#i am praying to the gods of gay dont make him see this

[catholicdogxxx]

every single thought i had abt one piece live action

alvida is so hot im praying when she comes back she’ll have the slip slip fruit and still be fat please god.

introducing zoro with baroque works instead of with helmeppo was fucking genius, and mr 7’s redesign is pique. and the gore of zoro killing mr 7? sets a great fucking precedence.

binks brew playing in the background of the flash back where luffy eats his fruit >>>>>

i want a copy of nami’s book as merch

i love the little homage to the original of luffy planning to just fly in

having luffy be there for the scene with helmeppo and rika >>>>

ive said it once ill say it a thousand times how do they manage to make zoro even gayer. ill never get over the whimpering caption with helmeppo just crawling on the ground.

nami girlboss girlslaying even

zoro you cryptic little gay freak “then he owes me money” “didnt wanna make a mess”

im mad they didnt make captain morgan tell helmeppo he didnt beat him as a kid is bc he’s too pathetic to hit.

captain “we should be working for the same team” morgan. bro you are an elder fag preying on a young gay man. THE SHOULDER TOUCH???

roronoa “i kinda got my own thing going on” zoro

“7 days? i could catch up on my sleep”

“when i get down from here, you’ll be the one begging.” MY GOD YOU FAG

tag urself im the bead of sweat in zoros eyebrow

“get lost”

“i am.. lost”

“heyhey no. dont do that.”

my god nami’s actress is perfect the body language, tone of voice, its so accurate to how she was pre joining strawhats. and GOD her facial expressions in her first fight scene w luffy…

zoro almost dipping then deciding he wants to fight lmao i love it

“arent you that drunk from the bar?”

“glad i made an impression.”

morgan you didnt capture shit

inaki did a great job making luffy still look animated.

zoro cutting helmeppos hair is so fucking funny

garp knew exactly who it was when he first got that call

buggy youre sitting like SUCH a slut

buggy loves talking abt shanks like he’s an ex boyfriend

i wanna see what else buggy can do

zoro definitely had sex with cabaji and then killed his brother

i could watch yasopp shoot people all day

shanks casting is so well done im obsessed with the fact that none of the characters are the conventionally attractive roblox looking types

also the timing of luffy being drowned and the flashback to shanks saving him… timed perfectly great depiction of ptsd. same thing with zoros flashbacks.

“why gonna rob the place blind?”

“at least a little blurry”

i love the wlw mlm solidarity with nami and zoro, oh my god the scene of them getting dressed and nami picking out a shirt for him??? obsessed.

zoros pink ass drink

FUNKY BAR MIRROR BALL???

“arlonggg babyyyy”

“you dont think she like. like likes me do you?”

i love the way the meowmin twins move when theyre fighting in the stairwell

luffy grinning like a freak through kuros blades :333 and then the fucking thumbs up

luffys look to nami when kaya says they have a ship

damn they really just fucking murked merry

“they do know im the captain right?”

“let them have this one”

“we are” playing while they leave syrup village im obsessed

nami laughing for probably the first time in years at usopp and luffy fighting over who’s the captain

i could write an essay about the fear in garps eyes in that flashback (im going to)

“which way is port?”

“the left!”

“neverrrrrrr!”

“fine ya brat have it yer wae”

garp laughing bc he’s actually invested in his job again

the camera lense while luffy is smelling the baratie is fucking hilarious

“add food to the equation and suddenly he knows how to navigate”

ive said it once i’ll say it a thousand times inaki does a great fucking job making luffy still look animated

ill never get over sanji’s accent its so fucking fan indulgent

the little angry kick after he puts em on the fucking ground

“welcome to our shitty restaurant where the only thing worse than the ambiance is the food. my name is sanji what can i get for you?”

“any drinks one of our signature cocktails to help you choke down your meal?”

“apologies madam didnt see you there. would you care for an apéritif to start?”

sanji is such a freak oh my god i love him

zoro pointing it out is so fan indulgent

zoro grinning like an idiot when nami says “i need a drink”

im obsessed with usopps fishbowl

sanji’s smile talking about the all blue WAHHHH

i love live action sanji cooking

his fucking theme playing oh my god

zoro and nami comparing usopp to a sea slug

“i had friends”

“swords dont count”

“i had one friend”

“hell one more than i have”

zoro you fucking freak

why is he standing like that fucking fag

“because youre my friend you idiot” NAMI WAHHHHHHHH

zeff is so hot omfg

sanji’s desperate baby scream breaks my heart

i really like they went using with the original manga plotline for sanji’s backstory

“id eat both arms and legs to save zoros life”

putting buggy in the bag is so fucking funny

that zoom in on sanji yelling “zeff” what was that

god i love sanji and zeffs fight

zoro waking up scene is fucking adorable

zoro you fucking devoted freak i love you

ill never get over sanji’s theme

“the only thing i wanna hear from you is dinner specials”

baby nami is perfectly cast

BLACK NOJIKO BLACK NOJIKO

buggys body pinned up at arlongs base lmfao

“arlong has bled us dry”

“then find more blood”

i love helmeppo sitting like that lmao

bellemere’s death scene always makes me tear up jesus christ

“i thought itd take a lot more liquor to bring out your mutinous side.”

why was arlongs speech edited like that oh my god

“of course i will” makes me tear up every fucking time

nami drawing her maps in fucking blood is such great symbolism

“you look tired, maybe you should take a break”

“maybe you ought to get back in the kitchen”

“quit screwing around! luffy needs us!”

“you just got here you dont know what luffy needs.”

“i know he needs my cooking.”

“putting two slices of bread together?”

telling buggy to shut up in unison lmao

“im gonna get outta here.” while flipping them off

“fucking clown.”

USOPP EXPLODING STAR U GOAT

“i get it zeff was mean to you boohoo”

“you dont ever badmouth nami.”

“now youve done it.”

god i love taz skylar

“all great fighters call out there finishing moves”

“yeah youre gonna fit in just fine.”

SANJI WANTING TO HUG NAMI AND HER RUNNING PAST LMFAO

“back for seconds must have liked it.”

“at least i dont need 3 swords to prove im a man.”

garp jus beating the shit out of luffy

nami hitting nezumi >>>>>

god i fucking love nami talking at bellemeres grave

“i know what it means to fight for your family.”

luffy’s reaction to his bounty im in love

koby what was that gay ass look you want to kiss luffy so bad dont you

“be a good marine.”

“be a good pirate.”

luffy mimicking his poster

god i love makino

kaya with a different tea looking healthy 😭

luffy’s bounty up under employee of the month

BUGGY AND ALVIDA BUGGY AND ALVIDA BUGGY AND ALVIDA

god i love garp

helmeppo learning to be swordsman :33

“maybe the old chef was right. it id your turn.”

“i can still take you.” not in a fight…

their jolly roger 🥺🥺🥺

[cwcthzl]

okay for some reason, talking about my date feels less vulnerable on here than on discord. probably the anonymity even though i know im not really anonymous. so. random little things from my date with farmer enby:

- they told me that they tried on like half of their clothes before landing on the outfit they wore. which is just- 1. i didn’t know that was a thing people who dress masc even do. 2. makes me think they wanted to look nice to see me so i’m gonna scream into my pillow

- this was my first time seeing them wear makeup and they looked really cute with it!! also i feel like they’re better at makeup than me which seems unfair

- i was worried that because we were going to a cafe, the date was gonna be pretty short but i didn’t get home until 4 hours after we met up (and they drove me home)

- they are a really good driver and they even offered to help me practice driving. when i told them im working toward my license, they started telling me everything they were doing when driving so i could learn

- their special interest is hippos and we went into this like hobby store and when there were animal things, they told me to look for hippos. and we’re about to leave and we see all these animal figures and there’s a hippo. so i tell them if the hippo is less than ten dollars, ill buy it for them. and they tell me that if i buy them the hippo, they’ll kiss me. and rasc, i would have spent my whole bank account on that hippo when they said that

- they talked a lot about their little cousin, who they live with, and it was so cute seeing how much they love him and care for him. which already knew but still. they’re probably going to go as a pokemon trainer for halloween because he’s making them

- i mentioned i never do anything for halloween anymore and they brought up the idea of me coming to take their cousin trick or treating. i hope that happens.

- i am so gay. like. so so gay. they are so cute im gonna cry

- we talked about when we realized we were queer and first crushes and all that and they kept making me laugh and i just

- and then when they drove me home and dropped me off, i did get that kiss. it was a short peck but it was my first kiss in a year so im just. ahh!!

anyway, i really hope they actually like me romantically because i like them so much. but even if they don’t want to continue romantically, i really like being their friend so. yeah

- deb

you are such a pussy i actually feel bad for you

- ?????THAT IS LITERALLY FUCKHNG FLIRTING HELLO I SAY THAT SHIT TO EVERY ONE OF MY TALKING STAGES WHEN I WANT TGEM TO KNOW I WANNA LOOK GOOD FOR THEM

- im not surprised i am pretty sure even i (ME) am better at makeup than you

- god coffee dates.... such dykes

- DAMN

- one of the lamest gay flirting tactics ive ever seen oh my god get yourselves fucking dignity

- AHADJAGXJ

- dont get your hopes up chat but it will be SO cute uf it really happens

- ew

- i'm pretty you have a lame ass sense of humor so. i feel bad for them. god knows what made your dwarf ass laugh

- LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOO

dude if you really end up being just friends you will probably kill yourself bc of all that one sided/flirty friends/general fuckass situation from liking your friend so we PRAY that doesn't happen

[tiktaalic]

i dont feel the "misha collins prays to god to make him bisexual" jokes cause: 1. in my heart i am a misha sympethizer (sorry) and 2. i used to pray to god to make me a lesbian(double sorry). did not work so far. but objectively it is a very funny joke though

Misha collins literally has a career built upon the backs of lesbians who liked to see him make sad gay European eyes and yet he cannot give back a fraction of said career’s wealth to said lesbians. And yet he calls himself an ally. Curious!

[spnshameblog]

I'm sure someone has already talked about this, but ive been in firm denial this past half year and ive only now really thought about what this ending means and its hysterical lmao.

So we have cas, who is without any doubt the third lead at this point, dramatically confess his love to dean, one of the two Main characters, and then castiel seemingly dies.

In any normal show this would mean that castiel is gone for sure and they just buried a gay, but considering spn's history with characters staying dead, its pretty unlikely we wont see the third lead again, especially after such a dramatic confession and when there are still two entire episodes left. Its just common sense.

So then shit happens, they defeat god, we are explicitly reminded on multiple occassions that castiel is not there at the moment and that dean very much wants him back and that god probably has the power to get him back. Anyways Jack, castiels son who is also sad about cas not being there, becomes god and then just leaves, seemingly without resurrecting cas.

Time goes on, five months if we are ready to believe that, and the boys return to their normal (?) life of hunting, however we see that the boys are making Plans for a life after hunting. They very briefly mention cas and Jack, no mention of the confession and seemingly no Plans to contact/rescue either of them, despite it being EXPLICITLY POSSIBLE TO DO SO.

Dean then dies on a lame ass hunt that contradicts information established as early as season 1 (how the fuck are Vamp mimes in the journal when John didnt even know Vampires existed). Neither sam nor dean choose to pray to cas or Jack to save dean from dying.

Dean dies and meets bobby in heaven. Bobby tells him that Jack apparently rescued cas from the empty and has been there. That entire. Time. While dean obviously thought he was dead. Five months. After confessing his love for him. He didnt check in with him once, dean didnt ask Jack about cas and cas didnt come down to earth that entire time.

So now dean goes on a drive that, going by sam's appearance on his deathbed, goes on for approximately 100 years and in that time he doesnt meet up with anyone, including castiel, who is confirmed to be in heaven and DIED to save dean after confessing his feelings.

This is absolutely ridiculous and its exactly what tptb want us to believe happened.

