past you.

“Wh-!”

A dull stab at his back shoved him out of bounds, taking away any chance he had at regaining his balance. He tumbled to the ground.

“You’ve been impaled, that’s mine.”

He wanted to be mad, but he was more shocked than anything. After all, he could hardly complain after doing a similar thing to you last round.

A hand in his peripheral offered to help him to his feet. Accepting it, he rose, picking his sword up off the ground.

At least that seemed to get everything out of your system, “Maybe you were right, we can’t really accomplish anything serious while we’re dressed like this.”

“It’s not like we…”

A song loud enough to be heard from within the training ground bounced against the walls. It caught him off guard, especially since he hadn’t been able to hear any music since you closed the doors earlier. Whatever they were playing now, the whole orchestra was involved.

“The last dance already?” your head turned to the entrance, as well. “There’s no way…”

“Did you promise someone a dance?” he guessed.

“Something like that,” you worried. “I told Annette and Mercedes that I would be sure to dance with at least someone tonight after all they did for me. I…kind of got carried away watching earlier, and then I got scared I would forget the moves, and then I left to come here.”

He didn’t know what to say, but there was no way you could go back now. Sand covered your slightly tousled hair, your gown, and he was sure it found its way into your shoes. Your cheeks were still somewhat red from earlier, and…

It was all his fault. He even stepped on your gown without thinking.

Goddess, he really needed to start using his head.

Tossing his sword into the sand, Felix took the lance from your hands and threw it aside too. Swiftly, he retrieved your shoes and placed them in front of you.

“Felix, there’s no way…” but you slid them on anyway, “…and the song already began. It will be over by the time I get there.”

Face unreadable, your classmate extended a hand to you. “Do you think it would count if we started now?”

“Wait, what? You…want to dance with me?”

“If you don’t want me to be your partner after everything that’s happened tonight, I’ll understand-“

You took his hand, placing your own on his shoulder and facing him completely, “You lead. I’m still not certain how this one goes.”

It was a lie. It must have been. The moment the pair of you felt the music together, you were off. The strings followed a simple waltz - an accessible dance that even most commoners could perform. An obvious choice for the last dance of the night.

He knew his frame to be stiff, but it didn’t matter. Especially not when you were so blatantly stealing the hypothetical show, swaying and leaning back as the two of you spun gracefully around an invisible point on the ground. Your arms barely ghosted his own.

In a rare moment, he wished his dance partner were less aware, less experienced. He wanted you to lean on him so he could lead you through the dance, but he knew that was not in your nature.

You were charming, assured, and independent. The dance belonged to you, so much so that he felt like a mere prop. He supposed that was how it went in the theatres Sylvain had always dragged him to in the past. The women stole the spotlight while the men were evaluated on how good they could make their partners look.

There was no doubt. You deserved a better partner.

“Hey,” his voice was unsure. It had been several measures since he last used it. “I…you shouldn’t be dancing with me.”

“What are you talking about?” you smiled, coming back to his chest and resuming your normal posture.

“I mean you should be in the great hall, dancing with someone that would actually do you justice,” he suddenly didn’t want to face you. “I feel like I took that away from you. I spend all my time here working with a sword - my last dancing lesson ended when I was twelve.”

He stopped himself, spinning you away before he could say too much. This was about you. You had missed what could have been one of the biggest days of your life. He pulled you back in and met your eyes. Felix missed an event he already planned on skipping.

“...it’s nice. I prefer it. This way it’s just us.”

“Just us?” he hoped you couldn’t hear his heartbeat.

“Oh- I only mean- I don’t have to worry about anyone staring at me because I don’t know the steps or anything.”

It was beginning to make him angry, if only because it made no sense, “Why do you keep saying that?”

You were caught off guard, slipping up for the first time tonight. Felix finally felt useful, steadying you enough to fall back into the orchestra’s rhythm.

“Well, it’s true, isn’t it?” you lowered your voice like you were telling him a secret. “That’s what my sister told me. She and everyone that visited the manor.”

Blinking a bit, you turned to the side, “I’m doing it wrong. My steps are too wide. My arms are too heavy. I must be repulsed by my partner if I’m leaning back that much. Those kinds of things.”

Your partner merely scoffed, “Jealous.”

He hadn’t meant for it to slip out, but he knew.

“They can’t do what you can. There are nobles all over Fodlan like that; people who don’t like being shown up. They’ll say anything to make you give up or feel bad about yourself, but they lack the ambition to do any better themselves.”

“You really think so?”

“Have you met anyone better at dancing than yourself?”

“Well, I…I’ve never seen myself dance before.”

“Then take my word for it. Show Professor Byleth if you doubt it, but just be prepared for her to demand a rematch for the Heron Cup.”

Honestly, Felix didn’t know why he was being so forward about this. It was just another unjust part of the world they were all tripping over themselves to fix, he supposed. Still, if dancers could be trained for the battlefield, he saw no reason for his house to settle on an amateur.