Im honestly curious how people who dont actively repress the memory of the finale interpret this. Is dean so deeply homophobic that hes actually glad cas died so he doesnt have to see the queer Angel ever again? Is cas embarrassed by showing his entire emotional ass and is actively avoiding dean? Is jack keeping cas from seeing dean? HOW are you making this make sense, im fucking stumped, how am i even supposed to accept this as canon? Its so bad hkvjvgjbj

[css1992]

could u do more high school au's pls? I was thinking maybe rich popular peter who seems untouchable and then grungy tony who just doesnt care for appearances and hes been pining after peter his whole school life

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could u make it so that tony is rich and everyone knows it but he just doesn't care about his money and doesnt act rich so it's one of those things that u know but dont acknowledge. also if tony's daddy issues made an appearance id be so happy ty.

I’m so sorry for the delay, but I really do hope this scratches your itch! 

***

He had that sort of beauty that almost hurt to look at. So pure and soft. Pink cheeks, small eyes that squinted when he laughed – which was often –; brown, wavy hair, so shiny and silky-looking; thin, pink lips, always stretched in a smile. He had the most beautiful smile Tony had ever seen, too. Honest and wide, happy.

He was never alone. Of course he wasn’t. He was too magnetic, there were always people drawn to his light, following him around, laughing at his jokes, making him laugh in return. Everyone seemed to want a piece of him, a scrap of his attention. And he, being the lovely human being that he was, made room for anyone who wished to bask in his light.

Jocks liked him. Peter was great at team sports, he was light on his feet and good with his hands. He wasn’t in any teams, though, claimed he didn’t have the time, but he was always picked first in P.E. group activities. Tony knew, watched him at practice way too often – from a distance, of course, as he did his stretches and sit-ups with Rhodes.

Nerds liked him, too. He was really smart, an asset to the Decathlon team, and was always willing to help anyone having trouble in class. Even the weirdos from drama club, glee club and the school band loved him – he never made fun of them, on the contrary, he was always very vocal about how talented they were and how he wished he could be a part of their clubs, too.

Girls swooned at him. He was kind and sweet, a good listener, and gorgeous. Guys weren’t immune to his charms, either. The ones Tony knew for a fact that were gay or bi didn’t even try to pretend they didn’t watch him when he walked down the halls, but even supposedly straight guys, like Steve Rogers, sneaked a peek now and then, face flushed, if he was wearing specially tight jeans.

Tony was jealous of all those people, but he learned to deal with it. He’d been, well, admiring him from a distance for years. He was used to seeing people make passes at him, ask him out. Peter was discreet, though. If he ever dated anyone, nobody ever heard anything about it. He was a mystery, Tony wasn’t even sure if he was gay, straight, bi or whatever – there were rumors that he had made out with Wade Wilson in freshman year, but neither of them confirmed or denied it. Tony hated the guy anyway.

“If you keep staring, people are gonna know you’re in love and not actually dead inside,” Rhodey spoke up right next to him, taking a huge bite of his tuna sandwich. Tony averted his gaze from Peter’s table for a minute and looked at his friend, annoyed. “It’s gonna ruin your whole aesthetic.”

“Very funny,” He rolled his eyes and looked back at Peter. There were so many people around him he could barely catch a glimpse of his smile, which was annoying.

His dad’s company, Parker Innovations, had just released a new phone a few weeks earlier, it was ridiculous how many people thought they could get one for free if they kissed his ass hard enough. At least Tony didn’t have to endure that kind of nonsense anymore. People in that school learned very early on that even though he was related to Howard Stark, he wanted nothing to do with the guy – or his company, or his money. They also learned sucking up to him did nothing but annoy him, so they kind of just forgot he existed over time and he blended right in with everyone else – a blessing in its own right.

“Rhodey is right, you’re drooling, it’s a little embarrassing,” Natasha looked at him with boredom as she nibbled on her fries. “You should just ask him out, you’ve been pining for ages.”

“I’m not pining,” he huffed, irritated, and the redhead smirked, raising a perfectly manicured brow.

“Right, yearning might be more accurate. Bruce?” She glanced at their other friend who scratched his chin, pretending to think about it.

“I think obsessing sounds more like it. Rhodey?”  

“Fuck you guys,” he barked before they could keep the game going, and all three laughed at him. Someone got up from Peter’s table and he caught a glimpse of his beautiful face, their eyes made contact for half a second and Tony looked away.

“No, but seriously, Tones. Just go talk to him, he’s a great guy, I’m sure he wouldn’t be an ass about it.” Bruce adjusted his glasses and said that like it was simple. Like he would have the guts to do it if he was in Tony’s position – he wouldn’t, he’d pined for Thor, an exchange student, for a year, and never worked up the courage to ask him out. The guy went back to Norway or whatever and Bruce never even said hi to him.

“I know, of course he wouldn’t, but I don’t wanna be one of those people begging for his attention, just look at that.” He pointed at the little crowd around him, people were almost literally fighting for his attention, the poor guy could barely finish his lunch. “It’s ridiculous.”

“Yeah, but you’re not them,” Natasha said that like it was the most obvious thing in the world and Tony frowned.

“How am I different?”

“You’re a certified genius, you and him have similar interests and you look hot in a ‘I’m gonna fuck  you raw in the back of my car’ kinda way. I don’t know, maybe he’s into that.” The redhead shrugged, again, saying all that like it was obvious and an unquestionable truth.

“Yeah, right, sounds just like him,” Tony scoffed.

Peter was perfect in so many ways – perfect face, perfect body, perfect grades, Tony was sure he pooped out candy or something – of course he wouldn’t go for a guy like him. He had a bad reputation, he was in detention more often than not and people in general considered him an asshole – all because he didn’t partake in their little games of social climbing or whatever. No, Peter wouldn’t go for his grungy ass. He’d probably go for all American, apple pie, boy-next-door Steve Rogers.

“No, she’s right, I’ve seen him looking at you several times.” Bruce pointed out, not for the first time, and Tony scoffed.

“Oh, yeah? When?”

“AP chemistry class. I’m his lab partner, remember?” How could Tony forget? As Mr. Erskine called out their names, Tony prayed to a God he didn’t even believe in that he’d be paired up with Peter, but no such luck. “He stares at you whenever he has a chance or an excuse. You know, when you blow things up, for example.”

“Yeah, which is why he must stare, he must be afraid for his life.” Tony hated to admit that he was way more prone to causing explosive accidents when Peter was in the room. It was fucking embarrassing.

He sighed, drinking the last of his coke. No matter what his friends said, he knew he didn’t stand a chance with Peter. He was… Untouchable. He was too good for him, Tony wasn’t even sure he’d want to taint him if he had a chance –  no, scratch that, he definitely would.

He chose to watch him from afar, allowing himself a few fantasies and daydreams. He had this really stupid and lame one, where he walked up to Peter in the hall, people just parted to let him through, then he gave him his trademark, lopsided grin and asked him out. Peter smiled brightly up at him, holding his books to his chest, cheeks flushed, eyelashes fluttering as he whispered a shy “yes” and leaned up to kiss him. Yeah. That was the whole fantasy.

Peter was so untouchable to him that he didn’t even dare to dream further than that. Of course when he was alone in his room, late at night, relieving himself, a few… less pure fantasies popped up unsolicited, but he felt so guilty then, dirty even, like he was disrespecting him somehow. It was all very confusing, but he still came, shamefully, to the thought of his beautiful face scrunched up in pleasure as dream-Tony fucked him.

The bell rang and everyone hurried to get to their next period, Peter was no different, he gathered his things and stood up, looking around the cafeteria like he was looking for someone. Their eyes met again for a second, but Tony quickly looked away, grabbing his backpack in a hurry to leave.

It was Thursday, the worst day of the week for him, none of his friends were free to hang out with him until later, so he either had to head home and deal with Howard or he had to find somewhere to be for a couple of hours, until Rhodey was done with football practice so they could go to his place. That day, Tony decided to just stay by his car, smoking a cigarette and singing along to Black Sabath’s Iron Man, it wasn’t like he had anywhere to go. He was so distracted watching the smoke dissipate into thin air that he didn’t notice when someone approached, and jumped almost a foot in the air when they spoke.

“Aren’t you afraid of getting caught smoking on school grounds?” Tony almost dropped dead when he registered the angelic voice. He was already having a heart attack as it was, but the boy was so close and he had that beautiful smile in place, blushing cheeks and all. It took almost a full minute for him to calm himself down.  

“I won’t tell if you don’t.” The older teen answered when he finally found his voice and got his breath under control enough not to make a fool of himself. Peter smiled wider, biting his lower lip.

“Your secret is safe with me.” He fake whispered, leaning a little into the older boy’s space and he almost choked on nothing. Peter’s smell was inebriating, expensive and sweet, but not overly so – perfect. He recomposed himself quickly, though, and nodded, but didn’t say anything else. He wasn’t sure why Peter was talking to him and, frankly, he was too fucking nervous to think of anything cool to say. The younger teen deflated a little faced with Tony’s silence; he looked around, seeming a little lost. “You’re Tony, right?”

Fuck, the way he said his name. His name. It was fucking music to his ears, the most beautiful tune. But how did he even know his name? Sure, he was Tony Stark, so not really anonymous, but people often forgot about it.

“Yeah. And you’re Peter.” Tony didn’t play games, he didn’t even try to pretend like he didn’t know who Peter was. It would be dumb anyway, everybody knew him. The other boy nodded shyly, it looked like he wanted to say something else, but he kept biting his lips and looking around nervously. Tony frowned. “Is everything okay?”

“No. I mean, yeah, sure, it’s fine, it’s just, uhm. I have a flat tire and the wheel bolts are really tight and I couldn’t get them off, so I thought – I mean, could you, uh –“ He gestured wildly as he stuttered out his answer, looking in the general direction of his flashy, cherry red sports car. “I mean, it’s okay if you’re busy, but I –“

“Sure, I’ll help, don’t worry.” Tony threw his cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it. He was a little more at ease now that he knew why Peter was talking to him – he just needed help – and the best thing was, Tony was really good with cars. Of course, one didn’t need to have a PhD in mechanics to change a tire, but it still made him feel really good that he would be able to help properly.

“Thanks, you’re a life saver.” The chirpy attitude was back, as well as the smile, it made Tony’s heart flutter. He nodded sharply, looking away from his face, and gestured for Peter to lead the way.

When they reached his car, Tony whistled lowly, crouching down to look at the completely flat tire, as he tried to find the source of the problem. He was surprised to notice a two-inch cut on the surface of it, and it didn’t seem accidental.

“Fuck, Peter, it looks like someone sliced your tire.” When he looked up at the younger boy, he didn’t look surprised, but nervous. It was an odd reaction. Tony wondered if Peter already knew that – maybe he knew who did it and was scared of them? It made Tony’s blood boil. Why would anyone do that to Peter?

“Wh-what? How do you know that?” He bit his lower lip nervously, scratching his arm, and Tony frowned, worried.

“Here, look.” He gestured for Peter to crouch down next to him and pointed at the cut. “This is clearly a stab mark. Judging by the size and shape of it, I’d say this was probably done with a pocketknife.”

“Oh. Yeah, of course. Clearly.” He face-palmed, like he felt stupid, maybe for not seeing it before, but Tony still worried.

“If you want, I could go with you to the administration. We can ask them to check the security cameras. I think that one might have caught whoever did this.” He pointed at a security camera nearby, Tony knew where all of them were in the parking lot area – he’d been caught smoking way too many times not to know.

“What? There are –? I mean, look, it’s okay, it’s probably just someone trying to play a prank, it’s no big deal, it’s fine.” He stood up quickly, shaking his head, and Tony was positive he felt threatened somehow, he was acting so weird.

“If you’re sure… But if you change your mind, I’ll go with you, ok?” Tony stood up and took off his leather jacket. The weather was nice, just a bit chilly, so he was wearing a thin, white t-shirt with short sleeves underneath. He thought he heard Peter’s breath hitch for a second, but it was probably just his imagination. “Can you hold this for me?” He held out his jacket and the boy blushed, blinking rapidly.

“S-sure.”

Tony bit his bottom lip to refrain from asking, again, if everything was fine. Peter looked so freaking nervous, he was even sweating a little at the temples. Tony was positive he knew who did that to his car, but didn’t want to tell him for some reason. Maybe he wanted to protect whoever did it, maybe it was a boyfriend, or an ex. He gritted his teeth, hands closing in fists, but didn’t say anything, just crouched down and got to work.

The first bolt came off easily, it wasn’t tight at all, so he thought maybe Peter had already loosened it when he tried earlier. The second and third ones came off just as easily, though, only the fourth one was a little trickier, but nothing the younger teen couldn’t have handled himself. Tony thought maybe he hadn’t tried too hard, maybe he was afraid the person who did that would show up or something. He was so glad he was there to help, he wondered if Peter felt safe with him around, and the thought made him feel oddly proud and protective of him.

He made quick work of changing the tires, making sure not to screw the bolts too tight, then put the sliced one in the trunk of the car. When he turned around to look at Peter, he was looking intently at him, almost hypnotized, holding his jacket close to his chest like it was a puppy.

“All done.” Tony smiled and the boy seemed to snap out of a trance.

“Oh, thank you so much, really, you’re too kind.” He smiled broadly and the older teen scratched the back of his neck sheepishly.

“Don’t mention it.” They were silent for a few seconds after that, but Peter kept holding his jacket and didn’t make any move to give it back to him. “Uhm, could I–?” He gestured towards the jacket and again the boy jumped up in surprise.

“Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, here.” He handed it to him and quickly crossed his empty arms over his chest. “So, uhm,… Your dad is having a gala this weekend, right? Are you gonna be there?” Ah, so Peter did know who he was, not just his first name. The older teen leaned against the car and stuck his hands in his pockets, shrugging.

“Not if I can help it.” He smirked, trying to act cool, but now that he didn’t have anything to do with his hands, he was growing nervous.

“Oh,” Peter looked… disappointed? He dropped his gaze to the floor, shuffling his feet, and Tony stood up straight, frowning.

“Why?”

“Nothing, it’s just – my parents are going, so I thought I’d tag along to, you know... but it’s okay.” He kicked an imaginary rock and avoided Tony’s eyes. The older teen stared at him with wide eyes, heart beating fast – what was the end of that sentence? Peter couldn’t possibly mean–

“I don’t – what, you’d go to, like, hang out with me or something?” He felt stupid when he stumbled on the words, but Peter didn’t seem to notice, his cheeks were burning red and he was looking anywhere else but at Tony.

“I mean, you must have much better things to do, of course, I was just –” He chuckled nervously, scratching the back of his head, finally looking up at Tony. “Sorry, just forget about it, I don’t know what I was thinking.”

“No, wait!” He rushed to interrupt him and Peter looked back at him with huge, Bambi eyes. Tony coughed awkwardly, blushing a little. “I mean, like, uhm… If you – would you wanna go as my date? To the gala?” He blurted out, finally, because what the hell. The worst that could happen was Peter say no, and he could deal with it. He would survive, for sure. It wouldn’t be a big deal. Really. It wouldn’t.

But he didn’t say no, he smiled broadly, eyes twinkling in excitement.

“I’d love to!” He answered quickly, and Tony’s heart fluttered, Peter looked genuinely happy.  “Could you – uhm, text me what color of tie you’ll be wearing? If you want! I understand if you think it’s lame, but I thought–”

“No, it’s fine.” His heart was beating so loud, Peter Fucking Parker wanted to coordinate ties with him, it was fucking corny and cliché and he loved it. “Uhm, here, give me your number.” He fished his phone from his back pocket and gave it to the younger teen.

“Cool.” Peter typed in his number and as soon as he gave his phone back, Tony sent him a smiley face so he would have his number, too. “Cool, cool, cool...” He rocked on the balls of his feet and looked around, like he was looking for something else to say.

“So… Do you have to be home soon or…?” Tony stuck his hands in his pockets again, wondering if maybe he was pushing his luck, but Peter shook his head quickly.

“Not really, no, my parents don’t really mind what time I get home as long as I let them know. You?”

“They don’t really care.” He shrugged, taking one step closer to Peter. “So… are you hungry, by any chance?”

“I’m starving.” He nodded, looking up at Tony in anticipation. It drove the butterflies in his stomach crazy.

“I know a place where they serve great burgers. We could go in my car and I could drop you off here on our way back, I’m just a little worried someone is gonna try to fuck up your car again. I mean, what if they’re targeting you or something?” Just the mention of what happened earlier made Peter nervous. He stuck his hands in the pockets of his bomber jacket and shook his head.

“Oh, don’t worry about it, I’m sure it’s fine.” He didn’t look worried, though, at least not anymore.

“Are you sure?”

“Yeah, trust me, I am.” Tony found the sudden change odd, but thought maybe he was just trying to play it cool, so he let it go.  

“Okay, then, c’mon, my car is right there,” Tony gestured to his car and Peter smiled, taking his hands off his pockets. When he did, though, something slipped out and fell to the ground with a metallic noise. Tony quickly crouched down to get it for him, when he noticed what it was. “Wh – is that…?” He frowned, examining the pocketknife as if it was alien material. He was confused at first, because Peter didn’t seem like the kind of guy to carry one around, but then it dawned on him. When he looked at the younger teen, his face was so red it looked like he was about to explode.

“Uhm… If I told you I’ve never seen this before in my life would you believe it?” He chuckled nervously, scratching his arm, as Tony stood up. The older teen raised a brow at him.”Sorry, I just – I wanted an excuse to talk to you.” He said quietly, dropping his gaze.

“You know, you could have gone with the weather or whatever.” Tony answered, amused, and it made the younger boy look up at him.

“You’re just very intimidating,” He looked at him with huge, scared eyes, and Tony cocked his head to the side.

“Me?” He raised a brow.

“Yeah.” Peter answered pointedly, and Tony smirked, offering him his knife back.

“You do realize you just sliced your own tire so you’d have an excuse to talk to me, right? And I’m intimidating?” He joked, but Peter didn’t seem to find it funny. He winced and covered his face with his hands, clearly embarrassed.

“You must think I’m such a freak,” He groaned, voice muffled by his palms.

“Hey, hey, yes, I do think you’re a freak.” He grabbed Peter’s thin wrists and marveled at how perfectly they fit in his hands. He definitely saved that thought for later. “But you’re a really cute one.” He grinned and Peter chuckled, a delicate flush rising onto his cheeks.

“I feel stupid.” He admitted, worrying his bottom lip, but Tony shook his head, working up the nerve to cup Peter’s face in his hand.

“I feel flattered,” He said, honestly, and Peter’s breath hitched. He stared up at Tony, eyelashes fluttering, moist, pink lips slightly open. The older teen leaned down slowly and when the Peter closed his eyes, their lips touched. Just like in his fantasies, Peter tasted sweet, his lips were soft and his arms circled Tony’s neck in a warm embrace. When they parted, Tony smiled down at him, stroking his blushing cheek. “Just promise that if this doesn’t work out you won’t, like, key my car or something.”

“Oh, God,” he groaned, but they both laughed out loud, as they walked hand in hand across the parking lot.

[briandthemoon]

Remile and Moceit if you dont mind? also do you write? it sounds like you do sorry if thats weird

It’s not weird at all! I do write but I haven’t published anything anywhere yet. I AM working on some works though! Who said “I love you” first

Remile: Emile, no question, yeah Remy’s mister confidence, but if you give me the chance to have Remy But Emile’s Smile Alone Makes Him A Flustered Gay???? I’m doin’ it. Moceit: I like the idea Janus confessed first, and Patton, in a subversion of my fave trope for most Janus ships, smiles, “I know~”

Who would have the other’s picture as their phone background

Remile: Remy for sure, Emile would have either a photo of the both of them, or of a pet/ pets they adopted together. Moceit: Patton! Janus likes their couples photos, and so does Patton too, but Patton prefers seeing just his partner as his background.

Who leaves notes written in fog on the bathroom mirror

Remile: Emile leaves a handprint and Remy will add his, and Vice Versa. Moceit: Patton loves writing “I love you! <3” and other nice messages. Janus has totally not teared up over it before. Shush.

Who buys the other cheesy gifts

Remile: Emile gets them matching disney/cartoon pun shirts. Remy protests that he hates them. He says while wearing them all the dang time. Moceit: Patton and Janus try to outdo each other every year with ugly as hell sweaters for christmas. One year they got each other such abysmal designs, they both said at the same time; “I want a divorce.”. The got married immediately after.

Who initiated the first kiss

Remile: Remy, surprisingly. Post Emile saying the first ‘I love you’, Remy tried to hide his flusterment by kissing Emile. It backfired spectacularly because wow is Emile a good kisser. Moceit: Patton, just barely. It was mutual, but it started with Patton going “Oh, Janus, honey, you have something on your mouth.”  “Oh do I now?“ “Uh huh <3“ And of course, smooch.

Who kisses the other awake in the morning

Remile: Remy, Emile works long hours and needs the pick me up to get through the morning. Moceit: Janus and Patton often cuddle together so they mutually give each other soft smooches until one of them decides they really do have to get up and going.

Who starts tickle fights

Remile: they both do, sometimes they just watch a movie together and one of them [usually Remy] will make a snarky quip, only for it to morph into a tickle war.  Moceit: They did so once, and Patton initiated it when he got too curious. The squeak Janus made had him banning any tickling forever. Patton prays for the day he removes the ban.

Who asks who if they can join the other in the shower

Remile: Emile often has to shower with Remy because he’s prone to being up too long and has fallen asleep and nearly slipped in the shower before because of it. Emile was so worried, he usually stays at least in the room just incase.  Moceit; They both do it to be honest, just a gentle “May I join you, darling?“ or “Hey honey, need some company??”. Always ends in shower snuggles. And Janus fawning over Patton’s fluffy hair.

Who surprises the other in the middle of the day at work with lunch

Remile: I like to think Remy’s good at cooking snack foods while Emile handles the main meals aside from breakfast. Remy has nailed the art of “it’s quick AND actually tasty”.  Moceit: They cook together in the kitchen; mostly because Patton likes to feel helpful, and Janus knows Pat shouldn’t be left near cooking tools and food unsupervised.

Who was nervous and shy on the first date

Remile: Both of them, no question. Remy doesn’t want to mess up his cool reputation, and Emile just hopes he can be a good conversationalist and not just talk about only animation. Moceit: I’d say Janus; Patton’s so bright and excitable and for Janus it’s odd to feel so at ease with someone to the point not feeling like something might go wrong makes him MORE anxious.

Who kills/takes out the spiders

Remile: Remy can handle them so he picks them up while Emile gives the lil fellas about ten fet of space. Moceit: Janus. He’s quick with the handheld vaccum cleaner when he hears Patton shriek.

Who loudly proclaims their love when they’re drunk

Remile: Emile and Remy alternate between like, being the one being loud and boysterous; Emile is the “I love you so much” babbling gay, where as Remy is the [strums guitar] “I love you, bitch.” [strums again] “I ain’t ever gonna stop lovin’ you, bitch.” Moceit: Patton, he weeps openly about how much he loves his husband, and Janus just gets teary and is like “Oh my god I love you so much goddamit, damn you nd your angelic face-”

[blessedarethebinarybreakers]

answer asap pls. my religious elder dad wants me to read two Ex-gay books ("The Secret Thoughts of an Unlikely Convert" and "Gay Girl Good God" specifically); I came out in April as nonbinary and bi. I try to get him to hear me but it feels so one-way; plus I end up shutting down when he starts "debating" all these points, so it makes me look like I dont have anything. pls help me

cw: ex gay books mentioned

Hey there, anon. I am so sorry that you are in this situation. You deserve family that respects you and hears you out. I pray that the Holy Spirit will work at softening the heart of your father; in the meantime, I pray that you can find other people, online or offline, to go to for support and comfort. 