The piano slowed to play a few high notes and end the song on a major chord. Accordingly, the two of you came to a stop.

“Thank you,” you stepped away timidly, “for the dance…and…”

“I wasn’t trying to make you feel better. Manuela could teach you - you could do this on the battlefield much better than whoever actually won the competition.”

You hummed, probably pondering the thought.

Presuming it was time to head back before you both could be found and accused of something mindless, Felix picked up your weapons from where he had discarded them. He caught you brushing the sand off your skin and down your dress before he left to put the items away. The blazer he set aside earlier found its way to his back again, his cravat tucked in appropriately.

You waited across the hall to hold the door for him. Once you both walked through, it shut with a final thud, sealing away everything that happened in the training grounds that night.

He saw you talking to Professor Byleth after class the next day. Although he couldn’t hear what you were saying, some part of him hoped you chose to take his words to heart.

Perhaps it had been a good time to host a ball.

#fire emblem #fiction #fe3h #fire emblem three houses #fe x reader #fire emblem x reader #fe16 #fe3h felix #felix hugo fraldarius #felix x reader #fire emblem felix #fe felix x reader #fe3h felix x reader #f!reader #fem!reader

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snakegorl212006 · 4 months

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Inspired by the latest FF16 request, the reader from our world gets their secret reviled via their journal which had old polaroid photos of their latest trip to New York before getting isekai by truck-kun.

Side Note: Your work always makes my day, thank you. Also you are amazing.

------------Clive + Jill-------------

-Clive and jill would gosp about it to themself -like if there S/o tells them that there from another world, they would gosp about what questions they should ask -Jill is less surprise then Clive for you abilities seemed odd -none of them would ever bring up the fact that you left your diary open and they just happen to find it laying around for anyone to see -your secret is safe with them

---------Joshua + Jote-----------

-jote would want to confront you about it but she doesn't want you not to trust her after peaking in your book when cleaning

-....yeah Joshua thought your diary was an actual book with a weird ending. Until he saw a page about himself

Joshua if he got caught:

-he would never admit he read it all even if you told them the truth

-he just nods his head and acts surprise about it all

-they wouldn't care that you’re from another world but would feel bad about you and how there’s a little to no chance of returning home

-they hope you find a home with them

------------Cid---------------

-would genuinely feel guilty for reading a snippet of your journal -he would admit that he saw what you wrote about your past -he feels horrible that you were taken away just like that -by a truck,he probably thinks it some beast -other then that he doesn't care that much about his lover being from another world -the hideaway is full of outcast so you just fit right in

S/o: hey cid.. I’m not from this world

Cid:

------------Benedikta----------------

-she wants to feel angry that you never told her about this -but she also feels angry that your home was strip away from you just like that -half is genuine and half is just pity -she would confront you about what was written and would ask why you never said anything -it would hurt her a lot if you hide this part of your life from her but i don’t think she would be salty about it -she has stuff from her past she would hide from you too coughpast relationships cough -I don’t think she would get rid of your journal but would prefer if you didn’t hide anything important from her

--------------Dion + Terence------------

-would NEVER tell you that they took a peak in your book -but they would also feel bad that you were taken out like that -once you tell them where you’re from, they would ask a bunch of questions -”who’s truck-kun?” -”(name of place your from) sound like a nice place” -”what’s a ‘florida man’” -” why is the sound of a clock a ‘app’” -would encourage you keep this secret as well -Terence would make sure your journal is safe and tuck away -Dion would buy you a locket for your book -both would ask you to tell them stories about your home land

--------Barnabas +Sleipnir---------------

-oh they knew from the beginning -Barnabas would find out everything about you big or small -Sleipnir would think it laughable that you would hide this from them -but they would wait for you to come clean first -sure you’re from another world big deal but that might come with a advantage -lets say the world of FF16 was the videogame we all love -if Barnabas finds out about you playing 16 , he would utilize you so his plans can succeed -you could see the future after all

---------Hugo-----------

-would look but wouldn't care to bring it up -it’s your choice if you wish to discuss your origins and at this point it doesn't matter -he loves you and would go to hell and back for you -you're from another world? Ok that’s nice what do you want for dinner -I just don’t see him caring that much -it doesn't change the way he sees you in fact it just amplifies your uniqueness

#final fantasy x reader #final fantasy 16 x reader #clive rosfield x reader #jill warrick x reader #jote x reader #benedikta harman x reader #cidolfus telamon x reader #hugo kupka x reader #barnabas tharmr x reader #sleipnir harbard x reader #joshua rosfield x reader #dion lesage x reader #terence x reader #ff16 x reader

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aces-sweetheart · 2 years

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How about some headcanons where Sylvain Felix and Dimitri are feeling shy around a female reader?

aaaaa three of my fav boys💖 the hcs are a bit short so i did some drabbles with them. thank you for your patience, i hope you like them! i did a gn!reader since there was nothing in the scenarios that would specify them as a fem!reader.

cw: gn!reader, sfw

sylvain

i can't really imagine sylvain getting shy around anyone lol

but he will get flustered around you if he truly likes you (and isn’t just physically attracted to you)

if you compliment him he'll be a bit thrown off but will quickly recover and compliment you back/flirt back with you

rather than getting shy, he gets nervous and tries to hide it shows this by being overly enthusiastic

((think his s-support scene with byleth where he says he’ll go blind if he doesn’t want him to look at other girls))

sometimes it can be too much but you know he means well

“I love your hair.” Sylvain paused at your words, leaving you to walk forward without him. You turned around in confusion to see him standing still for a moment before catching up with you. He tried to play off his reaction but you could tell he was flustered.