I’m going to start by saying I feel like I’m out of my depth here, so if anyone else has suggestions or encouragement for anon regarding what to do in this situation, please share it!

That being said, I’m going to toss a bunch of possibilities at you below, and you can read through and see if any seem like they’d work in your context.

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To start with, the most important thing for you to know is that you do not have any obligation to “debate” your dad, or anyone else, about who you are and whether or not it’s okay. You have no duty to spend your precious mental, spiritual, and emotional energy on anyone, but especially not someone who doesn’t seem to even be willing to hear out your side of things. It’s not your job to change his mind. Your job is to keep yourself safe.

If you shut down and if these debates distress you, I recommend setting boundaries with your dad: for example, when he starts these debates, tell him you will not be participating for as long as you continue to feel unheard. If he persists, walk away. 

You know the context and your dad better than I do, of course – only do that if you feel it is safe! If you fear his reaction to you walking away will be violent or otherwise distressing for you, you may unfortunately have to sit through whatever he wants to say. Even if that is the case, it’s not your job to “convince” him or “win” the conversation; your priority is keeping yourself as safe and comfortable as possible. 

Again, you know the context of your family much better than I do; you also know better than I do whether reading one of the books your dad suggested would be harmful to your spiritual or mental health. If I were in your shoes as someone who feels I could read an ex-gay story and feel sad and upset but not have my faith shaken, what I would probably do is agree to read one of the books but only if my dad in return would read one book that I suggested. And he has to really read it – don’t read all of your book only to finish and he hasn’t even started his; maybe for every chapter you read you make sure he’s also read a chapter of the book you suggested, if that makes sense. 

If you do want to recommend a book to him, here’s a post with some options.

The hope I would have in making my dad do this is that maybe, just maybe, something in the book I recommended would speak to him and start him on the road to changing his mind; but unfortunately, that’s not at all guaranteed. It might could be that your dad could read a hundred LGBT-affirming books and retain his views at the end. So if you do something like this, do what you can to protect yourself from disappointment if things don’t turn out the way you want; cultivating support from other people in your life so that you can turn to them for comfort and a place to vent is one way to prepare. 

If the whole getting him to read a book in return thing doesn’t sound like it would fit your situation, I return to that idea of setting boundaries. If refusing to engage point blank and walking away doesn’t seem like the right option for you, what about telling him you only want to have written-out discussions on this topic? I know that for me, having the time to gather my thoughts and articulate them right, and to gather up helpful resources, is much better than having to answer immediately – especially when the subject is so emotional and important to me. 

If your dad is someone who would listen to something like this, maybe try some “I feel” statements with him, too: “I feel unheard when we have these conversations; like you are just talking at me instead of with me.” “I feel hurt and distressed by these conversations, and scared that if I don’t change the way you want me to, you won’t love me anymore.” – sentences like that. If your dad understood how these debates make you feel, do you think that would change the way he talks with you? If not, this probably isn’t the best option. 

One last possibility, if your dad insists on having these conversations, is to bring in a mediator. There are counselors out there whose job is to mediate arguments, to make sure that both sides feel listened to and that the conversation doesn’t devolve into yelling or whatnot. You could look into an unbiased mediator like that and see if your dad would be interested in something like that (I’ll say again, you would know better than I do whether that seems like something your dad would ever consider). 

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I’ll close by offering you a couple more posts to look at, in case any of them have encouragement or tips that might help you.

The first is a “letter” I once wrote to anti-LGBT Christians. I’m not sure that I’d recommend sending it directly to your dad, but you could read it over and see if anything in it seems like something he might respond well to. 

In my #conversion therapy tag, you should find some resources about how being gay is not a choice and trying to change doesn’t help. Same with my #ex gay tag. This stuff is probably not going to convince your dad if he doesn’t want to be convinced, but if you have to hear him talk about ex gay stories, it might help you to have some counter-narratives to read. 

Hang in there, anon. It’s unfortunately unlikely that your dad is going to have a change of heart any time soon, so your priority is to protect yourself.

[minjoonalist]

Predilection | Prologue

pre·di·lec·tion

noun•

a preference or special liking for something; a bias in favor of something.

“My predilection for you is going to get me trouble”

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Pairing : Jikook x Reader [Feat. Taehyung]

Words: 1.6k

Genre: Angst, eventual Smut, fluff 

Warnings : explicit wording

Description: you want him, he wants you, but he also wants him, and him wants you- but him hurt you. So You hate him.

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(Currently)

Okay so maybe it wasn’t the fact that you were jealous but maybe more of the fact that you were currently stuck by yourself, watching two of the hottest guys you knew make-out heavily on the couch above just to spite you.

Your crush and his ever so wonderful boyfriend/ the man you hate most Jeon jungkook.

you were only sitting there for a good 5 minutes but it’s felt like eternity ever since you’ve turned down the two’s rare proposition for a threesome-

“Fuck…” jimin moans from up above you, when jungkook suddenly reaches down to grab his clothed cock. he noticeably deepens their kiss ,sticking his tongue deeper into silver haired boy’s mouth and while doing so… he stares tauntingly down into your eyes as if to say “this could be you”

You regret it. Boy do you regret it….

A week ago….(9:50 am)

“ you are so lucky!”

“Ugh I wish I were you”

“ what I would give to trade places with you?”

no I’m not. I wish you were too. I mean we could?

You wanted to reply to every girl that was currently congratulating you is if being bunked with park jimin and jeon jungkook were a nobel prize itself. To you it was more like they were celebrating your life sentence.

“Are you kidding me…” you sighed.

“Damn , tough luck kid”

your best friend taehyung chimes in next to you just as your professor moves on to the next housing mates of your class trip.

“ bunked with the man you would kill and the man you would kill for? Ouch”

you slump down into your seat, hoping to god that a pair of heads dont look up in your direction and it surprised you when they didn’t. Wouldn’t they want to know whose despicable soul it was that ended up intruding on their perfect chance of a get away?

You stared down to them. Your heart aching at the sight of the couple who were currently cuddled happily in their seats a few rows below.

“Tae-“

“Shhh he has yet to say my name and Im praying to the gay cupid himself that this man is in my housing…”

you scoffed at him “please, the chances of you and that man becoming house mates are a good slim to none-“ your laugh was cut off by tae’s small squeak the moment he realized just whose names were left on the list.

“ Oh my- in all the holy fucks be with me…” he suddenly gasps. Very dramatically might you add and practically crushes your tiny hand in excitement. You winced.

“ last but not least, I was left with only a pair of two and that would be both Mr. Kim taehyung and mr. Min yoongi” your professor finishes up his list. Your best friend nearly squeals in delight and which makes multiple classmates-including your crush glance in both of your directions.

The both of you blush and it mostly being tae when yoongi himself looks up at him. Tae’s eyes widen “ s-sorry” he mumbles making eye contact with everyone and finally yoongi. “ I -uh…” he trails off but never finishes only drowning in embarrassment. Everyone slowly, but eventually turns their heads away from him except yoongi himself. He sighs in relief but only to pull it back when when the man sends him a wink and sly smirk before also turning away.

“ I think my dick just fell off…” he breathes out when all was normal.

now was your cue to tease tae and tell him how much of a dweeb he was for causing all that attention and when nothing came from you, he looked worriedly your direction.

you were so frozen in your seat, you might as well have been a statue. Your breathe sticks to the inside of your lungs when a certain silver hair boy turns in his boyfriend’s arms and looks up in your direction with big curious eyes.

You swallow when they linger over tae for a moment and then snap to yours. when he notices you he then smiles up at you brightly with his perfect white teeth and gives you a silent wave. This made your heart and the lower parts of your stomach heat up uncontrollably. A strong sense of adoration and lust falling over you, but then anger, guilt and shame immediately afterwards. You put on a shy fake smile back towards him and he falls for it , turning back to the comfort of a certain raven haired asshole.

Your shy smile turns into a hard glare for your old friend jungkook, who stares forward unknowingly and not even bothering to look up at whoever cause all that noise. Not to you.

“ is there an off button for those lasers?” Tae questions you before poking your cheek with a pout. Your class had neared it’s end and you’d cease to stop glaring at over at the couple.

“Tell me, between burning alive and strangling him until you see the life leave his eyes… how much did you want to kill jungkook?” You release your vicious energy and turn towards him with sickeningly sweet smile “ how about stabbing him 33 times in the back until all the blood drained from him in various openings? “.

the both of you were making your way down your classroom’s stairs when taehyung sends you a creeped terrified look. “ that was gruesomely specific” he replied and the both of you were just getting ready to walk out when a hand touches his shoulder. he turns and you follow along, facing a cool smiled blonde. Tae lets out a pained whimper that only both you and him could hear. You snicker slightly stepping back.

“Tae- ..hyung , right?” yoongi pushes up his glasses and puts out his hand to shake. Tae only nods at him, giving a quick and soft smile. You knew without a doubt he was currently exploding inside. “ I was hoping we could discuss our living arrangements for a.. bit?” yoongi attempts, but hesitates when tae practically sends him a horrified look.

“or not?” he shakes his head and that’s when your best friend snaps out of his trance. “No!- I mean….no that’s a great idea” he then agrees , taking the boy’s hand and finally sending back a genuine smile and the two share a stare for a moment too long. You on the other hand had unnoticeably excused yourself the second he fixed himself to talk to tae.

you: heading to the café , I’ll get us a table

you managed to text tae when making your way across the huge campus. Eventually, you were just about a few feet away from the campus’s coffee shop when a familiar laugh entered your ears, making you glance behind you.

Jimin.

Oh for fucks sake….you cursed yourself when you saw the striking couple making their way towards you. Jimin, being the perfect model he was, strutted confidently under his much taller boyfriend’s arm. jungkook squeezed him closer mumbling something that only the both of them could hear and jimin had once again burst out with laughter.

You wanted to pout , it felt as if you were intruding on them and a private moment that was meant soley for the two. You turned away quickly before they could notice and continued towards the shop. Although you felt you were being as invisible as possible- what you didn’t feel was the pair of eyes that followed you the second you left.

Jimin whines into kookie’s hold “ pleaseee can we go talk to her?” he pouts wrapping his arm around kook’s waist. Jungkook’s content look , stares ahead to your walking figure and he could feel his little ball of happiness breathing up his neck “ not yet” he just replies calmly and looks down to him before pecking his lips.

Jimin frowns “but she’s so cute when shes flushed” he says and kookie looks down to him in awe when a dark look enters his eyes “I wonder how flushed she’d look under me…” .

It was kook’s turn to frown. He stopped dead in his tracks to tower over the confused looking boy. “no” he simply answered “no jimin, not her. Anyone but her” he looks at him almost desperate.

Jimin had never seen him act out this way, He was usually so well cool and well reserved. Jimin speaks “ Jeon, you asked me for a threesome and I told you that I would be the one to pick the person. Besides whats wrong with YN? Shes super sweet from what I’ve seen of her and god shes so fucking hot...” he bites his bottom lip already imagining how amazing you would look between the both of them.

Jungkook would almost blush at his boyfriend’s new behavior . Fuck what was he suppose to do? It seemed like jimin’s eyes were so set on you from the second you both waved at each in class . Yeah, jungkook saw that and it took so much in him not look up at you and see your beautiful smile. Not when he knew the second he did you would make it go away.

Jimin has never voiced his opinion on wanting someone other than him and the two had been together since senior year of highschool.

And thats when it hit him..that painful suppressed memory of your history. He had no choice he would have to tell jimin what happened, after all he only wanted to make him happy right?

“Jimin...YN she...well the girl fucking hates my guts “ he confesses.

and she has every right to...

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Prologue | Next Chapter | Masterlist

[shadedrose01]

Just Breathe

Ship: none, platonic (paternal) relationship between Harley Keener and Tony Stark

Summary: Harley has a panic attack, Tony helps

Tags: none (not posted on ao3)

Author note: this was a story that I originally wrote for febufluff day 7, "hugs" before realizing that it neither had hugs, nor was it very fluffy, like at all. I didnt want to just scrap it, so I figured I'd post it here. I am going to write another story for day 7 of febufluff, but it'll just come out a bit later 🤷‍♀️🤣

TRIGGER WARNING: This story is all about Harley having a panic attack due to his bullies finding out he is gay, and threatening to tell his school about it (aka being homophobic assholes). I describe the panic attack in detail, so if that's not your speed, DO NOT READ. Be safe, please, I love you all ❤

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Click, click, click-

Harley clicks his pen unconsciously, his leg bunching up and down repeatedly, staring down at his paper with squinted eyes, hoping, begging his mind to focus on the homework.

Click, click, click-

Its math homework, Harley is good at math, he has always been good at math, so why cant he just focus? Why cant he just finish the problem?

Click, click, click-

The question muddles in front of him again, and Harley begs himself not to think about it, tries his hardest to focus, focus, focus! but his cries go unheard, the memory swarming into the forefront of his thoughts once more.

The note on his desk, telling him to be behind the school after class. The walk there, where Harley's curiosity had beat out his fear (such a stupid decision, he should have just left, should have just gone home-). The anticipation, leaning against the old, dirty brick, just waiting, waiting, watching and waiting. The group that had shown up, a bunch of bullies from his school, had surrounded him, pushed him up against that very same brick and held him there like pray, grins smug and eyes glistening, eyes knowing.

They knew his secret, they said, his secret that he was trying to hide for days, for months, for forever, trying to bury as deep into himself as he possibly could. Had said that they had caught him a few days, at the movies, with a kid from out of town, a boy from out of town. Had said that they saw them kiss, had said that they knew, knew who he really was, what he really was, had called him vulgar words, names and curses and swears, had beat him into the ground then and there, and walked away laughing.

They told him that they were telling the entire school. They were going to tell the school about his- his feelings, his sexuality, and- and everybody would hate him, hate his guts for something he couldn't control, can't control, had tried to control for so long, for so so long, and then- then the school was going to tell his mother, and his mother would hate him too, abandon him just like his father had, and Abbie would hate him, leave him too. He'd be all alone, all alone and nobody would care about him, nobody would miss him, nobody would want him and- and-

And he can't breathe.

Oh god, he can't breathe.

Harley tries to take a deep breath in, but all he can manage is a shallow gasp, his lungs feeling as if two vice grips are squeezing them on the highest setting, not allowing them to expand and contract, not allowing air to flow freely, not allowing him to breathe. He keeps trying, his faint gasps getting louder and louder, harder and harder to do, his heart beat drumming in his ears, fast and quick, and he's shaking, shaking like a leaf, and he cant stop, cant breath, his chest aches, his heart aches and oh god, he's dying, he's dying, he's going to die out here, in his garage, all by himself, all alone, his mother working and his sister with her friends, all alone, all alone-

He needs to call someone. He needs to- to-

Harley scrambles for his phone, placed beside the sheets of paper that are slowly blurring together as tears fill his eyes, and he tries multiple times to open it, failing, failing, failing every time, -nobody's going to know, he's dying, he can't- until finally, finally it opens, and he clicks on his contacts list, scrolls to the M's, and presses call, holding it up to his ear.

His other hand as made its way to his chest, having a death grip on his shirt as his chest continues to get tighter and tighter, the air feeling thicker and thicker, the room blurring and spinning and he wont make it, he wont make it until-

"Harley? Harley, I need you to breathe, kid." Its faint, Tony's staticky voice barely heard over the blood rushing in his ears, but it's there, and Harley clings to it like a lifeline (it is, it is a lifeline, his only chance at surviving-).

"I- I dont- I cant-" Harley wheezes, curling into himself, resting his head in between his knees and squeezing his eyes shut, hoping it'll help his rapidly increasing dizziness, hoping it'll stop the room from spinning so damn much, hoping it'll stop his world from collapsing on top of him like it is right now, god, please, have mercy-

Tony breaks through the white noise again, his tone softer than Harleys ever heard it, but strong, urgent. "You can, kid. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you can. You gotta try for me, okay?"

Harley just shakes his head, even though he knows Tony cant see it, his body trembling again as adrenaline rushes through his veins. "I'm dying, I'm- I- oh god I'm dying-"

"You aren't dying, Harls, I promise you, you aren't. You're having a panic attack." Harley doesnt respond to that, just sobbing in between his wheezing because he's dying, he knows he is, he can feel it, he's- "Kid, you're going to pass out if you don't breathe, so I need you to listen to me okay? I want you to breathe in for 4 seconds, hold it for 7 and then breath out for 8, you think you can do that for me?"

Harley doesnt, he doesnt think he can do it, but hes gotta- he's gotta try something, anything, he can't just go down without a fight, without giving it a shot. "O-O-O-Okay."

"Okay, follow me, okay? Inhale, one, two three, four-" He hears Tony take a deep breath, and tries to as well, shuttering with a sob as his lungs refuse to expand, refuse to listen, stopping his inhale after two, "Its okay, kiddo, you're doing good, now hold it for me, seven seconds, you got this." Harley tries again, holding his breath even as his body spasms, screaming at him to keep breathing, keep breathing, there isn't enough air, need more air, need- "and release for eight seconds," The air forces it's way out of Harleys lung in one loud push, and he immediately gasps again as soon as his lungs are empty. He expects Tony to be mad at him (he'll be mad at him, hate him just like his mom will, the school will-) , but the older man just keeps reassuring him gently, calmly, soothing Harleys worries. "There you go, bud, see? You got this, you can do this. Let's do that a few more times now, okay?"

They repeat the motion over and over again, and to Harleys surprise, after a while, the inhales start to get easier, his lungs start to open up again, relaxing and stretching again, and his heart starts to slow back to it's normal rate. He's still shaking, but its mostly aftershocks now, the last bits of the adrenaline rush draining out of his body. But now that he's calming down and he doesnt feel like he's dying, he can feel the shame and the horror start to creep it's way in, embarassment flushing his cheeks. "I-Im sorry." He whispers out shakily, running his free hand through his hand before holding it tightly, yanking at it slightly.

"Don't apologize for this, Harley, please." The man sounds tired, in more of a physically/mentally exhausted kind of way over an 'I'm annoyed and hate you' kind of way. Harley still feels a tinge of guilt though. "Are you feeling better now?"

He swallows, his throat dry and sore from heaving in and out breaths. "Yeah, yeah I think so. Thanks."

Theres a pause, a moment of awkward, long and uncomfortable silence that Harley isnt sure how to break, isn't sure he really wants know, until the question he was anxiously dreading breaks it anyways. "Kid..." Tony sighs quietly, "I know we dont normally... do this, the whole having emotional talks about our problems thing, but-" he pauses again, thinking his words through. "...do you want to talk about it?"

Harley grits his teeth, before deflecting. "Talk about what?"

"Harley." The man's tone turns stern, but still soft, still gentle, like Harley's a fragile ceramic plate placed at the end of a shelve, one from blow of wind away from falling and shattering. Then, randomly, he speaks up again, his voice sounding more defeated, resigned, "Look, bud, I cant force you to say anything, but I know from experience that talking about it can help sometimes."

Harley sighs, knowing he isn't going to get out of this, no matter how much he wants to (or, how much he thinks he wants to, even if theres some small part in the back of his brain calling out to him, longing for him to tell Tony everything, no matter the inevitable consequences-). He just shrugs, scuff his foot against the cement ground of his garage, mumbling out. "I don't know what to say, where to start..."

"That's okay. Just say something. Starting is always the hardest part."

Harley snorts, trying to lighten the mood one last time. "Since when did you become a therapist?"

"Since I started going to one." Tony deadpans, a tiny light of amusement ringing in his tone before it disappears again, back to serious. "You can tell me anything, Harley. No judgement, okay, maybe a little bit of judgement depending, but no everlasting grudges, I promise."

Harley chuckles lightly, his back of his eyes burning suddenly, randomly, a flash of warmth flowing through him. Because even with all of his self deprecating thoughts, even with all his anxiety, the one thing Harley knows about Tony Stark is that he always keeps his promises, no matter what it costs to do so.

And so, Harley tells him. Tells him his truth, shakily, nervously, painstakingly slow and fearful, only to be told instantly that it's okay, that he is okay, that it doesn't change anything. Tells him about the boys at his school, about their attack, about their plans with a few split tears and a sob or two. Tells him about how afraid he really is, about how he doesnt know how anyone will react, if his friends will leave him or not, if his family will still love him after it all. And Tony reassures him the whole time, backs him up through it all, telling him it'll all be okay, that even if the school finds out and it becomes a big deal, that it'll blow over in a few weeks, and if it doesnt, that high school is just the first part and a small portion of a longer, bigger life. Telling him that if his friends leave, that they arent truly his friends, and that he knows that his mom, his sister will love him no matter what. "Theres only a few things I know about Macy Keener, but I do know for a fact that she loves her son to death, and couldnt even imagine her life without him in it." (That caused a few more tears to be shed).

And after it's all said and done, the call ended and "The Mechanic" is shining back at him in big white letters, Harley starts back to work on his math assignment with a grin on his face, feeling lighter, better than he has in a long time.

[oscar-mildes]

elvira you know I always see what you're hiding in the tags,, I will always read it if you answer all of them abhsjdbs

nev you asked for this and im going to go thru with it bc im an oversharing idiot like oh you asked me how’s the weather i will tell you about all my trauma instead :D 

What do you identify as and what are your pronouns? i’m cis yo i’m she/her. i’m biromantic ace. thats the label i would put on it i guess. i really just refer to myself as gay bc i like pretty boys who look like girls and pretty girls and pretty nb and queer people and basically i just like pretty people ajsfbjf

How did you discover your sexuality, tell your story? theres no story to it. no epiphany or realization. i just always was ok with thinking that girls were pretty and that gay people are cool and it wasnt until recent years that i was like oH SHIT AM I GAY

Have you experienced being misgendered? What happened and how did you overcome it? no i guess bc i’m a girl and id as a girl and have a very obvious girl body

Who was the first person you told, how did they react? i guess my best friend. we’re both very ok with gay shit and we just always made comments about pretty girls and now we’re both pretty gay. i like my big tiddie anime girls and she likes her pretty kpop girl bands

Describe what it was like coming out, what did you feel? i’ve only “come out” to some of my friends. i would NEVER in my LIFE even imagine telling my mom i like girls. shes homophobic Like That

If you’re out, how did your parents/guardians/friends react? uhh see above. my mom, stepdad, family members are all homophobic. hispanics in general are Like That rip. i think my dad would be the most ok with it but he lives in mexico and i dont talk to him often anyway. doesnt matter

What is one question you hate people asking about your sexuality? i hate when people ask me about the ace part. like they have a bigger problem about my not wanting to have sex over the liking girls part tbh. sometimes it’s difficult for me to even describe where i am on the ace spectrum. it’s honestly the more difficult part 

Describe the style of clothing that you most often wear. basic nerd. you know those fics like “she dressed in a black t-shirt, skinny jeans, and all star converse” yea that she is me

Who are your favourite lgbt+ ships? ajkfj this is a good question and canon wise i love Ash and Eiji from Banana Fish, Uenoyama and Mafuyu from Given, Nezumi and Shion from No. 6, and Simon and Baz from Carry On. Not canon i love Kurama and Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho, Izuku and Todoroki from My Hero Academia, and Inosuke and Tanjiro from Demon Slayer. Note how most of them are anime i

What does makeup mean to you? Do you wear any? i dont really wear any bc im lazy. if you like it you do you but idrc for it? except for lipstick i LOVE lipstick i have all the colors. i wear it so it distracts people from the rest of my face

Do you experience dysphoria? If so, how does that affect you? ...no

What is the stupidest thing you’ve heard said about the lgbt+ community? i live in the south so ive heard tons of shit talk about gay people. i dont really have any that stand out. my mom just likes to say that we’re going to hell :D so let’s give em a show ay