“I love your hair and your eyes and your outfit and your-” You cut him off with a laugh that caused him to smile sheepishly.

“Ok I get it!”

felix

it’s hard to tell when he’s shy around you since he can be very stand offish to begin with

he won’t make an effort to speak to you if he can avoid it

if he sees you, he may go as far as to turn the other way or hide at the training grounds or in his room

he’ll ignore you but you catch him very obviously staring at you a lot before he “casually” turns around like nothing happened

For once, Felix wasn’t focusing on his training. He should have been practicing the new move he learned from Byleth before the next battle but how could he when you were mere feet from him, practicing magic? Despite the fact that you two had only had a handful of conversations, he was smitten and seeing your body move and your eyes narrow in concentration as you cast spells certainly didn’t help. His brown eyes burned holes into your back. Knowing he was watching you so intensely made you so nervous your spell completely missed the target. You instinctively turned around to see if he saw the embarrassing moment but as soon as your eyes met his, he was suddenly very interested in his sword.

dimitri

dima is painfully shy around you

he really can’t hide it if he wanted too lmao

he'll be a bit awkward around you but it’s endearing

as much as he wants to talk to you and get to know you, he becomes too timid to try

so he ends up talking about mundane topics like the weather

save yourself the pain and lead the conversation/take charge please

Dimitri silently pleaded with the rest of the war council to stay in the room so he wouldn’t have to be alone with you. It wasn’t that he didn’t like you; it was actually the complete opposite. He liked you so much that he seemed to forget how to act and every potentially interesting conversation topic exited his mind until he was only left with subjects like the weather or what the dining hall was serving. Sylvain was the last to leave the room, throwing the blonde a wink and knowing smile over his shoulder as he walked out. Finally it was just the two of you alone in the meeting room. You shot him a grin and he returned it with a strained tight lipped smile.

“I hear they’re serving onion gratin soup today.” He fought the urge to cringe at his own awkwardness. It was an extremely lame attempt at small talk but judging your interested expression, you didn’t mind. You answered him by lacing your fingers with his and you leading him out the door. Pink dusted his cheeks and his eyes were wide at the sudden contact and forwardness, especially when you finally spoke.

“Why don’t we go eat together?”

#i really like how these came out ngl #fe3h x reader #3h x reader #felix hugo fraldarius x reader #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd x reader #sylvain jose gautier x reader #sylvain x reader #felix x reader #dimitri x reader #fire emblem x reader #as.fluff #as.fe3h #as.hcs #asks #anonymous #requests

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frickingnerd · 5 months

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being in a love triangle with sylvain and felix

pairing: sylvain jose gautier x gn!reader x felix hugo fraldarius

tags: love triangle, jealousy, pety felix, rivalry, flirting

it's hard to tell which one of the boys fell for you first

sylvain was the one who started flirting with you first, but he wasn't really serious about it right away

felix on the other hand never seemed to change much around you, even after falling in love with you, making it hard to know when exactly he realized his feelings for you

though there is one thing that starts to show that he's in love with you: he tries to keep you away from sylvain!

felix worries that you might end up falling for sylvain and tries to avoid you and the red head running into each other

of course, this only intrigues sylvain as he starts to notice it, suggesting that felix might be crushing on you and keeping you away from him for that reason

though when felix denies that he has feelings for you, sylvain starts to assume you're the one who's in love with him, which only piques his interest

he starts to seek you out more, flirting with you every chance he gets and before he knows it, sylvain fell for you as well

it takes the two boys a while to realize they both love you and once they do, it gets a little awkward between them

both suggest the other one should have you, but both deny as well. in the end, they settle on fighting for you and the better one wins!

sylvain continues his usual flirting with you, often taking you on dates as well, while felix attempts to have more time with you than sylvain, without actually having to call it a date or admit to his feelings

felix also likes to play dirty, telling you small lies like "sylvain won't be joining us today" so he'll have you to himself or he'll cover your eyes when sylvain is does something impress during training, to prevent you from seeing it

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divinitysmuse · 20 days

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Good Luck, Babe! by Chappell Roan is Celia St. James and Evelyn Hugo coded, you can't change my mind.