What’s your favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? i guess i like how we find solidarity in each other just bc we’re not straight. most of the lgbt+ folks i know are pretty chill about everything

What’s your least favourite thing about the lgbt+ community? terfs but they dont count

Have you ever been to your cities pride event? Why or why not? i live in a small town and i could never sneak out of my house for that bc i still live with my mom so no

Who is your favourite lgbt+ Icon/Advocate/Celebrity? theres so many big celebrities now that id as lgbt+ but im going old school and loving my man, my tumblr url namesake mr Oscar Wilde. my man got put in jail for sodomy 

Have you been in a relationship and how did you meet? lmao never bc im mean, ugly, and terrible at talking to people irl. i had a bf in middle school? but bc i was 12 i dont count it 

What is your favourite lgbt+ book? Carry On and the sequel Wayward Son. (very anxiously waiting for book 3 Anyway the Wind Blows come on Rainbow Rowell)

Have you ever faced discrimination? What happened? for being gay? no. bc im not really out. ive faced discrimination for being a brown woman tho :)))

Your Favorite lgbt+ movie or show? yall i love gay anime: Given, Banana Fish, No. 6, Yuri on Ice yeee. i dont really watch tv with real people but i think that Brooklyn 99 does a very good job with Holt and Rosa yall im love Rosa

Who are some of your favourite lgbt+ bloggers? theres bloggers??? um idk i love u nev so you count right @why-do-you-pick-flowers

Which lgbt+ slur do you want to reclaim? for a while everyone was mad as hell about “im gay for ___” and idk im gay for everything so thats a “slur” i use for myself

Have you ever gone to a gay bar, or a drag show, how was it? ive never gone omg i’d probably be intimidated as hell like i have a lot of problems just existing so to be existing around very flamboyant and extravagant people like that makes me break into a nervous sweat

How do you self-identify your gender, and what does that mean to you? ive always felt like a girl even tho my mom always said “oh you like boy things??? you should have been born a boy” but like, your likes and dislike dont determine your gender. i like “boy” things and “dress like a boy” but i dont FEEL like a boy. ive never had any desire to become a boy or id as a boy. gender is a social construct fuck society

Are you interested in having children? Why or why not? i have a very complicated relationship with children. babies are ugly and toddlers are annoying but i feel like if i had children i would love them obviously because theyre mine. this is gonna be a weird analogy but like i dislike cats. BUT  i have cats. and i love the fuck outta them. so i feel like thatd be me with kids. but im ace so like.... who would even have kids with me. i could not. pregnancy seems like a hassle and adoption is... i have thoughts on that but thats for a different post. also i can see myself being married and not having children OR having kids without a spouse. theres just something complicated about having both??? maybe im just fucked in the head idk bro

What identity advice would you give your younger self? you dont hate girls you like them, dumbass

What do you think of gender roles in relationships? fuck gender roles. get pegged, bros. i also have a very specific dynamic if i ever got into a relationship (which you know. wont happen) but like if i dated a guy i feel like i’d be very top. a MAN telling ME what to do??? fuck that. but if i dated a pretty girl??? top me pls

Anything else you want to share about your experience with gender? i think ive already said too much oh god someone is gonna look at this and be like what the FUCK but like lmao dont be afraid to ask me i apparently have no shame

What is something you wish people know about being lgbt+? it’s scary at first because you think “im not normal” but like pray tell me what is normal. do what makes you happy. fuck society

Why are proud to be lgbt+? i’m comfortable with the people i like. i might not be very confident and i have depression, anxiety, self esteem issues, probs adhd or ocd idfk but at least i know if i see a pretty girl or smth im gonna be like wow that girl is pretty and have no bad thoughts about it. it’s just how it be. after a lot of dissecting my past behavior, ive always been this way. you cant change who you are. just accept it

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

ahh i love this so much! it reminds me of when i used to go to japanese-speaking church with my grandma & pray with my dad before bed. i haven’t practiced religion actively in so long & ppl assume that bc i’m gay i must not believe in it anymore. i always felt uncomfortable talking about my beliefs with my gay friends so it’s really warms my heart reading about lance and his relationship with god ❤️❤️❤️

!!!!!!!! This!!!!!!!!! This is why it matters!!!!! Agh, yeah.

Yeah. Usually if I'm around several lgbt people someone will start cracking jokes or just talking crap about God and itll make me uncomfortable because it's such an unfair assumption that because I'm gay I hate god or dont believe in him. And I know theres several people who experience that as well like am I allowed to have faith and pray but also be who I am? And the answer is YES. We just dont ever see it in media and that sucks.

[hugyoongs]

𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌

↠ summary: join the ride of seven best friends as they navigate their way through the stress, love, joy, and adventure that college brings.

↠ pairings: taejoon, 2seok, yoonkookmin

↠ genre: crack (honestly 95% of the book), angst, fluff

↠ word count: 862

↠ warnings: mention of yoongi stabbing hoseok (as a joke!!), language, 

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𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙏𝙀𝙍 𝙏𝙒𝙊: 𝘼𝙋𝙀𝙏𝙄𝙕𝙀𝙍𝙎 jeoncena

whos bringing the snacks?

jimoaning 

i am the whole snack

minsugay

i only see crumbs

suckjin

oh please, the only snack here is me

suckjin

and that’s on jungkook’s broke ass

temptaetion 

y’all are appetizers 

hoesuck

awe thank you 

jeoncena 

who tf is going to tell homeboy over here

suckjin

hoseok bby no, that wasnt a compliment

temptaetion 

namjoon and i are full COURSE meals

namjukebox

and that’s on EVERYTHING

jimoaning

bitch i’m the whole BUFFET

minsugay

make up your mind bitch

minsugay

are you a snack? are you the buffet?

jeoncena

jimin needs to sit his ugly ass down

suckjin

i’ll quote you on that

jeoncena

aNYWAYS

jeoncena

what time should we come?

temptaetion 

freaky bitch 

jeoncena

wtf is wrong with your mind

suckjin

y’all ain’t ever going to come

hoesuck

come to my church service at 6:15

jimoaning

i’m going to hell, there’s no point

minsugay 

great, i have 3 more hours of resting time

namjukebox

i know your ass is about to get in the fucking shower

minsugay

who tf is in the shower for 3 hours?

minsugay

like wtf are you even doing in there

temptaetion 

jamming to shakira

jeoncena

beating your meat-

hoesuck

praying to our gay jesus 

suckjin

crying about how i am a disappointment to all of society

namjukebox

dw seokjin, we all love you aha ha

minsugay

ew no

jeoncena

god fucking no

jimoaning

i was going to say...eating

temptaetion 

do you fucking wash your food?

jimoaning 

bitch how tf am i supposed to know my korean noodles are clean unless i wash them

namjukebox

we’re all from korea

namjukebox

YOU DONT HAVE TO SAY KOREAN NOODLES EVERY FUCKING TIME YOU SAY IT

jimoaning

yes but maybe you guys don’t know 

minsugay

what other noodles would we get

minsugay

alien fucking noodles?

jimoaning

shut up, tiny dick

namjukebox

that is false, yoongi has a big dick

hoesuck

not this conversation aGAIN

temptaetion 

and how tf would you know egghead

namjukebox

he came into the wrong room

hoesuck 

it’s true, i was the door

jeoncena

t m fucking i

minsugay

namjoon..its on sight

namjukebox 

is that a fucking threat

namjukebox 

i would beat your moonlight looking ass up

jimoaning

anyone could beat yoongi up

jeoncena

its true

minsugay

i have no friends

suckjin

ungrateful hoe

minsugay 

i should mute this fucking group chat

minsugay 

and get my beauty sleep

jimoaning

your ugly ass needs it 

namjukebox

yoongs, come to the kitchen por favor

temptaetion

bilingual king

suckjin

could you stop being a thirsty bitch for 2 seconds

hoesuck

we are all thirsty bitches

jeoncena

jimin did u finish the banana milk

jeoncena

and did u not replace it..

jimoaning

of course i did

jimoaning 

if it’s in the fridge, i will consume it

jeoncena

pls someone trade roomates with me

temptaetion 

ain’t nobody wants jimin 

temptaetion 

except for you of course

jeoncena

ew no

minsugay

hoseok u better get your ass in the kitchen

minsugay

you are not leaving me to unpack all the groceries

suckjin 

y’all got food?

suckjin 

your fridge is always deserted when i come over

jimoaning

don’t you have hoseok 

hoesuck

doesn’t he have hoseok, namjoon, and yoongi *

jimoaning

hoesok’s the only decent one 

temptaetion 

don’t you want to suck yoongi’s dick

jimoaning

i am not ignoring tae when i say this

jimoaning

but jungkook is trying to kill me 

jeoncena

go out and buy my banana milk >:(

namjukebox 

rest in peace, jimin 

hoesuck

does this call for another prayer circle 

jimoaning 

NO

jimoaning

fucking help me

namjukebox

we have to deal with this hourly

jimoaning

now that sounds unfortunate, but help me

suckjin

nah bitch, have fun dying

hoesuck

let us pray for jimin to have a safe journey to hell

temptaetion 

amen

minsugay

jung fucking hoseok i swear to god if you leave me in this kitchen to cook with namjoon

minsugay

i will impale this knife into your skull

suckjin

THE GHETTO

suckjin 

please don’t murder hoseok 

jimoaning

kill him tiny dick

jimoaning

we’ll go to hell together and live in luxury 

hoesuck 

please spare me, jimin is too much of an airhead to handle

jimoaning

first of all, fuck you

jimoaning

second of all, what are you guys cooking

hoseok

we’re attempting samgyeopsal and kimchi

minsugay

who tf is we?

minsugay

you’re sitting on the stool watching me STRUGGLE

minsugay

while i'm seasoning the food and namjoon is attempting to cut the vegetables

temptaetion

give namjoon an A+ for effort

suckjin

these dumbasses finna POISON ME

jeoncena

joon must be the only one putting in work bc all you guys are doing is texting

hoesuck

arent you supposed to be murdering jimin

jeoncena

ah yes, i almost forgot

jimoaning

i hope that namjoon accidentally cuts off your balls

hoesuck

please let jimin die a slow death

suckjin 

dw jimin, i’ll attend your funeral 

temptaetion

dont schedule it on the 8th, i have a quiz

jimoaning

can y’all HELP ME

minsugay

not when we would rather have your annoying ass die

suckjin

the group is odd, it wouldn't hurt to even it out

jimoaning 

???

[josephjohnblogs]

Joseph ranid

"THE CURSE KISS OF MY BEST FRIEND "

In the province of "Malayang Pag-ibig"  there was two best friends living in the town, namely Josh and Vince, Josh and Vince are bestfriends for 10 years there were childhood since birth. Josh is Gay, brilliant, cute, he loves to dance, Reading story, in Short he is  talented. Meanwhile Vince is straight Guy, handsome,  silent but dangerous,  also he is varsity player and Campus crush. Because of his handsomeness  all Girls, gays ,teachers in the university  admire his charismatic beauty. His nose so pointed, lips like flavoured  melon, eyes are caramel brown, eyebrows are thick, in short Vince is almost perfect guy.

In the first day of school josh are so agitated " Oh my god!  Im so excited i can't wait to see my friend's. Especially my best friend Vince,  ughhh! My hero iloveyou very much."

And yes josh have crush on vince secretly, and who wouldn't like Vince hello?  His  perfect guy and  vince  didn't know josh like him. and when josh saw vince wearing a uniform at the school gate, he was startled and his heartbeat accelerated and restless. Vince said " hey josh ! How are you? we haven't seen each other for a long time. hey? Are you okay? why are you so upset?

 and once they entered the school, vince threw josh on his shoulder, and josh liked what vince had done to him, but vince had know for a long time that his best friend was gay.

every hour and minute they could not be separated no matter what happened. they went to school together, they ate together at the canteen at the same time and returned home together, as if they were really siblings. so josh is very fond of vince's actions on him even though vince is a stright guy. even though josh has no hope of loving  vince, josh are still praying. And happy and contended of what relationship they had.

one night  josh lay in bed and asked himself, why am i so worried about him? Why im so obsess on him?  maybe if i was just  a girl  vince would really love me , duh! Never mind That!

and when josh's phone rang, someone texted him, so he quickly looked at his phone  because  he thought  vince had texted him . but josh was right  he feels excitement  Vince says  " dude ? Please help me with my assignment , its so hard to find the answer  because i can't memorize the formula dude, please i know you can do it, you are my brilliant best friend.

 Josh reply: " HAHA don't me Vince you never can't go through your jokes

Vince reply : "okey i know it! Please help me dude im begging you

Josh reply:Okey! Okey!  I will help you but there's one condition.

Vince: what is that?

Josh: you have to kiss me  joke!

Vince:  ha? What ? are you crazy dude? No way. Im sorry i can't do that dude

Josh:  haha it was joke dude your so serious. Okey fine I'll do it for you

Vince:  thank you so much dude your the best. Im so thankful your my best friend

 

And now Josh starting making assignment for vince, and he feel  inspired to do the assignment  and he quickly accomplished the assignment of vince,Thats the power of love.

One day the university president announced that there we're be no class today, josh and vince were so happy. The good news is vince all his  family were on vacation except him because he have on class.  And that vince asked josh to invited  to join  him at vince house,  because his family are not around. He was the only one in the house. "Because i have new movie josh we are going to have movie marathon and you could sleep with me ". And  josh no longer and he said yes dude! that's great. Lets go

"Your excited hah! "Vince reply

After  few hours later vince and josh are in the house, and they so much enjoy watching love story movies. And when they saw a kissing scenes  on the movie they watch, they stared each other and laughing.  Few minutes josh start staring on vince  red melon lips, he can't wait to kiss him right now. And  he kissed him slowly  and vince was motionless, he was shocked, on what josh did do to him. Josh taste now the softness and gentleness of his red melon flavoured

Lips, he felt the sweetnees of vince lips. And vince pushed josh away

Because vince  didn't like what he did.

Vince; Dude? Hey what are you doing?  Why you kissed me?

Josh; Im sorry dude i didn't mean to kiss you im sorry.

Vince; no! I dont like what you do to me! You should go right now! I don't want to see you dude! This is not right!  You don't have to do this because we are both guy.

Josh; dude ! I'm sorry i was just taken to the movie 

Vince; no! Dude  leave me alone

Josh; dude sorry' I just want to tell you im gay and  cant wait to express my feelings for you i have crush on you since  from the start,  i love you dude. 

Josh are crying in front of vince.

Vince; i know that dude that your gay i  know already that! Since from the start  You don't have to hide your gender!  And yes i know you love me dude but your feelings was wrong! And your my best friend and i cant let you do this to me.  Leave me alone!  now!

Josh; but vince?

Vince; leave!!! Now!

Then suddenly  josh cried in front of vince and he  took the bag  and go to home right away, meanwhile vince was crazy right now he don't know what to do! He can't even forget that moment,  beacuse that is the  first time he kiss with other guy, and he resented what josh had done to him and thats  a big yuck for him. Until he going to sleep he  couldn't forget that he cant sleep.

 

And he asked himself  

Why josh did that to me? why did josh kiss me? i'm a boy and he knows that, but why does it feel like electricity is flowing down my lip as josh kisses

as if there was electricity on my lips, I could taste the sweetness and softness of  his lips

 I dont understand why im still remember that, i felt the pressure of his lips.  Vince  your not gay! Your straight okey! You have to forget that!  It just a nightmare. You don't have to inlove with that guy.

Then after what happened josh and vince was no longer together, and vince never talk to josh anymore after what josh did, it was so sad because josh trying his best to beg  vince but he still rejected. Vince is so dull that josh was in front of him but seems like josh is spirit that cant be seen, touch and smell.

After ten years  josh and vince accidentally meet in the store, their eyes gaze for a minute and flash it to the past what relationship they had.

But  josh are still hoping  that he still have a chance, He bravely walk towards to vince that there's a chance to fix the problem  and bring back their relationship being bestfriend.

And josh said; hey! How are you?

But vince didn't respond, hes busy with he's cellphone.

Josh shout to vince: i miss  you vince!

 Then Vince starting to cry  and reply ; im sorry dude im sorry what I've done to you. I really miss you .

Then vince hug him very tight, And he asked him for forgiveness. They  crying like a baby.

Josh: it's  okay dude I'm  the reason  why our friendship  goes like this.

Vince: But still sorry

In that moment  josh and vince solved their  misunderstanding and that moment  vince revealed  a confession to josh.

Vince: Dude I'm sorry  for pushing you away.

Josh: it's okay  dude

Vince: For almost  10 years  i just felt that without  you in my side there's  a missing  piece  in me that my girlfriend  can't  replaced.

Josh: what do you  mean?

Vince : Josh, i like you  since you're gone.

 

Josh can't  process  in his head what he heard

Josh: So you  mean you like me but why you did not search  me since then.

Vince: I find myself  first so that I'm ready to find you.

Vince: but since then that you are here there's no  need to search all i want to do is hug you  and embrace  you.

 

Vince try to embrace  josh but

Josh: Vince how about  your  girlfriend?

Vince: Shh there's  no need to worry we broke up 5 years  ago.

I just want to jail you in my side so that  you can't  escape

Josh feel overwhelmed  on what he heard coming from vince mouth.

Josh: Omay Vince (blush)

After what happened  in the store  some costumers stop for a while  and watch josh and vince  hug each other.

 

Vince: Maybe it's  not to late josh

Josh: what?

Vince: Can I court My bestfriend? To turn it my lover

Josh: Vince are you  out of your  mind?

Vince: No josh I'm  so serious Can I court you?

Josh: Ofcourse  Yes !

Vince: Yes?

Josh: Yes

Vince: Oh God Thank you, he said yes.

The customers  and staff in the store  are so proud .

Others: Yiee So sweet 

Days pass josh and vince they return to their former relationship they had

 And now vince announced to his friends, classmates  he and josh are  into relationship , and all the girls, gays also teachers in  the university  are so proud and says "sana all".

And that moment josh couldn't believe it after what happened,josh can't deny what he feels (blush)

Josh: vince?  Are you sure?  You have to love me like this?  Even im gay?

Vince: yes josh! My feelings for you can't lie.

Josh: how could you love like this?

Vince: because of your lips josh.  the way  i feel when you kiss me  for the first time, there were miracles  in your kisses  and its my medicine in my veins. Your  lips leave a  taste in  my heart  that i can't forget and i felt the electric between us and i was hooked and addicted to you. And i cant  explained why . It seems  your kiss is like a curse.

Josh:  curse?  Really?  I can't imagine that because of my kiss you fell in love with me.

Vince: yes josh! And i can't explained why? Maybe your the one the i loved josh. ( smile with kiss )

Josh: ughh your so sweet. Vince? What about tita ? And tito? They know already ?

Vince: no josh, they don't know that we are in relationship. But i tried my best to tell them that your my boyfriend now.

Josh: but? Vince? (Worried)

Vince: sshhh! I  can handle this. Do you trust me?

Josh: okey i trust you. (Calm)

Vince: lets go we have to go gome because  i can't wait  to tell them that your mine now.

And josh is afraid now  because  he don't know what comes next and he might tought maybe Vince family wouldn't accept him.

Josh: vince? Are you sure ? You have to do this?

Vince: yes josh believe me we have to face this, no matter what happened i will still  love you. I promised

Josh: but vince? What if tita and tito wouldn't accept me? What if when they know what relationship we have they against us.

What if they don't want us to be together?  What if they make  ways to break us a part?

Vince: josh don't so be negative.  If can't be happened. Be positive! if they against our relationship its not a hindrance for me to love you.  I'll find ways to convince them okey.

Josh:okey

And minutes later they arrived at vince's house. and vince was ready to tell his family the truth that they had a relationship with josh. and couldn't see josh's face that he was nervous and trembling, while vince seemed happy to tell the truth.

Tito & tita: oh my son how are you? 

Tita: oh hello josh! How are you? Why are you here?

Josh: amm..... (speechless)

Vince: mom ,dad i have to tell you something.

Tito: what was that? It's that a  school meeting? Or what?

Vince: no dad, hopefully you won't be surprised by what I say dad

Tito: surprise? Huh? What was that? (Wondering)

Vince:ammm......(nervous) me and joshhhh dad  are..........

Tita: are what???

 Josh: we have a relationship mom dad

Tito & tita: (astonished)

Tito: vince? this is true? since when?(dishearten)

Vince: yes dad.  yesterday dad (shyly says)

Tita: vince? I cant believe you did this to me? Me and your dad raised you so well vince! but what did you do? you ruin yourself vince!  I don't like what you say from us. I can't accept josh. would you avoid him now if not? I'll stop you from studying in your university  and you'll never see josh again.

Vince: but mom? I love him! And  i can't accept your condition.

Josh: vince? Maybe tita was right.  We don't have to continue this kind of relationship vince. (Bashful)

Vince: no josh i can't let this happened can't lost you. I cant live without you your my world and everything. I'm nothing without you you give me strength and your the one who completed my life.

Vince:mom? dad? All of my life  i do my best to be a good son, i follow your rules, But not to the point it should not goes like this. why is it that  everything i want you couldn't accept?why mom dad?

Vince: if you dont want to be with josh!  I will never come again this house! Mom . Its better to live  here  than to be suffer . I go with josh if you think our loved is wrong! Then your definitively wrong.

Then josh and vince left before make any trouble. Then they are happy  together alone and free . they want to be free from chaos, and worries. Because the love of vince is unconditionally. Vince believe that love has no gender, if you love the person you fight for it, Until one day you will be happy and free. This is our story the story of my best friend turn to my lover, Because of his kiss i fell inlove and addicted. How about you how you ? Did your best friend kiss you ? This is our story the story of the curse kiss of my best friend.

The end.

Hey kent? What are you doing? What time is it? Your late now! In your school the buss and mark are waiting  you.Stop reading wattpad or  else i will get your phone! Kent?? Its to much.

Kent: wait mom..... im coming (inspired)

Oh my God this is so interesting i love this story maybe it's time to kiss my best friend, Hahahaha

  we'll it can't be happen mark is straight guy hello.

Mark: kent? Lets go we're late now ?

Kent: okey im coming , good bye mom muaah (with kiss her chicks)

Iloveyou

Mother: why your so sweet today?  (Wondering)

Kent: never mind that I'm so inspired  mom.

Mark: haha! Lets go kent

And that Kent and his best friend  mark are together with 10 years relationship  beacuse of kent kissed him. Kent believe that the story  he was reading is effective, definitely kent was right he proved his best  to the kiss, and it has a miracle because kent didn't expect that was effective to his best friend,The end ..

[coffeeandufos]

I wasn't sure whether or not to make this post because I don't want to step out of line and I certainly don't want to overshadow Dan Howell because what he did was super brave.

But his video triggered something in me that I've been ignoring for years. And thats the sense of real, genuine fear. If you guys know me (or even just scroll down my blog tbh) you'll know that I'm openly trans and bi and I am unapologetic about that. But it really is just a mask. Its just my extroverted ass trying to make light of something that actually worries me to the point of panic. And Ive been wearing the mask for so long I forgot that it isnt actually a real part of me and that my fear fuels me to be aggressively queer.

Like Dan I went to church for a bit - I went until I was 14 - and I prayed so often to God to please dont make me queer. Even when I stopped believing in a God I used to do it. I remember some girls in my school telling me to get changed in the shower because they didnt want me in the changing rooms with them. I remember my first crush on a girl (outside of tv/movies) and imagining what it would be like to touch her face and then almost throwing up from fear at the idea. I remember knowing I was a boy and then finding the idea of kissing other men weird because I'd heard gay being thrown around as an insult so often and I didnt want to be that.