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...KIM MINJI É MEU GRANDE AMOR

Jiu x Fem!Reader

Gênero: Friends to lovers, sáficozinho lindo, agnst

W.C: 4K (VALE A PENA EU JURO)

ᏪNotas: Ultimamente tá sendo difícil escrever KKKKK (ovo ir de camisa de saudade eterna) masss eu lembrei dessa aqui que escrevi a um tempo atrás para o spirit, e como AMO ela, resolvi que seria uma boa hora para traze-la para cá também!!! Espero muito que gostem, e uma boa leitura meus amores ♡

Ps: Obrigada Evelyn Hugo que me deu inspiração para essa história ♡

Ps²: Escutem dreamcatcher.

Você sempre hesitava em tomar seu cappuccino toda vez que a garçonete o depositava sobre sua mesa, seus dedos deslizavam pela alça de cerâmica, girando a pequena xícara branca, o barulho do atrito sobre o pires da peça ocultado pelo falatório animado de Nabi a sua frente. Você permaneceu focada na conversa com a amiga, um sorriso sincero estampando seu rosto vez ou outra, por mais que estivesse exausta dos ensaios da coreografia de mais cedo.

— Daí eu reencontrei ele! — Nabi contava animada sobre o garoto qual reencontrou na estação de trem, a jovem fez uma careta após bebericar seu café ainda extremamente quente, o seu oposto.

Talvez você sempre hesitasse demais, e Nabi, de menos.

— Eu não acredito — Você riu levando uma das mãos até a boca, se afastando de seu cappuccino — Parece cena de filme — Apesar da fama de suas músicas, era sempre a vida agitada de sua amiga e empresária que lhe animava, saciando qualquer desejo de histórias românticas que pudesse vir a ter.

Talvez você fosse ótima em ouvir histórias de amor, e Nabi, de vivê-las.

— E você? — Murmurou Nabi, apoiando os cotovelos sobre a mesa, seus cabelos loiros balançando em sentido da brisa fresca que entrava na cafeteria favorita da dupla, singela, discreta, rústica, tudo que precisavam em meio a agitação da rotina — Nada para me contar? Eu sei, eu sei — Interveio antes que pudesse dizer qualquer coisa — Você é uma artista, não pode ter relações amorosas no momento, precisa focar na carreira solo e blá-blá-blá — Ela se afastou novamente — Mas não acha que isso pode ser por conta do Taewoo, hm? Ficou com o coração partido sem o seu grande amor — Nabi sussurrou em lamentos, fantasiando a trágica história de sua amiga e seu primeiro namorado.

Que, na verdade, não havia nada de tão trágico assim.

Que, na verdade, nem ao menos era o seu grande amor.

Finalmente levantou sua xícara, sentindo o gosto forte e adocicado da bebida escura descer por sua garganta, você já havia escutado dizer que as pessoas podiam começar a diminuir os níveis de açúcar no café conforme os anos avançavam, mas igual a ti, qual cada vez mais doce desejava a bebida, era novidade para muitos. Você observou o desenho bagunçado na superfície do cappuccino por algum tempo, raciocinando o discurso proferido pela amiga a sua frente, suas mãos não tremiam e seus lábios ainda estavam úmidos, mas mesmo assim sentiu a necessidade de colocar a xícara novamente sobre um local seguro.

Você não era apenas hesitante quanto acabar ou não com trabalhos feitos em bebidas, mas também sobre seus sentimentos. A "solista" esperava que os ignorando pudesse mantê-los escondidos, intactos, como o desenho florido no café, mas, no fundo sabia que o líquido uma hora esfriaria, mesmo que demorasse, uma hora se tornaria inconsumível, estragado, e alguém precisaria fazer algo.

Uma hora seus sentimentos transbordariam, e você precisaria fazer algo.

Você tinha medo deles já terem transbordado há muito tempo, e não ter sido capaz nem ao menos de reserva-los em outro recipiente.

— Nabi — Chamou delicadamente.

Não era a primeira vez que a amiga de longa data tentava entrar naquele assunto, e também não era a primeira vez que se sentia incomodada com aquilo, na verdade, talvez aquela ferida fosse cutucada tão profundamente que já havia até mesmo deixado de ser um incômodo e tivesse se tornado alguma outra coisa. Toda vez que Nabi tentava adentrar o seu passado, você se sentia mais e mais frustrada pelas escolhas que tomou em sua vida, não arrependida, afinal, foram suas decisões que lhe fizeram ter o grande nome qual tinha hoje em dia, mas de fato, frustrada.

Você podia ter tentado um pouco mais, podia ter procurado outros meios, podia ter falado alguma outra coisa.

Podia ter falado algo.

O café ainda estava mais quente do que deveria quando você deu o segundo gole, uma novidade para acompanhar a nova motivação que a cada dia que passava crescia mais sobre o peito, como o nível de açúcar em suas bebidas amargas. Seu peito subiu e desceu em um suspiro profundo, apesar de não estar de fato nervosa com a situação, e se inclinou para a frente, suas madeixas tentando se soltar de trás de sua orelha, atraída pela mesma brisa qual tocou Nabi minutos atrás.

— Taewoo não é meu grande amor.