I came out when I was 16 and now I'm 21. Even now that I have a boyfriend, I don't hold his hand in public. I don't kiss him in front of people, even our close friends. I might risk a peck every so often but right after I look around to make sure no one saw. Sometimes when we're out gettinf coffee I'll wonder if people see us as a gay couple or just friends and if they'd beat us up if we knew.

I haven't even touched on how badly being trana has fucked me up because to be honest that a whole other can of worms that I don't have the strength to open today.

My point being after this really long post is this: tldr: Dan was super brave and I'm so proud of him (and Phil). Internalised prejudice is a bitch. Be nice to queer people this pride and always.

[theothersideofhim]

Stan Figures It Out: Part 1 (or, Asmodeus’ Super Fun Beehive Poking Text Log) (or, Nobody)

((So a few days ago me and Sarah went through a lot of really cool character development, but it was all over discord. I’d really like to have a record of it over here and let ya’ll read cuz it was GR8. 

Broke up it up into two parts since it’s so much, and this is part one. Basically Ash ( @ashenheartx ) decided to bother Stan about stealing his idea of making Merlin into a Hell puppet for a hot second, his previous relationship with God, and basically have a big old gay crush on Lucifer. Stan hates all these things and overreacts in true Stan theatrics fashion.

Warnings: NSFW descriptions and general lewd emojis. Ash being Ash. No other triggers far as I know.

Next part to come soon, probably tomorrow.))

Ash:

[txt] ps fuck you for stealing my idea and then failing it btw this is overdue

Stan:

[txt] OH CONGRATULATIONS

[txt] ITS BEEN HOW FUCKING LONG? AND YOU JUST GET THE BALLS TO FUCKING SAY SOMETHING TO ME?

[txt] WELL WELL WELL AT LEAST I KNOW YOU CAN DO MORE THAN FUCK

Ash:

[txt] well your butt was already spanked figured itd take this long for it to heal

Stan:

[txt] HARDY HAR HAR. YOURE REAL FUNNY YOU KNOW THAT? I SHOULD GIVE YOU A PROMOTION TO HEAD FUNNYMAN

[txt] GUESS WHAT THE CURRENT FUNNYMAN IS DOING?

Ash:

[txt] ruling hell for you

Stan:

[txt] WHA

[txt] NO

[txt]

[txt] I PUT HIM IN CHARGE OF THE WRITING TEAM FOR RICK AND MORTY

[txt] SO KEEP THAT IN FUCKING MIND

Ash:

[txt] you lied so hard and fast

[txt] you STUTTERED IN TEXT

Stan:

[txt] WELL I FIGURED THATS HOW YOU LIKED IT

Ash:

[txt] STUTTERED?

Stan:

[txt] I MEANT HARD AND FAST BUT FROM YOUR TRACK RECORD YOU DO SEEM TO LIKE SHRINKING VIOLETS SO

[txt] SHRINKING SHRIEKING NUNS

Ash:

[txt] that was ONE nun 

[txt] well alright it was mORE than oNE nun but she was special circumstance

Stan:

[txt] MMMMHMMMMM. AND BY THE WAY THAT WAS TIME WELL SPENT GOOD JOB. THAT DIDNT TURN INTO AN INCREDIBLE FAILURE

[txt] WHILE WE'RE ON THE FUCKING TOPIC

Ash:

[txt] he is only a failure FOR NOW

[txt] he's still not a defective one like many others

[txt] and has actual power

Stan:

[txt] Yeah he does I'll give him that

[txt] Can you really blame me for trying to step in and speed things up?

Ash:

[txt] yes

Stan:

[txt] Nope not allowed

Ash:

[txt] it is allowed because now it will take TWICE AS LONG 

[txt] because now he has sex and it's not as much of a pressure point

Stan:

[txt] im sorry im

[txt] IM FUCKING

[txt] gagGING BE RIGHT BACK

Ash:

[txt] ?????????? stop thinking about my son's dick

Stan:

[txt] YOU MENTIONED YOUR SONS DICK and please DON'T act like you DON'T think about it

Ash:

[txt] it's kind of my entire schtick to think about hidden treasure

Stan:

[txt] Isn't the real hidden treasure the dicks we sucked along the way though

Ash:

[txt] see now ive gone from mad to camaraderie and i dont appreciate that 

[txt] some how i doubt you have sucked any dicks tho

Stan:

[txt] OH NO IM THE DEVIL OOOOOHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[txt] IVE SUCKED ONE DICK DONT @ ME

Ash:

[txt]  🤔

[txt] proof

Stan:

[txt] UH IM SORRY

[txt] THEY DIDNT REALLY HAVE KIK OR SNAPCHAT BACK AT THE BEGINNING OF THE UNIVERSE

Ash:

[txt] bitch you gave god a bj why isn't this FRONT PAGE news

Stan:

[txt] THERES SOME HIDDEN TREASURE FOR YOU NOW FUCK OFF

Ash:

[txt] GURL WE AIN'T DONE WHO ELSE YOU BLOWIN

Stan:

[txt] RIGHT NOW IM PRETTY SURE EVEN ENTERTAINING THIS CONVERSATION IS CONSIDERED SUCKING YOUR DICK SO YOU??????????

Ash:

[txt] pretty sure my poor dick is flacid and not in your mouth but okay

Stan:

[txt] THE LAST THING YOU WANT IN MY MOUTH IS YOUR DICK

[txt] I'LL SUCK YOUR ENTIRE FUCKING HEAD

[txt] ILL VORE YOU FUCKING TRY ME

Ash:

[txt] honey 

[txt] darling

[txt] you've done worse to me please

[txt] oop kink shamed the devil

Stan:

[txt] If there's anything that can be said for me

[txt] It's that I don't have that as a kink

Ash:

[txt] shocking honestly 

[txt] what with that mouth tum 

[txt] but really not even luci? slacking

Stan:

[txt] YOUSHUT THE FUCK UP ABOUT LUCIFERS ENTIRE DICK

Ash:

[txt] why the FUCK would i do that? it's a good dick 

[txt] ESP WHEN IT'S CUTE AND SMALL

Stan:

[txt] LISTEN YOU OVER GLORIFIED FUCK BUDDY

[txt MAYBE I SHOULD TELL EVERYONE ABOUT YOUR LITTLE """""HIDDEN TREASURE""""""

Ash:

[txt] my cute butt because that's not hidden at all and you can ask luci

Stan:

[txt] Is it motherfucker????????????? Is it???? You're telling me you let Lucifer fuck you in the pussy????????????????????????? Because I'm calling bullshit on that. I'm calling bullshit that you ever allow anyone to get that fucking close to you anymore.

Ash:

[txt] well all of that is true, but he is aware of it i am sure. we didn't spontaneously know each other when we dropped out of the sky 

[txt] besides you probably dont share treasure like that because then how do you get to roll around in it when you want to to feel special. you dont. that's like telling people where the candy stash is

Stan:

[txt] YOU REALLY HIDING THE CANDY FOR LIKE 6000 YEARS CHIEF?????[txt] AT THE VERY LEAST I SHOULD GET A TASTE

Ash:

[txt] oh wait did i let the cat out of the bag for you because wow?????????????????? 

[txt] didn't you already know i had a pussy like come on man you've probably found it already 

[txt] it's pretty hard to remember some of that time when we first got down here though

Stan:

[txt] oh no bitch

[txt] i definitely knew

[txt] a shame you don't reMEMBER the fun we had

[txt] but it's been a WHILE AND A HALF

Ash:

[txt] must not have been all that good????????????? 

[txt] dick wasn't bomb apparently 

[txt] besides you alwyas had a thing for luci

Stan:

[txt] I'LL PUT A BOMB IN YOUR ACTUAL ASS I DID NOT ALWAYS HAVE A THING FOR HIM AND STOP CALLING HIM LUCI

Ash:

[txt] you had a THING for luci the first day we hit Hell don't even pretend you didn't 

[txt] luci luci luci 

[txt] how else am i supposed to say his name when he poppin that puss

Stan:

[txt] IM GONNA F CU KING PISSS

[txt] FUCK OFF

Ash:

[txt]  💄💯✨

[txt] and lemme remind you; it pOPS 💦

[txt] if you aren't saying 'luci' when you come im not sure what you're doing with your life 

[txt] but it's the wrong thing, darling 

[txt] i'll pray for you and your weird little obsessive love affair

Stan:

[If Ash is anywhere near the ninth level of Hell at that moment he might hear Stan literally screeching like a raccoon being rammed with a tennis racket. But then shortly after he wouldn't hear anything except for the illusion of Mitski's "Nobody" chorus playing on loop. It was sad and melancholy and repetitive and perfectly summed up the insult Stan WANTED to say about Ash's fucking life, but wasn't able to get past the screaming. Who the fuck cared about Ash's little opinion? Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody....]

Ash:

[Look, Ash is a CACKLIN' instead of being offended because if Stan had meant to camouflage his feelings he had instead loudly broadcasted them. So, as a final goad, he gently hit send one final time. 

[vid] it's grainy like ten years ago small cellphone quality with sound, but it sure is Lucifer getting railed from chest to between thighs. it's less than thirty seconds and includes orgasms that end with dick withdrawing with an aforementioned pop and leak of white fluid 

[txt]  ❤️ 🎵 ttyl ]

Stan:

[Stan was having a HARD TIME OKAY????? He sure as fuck didn't need to be called out by Ash, and he sure as fuck couldn't keep up the illusion as soon as the video came through. That song snapped right out of Ash's reality with the same kind of swiftness as Stan's surprisingly potent jealousy boiling up within him. The phone got thrown on the ground, stomped on, punched a few times, then kicked across the motel room. 

THEN Stan got out a bat and beat the phone within an inch of it's digital life, manifested a hydraulic press and squished the phone with 12 tons of pressure per square inch, before finally mANIFESTING A GERMAN LEOPARD 2A6 TANK AND ROLLING IT THROUGH THE MOTEL LOBBY TO FINALLY DESTORY THE PHONE. 

(And then blast it with the tank's fully traversing rotating gun turret but by then he'd realized he'd never get that image out of his head no matter how much damage he did the phone.)]

[theythemsam]

spn 13x01, liveblog, collected posts (all 16 of them) or as i like to call it: Jack’s having a boy’s night out! Going crazy on that Nougat, what an absolute lad.

Oh nice, Metallica! #nice

The very strategic arm placement so we can see as much of his body as possible without the naughty parts is… bad

#like hello hes 3 minutes old pls stop sexualizing him

Dean’s nightmare :(

Please Somebody Dress This Boy

Sam’s freaking squint after the woman calls him gay asdfgh

#asdfgh why is his face so funny?

A quarter pound butt, some butt fries and a butt shake please! We’re eating out tonight, Fellas! #asdfgh I love that menu

Asdfg the drunk lady wrote “bitch” in the dirt on the impala #dean that means you have to clean your car again sometime

Nougat boy! #i like nougat #i love him so much!!!

Jack is so cute, but its still heartbreaking to see Sam press himself against the wall like that, as if he wants to melt through it and get as much distance as possible between him and jack #its the trauma #but even then when hes so scared he tries to help and understand Jack

The reveal that Jack chose Cas to be his father… Baby… I love him so much #its the found family

The angel is so great. Like she’s wrong, but she’s so funny #so yeah youre becky. And becky needs to die. Hrrr so macho.

Jack is like not even a day old and people have tried to shoot him, kill him, hes seen people get terribly beaten up and then the angels also try to abduct him and then he gets stabbed in the chest #BABY!!!

Why is everyone so confused that Jack can survive that though? They know Nephilim are more powerful than the angels that sired them, and Lucifer cannot by killed by an ordinary angel blade wielded by an ordinary angel… #like… that dont makes no cents luv

Dean stop calling the Nougat Boy evil!

#hes a good boy! #hes babey

The scene where Dean prays to god seems really similar to the scene where he calls his Dad in season 1. Like it really reminds me of that being behind a building and the close ups to his face from a bit below and the emotions and all that #both times hes remembering losing his mum too 

The Cas burning scene… I Am In Tears