Taewoo era sem dúvidas o seu primeiro amor, mas não o maior deles, e diferente do que imaginaria que sentiria ao confessar aquilo para alguém, seu peito foi atingido com uma sensação extremamente leve com o início da revelação.

— Então quem é? — Nabi questionou surpresa, também se inclinando para a frente, como quem estivesse assistindo o maior filme de suspense de todos os tempos — Quem foi seu grande amor?

Talvez o sorriso mais bonito que você já tenha dado, e irá dar em toda sua vida, tivesse surgido naquele momento.

Pela primeira vez gostou do medo que cresceu em sua barriga, e desejou até mesmo gritar aquela informação.

— Kim MinJi — Respondeu sem enrolação, desejando tirar o atraso de anos qual já havia tido — Kim MinJi foi meu grande amor.

Fora impossível que as lembranças, tão bem guardadas no fundo, de seu cérebro, invadissem sua mente naquele momento.

O chão gélido de metal da escadaria sem dúvidas não era o local mais confortável o qual poderia ter escolhido para se sentar, considerando que o seu dormitório ficava literalmente um lance de escadas acima. Já era tarde, as luzes do prédio haviam sido apagadas como de costume, pela pequena janela atrás de si, na plataforma de curva da escada, apenas um pequeno vislumbre da luz da lua iluminava suas mãos. Você observou o líquido amarelado na garrafa de vidro que carregava, sua cabeça encostada de maneira desconfortável do corrimão metálico ao seu lado, a dança descompassada que a bebida fazia contida em suas amarras transparentes prendendo toda sua atenção. Você sentia que sempre soube o que queria fazer com a sua vida, determinada no sonho de se tornar uma cantora de sucesso, assim como as diversas idols que, por qualquer tela a qual ela tivesse a disponibilidade de utilizar, acabavam com seus dias nublados, dando um rumo para o destino incerto da jovem solitária, sabia que não precisava de mais nada a não ser o conforto que a conquista poderia lhe trazer, apesar de vez ou outra dar espaço para algum outro sentimento lhe dominar. Entretanto, naquele momento, quando a coisa mais bela que conseguiu enxergar foi o reluzir da noite diante o vidro espesso em suas mãos, já não teve mais tanta certeza daquilo.

Sabia mesmo o que queria fazer com a sua vida?

— Ei — Uma voz ecoou pelo vazio da entrada, os passos aproximando-se lentamente, sutis, quase como se tivessem medo de poder ser ouvidos, apesar da dona daquela ação sem dúvidas não possuir tal medo.

— MinJi — Você respondeu brincando com a sonoridade do nome em sua boca.

— O que você está fazendo? — A morena questionou, sentando-se ao seu lado, que permanecia com sua cabeça repousada no corrimão, suas madeixas vez ou outra balançavam pelos leves movimentos feitos.

— Eu estou na fossa — Explicou simplista, finalmente arrumando sua postura, suas pernas levemente separadas, a mão que ainda segurava a cerveja suspensa entre elas — Acho que é isso que se faz quando se termina.

Ela não havia certeza se queria fazer aquilo.

— Você e o Taewoo terminaram? — MinJi questionou, levando uma das mãos até a boca, em uma resposta exagerada.

Você apenas balançou sua cabeça positivamente em resposta.

— Por quê? — A jovem indagou novamente.

Por que você estava confusa.

— Porque não posso namorar agora, se quiser crescer nessa empresa — A resposta pareceu perfeitamente correta ao sair pelos seus lábios dentristecidos, apesar de, no fundo, um aperto no peito continuar lhe incomodando, como se desejasse buscar o real motivo daquilo.

Sua carreira seria o único motivo?

Você sempre soube tudo que queria, mas agora, sentia como se não soubesse mais nada.

Nem sabia se estava realmente triste por terminar.

— Oh — A jovem exclamou, não achando melhores palavras para dizer. Você viu de soslaio quando seus olhos desceram até a garrafa em suas mãos — Olha, eu não acho que encher a cara vai resolver alguma coisa, além de que se te pegarem...

— Eu não bebo — Você retrucou novamente, fazendo com que agora uma feição confusa fosse posta em sua direção.

Ousou, após todo aquele tempo de diálogo, olhar para a amiga de longa data preocupada ao seu lado, apesar de uma ação simplista, sentiu como se tivesse levado anos até o momento que seus olhos cruzaram-se com os dela, sentiu seu coração bater mais forte uma única vez, quase deixando escapar o restante de sua fala para um lugar longe demais para que pudesse alcançar novamente.

— Não tem álcool — Explicou levantando a cerveja em mãos — Eu não bebo nada alcoólico — Aquela expressão de confusão insistiu em permanecer sobre a jovem ao seu lado — É sério! — Confirmou novamente — Experimenta — Pediu estendendo a garrafa de vidro para a amiga, que apenas começou a rir com a ação.

— Eu acredito em você — Confessou em meio a um riso, baixo, delicado, mas, ao mesmo tempo, tão cheio de vida que até mesmo as paredes quiseram se aproximar para desfrutar melhor daquilo — Você sabe que não precisa me provar nada.

Você não sabia fazer aquilo, a vida inteira teve que provar algo para as pessoas.

Mas realmente, nunca precisou provar nada para MinJi.

Logo a mais alta cessou seu riso, olhando gentilmente para a garota apática ao lado, ela inclinou seu corpo levemente para frente, pegando a garrafa de suas mãos. O silêncio adentrou o ambiente lentamente, sendo depositado em um pedido da noite escura e densa que cercava os dormitórios, totalmente acatado apenas no momento em que os dedos de MinJi esbarraram sutilmente nos seus, disparando um arrepio que, apesar de não poder ler mentes, soube que havia afetado ambas. Vocês não sabiam dizer em que ponto aquilo havia começado, talvez sempre houvesse sido difícil dizer o que acontecia entre as duas, entre aquela sensação tão confortável e íntima que lhes carregava, chegando a ser assustadora.

A questão era que tanto você quanto MinJi eram ótimas em ignorar certas coisas.

— Vem, vamos subir — Chamou MinJi, levantando-se em um pulo, seu rosto marcado pelo sorriso amigável que normalmente trazia consigo — Já está tarde — Informou, estendendo sua mão.

Você não aceitou aquele ato gentil, ignorando a mão a sua frente quando se levantou com a ajuda da firmeza do corrimão, seu toque ecoou pelo objeto metálico, e o som do líquido escorrendo pela garrafa de vidro foi audível pela última vez segundos depois, quando a garota ignorada lhe tomou de suas mãos e deu o último gole que restava.

— Não entendo o sentido de tomar cerveja sendo que nem o álcool tem — Comentou, seu pé alcançando o primeiro degrau, acompanhando o seu — Ela só fica amarga.

— É só para ter um foco — Confessou, distraída pelos degraus abaixo de si, você sempre teve medo de tropeçar naquela escadaria.

Você sempre teve medo de cair.

— Então... — MinJi começou, sua voz abaixando uma oitava conforme se aproximavam dos quartos — Como foi, sabe, o papo entre você e o Taewoo?

— Foi tranquilo — Respondeu, sentindo pela primeira vez cem por cento de verdade em sua fala — A gente tá de boa.

Taewoo continuaria ocupando um espaço sobre seu peito, aquilo era verídico, o garoto havia sido seu primeiro amor, e acima disso tudo, um amigo qual pode contar. Talvez por isso não estivesse tão entristecida pelo fato de terem se separado.

— Entendi — Murmurou MinJi.

Seus pés finalmente alcançaram o andar superior, o qual após uma pequena curva, logo revelou um longo corredor branco, suas paredes em um tom gélido, apesar das luzes apagadas. As portas metálicas como o corrimão, pintadas no mesmo tom claro do resto do ambiente, fechadas, silenciadas pelo cansaço das demais trainees do local.

O resto da curta caminhada não lhes causou mais nenhum diálogo, confortadas pelo sossego do momento enquanto se dirigiam em direção a seus aposentos. O seu quarto ficava quase ao final do corredor, sendo ultrapassado apenas por de sua amiga, que se encontrava na última porta.

— Ah! — Um grito imprevisível foi solto por MinJi quando chegaram em seu destino.

O som rápido não parecia ter feito grande efeito no local, apesar da mais baixa ter dado um pulo tão involuntário quanto o ato. Fora o tilintar do vidro se chocando com o chão que pareceu ressoar por mais tempo, adentrando os ouvidos das duas de maneira incômoda.

Você se abaixou agilmente, sentindo sua visão ficar turva por alguns segundos com a ação, coisa a qual ignorou, buscando apenas parar a estridência da garrafa, ato o qual MinJi também teve a ideia, descendo seu corpo sincronizadamente com a amiga, suas mãos tocaram-se sobre o material gélido, o choque de mais cedo multiplicando-se em uma quantidade impossível de se contar.

— O que foi? — Você questionou, preocupada demais com a garota a sua frente para notar qualquer outra coisa.

— Barata — Foi tudo o que ela respondeu.

— Barata? — Perguntou novamente, olhando rapidamente para trás de si, em busca do tal inseto em meio a escuridão.

— Sim! — Choramingou, relembrando a cena de segundos atrás, quase como se pudesse senti-lá — Ela entrou no quarto do lado.

— Eu sabia que esse lugar não era um dos mais luxuosos — Comentou, agora levando seu olhar até a porta mostrada por MinJi — Bem, acho que uma das garotas daqui vai ter uma surpresa quando acordar.

Foi impossível para você evitar que um riso soprado escapasse de seus lábios ao imaginar a cena, coisa a qual desencadeou na amiga ao lado uma nova sequência de risos, contagiando todo o seu corpo que se controlava para segurar a risada também. Você voltou a encarar a jovem a sua frente, seu corpo finalmente recobrando os sentidos, apreciando a macieis de seu toque sobre sua mão, que permanecia imóvel acima do objeto vazio, um toque tão suave que parecia até mesmo estar sendo tocada pelas nuvens, apesar de ser apenas ao observar o rosto de MinJi que realmente se sentisse estar ao alcance de alguma delas, seus olhos levemente fechados devido ao grande sorriso posto em seus lábios, seus cabelos longos balançando vez ou outra pela forma como seu corpo tremia pela risada descontrolada, talvez se você pudesse escolher qualquer lugar existente na fase da terra para morar, escolhesse morar exatamente naquela expressão da jovem, tão alegre quanto se não possuísse nenhum problema em sua vida.

O corpo de MinJi pareceu sofrer do mesmo choque de sentidos que o seu, segundos depois, o sorriso tão hipnotizante lentamente sumindo de seu rosto, seus olhos voltando a se abrir, mostrando suas íris acastanhadas, a imensidão do tom de café forte recebendo um brilho distante, apesar de sua face agora possuir uma feição seria, focada na garota a sua frente.

Ela chamou por você, sua voz doce, arrastada, o nome escapando de seus lábios como uma das melhores melodias que já havia escutado, impossível de se encontrar alguém que pudesse pronuncia-lo tão perfeitamente.

— Sim? — Você murmurou em reflexo, sua voz quase não conseguindo sair de suas cordas vocais.

— Tem outro jeito de achar outra coisa para pensar — MinJi informou em um sussurro, citando a conversa que tiveram minutos atrás.

Fora impossível impedir que seu corpo se inclinasse para frente após aquele comentário, seus olhos tão fixos nos da morena agora intercalando entre ele e seus lábios avermelhados, a sombra da noite não sendo o suficiente para impedir que pudesse decorar cada pequeno detalhe.

Talvez houvesse uma coisa a qual tivesse certeza que queria no momento.

Você queria muito ela.

— Me mostra então — Pediu no mesmo tom anasalado que a garota, sua respiração misturando-se lentamente com a dela, a medida que também inclinou-se para frente.

Não houve muito tempo para se pensar após aquela abertura, MinJi apenas tratou de romper os poucos centímetros que as separavam, nem ao menos questionando o fato de estarem do lado de fora dos dormitórios, aquilo não importava, nada era capaz de ser importante o suficiente para superar o desejo que foi cessado quando seus lábios se tocaram. Você retirou sua mão de cima da garrafa, arrastando-a até o pescoço da garota, ela sentiu o corpo dela se arrepiar quando a deslizou dali até seu rosto, acariciando sua bochecha, garantindo de maneira sutil que não iria se afastar. Uma das mãos de MinJi também quiseram ter aquela certeza, agarrando-se a sua nuca, brincando com seus cabelos levemente emaranhados. Os joelhos de ambas repousavam sobre o chão gélido do corredor, mas quando o seu corpo avançou um pouco mais para frente, o contato foi ainda mais forte, entregando-se ao beijo lento e demorado.

Os lábios de MinJi eram macios, sedosos, como se sua boca estivesse tocando uma pétala de rosa recém colhida, talvez a garota fosse realmente como a flor, qual você tinha medo de se ferir nos espinhos, mas estava hipnotizada demais em sua beleza para negar o encontro.

MinJi era bela por dentro e por fora, enquanto você talvez fosse um mero cravo que crescia escondido no canteiro florido.

Você inclinou sua cabeça, a mão da garota repousando próxima a sua orelha, lhe chamando para mais perto, lhe implorando para se aproximar mais, apesar da física não permitir tal ação. Era difícil desvendar o sabor de seus lábios, uma mistura que brincava como as diversas cores as quais uma flor poderia ter, quando suas bocas se afastaram suavemente, recuperando o ar que nem ao menos parecia importar no momento, você precisou, após alguns segundos lhe provar novamente, suas línguas em uma dança coreografada como as sementes que voavam com o vento, procurando um novo lugar para florescer. Também sentiu algo florescer dentro de si quando encontrou o sabor de morango perdido entre tantos outros, era isso, não eram cerejas, tutti-frutti, hortelã, seus lábios tinham um gosto suave de morango, não daqueles do mercado, mas os colhidos na hora nas plantações, um sabor refrescante, viciante. O perfume adocicado de MinJi entrou por suas narinas quando também elevou seu corpo, o toque da garota agora passando por sua cintura, sua mão apertando levemente a região, lhe prendendo junto a si. Mais uma vez, sentiu medo de se machucar com os espinhos quando seu corpo arrepiou-se com o toque.

Você nunca havia beijado uma garota antes, e não era naquele momento que chegaria naquela conclusão, mas logo teria tempo para descrever tal ato. Era diferente do toque dos homens os quais já se envolveu, apesar de considerar ambos bons, o toque feminino, o toque de MinJi, lhe deixava nas nuvens, suas mãos eram tão macias em seu corpo, seu chamado, apesar de firme, era gentil, frágil, quase como se tivesse medo de machucar alguma de suas pétalas, seu beijo se encaixava perfeitamente no dela.

Apesar da demora daquela ação, daquelas carícias, quando se separaram, você encarou a amiga como se não tivesse tido tempo suficiente, quase como se aqueles minutos tivessem tido a velocidade de apenas alguns segundos, a duração curta demais para percorrer todo aquele novo jardim.

Apesar da rapidez daquela ação, daquelas carícias, em uma velocidade mais lenta o seu cérebro finalmente processou tudo que havia acontecido, o seu olhar sobre a garota a sua frente, de tão entregue perante a rosa se tornou surpreso, assustado, percebendo os espinhos quais havia se enfiado.

Você havia acabado de beijar uma garota, havia acabado de beijar a garota qual estava lhe deixando tão confusa ultimamente, e diferente do que queria que acontecesse, havia gostado.

Estava amarrada pelas voltas que aquele caule dava em torno de si. Estava em um belíssimo apuro, sem precedentes do que viria para o futuro.

Quando você pareceu recobrar a consciência, com seu corpo voltando a sentir o ambiente a seu redor, seu cérebro retornando lentamente ao presente, como quem acabava de descer de um voo, a expressão cômica de Nabi foi a primeira coisa a lhe trazer verdadeiramente para o presente, seus lábios boquiabertos, as sobrancelhas levemente erguidas, os olhos arregalados, em um grande exagero. Sabia que Nabi não a julgaria, sabia que, apesar da mulher amar qualificar qualquer coisa a sua frente, quando se tratava de seus sentimentos, ela jamais faria aquilo.

Nabi apenas garantia que você jamais guardasse para si coisas que a machucassem, e considerando o brilho nos olhos os quais a morena tinha após se lembrar de seu grande amor, estava óbvio que MinJi não era uma delas.

Na verdade, talvez fosse você que machucasse MinJi.

— Eu não acredito — Nabi exclamou após algum tempo, suas mãos agora sobre a mesa a sua frente, pressionadas sobre o material, como se estivesse prestes a embarcar em uma aventura de uma montanha-russa — E então? O que aconteceu? — Questionou afobada — Pelo que eu saiba, você e a “Jiu”, em uma época, sempre eram vistas juntas, como melhores amigas, mas já faz — A garota ponderou um pouco — Uns quatro anos? Que estão afastadas — As palavras saiam rapidamente de sua boca, repassando em sua mente toda a história da amiga, como se dizer aqueles murmúrios fosse mera penalidade pela agilidade de seus pensamentos — O que aconteceu?

Você não teve coragem de amá-la.

Você apenas tinha coragem para ser egoísta.

— Eu não tive coragem de amar ela — Suas cordas vocais pronunciaram pela primeira vez, talvez em sua vida toda, a verdade oculta em sua mente.

— E agora?

— Agora eu tenho — Informou, seus olhos deslizando lentamente para o celular a sua frente. Ela desbloqueou a tela do dispositivo, buscando sua lista telefônica, a qual rapidamente encontrou o número de MinJi ainda guardado da mesma maneira, o coração flutuando a sua frente, como se nunca tivesse tido forças o suficiente para retira-lo, apesar de não saber nem ao menos se ela ainda utilizava tal contato.

— Então o que vai fazer? — Nabi questionou novamente, sua fala ansiosa, diante, do que considerou, a maior obra literária que já viu em sua vida.

Nabi adorava dramas em um romance, enquanto você detestava o gênero, de qualquer forma.

— Eu não sei — Confessou, uma surpresa para as duas garotas solitárias na grande cafeteria, você sempre sabia o que fazer.

Mas nunca soube o que fazer quando se tratava de MinJi.

— Ter coragem não é o suficiente às vezes — Você prosseguiu — Amar — Uma risada sem humor saiu soprada pelos seus lábios — Amar sem dúvidas não é o suficiente — Seus olhos se estristeceram, ainda fixos nos dígitos do contato em seu celular — Eu apenas baguncei a vida dela Nabi, e depois dei o fora.

Você não havia certeza se conseguiria completar aquela frase.

— Às vezes, o melhor que podemos fazer é ficar longe. MinJi está melhor longe de mim.

MinJi estava melhor sem você.

— M-mas — Nabi gaguejou, preocupada, e talvez até mesmo levemente indignada — Amor e coragem são o primeiro passo de muita coisa, não acha? — Questionou — Quer dizer, eles não são tudo, é verdade, mas te fazem... Tentar — Incentivou a amiga — Então, o que você vai fazer?

Você não conseguiria lhe responder aquilo agora.

— Bem — Murmurou, sorrindo para a loira a sua frente, seus olhos finalmente desprendendo-se da tela do celular, um sorriso gentil surgindo em seus lábios, apesar da tristeza que carregava consigo — Vou terminar de tomar o meu café — Completou, fazendo a amiga jogar seu corpo, antes tão atento, quase deitado sobre a mesa, para trás, repousando novamente para sobre o encosto da cadeira.

Agora o seu cappuccino já estava frio demais.

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